Oops I have too many WIPs and drawings I'm leaving to rot but my gaming addiction is so much stronger so have these in the meantime because I'm starting to feel really shy about posting my work again AHH
fuccking scudlertro n/.......... . GOD. if its not real by the end of season 2 i will throw a hissy fit equivalent to the one mr b pulled in season 1 over e cybo-pooch. ALSO the first one is a redraw from this VVVV
Begging people in the self ship community to stop seeing other self shippers as competition just bcuz theyre more popular or ship w the same character
ive experienced a lot of anger from other scudworth self shippers for being "the" scudworth self shipper. ive even had a tiktok angry at me and making fun of me go viral. it sucks. like I understand feeling jealous, I still feel that as well(I have bpd of course I do), but you really and truly cannot take it out on the other person. it's not ok.
especially because sometimes it leads to people getting so mad they willfully misinterpret things the person they're jealous of does. Example: Other Scudworth self shippers/likers so angry that my stuff appears even on google images that they have started calling Scudwulf and me in general "Zoophilia"
I understand more than anyone that F/Os can feel so much more than just characters you love. I'm fictosexual, I feel for Mr B and Scudworth the same as I would if I had an IRL boyfriend. Sometimes, seeing them with others makes me feel "cheated" on or jealous. But that? Is not the other person's problem. It's something I have to work on in myself, and realizing it is not the other person doing anything wrong is a good first step.
We don't need to eat each other. There is no hierarchy, I promise. No one's self ship with a character is better than anyone else's. If you self ship with Scudworth, I promise you Scudwulf/Scudwulfertron is not better. We can be equal. But it's also OK to feel jealousy- even venting about it and joking abt being mad at the person is alright if you keep it in appropriate spaces, ie small group chats. But you also need to work on it. It's never OK to hurt someone else over jealousy, and I've had to learn that over and over.
So like. Please. Other self shippers are not "competition." We are all just trying to get by in this shit world.
finally watched new clone high, it was so silly
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Illustration: Fanart of Clone High characters Harriet, Joan, Cleo, Frida, Candide, Confucius, JFK, Abe, Topher, Mr B and Scudworth posing in photos on a wood background.