#SHE REALLY AANTS KIDS

[maraczeks]

the office s7 thread pt 2

#may 7 2021 #HOLLY COMES BACK THIS EP THIS IS JUST IN CASE I GO EMBARASSINGLY INSANE #SCREIAAJJSKDNFNFNFJDJSKDJJDJFHFJDKRJFJSNDJDKENJSBDJSNAKAKDHAHAHHHHDJFIDKSJFJELAMAOOAOFIJTEJSKHDKA #WHATTHEHDGEICJKKKDKSJHSNDFKWLWHATCHEHEHRJKSJDJCKAND #AND SHES STILL W AJ I FREAKING HATE IT HERE #I KNEW IT WOULD HAPPEN HUT #I HHHAAAAA #actually gonna kms were practically engaged #she's so hard to read facially rn #THIS IS SO SICK WHY ARE THEY FORCING THEM APART THRHDHHDJXNXJDJFJCJXJFI #IT COULD BE SO SIMPLE I HATE EVERYTHIBG #IT WOULD HE SO EASYYYYYYY TO BREAJ THEM IPPP #SHE REALLY AANTS KIDS #THERES SOMETHJNG SO PERSONAL ABOUT AMY NOW BEING A MOTHER AND ABT TO MARRY ERIC VS HOLLY BEFORE #AWWWWWHDJDJJFJCJCKDKFHDJFJVNXBFKDNDKSJF #JEALOUSY I KNOW TAHTS RGHT #he did not just #i can't do this much longer #there's so much to unpack helpfrjjwbdkebdksnfjsmxk #i mean obviously i wish there was no aj or angst so they would get back tgt quickly #but the material.... #im so fragile and inconsolable over a freaking sitcom couple that gets like idk not even 20 eps HELPPPLSDJKFBGBHSJL #WHY DOES ERIN NOT SEE IT #im tkaing screen caps and recordings now lmaoo #4/5 of these screencaps are useless idc #the breakdown is unendingg HFWEHJKLSDFH SHES SO LIKE LOOK AT HER FACE TELL ME SHE ISNT IN LOVE WTFFFF #illl literally kms #no why are the writers so obsessed w one half being taken like jim pam karen just stoppp at least they didnt do that w benslie i cant stand #triangles #HELP IVE BEEN TAKING SCREECAPS OF TWO MINUTES FOR THE PAST LIKE TEN MINUTES KJDNBFJ

[crybabycounselor]

Dear diary...

July 29th

I am. Very tired.

I won’t admit it out loud, but CHRIST are those boys exhausting.

“Why, Elise, who are these boys you speak of??” Future me may be asking, well, let me tell you.

Some more of that Magic Anon mumbo jumbo happened, so now Mr David and Mr Daniel are, like, 10. And GUESS who just spent the entire night looking for them across the lake!!!

It’s like?? I deal with the campers all the time, but they’re nothing compared to those two!! And I can’t even go to Mr David for guidance because news flash!! THAT IS MR DAVID!!!

And I... got mad at them both... Admittedly, I was very tired, but that didn’t mean I should’ve been mean to them... I feel like a total Cody :(( Even though Mr Daniel scares me, he’s only 10 and kinda confused right now, he has no clue what he did/what he’ll do, I should go apologize to them in the morning when I’m more awake. Til then, I’m gonna go have a breakdown in my bunk 

(Mr Daniel sleeps over me, and since he’s gonna be sleeping in a spare tent with David, I’ll be alone. Perfect crying opportunity!!)

I feel like this happened at such a bad time, too!! I was all sad because of my crush on Otis (but we’ll get back to that in a bit), and he wasn’t “there” to comfort me :((( I’m his (very unofficial) camp daughter, this blows!!!

And the fact that a lot of the older counselors went to the Arcade kinda sucked, too!! I was alone!! With those two!! (I’ll get back on this one, too)

But Charlie was there to comfort me at least, she’s the best :D!! She has these big ol soft arms and her hugs are really warm and comforting, 10/10 camp mom, 10/10 hugs

...At some point I’ll need to give everyone (maybe even Mr Daniel... with supervision...) so I can rate those... Weekend plans MADE!!

\\ page two below //

Alright, back to the arcade story:

So, basically, the boys decided to go “steal back” some peanut butter from Gwen at the flower scouts. You may already see how this is impossible, seeing as that was 14 years ago and Ms Gwen is, like, 25.

But they were dead set on getting that peanut butter back that they took a boat across the lake to Troop #789.

Now, the thing is, this was also around the time the counselors left to the arcade (I wasn’t invited, it only hurts a little), meaning I was a l o n e

So me, being the almost 15 year old counselor in training, panicked, because that’s my (mini) boss!!! If he found out I lost him I could get fired!!

So I had to go find them, and it was SUPER late by the time I found out about the missing boat (it was great searching the hiking trails in the pitch black dark forest at night). I was so mad, I actually wanted to cry a little.

By this time, the counselors got back, and a few of them helped me out to find them.

When I caught them... I yelled at them. You read about that earlier. I hate yelling at people so much, especially kids, but... I had to let my foot down, because Mr David wouldn’t listen to me... It felt... weird...

Like... I’m used to adult figures ignoring me (I mean, look at Cody), but... Mr David treated me with respect... He was so nice... He felt like a dad to me...

So when “he” yelled at me (even though... he had no clue who I was...) it... kinda hurt... He was cussing me off like Cody would if I messed up big time... I kinda snapped... He couldn’t fight back, he couldn’t threaten me, he couldn’t do anything to me... It’s like I was his Cody...

I feel... legit aw f u l.. . ii wanna crcr y. . .  i aant him backk.. . 

... i ll g et   b ack tt o the o t is stor yy la t er... gg iht

#//I TRIED CRY TYPING. BUT IN 'WRITING'. AS IF SHE WERE CRYING WHILE DOING THIS ENTRY... DIDN'T WORK OUT #elise's diary #abuse tw #verbal abuse tw #ask to tag