Enhance in youself

What you search for in others.

there are times where you feel so much empty, you start loosing yourself, you start loosing the purpose of your life, your existence, your focus, everything. overcoming this feeling is the hardest. you don't know what to do and eventually you start blaming yourself for everything. you really don't understand that phase and start distancing yourself from everyone. talking to people, going out of house, even thinking of anything starts to feel like extra. you don't know for how long you will keep going like that, sitting in a dark room lonely for days, not eating for hours, staring out of the window but you barely can see anything because of the darkness within. you listen to your whole playlist of songs and don't remember listening them, you forget about your favourite food, you don't care about the clothes you are wearing, you don't care about anything. your parents scream at you telling you to get your shit together but you can't listen their voice, that feeling is haunting and i can keep talking about it if i start.

the only thing that will get you out of this phase and keep you going through your life are the people around you holding you tight and standing in circle around you.

dont loose hope. 🤍

L'ho lasciata andare. Anzi, me ne sono andata io. Me ne sono andata perché faceva troppo male rimanere ancorati ad un passato che non aveva alcun futuro. Era solo una toppa rattoppata così tante volte che ormai non avevo più filo da cucire. Qualche tempo fa sarei uscita a comprarne altro ma adesso... Adesso mi sono resa conto che odio cucire toppe sui suoi sbagli, sentendoli miei.

Me ne sono andata per poter andare avanti con il cuore più leggero. Lei era una roccia in fondo al mare e io adesso riesco a vedere la luce brillante della superficie. Sarò la cattiva ai suoi occhi ed il cavaliere dalla scintillante armatura ai miei.

Quant'è bello il mondo quando lo si guarda senza sentirsi colpevoli per aver amato.

Che bella luce c'è nell'amor proprio.

Artık karanlığa alıştım .zaten amaç karanlıktan çıkmak değil karanlığa alışmakmış.her yıldız gibi karanlıktayım ama burda iyiyim.belkide karanlıkta daha çok görülürüm. Ben karanlıktan çıkıp görünmez olmak değil, karanlıkta parlamak  istiyorum .Belkide bir kutup yıldızı gibi en çok parlayan yıldız olamam ama mutlu olmaya yetecek kadar parlarım.

Du bist eine starke Frau! Ob lachend, weinend, kämpfend, schlafend, arbeitend oder einfach nur da .. DU bist großartig - vergiss das NIE!.

Anxious People by Fredrick Backman. 💙

Rating: 🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟/5

"This was a story about many different things but most of all about idiots."

The story is heartwarming, very funny, compassionate and also moving. 💫 It's about seven strangers trapped in a hostage situation with a bank robber and a very "real" pistol. There is confusion, there is love, there is sympathy, there is hope and there is humanity. This book makes you laugh out loud while also being deeply touching.

"Everyone we meet or even strangers we pass through on streets or malls or markets have one thing in common. We do are best to get through the day. Because there is going to be another one tomorrow." 💙

This book has such simple words, ordinary and relatable characters but such a strong impact. Reading this book was an absolute delight. 🌻

💍💍💍

On the set of Rebel Without a Cause.

Getty Images.

;sei meglio quando non sei come tutti .

"We don't have a plan, we just do our best to get through the day, because there'll be another one coming along tomorrow." - Fredrick Backman

Morning Vibes

WELL, what can I say?! I am impressed🤣 my blog is a Virgo Sun(which is one of the signs i dislike) , with a Scorpio Moon and Libra Ascendant. LMAOOO!!! Virgo Stellium in 11th house, so many planets jn retrograde. What do u think of my blog’s chart?

Hii, this is my first day, I'll tell a little about myself My name is Tania Pricile (you can call me Tania or Pricile :)), I was born in a small town in Kazakhstan 28 years ago, but I never really lived there (because of my parents' work). My father is of Algerian descent and my mother is Indonesian. I still have a lot to tell, so keep up with my story ...

See you...

what do you want to know about me write in the comments

So many people have asked me why I use Tumblr. The questions as to why I use Tumblr range from logical to complete stupidity and ignorance. Yet, I find myself compelled to explain why I do use Tumblr. As a person with various mental health issues and autism spectrum disorder, I find social interactions challenging. Yet as a music nerd and fanatic, I long to be around like-minded people. So I turned to social media sites Facebook, Twitter, Instagram, and Tumblr. I was under the impression that these would be safe. One could connect with like-minded people who would indeed have the same burning passion I did for music.

I believed that Facebook groups were a perfect fit for what I was looking for. I thought we would spend hours talking about our favourite bands and musicians, sharing our record collections and live music experiences. However, After a few weeks of participating in various groups, I experienced and witnessed bullying, harassment, racism, sexism, and homophobia: the occasional comments that were harmful, ignorant, and offensive towards people with autism or learning disabilities. I soon gave up on Facebook as I couldn't stand the negativity it brought into my life. I left all my music groups, continued to remain active on Twitter, made some great friends, and still stayed in contact and engaged in music communities. Then I discovered Tumblr, a place I love using. Why? Because I have not had a negative experience of it, I have not seen the racism, homophobia, sexism, and ignorance that I encountered on Facebook and Twitter.

But rather a space of inclusivity and support. No matter what your interest, you will find a friendly community. I feel that to say Tumblr doesn't have issues is wrong but what I can say is I have not experienced them. This is why I continue and will to use it. It could actually be a dominant social media platform that could challenge and replace Facebook and Twitter with some work and effort—giving the user complete control of their social media presence with the protection and safety they require.

changing my blog color feels like repainting my house ngl-

💜💙.