#Wednesday just got so much better

[emodennis]

i really hope i’m experiencing the start of something new. this is just like high school musical

#i went on a really good date last week and we’ve been texting all day for 5 days straight #and last night i got drunk and told them i wanted to kiss them and he said he wanted to kiss me too and we’ve been super flirty and- #-it’s been making my days so much better #just smiling at my phone the whole time #we’re going out again on wednesday and it can’t come fast enough! #phoenix talks

[miercolaes]

HAPPY NEW YEAR !! it's new years eve for me at the moment and i know some countries have already entered 2024 (timezones still baffle me), but i wanted to thank you all for an amazing year. i started writing wednesday in december of last year and for some reason, you people still write with me. i loved loved loved this journey and some of you helped me in more ways than you'll ever know. but i'm glad to have met all of you and if i haven't bothered you yet, i will bother you in this new year.

2023 was a good year and returning to this hellsite to write was one of the best choices i've made. i'm so glad for all of you. for being patient, for being kind, for spending time with me even if we're far away. this year i've reconnected with an old writing partner which is crazy because we met on another platform and the internet is vast, so what were the chances?

so i'm here to tell you that everything will fall into place at the right time. there will be downs, but only because you were up. and the ups will come again. whatever you do, whatever path you take, i want you to know that it'll all be alright. and someone out there is grateful for you and your existence. i'm wishing you all a happy new year and i can't wait to see / hear what 2024 has in store for us.

#♱ vero stfu. #FAIR WARNING : like ted mosby said nothing good ever happens after 2am #so if u get an inteligible message it's probably after 2am and im drunk or high as a kite #also a little resolution for the next year : i won't be queue posts anymore #instead i'll post everything when i finish writing #i just started and it's so much better for some reason??? #also for those of u who got this far (thank u but u shouldn't have) #heres wednesdays wire: miercolaes

[alligaytorswamp]

spine issues

#consider this pt 3 to my handy dandy saga #i was supposed to go to a doc on wednesday but somehow suddenly there was a whole doc available today in a different place #anyways i got all to anxious about this whole thing so now i dont remember half if it #the doc was goofy.. but at my expense... which sucked.. :) #anyways he said it's my spine .. neck.. neck part of spine idk #and it's oh so typical and normal and not so bad in my case #got scans of my bones yeaaaa #a woman at the reception was a total hs bully trope girliepop that did not make mood better #i lost a lil thing that closes my piercing bc i had to take everything i got off my ears for the scan and naturally my hands were shaking #and now im home and i have no idea if im making any sense #conclusion: my spine is not very good. gotta receive the scans. he gonna look at them. prolly bully me AGAIN #(did not feel good in my overly anxious state) #and then um.. i think the point is just to exercise and shit #yippie i am not dying like my brain was assuming this entire time <3 #i am just bad at sitting and also spend too much time at my puter (boo!!!) #adry.txt

[theguardianace]

the sheer power pjsekai has over my mental state. tired? watch some vbs mvs that will get you back on your feet. sad? project wonder is a thing that exists! lonely? rui was lonely once. sick? not while mmj is playing!

#the fact that ive been like. actually sick for the first time in years #but the second i put on some pjsekai music i feel so much better #like yesterday when it got bad in teh morning the only thing that got me up was just some random videos #and now that i feel better im just dancing around in my room #like i have not left my room since wednesday but i can honestly say im ok right now

[deus-ex-mona]

why can’t this week just end alreadyyyyyyy

#rant about the week incomin’ in the tags bc ‘complaining’ is my unofficial middle name #this week has *not* been my week so far and it’s only wednesday morning #my horrible week commenced on sunday night when i was unable to sleep bc my pillow was oriented wrong #thus i had a grand total of 1 hour of sleep which was not very poggers tbh. so i tried to sleep on the train but… #the guy next to me??? kept swaying to lean on my shoulder??? so i hunched over to avoid physical contact but he just landed on my back?? #so that sucked balls. i kept having to wake up to push him away with my bag and then trying to go back to sleep. #but then!!! just as i fell asleep after one such instance!!! the guy’s phone alarm went off????? like?? why???? why would you set an alarm?? #we’re on a friggin train mannnnn!!!!! why did you have to set an alarm????????????? #and ofc when the dude finally alighted (and i was asleep) he just *had* to jab me in the side with his elbow when he got up. ಠ_ಠ #so that’s how i knew the rest of the week was gonna be just ✨peachy✨ #anyways manning 2 workstations (+ 1 bonus ‘mini’ workstation) on 1h of sleep isn’t very fun. esp if you’re incompetent af like me #and ofc there just had to be problems too. like the printers couldn’t print (and the systems crashed everytime i tried to print something) #and this sample running software kept closing itself in the middle of running samples so that was a pain to deal with #and tuesday (yesterday) wasn’t much better. in fact it was ✨worse✨. none of the 2 workstations could get started till like 10am and aaaaaa— #to make matters worse i had stubbed my toe so badly in the morning that my skin tore. so walking was ✨much pain✨ as well :( #and ofc yesterday had to be the one day where i had to walk back and forth an unnecessarily high number of times >:( sadded #and ofc they *had* to have an hour-long meeting about something or other towards the end of the workday when i had yet to eat my lunch >:( #(fell asleep during the meeting though bc it was boring as balls whoops) #and i could only take a half-hour break after that >:((( i wanted my full hour dammitttttttt #and ofc it was raining when i left and ofc it took like 25 mins for me to hail a taxi on this booking app bc i didn’t want to take the train #and ofccccc i misheard the taxi driver when he arrived and he roasted my chinese speaking skills. and ofcccc we were caught in a traffic jam #(i had a really nice hour long nap in the cab though so thanks traffic jam) #and thus ended my terrible 2 past weekdays. i’m drained af and it’s *only* wednesday morning????!!!!!!!!!!!!! #i’m mentally looping anzu no uta (imascg) to cope. ‘nu-uh i don’t wanna work’ so true anzu #i just wanna sleeeeeeep and wake up this weekend or sth idk it’s too early in the year for this #it is suiyoubi my dudes #may spam self-rb my monster-length character image/gif posts later to cope. you have been warned

[katelynnwrites]

i have this awful feeling of overwhelming anxiety and i literally can’t deal with it anymore

#i hate school presentations because i have really bad social anxiety #and especially with this subject where i am already struggling with just the material #and my teacher is so scary #and i am losing sleep over it #and i am crying over it #and gosh i am just so absolutely terrified #what if i fail? #what if i don’t graduate because i don’t have enough credits because i might fail this subject #it honestly feels like i can’t breathe #my social anxiety has just got better #to the point where i am mostly able to order my own food #i still won’t really talk to new people but i’ve put so much work into getting better at it #and i am terrified that wednesday’s doomsday presentation will undo all of that hard work #sorry for rambling though #goodnight #blue’s clues

[thosetwofirefighters]

WIP Wednesday

tagged by @mooshkat, thank you so much friend!! <3 I've had the first draft of this (which is for @the-likesofus) open for at least a week now, and I just can't bring myself to edit it (mostly because my life has been a ~shit show~ recently) anywaaaaay here's some of what will be a very late 6.14 coda :))

“I’ve got a list, if you’re interested,” she continues. “I know being set up by your old tia might not be the most attractive idea, but you’ve just gotta find the right woman.” She grabs his hand, the one not wrapped tightly around his coffee mug. He lets her keep it, takes comfort in the familiar pressure of her hand in his, and tries not to worry that this might be the last time he’ll be able to. For a moment, he feels guilty about worrying—this is Tia Pepa, his favorite aunt, the one person who has always been on his side—but then he remembers what his parents—his father—had said when he’d tried having this conversation with them at nineteen. He knows Pepa and trusts her so much, but he’d trusted his parents too.

no pressure tagging (and sorry if you've already been tagged lol) @the-likesofus @lilbuddie @shortsighted-owl @jacksadventuresinwriting @mysteriouslyyounggalaxy @wheelsupin-five <3

#idk i feel like pepa is a lil ooc (maybe not in this snippet) but idk what to do about it #but also i havent read this in a week so maybe i should just like. do that first? #it's literally less than 1000 words idk why its so hard #actually i do its because any thinking beyond consuming media and avoiding real life is Too Much Thinking rn #literally went to work yesterday and went home a half hour later because I cried the whole time lolllll #but today is better !!! and also today my boss commended my attitude yesterday so like. i feel so much better about the whole ordeal #the capitalism rlly got to me i was so guilty for leaving work #but my boss was like 'dont worry it was a situation you couldnt control but you can control your attitude and you were great' #she was like 'you tried sticking it out and thats more than enough' and i was like ok let me go cry some more now out of relief #i just. would really like emotions that don't overwhelm my brain because like. i cry at literally every heightened emotion ahaha #anywaaaaaay sorry to anyone reading these tags i'm just a bit unhinged atm #tag game #wip wednesday #mine

[witchwhaat]

i hate that i'm missing out on things bc of uni work i hate it i hate it i hate it

#we're invited to dinner and i'd love to go but i can't bc i haven't got anything done yet #i haven't seen these people IN A YEAR bc of uni bc there's always something when they invite us and i can't ever go #yesterday i met with my friends which was lovely and i love them so much but again i had to go home early bc uni work #i just hate it so much bc i don't want to like. abandon my life and hobbies for uni and i have to and it's frustrating #our teacher moved the homework's deadline from wednesday to monday bc we have a test on tuesday and ????? #idk how that's supposed to help us prepare. now we just have less time to study bc we have to finish the homework #i- #okay i've complained and now i feel a little better back to work byeee #neg #agnes talking

[zmediaoutlet]

Hello and Happy Wincest Wednesday! In the post 5x19 glory days, did the boys footprint on the world change? Were there any obvious or subtle differences in how they interacted with people on cases or the world at large when they were no longer the stars and they were so solid in each other?

ooooooo what a tricksy question for such a happy wincest wednesday! hm hm, let's think about this --

Wouldn't it be so entirely hella interesting if, post-15.19, they lost 'main character' status? Not in the totally shitty Heroes' Journey way but like -- just because Chuck's now a powerless drifter and isn't superpowering their dumb successes like Sam's Super-Noticer power or Dean's Big Pretty Trust-Me Eyes. It might even be a gift from Jack. Non-interference, including in a 'not elevating you to the most important person in the room status'.

But... idk. While they live in a consciously meta and 'written' universe, they still do read to me as largely legible within their contexts. So I don't actually like the idea that Dean's Big Pretty Trust Me eyes don't work, or that Sam isn't supernaturally good at... everything. In a way that would be changing genre, which I don't really like bursting through the fourth wall to do.

It would be interesting though if like -- they know now that no more Big Stories are waiting for them, and that the hunts and jobs they go on really are just jobs, and they do get to decide their own destiny. As a result I can see a lot more of like -- say, Sam finds a job in Illinois and Dean's like, okay, want to go? And Sam goes, eh, isn't Randy out in Illinois? Let's see if he wants to handle it. And Dean thinks, yeah, we were going to watch the s2 Game of Thrones finale, weren't we? Okay, sure, call Randy. And it's not so... fraught, and it's not everything to either of them anymore, because they know that they can help but they also know that the literal fate of the world isn't hanging on every little choice, anymore.

I really, really value the way that *both* of them view hunting as a necessary and worthy job, by the end of the show. They both like the actual process and it is worth it to save people, and they won't choose to do something else because -- the laundry list of reasons why they won't. But: it is nice, in the *definitely real years-long break between end the end 15.19 and the finale*, to think about how it might not be so all-consuming. More like s1, or even more like how I imagine their later teenage years might have been. Making it less of a vocation and more of a literal job. Everything just so much less... world-ending. What a relief. It makes me feel v soft for them. <3

#happy wincest wednesday #answers #tbh it doesn't take much to make me feel soft for finale!them #married and settled and together #and no longer the stars #what a pure relief #to just go on a job and burn a ghost #and know that they get to come home #and watch a movie #(and fuck in sam's room bc he's got the better bed) #and clean up and snooze it off #and then the next day is just -- free again #to choose to hunt or not and it's all just -- whatever they want #g'damn i'm so happy they got that for a while <3 #(and then heaven is that but MORE!!!!!) (aaaaAAAAA!)

[mondscheinprinzessin]

me to my therapist: This and that are my fears, and things I am upset about, and my mess of feelings, bon appetit

my therapist: Yeah no that’s all very understandable

me: *pikachu face* My feelings are valid??

#yep she's also now aware of my tumblr blog #this woman knows too much #but she's like my personal cheerleader and that's so cool #so I'm one step forward and I'm doing better already :) #we've just not hit the phase yet where I really learn to manage my very bad moods #so I think the break was good for me #hi it's wednesday and again I got a reality check from my therapist #have a nice day!

[personasintro]

hello mimi, I hope not to sound rushed but do you know an estimated date where the chapter of mh 52 will come out? Take your time if you need it, btw i loved ch 51 :)

hey, not a single word has been written for 52, it’s still in a drafting process as you can see in my pinned post :) and like I said in the earlier ask, I most definitely caught something and have been in bed nonstop for the past 2 days :(

#I felt like dying since wednesday and each day was worse and worse #I finally got some medicine so I’m feeling a little bit better #just enough to let you guys know that I’m alive lol #just feel like dying pretty much lol #thank you for loving ch51 <3 #ask: anon #ask: mutual help

[britneyshakespeare]

why does scheduling my work days give me so much stress and anxiety

#i was supposed to do my first day at the high school today but i had literally so much anxiety i could not fall asleep last night no matter #what. i had so much dread. i took so much melatonin lol. #i could shut my brain off till i went into the application and deleted my schedule for the day #ive just been feeling so fatigued and exhausted since i got covid it's crazy. sometimes i'll have bursts of energy where im productive #but yesterday i was just so tired from loading the washing machine. just. fucking sorting clothes and putting them in #that i had to lie down on the floor for a few minutes in the middle of it #not my finest moment #tales from diana #i didn't have anything scheduled for tomorrow and i thought 'maybe if i feel better tonight ill call in' #but i dont feel. super better tonight. and the only thing that i could do tomorrow at my preferred school is kindergarten subbing #for like the main classroom teacher. which i havent done before so i figured 'yeah im not gonna get my anxiety up 2 days in a row' #i deserve to sleep tonight after all and i think if i committed to that i wouldnt be able to #but i am going into my elementary school on wed-thur-friday of this week. wednesday is only a half day but they'll probably find smth for me #to do in the afternoon. they usually do. and im fine w that. #idk im just much more comfortable in my elementary school. i guess bc ive worked there before and i went to school there #as a wittle student waaaay back in the day. like i know the building and it doesn't scare me and i know a good amount of kids there #and the staff don't intimidate me. so yeah. #i did schedule my first job at the high school FOR REAL THIS TIME and it's next friday. hopefully ill be doing better by then. #im working the thursday before it at the elementary so i'll be in the rhythm of that. idk how to explain it but it's harder to go back #to work when ive taken a day off. like that's also why im not going in tomorrow. #friday (4/07) was the first day i worked since i got covid and that was fine but also. i was so anxious just to go in. #and so so so so tired when i got home. and all weekend. #yeah i wasn't ready to start working at the high school today. that was nonsense. #hopefully all will go well on wednesday thursday and friday of this week. im trying to restore my energy and fix my sleep. thatll do wonders #i hope. i hope i hope i hope

[number1girl]

im worried i’m gonna have to go to urgent care for this cough 😭 if it doesn’t get better by tomorrow or monday i’ll have had it for over 7 days which is 😬

#because i got sick for a few days over thanksgiving break and it started to get better but then i got locked out of my apartment that one #night lol and i was out in the cold for a while and i stayed up until like four and the next day it was worse #and now i’m not really sick anymore like i don’t have aches or fever or even that much of a runny nose i’ve just been COUGHING so much esp #at night #ugh i just really don’t want it to be an infection or something bc i don’t want to have to take antibiotics or whatever #selfishly because i really want to be able to drink and have fun on my friend’s birthday wednesday and then at the premiere of my thesis on #thursday

[custer-mp3]

YEAAAAAH BABY THAT’S THE STUFF

#anyway. about to try a new brace but it's gonna be 97 degrees here all week & i already feel like i'm being hit with a bat repeatedly #like all my injuries are all ON at FULL BLAST on top of the swelling pain and whatever my feet are doing #i'm getting nerve shocks in my hands too #ON TOP OF MY ENTIRE RIGHT HAND FEELING LIKE A BALL OF CHEWED MEAT DUE TO AN INJURY SUSTAINED IN 2018 #my fkn BINGO WINGS hurt and i have never even injured those #i am going to have a 🙂 full scale 🙂 mental 🙂 breakdown by wednesday at the latest #truly be lucky if i make it through the next 48 hrs without landing in the ER as a hazard to myself cuz everything hurts just too damn much #i'm already at the 'scared to sleep' portion of the festivities cuz for DAYS i have been TRYING to sleep and not actually been able to sleep #cuz it's already too hot (moderate 80s) and hurts too bad #thursday night i slept in 15 minute increments #friday night was a little better i got like. an hour to an hour and a half at a time. #then yesterday i slept all day in 20-50 minute bursts and when i went to bed i once again slept in 15-30 minute increments #it's too hot i'm in too much pain there is no comfortable position nothing that can be done with the pillows. nothing #so lmaoooooooooo i'm scared to even TRY to sleep tonight cuz i know if it doesn't work i'm gonna SNAP but i'm already so so tired so like #truly have no choice #WORKED OPEN TO CLOSE TODAY 🌈 GONNA DO THE SAME THING TOMORROW 🌈 THEN HAVE 2 DAYS OFF WHEREIN I TRY TO REST BUT JUST LAY HERE & SWEAT & GR #OAN IN PAIN 🌈🌈🌈🌈 #I LOVE BEING ALIVE EXISTENCE IS IN NO WAY A BURDEN #thanks domestic violence!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 🌈

[roaringroa]

just saw a goat in the park???

#i live in a very very big city??? #i never saw a goat anywhere in the city?? #so i was at the park riding a bike doing a few rounds #when i looked up and saw two girls who were in my 8th grade friend group #we spent like 20 minutes talking and catching up #and as we were talking we suddenly hear a baaaa #we turn around and there's an actual real goat in a leash #it was a baby goat though #we were in shock #and then as soon as the guy who was leading the goat left we just lost it #it was soooo funny #anyway #great day #great week actually #finally got my drivers license on monday #my futsal team won against one of our biggest rivals in penalties on wednesday it was amazing like 5 of my teammates cried #the team i support also won on wednesday #yesterday my dad helped me out with constitutional law and i feel like i understand it much better now #and today not only am i going on a weekend stay at a cool place in a few hours #i also saw a goat in the park lmao #my post