#Wait i need to lie down––

[philsrosesweatshirt]

got emotional thinking about phil not coming out until dan was ready like, even detached from the Phan of it all that’s true love !!

#letting your partner and best friend have their moment like… waiting for them to be ready… they get their moment and their moment immediatel #y and inherently means you’re implicated (for lack of a better word) but trusting them to do that… because they trusted you to wait until #they were ready… i’m not articulating this well but like i need to lie down. it’s been 5 years (!) but i’m still in shock #dnp #dan and phil

[pumpkinrootbeer]

just so you know I'll never recover from the ending of magi like yeah in general it left me devistated but Jafar's final appearance being him back in the sindria robes still with this just steadfast never ending belief in a man who he devoted his life to and who then in return betrayed him on such a fundamental level. like im gutted.

#:v #jafar magi #Magi #the only way I can describe the ending from Jafar's perspective is cruel like that's the only word #how they end out his character. back where he started waiting on sin. I can't man I literally can't #sinja #in spirit #Like it's worse than kill your gays it's leave ur gay abandoned and waiting for his dead husband to return #Hes literally a 1920s house wife leaning against the window wistfully wondering when his husband will return from war #Like I do enjoy this emotion from fiction but I'm not sure it was the intended effect #I need to lie down #Jafar makes me so miserable BRING HIS HUSBAND BACK #where's my ''jafar I'm home'' for post magi . #He's still waiting on sin to come back. he still believes in him #what's more heartwrenching Jafar's last interaction with him being jafar thinking he had really gotten through to sin when it was a lie #or that not even being enough for Jafar to lose his faith in Sinbad. #I can't fucking do this #It was such a come to grace moment for Jarfar too #He was literally pleading with Sinbad he was so desperate to get through to him #all love and devotion and faith and Sinbad threw that all back in his face and betrayed him #AND JAFAR IS STILL THERE. WAITING. HOPING. LOVING. #IM GONNA VOMIT

[daylighteclipsed]

actually it’s kinda funny how KH1 ends with Riku telling Sora to take care of Kairi and then Sora completely does not do that and searches for Riku refusing to go home at all without him

#kingdom hearts #soriku #like from the hetnorm view of ‘ah the love triangle is resolved! sora gets the girl and who knows when we’ll see riku again ! #there’s even a montage in sepia like he’s dead ! but that’s okay cause sora will be happy with kairi :)’ #and then sora immediately not going home with kairi #and the epilogue or whatever showing he’s looking for riku #that’s p funny i can’t lie #i love how CoM has repliku literally call sora out on this too #and sora has nothing to say bc what can he say #he feels bad but he’s not sorry #his pride won’t let him say what he wants to say ‘i want you to come home. i miss you’ #especially with ‘riku’ acting like a jerk again. sora doesnt want to risk coming across desperate or weak. pathetic #which is ironic since bc i think if sora was willing to say how much riku means to him that would’ve had an affect on repliku #bc that’s what kh1 era riku needs to hear right? he needs to know that sora really loves him #and isn’t just playing hero for his ego or bc kairi is waiting for riku to come back or something #…which makes the kh2 reunion hit harder. bc all of sora’s walls are down then and he is basically pouring his heart out to riku #he’s weak and he doesn’t care. he’s pathetic but it’s not a bad thing #he’s just being honest about how much riku means to him

[anaclownskywalker]

That horrible realisation at Cal's line when he said the first time he faced droidekas he froze, only to remember he was like 10 years old. The senate was sending kids to the front line, we know it, we've seen it in aotc, rots, cw, etc. But to hear it by a purge survivor + his flashbacks in jfo. Yeah this man needs therapy and lots of hugs.

#cal kestis #jedi survivor #jedi fallen order #jedi: survivor #that line had me go like wait i need to lie down and wail #he was a child soldier who survived an actual genocide and there are still people outhere who say jedi had it coming 🤬🤬🙃

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

alright im gonna need 5-6 business days to Absorb all of that and the maybe-implications

#sitting in a corner and staring at the wall #excuuuuuse me ex-fucking-scuse me #MCFUCKIN MCPARDON MCME. #ohohoho we're starting to slide into the horror aspect now aint we folks #damn what did i say in the scribble i dropped today huh? that i cant wait for things to turn south? that i hope it disturbs me? #that i cant wait for the puppets to lose their minds? #its beginning! the dodgeball lightly grazed my shoulder! #anyway sally hon are you okay. you do not sound okay. i hope you're not okay. #homebogging #absolutely unprompted #IM!!! NERVOUS!!! IN THE BEST OF WAYS!!!! #im gonna be walking through the store in a Daze tomorrow #cant wait to haul more wood so i can do something mindless while my brain chews rabidly on this update #EVERYONE SAY THANK YOU CLOWN & THE PEOPLE WHO WORK ON IT WITH THEM #everyone's doing the most and i need to lie down #screams. screams and wails and cackles so so Evilly #THERE'S SOMETHING IN THE WOODS <3<3<3<3

[bumblingbabooshka]

T'Pel gets a pet while Tuvok's in the delta quadrant to help deal with his loss and after he gets back there's a mutual big show of not liking one another but after like a month she's his little buddy.

#Tuvok #T'Pel #bea art tag #st voyager #Ek'zer Bezhun look like birds but they have no wings and cannot fly. They're incredibly fast clever and patient and usually lie in wait #before chasing down their prey in a sprint (not long distance runners). Common pets on Vulcan for households that can't devote space to #a sehlat. Ek'zer Bezhun are very playful and need plenty of attention/mental stimulation! #Pi'kahm-kam is a rescue from a shelter. Plucked her feathers out poor thing...follows T'Pel around all the time wanting to be held. #Skittish around new people. Will bite!! But never T'Pel. #She was very good for T'Pel bc it gave her something to focus on and a reason to like...do things everyday when she was depressed about #Tuvok's disappearance. Dotes on Pi'kahm <3 #When Tuvok grumbles about the attention she gives Pi'kahm T'Pel's like 'hmm...jealous?? Bc you aren't being doted on??' #And Tuvok ha tesitHEHEHE he's like I' m not JEALOUS...of a LIZARD. I'm not jealous at all I'm VULCAN!! #Then he makes an effort to actually bond with Pi'kahm...that'll show T'Pel v_v #and that's how Tuvok & Pi'kahm become buds~! But she still likes T'Pel the most <3 but that's ok...Tuvok does too. #Tuvok is playing the lute 'for Pi-kahm' but as soon they hear T'Pel's footsteps they both turn towards the door. #T'Pel's here??? T'Pel's here!!!! #st voyager fanart

[i-am-simply-here]

Some days I'm like nah this fibro is nothing and other days I'm out of breath just sitting

#like why am i fighting for my life when im just sitting at my desk #i need to lie down #i can't wait for the weekend #im gonna rot on tje couch the whole time #get some very needed rest #chronic pain #chronic illness #chronically ill #im so tired #fibromyalgia #fibro

[lunarharp]

scribbles and a REALISATION

#witch hat tag #orufrey #partial nudity / #4th one is exclusive to here i dont feel like posting that on twt. #ANYWAY??? i was going through the artbook designs & only after drawing the original tassel designs did i work out it looks like their hair #Whats going on there. Sensei. do they get designs based on their hair. or are they meant to have their real hair. #AND THEN THEY OBVIOUSLY WERE DESIGNED TO HAVE SWAPPED THEIR TASSELS FROM THE BEGINNING THEN. #AND IT WAS THEIR HAIR. probably she decided oru's one just looks too ridiculous #you can see me work it out in between drawings ... captured the moment #i need to lie down... wait the last big thing i Realised (about galga's braid *cries*) was hair-related too. WHAT'S GOING ON !!!! #i started reading when witch hat was just severely gay-coded and actual gay stuff hadn't happened yet so maybe this still makes me bonkers

[significant-ace-nnoyance]

any 'wait for it' girlies out there? nice nice just wanted to drop by and let you know that you are mentally unwell!! me too :) we can unpack why you latched onto those lyrics as a kid together <3

#elli i am staring at you 👁👄👁 STARING DIRECLTY AT U #i relistened the other day after our convo and HOLY FUCK NO WONDER I ATTACHED TO THAT SONG AS A CHILD BJADLSFDJKSL #the lyrics BRO ARE WE OKAY #I DONT THINK SO #anyways heres a very niche off brand callout post . if this speaks to u hmu #we can do some group therapy #aka play that song on repeat and sing all the lyrics still embedded in our brains from 5th grade #thats a lie we all know u didnt stop in 5th grade #hamilton #i guess #im always scared to tag outside the byler tag/my mutuals because 🥺people on the internet are scary and need to calm down most of the time #wait for it #almost said wait for me originally because thats ALSO another banger and i need to add hadestown to my intro post bc BJAKLDSJKLJVS #formative middle school experience frfr #that musical slays omg #and i actually went and SAW that one #the flashing lights directly aimed at audiences were absolute HELL for me but its okay bc i could just close my eyes and recite the lyrics #this is way off topic my b #hadestown girlies stand up and hmu #we can just jam out to way down hadestown and chant and wait for me reprise and also cry to flowers together #ok thats enough tags

[beans-and-shet]

"Welcome home, Aoyama-kun!"

Aka Masaya surprises Ichigo by completing his abroad program and coming home early.

#tokyo mew mew #ichisaya #ichigo momomiya #masaya aoyama #yes I’m still here #got some ideas still coming down the pipeline #just been really busy and stressed lately #but yeah I wish we could get a canon reunion like this #Masaya would probably still need to travel a lot for his work but I think it’d be shorter stretches of time than the abroad program #and especially while he’s so young he’d probably do more of them and ichigo would even come along for a few #and when he’s ready to settle down and have a family he’d do more domestic research and work #I could even see him being a professor at some point #I think these two do a lot of shuffling with their careers but they always make it work in the end depending on what their needs are #my dumb art #Oh also for that second page if anyone is wondering why she’s on top of him #that’s cause I headcanon she likes to lie on top of him in her sleep #Like she does it unconsciously #so he got back and saw she was sleeping and settled down in the bed next to her waiting for her to wake up and she just did that lol #I have another comic showing the same headcanon

[kevin-sedai]

The vibe really deteriorated as the day went on, and now I'm sitting in bed, awake, feeling like garbage

#it was an okay weekend but i was jittery and numb for most of it #tried to write christmas cards for the first time in 2 years. cried while doing so and then had to lie down after i did 5 #i got frustrated with the story i'm writing and considered dropping it or deleting the whole thing #spent friday alone pretty much all day which normally i'm fine with but for whatever reason made the loneliness really hit hard this time #spent all thanksgiving day waiting for a familial confrontation #got asked by my 6 year old nephew how old i was and then he followed up with 'well why arent you married what are you doing' #which i'm pretty sure is something he heard in a conversation someone else was having and he repeated it bc he's 6 fucking years old #which btw i don't hold against him or am mad at him about bc he's an innocent kid #but that made me feel really shitty #spent an hour today panicking about this dog virus #and in between all of that i was self diagnosing myself with mental illnesses #which made me feel awful bc it made gaslight myself in thinking maybe i wanted one? #which is so fucked up to the max and i'm so sorry for even putting that here #but i put this all here bc i could never have this conversation with people irl #they'd get too worried or they'd think i'm overreacting or i need to date or need to do something with myself besides read #i'm so sorry everyone #i'll try to be better #i just had to put this out somewhere #and i didn't put this in a journal bc my last entry sounds so teenagerish out of context i don't even want to look at it #anyway i have to try to sleep i have to go into the office early tomorrow #i'm sorry guys #i really am😔

[ask-alf-oddworld]

Are there any wild sligs left in the wild today? If so are they friendly? I'm asking because I'm lonely.

#wait what #WHAT DO YOU MEAN I’M NOT REAL #HUH? #i need to lie down #oddworld #alf #oddtumblr #ask alf #lorne lanning

[warlordfelwinter]

i'm too used to rain i keep running woe directly into groups of enemies and then going "ah." when i realize they're a bard and they shouldn't be standing there

#i'm like wait where's my 16 melee attacks per turn #i can cast vicious mockery once and then i need to go lie down for 8 hours #fel's bg3

[dandyshucks]

this counselor is going to drive me up a wall i swear to god 😭 she was supposed to call once i got home an hour ago to book the next appt and . she hasnt yet dhdkdl so now i am going to be on edge all day until she phones [family guy death pose]

#I JUST WANNA RELAX FJDKDL NOT HAVE MY WHOLE BODY BE TENSED UP AUGH #sorry for venting sm today goodness gracious today is just not going well fndmdl #i finally made lunch though (i was trying to wait until she called but... its 1:30 now) so i will eat and feel better hopefully fjfkdl #i also need to phone the pharmacy but ... kind of waiting for the phonecall first so she doesnt phone while the lines in use #i can phone the pharmacy tomorrow though probably dnjskl itd just be nice to get it over with today #i want to lie down for a while tbh i feel like I've been put thru a laundry wringer ;-; #i need Guz to hug me so tight for a while dhfjskl augh augh augh yearning #dandy.cmd #vent //

[campbenji]

Yasammy has been together for more than 6 years hold up-

#hold up I think I need to lie down wait a moment hold up i'm gonna cry #just sank in to me I can't believe it #they've stayed through it all they're so in love #well I'm sad gay and alone and crying over fictional sapphics #yasammy #yaz x sammy #yasmina fadoula #sammy gutierrez #c rambles about jwcc #camp cretaceous #otp: you're worth fighting for

[johaerys-writes]

So I was talking to my spouse about the Emily Wilson Iliad translation that just dropped today (which they have been listening to me raving about for months) and her interview with MM (which also dropped TODAY), and I got so excited and overwhelmed that I burst into tears and now my head is killing me, how's yall's day going <3

#listen it was all just too much for me lmao too much excitement for one day #i need to lie down very literally #but not before reading that article one more time and crying some more <3 #god I hope my copy of the book arrives soon i can't fucking take the wait