Lemme take a selfie 😎
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𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐡𝐞𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐨 𝐚 𝐞𝐬𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐞
𝑸𝑼𝑨𝑵𝑫𝑶: 08 de maio de 2021, algum momento do dia.
𝑶𝑵𝑫𝑬: feira de cursos da université d’harcourt.
𝑸𝑼𝑬𝑴: marcellus & @ludcvic & @enzomcrtin.
Estar animado na viagem não tinha nada a ver com a visita às universidades e tudo a ver com Paris. Mars adorava a capital do país e sempre lamentava não ter nascido lá. As luzes à noite, as perdições ocultas das ruelas, o poder da cidade do amor. Infelizmente, antes de usufruir tudo aquilo, ainda precisava passar por aquela parte torturante de ver campi de universidades e pensar em futuro que o Girard-Dampierre não sabia se queria ter. Se deixou levar pela companhia dos dois amigos da banda, Enzo e Ludo, em silêncio completo. Aquele era um território estranho, quase hostil para ele. Mesmo assim, era um campus bonito o da d’Harcourt. Pararam na entrada da feira e ele olhou de um garoto para o outro. ❝ — E aí, o que vocês querem ver? Algum curso específico?❞ — perguntou, não porque tinha interesse, mas porque pensava que se entrassem lá com um objetivo, não iam precisar perambulando sem rumo e, logo, a permanência seria mais breve.
Related to my last post:
If you're going to solicit people to spend their time, effort, and talent on something, follow through, yeah? Months (maybe a year) ago, an author invited artists to submit banners they would then write fic for. It wasn't a free for all. There were slots. I got one. I spent a lot of time on the image. I even animated it. The author never delivered a fic. I understand (to an extent). Life happens. I was told it was an 'eventually' type situation, but eventually in this case apparently meant never. But then a couple of months later, another user issued a challenge and offered participants personalized writing prompts. I requested and received said prompt. I proceeded to write a fic to specification (even though it was uncharted waters for me and I wasn't 100% comfortable with what I turned out, but I saw it as a challenge, and I thought I rose to it). The person who issued the challenge never read that fic and barely acknowledged I'd written it. (Or maybe they did read it and hated it, but hey, I held up my end of the bargain. Pull some sort of response from your butt, maybe?)
After the second incident, I was so disheartened, I didn't create at all for months. I was convinced the people who issued the challenges just hated my work, and I know it's not something that should have me questioning my skill or my worth, but it happened. I know I'm not the fandom's best artist or writer, but if you're going to induce people to put in hours and hours of work, have the decency to put in the least amount of effort necessary that they don't feel like a doormat after, huh?
cant believe i forgot that you can just save a word doc as a pdf and edit pages out at the same time. cant believe i went through a whole production of using a conversion site like a fool
I will give you all the beautiful words I have.
I know they may ring false and flat to you,
But I mean them all.
My sweet, sweet boy.
You deserve to know the way that your smile brings joy to the people around you.
I wish I could show you the way your voice makes my heart soar.
Show you that every moment with you fills me with happiness I'm not used to feeling.
Convey to you the way my heart skips when I see the first message from you that day.
I want you to know that every inch of you is sacred and perfect.
That you may be changing your body for health reasons but that it was never unlovable to begin with and that I will love it no matter what form it takes.
I want you to feel secure, and know that I will always be here.
I want you to never question that you are worthy of love and that I will give it to you.
That even if I wasn't the one giving it to you someone would.
I want you to be happy.
You deserve that, and I will do everything in my power to make you see that.
During therapy my therapist was like sometimes I wonder why you send your emails so early then I remember what time you go to bed at
Finally got this baby yesterday and I'm already a quarter of the way through - is my reading slump finally over? (Pray for me 🤞) Also, it's weird seeing myself on a page, definitely going to be posting more about this book
My first time getting to the base of these falls. Toketee Falls, OR [OC] [2800 x 3500] via /r/EarthPorn https://ift.tt/3uzI2rj
no shade but cis ppl’s gender jokes have the same vibe of an annoying uncle trying to joke about youth culture. you cringe a bit, fake laugh, and move on.
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One of those nights where I'm thinking of stuff that's happened in the past and having a generally not great time and like one thinkmg I can't get over is how I can't seem to count on people to have my back in scary situations. Like this one time when I had to yell at a guy at the beach to leave me and friends alone (long story short he was mad we were on our phones at that moment instead of staring at the sunset, got in real close, said how he wanted to hit me etc... left when I yelled tho) and idk, it kind of hit me that no one helped us. There were lots of people around and they must have heard me yell at this guy to go and... nothing. No one asked if we were alright, no one seemed to care at all.
And like, in my family everyone seems really, idk, passive? Like I've been arguing with my dad before (like years ago) and hes said some blatantly exaggerated things/things just to hurt me and I look at my mom and... nothing. Sometimes she'd say something after the fact which is nice I guess but like, it would be nice to know I could count on you to back me up.
Idk where I was going with this but I guess I'm just bitter and don't want to feel like I'm on my own as soon as something scary happens.
thinking about how i used to be enamored w ben barnes when prince caspian came out and now 13 years later i’m reverting back to my old ways bc of the darkling
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hhh.. , stressed
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Thinkin about a Warhammer 40k AU where Tzeench comes for Lion "All According To Keikaku" El'Jonson instead of Magnus.
Granted Lion's super stalwartly loyal so it'd be a hard sell but you could always pull a Fulgrim and have him get corrupted gradually by playing on his trust issues, need for secrecy, loner nature, etc.
i just saw someone saying they wished they had an obvious ￼birthmark and that people who have them look so cool and now i have a bust of confidence
Bye bc that last reblog reminded me of how I’m abt to finish up my first year of architecture school (final studio stuff is submitted but I have 2 take home finals for other classes to take) ✋🏾😔
A million fresh starts, all I need is one. 💫
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