#Serotonin Records

[caluupin]

Akademiya scribe and Light of his life Kshahrewar

#caluuart #genshin #genshin impact #al haitham #kaveh #haikaveh #kavetham #hOLY SHIT IT TOOK A LONG TIME TO FINISH #~3 days counting breaks #a new record personally #anyway look at my blorbos <3 #i constantly brainrot abt them and in return they give me serotonin

[honsool]

J-HOPE HEADLINING DEBUT Lollapalooza (2022)

#hobi #bts #btsgif #networkbangtan #btsedit #hyunglinenetwork #bangtan #jhope #lollapalooza #tw: flashing #hobiedit #had to fist fight ps to get this out.. #sorry some gifs are choppy;; quicktime is bad at screen recording 😣 #i wasnt gonna gif but this is probably the most serotonin i had this entire month and i couldnt resist

[recreationalfanfics]

Hello!♡

First of all~ I love how you write!💕 You're absolutely talented.✨️ I'm also so in love with your yandere!Loki~ Could you maybe see yourself writing a sequel to this or any other yandere headcanons about Loki in general?

Have a lovely day!♡

OKAY, SO I DEF WANT TO WRITE A SEQUEL I JUST HAVEN'T HAD AN IDEA BUT I'D BE MORE THAN HAPPY TO WRITE ABOUT MY YANDERE LOKI! Just to let you know; I'm not gonna go in too heavy with the punishment stuff just bc I'm not good at writing that yet, lol.

Yandere! Loki Headcanons:

- At first, he's basically like regular Loki except for the fact he isn't afraid to let you know that he's highkey obsessed with you.

- In general, he is a bipolar Yandere.

- He loves you so tenderly and gets filled with these new sickly sweet thoughts of romance that didn't interest him before but now that YOU are in the picture, it makes his heart leap.

- Sometimes he hates you and gives you the cold shoulder, avoiding you and getting frustrated at the mere mention of your name because HOW DARE YOU MAKE HIM FEEL SO WEAK AND VULNERABLE!? THAT'S NOT FAIR. AND YOU HAVE THE A U D A C I T Y TO NOT BE AS OBSESSED WITH HIM AS HE IS WITH YOU? outrageous!

- Other times he's a mix of the two, where he just gives you the cold shoulder and expects you to approach him and when you leave him alone then he gets more annoyed because THAT'S NOT WHAT HE WANTED YOU TO DO.

- Then there are times where he's completely stoic faced and just...watches you. Even when you can't see him, you can feel his eyes burning into him. When you aren't around, he's still quiet and looks distant yet focused on something, nothing can catch his attention for too long and even Thor and Odin are off put by his behavior because, well, he's never like this.

- He'll only react to your name or voice, but if he sees you aren't there or you're talking to someone who isn't him then he gets bitter and goes into his more sour moods. If you are there or you are talking to him directly, then he'll be over the moon and float over to you right away!

- Touchy guy, honestly. It doesn't matter whether you're a God or Human, he doesn't see you as either, he only sees you as his. Something that belongs to him. So he won't, like, full on grope you but he will pull you into hugs, put his arms around your waist and his head on your shoulder, or playing with your hair no matter what length it is and other things like that.

- Sometimes he might touch you more intimately, such as putting a hand on your thigh, cupping your face in his hands, and overall just testing to see how far you'll allow him to go before you get upset and move away from him. Again, he mostly just thinks its funny to make you a little uncomfortable at times.

- You honestly don't know if its lust, love, or hatred that he feels for you and it genuinely gives you a headache just thinking about it.

- Easily possessive and jealous as a Yandere as well. For example, if you were ranting to him about Poseidon being a dick then he'll frown and grab your face and make you look at him and say: "You're talking about him too much, I don't like it." before letting you go, so you just awkwardly change the subject to something else that might keep his interest or maybe make him the topic and he's back to being his jovial and playful self.

- With that being said, if you have someone else you're romantically interested in, KEEP IT TO YOURSELF AS BEST AS YOU CAN. SHOVE THOSE FEELINGS DEEP INSIDE YOU AND LET THEM DIE. Because once Loki finds out, he's outraged.

- If they're human, he will kill them, Ragnarok be damned. If they're a God and they're more stronger than him, he knows he won't be able to kill them but he'll pester them and use his shape-shifting abilities to change into you and make sure they never want to be near you again. He doesn't feel bad when you cry, after all, YOU'RE the one who should apologize for hurting HIM.

- Loki himself also doesn't realize how deep his feelings for you go, he can't process them and it confuses him and frustrates him and excites him all the same.

- He originally thought you were just a passing obsession, that someday he'd get bored of you just like everything else and then leave you alone. But that day never came and it looks like it won't ever happen each day he wakes up and thinks of you as his very first thought.

- Your love, your hatred, your sadness, your happiness. He's a greedy God who wants all of it, all of you. Truly, if you have him obsessed with you, then you just have the worst luck in the universe.

#THANK YOU FOR REQUESTING HIM #HE LITERALLY LIVES RENT FREE IN MY HEAD SO I'M HAPPY I GOT TO LIKE #SPEW MY BRAINROT FOR HIM. #record of ragnarok #record of ragnarok x reader #ror x reader #shuumatsu no valkyrie x reader #snv x reader #ror loki #ror loki x reader #snv loki #yandere loki ror #yandere loki snv #tw yandere #yandere male #yandere #HE GIVES ME SO MUCH SEROTONIN. #HE'S JUST A LIL FUCKED UP GUY YK???

[arashi-no-saxlphone]

I'm so fucking sorry for the person I become when I play Strive I'm so charged up I'm shaking if you ever ask me for games and we play I am SORRY I am the Beasts they were talking about please do not blame me...

#sairambles #guilty gear #ggst #I had such a good time #Also I saw Druice again they were playing Chipp #I love seeing familiar names like “I KNOW THEM!!!” #Idk it gives me serotonin #I act and talk so crazy when I play this silly game which is why if I ever record something with audio without noticing it's over for me

[the-kipsabian]

hes an idiot 💜💜

#im just glad he liked them lmao #my track record of making terrible valentines for kip continues #who knows what kind of horrible creations we make next yead #*year #it fully depends on what kind of garbage he spouts out from his face hole so i can decide what to use against him like this lmao #anyways this is my serotonin for the day im gonna eat and play games now bye #box thoughts

[yeule-device]

#my photo #yeule #ʏ𝒆 𝔲l ḛ̸̡̛͔̘͚̲͚̓͆̔̉̄̇̐ #serotonin ii #nat cmiel #album #electronic #electronic pop #vinyl #vintage #fashion #blue #red #black #bayonet records

[mywifeleftme]

364: Various Artists // Israfel

Israfel Various Artists 1997, Ape

A 1997 vinyl benefit compilation of mostly Middle American grindcore / powerviolence / emo acts, assembled in an edition of about 1000 by Bloomington-based DIY label Ape Records (active 1995 to 2002), in handmade sleeve with a recent release catalogue, a substantial zine, and a few priceless gag inserts (incl. YOUR HARDCORE SELL OUT DECODER RING). I’m not an aficionado of any of the genres Israfel covers by any means, but you’d have to be a real head to know most of these: in terms of notoriety, the Locust (who contribute a 47 second blast of lo-fi outrage) are basically Led Zeppelin compared to the rest of the acts, most of whom topped out with a couple of EPs and compilation appearances.

Of course, hearing music that would otherwise be basically lost to time is the appeal of taking a flyer on a comp like this. One of my favourite tracks is “Untitled” by Roanoke, VA’s the Weak Link Breaks, supposedly the first thing the band ever wrote (and, judging from their discography, nearly the last too). It begins with a very, very quiet spacy-Fugazi-style amble (the vocal harmonies couldn’t be more Ian and Guy) that explodes into a brief screamo-style D-beat section, and then some big heaving riffs that make me want to exaggeratedly lift and stomp my feet like a giant trying to keep his balance. I also dig Murfreesboro, TN’s Serotonin, an emo / post-hardcore act with a steely '80s shred band guitar tone who play like they want people in the pit to twirl around ecstatically instead of slam dancing. A lot of the other nasty yowling cat speedballs on Israfel don’t really catch my ear, but that’s okay—I’m weirdly proud of them 27 years after the fact for being themselves and getting out whatever they needed to get out through this violence.

The package’s tone is all over the place. The zine opens with a haunting description of the compilation’s beneficiaries, the family of a pair of little girls with spinal muscular atrophy (a common birth defect) whose condition worsened until they perished, leaving their parents distraught and financially ruined—and the 21-year-old compiler racked with guilt that he didn’t somehow do more to help. From there, it whips through his heterodox thoughts about the hardcore scene (despicably self-absorbed; unresponsive to requests from label operators); the state of emo (too abstract); the best way to bring about change (working within the capitalist system); rape (it’s bad; consent is black and white; can we stop litigating this in the scene?); calling the cops (fine to do); disrespecting the American flag (played out; tacky); and drinking/drug use (“when did self-destruction become rebellion?”). After he finishes up, each band (that got their artwork in on time anyway) gets a page to talk about themselves. This section is full of old school punk zine/leaflet treasures, with designs that mimic motel newspaper ads, postcards, messy handwritten perzines, and Xeroxed 7” grindcore sleeves.

It's funny reading his scornful words about pseudo-rebellious drunkards stumbling toward “the day when punk rock is shelved for an 8 hour workday, Budweiser, and television” and then finding his LinkedIn, where he describes himself as “driving omnichannel excellence” and as “whimsical (after coffee).” You wouldn’t believe it from the splenetic angst of the Israfel zine, but the guy seems like he turned out happy and normal, with a few kids and a successful career. I wonder how the 21-year-old would see the 48-year-old, if he’d call him a sell-out or feel relieved that things worked out; if the 48-year-old would pity his former self, or feel ashamed about losing his edge. More one-time zinesters and hardcore kids end up looking square from a distance than you’d think (I certainly do if you catch me during the workday), because you usually stop hearing about them when they drop out of the scene. For most, the quiet part of life is the larger portion by far. It’s your choice whether to embrace that, mourn it, or seek your own alternative. But if Israfel reminds us of nothing else, it’s the importance of having a good scream at least once in your life.

364/365

#the locust #ape records #the panoply academy #architects of the new christ rebellion #criswell #harriet the spy #thenceforward #locust #inept #the weak link breaks #serotonin #old hearts club #twenty seven hours #eurich #the judas iscariot #reversal of man #screamo #post hardcore #d beat #grindcore #sasscore #zines #diy #selling out #'90s music #music review #vinyl record #emocore

[gattmammon]

So the molecule change is going badly

#i know this is the worst moment because im taking halved dosage of both meds #so my serotonin receptors are like. what exactly are we doing. and im hurting all over which is a sympthom of duloxetina withdrawal for me. #but fuck i had NOT realized how much the drug contributed to keeping my will to live up throughout the day #its kind of disappointing #this feels like way back in the days when i was just rawdogging life and its. uuuuh no good #both my general doctor and my job gave me shit about how many times ive been missing work #and like. i cannot say anything beyond im sorry #because depression is so hard to explain. people dont accept 'i just could not bring myself to be a human today' as a valid excuse #like literally i kept thinking. j need to do this and that. but my body was like. nah #and like this job is my pride and joy. i had a spotless fucking record. im so sad and angry at myself #i just hope that when i start taking full dosage of the new meds things will smooth themselves over

[usertiff]

what are ur favorite happy songs or de-stress songs to just throw on repeat and get some serotonin???

#stop talking tiff * #answer me or i'll threaten u with a kiss for serotonin instead #currently listening to put your records on (the og) but it's not hitting right now

[steppedoffaflight]

what do you think of the Catfish comeback and the new song?

I was already willing to hear their comeback with an open mind, but I actually loveeee Showtime more than I honestly expected!!! The sound reminds me a lot of Postpone, which like duh because Sardy, but I’m also really impressed with Van’s vocals and runs in it! I love the direction they took with the production, but I’ve noticed from past albums that the sound of the singles can be pretty different from the rest of the album, so I know this might not be their “new” sound but I’m glad Van is experimenting with different styles. Short answer is this actually pulls me back into their clutches a lot and I’m reallyyyy excited for the album now.

#I was just talking with my gf the other day #like okay I know they’ll be missing a huge chunk of talent without the loml Bondy #but the true core of Catfish is actually Van’s songwriting #And that remains unchanged #different musicians will obviously bring something different to the recordings and shows #But I have no doubt they’ll find talented people (and still have Benji!!) so I’m optimistic! #also on a personal note I just fully moved into my new place and I’m homesick af so this song is a nice cheerful serotonin source #so I am vvvv happy #it’s so nice and upbeat and springy #But ya #thanks for caring about my opinion #asks

[goldendoodlerlockerlove]

I'm getting more comfortable with showing my face, so here's a performance that I did a long time ago in honor of the fact that Moana 2 was announced recently (it comes out this November)!!

This was one of the only times I got to sing during one of my choir performances because my audition actually went really well. I got to do a sing-along of the song You're Welcome during intermission, which was one of the most fun experiences I've had. The video is courtesy of my parents, pffffffft.

#personal #moana disney #you're welcome #i'm particularly proud of the “rap” portion because i kept messing it up while recording and then suddenly got it right #the crowd was great i loved their energy #it's not my best performance tbh. i think i could perform this song better now. but it was still so fun #i love performing so much but i still get really nervous which i'm working on!! #the cheering at the end gave me so much serotonin omg

[epidorpio]

#recording gifs creates serotonin in my brain #cookie run #milky way cookie

[gaytedlasso]

IDK if you like Jurassic Park but imagine Dean drooling over Ian Malcolm with his shirt open so Cas decides to walk around the bunker without wearing a shirt to hopefully finally get Dean to make a move.

PS, it works but Dean almost has an aneurysm when he first sees Cas half naked! For the first three days of them dating, they are so loud that Sam goes to sleep at a hotel!

GOD BLESS SO TRUE. This is an important addition to my "to draw" list I am OBSESSED

#and yes of course for the record I love jurassic park #AND Jeff Goldblum #serotonin #to draw #ask elliot

[aowyn]

ive recorded and edited 3 of the 6 chapters of this podfic, and desperately want to post them, but then ill have to make individual chapters on ao3, which i wont have to do if i wait to post them all at once

#want the serotonin of posting podfic but dont have time to record the last three chapters yet T^T #i just need an hour an a half of time when i can record stuff but its rare that im alone in the house #said el

[heybaetae]

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#i've been in a manic state for over a month #haven't slept in my own bed for 30 days #was barely eating/sleeping the first half and now i'm eating/sleeping too much #i was even off twitter for two weeks which is so hilariously unlike me #said i was taking a gif hiatus because my brain was so unhealthy #then turned around and started making/posting MASS amounts of gifsets (published and drafted) for very little payoff #like. More often than i usually do to the point where i feel like it's overwhelming or annoying or looks desperate but hey maybe i am #for the serotonin #except nobody reblogs shit which. Well you know how that goes #it is what it is but it's also making me feel so so so low #but i can't stop either because it's the only thing keeping my brain off of everything #i also recorded that voiceover video of my gif process but i don't think i'm gonna post it because i hate my voice and my overall Being rn #and publishing something like that would be inviting literally anyone to have a negative thought or opinion of my voice or my personality #which is a big No Thank You atm #even tho i have nice followers i also have total dickwads waiting to jump me lately for the stupidest shit lol #so the timing is just bad bc everything else is bad my mental health is bad my self esteem is bad #my gifs and the engagement on them is pretty bad without me reblogging them 50 times myself but we ball #it's all just!!!! it all feels Bad i just want to feel sane lol

[brighteyedspitz]

need you all to know that Apollo wiggles a Lot anytime I touch him unexpectedly and it brings me great joy

#usually its much more intense than this but id already done it a bunch to boost my serotonin before recording so he was a little over it #my dogs #apollo tag #labrador retriever #wiggles