#TIP IM SO FUCKING MAD

[z00r0p4]

friendly reminder to treat ur pets for fleas and ticks <3

#sookie has fleas apparently #I have a pathological fear of insects that bite and carry diseases so im losing my absolute shit right now #anyway we have to bring the dogs in and basically fumigate the house #tip im so fucking mad #wouldnt have happened if my mom had simply treated them for fleas and ticks like we did w/ our first dog

[go-to-the-mirror]

Every day I think about episode 160 and cry. Like. Like. Jesus christ! The. Everything. Like. Every so often I think of TheOestOfOCs’ tag on their Dracula fusion fic, “this is still a fix it fic compared to canon” AND IT IS??? Fucking. Apparently Elias kidnapping Jon and turning him into a vampire and generally being the most awful person ever is a FIX IT FIC compared to what we’ve got.

And I’m like, I’m not complaining, I signed up for this, but like yeah, signed up for this (emotional ruin), but that doesnt make me HAPPIER ABOUT IT?

Okay, so, it’s three years, about. Starts in 2015, 2016. Ends in 2018. Because. Goddamnit. And it’s just. He gets eaten by fucking worms. You know that line, “one hand on the gas release from the start”? That line lives in my head rent free, because it’s… Elias is holding the cards, he has Jon’s fate in the bloody PALM OF HIS HAND and just… yknow how. Like. Fucked up Jon is in MAG 40? How he keeps asking them to Please Not Talk About The Worms, I Know About The Worms, Stop, I Beg Of Thee. And Elias is there, Elias is talking, Elias is seeing all of this and he’s just like “jolly good, job well done, 11 more to go!”

And just… Sasha. Tim. Melanie, Martin. Basira and Daisy. Everyone who got caught in the crossfire. Sasha, who died, unintentionally on Elias’ part, for a mark that was redundant. Tim, who died saving a world Elias knew was never in danger from the Unknowing. Melanie, who had to gouge her bloody eyes out, because Elias decided she was useful to him.

Useful. Fucking bastard.

And then, and then, season 3, right! God, I’m just thinking about Jude Perry’s mark, because that’s a burn, he probably didn’t go to a hospital, since he was on the run for a murder, so considering Lightless Flame nonsense, that’s probably a severe burn that probably caused nerve damage, caused a difficulty moving that hand, presumably the right hand, because I don’t think they were doing a scouts handshake. And while I do try make all my blorbos left-handed, Jon’s most likely right-handed. And even if he’s not, he still probably can’t move his right-hand right because someone decided to end the world through him, like a fucking bastard! That’s what gets me, right. It’s that everything, everything Jon’s bloody been through for Elias’ plans is immortalized on his skin, with his scars. Psychological trauma just isn’t enough for him, there has to be a constant reminder every time Jon looks at himself.

And then! And then! Speaking of season 3, what the fuck was that second kidnapping? Like, first kidnapping was horrifying but it was “for the plan” and the third kidnapping was in America and somehow “not that bad,” yknow, compared to finding out you’re like, physically dependent on reading horror stories, and your fucking awful bastard of a boss decided to drop that bombshell on you while you were actively, yknow, GETTING SICK FROM IT! Oh Joy. But second kidnapping was a) redundant, he’d already gotten the Stranger mark. b) completely fixable.

Completely fucking fixable. Just. Tell them. Tell them where he is, or tell them that’s he’s been kidnapped, if Elias doesn’t know, I think he did, because I think he’s exactly the kind of bastard who would just let it happen despite knowing exactly how to stop it.

And you know why? Why I think? Because that’s easier, right. It’s harder to be self-destructive, it’s harder to throw yourself into Situations, it’s harder to be isolated when you have one extra month to reconnect with your colleagues.

A month. Maybe the month would have done nothing. Maybe the month would have helped Jon and Tim. Or Jon and Melanie. Or Jon and Basira. Jon and Martin were already fine, and Jon and Daisy at that point is… ah… Nope.

And you think a month is bad? 6 months. And I know, everyone was suffering — Martin especially— while Jon was gone, and I know that it’s other people’s trauma that he’s watching and actively perpetuating, but! That’s also traumatizing!! It’s traumatic to have to watch other people’s worst nightmares for six months straight with no end in sight. It’s traumatic to have to. Everything??? Fucking everything in MAG 120??? I can pull quotes but that’ll detract from the rambliness of this. I’ll do that sometime, I will.

And honestly, season 4 is just a fucking mess, it’s. It’s. I’m sad about it. I’m Very sad about it, and. God. Like. It’s just. Melanie hates him, and part of that is because Elias used him as a meat shield in MAG 101, not all, not most, but part. Jon’s a monster now, and he’s hurting people, and there’s got to be a little voice in his head telling him he’s just like Elias when Elias is the one who made him like this. And they’re tearing each other apart and Jon is diving into Situations and Elias is watching from prison all fucking smug and then MAG 158 happens, god. damn. MAG 158 happens.

“I called you.” Like a fucking dog. Like. Like. “Are you scared, Jon” “Yes” “Good”

I have the words for MAG 159. A bet. A fucking bet. A motherfucking bet. I do not think I need to detail how horrifying and dehumanizing and horrible that is???? I don’t think I need to do that.

A bet. A bet.

And it brings us back to MAG 160. Make him monologue every fucking time this happened, every fucking time Elias used him to end the world, marked him, can’t word. But. Horrifying. Jesus.

2, 3 years. “You are a living chronicle of terror” what kind of fear. Over two years, just. Two fucking years.

But it’s not two. Not three.

It’s his whole bloody life, his whole life, leading up to this. End the world. Spread it. This is it, his purpose, he’s spent so long hurting himself for a purpose.

And at the end, after everything he’s done, after everything that’s been done to him, by Jonah Magnus, by the Web or fears or-

He can’t break free. He follows his purpose. He dances the steps he was assigned.

#im so fucking upset about him #jonathan sims #mag 160 #tma #the magnus archives #tma meta #tip: i am so fucking mad #landscaping your mind chapter one #jonah magnus #ITS NOT FAIR #ITS NOT FAIR THAT HE HAS TO GO THROUGH THIS #FUCK YOU JONNY AND FUCK YOUR FANTASTIC WRITING /nsrs #(ty jonny ty for your fantastic writing) #i want to kill. i want to give jon a hug #mr. jarchivist sims i care you. #anyway good morning. it’s being really upset about jon & hating jonah magnus hours #(all hours) #landscaping your mind is garbage and here’s why

[moonscape]

my name change was rejected i need them to kill themselves

#''you need a solicitor to sign it'' you didn't say that on the government website you dumb cunts #told my mom i'll just do it unenrolled because i was misinformed about the process before sending the application and unenrolled is easier #but no she's arguing to do it ''officially'' and she's not taking no for an answer #tip: i am so fucking mad #they made me wait nearly three months just to tell me i was rejected. kill yourselves im dead serious #also. bug is humping my blanket rn. i just got home from swimming can i rest for five minutes before shit keeps happening

[soldier-poet-king]

why did i decide my next crafting project was gonna be a kit for klimt's the kiss. why did i do this to myself. bitch u are PINING.

#WAHHHHHH #the duality of fran #literally ignore me #but idk man the past few weeks have just been. PINING. PINING. PINING. #WE HATE IT HERE. I HATE HOW MUCH I LOVE AND CRAVE ROMANCE. FUCK THIS #I LOVE LOVE AND IM MAD ABOUT IT #anyway cant finish the other piece until it dries. i had to rinse out all the water soluble marker bc i FUCKED UP the lettering #and cant try again til it dries. might go get a fine tip fabric marker and try with that instead #either way. current project is the kiss and im like. why the fuck did i buy this kit. why did i do this to myself #AND im playing a text based otome on steam??? ARE U FR GIRL???? ARE U STUPID?? (YES. YES I AM) #literally also play pathologic which is the LEAST romantic game of all time. its a horrible metanarrative tragedy #and YET. me and percy are both like. daniil??? daniil i love u????? sad russian man i love uuuuuu #anyway. brain is bad. i need to be buff and hot and just like. idk. loved. loved. loved. #love romance and im mad about it so im gonna go be emo abt thara celehar instead. #like. if im having a bad time u know who is also always having a bad time and usually in the exact same way as me??? #thara. it's always thara. we have the same problems ok. anyway. there's also...no. i shant say it. but iykyk.

[funky-dealer]

Hey. Critter

WHHAHARRR

#TIP. I AM SO FUCKING MAD #IM NOT ACTUALLY MAD IM JUST #WAAAUUUUGGHHG (OVERCOME WITH EMOTION #I DIDNT THINK ANYONE WOULD ACTUALLY DRAW HER. NOW I HAVE TO PAY YOU 1 MILLION DOLLAR #WWAAUUUUGGGH WUUAGG WAIT FUCKKKKK I CANT POST YET I HAVE TO COMPLIMENT YOUR ART #AAUGH IM CRUNCHING MY SCREEN YIU DREW HER SO. DDDAAAWWGWGHH❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ #PUNCHING YOU FOREVER. PUNCHIG YOU FOREVER #ETERNAL AIDAN BEATING (ITS LIKE ETERNAL WARIO HOCKEY EXCEPT IM CRYING WHILE IT HAPPENS #UUAHAHHHUHGGHHHHHH GGGRRRRRRRRRR TYTYTYYYYYYYY UUUUUUUUUUUUUUU 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 #im a SAD WET BEAST RN🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺YOU CAUGHT ME WITH MY HAIR SOAKED DROOPING OVER MY FACE #🦖←LOOK GUYS ITS LITERALLY FUCKIGN HER.................CANYOU BELEIVE IT #UEUEUEUEUEUE SOUNDS OF CRYING #SORRY FOR THE 16 MILLION TAGS IM JUST SO . #im never going to recover from this IM NEVER GONNA RECOVER. LOOK WHAT YOU DID TONME

[prontaentrega]

finished a 11 hour shift

#PRO TIP IM SO FUCKING MAD THIS FUCKING GUY DIDN'T EVEN PAY ME!!!!!!! #chizitxt

[cosmicrhetoric]

sitting through one of those gross "youre not gonna get ahead but stiting at your desk all day and doing your work and logging off after 10 hours" HR meetings and it's so. they are SO lucky no one here is gen z and they are SO lucky this is virtual cause im barely gen z and i would kill and eat anyone in this thing for saying that to me. like its corny its done and i think anyone who lived through college applications 2014 onward is immune to this because its the same attempt at the same disillusionment from when we were 17 like come on. no one is buying this.

#my corporate Face has been eroding over the years if this wasnt virtual i would not be able to fix my face #me n my team do unpaid overtime all the fucking time and i like my team so its bearable but making 50 people sit on a zoom call #and listen to this................. #its 5 pm and the engineers are getting MEAN #AT 8 AM BTW???????? MAKING ME SIT HERE AT 8 AM???? im so mad and its SO early #my project head is contributing to this call too im not forgetting this anytime soon #every year i get older i get more and more mad at college as a concept btw like i have zero faith in higher education #to me its like a nail salon. its nice that you have gel tips but you had to pay a kings ransom for them and they are primarily a business

[picory]

you mentioning the weird change to the shrine of ressurection made me realize that i dont think ive seen a single guardian in my playthrough so far. like not even broken down ones

yeah they're completely absent. not even purah or robbie have them at their labs for like research purposes or whatever (i'm pretty sure i haven't seen them there at least)

the guardians were both excavated by the sheikah research institution, and they emerged from the sheikah pillars surrounding hyrule castle. now, we can assume that after serving their purpose, the guardians returned to the pillars, which then descended back into the ground. maybe even with the help of the sheikah slate, not just by themselves

speaking of the sheikah slate... as creating a champion states, the sheikah slate may have been discovered in the shrine of resurrection. considering it had a pedestal just for the slate, that may have been its rightful location. so i assume that zelda, for whatever reason (despite this ancient sheikah technology being super advanced and therefore useful...) returned it there. which may have deactivated everything else (the towers, the shrines, the guardians)

all of the above being gone. sure. i can understand. even though i hate that it's all kind of swept under the rug (i've only played the game for 60 hours, maybe they'll be mentioned, maybe i've missed some dialogue, who knows). but the shrine of resurrection... it's actually a part of a 5th divine beast (if you can even call it that). it was not only a medical facility for the hero, but a training one for the champions. there was no way for it to disappear or be excavated (would've ruined that particular area of the great plateau completely). and why would it need to be gone? it was created for the hero to heal his wounds. THE hero, the one that's supposed to defeat the evil forces and end the war. what if link of today, or link of the far future, were to suffer such great injuries he would need to be healed by that exact facility? it makes NO sense for it to be gone. it had a purpose, one that would've lasted another 10 000 years

not to mention the divine beasts... they're large constructions. they didn't have a storage unit to return to like the guardians, they didn't emerge from the ground like the towers and the shrines. they were excavated from the ground. just like that. what the hell happened to them? where did they put them? was there some kind of ancient sheikah parking lot that they were moved to? what's even the point of getting rid of them? again, it's highly advanced and useful technology against any threat that's always lurking around the corner. WHY DISPOSE OF THEM?

#AUGHHHHH #tip: im so fucking mad #sorry for such s lenghty response #the broken down guardians may have been dug up and taken apart to use the materials for... something #purah and robbie not even aknowledging the fact that the purah pad and the skyview towers are inspired by the ancient technology of their #people is so shitty #you did not come up with that stuff on your own #asks #totk lb #not really but i want this post in that tag

[verm1c1de]

its come to my attention that nobody knows how to draw vortian legs

#tip: i am so fucking mad #imnot. but it is frustrating #maybe thats just me as a furry artist but i cant handle an incorrect digitigrade leg #i know that it wont come to efurryone as easily as it does fur me #and maybe i should make a tutorial on it or something #i should. i was gonna but. immmm lazy #so im just gonna be a hater #and scowl at strangers #vermi.txt #vermis insanities #ignore me

[mellohirust]

insane how gen loss was about how ranboo doesn't want to be pushed around or made into a puppet by not only social media CEOs but ALSO by their audience and people still can't get the hint that commenting on a stranger's sexuality/gender identity, attempting to contact them excessively for any sort of reason, expecting him to view you as friend or in general asking anything of them is Weird As Shit. just because ranboo appreciates audience feedback doesn't mean he wants to be ordered around or be friends with you or become some sort of patron saint in your eyes. it means it's their fucking job to make sure their audience is having a good time and to talk about his projects/content to those who have questions about it. quite frankly if you can't handle a queer adult expressing their queer identity without saying something queerphobic/speculating or in general if you can't grasp the concept of a barrier between streamer and audience then maybe you're not mature enough to be watching a pg-13 streamer or be in his community in the first place.

#discourse #tip i am so fucking mad #im saying this as a 2.5 year sub. this fanbase is mostly insufferable besides from mutuals/non-twt refugees on here. #z.txt

[dirty-xenobladeconfessions]

nintendo direct moodboard

#not a confession #admins shulk #TIP I AM SO FUCKING MAD #dont even talk to me im shitting in rage rn

[dragabond]

Literally so frustrated abt everything right now, the processes you have to go through in order to get the shit they demand from you for needed benefits is ridiculous

“Oh you’re broke as hell and need help? Give us these things. Oh you don’t have those or lost them? Sucks to be you! The ones that you can get copies of though? You have to pay for them. Oh you don’t have money to pay for them? Die, I guess!”

I hate this fucking Jagd shsndjdnsja sbdjdbdsJFND SJNGGGGHHHHHHGFGGRGRRRHHGG IM GONNA EXPLODE

#kade.txt #tip: im so fucking mad

[primeministerofantarctica]

bitch why is youtube showing me ads for an anti-trans "documentary"

#i came here to have a good time and im honestly feeling so attacked right now #NAH FR FR #tip: I AM SO FUCKING MAD #delete later

[gendernewtral]

i didn’t think i was capable of getting more mad about fake service dogs. but here we are. rant in the tags ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

#found an insta account of someone proudly telling thousands of people to lie about their dog being a service dog. like literally #saying she’s gonna post about how ‘he gets to fly in the cabin’ and saying that while she ~understands~ why disabled people are furios #it’s safer for her dog in the cabin so we should all shut up <3 #she admits that she held up the boarding process for other people (ACTUAL DISABLED PASSENGERS TRYING TO BOARD) and let everyone on the plane #pet the dog #also. claims great pyrenees can have grey spots. no the fuck they can’t. #gonna start biting killing etc #pro tip i am so fucking mad #after arguing with a flight attendant last trip out east and having to explain that the closet marked ‘priority for mobility devices’ #was actually for my wheelchair and not first class baggage #took a solid ten minutes of her not being able to read the sign and telling me i have to check my chair. dumbass #im quite pissed that it’s so easy for people to pretend to be disabled and pull bullshit like this #if i saw this happen id have deadass gotten them kicked off the plane #bc you either didn’t do the dot paperwork you need or lied on official signed federal papers so. #sterling speaks

[brunetterightsactivist]

im so serious where are all these girls finding nail salons that do these intricate designs. or like any design at all besides a 2007 style french manicure. i live near like 30 nail salons and if u go in any of them and ask for that they're gonna tell u they can't do it

#im not mad at them for not doing it like not everybody is a nail artist i get that #but i wanna go somewhere where i can get designs 😭 thats the whole reason i WANNA go somewhere to get them done #its way too hard and time consuming to do on myself #i know itd cost more like dude im willing to pay the money but i cant even find a place #i dont get it too cuz like when i see nail techs on youtube talk about stuff they learned in nail school #im thinking like these salons dont even off that #like try finding a place that does an actual acrylic french manicure or uses forms not tips #likeeee is this exclusively a nyc/la phenomenon bc they make it SOUND like its standard practice #anyway..... #yes i know im acting like a brat its not serious but id just like to find a place around me #i think its actually cuz people in mass are so fucking boring they dont want anything different so why would salons offer it

[love-has-a-way-ofgrowingbackward]

so my mom decided to give away MY cake to HER colleague's family that had come over. like we get it, you value pleasing others and looking like a good person above everything else, but give away YOUR slice of cake for that???? i didn't even know and i had a bad day and was REALLY looking forward to the treat, but i found the fridge empty and it was like a slap to the face. she didn't even apologise and would probably argue that im being so selfish instead and im. so fucking mad.

#i KNOW its just a cake and if anyone ELSE had done it i wouldve been more reasonable #but this is my fucking MOM and she has a history of ripping things i enjoy away from me till i have nothing left and making me #feel completely out of control in everything. #so. it hits different. im already on edge as it is and this was a tipping point. #im so FUCKING mad. her pathological and fucking pathetic need to look like a morally superior person is the reason my life and brain is #so fucked up and then this happens again. she's had a habit of hiding food so we can't eat it and criticizing how much we eat. #so if i look for a snack i have to fbi search the whole house for the key to the locker where she keeps it or go hungry. i mean now i can #eat out obviously but its expensive and as a kid i couldn't so the emotions are all still there #watch me using tumblr tags as a personal therapy session. #gonna figure out what i really want to eat and go get myself something nice alone to feel in control of my happiness again wish me luck