#The Boy at the Back of the Class

[bookcoversonly]

Title: The Boy at the Back of the Class | Author: Onjali Q. Raúf | Publisher: Hachette Children's Group (2018)

#books #The Boy at the Back of the Class #Onjali Q. Raúf

[quess-art]

Made before the hard parts of Book 7 comes out and Malleus kicks my f2p ass

#twst #twisted wonderland #malleus draconia #malleus draconia x reader #lil' doots #gif #i am going to draw so much angst of this boy like i did with idia #ive been working on colour and lighting recently #the easter weekend gave me just enough time to create 1 thing #before i need to go back teaching again ;-; #love my class but i am swamped with work

[honeyspeeches]

"Keith, c'mon. you've been staring at that map for hours."

I bring a sort of messy sketch vibe to the club that my perfectionism doesn't really like

#klance #voltron #back at it again with staying up late even though i have class tomorrow wohooooo #longest yea boy ever #i dont know. what a lamp looks like #my art

[dinadumas]

Who are the two best boys you s—

yeah it's them

#s classes that i raised #tsctir #han yoojin #sctir #pease #when the third wheel strikes back #twsb #jesse venetiaan #Demi #These are the four best boys yeah

[swiggity-swexual-i-am-asexual]

Seeing eldritch abomination Danny is funny, but half the time I just think of the time that Danny, half ghost, with all the creepy powers he could want, LOST a haunted house competition.

#danny phantom #I mean he sorta won but he had to place Lancer in a dimension of his worst fears and releasing the spirit of Halloween to do it #but the actually haunted house was bad and Lancer took back the win and gave it to dash instead #he tried! he did! but uh #yeah no Danny’s a dork lol #what IS horrifying is his usually accidental body horror #cue Danny attempting to learn duplication. hnnnn. #also hilarious is that while Danny PHANTOM is very strong and somewhat athletic #Danny FENTON actually is failing gym class. boy couldn’t even do a pull-up #he can do flips #it improves over time iirc? but yeah no Fenton can have absolutely no muscle mass while Phantom lifts a BUS

[wyldhunt]

DENRID | PERSICA | MARREC | CAHIR | TIERNAN | EMRYS

↳ Do not fear difficulty. Hard ground makes stronger roots.

#guild wars #gw2 #guild wars 2 #gw2 commander #sylvari #gw2 oc #mygifs #denrid #persica rosids #marrec balemoon #cahir silverwind #tiernan aurea #emrys drosera #my ocs #i just wanted to make a little set commemorating my salads #theyre my favorites and make me so happy #denrid is my main he's my everything he's my pookie bear #and persica is actually the first gw2 character i ever made back in like 2016/2017 to play with a friend #the other four are very new but i love love love them esp marrec my beautiful angry secondborn moon boy #also denrid is the only one who doesn't have like 'surname' #persica tiernan and emrys's last names are just chunks of scientific names for specific plants #and marrec and cahir have 'title' surnames relating to their classes #but denrid is just denrid but it looked out of place with everyone else so he gets The Title™ heheueeheeeee

[entropyvoid]

Golden Hour (+ lineart below cut)

I took a picture of the lines for once and did some basic crappy photo editing on my phone, so you could probably print this out and use it as a coloring page or something if you so wish lol. Do with it what you will.

#honkai star rail #dr ratio #veritas ratio #aventurine #aventurine hsr #cherallart #as you can see i forgor i wanted to draw his glasses til like. last second #i can’t believe it’s been like 2 whole months since I last did a whole like. watercolor illustration #part of that’s been bc I’ve been having a bit of a rough semester bc adhd med issues (which are resolved now) #but I really wanted to draw aventurine and ratio. my boys #i’ve been LOVING penacony so far so I needed to get something nice out #anyway I did this while my s/o and I alternated between reading a 500 pg long history book out lout to each other #it’s called ‘the inheritance of rome’ and kinda covers what happened after the collapse of the western roman empire #and tries to identify and explain all the cultural echoes and reverberations and transformations that rose from its ashes #throughout europe north africa and the middle east. anyway it’s super interesting and I highly recommend it #the late antique period is not something often covered/talked abt in public ed hist classes. at least not when I was goin through em #or the transitory period between it and the early medieval period at least #i still got 150 pages left and a final paper due on it in like 4 days but it’s only a 5 pg minimum and I’m a wordy bitch so #i think i can make it #anyway back to that I go

[unluckyprime]

my valentines plans? oh that’s easy. im going to hell . if u even care

#obligatory happy dndads tuesday i am clawing at the walls post #dndads #dungeons and daddies #my 3 hr class starts at the same time as the live listen and that’s LITERALLY a personal slight. how could they #im really just . begging for my favorite scammer boy to come back

[bnuuywol]

"I cannot— will not lose him. Not like this."

#ffxiv #phoenyx eldritch #wolcred #thancred x wol #thancred waters #thanyx #*rolls back in 20 years later with starbucks* #hi hello i posed some angst of the boys today and thought i should share with the class

[miekasa]

worst tropes

men dating women in the same career/field as them an get silent/bitter because she's having a big moment/is more accomplished than him

men dating women in time-demanding careers and then are upset that their careers demand their time

men with podcasts

men dating independent/emotionally unavailable women and then are upset that they are independent/emotionally unavailable

men who can't drive

best tropes

friends to lovers

men who can drive

love on purpose, love that's intentional, love that's not rotten work because it's you

#mie.txt #been watching two shows back to back where the female lead is not only insufferable but so is her choice in men #as are all the other side characters' boyfriends #its crazy to see just how terrible a man's influence on writing women is #bc it's not even in women its in how they take back men that are the worst that are bad for them #and how hes always forgiven and grows but she doesnt #im not usually a movie watcher either but ive been using them to time my studying and GOD male directors are the worst too? #its so strange to think about because yeah men as a class are so intentionally sinister when theyre in power #but also so blissfully unaware when theyre subject to the influence of those in power that they end up (accidentally?) gaslighting everyone #else around them #idk idk idk idk idk #idk boys in real life can be and are so cute when theyre in love #theyre so so so cute #so why is that so hard to translate on screen #or like... why the unwillingness to do so???? #anyway...... hiiiiii im finished w my semester does anyone wanna talk about levi and gojo 😁😁

[sosaysdean]

oh my god it’s worse than we thought. they made her emo

#mcr #my chemical romance #fob #fall out boy #patd #panic at the disco #paramore #cobra starship #gym class heroes #taking back sunday #thursday #the all american rejects #jimmy eat world #hawthorne heights #avril lavigne #circa survive #the used #sosaysdean.edits #tw flashing #flashing #tw eyestrain #eyestrain

[skrs-cats]

ITS MA BDAY!!! u know what that means 😼 🎈🎈🎈 to change it up a bit from last year, what are some of you guys' more niche/lesser comon hcs about lionblaze? Or ideas/aus?

I'll start! been thinking a bit about a 'medcat' lion au where he switches to one after a particularly traumatic battle. But after a few moons he just feels that he's not that good at being one and decides to go back to being a warrior. what does this contribute to anything? Idk but I have a lot of stuff going on around in my brain about it 😭

#Mostly stemmed from me thinking abt how i like the warriors turned med cat thingie #and then about how figuring urself out is a messy process and that going back on your decisions shouldnt be an obstacle to what you really #want to be #or something #something something being able to control himself during battles- learning that he really likes the action but particularly hates the blood #-shed. its good exercise! and hes a 'descent' teacher. when hes not busy being self-centered #plus he retains a bit of med cat knowledge as a lil treat #the bday part of this post was just an excuse to ramble LOL but pls talk about my boy lion in my asks if u want 🥰🥰🥰 #ill answer em later after i get back from my classes!!!! #i speaku

[even-disco-baby]

YOU — “No. There is still a chance.”

DOLORES DEI — “You think so?” Her voice is weary.

EMPATHY — Everything about her is weary. She is the Innocence of weariness, of heroically borne suffering.

CONCEPTUALIZATION — That is the picture you have painted for yourself, at any rate.

YOU — “You looked back. That’s the memory, the moment, that I can’t stop returning to. You looked back. I had a chance, for just that moment…”

DOLORES DEI — She meets your eye, gaze still forever cast back over her shoulder. Time stops. The stars are stilled, the ocean silent. There is *nothing* beyond this memory. Nothing at all. All of infinity is contained in this single moment when anything and everything was possible.

“Oh, Harry…” She sighs, soft as eiderdown. “We never had any chance.”

And just like that, the wave of time collapses under its own weight, obliterating everything. This moment was six years ago. She is gone from here. Gone, gone…

PAIN THRESHOLD — You cannot leave. There was nothing outside of this moment, and now there is nothing at all. It’s all gone. There is no point. I’m sorry. I can’t do this any longer.

VOLITION — Please, don’t say that…

“Okay. Well, fuck me, then.”

“How would *you* know?! You gave up! You didn’t even try!”

“We *must* have had a chance, at some point… Doesn’t everyone get a chance, if nothing more?”

“How could you say that…?”

DOLORES DEI — “Because it’s true,” she says, matter-of-fact. “There is no moment in time that you can turn back to, no branching paths, no infinity. There is only what happened. I looked back… and then away.” She closes her eyes, turning her back to you.

“The moment ended. *We* ended. That is all.”

SHIVERS — A wave crashes against an unseen shore, ocean spray tickling the back of your neck. You shiver, but no one shivers with you. You are alone in this intersection. Why are you here?

“Why can’t *I* end?! Why can’t this all just stop? Please, make it stop…”

“Ended? I’ve barely even started! I got a chance to start completely over as somebody new! I don’t need you anymore! You’re just dead weight to me now.”

“No. That wasn’t the real ending. We’re a part of something so much bigger than this intersection, telling a story that encapsulates all of history! There’s *more* to this, it *means* something.”

“Then… What am I supposed to do now…?”

DOLORES DEI — “No, Harry.” She turns back to you again now, and she looks… sad.

“We were not metaphors. We were people. Our narrative was not intelligently designed. It simply followed the patterns of history, because those are the only patterns we *know.* We tried to create something new, but we failed. There is no narrative reward for our failure, no satisfactory ending. There is only the immutable past and the unknowable future.”

RHETORIC — There is no assurance of what is good or deserved or what may bring relief. There is no assurance of punishment, either. There is no assurance of anything. Not even of a future. I don’t know what to say to make this bearable.

VOLITION — Even so… As long as you live, *something* is promised. Can you live with that?

I can’t, I just can’t do this anymore…

I can. It’s enough.

I don’t know. I just don’t know.

I can at least try for a little longer…

VOLITION — That’s all I ask. That’s enough.

#disco elysium #harry du bois #dolores dei #suicide tw #ummmmm haha *twirls hair* #sorry this isn’t more of the dolores saga im really trying to get back into the swing of things 😭 #this is smth that won’t make it into the saga but that i was thinking about nonetheless #im not too fond of the whole ‘’dora is literally dolores dei’’ thing tbh #i feel that the mundanity is what makes their story impactful #and also just. makes it feel like somebody is kinda going overboard on projecting onto their proxy ex. lmao 😭 #idk like the metaphor gets a little TOO metaphorical for me. but that’s just my onion. im an rgu fan so who am i to judge #anyway this is more my take on the harry/dora story #which is that dora was Just Some Guy and ultimately we have to live w the fact that we’ll never get the full story #because she literally exited the narrative #we can speculate about what her and harry’s relationship was like and how much of the blame is on each of them #dora’s lack of class consciousness vs harry’s violent misogyny etc etc #and like. it’s not that there’s no value in examining those things bc there definitely is value in it #in examining what patterns you DO see repeating in your life and in the world around you #that is what politics is really… examining the system and all its moving parts #but ultimately the past is immutable… our perception of it changes as we gain new context and understanding but what’s past is past #and there is no way of knowing with any certainty what the future holds #that’s where the overlap of all of these political and personal conflicts is for me #and why it comes back to harry questioning whether it’s worth it to even live #it’s about whether or not you can live with the grief of the past and the uncertainty of the future #i want to learn to live with it… to work toward building a future that i want to live in #anyway. coughs

[lotus-lamps]

Just posting some quick doodles while i work on a friends commission

#art #digital art #lotus drawdles #artblr #omori #omori basil #oc #original character #oc artwork #omori fanart #sorry for the lack of art #im unmotivated lol #also binging pmmm. which is super short but #still. love kyoko #back to the grind boys. #artists on tumblr #anyways ocs name is solusta i love her sm #shes literally best girl. ok bye im in art class doing the wrong type of art lmao

[now-a-witch]

Every time I see manga Dazai's neck I think of this thing a boy said to me in elementary school that roughly translates to: "You have such a pretty neck, so delicate, so easy to strangle"

Which is a weird thought to have about real people but thankfully Dazai is not and let's be real he would probably appreciate it.

#dazai osamu #bsd dazai #bsd #just some thoughts #bungou stray dogs #sometimes kids say the weirdest things #me and said boy were vest friends back then by the way #true friendship is telling your friend you've been thinking about how to murder them #also my elementary school class had an unhealthy obsession with strangling #as I said kids are strange

[blmpff]

Today on: icymi that's the same actor - Cha Woo Min

The Tasty Florida (2021):

Weak Hero Class 1 (2022):

Night Has Come (2023):

#that was another fun Connected The Dots moment awhile back #go bl boys go #cha woo min #korean actors #the tasty florida #weak hero class 1 #night has come #blmpff