#They always have bad luck

[rebisrot]

maybe Hoody/Brian reading a book?

I go back to school tomorrow morning and I'm losing my mind

my hot take of the day is that brian would like the catcher in the rye

#ty for the ask!! sketch requests r always open #ill get to the other asks when i have time #anyways sorry for the angst anon my bad good luck w school #actually while we're here did brian ever actually do the pages like alex i cannot for the life of me remember (< an excuse to rewatch mh) #brian mh #hoody mh #brian thomas #brian marble hornets #hoody marble hornets #mh hoody #mh brian #mh fanart #marble hornets #marble hornets fanart #rebisrot #digital art #sketch #sketch requests

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Obsessed with how pathetic you make Jim Guangyao look. The hat. I love it.

Don't let the smile and sweet words fool you, Jim Guangyao has lost everything in the divorce, and continues to lose.

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #jin guangyao #mdzs au #modern au #this takes place in the same universe as Alan Zhan btw #I have been waiting for the day I got to meet him....Jim Guangyao..... #I think he won at least one divorce. But also did so under suspicious conditions. #you can 'win' divorce is your ex is dead right? #I like to think he wasn't even in the will and all the money and property went to another relative. #Who did he divorce? That's up to reader interpretation #Jim Guangyao is the busy dad who's never around except on the very rare occasional holiday. He cannot relate to his children #Nobody has ever seen him without his hat. In highschool it was a trilby. He's got baseball cap on in this drawing (I tried). #for casual friday. #He would burn everything at the grill. Half-bad luck and half distracted by work calls #Jim has nothing and no one. Despite this he always seems to land another hot spouse within a few months. #(Its his dimples. They are mesmerizing. You will look at them and sign this will without second thought <3)

[marblerose-rue]

click for better quality!

whaddaya think makes tracks like that? / needletail and violetpaw

#my art #do not copy trace or steal #needletail #violetshine #warriors #warrior cats #wc #waca #wc art #squints i think i have all of the tags #THIS TOOK feels like WAY SHORTER THAN THE OTHER ONES #but probably bc theres like. way less grass in this one and more snow and thats way easier to do #THE WAY I DID LIGHTING U CANT RLLY TELL I MADE VIOLET A CALICO </3 hell on earth #IM RLLY SATISFIED WITH HOW NICE THIS CAME OUT + HOW FAST I WAS ABLE TO DO IT #it was on/off all day bc i have felt just physically weird . not bad but not good but not sick #anyway wish me luck on my exam and my paper ^_^ more worried about my exam than anything #its mostly monomers im worried about x_x i can tell u the most out there biology fact but i cannot tell u shit abt carbohydrates #anyway i am going to bed goodnight yall <3 its only like 12:30 rn WHICH ISNT BAD TBH #would u guys believe me if i said i was a little nervous posting because i feel like i forget something every time #i always get the nerves before i post and then i post and its fine AHBDLFHGBD #OKOK goodnight for realsies #tag edit carbohydrates arent monomers theyre fucking polymers THIS ONLY ILLUSTRATES MY POINT FURTHER

[samarecharm]

geniunely not trying to put words in ur mouth im geniunely asking: what do you actually like about persona 5? from all ur rants im just wondering why you didnt drop the game bc it seems (again, im not trying to put words in ur mouth) that it simply not for you? i geniunely have not felt any of the issues you bring up outside of the writing ones and i cannot tell if i'm just easily pleased and not good at discerning what a good game is or we simply have dif things we enjoy in a video game. i hate getting tone across text but im asking out of geniune curiosity im not trying to attack your opinion (;-;)

Nah, i dont feel like ur attacking me, and I hope u dont feel the same when u see my complaints! Lmao. In my defense, I am replaying the game for the first time after completing my first file back in 2020, so alot of the faults i kinda shrugged off in my first playthrough are now glaringly in my face now that I no longer have the confusion and interest in learning the main story to keep me occupied. The game is clunky all the way through, and at some times, even frustratingly so.

But despite that, i do like this game. Alot! Its probably one of my top games ever if im being honest!

This ended up way longer than I intended, so im putting it under a readmore to keep the post short on dashboards

If i had to describe what I liked about the game in the simplest way imaginable…I think I would say, I like how the game makes me feel :) I like the music. I like the vibe. I like the immersion from city to city, and I like the premise! I like the characters and I like the connections you make with these characters! As im replaying this game, i am most excited to see Akira and his comments about the world :) i like hearing everyones voices, I like their little interactions in Mementos, and I like seeing them fight!

P5 is the first game I played in the series; its the game that introduced me to SMT in the first place! And it (smt) is a series that my longtime best friend LOVES and never thought hed be able to share with me! It is a game i keep very near to my heart; it has influenced me in ways i did not think would happen in the short couple of years since i first finished it. It genuinely keeps me awake some nights thinking about the world this game has created, and I think that is a testament to the impact its had, be it good or bad.

The joke about wishing theyd make a persona game that was Good is that despite all of its numerous flaws, the games manage to snatch your attention and pull you in anyway. Imagine if they made a game that had all of those things that i mentioned I loved, but done Right and executed Properly?? Where I got to have a story that made sense and didnt need to be spoonfed to me (in like an HOUR of dialogue and scenes; an HOUR!), and characters that talked and bonded beyond the tiny snippets of interaction theyre allowed to have in mementos? Combat that let me use PERSONAS i liked instead of BUILDS that stop me from getting instakilled throughout the entirety of the endgame, and a Persona building mechanic that didnt feel like I was shooting in the dark looking for possible fusions that end up not even being useful in the endgame.

Ive mentioned it before, but I complain so much bc I have seen what a good p5 game looks like, and its Strikers almost to a T. Combat is still your typical warriors-esque style combat, but it is at least different from the turn based strategy of the main game. Characters talk to each other freely, they hang out and comfort each other in a way that feels more connected that the base game. Strikers implements the ability to see ALL possible fusions with ALL registered personas, not just the ones in your Stock, so you can fuse easily without having yo consult a guide. The story feels like it makes SENSE with antagonists that feel morally grey and sympathetic. Genuinely, alot of the complaints for p5 I had were almost immediately rectified in this game.

But please also know that the praises I sing for this game is only bc of the groundwork laid by p5 and the world it created. Thats what I like about this game, that it had such a captivating premise and cast of characters, that a DIFFERENT company was able to hit the ground running with them. P5 had alot happening in that game, but i think what it had most was potential. The effort put into this game is astronomical, and the possible connections you can outright MISS if u arent paying attention was worth the money and time to implement; even if it meant that it could be considered a waste of resources to higher ups.

Books and games and part time jobs???!! Silly little cutscenes that add nothing to the game PLOTwise, but define and flesh out the personality of your protagonist. There was alot of love put into this game, and its evident by the fact that we have NOT seen a new persona game released; they bank on existing titles bc they are unwilling to make a game like this from scratch again. They dont want to ‘waste’ resources on good voice acting and a complex, overarching story; they dont want to waste money on scenes a player may never see, on routes a player may never get to experience. Making a game that gives u even the slightest bit of freedom means more money in programming and detailing that freedom. This has been an issue for a WHILE, and its a miracle that the gaming landscape had space for a colossal title like p5!

I complain bc I want better, and I do not think that is inherently at odds with my love of this game. In b4 im told to get good; ive played on hard and tested out merciless (its NOT fun, im making godbuilds again and its boring 😞). Its not the most accessible turnbased rpg; theres no colorblind modes, and the affinity system is convoluted and overwhelming. Combo moves are hard to keep track of and it can be incredibly frustrating to see your turns being skipped or seeing characters take extreme technical damage without understanding WHY it happened. The fact that they KNEW the game was desperate for qol improvements by the time royal came out, and instead of updating the base game to have those improvements too, they just pushed the royal edition out for people to play instead. It sucks! Customers and fans deserve better than being forced to shell out money for a game they already played !

As the gaming climate gets more and more hostile and unbearable, I think it is good to look at your games critically, and understand why products come out subpar. Persona 5 is a fun game that has a nice cast and an interesting premise, but it is ultimately tied down by its refusal to build on existing building blocks regarding its combat, and it insists on having insulting and downright out of character dialogue and scenes to appease the audience its designed to be targeted to. It is easy to forget sometimes that queer ppl are infact NOT the prime target of these games, its cishet gamer bros from aged 16 to 40 who will laugh at homophobic comments, who drool over a 16 yr old girl with a 16 yr old mindset and a grown womans body, who need to be placated with constant sexual comments to deal with a convoluted story that will inevitably make zero sense until its laid out for you before the literal end of the game.

Its bad. Its good. Its so shallow and its unbelievable that they thought having the plot twist make ZERO sense until they showed CUTSCENES of YOUR character discussing Goro and his connections to the metaverse for endgame SHOCK VALUE was more important than just having your team be smart and piece it together over time. Its shit. Its literally amazing. It let you FUCK your teacher ??????????????what the FUCK. They also let me shoot a god in the face w the best looking ult persona in the world so i can ignore that shit. And ultimately that is how i got through the game. Lol.

#chattin #answered #i have mentioned it before but i did NOT romance anyone #u know why? bc i literally didnt know it existed #i maxed out ann and the game was like ‘hey. this next decision is important’ #and i was like. huh. u know what. i have not looked up a guide until now. thats scary. i dont want to lose a confidant… #and learned that. #so uh. i really DID go through the game bot realizing i could date anyone. even the adults. #anyway. this was alot. and i tried to keep out alot of my other complaints #bc i have so many. but they are like. either nitpicky things or things that are issues in lots of games too #like the models suck in this game but i can look past that. graphics are always bottom on the list of complaints #and i do like the little animations!! i like akiras little tics #and i like seeing personas do their casting animations; shiki ouji and nekomata are my faves #i distinctly remember that being a thing i wished to see more of. #bc i liked thinking of what joker would look like fighting for Real #and then i remembered him being in smash so i was like COOL. ill look at those #and then i got STRIKERS and it was exactly what I wanted #i think #the game is like. #its bad. but in ways that i wouldnt call another game bad #like back 4 blood is BAD bad. its awful. the gameplay is bad. the story was shit. and the servers shut down within a year or two of launch #risk of rain 2 is bad in the way that it continuously obscures and withholds information to the player. its tedious and frustrating #but unlike b4b i LIKE ror2 and will continue to enjoy it. #bc the gameplay loop FEELS satisfying #and ultimately thats how i feel about p5 #for all of its faults; its fun. it has a gameplay loop that is consistent and fun when u get the hang of it #im playing on hard again since merciless is just me making the right instakill builds while i pick up my team over and over again #and theres still a challenge in having the endgame weapons and armor #its satisfying! and i think its satisfying bc I was given the luck of having this be my introduction into the series #maybe i would have a better opinion on the game if i came from p4. or maybe not! who knows !

[naamahdarling]

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#my psych who prescribes my psych meds is a resident and is moving on in a couple of months #i don't even remember the names of them all at this point #this happens over and over and I cannot find a clinic that will put me with someone who intends to stay #thst will also prescribe my adhd meds #and my anxiety meds #and the real kicker is that twice now they have LIED about it and said they would #only to reveal after all the hoop-jumping that oops sorry they didn't really mean it #so it's a risk i have to take any time i leave #and rhen there's the issue of new people almost always wanting to DO something #but instead of talking to me about it they just decide that my meds need overhauling and pressure me to go off shit that works #but that they morally object to i guess #and my psych for some stupid reason has decided she wants bloodwork for my cholesterol and blood sugar stuff and im just like #what hell does THIS presage because if she harasses me about the results or tries to put me on drugs for that #I'll give her a nasty scrap about it #im not interested in those meds at all #and im certainly not messing with my diet since food is the only pleasure i get most days and even that is marginal at best #and removing that would just make me worse #but medpros for the most part really don't give a fuck about that #and so now im afraid - because i do not and cannot trust them - that if i disapprove of the meds they will retaliate somehow #which good luck proving that when management and oversight often don't even care if they course of treatment will HARM you #if it relates to being fat or having bad numbers #they just gotta pathologize! #so yeah im sick of everything and just kind of want to bury myself in a bog forever #i shouldn't have to deal with this

[brother-emperors]

Do you think it's fair to say that Crassus looks at and understands the narrative, while Pompey looks away and ignores?

I actually think that, if we're using Plutarch, Crassus is the one prone to rejecting the narrative everyone else is going along with, while Pompey acknowledges the trajectory for what it is!

Crassus does not care for the omens, and rationalizes events as just. shit that happens (it's an interesting personality trait and narrative parallel that he shares with Cassius, to a certain degree! see: Plutarch, Brutus 37 & 39.4)

Plutarch, Crassus

and it results in a narrative where men cross over into an under/other world before they are dead.

The Defeat of Rome: Crassus, Carrhae and the Invasion of the East, Gareth C. Sampson

Pompey on the other hand, has this to say about his own mis/fortunes, which is a very honest and pragmatic acknowledgement of his life

Plutarch, Pompey

and additionally, Pompey tries to actively subvert people's expectations ahead of time (which could be read as a kind of genre awareness, if we want to keep going with the narrative comparison/framework) altho it doesn't seem to work in his favor lmao

(ibid.)

#i will say in defense of crassus not giving a shit about the omens. if my non existent son was origin point for this chain of events #i ALSO would straight up ignore them all #the bridge thing always fucks me up tho like. dude. not the bridge. even I think that's extremely bad luck. come on. #ask tag #Crassus would go into a haunted house and go ‘nah’ at the increasingly awful nightmare fuckery occurring. imo #it makes me want to put him in my favorite tomb robbing series to see what would happen #I Have Not Been Writing This Specific Type Of AU (<< a lie)

[redthemarten]

Guys, I

I just broke the universe, somebody send help I thought these kinda pulls never happen in real life????

is it a sign? Am I gonna die? QwQ

#I always get 5 stars at around 80 pity and lose every 50/50 ever #normally my luck is worse than BAD #is it because of my undying love for Wrio (and also my boy Diluc) #I'm shaking #la vie en Red #I need to draw another fanart soon to repay this somehow but I have a lot of work lately and never get to finish anything qwq #(although I did sketch Wriothesley today because I have no self-control)

[yourlocalgrass]

Ok woah so the new Nightmare exchange system is pretty good, well, better compared to previous one

So here in simple terms the new Exchange ticket system: For each summon, you get an exchange ticket in return. Which you’ll be able to spend at the Exchange.

If your aiming for a specific UR+ card, and you’re relying on pity system you’d have to Summon 100 times instead of 125 or 150 which saves more DV (demon vouchers).

If you’ve already exchanged 100 on one UR+ card, to exchange another you would then need 50, then 30, then 20, and stays there.

So real quick math calculation if you want Skill level 5 UR+ you’d have to exchange 220, or in other words summon 220 times. Compared to previous system more decent I guess.

Here’s the part that I actually picked up on the most:

If your not able to or planing to reach 100 summons you’re also able to spend it on other helpful items:

Anyways this is a very simple f2p player’s opinion who’s pretty much content with this, better than the last one at the very least and not much detail on explaining it fully but :))

#The items are what actually made this good otherwise my reaction would have been :| ‘cool not too bad’ #since I never really have pulled on Nightmare with 125/50 demon vouchers ready #I’ve always tested my luck and never relied on the pity system #So to be able to spend these on UR/+ or SSR Joker cards feels like not everything would go to waste #especially thinking about how hard they were to obtain at the beginning of NB #yeah I remember thinking I wasn’t even going to get more than 5 UR+ Joker cards #or UR ones for that matter #obey me #obey me shall we date #obey me nightbringer #obey me nb #obey me event #obey me nightmare

[hecksupremechips]

A great Ken Amada song btw is "knives are pretty dangerous, kid, so cut the theatrics!" by jhariah Ken is the kid at the beginning of the song whos pumped full of adrenaline and while he’s not in his right mind he decides to commit a murder and then Takaya is the man who picks him up and offers him a ride with the intent to kill. When Ken decides to kill, it’s not a decision made out of malice or an actual desire to be a killer, it’s something he decides while being so fed up with his situation that he starts losing his mind and just wants something to dramatically change so he can feel again. Takaya on the other hand only offers him kindness with the intent of getting something in return and genuinely does want Ken to die and is the one with the upper hand in the situation. Shinjiro is the narrator here and he’s warning Ken that knives and killing are much more serious than he’s treating it and Ken isn’t the type to choose that lifestyle, so he needs to cut the theatrics and just go home

#persona #persona 3 #ken amada #shinjiro aragaki #takaya sakaki #i gotta give my analysis here cuz liiike i dont really have enough songs in mind to make a ken playlist like akane #and as much as id love to pretend id make a comic for the song um. i dont think i can alsjks #and yes i know my ass is always assigning jhariah songs to every character but THIS ONE REALLY FITS OKAY TRUST ME #its like bad luck and the kurashikis its perfect

[kosmic-remnant]

“Every time I’m found by you, I get sucker punched in the face with an F in my tests. Just what do you want this time, Constantine”

Au in which Phantom and Constantine are bastard friends, and they hate each other’s luck to get into trouble.

Without even a greeting, the bloke of a man just point backwards with his thumb and said, “Pest. Yours. Not my problem.” just to disappear in a flash of light right after.

Danny groaned as he saw the building somehow both on fire and freezing cold on the walls, “Mark my words you asshole,” the ghost grumbled, “I will make you pay for this,”

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A full thermos later and a little bit of sightseeing done, Danny too, disappeared into a flash of light, though this time a brightly green one.

With a sigh, he went back to his house. At least the Watchtower was one space.

Bastard.

--

It was a disorienting-nauseous feeling in his gut that made Constantine realize that payback was today. He groaned outwardly, making his cigarette fall to the finely tiled (and glowing, he might add,) floor, which in turn made him groan again.

Accepting his fate, he decided to look up. “Ya got something to call me on, mate?”

Phantom just sat there in his throne, looking bored to death and with the same expression he’s sure he had when he realized that he had to take care of the pests of the Watchtower.

“Welcome to disaster, ya old bastard. I’m here to make you pay,” Phantom said with a roll of his eyes. Looking as bored as he felt.

“Yeah, yeah. Just get it done mate. What happened now, Your Highness?”

“Ghost Duty,”

“-No.”

“You have no option, really. You’re a witness on this shit.”

Constantine groaned, passing a hand on his face as he did so. “Can I smoke at the very least?” he pleaded.

“Not a good idea. Trust me, you don’t want to make this longer by making an ‘offence’ to the judges.”

The magician sighed. Ghost jury duty was the worst. Not only it was long as fuck, it was also filled to the brim with weird rules and shit. “I fucking hate you, you know...”

Phantom just patted him on the back.

"Damned asshole,"

#dp x dc #dc x dp #Bastard Friendship #they have met each other through many years and they always #get each other into some dumb trouble #Both because of each other's bad luck or because they have a single braincell each and they do not share it to make two #Also none of them actually has presented the other to their respective group of friends #they just Assume (tm) the other groups just /knows/ #So when Danny went to the Watchtower it was deserted at Constantine's call #and when Constantine was called they simply assumed that he had submitted to the King's will #hmm maybe I could call this Cursed Friendship

[northern-passage]

i've been having an itch to write an if game, do you have any tips? i feel like its a very bad idea to jump straight in head first yk?

honestly my advice IS to just jump right in. just start writing! can't do anything either way if you don't have anything written down.

besides that, i find i always ask myself two questions when i start an IF story: what kind of story am i trying to tell, and how am i going to use interactive fiction to tell it?

are you looking to write something shorter or longer, linear or branching? and how do you want the player to interact with the narrative?

for example: when i started one day hike, i knew it was going to be linear, but i also wanted it to feel very personal and intimate. i used the link mechanic to insert memories or inner monologues from the main character that the player could click through to experience in the middle of the present narrative. it allowed me to put the player in the main character's head and it broke up the reading experience and still allowed for some interaction.

so with that in mind, while i was writing, i made sure to look for moments where i could potentially insert those links, and it definitely influenced the way i ended up writing that story and dividing the passages.

then with tnp, i wanted an actual customizable player character, i wanted LIs, and i wanted a lot of choices and branching. so when i write that, i'm sure to pay attention for any scenes where i could put a choice, or add some flavor text, or even possibly branch the narrative.

unlike one day hike, the player interacts and directly influences the story with their choices, so i have to account for a lot more and actually do a bit of planning as i write.

it's important to figure this part out early on because you want to make sure you're thinking about these things, and how they effect the narrative you're writing as you write it; both tnp and one day hike are interactive fiction, but i approached them very differently during the writing process because of how i wanted the stories to be told.

BUT that's not to say that you can't change it later on down the line. others have said it before me but when you start out it's soooo important to just let your first draft BE a first draft. it's not going to be perfect right away and that's okay. as long as you get some words down on the page, you can edit it later and mold it into what you really want it to be. both of my stories have changed a lot as i've written them, that's just part of the process.

so once you've answered those two questions, you can really dig in and start writing. there's lots of things you can do with IF, don't be afraid to get weird with it and experiment to find something that you like and that really enhances your story.

#also sorry if u were looking for more coding advice instead of writing but i am BAD at coding LOL #but there are a lot of people that have coding tags and there are a lot of twine templates that help walk you through that part #the twine documentation itself is not that difficult and is all available online #when it comes to the UI of your game i always suggest dealing with that last. again you need something tangible and written down first #before you can do anything else #anyways GOOD LUCK!!! #writing #ask #anonymous

[front-facing-pokemon]

#bonus under the cut getting that snout facing right at the camera #camerupt #early 2000s animation cow‚ apparently. that's what someone just said about the bonus image. i honestly never understood this thing's name #i always thought it was pretty obviously a cow. but then its name implies camel. camel erupt. camerupt. is there a specific kind of #camel that just looks like a cow?? or. what. or am i just misremembering what camels look like #either way‚ i still think this pokémon is pretty cool‚ but i don't really use it ever in my own playthroughs. i don't think i *ever* have #not even in pokémon colosseum where i'm pretty sure you can get a shadow numel at some point. bc i already had a fire-type #not sure which one it was but it was definitely one of them. maybe cyndaquil? because of the dudes with the johto starters #that you fight near the beginning in pppp uuuhhh the PHENAC city i couldn't remember the name. for a second there. #i wasn't aware as a kid that their outfits corresponded to the type of the starter they had and also that you could only fight one of them #i think as a kid i was under the impression that there was only the one. for some reason i remember fighting the green one #oh wait they have the second-evos yeah. cuz he had bayleef. and the red one would've had quilava. not cyndaquil #ugh my memory is not very good evidently. i'm writing these tags after work. normally i do them right when i wake up but this time i just #do not have an excuse for not being able to remember shit. this is just on me. maybe it's amplified by the fact that i have yet to eat today #which i have a very bad habit of doing. forgetting to eat all day and not eating until like 5 and then that being my only meal for the day #i'm trynna get better about it but it is Not easy for some reason. for something that should be decidedly very simple #but my brain doesn't often let me eat until i've completed all of my silly little Tasks. so. idk. this will however post the day after i've #arrived back home from my trip which is nice. the first time future me will be sleeping in her own bed again. good luck again future me #you might need it

[mythcaels]

Meet my next upcoming muse, Zelda. She went on a shitty blind date, missed the bus to get back home, phone died so she couldn't get herself an uber or anything and then to top off her day, she was about to be a meal for a vampire but it seemed the vampire got spooked by something and she instead was changed rather than drained. She'll tell you that she'll never go on a blind date again because damn what a wild turn of events it spiraled into. Now, where can she get some blood? Are you offering? You smell good . . .

#⸻ ❛ 𝐁𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐨𝐦 𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐚𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐧𝐨���� » ooc. #// this is the most chaotic lines of character i have ever written but damn zelda monroe here. she has SUCH BAD LUCK #// like she's always had bad luck but damn #eye strain //

[eruverse]

Yet another IDNL headcanon bc I was having a Moment today and this one is based off of an actual convo. Anyway this is credited to @aroundthecoffeepot

Indonesia: adik, how do you deal with feelings that sometimes rage up inside you when you randomly remember England?

Malaysia: abang, I literally haven’t thought about that caterpillar eyebrown in a literal decade.

Indonesia: wtf do you mean a decade

Malaysia: wtf do you mean ‘wtf do you mean a decade’

Indonesia: wtf do you mean you lit never think about England

Malaysia: Why should I think about England abang?

Indonesia: wtf

Anw I was Very Surprised to learn that my literal neighbor basically doesn’t care about their former colonial power while 80% of Indonesian Hetalia fans would ship NLIDNL together and 99% have considered or thought about it at least once 😭

#hetalia #hws indonesia #aph netherlands #hws malaysia #my headcanon #not that us indos are head over heels for ned #but its kinda hard to think abt indonesia in the context of republic and colonial struggles and not think of ned #and not just that #at least for me and ppl around me #we ‘blame ned a lot to the point of being possessive over these feelings’ #i dont understand either and maybe other indos r less like this but this is my reality and my fams #not even always in the context of colonization and decolonization!!! most indos dont have like. academical thots like that #but in a sense of #we mention ned bc it is simply ‘there’ #it has always been there with us #as our unlucky shadow and bad luck #so its both general and sentimental #unfortunately we do revolve our modern ideology kinda around ned #its a given

[messenger-of-stupidity]

They watered the plants that sat in the bay window, soaking up the sun that peeked through the clouds - as if playing peekaboo with the world below.

"Grow little ones. I want Anton to be able to come home to a place that is lively." They whispered gently, a finger stroking the verdant sprouts in one of their more fresh plants they had purchased from the nursery.

Anton would probably need the life around him if he came home.

No. When. They needed to stay hopeful. They would see their lover soon. They could be patient. They blew a kiss to the plants before moving to the other window where more plants waited to be watered. They didn't see the the dying fronds of the love fern as they went.

#you cant tell me that anton and his listener dont have a love fern #for those who dont know what a love fern is: #its a fern you get when you start a serious relationship #its considered bad luck for the relationship if the plant dies #since plants need an emotionally healthy environment when domesticated #hehe domesticated plants #messy rambles #redacted asmr #redactedverse #redacted audio #redacted anton listener #redacted anton #i fucking hate typing on my phone #i always make way more typos

[frootbyethefoot]

the luckiest survivors in all the fog, or unluckiest depending on how you look at it!

[ID: two digital drawings of renato lyra and thalita lyra from dead by daylight, both in their default outfits. the background shows an open, grassy field with little visible in the distance other than a large pine tree. renato stands towards the left side of the drawing, with a neutral expression, and holds a light gray toolbox in his left hand. theres a rainbow of transgender flag around renatos head. he has various different injuries, including a bloody bandage around his left arm, a tear in his shirt, a scar on his chest, and a bruise on his right wrist. his right hand is holding thalitas left hand. thalita is walking forward and happily talking to renato. she is holding a flashlight towards her chest in her right hand. there is a bright rainbow towards the left of her, a bright yellow smiley face to the right, and two bright yellow exclamation marks above the smiley face. she too has various injuries, including a bruise on her left knee, a small bandage on her right wrist, and a bruise on her left cheek.

the second digital drawing is the exact same, except its missing the background and is completely transparent, aside from a white outline around the lyra siblings. END ID/]

#god. god god god god god #if i had a nickel for every pair of siblings in the fog #id have two nickels! which isn't a lot but its kind of sad that its happened twice :( #the twins maybe have it better but not by much! #it has got to be miserable for charlotte to watch victor be kicked down and destroyed so many times especially after just getting him back #same goes for the lyra siblings. like they won't be alone and they'll always have eachother But At What Cost #anyways love the tragedy of these two very normal people having bad luck and being sent to super hell #renato lyra #thalita lyra #dead by daylight #dbd #dbd fanart #dead by daylight fanart #blood #not much but for renatos bandage i guess! #joeys art