#Someone ping me to do this

[stellarwaffles]

Feather has gifts!

@knightly-bastard Thera got a hat + Sonia got arm sleeves

@trashrat11 Gwen got a headband

@selena-nightroll Faulty got a scarf + Ping got fingerless gloves

@thebluelittlewitch2-thesequel June got a cat plushie

@jaypilled TABi got a ball of yarn

@xzbat-loverzx Mella got leg warmers

@figs-oliomedley Bells got a sweater

#this took me 2 days to draw shsks im exhausted #i wanted to draw everyones ocs + im trying to get better at drawing feather consistently #i feel like i forgot some ocs though. i think someone made a squirebot oc while i was drawing this #anyway i hope everyone doesnt mind being tagged if you do let me know + i wont tag you again #nexo knights #stellarart ♡ #stellar ocs ♡ #☆ feather #others ocs ♢ #♢ thera #♢ gwen #♢ faulty #♢ june #♢ tabi #♢ mella #♢ ping #♢ sonia #♢ rottlebells #☆ bakerthief ♢

[obstinatecondolement]

Not to be all "this is an Only Murders in the Building blog now" but apparently since yesterday I have reached a point of no longer being satisfied with being part of a two-person fandom irl with my sister and I need to Discuss things with you all.

Anyway. Currently thinking about how Theo Dimas is a) Greek and b) Deaf—both cultures that are very physically demonstrative—and that he is. Like that.

#I love Theo Dimas so fucking much #the poorest and littlest of meow meows #haven't we all committed accidental manslaughter and allowed someone else to go to prison for it? #have we not all in our time robbed valuables from dead people's bodies? #and consider this: he was very sad about it #and he is so sweet and has such a delightfully quiet and affectionate friendship with mabel #who he kidnapped that one time and who wrongly accused him of murder on a podcast that lead to his arrest #neither of which they hold against each other because they are fellow traumatised disaster millennials who haven't got their shit together #also I think maybe they should kiss about it??? #because he has stuck around a lot longer than any of her canon love interests #and! she is learning asl so clearly values the relationship and wants to make it easier to communicate on his terms #and mabel is famously guarded and slow to trust #(but also a real 'once my walls are down I will love you forever' type) #so her being like 'I want to talk to you and I want that enough and to do it often enough that I want to meet you half way #and not just expect you to always lip-read and write things down for me #because I don't want understanding me and being understood by me to be as much work as it would be if I didn't make any effort to sign' #is like... a very significant indication of how she feels about having theo in her life imo #also they are both very cute and ping bi4bi to me and honestly that would have been more than enough for me #only murders in the building #omitb #omitb spoilers #only murders in the building spoilers

[bleaksqueak]

I basically had to sleep off my entire weekend, but I feel better! I actually feel a lot more than better, my body being forced to sleep and rest for a few days was, I GUESS, needed. (I SUPPOSE.) holy shit so many asks.. I'm excited to answer these!! I'll try and spread them out so I don't overwhelm people, but (DID ONE OF YOU SEND ME A DRAWING ALONG WITH AN ASK TOO...) It's ask&answerocalypse with a new page coming tomorrow. Happy solimas everyone.

#shut up pu #also someone pinged on one of my favorite topics to yack about #let's see how much yacking I can do without spoiling things i intend to show... #oh no this means I have to letter the new page bc I also didn't letter that one when I finished it lmao #womp womp #felt not-great on friday and then got hit by a migraine #pushed through it for a little while on saturday before it finally took me back down #slept ALL of sunday except for the brief period I ate and poked the internet #feels like time travel. anyway #back to doing things now that i'm not trapped in the Rest Chamber

[synodic-lupine]

BPD Tenth Doctor

#tenth doctor #doctor who #just the way he does relationships in general pings that way to me #how he needs someone as his anchor point and they become his whole world #the clinging but then pushing away or lashing out when scared of losing them #the way he seems to stop caring about his own wellbeing when someone he cares about is in danger or gone #the 'no second changes' mentality #while also going way way out of his way to offer people a first chance even when they don't deserve it #the whole harriet jones situation #and really a lot of how he interacts with jack #the type of way he messes things up with martha #and how he just sort of assumes every time donna asks for a break she is gonna leave for forever #how he clams tf up when people DO promise him forever #the 'always on the run' attitude where it feels safer to never settle down #bpd is a presentation of trauma and an adaptation to survive it #and it's like how he's adapted to deal with the trauma of losing literally everyone and everything in the time war #his relationship with Rose is what made me think about bpd 10 in the first place tbh #she's his Favorite Person and he's different around her than anyone else #and he's riding the high of being with her while petrified of losing her while also doing things to push her away out of fear #then when he loses her it's like he's fully lost himself too #and he's so much more defeated and weary of caring after that

[defectzim]

TaTr is real and good. <- have a whole story in its head that would NOT fucking happen in canon.

#show doesnt give us anything my brain fills in the gaps #itd I GUESS be an AU but in my heart and mind its real jus lemme have this #Tenn gets re encoded as a service drone after the incident with the SIR units. tallests would rather put the blame on her than admit fault. #They get sent to moo ping 10 not as a prisoner just to work there (i go back on forth on what her specific job is. BUT its low profile.) #something like a custodian. tenn takes it as best she can but she DOES have a bit of that dramatic i want to get revenge feels. #like they've just lost their mission through no fault of her own. its a difficult time for her as she starts to kinda...question things. #like the way the world (or the only one she knows) works around her. but she also knows there isnt much they can do yk. #eventually she meets Tak there. who IS there as a prisoner. #i think theyd bond over the way theyre both victims of circumstance. and how they couldnt do anything to get where they were when meeting. #but hey. maybe being at your own rock bottom isnt too bad if someone's on the same level. #one thing leads to another they start their own “resistance” BUT really it is just them chilling in space. #theres lots of gaps BUT. but....shhh lemme have this i know its corny and would NOT fucking happen but they make me giggle happy smile. #ZIM SPEAKS #oh also mimi is included too. mimi is their emotional support kitty. #kitty mimi is forever i luv her FOREVER. #also i use they/she for tenn jst so theres no confusion ^_^!

[ante--meridiem]

Based on nothing but vibes, I lowkey suspect the probability of New Nuclear Physics Friend being on tumblr is decidedly nontrivial.

#personal #hopefully not anyone I've interacted with because the idea of someone I've met in real life recognising me from here is. Unnerving? #Mortifying? Awkward? Let's just say awkward. #But on the off chance she ever sees this. Hi you're very cool I want to continue being friends. #I mean it could also be that lgbtq maths/physics nerd vibes are just inherently tumblrish #& that everything else that pinged suspiciously for me is not *that* obscure offline either #but. hm. #Inventing friends for people in their twenties #< is now my category tag for figuring out how to do so

[axolozzy]

hey is there a difference from stealing something mass manufactured from a multibillion dollar corporation or stealing food from homeless people. trying to see somethjng. trying to prove my family wrong

#vent #vent incoming #i hate my family #OBVIOUSLY. THERES A HUGE FUCKINF DIFFERENCE??????? ARE YOU STUPID??????? ARE YOU FUCKING STUPID???? #WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE!!!!!! #APPARENTLY STEALING IS JUST AS MORALLY WRONG AS R/PING SOMEONE?????? #said my parents just now #i can’t take it i gotta get out of here i can’t stand listening to my parents say the most stupidest shit i’ve ever heard #they’re gonna kick me out after i graduate anyway i guess so i should probably get a job #thinking about working for 8 hours straight everyday makes me wanna fucking kms though (/j) i dont know what im gonna do #i don’t have any friends irl that are older than me and have their shit figured out #i need to get my shit together #i’ll be okay all this will blow over in a few hours and we’ll all be forgiving eachother anyway #like always

[mem-fr]

Was just wondering how long you have been doing pixel art for? Oh and what art program do you use for your pinfeather pixels? ^-^

i'm not really sure ! i've never really focused on pixel art , i've just kind of meandered in it now and then since like 15 years ago when i would spend my computer class drawing in MS paint with a mouse haha .

i've also never gone out of my way to make 'real' pixel art . i know that there are standards in regards to the amount of colors , using layers / layer effects , etc. that some pixel artists and communities considered defining elements to whether something is actually pixel art . the limitations are considered part of the craft which is very cool ! but i don't have any of that stuff in mind , or refrain from using anything that gets the look i want or makes my work easier , so i don't try to call myself a pixel artist or the pinfeather pixels 'real' pixel art , i just sort of go for the aesthetic i suppose lol .

so , i use SAI 2 and photoshop ( CC 2018 ) for the pinfeather pixels , same as most of my art ! SAI's binary brush has a very smooth tapering effect with pen pressure that makes creating Good Shapes™ easier . i do a lot of the actual drawing in SAI .

photoshop has the custom brushes i use for broader dithering + layer management and adjustment tools that create a smooth workflow . these templates take a whole lot of work , time , and testing to create , with the trade off that i am making them as easy and efficient to use once i am actually taking orders .

#managing forum shops / orders is VERY stressful to me #like REALLY stressful . we're talking 'i have OCD and will re-read any post where i am pinging people for over an hour to make sure i'm not #doing something wrong and have considered paying people to do that part for me' levels sjfkdl #so if i left the hardest work on the adopts for myself /on top/ of doing that #i'd never want to do more than like two or three dragons at a time lol #so personally that's why i do ALL the pinfeather genes/bases upfront rather than a sponsor system #i can be finicky and get stuck on difficult genes and what not without also feeling the pressure #of someone having already paid and waiting for it #the only stress factor to it is basically how much of my free time i'm willing to dedicate up front to getting these bases done #without total guarantee that it will pay off . but i'm very grateful that pinfeather pixels have always been well received #pinfeather pixels

[arsonway]

Trust Issues

just my favorite red mage cosplaying black mage :>

#you know what makes me a little sad? #every time someone tells me i'm not a black mage main because “i always play red mage” #just because i didn't do the savage tier on black mage doesn't mean it's not my main #let me do black mage things in “filthy casual” content i like - ya know? #if they only do savage with me and and that's literally all the gameplay they witness me playing... like there's other content? #i immediately stopped progging after i got my glam lmao #i was not the biggest fan of the ascension weapons #i didn't even bother finishing p12s #so i guess i was done with the savage tier super early #all msq +first-time alliance+normal raid runs are on black mage for the chaotic suboptimal experience #but i won't grief my party by suddenly playing black mage in savage without practice #i won't prog savage on black mage when a ping spike will drop my enochian or cancel my despair cast #yes red mage hits like a wet noodle #yes people are overly reliant on res #yes red mage is so-called “easy” #but i'd rather prog faster and clear early over getting blamed for “slowing down prog” on black mage #may hydaelyn ever bless that path of party finder because we sure need it... jfc #i especially won't play black mage with people who i know will maliciously rescue me out of ley lines and intentionally drop aoes on me #leaning so far into that black mage meme for idk? giggles i guess? and wipes? like do you not want to clear? #the same people who say i'm not a black mage main will grief me during black mage play too #so idk maybe they haven't realized that they're part of the issue

[savrenim]

ooooh this new dash is legitimately bad enough that I don't think I'm going to be on tumblr until xkit fixes it

#someone ping me or something when xkit Changes It Back #bc I can't do this #the tumblr fandom

[cryptidscene]

Kinda wanna kill myself!!!!!!!!!

I KNOW nobody reaches out to me because im such a fucking Debbie downer. I KNOW that people don't ask how im doing because im always doing BAD ive been in a BAD PLACE ever since I moved out of my house and even before then!!!!!!!! I grew up in a bad place, all I know is a bad place!!!!!!!!! And no one wants to fucking hear me complaining anymore!!!!!!! I know im an annoying piece of shit!!!!!!!! I hope I make all this internet stuff and then I DIE!!!!!! At least then my life wasn't completely WORTHLESS

#mumbles #trigger talk #sui thoughts #ventcore #im just so upset that none of my friends text me first like a fucking child #why do i have to always initiate conversations #why is it when i ask someone how their doing they dont ask me back #nobody cares how ur doing theo!!!!!!!!! we all know how youre doing #shut the fuck UP already #thats what it feels like #i know its probably just that theyre busy.... #but im busy too..... and i make time to ping people when i can.... i try to think of things to say and connect.... #why doesnt anyone do that with me??? am i just not worth the time? #i dont think im worth the time either... no worries.

[abowlofpetuniasandawhale]

idk who needs to hear this but vitriol for the middle class isn’t solidarity with the working class

#from someone who’s ping ponged between the two all my life #like i get that you can’t access the rich you can’t vent your frustrations at those who actually deserve it #but that doesn’t make anyone less poor than you a valid target for your ire #and like personally i’m at a place in life where it doesn’t upset me when people froth at the mouth about it #but i know it’s not doing anything for class consciousness

[vigilantejustice]

ebbs and flows. a week ago responded to the group chat for the first time in two entire years + then responded to my friend who was definitely joking about me dropping her off some snacks by doing a sneaky surprise drop + am now feeling very flat + apathetic about everything :(

#the group chat is just me + my friend from high school + her childhood friend who i buddied up with at the mutual friends birthday #years ago + we just clicked real well #and they tried to keep messaging the group chat for a few months but when i just never replied the chat died #so it was a super surprise to get the ping last week #they messaged back + forth for a bit + i jumped in #+ it was all like nothing had happened like i hadn’t fallen off the face of the planet for years #which makes me feel very grateful but also confuses me because fairly they should want nothing to do with me #like what kind of friend + also person does it make me that i just shut off like some sort of recluse for literal years #no explanation no nothing it’s so shitty of me even though i don’t mean for it to be #like it’s always a very ‘it’s me not you’ situation in a very genuine way #it never ever is anyone else it’s absolutely entirely me + my neuroses #but it has been nice to be reinvolved :-) #+ then the driving thing was so out of character for me #not the buying a gift for someone thing just literally the driving thing #new address during the day on a weekend is a pretty standard no go for me #but it was nice to be able to do something nice like that #to be fair it was just a sneaky surprise drop off i didn’t have to face her or anything #but it’s funny that i can be so close to feeling at least ok #to tanking in such an insignificant amount of time #+ for no reason or at least no reason known to me #anyways. going to work hard at keeping up with the group chat #personal

[unluckystreak]

If you are OR WERE an ADHD kid and an adult, teacher, or other authority figure has ever told you, "you just need to apply yourself." or anything along those lines, I need you to know that you're NOT incapable of being motivated (lazy), you're NOT intrinsically incompetent (worthless), and your brain DOESN'T "work wrong" (stupid).

You are not defective for needing guidance. And it's not your fault if the don't know how to give it to you.

#anyway hearing that over and over again as a teenager made me want to bash my skull in so #if anyone needs it #things i wish i realized when i was a teen #and now tbh #i know there's a lot of posts about (former) gifted ADHD kids #and that's great /gen #those conversations definitely need to happen #and whole i don't think this topic is purposely or at all being neglected #i want to talk about the quote unquote low preforming adhd kids #the kids the teachers didn't pay any mind to #the kids that were exhausted by school #even when they didn't do any hw #the kids who compared themselves to everyone that breathed #the kids who got bitter when someone complained about a better grade or overall standing than you #and feeling guilty being bitter in the first place #because you know they had their own problems and their feelings were valid #but you couldn't help thinking I WISH I HAD THAT PROBLEM DON'T THEY KNOW WHAT THEY'RE TAKING FOR GRANTED #and you ping pong from bitter to guilty for that bitterness to steeping in both at the same time #the kids who wish they were the smart kid that just didn't try #but just felt genuinely stupid kid and everyone knew it #the kids who knew they were being looked down on #and the kids who didn't blame them you just wanted them to know AT LEAST that you knew you were inferior #and felt guilty thinking any kind peer might look down on you at all isn't that just a product of your own evil and malicious nature? #the kids no one expected anything from #the kids who didn't get the material #the kids who completed classwork and tests slower than anyone else #the kids who like their classes and like their teachers but just can't do it #the kids who hate their classes and hate their teachers and just can't bear to do it #the kids who feel nothing about their classes and their teachers and just wish they could stop feeling numb #i didn't resent the adults for telling me to just apply myself i just wish i knew how to make them understand

[rainbowangel110]

Among Us for the love of God....

LET ME PLAY ONE DAMN GAME WITHOUT GETTING KICKED OUT CUZ MY PING WAS LOW DAMNIT-

#*kicked because 6 pings returned without info-* SHUT THE FUCK UP I JUST WANNA PLAY THE GAME HOLY SHIT- #at least there's a new message telling you if someone left cuz of errors #Cuz it's happened to me not once #Not twice! #Not even three times! #BUT ALMOST EVERY GAME I'VE PLAYED (LIKE 9 GAMES OR SO!!!!) #ONLY ONE!!! ONE DAMN GAME TO COMPLETION #FUCKING HELL- #yes I do play among us it's fun okay?! #(real talk my sis downloaded it a week ago and they added pride flag banners and there was an ace flag-) #(Also a new hide and seek mode which is fun) #..... #Anyways #just posting #I just wanna play a game #I had imposter one round and my teammate was competent actually!! We could have won!!! #But then everything changed when PING attacked #only the WiFi master of all Internet could stop it #But when I need them most- #It vanished #And ohhh buddy I don't think imma find it any time soon #(btw I downloaded it yesterday-)

[staryarn]

Where's she going

#i was literally joining co op foghts earlier because i was bored #and like #this ei was in geo dog's domain (everyone is dead and its hydro electro) with like 1 ping #tbf. none of us were using gro and or shields so. like unless you do stupid damage in 3 seconds you have to shield #also earlier i was a kazuha w a kuki in ri's boss fight (person who made the co op dird and other player left) #so it was me surviving with my hp build and the kuki healing me. while it took us like five years (over ten minutes) to kill her just so t #this guy could win and get the weekly thing #like. i havent played in over a year (since al hait them) so. i am rusty and also on pc instead of mobile #so i had to relearn the controls in like a day and get my keyboard lights on so i wouldnt press q instead of w #i should change it to some other shit but. i keep forgor #however i have been.gaming today because most of.my builds are pretty strong and like #i was grinding before i stopped playing so. they got good artifacts #however i dont use my hu tao anymorr because shes so fragile #i literally use my afk team.of (someone) yae albedo and zh ongli #i saw someone because i either use plat fox kazoo or like. some other person who i can rely on #sometimes ei sometimes like. ehoever i have on hand that is needed (like mona or koko mi) #my fish is only at like. 80 though i dotn want to get the perals for her it takes so long #that and i hate the specters they kinda suck ass to fight #i literally like fighting the clock fuckers more tham the specters like. yeah #shiko speaks