#SORRY IM JUST NERVOUS

[pekodayz]

what if i delete them again. on a rainy night. in my room, scared. (I…i MUST do a blog wipe…it’s the only way…)

#jk i won’t this time #sorry im just nervous

[last-answer]

who wants to admit that they have a crush on me before i have my driving lessons today

#☆ chatting ! #/HJ #SORRY IM JUST NERVOUS #like . i CAN drive but doing it w a stranger whos supposed to make me better ?????????? #i might crash. scary

[porrigens]

pegoryu valentine :3

#p5 #persona 5 #persona 5 royal #ryuji sakamoto #sakamoto ryuji #pegoryu #persona 5 protagonist #akira kurusu #ren amamiya #i made this last year LOL #sorry for not posting </3 i forget #idk when i'll post again</3 #but beleive in me ... please.... its all i have... #i just finished a big assignment in uni im so tired #i typed 5000 words in two hours #anyways i like pegoryu ryuji would bounce his leg when hes nervous #i need to replay p5 games at some point tbh the motivation isn't there for p5 anymore sad emoji

[hg-aneh]

I think it was about time I introduced tumblr to my book Crowley... who eventually became a walking love letter to Latino culture lmao

(You can think of him as a Book Crowley who spent way too much time in south america)

Language wise, he's an amalgamation of all latin american spanish dialects (+pt-br) so,, have fun translating some of the things he's saying

#good omens #crowley #aziraphale #ineffable husbands #good omens fanart #aziracrow #book omens #my book Aziraphale is fuckinh HUGE btw #he's taller than show Crowley #also I'm from Peru and of indigenous descent so shhhhhhh to the ppl who could see this as problematic #its happened before and im paranoid #latino crowley #my beloved #sorry to the brits but we re kidnapping your child and raising it as our own #that first and last ones are old #aneh draws #also i just wanna say he didnt start off this way #i literally just wanted to make him physically OBVIOUSLY indigenous #and then everything got out of hand in the best of ways #god im nervous sorry #aneh wont shut up

[py6oto]

choice

waaarggg. posted this on youtube to celebrate 900 subs, hence the random gratitude message at the end ,, but it really goes to all of u here too . every bit of ur support matters :} i am very happy about it im just also very tired >o< hitting the pillows after posting this !

this was supposed to be longer and cooler but unfortunately for all of us, i am not that experienced nor will i ever escape the grapple of art block. i could not get anything right after the text box so i accepted defeat and gave what i had which i believe was the smart option

2024.31.01

#hlvrai #hlvrai fanart #hlvrai coomer #hlvrai bubby #hlvrai tommy #hlvrai gordon #hlvrai darnold #hlvrai benrey #hlvrai sunkist #hlvrai forzen #hlvrai gman #got damn thats a lot of people!!! #flash warning #blood cw #hlvrai spoilers #After all this time i just came to the realization i may have spoiled a few people?? getting into hlvrai recently?? i am so sorry #since i watched all of it in one sitting #the idea of spoilers just never crossed my mind #i am sorry if i spoiled any of you #im a little nervous about this . i am happy with it but im also disappointed bc it WAS supposed to be longer ykwim? #but!! i still like it #and i know people will like it too #(parappa voice) i gotta believe

[hiphopcherrrypop]

"second coming of christ" + it's saint young men jesus

#writing dialogue is always my nightmaaaare i'm sorry i tried my best #good omens fanart #good omens #good omens 2 #aziraphale #crowley #saint young men #saint oniisan #sym jesus #sym buddha #crowley nervous bc jesus remebers him but then he just invites him and aziraphale in for dinner 👍👍 #the ending of s2 wasnt real btw they're still happy + just going on a trip to japan to find jesus... #i think dialogue is out of character im sorry #i tried and gave up #good omens spoilers

[ghostorbz]

I made graphics instead of going to bed

Plus zadr stuff,,,

#im so tired uugghhhh #anyways #i tried doing more of the show style... figured people would like that more i guess #they make me SICK i hope they EXPLODE (i love them so much #art #my art #invader zim #nickelodeon #zim iz #dib membrane #trinkets #pixels #blinkies #sorry i am literally so embarrassed to post this for no reason #ive posted zadr before i just feel like im gonna get thrown into a volcano for this one #even though i LIKE what i made and i LIKE zadr #okay. okay im normal #zadr #zim and dib romance #👍ok #forgive me father for i have sinned. i am cringe #OKAY okay im like so normal and stuff and im like totally not nervous to post this #<- LIE #okay SHUT UP just post it. loser

[taocard]

Loved you from the start

a/n: song title based on "from the start" by Laufey. its just short and sweet i wanted to post it cause i wanna try getting back into writing again.

🍮🌷💘 girls may fall for him all the time. but he has fallen first and harder for you. can you just imagine him who's the most popular guy at school and can get any girl to fall for him but when it comes to trying to get you to see his feelings he freezes up completely with this pretty blush spread across his face. all his charm just disappears, and he KNOWS how to speak Japanese but his mouth can't remember how to form a single word. all because of you. he thinks it may be because you are his friend. since you didn't fall for him like other girls and became rather good friends with him, he actually got to know you a little more than other girls. and it made it more intimate, which fried his brain. he's rambled on and on to his confidant (his other best friend who he's known longer than you) and his friend is just so over it. they don't even think its cute any more that he pines after you. now its just annoying because he can't even confess. they snort, "your not gonna be able to do it." but it gets him scurrying out of his seat to go find you to PROVE he CAN. "you've got your heart dropped to your fucking ass everytime you try- aaaaand there he goes." you're in the middle of talking, helping someone with some random tasks, he doesnt even know because he's focused on the way when you notice him this warm smile breaks across your face. "do you need help with the assignment too?" you teased, going to help him either way if he needed it and god he's so fucking weak for you. everything you do that was NORMAL and MUNDANE now made him feel like his legs were going to give out. his heart starts beating so fast he grasps his shirt in a hurry and his face has turned red. you tilt your head, "do you have a fever? i TOLD you to wear a jacket this morning!" you gently scolded him, leaning forward and pressing your hand against his head oh yeah..something about this morning and how it was freezing and you were worried he'd catch a cold if he didn't wear his jacket. but the way you were so close to his blushing face his his heart caught right in his throat. he knows whoever you were helping just now is STARING and so his own friend from across the room and most likely snickering at him because of how damn pathetic he must look right now. he coughed, a way to force himself to talk and force his heart to STOP spiking. "*cough* I'm good, thanks-" and he's stepping away from you, now DARTING away "ALRIGHT BYE!" and your just left so confused and wondering if he's hiding his fever from you, which you think he probably is, and with a sigh you get back to what you're doing before he showed up. now he's sulking heavily next to his friend. he couldn't do it. AGAIN. he knows how to ask girls on dates! he's done it PLENTY of times. "fuckkk" he wined, stuffing his face into his knees that were pressed up to his chest. his friend didn't look surprised in the slightest, scrolling on social media beside him. "i told ya' you wouldn't be able to do it." they said.

"they thought i had a fever!" he whined, slapping his red cheeks a few times. "that is lowkey embarrassing-" "SHUT UP." 🍓⋆ ˚｡⋆୨🍡୧˚ GOJO SATORU, OIKAWA TORU, Atsumu, Dazai, and Vash

#jjk x reader #haikyuu x reader #bungo stray dogs x reader #trigun x reader #gojo x reader #i just needed an excuse to write gojo. #oikawa x reader #atsumu x reader #dazai x reader #vash x reader #i just love them being blushy and nervous im not sorry.

[ningadudexx]

COMMISSIONS OPEN! (2/5)

please feel free to contact me via. discord (preferred), tumblr, or gmail! I'm only doing 3 commissions at the moment because it's my first time testing the waters doing this and i'm pretty nervous but excited :) please be kind and i hope you enjoy!

additional notes:

Please expect 1-2 weeks for your artwork! Although it will very likely not be that long (i work quickly), things do come up and i may need that length of time!

i may post your commission online after its done for advertising reasons! but dont worry, i will slap a huge waterwark on it ^_^ if you are greatly opposed to me posting your comm, just let me know beforehand and i will not post it

also i think this is a given but there will be no refunds after sketch/finalized artwork has already been sent to the commissioner, i dont want to get scammed

#commissions #digital commissions #comms #commission info #commission open #art #digital art #fandoms #ocs #monkie kid #lego #ninjago #tmnt #rottmnt #sonic the hedgehog #sonic #lego monkie kid #sorry im just tagging fandoms ive posted for #im very nervous but excited! #i hope you all enjoy #monkie kid s4 special spoilers #lmk s4 special spoilers

[cheese-hater]

grippies

#sorry to say but its..... #onceler #the onceler #lorax 2012 #HAHAHA I CANT STOP drawing him please help #i have more art im just nervous to toss it to the world #for i am weak and fear judgement #ill get there tho. ill spam fanart of everyones ask blogs just u wait

[linkedin-offficial]

bugged out ! 🐞🪲

via sillies over at @raggedabstraction + @ask-the-rag-dolly

#my besties my friends #i just rlly liked the idea of viri being a mantis okay. it makes sense for them #you cant tell me im wrong #im right.ragatha told me so #hope its okay tagging atrd @bee ... i was nervous about it anyway #probably wont do it in the future cuz i dont wanna overwhelm so dont worry abt that #the amazing digital circus #tadc ragatha #atrd #the influencer #i loev my friends #cw insects #and yes viri is a hooded mantis #im obsessed with those things sorry

[quinn-pop]

uhh. i accidentally made another comic. future au strikes back

(pt 1/3)

a question - 1 2 3

#since this is 3 parts i’ve queued the rest for tomorrow and the day after ^^ #apparently i havent really talked about this here in spite of how much ive been thinking about it for months but my mk is demiromantic #ive been a little nervous to talk about it because it’s kind of a whole thing but i hope someone likes it #other than me i mean lol #my friend told me this might be their favorite comic ive done so far tho so im pretty satisfied #even if some of the art bugs me…and my handwriting is awful (sorry guys i was sleep deprived) #anyway i like to think bandee knows everybody’s business just as a side effect of leading the waddle dee corps #waddles love to gossip after all lol it’s how they socialize…even if they try to discourage it ^^’ #kirbyposting #my art or something #meta knight #bandee #bandana waddle dee #metadede #headcanons #metadad #quinn does comics #i dont really have any interest in doing a next gen thing so it’s more like a #semi future au #lol

[p4nishers]

let me just say this: if crowley EVER makes an actual move on aziraphale and aziraphale gives even a HINT of reciprocation it's over for him in SECONDS bc u know aziraphale half asses nothing so it'll be like crowley tries to brush their fingers together and aziraphale fully beams at him and interlocks their fingers in seconds. crowley stares speechlessly at their hands for 5 minutes, looks up at aziraphale and faints. crowley gets aziraphale flowers and aziraphale puts them in the very center of his shop where everyone can see and keeps them alive for months. crowley fights a giggle every time he sees them. crowley offers his jacket on a cold night and aziraphale wears the jacket everywhere for weeks and gushes about it to everyone he meets. crowley chokes on his breath every meeting aziraphale is in it without fail. crowley slyly asks aziraphale on an actual romantic date and aziraphale SLAMS down their wedding invitations infort him of like "im so glad u asked, dear, i've been waiting for this" then launches into a rant about flower arrangements and table cloth colors and crowley is left blinking at him and trying not to explode. poor snake.

#i want yall to know that i spent a full 2 minutes tryna spell reciprocation im not kidding #i dont even know if this actual makes sense bc reading it back makes me wanna kms i articulated this so badly im so sorry #i literally just woke up and the coffees hasn't kicked in yet #anyway what i meant by this is crowley is the biggest simp alive with a weak nervous system when it comes to az and aziraphale is #just like 'marry me already u fucker' everytime crowley is agonizing abt if az loves him like that he puts his hand his hips and gestures #wildly their wedding rings then is like 'oh shit i forgot to give u that' and crowley discorporates #bro im so excited for s2 im shaking out of my skin every single minute km not watching it i cant focus on anything other than these idiots #send help PLEASE #good omens #azicrow #ineffable husbands #aziraphale #crowley #good omens headcanons

[ourfag]

i think part of the resistance i’ve seen in response to the view of ed as an abuse victim—not just the view of izzy as someone who abused ed, but of ed as someone who was abused by him, as opposed to interpretations that pursue an image of Nuance and Complexity (unnecessarily, because their dynamic has heaps of both, but there seems to be a popular impulse to conflate complexity with shared culpability) by characterizing their relationship as being toxic/unhealthy in equal reciprocity, or as “mutually abusive” (oxymoron)—i definitely see the influence of racism there, but i think the racism is also working to amplify an adjacent issue where we tend to receive very specific cultural messaging about What An Abuse Victim Looks Like, and ed is excluded from a lot of that criteria.

he’s outspoken. he’s boisterous. he’s Very Cool and he Wears Leather. he’s physically bigger and browner than the person mistreating him. he spends the first season with a big grey beard, he’s covered in tattoos, he projects the image of A Man’s Man, to say nothing of his being a man in the first place. we see him get aggressive and we see him get angry (and sometimes we even see both at the same time). we see moments where he’s surly, prickly, insensitive, arrogant. his survival techniques and trauma responses incur collateral damage to other people, and in the second season this extends into affecting people we actually sympathize with. he’s extremely private about expressing fear. without examination, his professional relationship to izzy seems to position him as the one with the power slanted in his favor.

most damningly, we see him react multiple times to izzy’s abuse with physical violence. this is behavior that gets referenced all the time in the construction of narratives condemning subjects of physical abuse, let alone emotional abuse. which is why writing that intends for its audience to interpret a character as being unambiguously A Victim Of Abuse will often, for simplicity’s sake, avoid showing the character regularly engaging in anything of the kind.

and again, all of these departures from the image of The Model Victim are compounded by his being a man of color.

without any of the shorthand designed to point a big flashing arrow at his mistreatment, all we have left to work with are the words and actions we see from ed and izzy onscreen. who instigates conflict, and how does the other respond? how are they able or allowed to respond? how do we see them speak about each other to outside parties? does one go out of their way to control or isolate the other? what consequences does either party stand to face in saying “no” to the other? in acting against the other’s wishes? in trying to leave the relationship? when either of them attempts these things, how do we see the other respond?

i realize and appreciate what people are driving at when they garnish their analysis with disclaimers that they’re not saying ed’s just a poor innocent abuse victim, they’re not saying he’s a perfect angel who’s never done anything wrong, and that’s true, but these are points already contained implicitly in statements like “this show’s protagonists act like human people” and “ed’s emotional struggles are portrayed in a realistic and believable way.” my assumption is that these disclaimers are anticipatory responses to worst-faith interpretations of any discussion that attributes any victim status to ed whatsoever, so i definitely sympathize with their inclusion, but a (very small) part of me still worries about them potentially reflecting or reinforcing a belief that there is any way for someone to behave towards their abuser that imparts a responsibility for them to make right whatever damage the abuser receives, or for that matter any degree of ambiguity over their status as an abuse victim in the first place.

part of what i find so gratifying about ed as a character is that i don’t feel like the show’s writing is pressuring me to consider that ambiguity at all. which was a really nice thing for me to discover!

and tbh—did using ed to deconstruct The Model Victim even factor into the writers’ agenda?? ive got no clue. im guessing no? ??maybe?? probably not?? but if you create a main character whose central premise is that he feels trapped in a performance of exaggerated masculinity that he’s desperate to escape, and then you set him up with a character premised on embodying a tangible obstacle against that escape, then i guess that’s the natural shape your story’s gonna be inclined to take

#man thats a lot of words when i couldve just said ‘im not an ed apologist bc he has nothing to apologize for’ and yalld get the message #had to get it off my chest though #abuse tw #sorry about the verbosity Im Aware. Its An Ongoing Issue #this is actually after i went through and edited to make it as concise as possible #the good news is ive finally managed to limit myself to a mere half dozen commas per sentence #the bad news is all these words are mush in my brain now and i can barely tell if theyre actually saying anything #are any of these paragraphs related to one another? i dont fuckin know #i do know i agreed with them when i wrote them though #am i procrastinating in the tags because im nervous about posting this? maybe. shut up #im gonna go do todays wordle

[plulp]

yknow kylar isnt my favorite character but the owl plushie really raised the bar by like maybe 30%

#my art #dol #harper the doctor #whitney the bully #kylar the loner #colors are a little WACKY because i was using a brush thats CRAAAAZY (not crazy. pretty normal but its okay) #sorry i dont post EVER #i have more dol sketches but im just a guy and i get embarrassed if i dont like the drawing enough LMAO #every time i have to test draw something i always draw harper #if i save every harper i draw this account would never be dead ever #anyways im having my own personal dol renaissance (playing it again) #if you want to reblog just send me an ask and ill unlock it but im a little nervous about people rbing my art still :( sorry #thank you for everyone who was like 'please let me rb this' for my harper thing i appreciate it so much but i dont like that piece enough #to set it free. #i drew another harper as consolation but i never posted it because i didnt like that one EITHER. im crazy #turning rbs on. for you.

[catonatrain]

hello everyone !! i'd like to ask if anyone would be interested in knb charms in this style? ive made kuroko, kise, momoi, kagami, and aomine personally for myself (and to sell locally) and was planning on designing a few more charms and ordering them around march

i havent sold my merch online before, but if people are interested in knb merch, i'd be happy to set up preorders around february!! and if so, im open to suggestion for some characters :> feel free to leave it in comments or tags !!

at the moment, midorima and takao are up next since the charm i have of mdtk are of different style ✌️

anyways if you don't want to leave a comment or tag here's a google form you can fill out !!

#sorry for cropping out kagami and aomine they kept showing up blurry so i just decided to crop them out and focus on these three <3 #when/if i open up preorders everyone can have more proper photos... but anyways yeah !! im very nervous at throwing myself out there... #but i know theres still some knb fans out there... (is so shy to interact) so again im happy to set things up !! but yeah id like to know ! #knb #kuroko no basket #kuroko's basketball #kuroko tetsuya #kise ryouta #kise ryota #momoi satsuki #my art