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due4amiracle · 3 years

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Day 230

Listo:

Wash 2 plates/bowls/pieces of silverware, 2 chapters, Dailies, Vamp shiz, 2 anime eps.

Wash 2 plates/bowls/pieces of silverware - Nope. Tomorrow. Sigh.🚫

2 chapters - Dark Queen by Faith Hunter 17% Realm Breaker by Victoria Aveyard 11%! ...Cast in Conflict by Michelle Sagara start...? AHHHHHH. HECK! i couldn't say no to having the book?! HECK HECK HECK! Shit. It's fine. It’s fiiiine. *sweat*✔

Dailies - Waifu Did my dailies! Also, level 50 BP now~! AND! Tree lvl 10! New week new weeklies! FFXIV did mah dailies~ MSQ +0 -> 63, BTN +1 -> 62, CUL +1 -> 68, WVR +1 -> 60, GSM +1 -> 55, FSH +3 -> 36, MIN +2 -> 49, ALC +1 -> 14, LTW +2 -> 21, ARM +3 -> 17, CRP +3 -> 16, BSM +1 -> 14. Amalj'aa: 412/510Rank 3/4 Friendly. Sahagin: 144/360 Rank 2/4 Recognized. Kobold done, Bomb mount acquired! 3/5 ARR BTs completed. ಥ﹏ಥ So much work! All quests besides WVR done! Once again, did not log in to Waifu and that’s ok.✔✔

Vamp shiz - WOW i actually did a pseudo-solo scene, with another PC making a vague appearance! Some drama is going on so we're positioning people to Help said PC in case of... well. Attempted Death Shenanigans. So. Short scene, but good enough! ✔

2 anime eps - Kobayashi-san Chi no Maid Dragon! Actually watched two episodes~ Yay! Was gonna watch 3, to catch up properly? But that’s fine. ✔

Other things - Decent enough sleep, decent enough day, just... had a lot to do, and not a lot of time, ya know? It was suddenly dark by the time my brain allowed me to think about washing dishes. ಥ﹏ಥ But it’s ok, there’s always tomorrow. Always tomorrow. i got this. Pain wasn’t terrible, just normal joints aches and pains. Did better on snacksies today. Tired, very tired, but doing okay-ish. For the most part.

Food: A Liquid: A Pain: B Brain: B

Tomorrow: Wash 2 plates/bowls/pieces of silverware, 2 chapters, Dailies, Vamp shiz, 2 anime eps.

Ever Onwards and Upwards!

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bladekeeper · 7 years

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@nomorestrings

The initial scare of the fight that Teu had not witnessed was still raw at his forefront; he had reviewed the footage from his security cameras all throughout his office, feeling that raw fear bubble in his gut every time he watched the beast take Nova down with supposed ease.

Even then, his info was short. He needed to know more; and he needed to see if the large man was doing okay today.

Holed up in the Higher Echelon ER overnight, the Warmaster pushes through the door to Nova’s temporary room, specially accommodated to fit both the giant and his metal appendages. Rath has a small boquet in one hand, the other gently closing the door behind him.

Walking over cautiously, he scans the man’s current crippled and bandaged form, his natural frown deepening with his sorrow. Not only was the sight depressing, but also terrifying.

“Nova?” He gently calls, leaving the boquet in a vase next to his bed (or... “setup”, as there was a lot of things wound about the man and in his skin).

#nomorestrings #vamprp

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erebus-rp-blog · 11 years

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ACTIVITY CHECK

The following are free to be roleplayed at Vamp-RP:

Big Bang - Choi Seunghyun/ T.O.P.

Infinite - Lee Sungyeol

Super Junior/M - Hangeng

#admin post #kpop rp #kpoprp #vamprp #using what I use to do at SI

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due4amiracle · 3 years

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Day 217

Listo:

Wash 2 plates/bowls/pieces of silverware, 2 chapters, Dailies, Vamp shiz, 2 anime eps.

Wash 2 plates/bowls/pieces of silverware - Nope. 🚫

2 chapters - Continue through Blood Trade - at 53%! UwU ✔

Dailies - Waifu Did my dailies! Also, level 35 BP now~! AND! Tree lvl 10! Weekly stuff is STIILLL good and stronk. FFXIV did my Kobold, Amalj'aa, and Ixal dailies. MSQ +0 -> 56, BTN +0 -> 51, CUL +0 -> 61, WVR +0 -> 51, GSM +1 -> 22, FSH +1 -> 13, MIN +1 -> 19. Amalj'aa and Kobold are 4 days into a 9 day streak of Rank 2 Recognized, 168/360! Ixal are 990/990 Respected! Have the quest to boop them up, will turn that in tomorrow - along with the rest of my dailies - and will then do even more dailies!✔✔

Vamp shiz - Vague quickie of a solo scene exiting and closing out the vaulderie scene. Yay. ✔

2 anime eps - Kekkai Sensen! Nope. Is Eva time. Evangelion: 1.0 You Are (Not) Alone completed. ✔

Other things - Called in to get our bloodwork reordered. Good start to the day, which then went to absolute shit. Oh boy did i fuck everything up, lashed out at Sir, and we had a fight, and it was bad, and it was all my fault, and i felt very bad, and i am currently wearing my collar for the first time in the new place. Oof. Not good. Very, very not good. i said a Not Good Thing and it hurt Him badly and it was Not Good. ಥ﹏ಥ So i’ve been banned from social media for the weekend, because it’s negatively feeding into my depression and autistic overwhelmness. So. There’s that. Did dig my nails into my arm, no damage, no marks besides a little bit of redness left. Keeping my nails very short for a reason. It was... not good. i ended up under my desk, hunched down, at one point. Oof. Very Not Great. Other than that? Spent the day reading, listening to ASMR, and trolling the FFXIV auction house, heh.

Food: A Liquid: A Pain: B Brain: D

Tomorrow: Wash 2 plates/bowls/pieces of silverware, 2 chapters, Dailies, Vamp shiz, 2 anime eps.

Ever Onwards and Upwards!

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due4amiracle · 3 years

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Day 214

Listo:

Wash 2 plates/bowls/pieces of silverware, 2 chapters, Dailies, Vamp shiz, 2 anime eps.

Wash 2 plates/bowls/pieces of silverware - Nope. Tomorrow. 🚫

2 chapters - Jane is slowly starting to put the pieces together! Exciting~ ✔

Dailies - Waifu Did my dailies! Also, level 32 BP now~! AND! Tree lvl 10! Weekly stuff is STIILLL good and stronk. Did a bunch of doot dooting around Inazuma, completing quests and whatnot. FFXIV did my Kobold, Amalj'aa, and Ixal dailies. MSQ +1 -> 56, BTN +0 -> 51, CUL +0 -> 61, WVR +1 -> 51. Amalj'aa and Kobold are 1 day into a 9 day streak of Rank 2 Recognized! Ixal are 494/990 Respected! :3c WVR is all caught up and OUT of ARR questing! ಥ﹏ಥ Yay Pushed MSQ forward a bit, went into Coerthas Western Highlands, and also The Sea of Clouds - One i like, one i Do Not Like At All. i have a Strong distinct fear of heights, even in video games - walking on thin narrow (relatively) areas over wide, open, gaping, *nothingness* is just... absolute panic inducing. And that's what SoC is, which is lovely. So i left there and went to CWH and breathed again and relaxed and then took a break. ✔✔

Vamp shiz - Did a mini-solo-scene setting up the area for The Party. Solid. ✔

2 anime eps - Kekkai Sensen! Fuck, i forgot what a ridiculous godsbedamned SHITSHOW this anime is - in the best kinds of ways. xD ✔

Other things - Oh boy has my brain things gone badbadbad up and down all day. Whew. The cricket outside - oh gods above and below that’s one of my Bad Sounds, repetitive higher pitched sounds just. Oh gods. It’s so. No. Then there was the Books Stuff that i went a bit obsessivey on until i forced myself to do Something Else and. Ugh. Just. Ugh. Not a great day. >_<

Food: A Liquid: A Pain: B Brain: C

Tomorrow: Wash 2 plates/bowls/pieces of silverware, 2 chapters, Dailies, Vamp shiz, 2 anime eps.

Ever Onwards and Upwards!

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due4amiracle · 2 years

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Day 266

Listo:

Wash 2 plates/bowls/pieces of silverware, 2 chapters, Dailies, Vamp shiz, 2 anime eps.

Wash 2 plates/bowls/pieces of silverware - Scrubbed the floors, especially in the living room! Also changed the living room trash. ✔

2 chapters - Dark and Shallow Lies by Ginny Myers Sain 100%, The Bronzed Beasts by Roshani Chokshi 17%. DSL: 3.5🌟 Whew what... what a book. Interesting choice of ending, but it is what it is. On to The Bronzed Beasts by Roshani Chokshi! ✔

Dailies - Waifu Did mah dailies! Also, level 15 BP now~! AND! Tree lvl 18! New MONTH! new weeklies! Doot doot. FFXIV did mah dailies~ MSQ +1 -> 70, BTN +1 -> 78, CUL +1 -> 78, WVR +1 -> 80, GSM +0 -> 74, FSH +0 -> 64, MIN +1 -> 70, ALC +8 -> 64, LTW +0 -> 61, ARM +1 -> 57, CRP +3 -> 59, BSM +1 -> 57. Vath 0/0 Rank 8/9 Bloodsworn, Vanu 1200/1320 Rank 6/9 Honored, Moggles 700/990 Rank 5/9 Respected. First 80~! Yay BTN! :D ✔✔

Vamp shiz - Lots of little scenes here and there. No writing as of yet. Need to get some done, tho. ✔

2 anime eps - Sword Art Online Alternative: Gun Gale Online! Episode 3&4 done. ✔

Other things - Had my second appointment with my psych Thurs and whew. That took a lot out of me, gave me a massive migraine that just lasted for like, 2 days. Then, of course, came the bullshit hangover where everything was miserable, and finally today was... approaching vaguely decent? So. There’s that. Still absolutely exhausted, of course, but... vaguely decent. Ears achey, exhausted, and not doing good on liquid, oopsies.

Food: A Liquid: B Pain: B Brain: B

Tomorrow: Wash 2 plates/bowls/pieces of silverware, 2 chapters, Dailies, Vamp shiz, 2 anime eps.

Ever Onwards and Upwards!

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due4amiracle · 3 years

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Day 168

Listo:

Tomorrow: Throw one thing away, read two chapters, dailies, write on longform (either), one episode of WIXOSS.

Throw one thing away - Changed trash next to my bed, and in the bathroom, and broke down a box!!

Read two chapters - Oooof i can't wait for this guy, Titus, to die. They've been building up for it, and building up for it, i just. i can't wait, he's such a piece of absolute shit. Oof. Have another book on hold, currently, so i went and figured out - at two chapters a day - how long it's going to take me to finish the book. 9 days! Totally doable. The other book is checked out for 21 days, so i'll have 12 days left, which gives me 24 chapters, or so. Depends on how many chapters there are in the book.

Dailies - Done! Wasn't going to do rolls, save up for a 10-pull even though i've been told that singles are the way to go (i feel like i'm getting way less Good Things) but i pulled - and got a bow. ಥ﹏ಥ It's ok, it's ok. There's multiple days left on the banner, and it coming back 'round PROVES they cycle them 'round! So it's fine! :D

Write on longform (either) - 406 words! Woo! Almost done!!! :D ...Then we get started on the next! Hahaa >_>;;;;

One episode of WIXOSS - SUZUKO! *GASP*! Tamaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOLY fuck level 5. Carnival. LEVEL. FUCKING. FIVE?! Shit. Suzu please. PLEASE DO THIS YES! WIN! PLEASEEEE!!!!!!!! FUCK. Fuck shit fuck! ....Riru...Meru....ಥ﹏ಥ Kiyoi-san! You got this! i believe! Tama, of course, kicks ass, takes names, and destroys ALL. Find...the door...oh shit. Ohhhh shit. Ok Carnival and Tama are going to have to fight, so that Tama destroys Carnival - AGAIN. OK Carnival is officially WAY too wild. Phew. Holy shit Kiyoi-san ...did it?! OMG! Kiyoi-san and... Tama.... T H E M E M O R Y C O I N S omfg i can't wait until tomorrow ಥ﹏ಥ THE LAST EPISODE!... Oh gods i'm gonna sob like a baby... i spent a bit of time and cleaned up my PTW list a TINY bit, went from 27 to 16 in Spring 2017...haha fuck i'm so behind >_>;; But that's ok! Think i might watch the 'second season' of Gate next. :3c That, of course, is up for debate...hm...

Other things -

Solo Leveling - "Fuck Off" THAT'S MAH BOI you know Jinwoo is COMIN' FOR YOU DON'T WORRY BOI JUST HOLD OUT! "my King!" what a cutie, stop. And yes, King is Angy. That grin 'you shoulda fucked off when i told you to...' TEEHEE! This is gonna be INTERESTING!

Watched a lot of youtube vids, just a random assortment of Stuff.

Got another load of laundry done.

And that was that, tbph. It was a pretty decent day.

Food: A Liquid: A Pain: B Headache hands ache achy all over. Brain: B Did not sleep well, was up and roly-polying a lot, hard to get comfy, too warm too cold to pain to BLAH. But the wake up was fabulous. i got everything done and still had so much time to get things i wanted to get done, done! Fabulous~

Tomorrow: Throw one thing away, read two chapters, dailies, write on longform (either), one episode of WIXOSS.

Ever Onwards and Upwards~!

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due4amiracle · 3 years

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Day 260

Listo:

Wash 2 plates/bowls/pieces of silverware, 2 chapters, Dailies, Vamp shiz, 2 anime eps.

Wash 2 plates/bowls/pieces of silverware - Nope🚫

2 chapters - Harrow the Ninth by Tamsyn Muir 68%. .✔

Dailies - Waifu Did mah dailies! Also, level 4 BP now~! AND! Tree lvl 15! New MONTH! new weeklies! pity 5star will wait for geoboi. FFXIV did mah dailies~ MSQ +0 -> 67, BTN +0 -> 75, CUL +0 -> 76, WVR +0 -> 77, GSM +0 -> 73, FSH +0 -> 63, MIN +0 -> 67, ALC +0 -> 53, LTW +0 -> 59, ARM +0 -> 52, CRP +0 -> 49, BSM +2 -> 52. Vath 910/1730 Rank 7/9 Sworn, Vanu 850/990 Rank 5/9 Respected, Moggles 500/510 Rank 3/9 Friendly. No real levels because Poor Sprout Is Poor but, is fine. ✔✔

Vamp shiz - Teensiest scene, but otherwise nope🚫

2 anime eps - Shouwa Genroku Rakugo Shinjuu: Sukeroku Futatabi-hen! All done! That final Shinigami performance... chills. Decided to watch Sword Art Online Movie: Ordinal Scale after because why not. After that we go with Sword Art Online Alternative: Gun Gale Online to continue the SAO line. i haven't watched all of it, outside of S1&2, and i might as well continue. Shrug. ✔

Other things - Today was supposed to be recovery from Hell Day not Hell Day Part 2. 😩Holy shit the migraine is kicking my ass. And fuck am i exhausted! Argh! i have an appointment tomorrow. ಥ﹏ಥ In 12 hours, actually. This sucks. Bleh.

Food: A Liquid: A Pain: D Brain: C

Tomorrow: Wash 2 plates/bowls/pieces of silverware, 2 chapters, Dailies, Vamp shiz, 2 anime eps.

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due4amiracle · 3 years

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Day 258

Over the past couple of days, i’ve been fading in and out, so, not a whole lot got done. But ya know. Here’s what i’ve got.

Listo:

Wash 2 plates/bowls/pieces of silverware, 2 chapters, Dailies, Vamp shiz, 2 anime eps.

Wash 2 plates/bowls/pieces of silverware - Nope🚫

2 chapters - Under the Whispering Door by T.J. Klune 100%, White Smoke by Tiffany D. Jackson 100%, The Mask of Mirrors by M. A. Carrick 3%, Defy the Night by Brigid Kemmerer 0%, True Dead by Faith Hunter 0%. Ok so. Whew. UtWD: 4.5🌟 Oh. Oh. Whew. i blitzed through about 70% of this book in one day - and promptly spent the last 30% of it sobbing. This book teetered on the edge of "DNF" for the first, oh, 30% of it because gottverdammt Wallace was a piece of absolute shit. But damn. Damn did he redeem himself, over and over and over and over and over again, in SO many ways that i did not even see coming. Ok i saw a lot of them but WOW. Wow. WS: 4🌟 That... INCREDIBLY abrupt ending lost it a full ass star because... WHAT HAPPENS THO?! What a FANTASTIC book that just... fell off a cliff into the abyss and stopped dead. Done. Wild. Up next is The Mask of Mirrors by M. A. Carrick! ...and of course i get thrown off by all my holds coming in. So also! Defy the Night by Brigid Kemmerer AND , True Dead by Faith Hunter! Blarg.✔

Dailies - Waifu Did mah dailies! Also, level 50 BP now~! AND! Tree lvl 14! New week new weeklies! Too many rolls until pity, not enough time. Rip. FFXIV did mah dailies~ MSQ +1 -> 66, BTN +1 -> 75, CUL +0 -> 75, WVR +1 -> 76, GSM +1 -> 73, FSH +0 -> 61, MIN +0 -> 66, ALC +1 -> 48, LTW +2 -> 56, ARM +1 -> 48, CRP +4 -> 46, BSM +4 -> 47. Vath 280/1730 Rank 7/9 Sworn, Vanu 400/990 Rank 5/9 Respected, Moggles 300/360 Rank 2/9 Recognized. No FFXIV was done. Sad. ✔✔

Vamp shiz - Outside of watching LABN, i did a few smaller scenes here and there. No writing got done, but that’s ok. ✔

2 anime eps - Shouwa Genroku Rakugo Shinjuu: Sukeroku Futatabi-hen! Nope🚫

Other things - Yesterday i had my first meeting with a psychologist. Of course, it was a prelim "i'm going to ask you a million questions" kinda thing but... oof. It was still exhausting and oh shit did the imposter syndrome smash me in the face so hard. Like. Whew. Yea. It was rough, but good. Good. It's good to finally be seeing someone, and i'm finally going to be getting all the bits and bobs in my brainplace figured out and get on the proper medications and... i know it's going to be a rough road. But it's worth it. Whew.

Today, proper, was first day of Acthar. Yay? 😬 Hell.

Food: A Liquid: A Pain: C Brain: C

Tomorrow: Wash 2 plates/bowls/pieces of silverware, 2 chapters, Dailies, Vamp shiz, 2 anime eps.

Ever Onwards and Upwards!

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due4amiracle · 3 years

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Day 256

Listo:

Wash 2 plates/bowls/pieces of silverware, 2 chapters, Dailies, Vamp shiz, 2 anime eps.

Wash 2 plates/bowls/pieces of silverware - Nope🚫

2 chapters - Kingdom of the Wicked by Kerri Maniscalco 🚫, Under the Whispering Door by T.J. Klune 4%, White Smoke by Tiffany D. Jackson 8%. Oof. No. KotW was... no. Just no. On to the two holds that came in at the same time (as they do). ✔

Dailies - Waifu Did mah dailies! Also, level 44 BP now~! AND! Tree lvl 13! New week new weeklies! Lovely. FFXIV did mah dailies~ MSQ +1 -> 66, BTN +0 -> 74, CUL +0 -> 75, WVR +0 -> 75, GSM +1 -> 72, FSH +0 -> 61, MIN +0 -> 66, ALC +1 -> 47, LTW +2 -> 54, ARM +1 -> 47, CRP +3 -> 42, BSM +2 -> 43. Vath 70/1730 Rank 7/9 Sworn, Vanu 250/990 Rank 5/9 Respected, Moggles 150/150 Rank 1/9 Neutral. Whew. Ok opened up (after that RIDICULOUS quest chain) Moggles (no misspelling, they're Moggles) and pushed MSQ a liiitle forward, now have to go kill Titan(Hard) and... eh not about that life rn. Still stringently ignoring all the quests i have for my jobs. Blehhhh.✔✔

Vamp shiz - Did a scene with one of the new kids, precious.✔

2 anime eps - Shouwa Genroku Rakugo Shinjuu: Sukeroku Futatabi-hen! Nope🚫

Other things - Blargh. Am already starting to spot, so period is coming Soon, which sucks because i need a shower before Acthar but ugh. Ugh. i’m a disaster emotionally too. So this is gonna be SO MUCH FUN YAY. ~_~; This is gonna suck. i wish i could just do things. But i can’t. It sucks. Aches and pains, exhaustion, everything sucks. Blah.

plug in headset

Food: A Liquid: A Pain: B Brain: B

Tomorrow: Wash 2 plates/bowls/pieces of silverware, 2 chapters, Dailies, Vamp shiz, 2 anime eps.

Ever Onwards and Upwards!

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due4amiracle · 3 years

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Day 252

Listo:

Wash 2 plates/bowls/pieces of silverware, 2 chapters, Dailies, Vamp shiz, 2 anime eps.

Wash 2 plates/bowls/pieces of silverware - Both trash cans were changed - bags were NOT taken to the can out back, i can not do that, despite how much it bothers me, because i can’t step down and up again, while carrying. So that’ll get done tomorrow. And i’ll have to deal with it. ✔

2 chapters - The Forest of Stolen Girls by June Hur 52%. Goooood. ✔

Dailies - Waifu Did mah dailies! Also, level 33 BP now~! AND! Tree lvl 13! New week new weeklies! Delicious. FFXIV did mah dailies~ MSQ +1 -> 65, BTN +0 -> 71, CUL +1 -> 73, WVR +1 -> 72, GSM +0 -> 69, FSH +1 -> 55, MIN +1 -> 63, ALC +3 -> 37, LTW +5 -> 49, ARM +2 -> 36, CRP +2 -> 34, BSM +2 -> 35. Vath 350/1320 Rank 6/9 Honored, Vanu 500/510 Rank 3/9 Friendly. Vath got booped, tomorrow Vanu get booped! Patch 3.2 done!✔✔

Vamp shiz - 227 words written! Up to 3637 total. Part 2 finished! 2079 words for pt2. That’s the next longform~ ✔

2 anime eps - Shouwa Genroku Rakugo Shinjuu: Sukeroku Futatabi-hen! Episode 5&6 done! ✔

Other things - Blargh. Oh boy. So yesterday was Sir MRI day. It went decently enough. Lovely lunch with the grandparents. Rest and recovery for the rest of the day. Did not post because was too weary. Today... whew. Early there was A Phone Call that i did not think i would be part of - Sir was calling the Brain People for me and they wanted to talk to me, ask for permission etc. etc. - and then... kept asking me questions. And i froze, and kept answering them. And it was a shit show. However i have an appointment on the 5th... or the 6th...? Something like that. At 1:30 - and! i can do it telehealth! Hype! Unfortunately that means i need my camera unpacked and hooked up, but it is what it is. i’m very fucking nervous about this. i understand it’ll be a... starting appointment, nothing too deep yet. But. They’ll probably ask me about my time at The Bad Place and... ugh. i don’t wanna. ಥ﹏ಥ But this is good for me! But still. ಥ﹏ಥ Stress. What if they tell me i’m faking ALL OF IT. Blargh. i have to tell them about the gremlins in my brain...

Food: A Liquid: A Pain: B Brain: C

Tomorrow: Wash 2 plates/bowls/pieces of silverware, 2 chapters, Dailies, Vamp shiz, 2 anime eps.

Ever Onwards and Upwards!

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due4amiracle · 3 years

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Day 251

Listo:

Wash 2 plates/bowls/pieces of silverware, 2 chapters, Dailies, Vamp shiz, 2 anime eps.

Wash 2 plates/bowls/pieces of silverware - Nope🚫

2 chapters - The Forest of Stolen Girls by June Hur 22%. Ooo~ This one’s intereting. Muchly enjoying it! ✔

Dailies - Waifu Did mah dailies! Also, level 31 BP now~! AND! Tree lvl 13! New week new weeklies! Delicious. FFXIV did mah dailies~ MSQ +0 -> 64, BTN +1 -> 71, CUL +0 -> 72, WVR +0 -> 71, GSM +1 -> 69, FSH +1 -> 54, MIN +1 -> 62, ALC +2 -> 34, LTW +4 -> 44, ARM +2 -> 34, CRP +1 -> 32, BSM +1 -> 33. Vath 980/990 Rank 5/9 Respected, Vanu 350/510 Rank 3/9 Friendly. Tomorrow Vath get booped, day after Vanu get booped. ✔✔

Vamp shiz - Split off part 1 into it's own longform. Whew. 1500 words? Good enough!✔

2 anime eps - Shouwa Genroku Rakugo Shinjuu: Sukeroku Futatabi-hen! Nope🚫

Other things - Blargh. Oh boy. Sir had a rough morning and i, of course, took care of him, as i do. It involved a phone call to the pharmacy to get meds delivered, and doing both of our breakfasts and morning pills. But i did it and then things were better for him, which is good. After that, it was the startling realization that - his MRI was actually approved this time so tomorrow is MRI day for Sir and i’m coming along for moral support. (Sir is uncomfy in hospitals and mildly claustrophobic, but because He’s the driver He can not do what i do and get a shot of happy juice and zone out, so He has to deal with it.) We’ll be eating with my grandparents, so that’ll be nice, seeing them again. Whew. It’ll be a doozy. Doing all the walking and such again. Eesh. But it is what it is. Had to take another migraine pill today, hopefully tomorrow will be better. i am very exhausted. It’s been a trying day. But! i’m here, i did it, and i will persevere through the next. Forever.

Food: A Liquid: A Pain: B Brain: B

Tomorrow: Wash 2 plates/bowls/pieces of silverware, 2 chapters, Dailies, Vamp shiz, 2 anime eps.

Ever Onwards and Upwards!

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due4amiracle · 3 years

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Day 187

Listo:

Wash 2 plates/bowls/pieces of silverware, 2 chapters, Dailies, Vamp shiz, 2 anime eps.

Wash 2 plates/bowls/pieces of silverware - 4 bowls, 1 large plate, 1 small plate, 2 big spoons, 1 cup, air fryer basket, container, and fryer itself scrubbed of all the grease from Sir's favored wings which, ew, but He loves them so good on Him i guess. xD ✔

2 chapters - Aieee! Stuff's starting to really happen now!✔

Dailies - Waifu BP Lvl 35~! Doot doot teapot things being creatued uwu~! FFXIV Lvl +1 to 28! ✔✔

Vamp shiz - 178 words written, Thomas - Roshie - you really are difficult to write but oh gods do i want to get this out, ooo baby! As of right now, xp has not been accepted yet, no word either way. So. Waiting game continues~ ✔

2 anime eps - Okok now that's a fuckin' HOOK hot damn. Good start to a series, very hype to continue!!! Also - TINY NEZUKO IS CUTEST THING EVER! ✔

Other things - Tomorrow is Sir’s EMG, before we’re going out to eat with my gramma (maybe grampa? maybe auntie? not sure~) so that’ll be exciting. Exhausting because it’s gonna be hot af and i hurt so fuckin’ bad, but! Exciting. Especially because this is steps forwards with Sir’s health! Yay! Then we’ll be ordering my round 2 of Acthar yay. :3c

Food: A Tasty pitas with homemade tzatziki yum! Liquid: A Bottle is as bottle does~ Pain: C Oh gods above and below i huuurrrttt ಥ﹏ಥ Brain: B Anxiety and such, but making my way through it as best i can.

Tomorrow: Wash 2 plates/bowls/pieces of silverware, 2 chapters, Dailies, Vamp shiz, 2 anime eps.

Ever Onwards and Upwards!

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due4amiracle · 3 years

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Day 162

Listo:

Tomorrow: Throw one thing away, read two chapters, dailies, write on longform (either), one episode of WIXOSS.

Throw one thing away - A Box was broken down! :D A can was thrown away! :D :D

Read two chapters - WHEW boi things are gettin' rEaL wEiRd!

Dailies - Completo, Sward and Bow for the rolls today~ bp lvl 49 - i...don't know if i'm gonna hit 50 ;_; LIES GOT IT LMAO OK first roll Sucrose! Book book SWARD book! Phew couple days to relax, and then #BackOnThatGrind

Write on longform (either) - 150+ words written! NOW we're getting into The Fight! UwU~! It almost made me want to not stop - but i have to stick to the list, otherwise everything falls apart!!!

One episode of WIXOSS - OH goodness! TAMA! Noooo!! ;_; It’s ok, it’s ok, everything works out fine in the end. It has to. Otherwise there wouldn’t be more. Phew.

Other things - Watched some TTRPG things, and some random youtube stuff, while having a mental breakdown.

Oh yea, did i mention that? Oof today was a rough day. It started with a bit of a weird “Ooo i don’t want to be me... or at least me in this body because ooh no i don’t like it at all” and progressed from there to getting - kinda - into Doin’ The Deed with Sir and then... having an anxiety attack. i didn’t want Him to touch me, at least on my breasts, and i didn’t verbalize that properly, so He didn’t catch on to what i meant. So He kept doing it, being all ~sexy~ about it, and it was... not good for me. We actually started having sex, and He was still doing it, and i just...i froze up and whimpered - and He stopped. He stopped and He checked in with me and we went through the full steps of “are you alright, do you want me to stop, you have the power to say no” and i did. i did say no. It was hard, i broke down sobbing, but i did it. i said no. i said do not continue. So He stopped. He went and got Himself off - after asking if i was ok with that, which i was ofc, and i meant it - and then... He cuddled me, didn’t touch the ‘bad places’, talked me through it, told me i was allowed to say no whenever i needed it that even though He was the Sir, i had all the power. And...i felt better. i do feel better. Whew.

Still rough though.

Regardless, it was a day, like many before it, and i’m sure like many to come. But i survived it, as i have those in the past, and as i will those in the future. Come out a little bit more scarred, a little bit more bruised, a little bit more beaten, but never broken. Never done.

Of the two of us - i will not be the first to die.

Food: A Had a tasty veggie burger. Those were good. Hope we can get some more at some point. Liquid: A yada yada liquid yada Pain: B Headache, teetered on the edge of Bad, but not quite. Thankfully, it’s warmer now so things hurt less! Yay! It’s getting warmer though...Yikes... Dx Brain: D Focus, and the general unease were the hallmarks of the day, but the high - low? - light of the day was that absolute meltdown. Whew.

Tomorrow: Throw one thing away, read two chapters, dailies, write on longform (either), one episode of WIXOSS.

Ever Onwards and Upwards!

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Day 239

Listo:

Wash 2 plates/bowls/pieces of silverware, 2 chapters, Dailies, Vamp shiz, 2 anime eps.

Wash 2 plates/bowls/pieces of silverware - Living room trash got changed, it's enough, counts. ✔

2 chapters - Blood of the Moon by Faith Hunter 100%, Curse on the Land by Faith Hunter 16%. Book 1 done, Book 2 go.✔

Dailies - Waifu Did mah dailies! Also, level 6 BP now~! AND! Tree lvl 11! New week new weeklies! FFXIV did mah dailies~ MSQ +0 -> 63, BTN +0 -> 66, CUL +0 -> 70, WVR +0 -> 66, GSM +0 -> 64, FSH +0 -> 47, MIN +0 -> 54, ALC +0 -> 20, LTW +0 -> 28, ARM +0 -> 24, CRP +0 -> 22, BSM +0 -> 20. 4/5 ARR BTs completed. Sahagin 186/510, Rank 3/4 Friendly, Vath 510/510 Rank 3/9 Friendly. Lots of fishing. No FFXIV today, tomorrow. ✔✔

Vamp shiz - "Still camped out at the person's place" Yup. 453 words written, finished off Part 1! Up to 1558. ✔

2 anime eps - Kobayashi-san Chi no Maid Dragon! Nope🚫

Other things - Migraine hit and REALLY fucked shit up. Whew. Thus, some shit did Not Get Done. But that’s ok. Tomorrow. IBS makin’ things all fucky - AGAIN. As usual. Bleh.

Food: A Liquid: A Pain: C Brain: B

Tomorrow: Wash 2 plates/bowls/pieces of silverware, 2 chapters, Dailies, Vamp shiz, 2 anime eps.

Ever Onwards and Upwards!

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Day 145

Two in a row? Shit that’s a record, innit?

No, not really, lmao.

Anyways.

What did i do today? Today i did about half of what i set out to do.

Waifu was a blast, i still love this event so much and i’m going to miss it when it’s gone. Sad face. i did say i was going to do more stuff in the game, more bosses and such buuut...

RP things! i have new and advanced ghoul sheets! so That’s what i spent the day doing, for the most part. Got Charles done and Tracy almost done. Just need another one or two Merits for her! ...Then i need to do three fucking more oh gods that’s gonna be forever whyyyyyyyyyyy it’s fine. It’s FINE. At least Googledocs won’t fucking eat them.

i also read two chapters of TEW yay. On Ch.17 Now. Mhm.

Hair did not get done. It was very fucking cold. Tomorrow. Hopefully.

Groceries will be delivered Saturday. A little spicy, but, we’ll make it. Sir might have to go on a walk to the dollar store, which’ll suck in the cold, his lungs are not good (asthma, which has gotten better over the years, but that’s something that doesn’t just poof go away) and walking that long sucks just in general.

Oof i miss having a car. ;_;

Didn’t get any writing done on this longform, gottverdammt i’m never getting it done. Ugh.

Didn’t get any RP done either! Oh well. Eventually. x_x

Food: A - Tasty tasty food, my tongue is basically back to normal (No, it’s not a Covid thing, it’s a side-effect of the Acthar, it’s happened before and it’ll happen again - i lose most-if-not-all taste of sweet! So weird.) and all the food was so tasty. Liquid: A - Saving half a bottle of water for night-time pills, but drank the rest of the three, had some cranberry juice, coffee, and some monster coffee, did well. Pain: B- - Hands achey! Oof my hands are achey, they do not like this cold. Bleh. Head a little achey too. Overall just kinda achey, my joints ache bleh. #JustArthritisThings 😩 Brain: A- - Definitely ADHD brain frazzle, but nothing Bad, like, no SI no real anxiety peaks, exhausted, ofc, but ya know, that’s #JustMSThings.

Tomorrow: Hairwash?????? Ghoul sheets!!! Reading~! Cleaning?

Ever Onwards and Upwards!

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