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babyjakes · 5 months
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event | kinkmas 2023
prompt | pet play
pairing | daddy!ari levinson x puppy!reader
warnings | ddlg and pet play elements (daddy!ari and sort of little? puppy!reader.) brief mentions of ownership; reader wears a collar. unprotected sex- vaginal and anal penetration. mild clit play (mild for me anyway lol.) nipple play for like one (1) second. finger sucking. squirting (and he comes in her ass!) a little bit of crying. teasing. some mocking/humiliation. some dumbification. lots of praise/encouragement. beginnings of aftercare.
word count | 1,006
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an | hi sluts, welcome to kinkmas 2023!! i'm so super excited to be running this event, i've already put in a lot of work on these pieces and i'm really hoping you'll all enjoy them <3 as a quick note, if you haven't already, make sure to check out the event masterlist (linked above) to see the list of prompts i'll be writing for this month! i tried to pick mostly new ideas and concepts, hopefully there'll be something to fit everyone's taste!! hope you all like day 1 with big strong daddy!ari and his little baby puppy! also yes there are 1989tv references bc this is MY kinkmas and I MAKE THE RULES hehe :))
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Clink clink.
The rattling sound of your custom-fit collar's tiny tag could barely be heard over your and your daddy's mix of heavy breathing. Large hands gripping your ankles, Ari had your legs bent up at an obscene angle as you lay on your back against the soft white bedding below. "Fuck, puppy. Look so pretty, takin' all of me like this. What a good girl," you were melting into the towering man's touch as he brought up a few rough fingers to caress your cheek, warm with wanting.
Ari's gaze traveled over your glistening body, spread out perfectly before him like a feast to be devoured. The glimmering shine of your gold tag caught his eye, eliciting a deep groan from within him as he brought his hand down to gently turn over the small, heart-shaped plate against your neck. "All fuckin' mine," he all but growled as the pads of his fingers traced over the letters that spelled out his initials. It was more than a symbol of love; it carried a heavier weight- ownership.
He rutted up harder into you, his punishing pace drawing tears from your eyes as his gaze settled back on your precious features. "Baby," he murmured, softening slightly at the sight of your tears. "Bein' such a good little pup for me, c'mon- show me you can take it. Are you gonna be good and take Daddy's dick?"
You were gasping as he thrust up against your sweet spot repeatedly, the sensation of him stretching you open causing goosebumps to prickle up along the back of your neck. You shivered, trying to construct an acceptable response. Smiling at the sight of you being fucked stupid, your loving daddy helped you by bringing his hand back up to cup your cheek and jaw, his thumb slipping in between your glossy pink lips as he forced out a nod from you. "Good girl," he crooned as you mindlessly nursed his thick digit, your tongue rolling sloppily around its tip as he tightened his grip on you. "That's it, baby. Just let Daddy do all the thinkin'. Nothin' but a dumb little puppy for Daddy to play with- isn't that right? You're my pretty little puppy?"
You didn't need his help to nod this time, your eyelashes batting so sweetly as his grin spread further across his face. When he slowed the movement of his hips, you were a bit confused as Ari pulled out of you, bringing his hands down to guide the tip of his massive length to trail cruelly over your messy folds. You let out the cutest little whine, your thighs flailing weakly as he bumped himself right up against your puffy button.
"I know baby, I know," your daddy hummed, wanting to draw out his teasing as much as he could force himself to. "Just wanna take my time with you, sweetheart. You're such a pretty little puppy, you know that?" He brought a hungry hand up to paw at one of your breasts as it sat so perfectly beneath the flimsy fuchsia lace he had dressed you up in. Pinching and rolling your hardened nipple through the sheer fabric, he chuckled as you squirmed softly under his touch. "My perfect little pup, so pretty in pink. Makin' it hard for me to control myself, baby. S'hard to be gentle with you when you're this fuckin' cute."
When you felt his smooth tip nudging up against your smaller hole, you let out a squeak in surprise; being the good daddy he was, Ari was quick to reassure you. "Don't worry, pretty girl. Daddy won't make it hurt, just relax..." His fingers collected plenty of your wetness, dragging it down to prep his length for you. "Deep breath, angel. There," he gasped along with you as the head of his member pushed past your tight ring of flesh, the intrusion burning deep in your tummy.
"That's my good girl," Ari kept praising you proudly as he gradually worked you open, only giving you as much as you could handle. One of his thumbs came up to brush over your swollen clit, the pad of his skilled finger tracing circles over the hardened nub as a way to soothe the heat of the stretch. "You gonna be a good little pup and take all of me, princess? Gonna let me ruin this tight little bottom? Fuck-"
"D-Daddy," you mumbled, your gaze growing hazy as the pressure in your tummy expanded. Nearing the brink himself, Ari knew the signs of your impending orgasm like the back of his hand.
"C'mon, puppy. Give it to me." Forehead drenched in sweat, the man furrowed his brow harshly in concentration as he flicked his thumb faster over your aching button. "Come for Daddy, baby. Come for me, shit, that's it-" Like waves colliding, your climaxes both hit at once, glorious and gruesome in the way they made your bodies explode in tandem. As your high squirted out forcefully against the large man's front, his heavy release was shooting up into you, filling you with an indescribable warmth.
Seconds passed that felt like minutes. When your eyes finally fluttered open again, your legs were trembling uselessly off to either side of you as your chest rose and fell sporadically. You felt something leaving you, the harsh tug on your sensitive walls pulling a diminished cry from your hoarse throat.
"Shhh," your daddy's familiar voice soothed, a gentle hand rubbing careful circles on your knee. "I'm here, baby. Daddy's here. You did so well." In an instant, he was collecting you in his arms. He moved you away from the edge of the bed, propping you up against a few pillows as his lips came down to press against your dampened forehead.
"Now you just wait here, sweetheart. Daddy's gonna go get a rag to clean you up. Just close your eyes, baby. There," seeing your exhaustion, he didn't want to make you lift a single finger. "Daddy's here, angel. Daddy'll take care of you."
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olomaya · 4 months
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Some Quick Updates
Okay, last thing from me for this year and it's fitting that it's mostly with my Religion mod which was my very first Tumblr post! Happy Holidays everyone!! 🤗🎆🎇
Religion Mod (Peteran):
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I fixed the issue where Sims keep getting up every 5 seconds during sermons. (so dumb, I had changed from an "&&" to an "||" at some point for some unknown reason which was the issue) They will now stay seated and listen until the sermon is over barring any motive distress.
Added speech bubbles for sermons and other interactions
Added advertising to the sermon tunings so priests will autonomously use it (if you don't want that, use the original ITUN files in my previous version)
Sims can now give Holiday Sermons (they're just regular sermons but they have a higher attraction rate for Sims to autonomously listen and can only be done during Snowflake Day and Love Day)
Sermons also now give a small job performance increase
Added skill stats for the Peteran Skill (the last two are related to features not active yet in the mod so you won't see new interactions but I've loaded them in now since I'm testing it in my game) and two skill opportunities. See image below.
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Fixed the issue where the "Gossip about Churchgoer" interaction was available all the time (it's only supposed to be available after going to church) Download the updated file HERE
Smoking Mod :
Added the missing string for the vape flavors. Thanks to the anon who let me know about it.
I also believe I've finally (finally! FINALLY!) fixed the issue of the broadcaster constantly spitting null value exceptions when teens smoke outside in front of a punishable adult.
Download the updated file HERE
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beauspot · 10 months
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The Bear Season 2: And Why I’m Fucking Annoyed (Full Spoilers below)
*Long Post*
The Bear is something truly special. When it dropped in June of last year it wasn’t a major hit right away. It was a sleeper and it grew its fanbase over time. If you were here this time last year you remember how small the fandom was posts on every platform could barely reach 200 interactions, but with the Golden Globe wins and the word of mouth this fandom began to grow and expand, because season one of the show was just so good.
Season 2 however is an interesting piece of media. I am well aware that I have some bias in this department and I can’t view this season objectively, but neither can the rest of you so I’ll say what I want.
To start off I really enjoyed some of the episodes this season, the first two? Excellent. The Marcus Episode(with my husband Will Poulter at his side)? Fantastic. The Richie Episode? Perfection. And let’s not even talk about Fishes, which was beyond words. I genuinely went into this season wanting to like it and praise it the way I did the previous season because I thought it was good. The writing—which is spectacular in nearly every other place—takes a nosedive with this romance plot. I still do think it’s good, but I can’t act like this whole season hasn’t left a sour taste in my mouth, because it has. Because the show runners are lying racist misogynistic nasty assholes who bullshitted us for nothing.
Toward the end of last year/beginning of this year Chef’s Kiss fans words made their way to some journalist who then asked about the potential for it with the actors and the writer( in an article stupidly named “don’t worry the bear doesn’t want carmy and sydney to kiss, either” the writer of which goes on to ship carmy and marcus so clearly they have excellent taste 😒) who all shut it down. Fine. That’s fine. That’s their opinion and it doesn’t affect us. What bothers me is the words of the co-creator Chris Storer who said this 👇🏾
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He went on to say the show was also just meant to be focused on these people doing their jobs. So fine. We said even if it won’t be canon there’s no way they would bring in a new love interest cause that’s not “the vision” they have for the show, right?(He also goes on in the pic above to act like we couldn’t separate our love of the plot of the show from the ship which is…infantilizing and annoying) continuing on though, he also said this
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He thought it would be cool to see a show with no romantic plot. Mind you this statement was made in January and the show starting filming in February. So unless they want me to believe they added this romance plot as some last minute thing (which very well could be the case as Claire has quite literally no personality outside of being pushy and being Carmy’s girlfriend) they knew they were having a romance plot in the second season and chose to lie about it. So the actors, the creator, basically everyone who was apart of this project said that Syd and Carmy were a weird ship (a strange thing to say to your, at the time, small audience even if that’s how you felt) just for them to turn around and have Carmy with a new love interest from school and have Sydney and marcus develop feelings for one another in the second to last episode? can y’all be fucking forreal for one minute?
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Suddenly all you “yesss let men and women be friends, not every show needs romance” ass bitches want to ship something. I can tell you know Syd and Carmy have chemistry otherwise you wouldn’t have been shaking in your boots hoping the writers wouldn’t get them together. There was some dumb post i saw rooting for Claire and Carm but then adding ‘no one was better than platonic Sydcarmy’…
I see you.
I spoke about this before, but this constant sidelining of black women in these types of shows irks me. Sydney is basically hunting Carmy down for 85% of the season because he can’t do his fucking job he’s so consumed with Claire. And I know people are gonna say i’m being overdramatic, but it’s so clear they just did not want their main white boy to be with a black girl. Something that happens over and over and over again so many fucking times you can just lose count. Carmy, who in season one was so in tune with Sydney’s emotions he quelled his own anger and anxiety to ask if she was ok now ditches her at their restaurant to go help some girl he hasn’t seen since high school. He ditches her to go to a party then has the nerve to bring up Claire’s helping to inspire him.
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Like yeah no shit Sydney is sorry that she’s there, y’all are opening a restaurant together which could fuck both your lives if it fails and Carmy is off doing god knows what instead of his job!
WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED?!? And yeah, Carmy fucks it up at the end with Claire but that doesn’t negate the rest of the season. Chef’s Kiss shippers are strange and delusional and the show doesn’t need romance and then Claire is half naked in Carmy’s apartment? Look Carmy deserves happiness, his life has been basically nonstop stress and trauma since he was a kid and him ending the season thinking he doesn’t deserve fun or love is heartbreaking because it isn’t true, he deserves all the love in the world especially since he is actively trying to break the cycle (along with his sister). That doesn’t negate the fact that he agreed to being partners with Syd and then left her to make decisions on her own about a business they agreed to start together. Which is why he apologized and rightfully so.
And I know for a fact annoying Sydney and Marcus shippers are going to be like “well ackshully they are clearly setting up Sydcus this season so how can they hate black women.” I love Marcus as much as the next person and honestly after I saw where the writing was going I was like fuck it why not at this point, but if Sydney and Carmy’s shippers were living off crumbs Sydney and Marcus shippers were living off the memory of food. But sure that ship had development.
also no i don’t fuck with that syd and marcus ship because why the fuck are you snapping at sydney cause she rejected you and it wasn’t even really a rejection that was very incel core and it’s not about being upset half the kitchen is always screaming about something, it’s why he snapped at her.
I’m just angry so yeah fuck this show.
I’m genuinely contemplating if I want to watch the next season at all. I said if they wanted to go no romance, fine go no romance, but to not only lie about that but bring in some whole new girl we don’t know and throw the black girl to the closest guy despite the fact Sydney and Carmy are more alike than anyone else? You clearly need to do some introspection and think about why you can view Sydney and Carmen as friends but get sick at the thought of them being more.
There is a possibility (a slight possibility) that they are playing the long game we wanted, but i am wary because they lied and put a manic pixie indie girl in as a love interest this time and it sucked. But then I remember the scene with Syd and Carmy under the table and how open and honest they were with each other and even though their relationship wasn’t the best this season I can see it’s potential, because that one scene had more chemistry than all of that other ships other scenes combined. I don’t know.
This got me thinking though Will Poulter romcom when? I will be seated. Also the consensus on twitter is that people really didn’t like Claire and thought the show should have ditched their plot all together so that’s nice. A lot of people seem to think this is a setup for sydcarmy and idk, maybe i’ll rewatch when i’m more calm.
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waokevale · 3 months
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Looks at you with my eyes sitting in front of you like I'm interrogating you (but it's actually a really nice cozy room). I have heard tale of this WXwood ship. Tell me what you find compelling about the ship I'm considering joining you in WXwood land. Literally just say words at me I'm listening
Alright, very well then, so I shall! 🫡
At first, it was kind of an ironic ship for me, because they seemed like the classic "opposites attract"
But once I got digging, I found they're not actually that opposite, they share plenty of things in common and neither is actually a black or white character. Inevitably I became enthralled with this ship and now it's one of my top 3 or so OTPs.
Here's my reasoning and what I found:
1. WX-78 is actually a bit of a softie if you dig through their quotes enough. They act tough and logical to presumably hide whatever ounce of empathy they have left, that didn't escape them completely. (But they're not doing too good of a job)
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Etc. They either use this uncharacteristically soft tone or hide a kind gesture or well-intentioned thought behind robotically constructed sentences and insults.
And of course, I don't have to show the quotes for machines or metallic structures, since WX openly sees them as their family and acts basically the same as Wormwood does with plants.
Meanwhile, Wormwood isn't always an empathetic creature. He can sometimes be callous, apathetic and even have favorites amongst plants (and people too), though he doesn't directly state that. He also isn't as dumb as he portrays himself to be, he definitely knows something, but either has too limited English speaking skills or is actively choosing not to say much.
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He often sobs or cries when a creature dies, but there are times he reacts with either "whoops", "oh" or "too bad" like it's a small inconvenience at best.
And those are only some of the examples (I can't show them all since I'm answering this on my phone and therefore there's an image limit)
2. Here's a reason why, despite being vastly different at first, they'd ultimately become friends:
WX-78 actually likes plenty of things that correspond to Wormwood, it's likely for them to eventually settle, once they know enough about him.
And what are those things they like, you might ask?
Bees (going back to their previous quote) since WX is frankly enamored by bees, and since Wormwood blooms, there's countless of them surrounding him. if they were to hang around him, they'd hang around bees too. 👌
Their quote for green gem is: "PRESSURE AND IMPURITIES HAVE PRODUCED PLEASING PERFECTION" which is. well. Something.
They're very fond of pumpkins, describing them as: "IT HAS A PLEASANT SHAPE" while their seed as "IT IS A SOURCE CODE FOR PLEASING PLANTS" And guess who just happens to have a pumpkin skin ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯
The lunar affinity. WX practically WORSHIPS the moon, it wouldn't be surprising that, if they found about this aspect about him, they'd get very excited and embrace it, because c'mon, it's the moon. They have dozens of quotes describing how THE MOON IS SUPERIOR, I wouldn't be able to fit all of them into this post, just trust me on that.
WX-78 doesn't hate all organic life, besides they're just playing out a role. But they do certainly appreciate some plants, such as potatoes and lureplants. The former because they can relate to them (potato battery) and the latter because "AWW, IT'S JUST AS EVIL AS I AM". Would it be too farfetched if with his influence they'd grow to appreciate organic life more?
3. Wormwood's quote for W.A.R.B.I.S armor suggests that he admires WX and would like to mimic them. (Imitation is the sincerest form of flattery after all)
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4. The survivors farming animation is quite charming, I certainly loved their small interaction there. They're also shown in the official Return Of Them vignette, farming on the side.
5. I like the fact that one of them is afraid of water and the other of fire. Adds an interesting dynamic.
6. They just work. Despite wanting to "DOMINATE ALL ORGANIC LIFE" WX-78 appreciates people who can stand up for themselves. I'd guess Wormwood would be a huge pushover at first, no doubt, but with their influence, he would certainly have to grow a spine (metaphorically speaking)
Likewise, WX-78 struggles to show kindness to non-robotic creatures, because they fear they might come off as WEAK and SENTIMENTAL. Things they loathe to expose about themself. Wormwood could help them show that it's okay to love organic friends and be nice to others! (sometimes at least.)
I'd say they balance out each other perfectly and that is quite rare to see in modern pairings. While they'd definitely struggle to get along at first, they'd surely grow fond of the other one day :)
I hope this convinced you. if not, I'll try and dig up some more stuff. Then again, keep in mind that there aren't many canon character interactions besides whatever crumbs we've got from their quotes and official animations.
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rollinouttahere-writes · 11 months
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Hi I’ve been reading your Yandere one piece fics and omg I love the way you wrote it ! Love the atmosphere, the setting , the interactions with the characters 💗
lmao can’t wait to see Sanji and the gang reaction that Luffy gave Lucky amnesia XD (Bonus Sanji reaction to the scar 👀)
Other than that hope your doing ok ! 💗
Okay, so I should not be doing this, but I got inspired and wrote a little drabble about this. Didn't think I would be spoiling my own fic, but here we are!
So yeah, have some out of context spoilers for post Baratie Lucky Break. Due to LB being told exclusively from Lucky's point of view, this scene would have been skipped otherwise, so I am kinda glad I can get it out now.
“I can’t believe Nami and Lucky are both gone, they were most of the reason why I agreed to join, you know.”
Sanji flicked on his lighter to ignite his cigarette. The eighth one since they left the Baratie to be exact. He’s been chain smoking at such an alarming rate that Usopp wasn’t sure he was going to make it to their destination, but he wasn’t about to try and take them from him. Not after seeing how devastating his kicks are, no thank you.
Sanji had just finished cooking a meal for them, not that Usopp got to particularly enjoy it thanks to Luffy eating most of his share too. Sanji either wasn’t hungry or was smart enough to eat his portion before he got out here. 
“You worry too much! Both of them are tough, I’m sure they’ll manage on their own. Even if they can’t, Zoro’s probably already there by now,” Luffy didn’t have a care in the world and was happily licking the plates- all of them- clean as if he were a starving man. 
Sanji kicked the chair Luffy was in, “What’s that moss head going to do? He just got cut open, and the swordsmen with him aren’t much better off!” He takes a long drag of his cigarette, holds it in, and exhales in with a huff. “Besides, it doesn’t look like any of you are all that capable of protecting a lady, not with how banged up poor Lucky was.”
“You mean her leg? It’s just a little cut!” Sanji’s eye twitched at this, clearly not liking Luffy’s dismissive attitude. 
“It needed stitches! And I was talking more about the giant head wound she has!” Sanji snapped forward from his reclining position to slam his fists on the table. “How could you even let that happen, what if whoever did that had killed her?”
“Oh that?” Luffy laughed, “That wasn’t from us not protecting her, I did that!”
Luffy continued to laugh at the misunderstanding, completely oblivious to the dangerous shift in the atmosphere. Usopp could only watch in mounting horror as the half smoked cigarette fell from Sanji’s mouth.
“What?” The single word was ground out with so much venom that Usopp found himself scrambling to get out of the chair and as far away from the table as the small boat would allow. Oh, what he wouldn’t give to be on the Going Merry right about now!
“L-L-Luffy, maybe you should stop talking!” Usopp called out from the opposite end of the boat.
“Let him talk,” the menacing look Sanji shot at him was enough to have him considering throwing himself overboard. Sanji slowly stood up from his seat and stiffly walked towards Luffy, “Tell me, Luffy, what do you mean you ‘did that’?”
“That’s how we met! Me and Zoro saw her fall out of the sky and into the sea, and when I tried to pull her into the boat I hit her head. It was an accident though, I didn’t mean to!”
“That’s how Lucky got that? Wait, did you say she fell out of the sky?” This was the first time Usopp had heard any of this. Up until now he had assumed you’d been recruited in a normal way. And what the hell did he mean you fell out of the sky?
Luffy didn’t get a chance to answer Usopp’s question, not when Sanji’s foot just barely missed him. “Hey! What was that for? All I did was answer your question!” Luffy leapt out of the way of a second kick. It was a good thing he dodged it too, seeing as that the blow sent the railing it hit flying out to sea.
“Don’t play dumb with me, you know what you did! How dare you scar a woman’s face!” Sanji didn’t let up for even a second, not paying any mind to the damage he was inflicting on the small boat they were on.
“It was an accident! Lucky isn’t even as mad about it as you are!” Luffy was scolding Sanji as if this was a minor tantrum and not an attempt on his life. “Besides, it’ll heal! I’m sure she’s way more concerned about losing her memories than a little scratch on her head!”
That was enough to bring Sanji’s kicks to a halt. He stood frozen, staring wide-eyed at him. Then his hands shot out and latched onto Luffy’s shirt, bringing him in close, “What do you mean she lost her memories?”
“You sure like asking that question a lot, you don’t understand what anything I say means” Luffy complained. “She forgot everything after I hit her head. She can’t even remember her name, that’s why we call her Lucky. I came up with that name, you know!” He had the audacity to look proud of himself.
Sanji, on the other hand, looked exasperated and vaguely homicidal.
Before Sanji could resume his violent onslaught, Usopp jumped in to stop him. “Wait, wait, wait! Please don’t fight! If you guys kill each other then I will be all alone out here, so let’s all take a deep breath and calm down!”
“Stay out of this, long nose!” Sanji barked at him. 
Thankfully, however, Sanji did let go of their captain. He stomped over to where he was seated before while fishing his cigarettes and lighter from his pockets. “I’ll let this go for now, but only because we need to focus on getting to Nami and Lucky before they can get hurt. I’m going to need to be in peak condition when we get there so I can keep them safe from that Arlong bastard,” he shot Luffy a dirty look, “and also you.” 
“Aww, come on, why are you so bent out of shape about this? It was an accident and I already told her I was sorry, what else am I supposed to do?” Luffy whined, not understanding Sanji’s point of view on the matter.
Usopp could see Sanji’s eye twitching and jaw clenching, “Hey, Luffy! Let’s stop talking now!”
Sanji forced himself to relax as much as he could and took another drag from his cigarette. He ran his free hand through his hair, and mumbled, “Maybe I should have talked Zeff into hiring them as waitresses instead of joining this crew.”
“What difference would that have made? You guys have fights there all the time!” It’s like Luffy wanted to provoke him into another fight. Usopp tried to slap a hand over his big mouthed captain, but he just dodged all of his attempts to keep him quiet.
“Obviously I wouldn’t have let them get involved in those, dumbass!” Aaaand Sanji was back on his feet and storming over to them. 
Usopp wishes he would have gone with Zoro instead.
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buckttommy · 2 months
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Do you think there's a disconnect between older and newer members of the fandom? I'm a newer fan and most of my mutuals are also new fans and sometimes it feels like fans that have been around for a while don't really want to interact with new blogs.
You know what? I love this question. I'm glad you asked. Yeah, there is a disconnect and I can tell you why it exists (at least from my perspective).
So, before Eddie got shot, this fandom was relatively small. I joined this fandom in January 2021 and... okay, so, one of my litmus tests to determine the size of a fandom is seeing how easy it is to secure a canon or "elite" url. If it's a big fandom, say, DC or Marvel, you'd have to practically kill a man to save a steverogers or brucewayne url, or even a variation of that (i.e stcverogers / brvcewayne). But if it's a medium-sized fandom, for example, you might get away with being able to save an "off-brand" canon url (i.e. canonstucky / batfam). So when I joined up, the fact that I was able to save the canonbuddie url the same day I joined was, like, "whoa. Holy shit. Not a lot going on around here!" Especially since, by this time, Buddie had already been a "ship" for a year or so.
And you know what? It was perfect!
Honestly, in those pre-shooting days, this fandom was very chill. Sure, there was the Ryan/Chrysti n-word drama, and sure, I got absolutely slaughtered every time I so much as mentioned his name in a positive way, and sure, there was your casual in-fighting here and there among some people, but it wasn't anything out of the ordinary. Everything was pretty alright.
But then Eddie got shot... and this fandom blew. the fuck. up.
Gay firefighter trended on twitter and suddenly, this fandom wasn't just a medium-sized hang out anymore. People joined in droves. People started paying attention to us, which was weird. And as with most things in these dark, long-forgotten corners of the internet, with the growth of the fandom inevitably came the Supernatural fans.
As you (probably? possibly?) know, Supernatural ended (Nov. 2020) only a couple months before Eddie got shot (May 2021). When Eddie got shot and Buddie shippers were so absolutely very convinced that this was The Moment and Season 5 was going to be their season, jilted ex-Destiel stans came sniffing around to see what we were up to. This would have been fine, but unfortunately, most of them were horribly unkind (calling us stupid and dumb and mocking us "to our faces" for believing Buddie would ever go canon) or just annoying as fuck (calling Buddie "D/estiel 2.0" and stuff like that).
It got... bad. Seriously. Me and some of the other "big" bloggers around here were constantly inundated with hatemail and mean comments attached to our posts to the point where I know a lot of us just started blocking D/estiel shippers on sight.
Most people in the fandom "closed ranks" after that, so to speak. If you weren't a trusted mutual, or a mutual-in-law, you basically had a 0% chance of punching your way through the fold. Which was ultimately to our detriment. In closing the ranks, more cliques formed, which of course, naturally, created a whole new set of problems to contend with, and all of these events eventually led us to where we are now.
It's not perfect, but it is what it is.
It should be noted that I'm not a fandom expert, and I don't claim to speak on everyone's behalf, but I remember this time, and my conversations with people during this time, with crystal-clear clarity and the D/estiel takeover seems to be the inciting event.
So. Yeah. It's not pleasant news, but I hope this helps?
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romantichomicide95 · 1 year
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Hi! Could I possibly request an AOT men (Eren and Levi only) with a fem!reader where she is thinking they are mad or want to break up with her or something? And they reassure her they still love her.
Thankyou I’ve just followed you and I really love your stuff so far!
Sure thing! Thanks for the follow x I just did Levi for now but keep a look out and I’ll do a separate post for Eren :)
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You were dreading this conversation. You could feel the beating of your heart like drums pattering away at the inside of your chest. The thought of even bringing this topic up to him was silly at best. But it had been gnawing at your brain for days. You knew it would cause an argument and you weren’t ready for that. But it was something you had to say, you had to let out.
You and Levi had fights before. All couples do, but you were scared this one you were about to start would piss him off so much he’d end it. You couldn’t bear the thought of him ending it. It would be the end of the most beautiful thing you’ve ever had.
Sure Levi wasn’t a romantic, your relationship wasn’t huge and flashy. But it was perfect all the same. He was perfect. The thought of losing him, the one person in these god damn walls you couldn’t live without, was a thought you didn’t want to bear witness to.
Still you knew your insecurities, you knew how badly seeing them interact made you feel. You knew she was a snake slithering her way into his life, trying to sink her teeth in. And you also knew you couldn’t let that happen.
But Levi hated these conversations. He hated how jealous you could be, he didn’t understand it. You guys were together. That should be all that mattered. But he didn’t know what you know. He didn’t know Petra in the ways you did, he didn’t know how badly she wanted to take him from you. He didn’t understand how their friendship affected you. And you knew he hated anyone dictating who he could and couldn’t talk to. He hated how dumb and trivial these things were. How in a world with Titans and shitty government officials and dwindling humanity these silly things could affect you so. But you had to talk to him about it.
So now here you were outside his office, knocking on his door. Sweat dripping from your brow, heart pounding in your chest, fear creeping into your mind.
“I’ve told you countless times that you don’t need to knock” he opened the door and gestured for you to come in. Door closed he leaned in kissed you on the forehead and returned to his desk.
“I thought Hange roped you into experiments with her today? Manage to escape?” he asked, slight amusement in his voice.
“Haha yeah…” you gulp, here goes nothing “I actually wanted to talk to you about something”. You could feel the flush of your cheeks, your heart beating even faster than before. Could he hear the drumming? It was practically all you could focus on.
“Okay…you have my attention.” He said leaning back in his office chair and crossing his arms. He was looking at you with such curiosity, his jet black hair hanging in his face. One brow raised, piercing blue eyes focused solely on you. Those eyes could hypnotize anyone, you thought. It was like they were made for you, a small river of the prettiest blue for you and only you to lose yourself in everytime you looked in them.
“Right” you say stepping a few steps closer before finally deciding to sit on his sofa. The very sofa you took countless naps on while he holed himself in here doing hours of paperwork.
“So I wanted to talk about Petra…” you finally say after a pause that felt like eternity.
“What about Petra?” He says quizzingly.
“Well, idk how to say this exactly, so I’ll just spit it out.” You take a deep breathe “She’s in love with you. She has been for awhile. She thinks you like her too, or at least liked her, before we got together.”
He scoffs. “I didn’t.” He says firmly.
“Okay, well either way I just feel like you guys spend a lot of time together and that kind of bothers me. I think she thinks she can steal you or something and…”
He cuts you off “I’m not an object to be stolen Y/N” you could feel the irritation in his voice hit you like a ton of bricks. You knew he got irritated easily, it’s just who he was. But it didn’t hurt any less.
“I know that Levi. I didn’t mean it like that. I just feel like she thinks if you guys spend time together that you’ll break up with me for her. She’s as much said it to anyone that will listen how you don’t even act like you like me, how you too are more matched together. How she’s stronger than me at fighting and that makes her better and…and…God idk Levi it’s just annoying to hear. I know you don’t like involving yourself in this shit but can’t you like distance yourself or idk tell her off?”
“Tsk. Fuck Y/N. This jealousy shit is stupid. She’s on our squad, I can’t help we train together or see each other. This is ridiculous” he was almost yelling. “I don’t have any feelings towards her at all and never have. Of course I like you if you don’t believe that than I don’t know what we’re doing here”
I don’t know what we’re doing here. The words cut you like a knife. You were starting to regret bringing it up all together. How stupid could you be? Of course he didn’t like her. He liked you. He might not say it all the time but he shows it all the time. In his own Levi ways. You appreciated how he showed you he cared, actions speak louder than words after all.
“What does that mean Levi? You don’t know what we’re doing here?? Are you saying you don’t know why we are together? Are you saying you don’t want to be with me?” You were crying now. Tears rolling down your cheeks like the rain.
“Jesus Christ don’t be so dramatic.” He was standing now. Walking towards you, you thought for a second he was going to kick you out. Open the door and push you away forever.
But he didn’t. He walked towards you sat down on the sofa next you and wiped your tears. His face seemed to soften at the sight of them. He almost looked as if he felt…bad.
“I’m sorry, don’t cry. I hate when you cry. Of course I’m not saying that. Ugh” he groans running his fingers through his hair.
“I think this is just stupid. I don’t mean to be harsh. We’ve got bigger things to deal with right now than whether or not some stupid girl likes your boyfriend.” He sighs.
“Listen, I love you. You know that. If it bothers you that much I’ll tell her to back off. It’s stupid, really fucking stupid, but I’ll do it for you. You know I’d do anything for you. Now please stop crying idk what to do when you cry”. He awkwardly wraps his arms around you and weirdly pays your back. Comforting people wasn’t his forte. You knew that, but however awkward he was it always made you feel better. Being in his arms, feeling the warmth of his skin. Breathing him in.
You sigh. As if to let out all the emotion you had bottled up inside “I love you to Levi. I’m sorry, I don’t mean to be dramatic I just love you so much it scares me sometimes. I don’t want to lose you” You say into his shoulder. Still wrapped in his arms.
He lets go of you and roll his eyes. Like he always does when you get too mushy.
“Okay. Okay.” He says still seated next to you. Still looking at you with those damn eyes of his.
“I’m not going anywhere, even if you are a dramatic little brat.” He almost smiles…Almost. “I will try to be better and I’ll do my best to let Petra know I’m not interested. I’m happy where I’m at….now can I get back to my paperwork? You can help me if you want”
This seems to satisfy you. In his own way he did comfort you. He did make you feel better. You jumped up from the sofa threw your arms around him and kissed him on the cheek, grabbing a stack of paperwork. It was the least you could do after all this.
Your mind wasn’t racing anymore, the drumming ceased and you felt content that you and Levi could last, and make it through anything. Even Titans.
Hope you enjoyed. I’m not super comfortable with fics/drabbles yet so I’m sorry if my formatting or anything was off! I’m still learning!
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jackie-and-gecko · 2 months
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Howdy folks, trying something new for fun :]
Welcome to ✨ Spamton’s Daycare and Adventure Playground ✨
I’ll be taking asks under the #SpamsAdventureDaycare tag, mostly quick & fun doodle responses like the below pics.
I’m a busy motherfucker and a grown ass adult, I work full-time so will be answering and doodling at my leisure🤙 I will try and answer stuff so be patient if you don’t get a response immediately 🙂
Some ground rules:
Keep it fairly light, I’m happy to doodle most stuff and won’t rule out injured Spamton, rescue etc. But although I find ‘Spamton fucking dies.png’ hilarious, it ain’t the tone of this ask box and we like to see a positive conclusion most of the time.
This version of Spamlings/Minitons are like a house pet or dumb DnD familiar, imagine if your Spamton Plush sort of came alive but was just a bit of a loveable dumbass, somewhere between a rabbit and a cat. I am not into infantilising characters myself, and this isn’t meant to be that kind of vibe. (I have to specify this or I WILL get some kinky-ass asks and I’m not gonna be doing that chums lmao)
It’s partially canon that the Centre is owned and co-managed by the Actual_Spamton.Tm. After reaching the modern world (somehow), he’s made a tonne of money selling off his various Pipis Spamling variants as loveable pets, but he’s a grumpy bastard and has come to resent the business.
✨ Daycare Rules ✨
You can drop your Spamton off for a [small unspecified fee] to hang out with the other Spamlings, maximum stay of 2 weeks, after which they become the Daycare’s property and can be put up for rehoming/auction.
You can adopt and foster some of the weird Spams we have available here (I’ll post a rogues gallery occasionally like a cat shelter). The centre works on both first-come-first-serve AND a bidding system, depending on the pedigree of the Spamling or the profit that Spamton Prime thinks he can make on them.
The centre is open to visitors, much like a slightly weird, fucked up Cat Cafe. You can interact and play with long-term residents (if they feel like it), buy them treats, and sample the food (it is truly awful as noted on every TripAdvisor review).
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missycolorful · 2 months
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hallo there o/
I wanted to piggyback off your last post on the 'birdbrain/abandonment' post:
I feel this particular situation was bound to happen sooner or later. It's not the first time of late(within the last month) the children have felt abandoned/left behind by qphil. During Prison Event you could see the eggs thoughts on being left behind due to possible escape or interactions with other residents and lore.
Day 3 after the interview tallulah said, "I dont like it here.." and chayanne said, "Let's stick together today..". Qphil then turned it into a joke, "...STICK together.. cause he's holding a stick.." but I do not believe these words were said for nothing. Day 3 had dark themes surrounding the residents(inmate crucifixion) and as a child paying attention I would be scared and want my parent in sight much as possible.
Now of course we give grace to the ccs because streaming and events can take a toll. Phil had stated several times during the event he felt overwhelmed/stimulated, along with others agreeing with him.
At one point the eggs eventually burried them selves in hole, in which wasn't addressed until after a guard Tubbo and Charlie noticed. On the walls chayanne signs say: we are a ghost - we will die here and bit later tallulah states: we were wondering how lo g it took u to find us, we were thinking you were leaving us here.
Qphil reassured them but I got to thinking: every where he went residents had their eggs with them. When escaping with Charlie fit and tubbo, ramon was with fit and sunny was with either parent...qphil was alone. When talking to the guard for the hat, pomme was with aypierr - rishas and pepito were with their guardians and em/dapper was with bagi and bad...qphil was alone.
Giving benifit of doubt he was trying to protect them.(the guard was a butt)
That being said: the separation was scary, anything could have happened. Yesterday situation could have went very differently as well. The eggs could have been mortal. Something more dangerous than the scorpion could have caught them along their travel back home.
And this ALL is off the talks/agreement of them sticking together as a family. Having each others back. The situation is so interesting because after concerns are said qphil does comply with not taking his sight off them rest of stream. I really enjoy this family dynamic for some reason
Sorry for long post
oh gosh don't apologize, I'm eating this whole post up. And it's given me more to say, so... sorry in turn, lol!!
honestly, a lot of the prison event felt like a blur to me (a lot happened lol), so I completely forgot about those small moments. Like a lot of other similar moments, they're jokes, yes, but there's a certain weight to them. And these jokes they've been making have had a certain weight for a while now. And.... looking back, I feel dumb for not even mentioning the one thing that's really brought this whole issue, and these "jokes" and concerns the kids have, into existence.
It's the Ender King.
q!Phil has made it clear that if the Ender King finds him and seeks to capture him and take him away from the kids, there's nothing he can do. He's not sure if he can come back, if he does get taken, even though he swears he'll do everything he can to return to his kids. But that reveal of the Ender King and Phil's concerns about his fate by his hands has affected Chayanne and Tallulah greatly. It's good that he's been honest with them, I'd rather he be. But there's no good way to handle this, in truth.
Chayanne, after Purgatory, has been more clingy with his father, but I think it's more noticeable as of recent. Tallulah has tried to distance herself a little like sleeping at her and Wilbur's house, most likely out of a need to feel independent and such, but within the last month or so, she's also been fairly clingy. I think her attempts at being independent fell to the wayside once the idea of her father just... disappearing, and possibly never coming back, came to mind. She sleeps at the sanctuary (and now their new house as of the reset) more often than not. They're both afraid of waking up and seeing that the most consistent parental figure in their lives is gone.
Like, we all know that q!Phil isn't actually abandoning them or even leaving them behind with any malicious or neglecting purpose, and I think the kids know he wouldn't do so with intention (which is why him being defensive yesterday was sort of a moot point, but anyway). Plenty of the parents will let their kids mind their business and do things without them around. This isn't new, and this has happened with Phil's kids plenty of times! For example, Phil didn't want his kids around during a lot of the prison stuff, because a lot of what he was doing was risky, and he didn't want them to get hurt. And we know that yesterday was a pure accident, and he wants to try to be more careful.
But technicalities and logic aren't really important here. What upsets the kids is simply the idea of him being gone, and the fear of him never coming back. It doesn't matter how many times he tells them that he will, because these fears are huge and real. You accidentally left the kids behind at Etoiles' house? It doesn't matter, you still left. You got kidnapped by the Ender King? It doesn't matter you're still gone.
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//Heya. Mod here. I have good news and bad news
Good news is I'll be pretty blunt with the lore on the souls and stuff! Ask a question about it and I'll probably answer it
Bad news is this blog will be on hiatus :( ill finish the rps tho dw
To put it simply, drama and other projects I need to work on
To put it not simply (This shit is gonna be like a whole essay. Also i didnt proofread it cuz am lazy)
Reason 1: Drama- I honestly don't know what to feel. I started this blog thinking that i can interact with all the underblogs, whatever side they may be on. I kinda wanted this blog to be neutral because I was kinda inspired by underblog💛's. I enjoyed blogs like integrityvictim and such, and followed them (i went feral in some of the reblogs lol) completely aware they were against @/thehumanofjustice. Because I wanted this blog to be enjoyed and disliked by both sides. I wanted this blog to interact with both sides.
It started with incorrect pronouns. Then our small group of underblogs had a vote I wasn't involved in nor knew anything about and out of nowhere human is the 'leader' of the underblogverse. I never liked that idea and I expressed my feelings about it before. Luckily more people can join, but nobody has. I do like the concept of @/underblogmanagement, it's a way for people to interact with others and develop their blogs. But its too early. If anything it shouldn't be called that, it shouldn't have been introduced the way it was, and it shouldn't be made now. If we want to make something like this we have to make it bigger and have every single fucking underblog lend a hand.
I wanted to stop when I got the death threats. I thought that maybe, just maybe, it was a fan of the underblogs trolling, and it wasn't actual underblogs hating me. I still think it is. I also wanted to stop when the shipping got too bad. I didn't want this to be like @/undertaleolive that was known as nothing more than being Clover's 'girlfriend'. I don't get as much asks as I used to, and I know the lot of them are from thehumanofjustice or deputyclover (im not dumb.) The only time this blog can be serious is when I make it serious. I chose to let the anons kill Willow so it could be serious. I chose to let Clover kill Willow so it could be serious. I chose to give Willow those hallucinations and give Xeon a concussion so for once this blog wouldn't just be meme asks and roleplays with close friends of mine. I feel limited.
I think underblogmanagement is dumb. I think this rivalry is dumb. I think this blog is dumb. I think the creation of a whole new tag is dumb. I think the fact that only a portion of human's friends and followers is what makes up my follower count is dumb.
I wanted to be an underblog💛 with a story, not whatever the fuck I am now
Reason 2: Other projects - I'm giving the majority of my focus and motivation on this blog. Any motivation and creativity I have for art and writing gets thrown into here with no recognition. I have other things I need to place my focus on. As @/infinitrix, may know, I haven't updated my askblog in 2 months. Instead of drawing art for that blog, I'm drawing art for this one (only to get like 2 notes). Instead of writing dialogue and lore for that one, I'm writing it for this. If the only people who'll actually see what I post are my friends, I think this blog is nothing more than a waste of motivation. I need to focus on other things, and always worrying whether I have rps to finish or art to make isn't helping at all. The majority of art requests on my main are about this blog, too, and I want to work on art that isn't related to this. The only blogs whose lore I enjoy and would like to know more of are Whisper's, Winnie's, and maybe more that i don't interact with. I do think that if there's only a few people really trying to make their blog interesting while the rest is just shits and giggles, it's useless. I put together lore and relationships and art, and it hardly gets any notes. I can say the same for @/apatientwind who makes amazing art that doesn't get notes, and @/whisper-the-human (im eating your writing style ourgh. Keep up the good work :3). And yeah. Im giving up
I'll finish the last two rps I'm in and then leave. Don't try to start any new ones, I wanna make this quick
So I will finish what's unfinished, and possibly this will become a blog to ask about the lore. Maybe one day, when I figure everything out and have more motivation, I'll get back to this. But that won't be soon.
Ill be active on @goldeneclipsee if there are actually fans out there that arent my friends and moots.
Bye.
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yoon-kooks · 11 months
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okay i'm gonna say something bc it's been bothering me.
note: i am not mutuals with any of the people involved nor have i read any fics from them other than the short smut scene mentioned.
tw: racism, bullying, uncomfortable with being here
so for people who don't know, there was a callout post about a certain smut scene in a wip from taegularities. basically, the argument is that the scene is racist. i want to put it out there that ✨as a japanese person✨ it did not come off as racist.
here's why:
yes, anime is part of japanese culture. however, "anime girl" does not equal "japanese anime girl" (which was the original wording in the callout post before it was edited. i know this because it's literally in one of the reblogs). anime isn't limited to japanese characters, and it's wrong to automatically assume that was the case here. the scene itself was never about japanese people. it wasn't calling japanese people dumb. so no, i wasn't offended at all.
i saw the response from another japanese person who didn't take it as racist, and i agree with the part about how the scene was written and could've been improved when referencing ah*gao or h*ntai. that could've potentially prevented the misinterpretation by someone who didn't immediately get the ah*gao reference. again, the scene had nothing to do with race, so it shouldn't be painted that way in the callout post.
i do not know if the people claiming it's racist are japanese or not, but it doesn't matter. i don't feel comfortable ✨as a japanese person✨ being "defended" in the manner they have chosen to approach it. in fact, it doesn't feel like they're defending japanese people at all imo.
seeing all of this from fellow writers is extremely uncomfortable for me. i don't interact a whole lot with other writers because of this very reason. i don't join networks because of this very reason. for the most part, i mind my own business on this site because the toxicity is too much. that being said, i'm grateful for the wonderful mutuals and other writers/readers who do make this a safe space, even if our interactions are small!
tldr: i wasn't made uncomfortable by the smut scene, but i was made extremely uncomfortable by the hostility in the callout.
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noellevanious · 10 months
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ok so ive been playing tf2 for 12 years now and i still love the game to death and like. old tf2 heads will remember primrose, she made a bunch of the cosmetics that were first submitted to the workshop like the fast learner
one of my first ever screenshots meeting her on a server back in 2011 -
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and even back then it was so awesome to see somebody notable and interact with them for me!!
and here we are 12 years later and we're both still playing.... and we gave eachother gifts and it's like..... something about the fact that the game still brings us joy to this day is something that you can't ever take away from tf2.... i didnt take screenshots just because yknow but... still
primrose if you somehow read this post thank you for being you :) they were small moments but they shaped my life nonetheless
and i hope i can do the same for people that follow/interact w me!! these days i'm still a bit cynical cause of the world and shit going on but i rly hope that even my dumb posts or hanging out w friends or streaming can spark some joy in peoples' lives :)
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Absolutely adore the 'dumb mortal' - - > 'my mortal' post.
What if every time Childe transforms to Foul Legacy, whether by will or when FL takes control, FL always greets you with a snuggle and calling you my mortal? It's his term of endearment. FL knows that Childe calls you various nicknames, from my angel to my love. So FL does not dare use any of those terms (he is fearful of Childe. Let's just say that FL will never hear the end or it if he does. If Childe can hear FL in his mind when he's in human form, perhaps when he's in his abyssal form, FL will also hear Childe's thoughts/inner voice).
Foul Legacy carries you in his arms, still purring. You go with him as he retrieves his galaxy-dipped spear and he poofs it out of existence. By the time you leave the Golden House, it was night time. Legacy knows the way home, Childe made him memorize the roads, so he can get home safely in case they're unable to switch back. Legacy gracefully hops off roofs, occasionally teleporting here and there. You marvel at the sights and sounds of Liyue's lantern-lit night. Your arms are around his neck, fingers digging into fluff. A soft trill comes out of Legacy as he hears you gasp in awe, marveling at the world beneath you. His arms tighten around you a bit, squeezing, feeling the flesh underneath his talons, committing this to memory. He doesn't always have the front view, the control of this borrowed body. He briefly wonders if he ever will have full control, probably not. He trills low and sad but quickly cuts it off so you don't notice. Soon you're back home, an entire floor of a building. He tugs the windows aside and settles you down gently. Talons always on your hands to assist you, never breaking skin, never putting too much pressure. He leans down burrowing his masked face against your neck, purring softly. He can feel Childe starting to take control over their body. Legacy pushes back, eager to spend one more moment with you.
Your hands touch his red masked face, lifting them up from your neck so you could look into his crystalline eye. 'Thank you, my Foul Legacy.' You place a gentle kiss on the edge of his eye, then his cheek. The purring doubles, arms coming around you.
Until the purring ceases and the talons disappear. Human hands slide onto the back of your head and against the small of your back. Soft ginger locks and two blue eyes, with a glimmer in them - the eyes people don't see, the ones reserved for you alone - appear before you. Childe searches your face for any sign of distress, his way of making sure you're okay after spending time with Legacy. Although he's always just inside the shared body, he can never be too sure. He's your protector, it's his duty to make sure you're safe. Satisfied with your current state, he sighs softly and brings his forehead against yours, closing his eyes.
'Never thought I would be jealous of Foul Legacy, taking you out on a night stroll.'
The small laugh that comes out of you makes him bring his head back up. 'There's still time, Lord Harbinger,' you drawl out the title, teasing him. He narrows his eyes at your choice of words but remained in place. 'Dinner perhaps, after your sparring session? This time I will teach you how to use chopsticks.'
He sweeps you off your feet, carrying you bridal style, already heading out the door. 'Don't go back on your word. Dinner will not end unless you manage to teach me how to use the local cutlery...my angel,' his teasing voice softens at the end.
hehoeheohehohee i'm so glad you liked it Macchiato my dear <33
i have an idea to add- if you have business that takes you away from Childe- and therefore Foul Legacy- for a while, Foul Legacy is always the one to greet you when you return. while Childe has most control over their shared body, Foul Legacy's also lonely. you're some of the only interaction he receives- definitely the only positive interaction- and misses you and your love so dearly that he demands to see you as soon as possible when you come back
today's one of those days- you've been gone for a few weeks with only a few letters to tide Childe over, and when he hears the door open and your voice fill the house his head snaps around towards the sound. just as he's getting up Foul Legacy hisses quietly, suddenly taking over and transforming in the middle of Childe's office. he's careful to not damage anything, making his way around the desk and chair before darting downstairs. your shoes aren't even off when you're swept into a hug, a plated face burying itself into the crook of your neck as Foul Legacy sways happily back and forth, purring joyfully. Childe protests, wanting to hug you too, but Foul Legacy growls and squeezes you tighter, the one time he pointblank refuses to relinquish control
your beloved Abyssal moth carries you to the couch and sets you on his lap, running his claws through your hair and up your spine- he's seen Childe do the same, so hopefully you'll like it when it's him, too!! he trills in delight when you snuggle closer, lazily messing with strands of his fluff. you mumble how nice it is to see him and Foul Legacy beams, smushing his cheek against yours and giving your fingers soft, playful nips. eventually though, he tilts his head like he's listening to something, and lets out a small, sad huff. you bid him farewell with a kiss on the cheek, and Foul Legacy's form vanishes and leaves an embarrassed-looking Childe in its place. he coughs, apologizing for Foul Legacy's antics, but you simply cuddle closer with a smile and say that you like both sides of him- Childe or Foul Legacy <333
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ikosburneraccount · 7 months
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I’m the anon from earlier, thanks for correcting your mistake. I understand you didn’t realize what happened but the fact that you owned up to it means a lot because most blogs would’ve blocked me out of cowardice. It’s nice to see someone else standing up against the racism in this fandom especially from big blogs like IS (who really butchers asian culture in her writing, btw, idk why we’re letting yt people write fanfic in this fandom.) i’ve been in fandom spaces for 10 years now and as far as racism goes TLC is by far the worst considering most people still don’t even accept that the MC is asian. I’ve hated TS for years for her casual racism and the white supremacy themes/narrative implicit in her music and the fact that this fandom idolizes her is disappointing, but not surprising. No, Cinder would not listen to a deeply bigoted woman who openly and unapologetically condones violence against black women and hates jewish people. TS is more like Levana than any other tlc character. Anyways thank you again for taking me srsly and correcting your mistake.
OFC ANON!!!! Your ask was so informative and held me accountable (and let me know that some Swiftie blogs could still engage with my posts without my knowledge/consent). I will definitely be moving forward differently because of your ask, thank you so so so much <3
I don't block anons but I do delete anon hate from Swifties. And I KNOW the Tumblr culture that you're talking about, I've also been here for a while (10 years now). But I want to subvert that culture with my blog and with how I respond to my asks. I would rather take the time to respond and explain than be reactive, because 1) being reactive doesn't reflect well on me and the point I'm trying to make and 2) Engaging with anons with a thoughtful response makes them feel respected and validated regardless if we agree or not. I never want people to feel stupid, ignorant, or dumb by my responses, and that is never my intention as well.
Thank you for acknowledging and feeling the same way about the fandom racism. I do feel a bit isolated and lonely sometimes knowing a majority of the fandom are TS fans, but I remember that I would rather get 0 interactions on a post then engage with racists. And anons like you only validate my point that I'm not the only person who feels this way, I'm just the most vocal. I'm genuinely happy you feel seen and heard and feel this blog is a safe space to talk about fandom racism, because I do want people to ultimately feel safe as TLC fans of color to come and talk to me about how they feel. Despite being a small fandom, we still need safe spaces like this as we, tlc fans of color, can feel/have felt alienated by the overwhelming white presence of this fandom.
(And I think it speaks for itself when, after I blocked all swifties following my page, a majority of people who still follow me are other people of color.)
Talking about TS means talking about racism and people seem to elide the fact that I am hurt by their continued support for TS. Like that's the main point of racism, you're engaging in a power dynamic that reinforces the marginalize and violence towards marginalized and exploited communities. People don't understand that being born as and existing as a person of color is a political statement that we cannot evade but actively informs and filters our lives. And when people engage with open racists like TS, it reinforces the marginalization of people of color.
TLC racism is on a different level, but then again, this is the same fandom that where cresswell, a relationship between a 16 and 20 y/o is its second biggest ship :/ Like clearly people don't care about anyone they hurt as long as they can ship their faves. And yes, the race wars when it comes to Cinder racial/ethnic background are INSANE. It really has to do with the fact that a majority of white women see Y/A heroines as their self insert so Cinder not being white disrupts this assumptions and it's the same reason Cress is so popular. I was active in the TLC fandom back in 2014-16 and there was so much discourse about Cresswell (p*d* ship discourse) and about Cinder's race/ethnicity. I 100% agree with you that TLC fandom is one of the WORST fandoms in YA because of their extreme racism towards the Cinder and other main characters (the way I tear up when I see Black!Annabeth fan art being celebrated...why can't people here act correctly sometimes 😭).
I thought IS is Asian(Chinese)-Australian? Please correct me if I'm wrong though, I was just under this impression from how they responded to asks on their blog. If they're actually not Asian/Chinese-Australian I'm actually even more disgusted with their fanfiction now. But it also explains a lot.
"I’ve hated TS for years for her casual racism and the white supremacy themes/narrative implicit in her music and the fact that this fandom idolizes her is disappointing, but not surprising."
Anon you have NO idea how much I want to be your friend right now. YOU PUT HOW I FEEL PERFECTLY INTO WORDS. This is the EXACT issue I have with TS and why she attracts such racist, bigoted fans while still appealing to her liberal fanbase. She encodes her music with white supremacist messaging and simultaneously posits herself as liberal by perverting feminist ideology to deflect accountability for the harm she's caused. She is the PERFECT white woman because she straddles the apolitical white line to maximize her (white) fanbase. She's an evil person but a commercial and marketing genius, and because white supremacy reinforces the paradigm that wealth equates to good moral character, TS is consistently defended as a good person when she literally isn't. At all.
So that's why my original response to your ask was really weird because I couldn't tell if you were pro/anti-TS but still answered anyways just in case, you know? I'm glad to know that you aren't pro-TS and there are other people recognize the racist and white supremacist undertones of her music.
"No, Cinder would not listen to a deeply bigoted woman who openly and unapologetically condones violence against black women and hates jewish people."
If TS existed in the third era she would be bigoted towards cyborgs and lunars, point blank period. People thinking the TLC main characters would be swifties or love TS is 100% a projection of their whiteness (or delusional, or both) and basic misunderstanding of how PoC face and deal with overwhelmingly popular racist white artists. Also, I have so many thoughts on calling the Lunar people "the Lunar race" in both canon and fandom. That's definitely MM's whiteness not fully understanding how race is constructed and her white vision of a post-racial futuristic society. I could speak about that for hours (but that isn't the purpose of this post).
Also you aren't being dramatic with the TS Levana comparison. That's spot on: she literally manipulates people with her victim narrative despite being 33 years old and is able to make people forget the harm she causes with the amount of content she produces. TS since her debut has never taken direct accountability for her racist actions (like the antisemitic 2009 MTV photo where she poses with a guy wearing a swatstika t-shirt and her PR team justified the photo as her "not knowing." She was FIFTEEN).
I can literally write a completely separate post linking every single article by topic of all the racist and suspicious actions she's done and taken both as an artist and person, but this is a TLC blog and I want to focus on TLC content first. This isn't a dig towards you, nanny; this is just me saying I cannot be 100% responsible for educating people on TS racism, because it is a lot of emotional and time-intensive labor.
I hope this post makes sense. This was super heavy and took me a couple hours to write because you brought up so many brilliant points and I wanted to breakdown a proper response. Seriously, this has been my favorite ask so far. Anon, you are now my friend!
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chubbyheadquarters · 2 years
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I JUST WANNA MAKE SOMETHING CLEAR-
I was a bit stumped about it at first, but I've decided that I'll write NSFW too, so minors 👁👁 please don't look. If I see any minors interacting with any NSFW posts. I will block you. I REALLY don't like blocking people, so please don't make me.
Other than that-
Hello! ٩( ᐛ )و
Just a quick note that this blog will be more about the writing aspect, so headcanons, oneshots and links/updates on AO3 stories, along with recommendations of stories will be posted here!
Another note!
I write SPECIFICALLY for chubby readers, since-
I am a chubby girl myself and I can't find any x chubby reader fics from/for my fandom to save my life- (´༎ຶ ͜ʖ ༎ຶ `)♡
Granted, some people may see it as a simple weight change, but for me, it's the feeling of REALLY being included in the story.
These lines from a bunch of fics I've read-"His shirt fit loosely on you", and "he wrapped his arms around your thin waist", "your small frame" or "He picked you up with ease", etc-don't fit me and I know I'm not the only one.
If a fic usually doesn't clarify that it has a chubby reader, then it's USUALLY a skinny or medium-sized person. I just wanna give me and my chubby fellas a chance, y'know? ┐(シ)┌
And please don't take this the wrong way & please don't think I'm attacking you if you write like this I swear I'm not! Everyone's allowed to write for whatever fandom they want and with whatever body type they wanna write for! I'm just stating that this blog is focused on specifically chubby/plus sized readers.
I write Platonic Readers! For example, if someone requests being just best friends with a certain character, or having a sibling dynamic with another character, then it's all good! 👌🏽
I also write for Yandere characters/situations! If the situation asked for IS uncomfortable to write, I have the right to deny it.
I also do genderbend! I don't see it done much, which is cool! But I'm a dumb little hoe so- ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Final thing! I also write for monsters! I write for skeletons and demon monkeys 😑 Basic stuff, like werewolves, vampires, mermaids/merman, hybrids, etc!
I'll write for certain characters for certain medias since it's the only thing I feel I can actually write without making the characters OOC. (´・ω・`)
🐵MONKIE KID🐵
Sun Wukong
Macaque
MK
Mei
Red Son
Spider Queen
Syntax
Maybe the others too if they're requested enough 👀
I WILL NOT write for LMK NeZha, due to the controversy of his age. I've seen many discussions on it, from all sides, mainly from those who are Chinese. And all I have to say is that I don't wanna touch that shit with a 10 foot pole.
Monkey King: Reborn, Hero is Back & Ne'Zha Reborn Sun Wukong are also a go! I just watched the movies and I am quaking 👀 If you guys have any Sun Wukong movies or game characters that're fleshed out enough to be written, PLEASE send them my way.
🌌WAKFU🌌
Yugo
Dally
Eva
Goultard
Joris
Count Harebourg
Oropo
If there's other characters that are requested, then I'll see who they are and if I can write for them.
Maybe I'll do Transformers in the future! I've only seen Transformers Prime, so I'll need to expand my knowledge first. I mean, unless y'all want some Prime stuff 👀. I'll probably watch Animated and read the comics soon-(Hopefully, I've dropped the damn thing twice-😔)
Now for the big boy-😥
💀Undertale💀
I'll write for it and certain AUs. The AUs follow as below(Sans nickname 1st, Papyrus 2nd)
Undertale (Vanilla and Creampuff)
Underfell (Red and Edge)
Underswap (Blue and Stretch)
Fellswap (Raspberry and Rus)
Swapfell (Black and Cash)
Fellswap!Gold (Wine and Coffee)
Horrortale (Axe and Sugar)
The Outertale AUs count too, but it's best not to ask for something that includes, for example, Undertale Sans and Outertale Sans since they'll basically be the same.
Outer nicknames include:
Outertale (Cosmic and Nebula)
Outerswap (Orion and Atlas)
Outerfell (Comet and Sirius)
Also including specific characters include:
Error
Geno from Aftertale
Passive!Nightmare and Dream from Dreamtale
Cross from XTale
Killer
Dust from Dusttale
And to be honest, I'm at a bit for a dilemma when it comes to if I should include Ink, Evil!Nightmare and Fresh. Since Ink doesn't have a soul to feel. Granted he has the ink he drinks to emulate the emotion he wants to feel but idk- (´⌒`;)
Fresh is parasitic monster that lacks emotions and jumps from different hosts so writing him romantically might be a bit of a problem.
Evil Nightmare searches for negative energy, as it's said that positive emotions make him weak. (╯︵╰)
I try my best to stay on track with how characters would canonically react, along with a dash of what I think they would do. But if there's enough asks, then I'll try my best to write them! ଘ(੭ ᐛ )♡
Other potential AUs
Underlust
Storyshift
Mafiatale
Underpatch
I haven't read Underlust or Storyshift, but if there's enough requests for them, then I'll do my best to read through their stories/find information and write for them.
I'm having a bit of trouble finding concrete information for the bottom two, so they might be a bit more tricky to write about. (•ิ_•ิ)
As far as rules go, just don't send anything rude, k?
Also, please specify if you want Angst, Romance or Platonic/ if you want Headcanons or a One Shot.
Other than that, this post will update every once in a while if I decide to add or negate something, so keep an eye out! (≧∇≦)/
Sorry if there are spelling errors! Have a good day!
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Hi Ridia-san! It’s been a long time since I last sent one of this but I’m feeling a bit angsty so, can I get a Saru who has given up on everything and plans to resign and go to another country?
He’s been acting more weird and nice for the past few weeks and the alphabet boys are starting to get scared because Saru is acting like a sentimental mother watching their kid grow up. For example while they’re doing their usual dumb pranks they suddenly stop because Saru is watching them with a small sad smile. At first they thought they’re gonna get scolded but then Saru just turned around and resumed his work like they didn’t just catch him staring.
Yata and Saru bump into each other but instead of their usual fight Saru just tells him to “Watch where you’re going Mi-sa-ki” and just walks away before he could even say anything. 
The last one is with Munakata. Munakata invites Saruhiko to drink some tea and discuss some plans when Saruhiko asks Munakata to help him solve some puzzles. Munakata was caught off guard but he pulled out some puzzles soon after.
(THEN OF COURSE THE AIRPORT SCENE MWEEHEHEHEHE)
Weeks later after their weird interaction with Saru the Alphabet squad woke up to the sound of an emergency alarm.
When they get to the place where their Captain is waiting for them he drops the bomb that Saru is resigning and he’s now at the airport and cue the usual last minute goodbye at the airport.
(I’m sorry for the very rushed ending of my ask but I hope you got the gist of it. You can add more story, scenarios or interactions if you want to Ridia-san!)
(p.s : I’m the one who sent the heterochromia ask and the crying Saru ask with mean Reisi 
��´・ᴗ・`♡)
Imagine this maybe like post-ROK, like Fushimi’s been getting better and becoming more healthy mentally but then he has some sort of major relapse and starts to think his existence is pointless again and wouldn’t it be better if he just went somewhere far away where no one knows who he is. At first he just thinks of it idly, like how stupid would it be, but then he finds himself thinking about it more and more, like he’s not really needed here and he should just go without saying anything, it isn’t like anyone will care anyway. Maybe everyone’s powers have really been fading and there’s rumors of S4 disbanding and this is what really becomes the catalyst, Fushimi thinking that the precious place he didn’t even realize was precious is going to be taken away but rather than destroy it himself this time he thinks he should just go, like the only way to keep him from becoming that destructive person again is to simply run away. 
Fushimi being Fushimi he is very meticulous in his plans, hiding everything from everyone. He tells himself that this is the best thing, there’s really no reason to stay — but then he keeps having moments of unexpected emotion, like he sees the squad screwing around and doesn’t even realize he’s smiling until Hidaka notices and asks if they’re in trouble. Fushimi clicks his tongue and says it’s nothing, after he leaves though the squad wonder if he’s doing okay. Doumyouji says wasn’t that smile like a parent seeing their kid off to college and Fuse’s like don’t be stupid why would Fushimi of all people have that kind of smile.
Meanwhile Fushimi debates saying goodbye to anyone at all. Imagine he runs into Yata and just blows him off, much to Yata’s confusion, Fushimi probably thinking if he says anything it will turn bad and didn’t he want to just leave on quiet terms this time. A few days before he intends to leave he stops into Munakata’s office to drop off reports and Munakata asks him if he would like to do a puzzle together, something he’s asked fairly often. Munakata is pleasantly surprised when Fushimi pauses and then says yes, why not. At first Munakata is pleased about it but imagine his expression clouding the more they work on the puzzle, like just something about Fushimi’s expression and the way he’s acting is setting off alarm bells in Munakata’s head and he can’t say why. Before Fushimi leaves Munakata asks if he’s okay and Fushimi just gives him a soft smile and shakes his head, which makes Munakata even more nervous.
Several days later everyone’s awakened by an alarm going off in S4, summoned for an emergency meeting. They’re all hustled into the hangar and into a helicopter, imagine Munakata is at the controls and everyone is vaguely concerned. Akiyama asks what’s going on and Munakata seriously says that he has been doing some research lately and he’s discovered something alarming: it seems Fushimi has bought a one-way ticket for a foreign country and intends to leave them all, he’s at the airport now. Everyone is shell shocked and Munakata tells them to please strap in because it seems they will need to have an emergency intervention. Meanwhile Fushimi is trying to get to the airport and keeps being delayed, unknown to him Yata and Homra were also contacted by Munakata and were given the specific mission to delay Fushimi long enough for S4 to beat him to the airport.
Imagine a very dramatic airport scene, but instead of the usual running up to someone at the gate Fushimi doesn’t even make it into the airport, because as soon as he’s in the parking lot he stops dead to see a helicopter above him. Munakata hands the controls to Akiyama to land this thing (he’s already requested clearance, being a government official certainly is handy) and then he just jumps right out of the helicopter in front of Fushimi. Fushimi takes a moment to recover from his shock and then clicks his tongue, he doesn’t get how Munakata found out but why should Munakata even bother stopping him, they don’t need him anymore right. Munakata wonders where Fushimi got the idea for such a thing and Fushimi looks away, muttering that isn’t it true, eventually S4 will disband and then what use will he be. He’ll just start destroying things if he stays, so he may as well go.
Munakata says things may seem that way to Fushimi, but he should look around him more — many people have come together now for Munakata to stop Fushimi here, because they don’t want him to leave. He’s important to everyone, whether they have use for him or not, and to just let a member of their family leave without a word is certainly not something he can allow. Fushimi’s eyes get wide and imagine before he can even say anything Awashima and the alphabet boys come running over, having landed the helicopter as quickly as they could. Everyone surrounds him, telling him how much they need him and how it wouldn’t be the same without him and Munakata just gives Fushimi this gentle smile as he puts a hand on Fushimi’s shoulder and says that no matter what the future should bring Fushimi will always be surrounded by people who need him, so he shouldn’t run away so easily. 
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