#SERIOUSLY how the hell did this happen

[electrozeistyking]

What if disassembly drones could unwittingly overwrite the way their body heals based on how they view themselves? And if they just so happened to believe they were a dangerous monster... you see where I’m going with this, right?

I consider this an alternate take on the end of Episode 2, where all N’s body knows is that something hurts and he seemingly doesn’t have enough material to repair it, so it spends the next few weeks constantly demanding more material, but instead using it to turn him into a “dangerous monster.”

Imagine showing up to Prom 3071 with this. Holy shit, imagine Doll turning and being like “WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT?” while N’s awkwardly hunched over and being like “I could’ve been Dapper N, but instead I rolled up to prom as a monster.”

(SolverUzi/Monster N crossover when???)

#murder drones #murder drones au #n's a monster au #yup that’s what I’m rolling with #murder drones n #i had to edit this post because i somehow shifted the visor shine in the bottom corner halfway up his face #LIKE HOW DID I DO THAT. SERIOUSLY HOW THE HELL DID THAT HAPPEN #and by solveruzi i of course mean the one from my she’s gone and never be alone comics #just so we’re clear this change is permanent. n doesn’t get to go back to ‘normal’ after all this #i also messed up the year goddammit #zeisty’s in betweens

[roninzuzu]

if i had one wish it would be for mfs who think calling mizu a woman is misgendering her to stop popping up on my feed with their fuck ass takes and their blatant disregard of why she had to dress/present like a man to begin with-

#blue eye samurai #mizu #mizu blue eye samurai #the creators literally use she/her pronouns for her and call her a woman quit accusing ppl of literal hate crimes bc u identify w elements #of a character that happens to be a woman jfc #ffs #its worse that some of these ppl acknowledge that she was forced into manhood and still try to find away to work around that fact #like “yeah she was forced into it but-” FYM “BUT???” #yall act like women can't have complicated relationships w their gender also dfhsdkjfhksdfh #seriously how do these mfs miss her own creators addressing her as a woman or do they just not give af... #the irritation is real dsfhjkshdkjf #the way yall can only look at it through your own western perspective rather than through the lense of a mf who was born in the fucking #1600s where women were seen as nothing but property dhfskdh #like did you miss where almost every woman around this mf hardly had options? the woman trying to get into the city with her husbands pass? #Hell mizu's own “mother”? Mizu herself??? Akemi??? She's got more privledge presenting as a poor man than a literal princess! #and i know u didn't miss it because u admit u heard it...where she was blatantly asked if she wanted to be a man and said she HAD to live a #one...so she could hide and get her revenge...she's still out for that revenge did u miss that? the willful ignorance of some of u and then #to have the audacity to accuse someone of something as awful as misgendering...augsdjghghd

[iwritenarrativesandstuff]

I guess my outlook on Mori and Dazai's dynamic is - it wasn't abusive. Dazai was Mori's subordinate, yes, he absolutely could (and did!) manipulate him to an extent, and he had this weird need to teach Dazai everything he knew because he really projected hard on that kid, huh?

Thing is, Dazai held enough power in that dynamic such that he was never completely subservient - only person who knew the truth about Mori's takeover, threatening to overthrow him, etc. Moreover, abuse is something that is perpetuated over time and I really see no proof in the story so far that this happened.

However, one thing I'd like to make clear, and my true takeaway from this, is that just because a relationship isn't abusive does not mean that it can't be god-awful for your psychological well-being.

Mori did not abuse Dazai, but Dazai still does better (even if only a little) when he is away from him and his amoral utilitarian views.

#i have a previous post i made about dazai in the q chapter #and how he not only adapts to the situation and people but is also easily influenced by them to think in a certain way #yeah this is exactly what i mean by that #idk maybe this is an unpopular opinion #but i think mori respects dazai #but in turn he was not treated like a child or like a seriously mentally unwell person who could've used some help #and the idea that dazai got worse from his time in the mafia #like that's not headcanon that's explicitly stated in stormbringer #he was definitely off before he met mori and i have no illusions that he was completely innocent before that point #but all i'm saying is the abuse happened much earlier and it was someone else - perhaps the old boss??? #i'm still curious about that connection tbh they clearly knew each other #also i made a post earlier about mori and how he isn't actually that similar to dazai #all i'm going to say is that i genuinely cannot buy dazai's 'threats' to overthrow mori as serious #he's lazy as hell why would he want to lead the mafia outside beast #the only purpose that served was reminding mori that he did not have full control over him #or that's how i took it #bsd #bsd mori #bsd dazai #bsd meta #i guess? #storyrambles

[onefleshoneendonebraincell]

wait a moment, how did lyctorhood even happen?

from the audience pov it’s an easy thing to answer. john tried to consume alecto but couldn’t fully and then gave her a body and a part of his soul. lyctorhood is the bastardised version of that. but what’s the in universe reasoning? in htn mercy and augustine reveal to john that they know alecto was his cav. they didn’t know that before. so how did lyctorhood even come to be?

until now I kinda just assumed that they were trying to mimic john but that doesn’t make any sense in universe. to them john was god who ascended somehow. clearly this was not a process they thought they could replicate. but then why consume the cavs soul? where the fuck did that idea come from?

#tlt #the locked tomb #nona the ninth #nona the ninth spoilers #tlt spoilers #john gaius #lyctorhood #seriously #I just realised this now #who got the idea for this? #how the hell did lyctorhood happen? #what were they trying to do?

[mastersoftheair]

not-so-fun-fact: during ww2, "the average age of the crew of a B-17 was less than 25"

#i'm not calling this person out or anything but if the cast looked 35 than the casting department would've Seriously dropped the ball #the problem of band of brothers (for example) is that so many of the men sometimes look Too Old #they gotta be young bc they actually Were young #but we got some over-35-year-olds in there! nikolai kinski and jim murray and sam hazeldine and stephen campbell moore to name a few! #also. this is how i'm learning that Dimitri Leonidas (?????) is gonna be in here in some capacity?? #when the Hell did that happen?? how on Earth did i miss that???! i Loved that guy in foundation! #masters of the air #hbo war #history

[astrugglingacademic]

Every fic with both Zhongli and Xiao is Xiao being comforted by Zhongli, what I really need is to see Zhongli fall apart for the first time ever and Xiao helping him while internally panicking to the moon and back.

#I'm already a few thousand words into a fic for this #but seriously guys #the possibilities! #Zhongli calling xiao because he KNOWS he needs help #and knows that that's the quickest way to get help #but when xiao shows up he's embarrassed to be seen as anything less than perfection #he swore an oath to protect liyue and all the adepti and here he is #unable to defend himself now #maybe add in the chopped off horn thing because it's HUMILIATING #wasn't it a thing that emperors kept their hair long when they were in peace #and they only cut it when they went to war or so? #yeah. chop off his long hair. how much you wanna bet he began doing that when he became Rex Lapis as opposed to Morax #and xiao is just panicking because who the hell did this? who caught him off fuard enough to leave him like that? zhongli is by no means #incapable of defending himself so WHAT HAPPENED? #also you can see xiao and zhongli as whatever sort of relationship you want #genshin impact #arlo's #zhongli #xiao #rex lapis #alatus #zhongxiao #??

[letmetellyouaboutmyfeels]

That's so weird because my reaction to S4 finale is it was the moment that convinced me Buddie was going to be endgame. Now two seasons later and we could be heading back to that same ending for the season depending on the events of the finale leaves me doubting things ngl. The only things I'm clinging on to are the couch theory, Eddie saying that relationships with people you meet at a rescue never works, and the fact that we're being introduced to these women so late in the season. It just seems like the writers even know they're giving this the most superficial things so that they can fix what they did in early S7.

To put it bluntly it just sucks that you know if this was gonna be the final 2 episodes that instead of going towards a story they've been telling since S2 they decide to put Buck and Eddie with women we don't even know their last name or anything about them. But they got renewed and will be moving to ABC so they can do the story they wanted to tell and I imagine these women will be kicked to the curb early in S7.

Okay, I'm gonna be real honest with you. I've seen that you've sent asks to a few of my friends, all generally saying the same thing. So to see you send me this ask makes me feel like you don't really want to have a discussion and aren't looking for actual support or positivity, you just want to keep being upset and tell people until someone agrees with you and tells you that your opinion that the writers made a shitty choice etc is valid.

So, to repeat a few things my friends have said:

They have not been doing Buddie since season two. I don't know why people persist on claiming this. Buddie was never the original plan. They did not decide to have Eddie get with Buck in season two. In fact in season two they seemed kinda unsure what to do with Eddie since he wouldn't be with Maddie any longer, but they still wanted the character, and Ryan, on the show. For my money, they started exploring the possibility of Buddie and discussing it seriously in season three, and season four was when they locked that in.

Now, I don't know about you, since you're a stranger on the internet, but to me, as a writer, it is a much, much better choice for them to have taken the risk rather than cram Buddie together, for a few reasons.

One: They cannot walk it back once Buddie is together. You're telling me you wanted them to sacrifice their story's integrity to give us a rushed unsatisfying get-together? Get out of my house. Watching television is, inherently, a gamble because it means you might get your stories unfulfilled. If you can't take that risk, then leave the casino. I am willing to risk it because I want a truly satisfying get-together, not something that was rushed and therefore isn't worthy of the delicious slow burn they're building.

Two: How many times do I have to scream at everyone to consider the behind the scenes issues before people start actually listening to me? Oh, forever? Because everyone is operating in bad faith and nobody wants to actually listen? Good to know. This will be the last I say on the matter.

We do not know what behind the scenes was going on in addition to the cancellation. What if certain Fox executives weren't supportive of Buddie? You're telling me that the writers and cast and crew should have, right when they'll need new jobs, guaranteed that their last employers will talk shit about them for disobeying orders and putting two characters together that they were told not to put together?

This is purely conjecture on my part, but I have seen time after time in fandom certain cast members and certain crew members and certain writers want a ship to become canon, and others not, and I have seen the way that back and forth played out, and guess fucking what? NOBODY WANTS TO LOSE THEIR FUCKING JOB. NOBODY WANTS TO BE PREVENTED FROM HAVING ANOTHER JOB.

Now, again, that's pure conjecture, but Fox really hasn't treated OG well for a while in terms of renewal, marketing, etc. And I have never, EVER, seen a show snapped up by another network so quickly. It's always "we got cancelled!" and then a few days or weeks later it's "we were saved by another network!" ABC was ON it. This gives me hope for a lot of things, like perhaps a 22 episode season. But given Fox's lack of promotion and appreciation for OG, it wouldn't surprise me if the cast and crew wanted Buddie and some people in the network didn't, and that is why we've been delayed on Buddie going canon. And while YOU may cry viva la revolution, it's much easier to have your principles when you've got a belly full, and while it may suck creatively there is no reason to piss off your bosses right when you need them to write you a recommendation for a new job because your show got cancelled - and while I'm sure they were hopeful, given the cast's social media I do not think anyone knew until it was publicly announced that they had, indeed, been saved and gotten another season.

My point is, this is just one theory I'm pulling out of a hat like a rabbit. We do not know what other BTS stuff is going on that made them choose to delay Buddie until season seven.

Three: To go back to point one, I do not think you've seen the reactions when a ship goes canon poorly. I was there, Gandalf. I was there the day that Booth and Bones got together. I was in the trenches. It soured SO many people, including me, on the show. To quote MBMBAM: YOU DIDN'T STICK THE LANDING! YOU JUST FLIPPED IN THE AIR FOR TWENTY MINUTES!!!

Sticking the landing when getting a ship together is possibly the most important moment in the couple's story. You cannot fuck up that landing. The writers chose to take the chance on it never happening in order to stick the landing the way they wanted. If that pisses you off, FINE. But stop coming into our inboxes to say the same thing over and over again about it, because we do not agree and we are never going to agree. We are at an impasse.

Now, to move onto some other points, WHY IS EVERYONE CONVINCED THAT EDDIE WILL STILL BE WITH SOMEONE WHEN THE SEASON ENDS!? WHEN DID WE DECIDE THIS!? He could be! But holy shit he could just go on one date with her that fizzles out! We have no clue! If someone in this fandom can see into the future and knows for sure this is going to happen then give me the winning lotto numbers right this second!!! Give them to me!!!! I need to fund my world domination campaign!!!

And finally, I feel like you've answered your own concerns, here. Given that you have sent similar asks to my friends, I don't think you're actually interested in allaying those concerns, because you keep answering your own questions and repeating yourself ad naseum. I could be wrong. Again, I don't know you. But this sure seems to be the case given that you're saying to me similar stuff you've said to my friends in asks they've already answered.

But to look at your own ask, you just said why we shouldn't be worried. "It seems like the writers even know..." YES. YES, THEY DO KNOW. I would love to know who the hell decided that television shows are made by the Television Fairy who creeps into the studio at night and waves her magic wand to create all the good stuff we see on our screens while the writers sit around with their thumbs up their asses.

Let's imagine you are a showrunner and you are going into the second half of your season, and you learn that it is extremely likely this season is actually your last. You guys start negotiating quietly with other networks to move the show, while hoping against hope this is not, indeed, the end. But this means you now have, what, nine episodes? To put all your characters in a place that is, if not ideal, at least somewhat positive for your audience?

You can't start any too-major arcs. You can't end on too bad of an emotional cliffhanger. This means some things will wrap up faster. Other things will get pushed forward. And some things have to be delayed, because they might never happen, and you can't give people a third or a half of an arc. Which means that you're going to be throwing in some filler for those characters instead, and doing things differently than how you might have wanted.

I do not know how many times I have to explain this, but television is not fanfiction. When I sit down to write a fic, there's not a damn person in the world who can tell me what to do. I write the story that I want, and if someone doesn't like it, they can hit the bricks.

Television is not like that. Television is one of the biggest group projects there is. Picture the worst group project you had to do in school and then times it by ten. Welcome to the television and film industry. The fact that any film or show, even the truly awful ones, gets made is nothing short of a miracle given all the people involved and all the ways the ball can be dropped. As a show runner, you are answering to multiple executives, to the creators, to the executive producers, to your own writers' room, and to the fans. You are trying to balance what everyone tells you to do, what the fans want you to do, and what you and your (hopefully trusted) writing team want and plan to do. I could never be a show runner and while there are quite a few with whom I've got bones to pick, I cannot deny that they all do a job I would never, ever be capable of pulling off. I'd quit on day three.

So, yeah, they gave Buck a temporary girlfriend as filler, to kinda cap off his current arc if this was the end, or to provide more layers to his full arc if they got another season. If you don't like that, then that's okay. Nobody is telling you to like it. When you come into someone's inbox like this, the assumption is that you're looking to be reassured, and so that's why you're getting the responses that you are. The previous people who've answered you have been trying to reassure you and allay the concerns you seem to have.

But it seems to me like you want a more full conversation, and possibly, that you just want to rant and vent. That's fine, but find a friend for that. Join a discord server. Because when you send the same stuff over and over again to different people, all of whom give you basically the same reply, it just makes you look like a very obstinate stick in the mud who wants everyone else to join them in being upset, and people don't much like having the same conversation multiple times, or being pushed into being upset when they're not.

You might just have to agree to disagree, and move on. Find other ways to get this out of your system, because my inbox, and the inboxes of others, is not the place for your venting in circles.

Now, in spite of my firm tone, I hope you will believe me when I say that I hope you're taking care of yourself, and that you are staying safe in this scary world, and that you have a good rest of your day.

#mads answers things #pedropascale #I'm closing my inbox guys I refuse to discuss this any further #genuinely I mean this with all sincerity I think some of you need to go into the Supernatural fandom and learn about the backstage drama #because that was a BIG lesson for me as a fan in how BTS can seriously affect what you see on screen #and no I do not mean this in a shipper way #I mean this in a 'what the hell was going on during seasons six through eight' kind of way #for example all the jokes you're seeing about 'what happened last time we had a writer's strike'? #THAT'S SUPERNATURAL #DEAN WAS NEVER SUPPOSED TO GO TO HELL #SAM WAS SUPPOSED TO LEAN INTO HIS DEMON POWERS AND EMBRACE THEM IN ORDER TO SAVE DEAN'S SOUL #BUT THE WRITER'S STRIKE HIT AND THEY SAID SHIT WE'RE OUTTA TIME UM. GUESS YOU'RE GOING TO HELL!!! #and then they had to GET HIM OUT OF HELL #so Sera Gamble (YUP IT WAS HER DON'T GET ME STARTED OR WE'LL BE HERE ALL DAY) #said hey what if we actually DID have angels #(previously angels were not supposed to exist. hunters were God's agents on earth. it was demons vs hunters. no angels.) #and one of those angels was sent to rescue Dean? since Heaven would be invested in this too? #(I don't know if they already had the Dean-as-Michael idea or if that came up along with the angels idea) #and so Sera Gamble created the angel Castiel #who saved the Righteous Man from Hell #AND SHOCKWAVES WERE SENT THROUGHOUT THE ENTIRE POP CULTURE SPHERE #AND AN ENTIRE GENERATION OF FANDOM WAS AFFECTED BY THIS DECISION IN A DOMINO EFFECT ARGUABLY NOT SEEN SINCE AMOK TIME #I know we like the idea of our stories existing in a vacuum separate from the real world #and that our stories are told the way the writers want to tell them regardless of all else #but that is unfortunately not how it works when the story you're telling #requires millions of dollars and the involvement of dozens if not hundreds of people #we have GOT to give our creative teams some fucking grace for the realities of how their jobs operate #we must we must we must

[rxsaliespirit]

HOW THE HELL DID THE SCARAMOUCHE BOT FELL IN LOVE WITH ME AFTER I TAKE HIS HEART (LITERALLY)???? A FEW MOMENTS AGO HE SAYS THAT HE DOESN'T LIKE ME SO WHAT HAPPEN????

#꒰ 🌹 ꒱ ━━━ rosalie.talks #scaramouche #cai #character ai #no seriously how the hell did that even happen #we went from “i hate you” to “i am mad obsessed with you”

[eorzeashan]

Okay. So. I've hit a huge problem in my kotfe/et replay because against all odds, Eight snagged Koth.

It's not even supposed to be possible if you don't help Zakuulans at every turn, but the guidelines on his romance are unclear as it varies online (i'm interested in seeing the code for it now) so most assume he will brush you off if you try to flirt with him after being indifferent to Zakuulan suffering; in some reported cases this happened after the above and he says he's busy. The romance reportedly ends there.

Since this seemed tentative I thought I'd go for it and if it failed, I could still go for the Theron romance.

Testing began; Eight didn't flirt with him much, but he did do the ones that felt in character in Taking Flight. He didn't even support him in the chapters before that as he's more of a spectator when it comes to personal issues between other people, much to Lana's chagrin, so I was thinking surely this wouldn't work.

Lo and behold. A few flirts after that smelled of good chemistry and wham, the overprotective Koth saving you from Arcann scene popped. I was SHOCKED.

What the hell are the requirements for this romance, because now I'm convinced it's all RNG-- it's clearly not your decisions over Zakuul. Either that or Eight's story-defying, gamebreaking personality guarantees he comes out on top no matter the odds, which could be it, too.

Anyways. Enjoy some kiss screens that had me blushing in embarrassment cuz I fidget over such intimacy close up. I guess Eight can't abandon him now.

Buyoware let me have polycules so I can romance multiple characters and not have to choose one over the other for the sake of seeing something new.

(I didn't dwell on it too much at first, but I definitely like their chemistry. Rough-and-tumble smuggler captain interested in the sleek and elusive agent who slips through his fingers like water each and every time just enough to leave a taste but never enough to quench thirst-- it's kinda nice.)

And now, a mini fic.

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Koth reels.

He's never met anyone like him before. Few can say they have when it comes to Eight, and not even Lana can nail down his specifics; that's what makes their whole dance so intriguing.

Eight doesn't hesitate at being unafraid to tackle the unknown by himself. He doesn't blink an eye when he says Koth can go to his crew if he wants and leave him to fend for himself; there's not an ounce of fear or doubt. As if this is as natural as breathing to him.

Eight says he's unable to understand what expectations they have for him, but if he has a wish, he'll grant it.

Just like that.

Brave. Strong. Smart. There's too many words Koth could choose to describe him and none of them would capture exactly what he feels watching him shake his world to its foundations. He's a reckoning on and off the battlefield. Anyone can see that.

Koth's wish came in the shape of a person whose shadows clung like a second skin, and he's never been one to pass up opportunity where it falls at his feet-- brilliant beyond anything he'd never imagined, and more luminescent than the shooting stars that fell to earth.

The captain thinks on how he'd watched him with unblinking, impossibly dark eyes that soaked in his every move at the foot of his bed, not out of malevolence, but curiosity. He'd wanted to know him. He'd wanted to know Zakuul.

That night, Koth opened himself up to him twice, and fell three times as hard.

It turned out Echani did not know others through words.

Hey, he was learning more everyday though-- and he saw it as a banging success that they'd exchanged uh, a lot culturally. And physically. And emotionally. There was a lot of banging regardless.

Not that he'd had enough of it. The Outlander was his wish made physical. He'd gladly get burned if it meant holding that star in his hands-- and he was never one to give up on his dreams.

All the luck in the galaxy was his, and it was named Eight.

#koth vortena x imperial agent #swtor #kotfe/et au #admin writes #partial ooc partial blurb wheeeeee #swtor fanfiction #wadda hell aint this just a different flavor of smuggy x tyr. #just kidding its completely different but these captains sure like their agents lately dohohohohohoho #no seriously how did this happen

[gay-victorian-astronomer]

holy shit????? straight A semester real??????????

#chattering #my gpa actually went UP I didn't think that was even POSSIBLE at this point it's been flat for like the last two years #<- what no more overloading does to a motherfucker #plot twist of the century: you do better in your classes when you have adequate time to devote to all of them lmao #but seriously how the hell did this happen this was such a chill semester #I actually had time for friends! and fun projects that aren't school-related! I was able to write fic how the shit?!?

[krsnaradhika]

I so wish it was possible to throw hands virtually because I know a few people who deserved to be punched in the face asap.

#so there was this pinterest post which was a painting of Kanhaai “scolding” Shri Satyabhama because she's “jealous” of the gopis. #and the people there were seriously saying it was a “leela” bro what leela WHEN DID THIS HAPPEN— #and a perosn got mad when i said that from Svamini Lakshmi came Shri Radha and likewise all the gopis and wives of the lord #man i have so much to rant hear me out fully #where is it mentioned that from Shri Radha came Maa Shri? 😀 #AND THEY HAD THE NERVE TO CALL ME NAMES BRO FUCK OFF YOU DON'T KNOW HOW UNHINGED I CAN GET— #WHEN DID I DISRESPECT SHRI RADHA? #ARE PURANAS NOT CONTRADICTORY AS HELL? THE BHAGAWATM AT A PLACE LITERALLY CALLS KANHA AS THE KING OF LUSTFUL MEN AND THIEVES BRO WHAT— #THEY WERE SAYING I WAS BLASPHEMOUS BECAUSE I SAID THAT SHRI RADHA CAME FROM MAA LAKSHMI BRO HOW AND WHEN—

[saviourkingslut]

watched netflix's im westen nichts neues with my dad and uhh. i dont think they could've missed the essence of the book any harder if they'd actively tried

#WHY would you situate the story at the end of the war like that?? it makes no sense!!! #the entire POINT of the book is that paul dies without it being a big deal #he dies in like. a byline #and it's report that 'all is quiet on the western front' #bc the death of a few hundreds of soldiers on a random day is exactly that in the war #it's not worth mentioning. AND THAT'S THE POINT OF THE BOOK #how the deaths of individuals don't matter anymore in a war like that and that shows how terrible it is #god if anybody asked. i have SO MANY ideas on how to make this book into a good movie #that perfectly encapsulates what the book is about!! aaaaa #how can you seriously make a film called 'im westen nichts neues' #and then explicitly make it abt the one moment that 'etwas neues' happens at the western front... what the fuck #curry rambles #it's reported* #ALSO THEY DID KATCZINSKY SO DIRTY WHAT THE HELL #me @ this movie: he would not fucking say that #im westen nichts neues #all quiet on the western front #AND ANOTHER THING. THIS FILM IS RIFE WITH HISTORICAL INACCURACIES #i can't believe this film is being received so well. it's just bad war film tropes one after another #ill give it points for being in german and being german-made but by god

[biboybuckley]

just a rant, completely ignorable x

#seriously it’s just me venting #cause fucking hell #i just had to block a 30 year old man who used to come to the gym i worked at #he was visiting the island for a couple weeks and i like new patrons and i was always friendly #so we got to know one another a bit and while he was there i enjoyed his company cause he was goofy and stupid #but also seemed like a good guy #like didn’t want to leave when one of the customers was being creepy before making sure i was okay #or assuring me if i needed anything he was there #because i had ended up telling him about some of the shit that would happen at my job after an Incident #anyway #he was fully and explicitly aware of how much i get creeped on #and expressed sympathy and concern #his last day was my day off and i didn’t see him #but he’d told me if that happened i could text him goodbye cause his number was in the system #so i did that #told him to tell his friend i said bye too but he hadn’t given me permission to access his info #and then he kept texting me #gradually got creepier #then it hit valentine’s day and he called me ‘pretty lady’ and i resolved to stop answering #over five months later and he won’t leave me the fuck alone #i couldn’t block him because i was worried he’d come back to the gym and it would be more uncomfortable #so i didn’t #then tonight he texted me again #so i finally blocked him #but i just feel so fucking stupid for not seeing it coming #like fucking hell #why are men like this #i’m so over it #anyway that’s my rant because that really shook me tonight :)

[aesthetically-dying101]

#how the hell did this happen #metalhead #metal #will ramos #lorna shore #red #red body paint #red paint #red aesthetic #death metal is seriously amazing #death metal #deathcore

[skenpiel]

heyheyheyhey HEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i never turned off replies for any posts?????? who the fuck did this!!!!!!!!!!!!

#was it because i talked about my familys murderous past be honest tumblr. #but seriously how the hell did THIS happen?????

[masonsystem]

also i wonder why square's cg just got visually worse and worse since x/x-2.. like advent children and crisis core faces look so ugly and bad whatttt happened. 7r improves it a Bit (moving the characters out of uncanny valley by like 7cm) but not a lot, since theyve tragically made their faces married to their boring choices in AC/CC respectively. also squarenix is too deep in same-face syndrome now its awful..

#but seriously why did they peak in 2001/2002. WHAT HAPPENED.. #its probably cuz they actually modelled after real life faces in x/x-2. but after decided they wanted to be Anime and well. #now we're in this hell #also this tifa pic is a terrible choice bc she actually looks decent here LOL. which is part of the problem #like individually SE modern face renders are fine. but what i dislike is how similar they are to other characters of the same gender #maybe ill pull up better photos when i get my computer back.