#Oh...please pray for me.

[zorosdimples]

MORE, PLEASE, ALWAYS, FOREVER

pairing ༄ simeon x gn!reader

warnings ༄ minors: please do not interact! i will block you. suggestive content, religious/sacrilegious imagery, corruption, manipulation, dubious consent, drugging. simeon calls reader “little one” and “darling.” please let me know if i’m missing anything!

word count ༄ 771

notes ༄ this is my first time posting my writing, so please be kind! this drabble is darker than what i usually write; i’ve just been thinking about simeon and corruption for months… i have fluffier pieces in the works, i promise! <3

“but s-simeon,” you whispered, afraid to raise your voice lest desire drip from each syllable—as if the angel couldn’t see your trembling thighs or the glint of hunger in your gaze. your skin glowed, he observed, all dewy with want; he had never seen anything so beautiful, so vulnerable. your chest heaved as though you couldn’t catch your breath. “you’re an angel.”

“yes?” he hummed, trying not to sound too eager—all while his blood sang for you.

your tongue wetly floundered for a response, brain unable to comprehend anything other than the fierce fire that licked at your very core. oh, if he did not relish your sputtering, dumb state. you hung onto his every word as if he would lead you to salvation.

that’s what angels were created for, right?

“angels, humans, demons—we all have more in common than you think. we all have similar urges, similar needs,” simeon stated, lithe fingers traveling down your sides to dig into the soft flesh of your hips, forcing a breathy sigh from your lips. shame would have eaten you alive had it not been for your desperation.

“but you humans are rather self-centered, no?” he asked with an experimental squeeze that had your eyes fluttering dreamily. “you assume that your corrupted moral compass applies to the other two realms.”

you shivered as simeon leaned so close that you could smell the sweetness—caramel?—that clung to his skin. his lips brushed your ear as he whispered, “angels, as god’s chosen creatures, are encouraged to love deeply.” his fingertips grazed your belly as you swallowed thickly. his hot breath melted your resolve while his thinly-veiled words had your nerves thrumming in anticipation.

patience was a virtue that simeon usually embodied, but the thrill you inspired within him was cracking his restraint. he couldn’t help but push: push himself, push you. he needed to hear you to say it.

he gently cradled your chin between his thumb and forefinger, angling your face to meet his expectant gaze. if you had been in the right state of mind, perhaps you would have noticed how his azure irises were unusually dark, pools of midnight you could drown in.

the smile that tugged at his lips was almost wicked as he probed, “what do you need, little one? tell me.”

the endearment fell on deaf ears as you leaned into simeon’s grasp like a simpering pet. your eyes flickered down to his lips instead of answering his question, biting down on your own almost hard enough to draw blood.

“ah ah,” he chided, pinching your chin, still a hair’s breadth from your face.

you looked like a wounded animal for a moment, eyes wide and shimmering, staring down the barrel of a hunter’s gun. you tried to wriggle from his grasp in embarrassment.

the angel’s grip was unyielding, though. he was certain there would be bruises on your tender flesh come morning—the thought only heightened his arousal. his honeyed chuckle, like a potent sedative, lulled your movements.

“as much as i appreciate your enthusiasm,” simeon said with featherlight strokes to your burning cheek, “i need you to use your words, darling.”

you whimpered in response. your brain was fried, incapable of intelligent thought. all you could do was feel and act—instinct usurping rationale—more animal than human. all you could muster was a breathy and pathetic “please,” punctuated by the unshed tears that sparkled in your eyes.

“please what?” he cooed with faux sympathy. his free hand skimmed down the slope of your shoulder and the curve of your arm to ultimately settle on the fat of your thigh. the movement caused a tremor to ricochet through your body.

he looked at you like he wanted to devour you, to pick your bones clean, to consume you so wholly that not even your soul remained. and maybe it should have frightened you. but all you wanted was to lay yourself bare and let the angel feast on you until there was nothing left.

“i need you, simeon,” you finally breathed, soft as a prayer.

as soon as the words left your bruised lips, he lifted you onto his lap, wrapping your legs around his waist. you exhaled a warbled moan when he dipped down to scrape his teeth against the column of your throat. “that wasn’t so difficult, was it?” he murmured into your skin.

you were too far gone to answer—not that simeon cared. he finally had you where he wanted you, writhing and whining prettily. he made a mental note to thank solomon for the spell that had his little human begging for more, please, always, forever.

#oh god now i need to figure out the tags #pray for me #obey me #obey me nightbringer #obey me x reader #simeon x reader #simeon x mc #simeon x you #obey me simeon #obey me smut #simeon smut #simeon #obey me shall we date #om! smut #tw dubcon #tw dark content #i’m trying my best here #please lmk if i should tag anything else! #༄ kae writes

[patron-saint-of-lesbeans]

Very interesting (concerning) that while there’s a general consensus of “of course there’s queer Muslims and Jews and Christians we love them!” But that love is conditional. You can be religious but not too religious. You can be spiritual as long as it’s not actually that important to you. You can be observant of your religion’s dogma and traditions as long as you keep it away from everybody else.

But I don’t want to cut myself into smaller pieces. I don’t want to take a part of my life and culture and being and hide it away behind closed doors. It’s just…hypocritical and disappointing when people, who clamor about their love for the contradictory and self-authentic, hate when they’re confronted with it.

#tower of babble #catholic #lgbt #side b #sorry I saw a very good post pointing out the way queer Jews are often cited with the caveat that they’re not observant Jews #and how there are queer observant Jews but I didn’t want to derail so I made my own post #because fuckin hell how often do you see white queers telling queer Muslim women to stop wearing their hibjabi (unless it’s for ~cultural~ #purposes). it’s disgusting and demeaning to assume queer people don’t have deeply meaningful spiritual lives. #side b Christians 🤝 observant queer Jews 🤝 devout queer Muslims #me. happily trans and gay: I’m so happy and blessed to have this body and life - #homo/transphobes: you’re going to hell you’re evil you’re stupid you’re faking it #me: huh. oh. um. well I’m still blessed because I know you are not speaking with Christ in your heart- #a surprising number of self proclaimed radicals: uhhhh please don’t acknowledge that you’re Christian it makes us. uncomfortable. #me: …being uncomfortable and confused about others is the pride of Pride? the queer community thrives on contradiction and self definition? #anyways. prof put my pronouns down as he/she/they on the syllabus and I am popping the biggest gender affirming bottles tonight #(praying a chaplet and eating rice like the grad student peasant I am)

[demigod-of-the-agni]

A DEVIL REBORN

Happy Halloween!!! A detailed ID will be placed under the cut (it's close to being 1K i could literally post this to Ao3)

p1. ड्याम्म (dyamma) - Nepali for "(feeling) full", "hitting something"

p3. Chutiya - Hindi for "idiot", "moron" and other related insults

p5. க்ரீச் (kreech) - Tamil onomatopoeia describing scraping/screeching sounds

[Extended Image ID: DYAMMA! Slamming his hands on a table, Achanba Okram finds himself in the darkness of his laboratory. He is wearing black clothes and a white lab coat on top, and has a bowl cut with rectangular glasses.

His thoughts whirl within boxes that are coloured gold and are outlined with red; they put a voice to the uneasy feelings Okram knows are stirring inside of him. The thought boxes read:

With Pavitr gone, I finally have time to string my thoughts together. Half-drowned answers bleed out of my pores. Coalescing like some great, abysmal creature of unknown origin.

Bracing his hands against the table, Okram is acutely aware of his body, of the gaping holes in his back that bubble with demonic energy. His thoughts narrate, My body quakes when I begin to question, wracked with paranoia. With dread, as if the idea of what I had to face was unbearable.

The holes in back — four of them, spaced evenly from each other — begin to ooze golden liquid, hot like fire and viscous like tar.

And yet, Okram thinks, I felt it all the same: that crawling, scintillating horror of my reality. Of my tainted flesh and blood. My being here is the work of demonic forces.

Golden arms, fluid yet bony, powered by some otherworldly thing, unravel from the void in his back. They flounder and expand around him, filling the lab with a cold glow. The fingers are tipped with talons, and, if he looked hard enough, Okram swears they are edged with blood.

I died years ago, Okram thinks. I lost my humanity to the fire of the devil's madness. Thus, the question remains: what is the future of Achanba Okram, a DEVIL REBORN?

The lights of the lab suddenly brighten, and Okram hears him before he sees him. His arms register the presence of the other person, immediately unraveling and slipping out of reality. Just outside, Pavitr Prabhakar's voice calls, "HEY, DOCTOR OKRAM! Sorry I'm late! Traffic was abysmal today."

Pavitr's entrance catches Okram by surprise, and he stutters out, "PAVITR?! You- ah- you have one of your shifts today?"

His thoughts reprimand him, You CHUTIYA! Pavitr always has his shifts on Tuesdays!

Pavitr is unaware of Okram's turmoil, sauntering into the laboratory while hefting up a white plastic bag. He's wearing a black and white flannel shirt, and he has circular earrings. Pavitr's eyes are trained on the bag in his hand. He answers Okram's question with, "Yeah, I do. I, uh, got a little hungry along the way (I'm always so hungry)." Pavitr whispers the last part as he lifts the bag up. He continues, "so I went and bought some vada pav, and—"

He suddenly pauses, his eyes locking onto Okram. He can't tell what is going beyond Pavitr's eyes, but the other man's analysing gaze unnerves Okram to a degree beyond description.

(In Pavitr's POV: his Spider-Sense was just triggered. Red and gold squiggly lines emanate from and surround his head in a halo.)

Pavitr lowers the bag slightly in concern. "Uhm," Pavitr says "are you okay, Doctor?"

Dread and fear floods Okram's system. Suddenly he is hyperaware of everything in the room, including the golden arm that has sprouted from his back and was lying on the workbench behind him, right in Pavitr's line of sight.

Play dumb! Okram's mind screams at him. Accordingly, Okram replies, a tad too tightly, "Of course I am, Pavitr! Why wouldn't I be?"

KREECH. The golden arm scrapes its taloned fingers across the table, no doubt giving away its location.

Okram chuckles nervously, sweating almost immediately, at which his mind howls, Not that dumb!

Pavitr narrows his eyes at Okram and at the golden arm on the workbench. "Are those...demonic arms?" he asks Okram, a shadow crossing his face.

(In Pavitr's POV: In the back of his mind, Pavitr sees a vague and faded image forming in response to seeing the arms. He remembers Doctor Octopus, the man with two extra sets of arms who had attacked him many years ago; he was one of the first villains Pavitr fought as Spider-Man. But... Doctor Octopus died a long time ago. Perhaps...?)

"Oh, Doctor..."

Pavitr's gaze softens as he asks, "Are you being haunted by demons? Have you been attacked by them? Why didn't you tell me? I'm so sorry this has been happening to you. I can't imagine how stressful this is for you." A moment, and then, "Do you want to talk about?"

Okram hides his face in his hands, quickly responding, "No, I'm alright, Pavitr."

Pavitr walks forward, placing his bag down and reaching down to place a reassuring hand on Okram's shoulder. "But, Doctor, men of your generation have ignored their mental health for too long."

"Yes, I know," Okram sighs.

"It'll be okay, Doctor," Pavitr promises, "we can figure something out!"

"And what?" Okram asks somewhat sarcastically. "You will be here with me 'every step of the way'?"

"One hundred percent!" Pavitr says.

Behind them, one of Okram's demonic arms reaches out to peer at Pavitr and Okram; if an arm could be happy, it certainly was. The arm is seemingly pleased with Pavitr's helpful and understanding nature. /.End ID]

#i finished this comic the night before an exam. pray for me #anyway THE COMIC IS HEREEEEEEEEE #this thing has been rolling around in my mind for SOOO LONG lmao #only real spidey fans will understand that this interaction is based on that one scene between peter and otto octavius- #-in the first ps4 spidey game #friendly reminder that pavitr prabhakar (at least in the comics) does not know the identity of his version of doctor octopus #so my brain knew it would be super fucking funny to have this scene happen in the mmau except the roles are swapped. how fucking funny #(please tell me it's funny i worked so hard on this hyperspecific joke) #also yes that picture of pavitr with the bag? that i've been reblogging where he picks up sad peter parker or gets jumped by miguel? #yes that came from here. I AM A COMEDIAN #but narratively-speaking. considering this is now canon for the mythic mumbattan au.... #thinking about how i far i can push the insomniac spidey agenda into this universe. thinking. just THINKING. wait I JUST THOUGHT OF SOMETHI #and it is FANTASTIC oh you guys are gonna love it #cackling. you'll have to wait for it tho <3 #spider man #spider man india #pavitr prabhakar #achanba okram #(also in case you didn't know. achanba okram ISN'T REAL. HE'S MY LITTLE GUY. I MADE HIM) #(he's like. half oc half established character) #artoftheagni #mythic mumbattan au #atsv #across the spider verse #atsv pavitr #doctor octopus

[cheerfullycatholic]

Who's gonna get whacked by the snowstorm? It's supposed to get me the next two days and I'm kinda excited tbh 👀

ARE Y'ALL PREPARED?!

#my animals all should be okay #im just a bit worried about the half wild chickens who wont let me put them in the coop #or even the garage #i know theyll be ok with the cold im just worried about how deep the snow will be #ill have to keep up on making paths for them #other than that #i have enough animal and people food to last awhile and i have extra straw in case someone needs more #also got ten gallons each of diesel and gas #lots of blankets medical supplies board games #oh dang i should make sure my portable phone charger is charged #i really need to get a solar charger #the thing im worried about most is if the power goes out #we have a generator but if we can keep the house warm during the day we might turn it off at night #and i know its stupid but i have anxiety and nighttime is really hard for me #especially in pitch black silence #i dont like the way my fear and anxiety makes my heart feel #anyway #ill stop rambling now #yall are in my prayers #please pray for us

[antennatoheaven]

my sister just saw vaguely erotic ultrakill fanart i put on my instagram story can someone ultrakill me

#she was supposed to have deleted the app for 10 days and i thought nice. my city now #i got bold #but one of her friends let her use their phone to scroll thru instagram or smth…… please #part of me is going ‘oh im an adult i can post what i want’’ the other part is very aware of the demographic she’s a part of #‘’​oh how bad can it be’’ she’s a taylor swift fan. not even a gay one #ramblings #ultrakill #im seeing her this saturday and praying she just forgets about this

[licorishh]

So 1.6 is here and the Trailblaze continuance is interesting. Dr. Ratio is every bit as irritating and pompous as expected. I love him

Spoilers for the continuance quest in the tags cause y'all already know I gotta say something about this dude and it's about to get real neat

#dr ratio #honkai star rail #hsr dr ratio #so anyway here's the part where i start sounding like a drunkard purely because i've been whacked in the face with another character #when he came on screen in the interrogation(?) room with screwllum and asta and you could see his face for the first time i ooghh. #ooab. qoshdh. euahhd. the. sauaghh. #biting my nails shaking my head violently spinning in circles WOW design voice actor accent ohhggg my #i usually keep things like this to myself but ohg. oh dear. ohh my #i'll draw him hopefully. i can only pray i do him justice cause ooaodb #i just. yes sir i am a moron please tell me more in that fancy accent of yours #i will stop interrupting just keep talking 🙏🙏🙏 #i'm thinking entj. alhaitham but extroverted and VIOLENTLY neurotypical #i hate him so much but heaven above his design is uuiaj #and he'll be here for free. wgat do i do woth thag informtion #i. eed an imaginary character. i acan. use him on a team #i. wgau #h.elp #THE EYES THOUGH. THE MALE CHARACTERS IN HSR ALL HAVE SUCH GORGEOUS FRICKIN EYES MORESO THAN THE WOMEN #feel free to sigh at me and move on but aough #look i'm normal ok. but i'm also a straight female human being andr thag unfortunately means something

[useless-englandfacts]

So it’s Remembrance Day.

My brother is in the air cadets, so I showed up to the parade to support him.

Made my own poppy earrings and everything.

Fab so far.

Hm I wonder why that old man is staring at me.

I find my mum, she looks at me in abject horror and starts trying to remove my coat.

What the fuck is going on.

Instead of my regular plain jacket, I’ve picked up my vintage army jacket without realising.

My vintage GERMAN army jacket.

Compete with very visible German flags on both arms

Ended up stood shivering with the coat folded down over my arms 🙃

#please pray for me oh my goddddd #I’m so glad I decided to find my mum instead of just standing on my own what the FUCK is wrong with me #remembrance day #armistice day #politics #admin roe

[numbuh424]

OH MY GOD OKAY IT'S HAPPENING EVERYBODY STAY CALM

#SAVE ME DNTM LONDON CAST RECORDING SAVE ME #death note #death note the musical #death note musical #death note london musical #I'M SO EXCITED PLEASE IT'S 4AM I AM SHAKING #I also signed up for the newsletter god I'm so stoked #The Way Things Are official recording soon oh how I've been PRAYING for times like these I want it so bad #fingers crossed for a full english production of the show too??!!

[adrienschat]

*screaming on the top of my lungs* that’s not what Jesus would have wanted

(Venting in tags)

#this is in reference to my brother saying he doesn’t want a relationship with ME cause I’m gay and not living a righteous life #like oh you mean? me ? a sinner ? because I have a girlfriend and drink coffee?? #as opposed to you #not a sinner #even though you cheated on your wife multiple times and assaulted me twice and someone else? and then kicked me out of your hous #when I was homeless in Idaho winter #because your wife was slightly uncomfortable with someone asleep on her couch? you #definitely righteous you #who should be in jail actually for some of the thing s you’ve done? #but no IM the sinner cause I don’t Believe In The True Church #and you’re the sinner because at least you pray and go to church. and Partake of the Lords Sacramrny #please forgive me for saying this but #THATS NOT EHAT JESUS WOULD SAY #SO ACTUALLY FUCK? YOU? #anyway I tore him a new one and now feel so good <3 #I have to rant here or I’ll pass away #hi this is me #Tw #Tw rant #Tw abuse #vent #Tw vent #kicked me out after ONE night #fucjing unbelievable

[irlplasticlamb]

any chance we'll be seeing future daredevil fanart on here??? I LOVE THAT YOU LOVE THE SHOW!!!

yes

#vic.txt #vic answers #mcu is like stale bread to me but they could never make me hate matt murdock #he’s my baby girl he’s my mary magdalene he’s my silly rabbit #and with frank and foggy coming back as well?? oh i shall be SEATED for daredevil born again #(praying for jess jones coming back as well PLEASE i love her so much) #anyways enough yapping i love netflix’s daredevil more than anything that show changed my LIFEEEE

[totheidiot]

i am actually so in love with him, it's embarrassing.

#oh my god oh my god I FUCKING LOVE HIM #I LOVE HIM SO MUCH !!! #let me bask in this weird euphoria OF LOVING HIM #why shouldn't i love him !! he is my oldest friend and I have seen him inn every single state #ignore the fact he will never love me #I can almost forget that actually I just miss him so much #WE TALKED TODAY !! OVER MESSAGE BUT WHATEVER WE TALKED. #i actually told me I missed him and wanted him here top 10 most gayest arian moments #he didn't say it back BUT HE HEARTED MY MESSAGE? HE TOLD ME TO PRAY FOR HIM SO HE CAN COME? #please tell me that counts #< counts as in literally that he cares about me #listen I do not panic over 'does he like me?' I have got to panic over 'does he give a damn about me? does he care if I live or die?' #🍂 arian's shit

[doodle17]

hnnnngh sharp pain in left side again what is thiiissss

#Whyyyyy #Pray for me this sucks whenever it starts feeling better it comes back #Oh please don't be appendicitis #That'll ruin my life #I know it's just the left side but still

[desthebolt]

Everyone pray for me, i forgot thanksgiving was this upcoming week, and the store is fucking packed

#des rambles #(prays) oh meds please send me strength

[brltpop]

Guys, girls, goths and gays please pray for me or wish me good luck because I'm about to EXPLODE

#so back in the day we used to have a family computer on the living room #my dude.... that computer is the chronicle of my teenage years #both the cringe stuff AND music formation #now #yesterday sptfy was acting weird so i decided to play stuff from my old itun3s on desktop #and it was a cool trip down memory lane UNTIL it started to say that the program couldn't locate some files #and so i was like 'oh okay no problem' because those songs were on a pendrive #those songs came from that family computer #BUT that pendrive FREAKING DISAPPEARED #I TURNED MY ENTIRE ROOM UPSIDE DOWN AND I CAN'T FIND IT 😭😭😭 #what's worse is that a couple of days ago i tossed my trashcan" #trash can's content to be disposed ** #and my can is literally next to my bed #WHAT IF I ACCIDENTALLY TOSSED MY PENDRIVE TO THE TRASH???????? 😭😭😭😭 #so guys please pray for me so i can find it 😭 i am genuinely desperate #rambless

[walkman-cat]

drama exam TOMORROW (explodes)

#davey rambles #i've just got to get the bandages all bloodied and pray that my teacher brings his suspenders in (unlikely) but the costumes are done!! #is the performance done? not exactly #because two of my group members mess around and refuse to rehearse outside of lesson #but oh well #the acting is coming together for the other members though mayer's actor is banging as a mafia boss #she's gone the whole mile especially in the betrayal scene #and the detective's actor is just soso good #i play a dead body who's onstage for like half a minute please be proud of me #anyways

[hella1975]

i love when you make your environment absolutely perfect to Get Shit Done like i had a nap i ate food and made coffee i put the big light on i got in comfy clothes i made sure i was warm enough i got all my stuff out. and then executive dysfunction goes 'watch this!' and you get nothing done forever and ever

#sincerely a girlie who has a microeconomics exam TOMORROW and was supposed to start studying an hour ago #and i hear your 'most revision the night before is just reassurance bc if u dont know it by now you wont! you'll be fine!' #but im TELLING YOU i will not be fine #i have 50 flashcards to memorise #i have not started #and i dont even mind memorising flashcards bc as dull as it is im really fucking good at bulk memorising shit #like i can memorise 300 flashcards in a night for an exam the next day (<- tried and tested) #(i did all my gcse geography revision the night before by doing this and i was three marks off a grade 9 ur girl can MEMORISE) #and i get into a real groove of it so like. WHAT IS THE ISSUE HERE #JUST DO YOUR FLASHCARDS BITCH WHY ARE U READING FIC #im so burnt out and exams havent even started pray for me please #might shower and see if that wakes me up #my flat has like an actual power shower i have MISSED HER my home shower is this shitty electric one that feels more like light rain #oh yeah im back at uni btw! i missed my bed sm i forgot how comfy she was #hella goes to uni