Every time. EVERY TIME I think I may be starting to loosen up on my Lucifer hyperfixation
Every time I think “okay, maybe I can be a normal human being again while consuming content of him”
“Okay, maybe I can actually do shit other than think about him all day”
EVERY SINGLE FUCKING TIME
HE JUST DRAGS ME BACK IN!
I JUST LOVE HIM SO MUCH! HE DESERVES THE WORLD! I WANT HIM! I NEED HIM! I NEED MORE OF HIM!
Obsessing over him is the greatest dopamine booster of my goddamn LIFE and I don’t think I will ever be the same again.
HE’S SO SILLY AND HE LOVES HIS DAUGHTER SO MUCH AND HE’S JUST TRYING HIS BEST! HE’S SO ADORABLE AND SO HOT AND ITS NOT FAIR THAT I ONLY HAVE LIKE AN EPISODE AND 2 SCENES WORTH OF CONTENT OF HIM! I CAN’T SURVIVE OFF THIS?!
I was thinking today about how SO much of my adolescent-early adult life is documented on this website it’s like kind of crazy. especially if i still had my old blog