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#This playlist really warms my heart ✨
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🧚‍♀️ iM a FaiRy ✨🌟🌸💮
Do it Grayson
Prompt: Reader's parents are fighting and they don't wanna be there so they ask Grayson if they can stay over.
Take your time, love
It's finally done bbg
A/n: im sorry if there are any mistakes in this. This was my first time writing anything like this 😭. I tried my best. Really hope you like this. It's also mostly very shit so I'm sorry beforehand
World limit: about 700 words
Tw: argument between parents, blaming yourself about it
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Coffee and comfort
They're fighting again
On the same topic again
God I only wish they would just not shout so much. Or if they want to just not infront of me. Each accusation, each word spat to one another felt like it was my fault. I don’t even know why I think its my fault. The air itself was so thick it was suffocating. I tried sleeping it off but the shouting just went on and on and an like it was in my brain. I wanted to cry but couldn’t and it felt like a barb wire in my throat. As I lay on my bed, with the comfort of my favourite playlist playing in the background, the weight of the situation pressed down on me. Hands trembling I decided to call the one person I thought could provide me comfort right now: Grayson.
I reached for my phone, my fingers hesitantly hovering over his contact before pressing call. The phone rang briefly before his warm, familiar voice filled the line.
“Hey, love, everything okay?” Grayson’s voice was tinged with immediate concern.
Hearing his voice again tipped my emotions over the edge. I tried to cover my mouth and not cry so I don’t worry him any further; which obviously turns futile.
“Hamnah what happened? Talk to me love” he asked worriedly
“Can I please come over to your place? Theyre fighting again” I ask as quietly as I can without breaking down after hearing his voice
There was no hesitation on his end, just the comforting certainty of his reply. “Of course, come over. The house feels empty without you anyway.”
Disconnecting the call, I packed a few necessities into a bag, throwing in a book and my journal, knowing well that Grayson’s place was the only place where I could find peace enough to write. The drive over was quick, the familiar streets bathed in the soft glow of the streetlights leading me to his penthouse which was his safe place too.
As soon as he opened the door I was enveloped in a comforting hug which was the best thing in the world. We stayed in that position which felt like hours but could only have been a few minutes.
Grayson, cupping my face up gave me the most gentle kiss on lips and then asked “Are you ok Hamna? Wanna talk about it?”
Shaking my head I said, “I'd really rather not right now”
Nodding his head with a small comforting smile on his face he went into the kitchen while I situated myself on his bed; finally taking a deep breath and letting myself relax.
He comes back and hands me a glass of water and says “You know you’re always welcome here, right? This is as much your home as it is mine,” he said, his voice earnest.
I nodded, my heart swelling with gratitude. “I know, Gray. Thank you. It means everything to me.”
We spent the evening tucked away in his bedroom, watching movies that made us laugh and making me forget the harshness of reality of my home. Grayson held me close, his presence a shield against the outside world. It was moments like these that I was reminded of how much he meant to me,and how we came to be together and him being my boyfriend and safe space.
Later, while cuddling with his arm around my back and my head on chest, listening to heartbeats I decided to speak about what happened.
“I hate that you have to see this side of my life, I never wanted to show you this ” I confessed quietly, the darkness of the room and his presence making it easier for me to express my fears and feelings.
Grayson’s arm tightened around me, pulling me closer. “Hamna, we all have our battles. But you’re not alone in this, okay? I’m here for you, no matter what.” His words, feeling sincere and reassuring, helped the tightening around my cheat and throat.
“I love you, Gray,” I whispered, feeling his kiss on my forehead in response.
“I love you more,” he said back, a line so simple yet profound, promising unspoken vows of support and everything I could wish for.
As I drifted off to sleep, the echo of my parents’ shouting seemed like miles away. Here, in Grayson’s arms, I found more than just a temporary escape; I found a promise of hope and a reminder of his love for me.
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Welcome back! good to see you back here, I missed your content! for the aesthetic game, can you please do one for Dottie and one for Mathias? love them!
Hi there Nonnie! Thank you for your kind words, it's good to be back indeed! :D Allow me to present the Aesthetic for Dorothea and Mathias (also, keep an eye on my dash, because I have other requests for these two, so I have more aesthetic things coming for them :D)
🌹DOROTHEA MARIANNE STARRICK ✨
MOODBOARD:
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PLAYLIST:
"Morning Star" - Blackmore's Night
"Winter's Bloom" - Adrian Von Ziegler
"Ghost of a Rose" - Blackmore's Night
STEAL HER LOOK:
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QUOTES :
“Those freckles make you seem like a galaxy of stars, just waiting to be explored and loved.” - Nikita Gill
“All men have stars, but they are not the same things for different people. For some, who are travelers, the stars are guides. For others they are no more than little lights in the sky. For others, who are scholars, they are problems... But all these stars are silent. You-You alone will have stars as no one else has them.” - Antoine de Saint-Exupéry, Le Petit Prince
“...her who whose beauty is not like earthly beauty, dangerous to look upon, but like the morning star which is its emblem, bright and musical.”- James Joyce, A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man
“In a Wonderland they lie, Dreaming as the days go by, Dreaming as the summers die: Ever drifting down the stream- Lingering in the golden gleam- Life, what is it but a dream?” ― Lewis Carroll, Through the Looking Glass
HER AESTHETIC:
Starlit sky; Northern Lights setting the sky blazing; stargazing alone on a secluded beach with the waves as gentle company; frost-covered roses in a hidden garden; walking down a path in the forest at night holding a silver lantern as a sole guide with the snow gently falling silently all around; abandoned manors hidden away in the depths of an ancient forest; ghosts still dancing together in ballrooms accompanied only by the music of their memories; sitting by the fireplace on an ancient rocking chair and reading an ancient tome under a thick pelt; sipping on warm rose tea while looking at the snow falling outside; snuggling under the comfort of heavy blankets in a canopy bed;
🌙MATHIAS SÉBASTIEN DE BEAUMONT🎨
MOODBOARD:
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PLAYLIST:
"Hijo De La Luna" - Mecano
"Outdoor" - Roberto Cacciapaglia
"Adagio" - Il Divo
STEAL HIS LOOK:
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QUOTES:
“Because when he sings...even the birds stop to listen.”- Suzanne Collins, The Hunger Games
“Music expresses that which cannot be put into words and that which cannot remain silent”- Victor Hugo
“Now I want to live like everybody else. I want to have a wife like everybody else and to take her out on Sundays. I have invented a mask that makes me look like anybody. People will not even turn round in the streets. You will be the happiest of women. And we will sing, all by ourselves, till we swoon away with delight. You are crying! You are afraid of me! And yet I am not really wicked. Love me and you shall see! All I wanted was to be loved for myself. If you loved me I should be as gentle as a lamb; and you could do anything with me that you pleased.” - Gaston Leroux, The Phantom of the Opera
“He stared dully at the desolate, cold road and the pale, dead night. Nothing was colder or more dead than his heart. He had loved an angel and now he despised a woman.”-  Gaston Leroux, The Phantom of the Opera
HIS AESTHETIC:
A small nook to sit and reflect quietly; new quills and parchments; the perfume of freshly brewed coffee, the way the air smell when Autumn is about to arrive, the feeling when the fingers start tickling the ivories and a melody is born, completely encompassing one's soul; the sound of rain against the glass of the windows; riding a horse with the wind caressing one's hair, free from all fears and worries; songs sung together with friends; the perfume of orange flowers and neroli still lingering on the pillow; the sight of the full moon after a night storm; waves crashing against the sand in the distance;
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vanadiumheart · 8 months
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🎶✨ when u get this u have (the option) to put 5 songs u actually listen to. then send this ask or tag 10 of your friends/followers/just some guys you feel like if you feel like✨🎶
I make da rules
1. Dream Sweet in Sea Major from Hawaii: Part II
My friend Megan first sent me this song. It is long and I love it very much and it's one of the songs that we will send eachother lyrics from at random. I like that it feels like dreams feel, or how moving through any like area feels to me sometimes. Like traveling through scenes, all more or less connected or distinct from one another. Someone us doing a radio announcer voice. It may reference 9/11. I like how the visions anf words roll around in my head, and isn't that really all we can ask for?
2. Kansas Remembers Me Now by Orville Peck
I don't remember if this song is on my crazy playlist (playlist that is for songs that feel like they touch the things that happen in my brain that make me feel crazy or that are called being crazy) but maybe it could be. The radio static and the strange off kilter twang to the guitar (?) make this song warm and eerie and the color of red gravel and rocks and 7 pm. If I remember correctly it's referencing a murder but in general it's about infamy and consequences and those being however temporarily eschewed in the face of this other guy. Calm after the worst has been done and can't be cleaned off your hands. Also don't ask to see the crazy olaylist because it's been years since I made it and it's almost definitely embarrassing now. Ask me back in 2018 and I'll look at you with a tight expression and wide eyes and ask how the fuck you heard about it.
3. Kamikaze by. Who other than. One Carly Rae Jepsen
I will tell you that I listen to almost every Carly Rae Jepsen song sans I guess anything off Tug of War (sorry to Tug of War) and you will believe me if you have any sense or eyes or have spoken to me about music even once whereupon I will have shyly announced to you that she is my favorite and you will have added a mental note next to my file in your mind that just read "Gay little bitch?"
Kamikaze is the one from The Loveliest Time that dug under my skin from the first time I heard it. When The CD Arrives, Then You Will Realize. I love the sharpness of it and the fatalism. I like the clarity about how it's decisions being made in the song, not necessarily helpless but made against better judgement. Carly Rae I'm free Thursday and
4. Good Wife by Mika
All of my go to favorite Mika songs are sadder Mika songs and idk what to tell people about that. I am normal for having Erase come to mind before Grace Kelly. Don't ask. I love the kind of like railing against God's design and taking on the idea of a good housewife but doing it sideways style. I love this sad song about the impossibility of like heterosexual ideals and dreams and feeling desperate to save people from them. Let's not talk about it, rest your head upon my shoulder.
5. Oh Maker as covered by Left at London
God!!!!!!!!!!!!
This cover. Feels like my heart is breaking and also being held in someone's hands. It feels like a ringing light. Like a humming cord pulling through me.
Ringing like light rings faces. Like voices ring out. Aggyhyyhhh
This is the first version of the song I heard. I've heard and liked the original but this is always the one I go back to
Ty @deneviere and I hope neither you nor the original crafter of the game minds me taking mentally ill liberties w the rules
Umm
@angelofsappho @knifekirby @battybiscornu @skyberia @astropups
Don't feel like you gotta but also get fucking tagged, fools
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moonlight-yuyu · 5 days
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hi gigi! i've been following ur account for years but i kept switching accounts don't mind me!😭
i just wanted to tell u that u really remind me of yunho and everytime i came across ur page again, its always ateez playing in the background idk how! my playlist rn only have 1 ateez song in it btw so! idk!
anyways stay healthy i love ur blog sm <3
Hey love! I actually read that last night before going to sleep and you really warmed my heart with your words. I didn’t know how to response and I think I’m still not able to find the right words. But thank you deeply from the bottom of my heart. 💕 your words found me at the right time ✨ have a blessed day my love 💕💕
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floofweaver · 26 days
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Mismatched, Misunderstood
I don't know if I'll finish this in time before the event ends because my muse is fighting me and motivation is saying no, but I'm posting what I have done so far in case anyone is interested. If I do end up finishing the fic, I'll delete this post.
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Ugh, definitely not him. Swipe left. Ooh, this guy’s cute. Swipe right. Nope, not another jock. Swipe left. Cute, but doubt he’ll match back. Swipe right. Not a football fan. Swipe left. Hmm, cute blonde dude. Damn, look at those muscles. Must be a bodybuilder of some kind. Swipe right. Swipe left.
Placing your phone down with a sigh, you take a sip of your coffee and relax as the warm, sugar-filled drink fills your mouth. It’d been nearly six months since your break-up with Orion. Dating for you had been rough; as had life in general. Certain textures on your tongue or your hands could lead to feeling nauseous. Too many sounds overlapping each other or loud noises all at once could lead to headaches. Socializing was made difficult by many aspects. Like the fact anything you enjoyed usually stuck around tenfold. Some people would watch a show and then move on when it ended. But for you, some shows or movies stuck with you. They became part of you. It was hard finding other people like that to make friends with, let alone dating.
Orion had felt like the perfect match. He showed interest in your artwork, your favourite media, and even indulged in your plushie hoard. Anytime he saw you eyeing a plushie while the two of you were out and about, he’d nudge you or tease you about it. You’d act like you didn’t know what he was talking about, of course, but later on in the day when the two of you returned home; you would then burst out in glee with your feet tippy-tapping away while you held your latest plush to your chest he just gifted you. The exact same plush you were eyeing in the stores earlier.
Little did you know that the gifts were almost always well-timed; meant to distract you from finding the truth. The truth that you discovered months ago that led to the breakup. It was a simple accident, really, but everything fell apart that day. You and Orion were just doing typical apartment cleaning on the weekend, like always, when he suggested you pull up your music playlist on his phone; which was connected to the apartment living room speakers. 
You pulled up YouTube and navigated to your profile, where you had your playlists set up and organized. Today felt like a “✨Hype Up!✨” kind of day, so that was the playlist you went with. Upbeat tunes were always perfect for cleaning. Or rather, dancing while cleaning. And singing. While cleaning… You were just about to press play when the message came through. 
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Your heart stopped and you froze. Layla. Layla was messaging Orion again? You felt like you had just been punched in the gut. Layla had been Orion’s ex-fiancee and they hadn’t seen each other in years. Or… so you had thought. Several minutes of silence went by and when Orion finally noticed you hadn’t moved or started the music, that’s when he had come into the living room. You had anxiously asked him if it was a mistake, and that’s when the truth spilled. You were a “terrible lay” and he only tolerated you out of pity. In fact, if it weren’t for him, you probably would’ve killed yourself after Riley’s death, right?
It’s not Orion’s fault that he cheated on you. With his ex-fiance. And a co-worker. And… a married woman. Honestly, you should feel so lucky he chose you. So lucky, in fact, that he started throwing things at you. And yelling at you. At first you were frozen, overwhelmed by emotions and the fact that your relationship that you loved so much was founded on lies. The specifics are a blur, too painful to remember every detail. But at some point during that day, you packed what you could into your car and broke up with Orion. Left him right then and there at the apartment you two previously shared. You ended up staying with a close friend for awhile. It was meant to be temporary, but Sam didn’t have any complaints about hosting you.
Your thoughts about the past were interrupted and you were promptly brought back to the present by the sound of your phone going off. Fly Like An Eagle was playing and you immediately knew it was Sam Wilson. Good ol’ Sam. Thanks to your brother Riley, you had gotten to know Sam. You met Sam through the Department of Veterans Affairs when showing up to volunteer to help war vets with trying to integrate back into society. Sam was a bit of a tough love kind of guy but he was there for you when Riley didn’t come home and he was there for you during your breakup with Orion.
“Hey Sam. What’s up, birdbrain?”
“Ohhh, so it’s like that, is it? Where you at, songbird?”
“Avoiding your dumb face by sipping coffee at The Compass Cafe.”
“Yeah, well this dumb face is missing you down at the centre. Could use your help with today’s luncheon if you’re up for it.”
“Hmm…. Nah, I think I’ll mope here for a few more hours. Maybe they could use my broken heart for a new recipe.”
You were trying to be sarcastic, but Sam could read you well even over the phone. You heard him sigh and let out a soft chuckle. 
“I think they’ve got coffee darker than that, doubt they need your broken heart for any of it. How ‘bout you come down here and tell me about this whole Tinder thing you’re trying out? Then we can go out for burgers and watch TV til we pass out?”
A soft smile was brought to your lips at Sam’s offer. Always the good bro, just like Riley. Oh, he’d let you mope, but not for very long. And not without threats of taking you out on his morning jogs.
“Okay, okay fine. I’ll meet you there, but promise me no morning jogs? I’m okay, Sam, I promise. Just feeling a bit skeptical about the Tinder app and dating in general. Riley had it easy because women would just fawn all over him, but his weirdo sister with a plushie pile rarely gets guys to look twice at her.”
“Alright, Eeyore. Just get your butt down here or I’ll find a way to steal a pair of Falcon Wings to come get you myself.”
You laugh at Sam’s response and end the call, promising you’d be at the centre soon. Tossing your trash on the way out the door, you left the café and crossed the parking lot. Once in your car, you started playing your latest playlist - “☀Hope☀”. It was the playlist you listened to in order to boost your mood and keep your head out of the clouds. As the music started to play, you pulled out of your parking spot and headed out of the parking lot to head for the Veteran Supplement Support Center.
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megan016 · 3 months
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Heyyy I just wanted to say that I really really enjoy reading your poems!! You're truly a great poet and please keep it up because you're doing amazing 💙!! I'm truly thankful and grateful for the tags and it's such an honor and it warms my heart and makes me really emotional that you consider me and tag me in your poems, you have no idea how happy it makes me feel. So thank you so so much, endlessly 🫶🏻✨. I don't know you personally, but you're an amazing person Megan and you deserve a lot of love and appreciation. I hope you find happiness in life, I hope you reach all of your goals cuz you truly deserve all the best. And just wanna tell you something, even though we don't talk that much, but I truly consider you a close friend and I'm thankful for you. Please always keep on writing poems, they are amazing!!! And I hope one day you release your own book of poems ♡⁠˖. I'm your number one fan and I'll always support you and support your writings!!! Sending you much love and big hugs 🫂✨.
Song recommendation 🎧
Have a wonderful day / night <3
First of all-
AAAAAAAA I WAS SO HAPPY TO SEE YOUR RETURN, I MEAN, YEAH OF COURSE YOU HAVE YOUR OWN LIFE AS WELL WITH ALL THE BUSY STUFF (formulated shortly and poorly :') ) BUT STILL, I WAS LIKE:
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WHEN I SAW THE NOTIFICATION POP UP, SAYING "animehideout liked your post" THEN I READ YOUR COMMENTS AND WENT:
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Aaaaaaaa hewo :3
At the moment my last 2 braincells are fighting for their dear life and won't multiple as they should.
Second of all, I was just depressing (listening to my vent playlist, basically) and aaaaaa, not only did I become happier, but you also made my undiagnosed but present depression dance.
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Third of all, and most importantly, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND FEEL SO F------ HONORED THAT YOU LIKE MY POEMS AND SUPPORT ME SO MUCH, MY HEART IS ABOUT TO BURST (I teared up<3), ALSO, YOU CONSIDERING ME AS A CLOSE FRIEND, OOOH HOLY SPIRIT (who is never present around me), MY BRAIN SHUT DOWN, IN A GOOD WAY, LIKE, HELLOO? :DD
By the way, a book is planned, I just first have to become a psychologist with PhD and/or an English teacher.
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Also.... I'm in dept to you in so many ways. The affection I get from you, aaaaaah, but most importantly, the 14 stanza masterpiece I made as optional school work. While I have to take notes of my poems in my exercise book as well. Just not in the upcoming few days, ALSO I WANNA WRITE RANDOM HEADCANNONS AND SCENARIOS, ONE SHOTS AND I DON'T KNOW TT
Aaaaa so many plans, but none done
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AAAAAND, also (I need an "also" counter at this point-) I'm glad to see that I didn't cause any problems or anything by tagging you🩷
💚;3💚
💙:3 <3💙
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lonestardust · 7 months
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game time! get to know me! (boy i thought i posted this a week ago!!! turned out it's still in my drafts 🫠)
tagged by these lovely people @reyesstrand @tailoredshirt @lemonlyman-dotcom ✨
favourite animal : not really a pet person + I'm extremely allergic to cats but i adore my twin brother's cat Lolo (don't have pics of her sadly)
favourite film : I actually rarely watch films anymore however watching the 1997 Silver Springs live performance and stevie nicks belting out NEVER GET AWAY NEVER GET AWAY right in lindsey's face gives more drama than actual cinema. it's my favourite!
favourite season : spring or fall! but honestly? summer has my heart (global warming and extreme heat waves DON'T), i just thrive in sunny weather, something about sun and sunlight making everything so bright and then exploding in strong hues of oranges at the end of the day is so inspiring and magical ✨
character(s) : carlos reyes and tk strand my beloveds!! i love and resonate with these two so so much and I'm so grateful that this show came into my life because it filled it with so much light i didn't know i needed. the way i find myself seen and inspired by the relevancy and the love and their inherent goodness is the greatest feeling ever.
Colour : yellow!!! I just always think of that quote by conor oberst "i really just wanna be warm yellow light that pours all over everyone I love"
Hobby : READING!! and LISTENING TO MUSIC !! and creating playlists, i also love editing preexisting art and making moodboards and artworks that have connection with either music or poetry. I love creation in general and I'll use any tools i have to make whatever i want to express come to life.
Book : Crush by Richard Siken. But I also HAVE to mention The Firehouse by @paperstorm, my current obsession (I'm two chapters behind don't look at me OK), because I know when a story immediately carves a forever place in my heart. And i'm too in love with the out of whack world of the Firehouse. It's flawed and smudged with deep pains. and the tension of IT ALL because everything is dancing on a fine line and the flashback scenes bleeding into the crushing reality and how the characterization that's so true to the story that's being told also have the foundational canon dynamics and characteristics that's so familiar and dimensional. The complex depths of this TK and his significant weaknesses, his hurts and his heart and the way love and the proximity of gentleness send him spiraling because of the lost love and the pent up love and all of it hitting him through his absolute conviction that he's disposable and unlovable ajdlfkjasdfsjs i just.......... I'M HOWLING LIKE A BEAST. God andie @paperstorm HOW DARE YOU. HOW ARE YOU SO GODLIKE TALENTED 😖 I'm currently piecing together an artwork/moodboard for the Firehouse and curating a playlist for it that has been basically what I've been listening to for the past couple of months and can't wait to share this wip :'))
Song : Nobody Loves Me like You Do, Patrick Droney (from my Firehouse AU playlist 👀 "Our whole life on the line, I've never felt a light as bright as you" losing my shit over those lyrics as we speak
Drink : tea and coffee!!! I live and breathe caffeine (see, i own everything yellow).
tagging is open for everybody! feel free to join friends 💛
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dat-town · 11 months
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own fic rec game
recommend 5 or more of your own works that you would rec to someone asking what they should read first & explain a little bit about the work. these can be the most popular, the ones you think are underrated, or your own favorites! then tag five other writers!
tagged by @restlessmaknae
tagging @lily-blue
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dude, but like romantically - mark lee, 10k
i'm usually not your go-to uni au, slice of life or fluff writer but this was so much fun! honestly, probably the most fun i had writing a story in the last years because it didn't even feel like writing at times. i looked up mark-inspired playlists, i listened to him speaking in random lives and i just wrote without really knowing how i wanted this to end. i was there, you know, just for the ✨vibes✨ and i'm really happy that lots of people seem to enjoy it and think that it's mark-like. (so many that i just checked and it bet my hades!yoongi story in notes even though that had been my most popular writing for almost 5 years. wow.)
ignisum - hwang intak, 24.5k
world building! oh my god, i love world building. really, sometimes i get so swept up creating these little worlds for my stories that they end up being way more detailed than needed for the story. that's actually one of my favourite parts of writing and maybe that's why i love fantasy, dystopia etc. aus so much because i can do just that. the plot might not be the strongest (political intrigue isn't forte) but i really enjoyed creating ignisum and all these kingdoms. also for some reason i really like my fantasy aus with historical settings as well as badass girlies with smug boys, so really i put a lot of my favourite tropes here.
small doses - choi yeonjun, 7.8k
i don't think i have written anything so heavily focused on mental health before this one, so this was challenging but i think i could keep it realistic and i'm quite proud of that. also i have been wanting to work with such a now/then kind of contrast/parallel structure for a while, so i was glad that this story proved to be the perfect for that
bed warm, heart colds - min yoongi, 3.7k
i love mythology and fairytale aus a lot because they have so much potential and i love to twist the original story a bit, i love to explore their worlds, see if i can surprise people. and while this one i just wanted to jump on the train that claims that hades loved persephone and their love is tragic, i really wanted to put this here. i think this story was the first one i tried to write in a poetic-ish way and i still think back on it fondly.
destined to fall - kim taehyung, 33k
i'm pretty sure that if i were to read back this one, i would cringe really hard at parts and i would write it differently, but i'm still proud of the idea of it even if the execution wasn't that good. but it's okay, it wasn't an easy story to tackle and my longest for a long time (or maybe still is?) it was very interesting to jump in time, to create so many scenarios and try not to make it repetitive. i think my angst writing really took off with this one.
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byjillianmaria · 7 months
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16 for both a songbird's refrain and there's magic between us ✨
16. Your personal favorite song on the playlist
The Songbird's Refrain - I Will by Mitski
Stay with me, hold my hand / there's no need to be brave
This is the very LAST song on my TSR playlist, associated with the final chapter of the book... it's just so hopeful!! Which was, ultimately, the Vibe I wanted this book to leave people with, despite how dark it got at times!
There's Magic Between Us - Your Fonder Heart by Anais Mitchell
Come out, come inspired / you will not come to harm
I just really love this song, especially the acoustic version... it's got a vibe that's so warm and comforting, even if it is a bit wistful. Which is why I associate it so much with Lydia's grandma — that's basically her whole vibe!
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kedsandtubesocks · 1 year
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✨sleepover night✨
*I arrive bearing wine, snacks, and all of the Pedro Pascal movies to binge*
HIII ERIKA 💕✨ *shoves gifts at u and throws myself down on ur couch*
I have a QUESTION! What is your writing process like?
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WOWOWOW THIS IS THE BEST WAY TO KEEP SLEEPOVER NIGHT GOING LET ME GO ORDER US SOME TAKE OUT CAUSE YOU ARE A SAINT!!! 🥺
And oh my goodness this question my little double English major heart is SOBBING!! What a beautiful question thank you for sending it in???
So I honestly write like a gremlin LMAO
I love having playlist that fit the vibe of a certain piece I’m going for (one day for you I will release the Mando bakugou playlist I have) and I use that to really start it all off!!
And then I just write out the scene I have in my head in a full on like possession type trance until I stop LMAOOO!!
Or sometimes it will be like…okay I have this really poetic line or set of dialogue I have and I know I want to use it! So what I’ll do is start with that and then work around it or let that be the guide for everything that comes after if that makes sense???
…I also write on my notes app sometimes so that even adds to my Gemini moon writing ass awfulness so please ignore me if you must LOL
On a more thoughtful aspect of the process I absolutely LOVE brainstorming and throwing simple ideas around! I am notorious for having these type of head cannon moments where I just message someone with my ideas or bullet point them down and brainstorming to let those grow and I honestly love that process the most because it reminds me of how the core of writing is just indulging in simple ideas that make us so excited and happy!! If that makes any sense OMG IM SORRY 😭
But wow if I could I’d bake you Mando helmet cookies at the sleepover and we could take turns drawing each other or playing stardew with some scary mods and just giggled!!!
And okay!! Because you were so sweet to send this in I’m gonna tell you what emoji you are to me!!
You, to me, are definitely this 🎨 not just because of your masterful artistic abilities but because of how creative you are!! And how colorful and wonderful your spirit is!!! I get so excited and warm anytime we interact and you truly have brought so much color into my life and I thank you for that!!
I also thank you again for this ask now let’s figure out what Pedro movie we’re watching first (my pic is not even a movie but the series narcos because OOF 😮‍💨)
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risingnovas · 1 year
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Hello Aleix, I'm your secret valentine ���and delighted to be.
I loved being able to find your blog through this dynamic, because you are the type of person I like to follow on the internet as a source of inspiration and exchange. As I see that you are about to leave this medium, I cannot consider myself anything other than really lucky to have had the opportunity to find you before you leave, so I hope to be able to know more about you soon, that you manage to find your little place in this little virtual world . I'm sorry if my messages have arrived at the wrong time, as you will notice you live a few hours in the future from where I am 😊 and I could only write to you at night, in any case I spent all day coming up with this playlist for you, with a little bit of various songs that I like them and I think you might like them. They are all about love, romantic love, brotherly love, imaginary, abstract, virtual and personal love. I also leave you as a suggestion some movies about love and links to watch them since the director of all of them has them available for free on her platform (if you don't have time to watch them all, I highly recommend you watch Tenderness, the short among all of them).
kisses and best wishes,
Mimi ❤️
vimeo . com / 308973551 ✨ Tenderness
vimeo . com / 180967419 ✨ About Love
vimeo . com / 155141511 ✨ The Star
omg!!!! thank u sm!!!!! i'm sorry that i'm leaving as well because you were so so nice and your messages were super heart-warming no matter when i received them ❤️❤️. i'm trying to get into movies so your suggestions are perfect, and i'll make sure to listen to the playlist as well!!! thank u very much and best wishes to you too!!
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torchickentacos · 1 year
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It’s one of your ContestShipping anons ✨🌹 and just wanted to be like,,, look if you haven’t listened to the song “Stray Italian Greyhound” by Vienna Teng before 11/10 if you have a moment and want to have feelings I recommend it cause it gives me hardcore yearning Drew POV vibes like maybe Battle Frontier Era roughly,,, ?? Like the lyrics “God I just want to lay down These colors make my eyes hurt This feeling calls for everything that I am Not” and “I’m so good at shooting down any notion This tired world could change … but you had to come along didn’t you Rev up the crowd, rewrite the rule book Where do I go when every ‘no’ turns into ‘maybe’ So what do I do with this?” It gives him, it gives blorbo. It’s given me some writing Inspo for them which who knows if it’ll come of something but wanted to share in case it might make you also see shrimp colors. Thank you for running a cool blog for us for are feral for these nerds again
Oh my god, I am in love with this song. I had never heard it before, but you're SO RIGHT. It just SCREAMS Late AG Drew to me. It DEFINITELY gives me shrimp colors!!!!!
I have MANY favorite lines from this song after many listens. I took a few days to answer this because I REALLY wanted to take time to digest this song, to fully immerse myself in it and understand it, eespecially when given the context of our favorite green dude. Under cut because all of my anons just get essays at this point. I imagine that's what you're here for though!!! If you guys are anything like me, you'll read SO MANY WORDS worth of analysis and opinions on these two. Ok let's go!!!
The biggest lyric that hit me like a truck:
So what do I do with this?
This sudden burst of sunlight, and me with my umbrella
cross-indexing every weatherman's report
I was ready for the downslide but not for spring to well up
OKAY. So, the biggest thing about this to me is this: Spring and Fall. May and Drew's japanese names reference spring and fall, respectively- May, a warm sunshiney prescence and Drew, a chilly autumn breeze bringing in rain with his umbrella (but under the chilly surface sits gorgeous autumnal leaves!). And obviously, this lyric reflects the spring to his autumn, spring that he didn't account for. (I have a theory on Harley and Solidad being summer and winter or vice versa, but this isn't about them and I'm still working on it).
The next set of lyrics that got me was this one.
I've just settled into the glass half empty, made myself at home
I think this lyric fits because Drew is someone who is very comfortable within his own walls, something I reference quite often with him. He puts up walls and they are very difficult to knock down- he settles into this guarded aloofness, this careful, precarious arrogance. Which fits the above quite well-settling into and making yourself at home in a guarded cynicism.
Until someone comes along and knocks it all down. Below lyrics, fragmented.
These inconvenient fireworks / this sudden burst of sunlight / a love that won't sit still.
GOSH anon your mind. it is large. May is this bright spot, this loud firework of heart-on-her-sleeve emotions, this juxtaposition to his cool and calm disposition. tv tropes red blue character symbolism and all that. She's that sun to his clouds, the wrecking ball to the walls he put up so carefully, knocking them over as if they were but dominoes precariously stacked. GOSH I think this song is perfect for him tbh.
Anyways, you have added another song to my contestshipping playlist. as if it needed another. but here we go ALSO GUYS SHARE YOUR CONTEST PLAYLISTS AND OTHER SONGS WITH ME I LOVE DOING THIS STUFF SO MUCH. I love that I ask you guys to send me anons and you actually do!!! I have a LOT of inbox activity for a blog my size and it fills me with SUCH joy, genuinely.
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anniesardors · 1 year
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Hi, Annie! Hope you're doing okay after last night episode 😢 I just wanted to tell you that recently I've been literally ✨obsessed✨ with the OMS playlist, the "Hailey" part is really chef's kiss, I can't wait to listen to all the other songs Jay is gonna write about her ❤️ And on that note, maybe you could share some emojis about the next chapter? 😇 Thank you so much for continuing to write about them, it's one of the things that keeps me going (even if I stopped watching PD at the end of last season, I still enjoy reading ff about them) 🥰
Hey anon. I'm managing - still super sad but I'm trying. Hope you're doing well too. Thank you so much for your message about oms. It is definitely appreciated right now - the motivation to right is pretty scares with all the sadness in the fandom so this really does help. I love that you love the playlist - I've gone through soooooo many songs to find the right ones, so it warms my heart that you enjoy the songs too. Thank you for reading the fic. oms has brought me so much joy this season, and I'm really excited for you to see the rest of the fic. For now, here are those emojis. See you Sunday!
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I thought maybe you could use this if you wanted to share anymore from an ask game :)
This is your 🎉 freebie 🎉 question! The chance to answer the ask that you really wanted to talk about, but no one asked you! It's simple, pick a question (or two) from your ask games and answer it! (Don't forget to include the question so we all know what you're on about!) 💟💟💟Oh, and make sure to share the love! Pass the ask onto some of your other friends💟💟💟
Oh, Potato, I am always dying to talk about any wips. Especially my loves Ballad of Empires and Ballad of Serpents but also my unnamed crime wip (I might call that one Ghost Files). I'll do three questions for these three wips. I apologize if it gets a bit lengthy.
Ballad of Empires
💤sleep headcanon (for Xiani)
Sometimes, Xiani cannot sleep. She will stay awake for nights, fighting against the claws of sleep in a desperate attempt to stay awake. No one of the companions know why she is so scared to fall asleep when they're on the move or when they're shortly before a battle. Now what is the headcanon you ask? She can fall asleep when Griffin holds her. When he tells her it is okay to fall asleep. That no one will harm them. He will gently hold her in his arms, her head resting against his shoulder or chest, the dragon in her innermost core keeping watch until he deems it save too and sinks into the arms of the Goddess of sleep.
Ballad of Serpents
✨a ship i like with this character (for Luc and Maelie)
For Luc I love the ship of him and Tali Valris. Those two own my heart and will either tear yours apart or warm it.
For Maelie Acacia Zetta Thal, commander of the north, lady of Begonthal, it'll be Blythe. I love these two women so much.
Unnamed crime wip
🍆: Does your OC have any favourite form of affection, physical or otherwise? (for Simon, one of the eight main characters)
Simon loves to pick his wife up. Furthermore he loves to hug her. Therefore it'll be physical affection but also verbal one. He likes to call her "love" and getting called "love" or "honey" in return.
Extra for all wips
🎵 Are you writing it with a specific playlist in the background?
I've playlists for characters, certain scenes and more. I've playlists for the wips and couples too.
[asked by @writingpotato07]
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holdinbacksecrets · 2 years
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hiii i just wanted to tell you that I'm OBSESSED with your blog and your writing, and I'm also slowly getting into seventeen because of you! 🥹 I'm really sorry if i made any mistakes, english is not my first language jajaja :( hope you're doing okay and have a good week! thanks for sharing your wonderful writing with us <3
also! which seventeen album would you recommend a baby carat to listen to first?
hello hello! ahhh 🥹🥹🥹 i just squealed more than once reading this. thank you so much for sharing kind words. thank you so much for reading my writing. my heart is so warm reading that you’re getting into seventeen because of me. welcome!! 💎 also, your english is wonderful, so don’t even worry about that! happy weekend to you 🫶
the first album that came to mind was An Ode! i also couldn’t help myself, so i quickly made a playlist for you. obviously i love all of these songs, but i wanted to make this for you from baby carat saraya pov. some of the songs, like together and come to me, totally pulled me in and solidified my love for them. happy discography exploring!
seventeen✨
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stavromulabetaaa · 1 year
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I posted 5,689 times in 2022
209 posts created (4%)
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I tagged 3,378 of my posts in 2022
Only 41% of my posts had no tags
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#ofmd - 223 posts
#draco malfoy - 165 posts
#johnlock - 143 posts
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Longest Tag: 120 characters
#i spent all day woodworking and then i painted my bathroom mirror frame and then i installed a floor to ceiling cat tree
My Top Posts in 2022:
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back on my picrew bullshit ✨
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@softlystarstruck @drarrymybeloved @lou-isfake @m0srael @drarry-picrew
69 notes - Posted April 10, 2022
#4
guess who finally read the captive prince trilogy after purchasing the books almost 3 years ago and is experiencing all the lamen feelings for the first time. y’all got to me and i get okay, i get it
83 notes - Posted August 24, 2022
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Licurici by @lou-isfake [133k, E]
Summary: Charlie wanted Harry, but he’d never planned on having him. He’d never planned on Draco Malfoy, either. He hadn’t planned on anything but living out his days in Romania, with his friends and his dragons and his safe, peaceful distance.
Apparently, it wasn’t a very popular plan.
This is a story about crumbs and flickers and roots, running away and coming home; about falling in love without meaning to (twice), and having truly good friends, and the mutually revealing recognition between two people in love with the same man.
This is my first attempt at a single rec because it doesn’t feel quite adequate to just include Licurici in one of my usual rec lists. I don’t think a fic has occupied my mind so much since I read Grounds for Divorce by tepre, which is saying something. From the moment Lou first mentioned this fic was in the works I was already it’s #1 fan and was so greedy for any snippet that was posted on tumblr. And then when we started getting full chapters ohhh boy did Lou deliver! This incredibly heartwarming story will take you on a roller coaster of glorious pining and angst and tenderness and will leave you feeling like a puddle of goo on the floor. It left me completely unhinged and Lou probably thinks I am positively deranged after all my incoherent comments, tags, and tumblr posts. But it really is a perfectly paced journey full of carefully constructed character development with such a unique perspective that is so refreshing and creative. Not to mention the delicious smut, intriguing plot, and the OCs you will completely fall in love with! This story to me means warmth and comfort and home. Lou has a way of creating a dynamic between characters that is just unbelievably endearing. I am in awe of Lou’s genius and will continue to shout it from the rooftops any chance I get!
Some of my favorite quotes:
“Charlie Weasley could look at Draco, just once, and instantly know the depth of his greatest weakness, the earth-shattering strength of Draco’s devotion.”
“I am neither selfless, nor honourable.”
“Charlie loved too hard, too big, it was completely overwhelming. It was raw and vulnerable, dangerous, selfish, magnificent agony.”
“…a hunger for a feast laid before him, not the hunger for crumbs left behind.”
I’ve also listened to the Licurici playlist an embarrassing amount of times. It’s brilliantly curated to give you the same feeling of yearning and warm fuzzies you get from this fic and I highly recommend checking that out too.
Read Licurici on AO3
93 notes - Posted January 27, 2022
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@softlystarstruck @drarrymybeloved @drarry-picrew @m0srael
94 notes - Posted January 22, 2022
My #1 post of 2022
the joy surrounding ofmd is how the sherlock fandom should have been celebrating in 2017 and it will never not break my heart knowing we could have had that. i’ll never forget seeing my dash full of devastated people feeling like they were lied to and baited and made to feel like “who they really are doesn’t matter”. i saw people leave fandom or take long mental health breaks because of s4. yeah we like to poke fun at mofftiss but what they did affected people in a very real way. ofmd is affecting people in a very real way. idk it’s just so nice to see people rejoicing rather than feeling like they were slapped in the face. also mofftiss can suck it because just look at how many articles are talking about the numbers this new show is bringing in. i hope it stings.
163 notes - Posted April 2, 2022
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