#We donr have to share all intrests but id like us to have something and that our energy levels aren't complete opposites

[mrfoox]

Me: im only alive for love

Also me: -doesn't actively look for it or have the energy to invest it either-

#miranda talking shit #Does this makes any sense? ? Like yeah my reason for being alive is people i love and id like to find someone to share life with? #But what am i doing ? Wasting away in bed of course what else? I know its my depression but like.... I hate it.... #I want to get to know more intresting people and maybe if im lucky find someone which likes me back.... #But it takes so much energy it's sad... Like i want to sit and talk under a tree by a lake with my love... I want to feed random cows #Or horses we pass by on a walk... I just want to hold them and love them ???? #I know everyone have some idea if their 'ideal' partner but mine is like .... Uh... The emotional qualities are the biggest thing to me #Idc if theyre not emotional like me but they have to have an level of empathy and understanding so they can at least try to understand me? #We donr have to share all intrests but id like us to have something and that our energy levels aren't complete opposites #Those are like the.... Big three....? The rest im pretty flexible with but people that arent open and understand like... I have no patience #I just know what i don't ... Need? Or maybe want? Because my first relationship was really so many clashes thinking about it exhaust me #Im an introvert and im constantly tired and ready to sleep ... Ideally i wouldn't have someone that excatly the same bc then we'd never go #Out but also like... I get so tired with people that always wants to go out and do something like damn .... #Need a best friend thats a freak and ready to date me :/ literally my ideal relationship is from friends to lovers and nothing else #How do i know you like me if we arent friends first? Nah man... We need to talk about stuff first and be friends ahjfjsnfjfksks