i want a cat so bad man, i keep scrolling through petfinder when i'm bored at work and almost crying bc all of these cats are amazing and i wish i could bring all of them home but i'm not allowed to have a cat in my dorm unless it's a registered support animal and my immediate family are all either allergic or don't like cats so i don't even know what i'd do over breaks
okay so yesterday I was trying to take off bangles and scratched my hand like a fucking gash and it's bleeding and hurts it's like an inch long and then today I scratched my other hand putting on lipstick??? And it fucking hurts??? OH AND FUCKING BRUISES ON MY THIGH AND ARM COZ I FUCKING BODYSLAMMED A DOOR COZ I HAVE NO SPATIAL SENSE AND WAS TRYING TO READ A WORK FILE WHILE WALKING WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME
I had to turn anonymous asks off because people are starting to send me more aggressive messages (death wishes, telling me my art sucks, saying I should quit art, etc.) which is........ something I’ve never had to deal with before, but it is what it is :/
HOWEVER, in more positive news I calculated the final donation amount from the Club Q fundraiser last month, and with the last round of donations from ‘The World Has Been Changed’ sales sent out, the total amount raised is $320!!!!!
$88 of that was purely what I got in sales from the World artwork last month, so thank you all so much for helping and supporting this cause. 🙏 it means so much to me that I (and Kevin Ang!) were able to use art to give back in this way 💖
for anyone who still wants to donate, the Club Q family Gofundme is still active! all proceeds go towards helping the victims and their families.
i think the reason a lot of people find practical fx charming, even when they're obviously fake, while finding aged cgi just bad
is that it's a lot easier to have an idea of how much work went into the practical fx even if you don't have experience with it. while for cgi it's just "??? press a button... alien come out?"
so instead of seeing the effort and work that went into making older cgi, you just see that it looks wrong, and thats that