#Then I'm drained

[tworattuesday]

Philza lore :D

I desperately want to make a full animation but I'm wary of losing motivation/not having enough time so I wanted to post some frames just in case I don't get farther

#qsmp #qsmp philza #qsmp chayanne #qsmp talullah #qsmp philza lore #I'm so happy with this style #I always want full animation but thats so draining so mostly still scenes with little movements seem to be a good halfway point #i have no clue if these kept the quality they had butwe shall see #also 5fps might be too quick for some of these but maybe its fine and Im overthinking idk #ratsday-art

[lostmf]

#sadnees #tw depressing thoughts #depressing shit #i'm sad #depressing life #tw depressing stuff #childhood trauma #poetic #childhood #mixed art #artists on tumblr #struggling mentally #mentally drained #mentally fucked #mentally exhausted #mentally unstable #childhood ptsd #childhood truama #truamacore #tw truama #kill my thoughts #kill my feelings #kill my life #deppressed #depressing quotes #poetry quotes #sad poetry #sad poem #writers and poets #this is a cry for help

[insignificantfailure]

Why the fuck am I the way I am

#i want to use all the insults i know on myself #im so tired #vent #venting #i'm sad #depressing shit #vent blog #mentally fucked #mentally tired #tw depressing thoughts #actually mentally ill #suixide #su!cidal #angry #self h@te #tw selfhate #i hate my self #anger issues #mentally drained #mental illness

[moth-ed-man]

EVERYONE GO WATCH JOE HILLS

#I'm watching his stream and he's been talking about how he's just trying to stay afloat until hermitcraft s10 starts #he's draining his retirement fund to keep going fulltime until then #cause not as many people are tipping #hermitcraft #mcyt #I've subscribed to his patreon and if you can please do too!

[nipuni]

⚰️ A speedpaint video of this will be available at my Patreon on august 1st!

#the phantom of the opera #phantom of the opera #phantom #erik #my art #here have a a sad man #sorry the packaging is a little morbid and moist #he is having a moment #so am I ...god I'm so drained my mental health is in the negatives

[toomanywordsnllines]

Sometimes... the world can be a little too much.

#cod #call of duty #cod mw2 #call of duty modern warfare 2 #call of duty ghost #simon ghost riley #manysart #manyrambles #vent in the tags beware #drew a little ghost to see if it made me feel a little better and it did... maginarly... #I have been having the roughest month (roughest year reallly) of my life mental wise... #I feel so drained everything is too much everything is too little #it's like my brain is covered in static and not the good kind #I'm exausted mentally #my nerves feel rubbed raw #feels like I'm so close to snapping #I don't even know why I'm like this that's why it's so frustrating #now I'm gonna work on my assigment that does involve soap so that makes me a little happy #personal stuff yee haw

[ryanthel0ser]

So I read Trimax...and rewatched Stampede after...

I cried so hard and for so long and so frequently that the next day my eyes and head still hurt. I think about it and just want to curl up and cry over it again. Tis peak 10/10, I am resisting the urge to read it all again. I will rewatch Tristamp and 98 another 10 more times.

#These quotes keep coming back to me when I'm trying to do stuff im being haunted #Trigun might take permanent residence in my head #I need those deluxe editions right now #I need an estimated release year for season 2 of tristamp from studio orange #im clawing at the walls im so in love with this series oh my god #trigun #trigun stampede #trigun maximum #tristamp #trimax #i dont think trimax is meant to be read in a less than 48 hour period cause im so emotionally drained #btw this is dated the 21st

[inkskinned]

as we enter the start of a semester and the dreaded Hour of Making Friends us upon us... if ur ever at a loss for what to say in one of those weird social situations where you only vaguely-know people, one of my favorite questions to ask is "what is your favorite food crime." a food crime is like the food combination that you love that other people find revolting. press them to take it further than pineapple on pizza, that's rote. food crimes is a good topic that has many benefits as it turns out all people are degenerates and also it will give you some cool ideas to try out later in the privacy of your own degenerate kitchen

the other good thing to ask is "okay but has anyone here ever been someplace haunted" bc it turns out if you ask most people directly they don't believe in ghosts, but many people are like "oh yeah i lived in a haunted house. ghosts aren't real tho"

#my food crime is that i regularly make a “pasta and tuna” situation that has somehow gotten even more evil and degenerate over time. #it is a ''white wine reduction'' (it's just white wine and garlic powder & seasoning) #and tuna from a can. #and plain pasta. #if i have the spoons i will actually chop garlic for it but this tends to be my comfort food for a REALLY bad day #bc its super easy to make: #boil pasta. drain. put into bowl for later. into same pot u used for pasta. #put tuna (with oil/water from can). let fry a little for like 2-3 min. put in whatever amount of wine. season to taste. #the tuna will get a little crisp on it which is nice. important side note: #this began as a Bolognese sauce. #and one day i had to sub for tuna. i know. not ideal. i cried about it too. #somehow over time it is now its own little evil thing. i would never make someone else eat it. it is beautiful. #but yeah i don't even stir the pasta in afterwards i just slap pasta into serving bowl #slap this ''''''sauce'''''''' on top #molto bene #(i really can cook fairly well btw. this is a food crime. not a suggestion of skill or ability) #(i LOVE baking but when i cook for myself. the autism is obvious. bc i just don't understand the point of most of the steps) #(.... i can just eat the deli meat out of the bag. it is protein. i don't even have to like it. i just have to eat enough calories.) #(also i used to cook MUCH more before this apartment which is so small that i can stretch my arms out and overreach the counter length.) #(.... i'm 5.2. so.)

[tapakah0]

*COUGH* THE SHAME IS JUST A WORD. SOMEONE~ SUGGESTED ME THIS DRESS *exhale* yeah I used all my powers on screaming that I'm innocent.......

#I hate Sculptor #marble sky fanart #tapadoodles #yeah I'm dead now for sure #how people don't get tired of me #I get drained just by a few seconds #how you all... I'm tired ofr tgyping mekm #kkkktwklk #bebebebbubuubububbwababadkwjd

[homkamiro]

This stupid dog

#sorry for not doing asks for a while #i think i'll be super busy until may #i have so many things to do and i am.tired. again. sorry. i'll try to post as much as i can but i think i'm just draining a skinny cow atp #sorry sorry sorry #team fortress 2 #tf2 #team fortress 2 fanart #tf2 fanart #tf2 scout #tf2 sniper #sniperscout #speeding bullet

[cookedupinthelabm8]

Captain Beneviento, please take me with you—

PLEASE—

@kaistrashbin, @kjlikesfemmetops, I tried to draw but my drawing juice ran out...

#donna beneviento #captain beneviento #pirate captain au #DONNAISSANCE #SOMEONE PLEASE CONTINUE WITH THIS OR I WILL #I had too many gay panics while drawing #that's what drained the juice #PLEASE #I'M BEGGING #I'M GROVELLING #resident lover #resident evil 8 #re8 #resident evil village #re village #sketches #mine #i guess #DONNAISSANCE FOR REAL

[lostmf]

“Parents aren’t supposed to bury their kids “

I tell myself

But then parents aren’t supposed to do a lot of things to their children

So I guess it won’t matter if they did this one more thing

#sadnees #tw depressing thoughts #i'm sad #depressing shit #childhood trauma #childhood #depressing life #quotes #tw depressing stuff #poetic #self h@rm #tw self destruction #sucicide #sucidal tendencies #tw sucidal ideation #tw: sucidal thoughts #death mention tw #mentally drained #tw truama #tw death #complex ptsd #tw ptsd #living with cptsd #cptsd vent #generational truama #sad but true #childhood truama #truama mention #truamacore #i want to be weightless

[dukeofqueers]

minosgabe propaganda on the Ultragay discord's drawpile

#ultrakill #minos ultrakill #minos prime #gabriel ultrakill #minosgabe #fanart #sketch #art #artists on tumblr #my art #i've been getting the hang of the stupid brushes on this website #doing lineart without pen pressure is helping me to not snap lol #minosgabe save me. minosgabe. save me minosgabe. #i wanna draw more on there but i'm drained for now

[macksartblock]

i won't lie i liked when they were a problem

#this is older like explicitly before the 'i like you too' moment but im slowly chipping away at something else #so heres a sketch bc i'm too drained to stay focused on line art lol #oakworthy #normal oak swallows garcia #hermie the unworthy #dndads #dungeons and daddies #to me peak oakwarthy was when they suited clem turners cover of washing machine heart like cmon #my artwork

[chrisrin]

IT IS DONE. THEY ARE ALL HERE!!!

#homestuck #hs #gemstuck #fuckkk i'm not going to tag them all #chris doodles #including the fusion designs i did #i drew 25 designs over the past 48 hours #hoooly fuck im going to go collapse i think my artist brain is drained for like a week now minimum #oh my Gawd #anyways please look at them please appreciate them there's some blood in all the sweat + tears in these #ask me about them also feel free to send me fusion asks and One Day ill get to them #wont be soon but ill do it at some point

[fairydrowning]

My father is in the kitchen cooking dinner. Pots are banging, and the peas are overflowing. I ask him for the fifth time when dinner will be ready. 'When it is in front of you' he says.

Now the kitchen is empty and I am alone at the dinner table. Grief is the only thing in front of me. I am not ready. I wish you had of asked me if I was ready.

I am alone at this table and I am not ready. Patience was not his virtue but grief is setting the table and I am not ready to say goodbye. I wish you had waited till I was ready.

And in a whisper, I hear my father say 'but here it is, in front of you. Grief does not wait for dinner to be served before it takes a seat at the table.'

– Hannah Green, "Knocking On Heavens Door" (Via 'unspokengrief' on Tumblr)

#nowadays honestly I'm so drained out both physically and mentally and I'm trying my best to come here and post stuff but still i hope you #will understand all this #light academia #excerpts #fragments #poetry #spilled thoughts #spilled ink #literature #lit #words #grief poem