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I’m feeling a little more confident about tomorrow. I was scared to meet some of my bf’s friends for the first time because I didn’t want them to judge me on my weight and I was sad this morning about not having reached my first goal before tomorrow. But today one of our other friends was hanging out with them and he took a Snapchat video of the girl playing darts in his basement, and you can only imagine the wave of relief I felt when I saw that she was MUCH heavier than me.
It’s a fucked up way of looking at things, but the one thing I’m always worried about when meeting other people, specifically girls, is whether or not they’re going to be thinner than me. So now that I know I’m going to be the thinnest girl in the group tomorrow, it’s making me feel more confident to be myself and enjoy the time spent together with friends I haven’t met in person before.
It sounds even more fucked up now after re-reading that, but this shit really has a fucking grip on me. I’ve been like that since high school, ever since I found out my cousin was recovering from her ED (little did she know it was going to turn into BED). So then every time I’d go visit her, I’d just HOPE that I was now the thinner one. And I’d have a panic attack if I was feeling bloated on a day that I was supposed to see her cuz that means I wouldn’t look skinnier.
Christ, I needed help lol I’m not nearly as bad now…it only bothers me when meeting new people.
Curious, is anyone else like this?
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this is my keep or yeet livepost w my onions on whether phil should keep or yeet
THE GHOST SHIRT yeet bc its haunted by... another youtuber who's worn it. BUT dan pointing out that its small on him just makes it hotter cuz like... tight fitting clothes on this man is,..... hoo boy
aladdin for me is a yeet but im not the biggest aladdin fan personally? so i think keep for phil is fine and BLACK SHIRTS ON PHIL UGHHHHHH LOVe
red nasa shirt 😭😭😭 i would keep it for sentiment tbh ;;
shoe shirt? its so random. yeet. WAIT IT HAS TEXTURES NVM KEEP
oh god wtf is that{?!? OH HE DYED THE ICONIC SHIRT LMAOO yeah this is a yeet but i relate so much to trying to dye something a cool color but just making it look kinda dirty 😭
OH HELL YEAH RIPPED GREEN HOODIE YUMMALICIOUS HUBBA HUBBA comfy hoodie is always a keep
oh brother not another opera spon... use firefox everyone, its got tab containers too and if you use ublock origin u can put in a specific list thing for youtube ads so you dont get the adblock block thing look it up on reddit its so good, if u need chrome for mandatory work thing sure but firefox doesnt harvest everything you type so
NGJFNFJ THE MOLDY GREEN DYED SHIRTS ARE SO BAD BUDDY THE SUSHI SHIRT WOULDA BEEN CUTE OTHERWISE
a millennial gay can never have too many flowery button ups imo, keep
corgi!!!! cute!!
crusty bottom and clean top..... dont make me say it.........
OOO keep the splatter print shirt its very lesbian!!!
gatorland shirt i like a good comfy tourist shirt
marvel shirt YEEEEET
omg the ancient illness hoodie..... THE ONE THAT DAN WORE WHILE WEARING A COLANDER ON HIS HEAD KEEP IT HAS LORE!!!!!!
uhhhh random gray rectangle shirt.. yeet unless he wants to do the short sleeve over long sleeve e boy look
MESH SAKURA SHIRT KEEP FOREVER HOT AND MATCHES DANS SAKURA SHIRT LOL. TJE NIP WINDOW????? CHEST HAIR!?!?!?!?
ooo semi-varsity jacket... i think if it was baggier on him and it looked more like the embroidered ones ppl wear in japan it would be a keep but for me its yeet
MOON SHIRT!!!! keep for cutie pie reasons. PHIL IS NOT APPROPRIATING LESBIAN WITCH DAN HE LITERALLY IS ONE HES A LESBIAN PSYCHIC "i could be a lesbian witch!"
nasa jacket keeeeep
stranger yeet.
types of frogs KEEP. ITS SO RAINFOREST CAFE FROG SHIRT VIBE AS WELL AS DAN'S SPACE CENTER CAT SHIRT
beetle... i voted yeet on ig
friends t shirt i would say keep for phil cuz listen. millennials need their sitcom attachment and i love a big comfy shirt. also oops edit flub? they didnt say whether it was kept or yet o7
minesweeper shirt KEEP just bc charlie plays so much minesweeper like my fav part of her streams is just watching her play minesweeper very intensely
keeeeep the plaid windbreaker its sooooo hot on phil. "it smells like a man whos not me" "philip where have you been." jealous dan returns
pokemon hoodie ummmm im kinda 50/50 on this one i love pokemoncore shit but fsr this pattern looks a bit weird? but overall a keep
tokyo i think i voted keep cuz i thought it was newer than it is lol idk i dont think its the worst
furby shirt keep 100% THE OLD FURBY
i think phil shoudl keep all his shorts but him them like 3 inches shorter or just cut the length off. i think its so funny how cis men are like "omg im so slutty for wearing 7 inch inseam shorts" like girl get the daisy dukes out. i wanna see the thighs please.
DID SHE JUST TAKE HER SHORTS OFF ON CAMERA. PHIL YOU WHORE. BRIGHT BLUE UNDIES. IM KILLING MYSELF
YES!!!! TINY LITTLE SHORTS GOD YES THIS IS EVERYTHING TO ME.
comfy gray shorts keep OH ITS THE ASS SHORTS. ITS THE CAKE SHORTS. KEEP
oof skinny shorts?? yeet (but no hate on skinny jeans in general... i only have one pair of jeans and theyre mega ripped skiinny jeans they just dont look skinny on me cuz im short and chubby) "if emo comes back" girl emos been back
corduroy shorts mehhh oh but texture phil needs texture so keep
ORANGE FLOWER SHORTS KEEP
HELLO??? ummm godzilla shorts are.... if the print were on a shirt i would keep but on shorts?
brown shorts yeet, flower sweater keep, basically i agree w them
ooh another black graphic longsleeve lol. I THINK THIS ONES A KEEP AND THE BEETLES A YEET SORRY
oh funky hoodie. i like it i would wear it keep but idk if i like it on phil
KEEP THE PURPLE STRIPEY SWEATER FOREVER
if this fleece jacket thing didnt have such a stupid back design on it i would say keep
SPOTTY RED BUTTON UP KEEP
keep comfy buffalo checker sweater!!! i would keep
"manchester hoodie" oh.... everyone who voted yeet go die katamari hoodie is perfect
KEEP DENIM JACKET FOREVER
fuzzy denim keeeep hes so hot
spotty blue shirt i LOVE but. its so tatinof ykwim and phils in his new era
oooh stripey blue shirt keep!
i bought a sweater that was inspired by this blue and pink checker thing LOL i think it looked better when he had jet black hair lol
BRIGHT FUTURE! keep!!!
omg wait nooo not the red bomber!!! its cute!!!!!! im too attached to his clothes bro.... i like the red one more than the blue one tbh WHY DID HE BUY SO MANY VERSIONS
Nasa sweater!! keep
blue button up is too like. corporate lol. brother you dont have an office job you dont need boring tops
tiger jumper keep!!!! i like it!!!!! fuck u MEAN fast fashion
good vibes keeeep for the vibes
oh the brown flower pattern on this doesnt work on phil
OH THIS PLANT ONES HOT. YEAH DAN THATS RIGHT DEFEND THIS SHIRT
great wave keep!
glittery zebra is so tied to 2017 in my brain but not in a good way tbh yeet but he is hot in it. "you bought this for me dan" omfg shut UP
i think i voted keep on chess but. on second look its a yeet tbh...
ok thats it yippee that was fun theyre gay im gonna die
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Daily reminder that Harley ain't dumb
Silly clown (smart) bimbo clown girl.
nb4 someone says "bbb-but in this non canonical comic she cheated through college". I don't care. Doctor Harley diagnoses you with DIE.
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09.04.22
Food/Drink:
8:00a - s. Cold brew
9:00a - string cheese
9:45a - peanut granola bar
11:30a - greek yoghurt w/chia & flax seeds
2:30p - bruschetta, grilled portobella mushroom, corn, cucumber/tomato salad
8:30p - popcorn
Exercise:
Chloe Ting abs challenge (40 min)
Chloe Ting glutes challenge (20 min)
*my bf and i LOVE hiking, that’s one of the things we always used to do together when we first started dating. But lately I haven’t been able to keep up cuz i [obvi.] put on weight and lost a lot of muscle. So this morning he decided he wanted to go on a hike, but told me he didn’t want me to come because he didn’t want to have to keep stopping and waiting for me to catch up. So I’m in a pretty pissy fucking mood. But I decided, instead of sulking, I’ll use my anger to my benefit and get my workouts done while he was out. Still mad at him, though. It just sucks hearing the same person that’s been telling me to never give up and helping me push me to my limits is giving up on me now. I also wish i could’ve added hiking to my exercise list for the day, but whatever…
Evening update: I told him how I felt and said i may have reacted a little too harsh because apparently all he meant was that he wanted to get in a good workout for himslelf and he knows i don’t like that specific hiking location since it’s so steep so he was going to do it for his own exercise. So i took responsibility for my emotions and actions and i said “i was probably just feeling bad about myself and instantly reacted negatively to what you said, most likely because of PMS” (because I truly feel some serious mood swings around the same time every month, which is now) and now he’s saying I can’t blame my mood swings on PMS cuz that’s a cop-out and that I can “control my mood” because he’s also “had anger issues and worked through it” himself. Like bruh, this literally isn’t the same thing. And then i asked him if he’s ever researched the menstrual cycle or PMS and the way it changes your LITERAL BRAIN FUNCTION or listened to podcast about it, and his response was “well all of the things i read or listen to is aimed towards men”. EXACTLY SO YOU HAVE NO FUCKING CLUE. Wtf is with guys thinking they know everything about women’s bodies. It’s fucking annoying as shit. So I’ve been blowing up his phone with links to articles and research done on PMS to prove to him what it’s really like to be a fucking woman.
I love him, but he has to learn to accept that he’s wrong sometimes, especially about shit he’s never even experienced or done serious research on. It’s especially bad when he gets so persistent on making me out to be the one in the wrong because he truly believes he knows everything about something he’s never looked into. That’s probably the only flaw he has that really fucking bothers me, but I’m not taking it. I will do anything to prove him wrong if he really is.
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