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#OOOHHH IM ABOUT TO BE SO ANNOYING
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rip my mom casually asking me what the worst shakespeare take i’ve ever heard was and unlocking a two hour rant at 3 am
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hsangel64 · 11 months
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part 2 of bandmates !!
pairings: ellie williams x fem!reader
summary: it’s the next day and it’s practice time! dina is sick of the tension between you two and finally says something-
warnings: just cussing i guess!
part 1 here!
a/n: masterlist and main post will be up soon still working on it all ! also sorry this is short i have an idea for the next part !
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you and dina were currently setting up while ellie and jesse brought everything in from the car into the little studio you all rented out for your sessions. you all finished setting up all your equipment and sat in your respective places in the middle of the room.
“so how did the song come along!” jesse asked. you grabbed your notebook and flipped to the page you had written all your lyrics in.
“me and ellie finished the song you wanna hear what we have so far?”
“yes please !!” dina clapped her hands and jumped up a little.
“it’s not what we usually do but-“
“oh come on already it’ll be great let us hear it !!”
“okay okay!!” you looked over at ellie and smiled as you grabbed your guitar and started strumming.
i’ve never known someone like you
tangled in love, stuck by you from the glue
don't forget to kiss me
or else you'll have to miss me
i guess I'm stuck forever by the glue
oh, and you
as you were singing this verse you looked over at ellie and she was already staring at you. you blush realizing she’s been staring at you this whole time but continue to sing.
findin' the right words to use for this song
i have you in mind, so it won't take so long
never thought I'd find you
but you're here, and so I love you
i’m not wrong when I say I've been stuck
you don’t notice but dina is narrowing her eyes at you both. she can definitely see what’s going on here. you both finish the song completely locked onto each other not daring to look away. not wanting to.
by the glue onto you
i’ve been stuck by glue
right onto you
i’ve been stuck by glue
i’ve never known
i’ve never known someone like you
i’ve never known
i’ve never known someone like you
you finish the song and smile at ellie as she smiles at you back. she really wants to kiss you.
“you guys are fucking annoying.”you are both snapped out of your small trance and shoot your heads at dina.
“you heard me correct. there’s no way you guys haven’t just already kissed yet.” dina gets up and towers over you both.
“w-what are you talking about?” you choke on your own words.
“you know exactly what i’m talking about! you both stare at each other with such love and admiration just kiss about it already jesus fuckin christ.” she puts her hand to her forehead and starts massaging. you are both left completely speechless, open mouthed and staring at each other.
dina walks around the room a little and you both don’t know what to do or say.
“okay im so confused right now-“ jesse pops you all out of this situation.
“are you an idiot too?”
“woah woah-“
“they are in love !!!!” dina yells and looks like a crazy person pulling at her hair.
“ooohhh-“ dina smacks the back of his head and rolls her eyes. she starts yelling at jesse but you tune her out and look back at ellie. you both stare at each other almost pondering about what dina just said.
“we were just looking at each other.” ellie breaks the silence between you two.
“just looking?! yeah right.”
“right ? we were just looking at each other no love no admiration.” you looked over at her and put your head down.
“you’re an idiot ellie.”
“what did i do!!!”
“whatever let’s just practice i tried !” you all looked at each other and just grabbed your equipment to work on the song. the tension between everyone in the room was different but completely there. while playing the song and practicing ellie kept looking at you and watches the way you play, the way you talk to dina and jesse about notes and lyrics. the way you close your eyes to focus on singing. everything about you fascinated her and she couldn’t take her eyes away.
you all had worked for about 2 hours and pretty much perfected the song. so you all decided to pack up some and leave to get some food.
“hey so me and jesse have something to get to so we will see you guys later!”
“we don’t have any-“
“okay bye guys-“ dina smacked the back of his head again and pulled him away. now you and ellie were stranded in the middle of the campus parking lot.
“they’re so weird-���
“yeah-“ you both look at each other and twiddle your thumbs not sure what to do now. ever since the whole dina yelling at us it’s been kinda quiet. she hasn’t said much to you. it worried you a little.
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oldsamarie · 5 months
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im so tired. to refuse to acknowledge the many many reasons people cant do one "cool fun thing" or another is so annoying like seriously. i mean its cool you want to lump these strawman "agoraphobic losers" (phrasing ive seen btw) in with disabled people and etc but it kinda shows a lot about your character to fully judge random people on tumblr for what """""normal fun things"""""" they can or cannot do... I don't know. you guys are just being so weird over "oooh people on tumblr dont go to the club oooohhh people on tumblr dont do drugz omfg ooohhh people on tumblr dont drink!!!1!" WHO GIVES A FUCKKK sorry you guys annoy me.
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b-plus · 3 months
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hi guys just finished playing aitsf and i just need to get some thoughts out because my head feels like its going to explode so just ignore this spoilers under the cut
so i hate the true ending. i dont hate it. but i dont love it. actually i really loved the mizuki ending the most it was like. i actually Felt something while playing that ending. i hate the true ending. i hate it
so here: imagine youre a 12 year old girl and your foster father latches onto your best friend to help her instead of you (just watched your mom die and now your dad is on a suspects list for killing your own mother) and thats what we're supposed to accept that date did??????????????? in canon?????????????? and he incorrectly scans your brain and hops into your dreams and youre fucked up in the head beyond belief so instead you have to get fixed up by your best friends mom instead. he doesnt even hug her once in that route. not ONCE.
and then date just. ignores mizuki. for the entire rest of the game. she isnt the heroine. she was never meant to be the heroine. she was thrown to the side because the man leading the case to her mothers murder started getting attached to the thought that her best friend had to be the key to solving this mystery. and i know that its like ohh date has a hard time showing his feelings and all that but hes not cold. hes not uncaring. in the mizuki route hes, in her words: her hero. and in the iris route, the true end, its as if none of that happened. because it didnt!!!! date even references it! "when i was in the hospital you were all like ooohhh date dont die youre my hero!" and mizuki is completely like what? that didnt happen. because it didnt happen in that route.
mizuki effectively does not matter in iris' route. she practically doesnt exist. iris is the main character. she is the star of the show. she runs the entire game. maybe im just biased because i dont like iris that much (kind of annoying, but i can see she has her charms, just not my type of character i suppose) but when mizuki is who we're trying to protect, to take care of, it feels awful. because all that focus is shifted completely onto iris. iris needs to be protected because of this iris needs to be protected because of that iris wants to come along iris wants to find the killer iris wants to have fun iris wants to go on a date iris wants everything. i guess i really just dont like her, the blackmailing stuff really put me off at the beginning. it was just really a shitty move on her part
and of course i enjoy finding out that date was in someone elses body this whole time it was cool and it was definitely something that hit me like. oh shit. it all makes sense. like that was fun BUT
i really dislike the ending where (i mean 1. iris was the one walking beside date at the end, but besides that) iris was really, really pushy on the whole "date my mom!" thing. and i totally get it, but the problem is that the entire time date was in saitos body, hitomi didnt notice a thing (besides when they first meet and shes like "have i met you before? haha no jk. no way lol."), and when he suddenly goes back to the body she knows shes all like "oh! my sweet long lost lover of one million years, falco!" and date keeps telling her please dont call me that. please dont call me that. i mean, he effectively tells her that Twice. its like iris and hitomi are both obsessed with the memory of who date used to be rather than who he is now. and the main thing is that hes had 6 whole years without them, without thinking of them or knowing what they were up to or even who they were? hes had an entire 6 years of his life where hes lived and that was all hes known, and the moment he gets his memories back, its clear hes still iffy about it. i mean hes practically lived a lifetime without them, hes had a daughter for 4 years now. i just hate how pushy iris is with it. its so strange and uncomfortable
date cultivated his personality back from the beginning, he had formed a new, clean life. and hes not who he was anymore. he has memories, he has thoughts, but it isnt who he is anymore. kaname date is kaname date, not the detective/serial killer he used to be. he says that at the end in the warehouse, "my name is kaname date and i am a psyncer for ABIS." end scene.
i just wish that at the end we got to spend time with mizuki instead. shes obviously so important to date, and aiba too. but we lose her as well. the story is interesting, but i just prefer mizuki i guess. and i miss aiba. i loved so so so so much in mizukis route where aiba is on mizukis shoulder and theyre together, theyre talking and happy together. theyre a family. iris comes in and takes it all away. i dont know. i dont know. in the true end too, mizuki has to ask "wait aiba was in your eye this whole time???? and you never told me????" "i thought youd get jealous." such a shitty response to a shitty end. man. shes your Family. date she LIVES with you. SHE IS YOUR DAUGHTER. HUG HER.
PLUS both of mizukis parents died at the end, iris' number one person in her entire world got saved, hitomi is safe and alive and good and well and iris? she doesnt need support. mizuki does. she had to see her moms eye gouged out and placed in a spot with an extremely precious memory to her. and THEN find out that her dad DIED? and the media thinks that her father KILLED her mother? she loved her parents, even though they werent good to her. she was devastated, she was rendered unable to talk, and date leaves her all alone in the true end? his promise of taking her to eat stew is thrown to the side too, hes like "uh, yeah, sure i promise, whatever." shes a 12 year old girl, her only last living family, not even blood related, but the most important person in her life now, leaves her to chase after a memory. hes running after the feeling of being with hitomi and iris before the incident, and of course date ends up adopting mizuki officially at the end, but as she says when he asks her how shes doing, "shouldnt you know that already? we live with each other." its just disappointing.
oh also, i was looking up why date looks like saito in nirvana initiative and ????????????????????????????? A MASK? thats such a cop out answer. i know that its like ohh we dont want new players to be spoiled! heres the date youre gonna know and love! but its like.... i dont know, they couldve given a better answer than that. "he felt dissonant with his original body because he had spent so much time in the other one!" or "he disliked being recognized as only who he was before but not who he is now!" or "he doesnt want to lose his connections with the people he met and love!" or some bullshit like that. ANYTHING else but "i wanted to pick up girls (*ゝω・*)~☆" like date is a WHORE and a PERVERT and a SLUT. but that reason is Completely and Utterly stupid. it is extremely dumb. aggravating even.
i just wish it couldve ended differently
SIGH. thats all. i love you sorry about the long post i hope you hated reading every second of it
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burning-sol · 3 months
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didnt watch wednesday when it was the thing on here, but i did watch it today because i had some suspicions about a video that came up and yeah. people dont have any media literacy </3
"oh no they brought up social media" yeah, and? compared to other shows wednesday actually does a really good job with it. it doesnt feel dated nor does it feel in your face, its well balanced.
"why is the school of outcasts not nicer to each other?" were you not paying attention. yes the point is that they SHOULD be nice to each other. this isnt an error it was a choice of writing.
"why are they giving the child and parent conflict. i understand why for narrative reasons but theyre meant to be a good family" did u miss the part where they ARE a good family. wednesday was just being a teenager the family clearly loves each other very much.
"omg wednesday brought up the patriarchy ermm doesnt she know people can just choose to be nice?" yes, the point is that she made a comment widely detached from the reality of the situation because she is bad at understanding others.
listen i dont know anything about the addams family, so i cant give commentary on that. but damn people will really be out here picking apart shows for things they completely misinterpreted. anyways things i have been liking about it so far
i am very not intelligent so perhaps this isnt my place to comment but i really like the mystery so far. i like how everything has been flowing into each other, nothing feels too sudden and is progressing at a steady rate. very cool.
although this is a show set in highschool, the way characters interact with each other feels very refreshing. its probably less realistic than real life actually, because characters open up with one another and communicate clearly, so you cant even be like "ermm why dont they talk to each other??" its subtle but i think its really subversive in its own way
tying into the previous point, all the characters have felt well rounded. each of them have some level of intruige around them and there's never any person where i roll my eyes like "oh no its THEM" i really like the cast all around.
wednesday is a great character. i mean. some people will find her annoying. but she is very intruiging to me. if i met her in real life i would wanna be friends with her. i like every time she starts talking about any of her interests im like girlll i soooo get u yess its time to disect animals
the character conflict that i find most annoying is that the other characters dont rlly understand wednesday, but thats probably the point. i am just neurodivergent so when i see her i go ooohhh yeah absolutely. why dont these other guys get this get her a guillotine she is soo bored
the set design is SO hdjsbdjsjsisns its so much its too nuch i love it. wednesday and enid's room fills me with delight every time i lay eyes on it. sooo good.
and can i just give a shout out to EUGENE my boy what a freak but a cool freak bring him back
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berrymoos · 2 years
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this acc is so sweet and pretty and WKDJDHGG(>▽<) and i know i jus did one last night but i can’t help it it’s too cute i just had the idea of little jonny in the same room with little robin and eddie when everyone’s over:>
i just love chaos🤭
like imagine jonny just trying to color and eddie who has no clue about personal space and he’s all up on jonny but he doesn’t know how to say he wants him off so it’s jus like:
“ l really like your coloring, i can never get in the lines:)”
he doesn’t respond because he’s uncomfortable and he wants max
“stevie says it’s rude not to say thank you”
he gets annoyed and calls for robin who annoys poor jonny even more
“why do you have that in your mouth?” “robin he’s bein mean(;_;)” “ why are you bein mean? did you do something?” “ no! why would you say that!?”
*the two start fighting, mind you jonny is right next to them*
he has enough and just starts screaming so they’ll stop and they look at him like he has five heads until steve and nancy come to see what all the fuss is about:>
or robin and eddie scheming and making him be the bait so they can get the candy without the caregivers noticing and he just breaks down because he
(♡´▽`♡) U ARE SUCH A SWEETHEART WAHSNRJWJDKE THANK YOUUUU U ,, u can do as many as u would like hotline, i do not mind <33 (also the rest of ur ask didn't send on my end 💔)
CHAOS YEAAAA >:~] nance & steve come racing in bc they think something bad has happened — like jonny got hurt or he saw a spider — bc jonny NEVER raises his voice when he's small, max is usually his loud voice ... only to find him glaring at the ground while rob & ed look at him like ಠ_���ೃ
n steve is like "whats all the commotion about?" half-jokingly & eddie is SO quick to point at rob: "she started it!!"
>:0 "no i didn't, you made jonny upset!"
>:00 "you made him upseter!!"
so now steve's gotta tell those two to chill out, take a breath, & explain from the beginning ... meanwhile jonny has crawled away from his drawing to nancy's lap, curled in her arms, pouting at the floor & explaining everything he can with irritated mumbles
"ooohhh, so eddie was making you feel a little uncomfy?"
nod nod. "n wobbie n him got woud 3:<"
"they got loud, so you screamed?"
nod nod. "cant say so sceam 33:<"
"ahh, you didn't know how to say it so you screamed, yeah?"
nod nod. "n wan maxie 333:<"
"hm ... we can try calling her"
they just leave the room to go call max while steve is just now getting to the root of the problem w rascals robin & eddie JSOSJESK ,, so when he turns to where nancy was sitting to explain to her, she's already down the hall listening to jonny talk to his friend & he sighs
❝or robin and eddie scheming and making him be the bait so they can get the candy without the caregivers noticing and he just breaks down because he...❞
im gonna assume he breaks down bc he doesn't wanna get in trouble :(( he doesnt wanna do this!! he doesnt even really want candy, he just had a snack!!!
so robin & eddie r rushing to calm him down — "waitwaitwait no!!! don't cry JJ it's okay it's fine!! looklooklook you don't gotta really get the candy, [robbie/eddie] can!!" — but they can't get him to stop. it's like the equivalent of rough-housing too hard w ur younger sibling & now u gotta get them to stop crying before mom comes ,, the mom in question being steve & nancy HSVSHSHD
cue a stern talking to from nancy about trying to use baby jonny to get candy from the jar even after the cgs said no, rob & ed looking very sheepish, & steve scooping jonny up on his hip to soothe him
(and if max is there ... cue her wrath for using her buddy as a way to sneak candy 😰)
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gaypleasantview · 1 year
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🍕⚽🔮🐶❤️🌈 forrrr cassandra goth & johnny smith :)
ooohhh this is amazing, thank you so much! <3 <3
Cassandra is my #1 baby while Johnny is not yet very developed in my head but i really dig his Vibes so this will be a really interesting thing to do! disclaimer: i haven't played the ds game yet (i knowingly got a broken ds and idk how to fix it lol) so whatever dead inside business Johnny has there i'm not aware of it
🍕: Pizza Topping
for some reason Cassandra just makes me think immediately that she would like hawaiian pizza because she's a menace like that (im kidding, i actually love pineapple on pizza do with that what you will, though i dont eat meat so i havent tried an actual hawaiian pizza but i can imagine that this is an enjoyable combination so i support Cass)
Johnny, on the other hand, probably likes some extremely basic-ass pizza like pepperoni
⚽: Sport they like or play
sports 🤢 realistically thinking both of them probably have played something but idk anything about sports so i cant tell what lol. although my heart says 'Cassandra stop this is not you' she would probably genuinely enjoy a sport. ugh. and Johnny 100% skates for a living
🐶: Pet or favorite Animal
Cassandra loves and has cats! (and talks to them since she's a witch) she's had a birman cat since she was a kid but that baby is pretty old now so she lives with someone her age group (Mortimer) after Cass moved out from the family house. pretty sure Cass also has a cat familiar but i have no concept for it now, i'm really excited though because i've downloaded this mod that makes the familiars spawn looking like random cat breeds so this is gonna be a real surprise :)
Johnny strikes me as someone who has a pet tarantula, however he's probably also the person that comes into people's houses just to annoy their small pets like womrats and parrots. also i think he has a dog! who wouldn't with that lawn
🌈: Sexuality
i don't remember if i had a specific label for Johnny but i would say they're probably omni (like me)! and polyamorous, of course. they also have a very beautiful, fluid and unique gender identity, and i'm sure it affects the way he experiences attraction in cool ways!
Cassandra, on the other hand, is pretty distanced from romance, which is affected both by her sexuality and her serious trust issues. at this point in time i believe she's grayromantic and allosexual with a heterosexual lean, in a sense that she identified as heterosexual most of her life but then realized she has attraction towards feminine-presenting people as well. i would say she's unlabeled, but definitely polysexual and -romantic? honestly all of this is just describing my journey of how i have percieved her through years and now im just as confused about her as she is lol
❤️: OTP
i feel like the JOR trio is literally canon so it's hard to imagine any other options for Johnny but i have to admit i have an extremely soft spot for Tank x Johnny bc i do believe Tank is actually a very good and soft soul... i also obviously have a thing for this type of trope and that's a bit shameful in a way but i believe i can execute it nicely so that it's not gonna be toxic and make me hate myself!
as for Cassandra, lol you tell me... having her as almost an OC of mine for 14 years (bigger part of my life) made me really lost because i've had too many different opinions on that through years 😭 one thing i can say for sure and it's forever gonna be like that is that Johnny Burb is her soulmate for life and there's not a chance anything could actually change that (and trust me, it will look like it did). when i created them they started out awkward acquaintances but then divine intervention in my head turned them into best friends, at some point i started shipping them romantically in a very hardcore way but working on my story this year kind of made me realize i actually think sibling dynamic fits them WAY better so i'm sticking to that for now, it's also a very good brain exercise for me (and honestly anyone probably) to see a ship with good romantic potential remain solely platonic soulmates! okay, but if we're speaking romantic attraction, i'm gonna throw in an easter egg as a thank you for reading my essay and tell you that i actually really like the idea of Cassandra having a thing with Jennifer (the latter being unusually shy when they're interacting, hehe cute). but this is all in development at this point because the past few days my brain has been in flames over thinking about Burbs' relationship 😭
🔮: Something Random
Cassandra has ADHD, yes this is a self insert but what do i ever do that's not one? when i just started developing her character she was this snarky 16-turning-17 bitch that was the only working brain in her family and i never looked back, she is amazing i love her
Johnny in my head is an absolute fashion icon that just wears all the colors and shapes and random things that just look so high fashion on them, also i see him as very calm and kind and it's hard to even imagine him lose his temper 😭 they kinda have the vibe of this person in school that has the best grades and they help everyone very patiently and put all of them into explaining things to others, you know what i mean, that is definitely Johnny. he looks like a rebellion but he's lawful good at heart (possibly an unintentional self-insert as well)
phew, big thanks to anyone who reads this! it was a whole lot of fun to write, im really excited and happy! asking me about Cass is like opening a pepsi bottle that had a good shake beforehand and now it's leaking everywhere because i'm obsessed and rightfully so. Johnny ily too i promise im gonna invest more brain power into Strangetown after im done yassifying the Pleasantview
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nialltlynch · 1 year
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dec '22 -> jan '23 reading and writing check in
reading
the atlas paradox - olivie blake (3/5 - a veritable capri sun pouch: loads of fun!! packed with flavor!! but quenched my thirst about as well as one measly pouch of fruit punch on a sweltering day.)
sundial - catriona ward (4/5 - read this whole thing in one afternoon. ENTRANCED, i tell you.)
soft science - franny choi (4/5 - super yummy)
limbo, and other places i have lived - lily tuck (2.5/5 - started out kind of interesting and for sure i was compelled throughout it's just. i never cared about any of the characters. and maybe that was the point? idk. well constructed just not to my tastes.)
sisters - daisy johnson (3/5 - i usually don't mind when characters are annoying but OOOHHH BOY both girls were trying my patience. i get it i get it thats the point and i mean yeah i did LOVE the messiness but ugh. i dont feel the theme/point was well served but meh. that's just me.)
heads in beds - jacob tomsky (3.5/5 - i love hotels even though ive had an inkling (and now PROOF) that they dont love me)
writing
liddol declan fic !! i have so many thoughts about canon declan and niall....... so many thoughts........
and i have almost 18k words of this second?third? draft. it's gonna happen !!
upcoming
im reading a book about operas right now. very neat! unfortunately im in a reading slump. need to soak my brain in something else for a minute i reckon. my goal this year is again two books a month!! so far we're on schedule ((:
as for writing, once i finish this thing.... well who knows. im in the middle of migrating my fic wips to a whole new thing since zoho decided to be Unfree /: i have a lot of unfinished ideas that are certainly compelling i just don't know what to do with them. is posting unfinished works acceptable? maybe just on tumblr yknow informally? or maybe ill finish them. i dont know.
i also have it in my head that i would like to be published so im trying to shift to writing more of my original short stories (as opposed to long works because honestly i dont know that i have a novel in me.) i need to find one of those crit groups so i can figure out how to Actually Write.
anyways! here is to a wonderful new year! cant wait to see what i do!
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humanmorph · 2 years
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im in the process of selling old manga i have and dgaf about anymore so i can buy more comics but ebay is just kind of annoying me. ive never put anything up and i dont actually often buy from ebay either so i have no idea what ppl look out for..... also its so annoying to set prices. i know it has to be less than the original price bc otherwise whats the point. who would buy this. but ooohhh the loss. im not really losing money but it feels like it. A Bit
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winderlylandchime · 4 months
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1/3 And here we are folks. The finale. I apologize for how long this could be because it was A LOT: ‘Im not ready for this to end. I don’t think you understand just how scared and not ready i am’ He is a mess btw, his hair is sticking in all directions, he spilled his drink bc he knocked it over with his cast and he is probably 5 seconds away from crying so i already know this is gonna be a rollercoaster. And because he couldn’t sit still he even brought out his stress ball that he bought like a month ago. Anyway, one last episode update: the episode starts with Mikey narrating ‘ew, i forgot about that. Make it stop’ ‘AHHH BRIAN LOOKS SO FUCKING GOOD! DAMN JUSTIN LOOKS GOOD TOO! BEAUTIFUL! LOOK AT THEM!..can Michael shut up now?’ ‘Fuck you, these ads are hilarious. Does she know who the fuck she came to for hel- SEX ALWAYS SELLS!’ And we are at the stag party! ‘Thank god thats done. I didnt wanna be rude but holy fuck Tad was annoying. Ted you can do better. Okay but Brian isn’t gone, he’s just getting married? Theyre acting like he died *looks at me confused* whats going on? Why dont they just fuck the stripper together? Why is blondie looking at him like that? *snaps his fingers* ah! He wanted to fuck him together.’ And we are at Brian/Gus scene ‘this is so fucking cute! And they act like he didnt care about the kid! Oh fuck you mel’ and Mel and Brian are now alone ‘they would have all the happiness in the world if ONLY their fucking friends learned to mind their business. Aww look at Brian admiring his work’ Mel says that considering what he’s sacrificing line ‘Nah fuck this and fuck her, everyone literally makes and made it their business to make it their number 1 priority to always interfere with Brian’s life. And it is NEVER to make it better. But they NEVER say no to his money. *throws the ball at mel on tv* what? She stressed me out, its a stress ball!’ ‘That smile was the smile of a man who is so used of people hitting him below the belt. I fucking hate it here. And i fucking hate all of Brian’s friends, i will never forgive them for how they treat him’ we are at that mikey/brian scene with the flashback ‘what the fuck is this? (Mikey says he jerked off to brian) Now why the fuck would he say that to him? This whole scene felt out of place and weird’ And we are at the scene with Britin where they decide to call off the wedding ‘thats adorable. Aww he wants to cuddle. Blondie, he cuddled you after you cheated, what are you talking about? (Justin has his brian kinney speech) what..bro, what is happening? so hes mad he’s not fucking guys? See, i told you he wanted a threesome. WAIT PAUSE THE FUCKING EPISODE NOW *i pause it* HAS HE BEEN MONOGAMOUS SINCE THE PROPOSAL? I thought they were still fucking around? But also blondie wanted monogamy, what? Im confused, theyre confused, we’re all confused’ Brian asks about New York ‘hold the fuck up, why is new york being mentioned? Why would he go there over one fucking review? Brian knows he’s sacrificing his career…oh no. IM CONFUSED, can he only paint in new york? Do they not have paint brushes in Pittsburgh?’ And the sacrificing part is up ‘he did the same shit with LA. But that was different!! He had a job offer from a director! Damn it you too blondie? WHAT IS HAPPENING? What the fuck just happened? What did i just watch?’ And we are at the scene where Britin announces theyre not getting married ‘ooohhh fancy! THATS RIGHT DAPHNE! JUSTIN HAS EVERYTHING! Ahhhh look at them! THEY LOOK FINE AS FUCK! Brian has been wearing the fuck out of that stripped suit tho. (They announce it) *he’s dead silent and his arm with the cast is covering his mouth* oh thank fucking god *he sits back and lets out a deep breath while his arm is in his hair* i didnt wanna judge but that was one of thee worst ideas they’ve had. We are once again on the same page boys! Party, fuck and just enjoy life.’ And now we are at Brian’s meeting ‘that ad is the second worst idea he’s had. TELL HER BRIAN! HA! THATS RIGHT! THATS MY BABY! IM SO PROUD OF HIM!’
OH FUCK WE’RE REALLY IN IT NOW FRIENDS. HERE WE ARE.
The stag party is a cute moment but right? Why didn’t they fuck that guy together? They can be married and nonmonogamous.
They sure as fuck do love to fuck around in his life and not to make it better but are always happy to take a handout.
WHY WOULD HE GO THERE OVER ONE FUCKING REVIEW? fucking this a million times. it makes no fucking sense. Am I addressing that in my fic? I’m sure as shit trying to.
A job offer from the film director DID make LA different. Do they not have paint brushes in Pittsburgh? That’s a fucking great question Brother!
It was one of the worst ideas they have ever had but they didn’t need to send Justin to NYC to undo it (and then the final scene).
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pikopiikko · 1 year
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listen they could very well just be two guys taking care of the same kid with no romance involved, and i'm all for platonic relationships, but im not getting any queerbait vibes from this show. Maybe queercoding but the fact that there's so much dialogue happening implying the people outside their relationship are viewing them as a gay couple with a kid, and a lot of conversations happen that are very coded to be commentary on their relationship as a gay couple is so... mature? i don't think that's the right word.
but they don't turn it into a punchline or like dress up their situation as a ~~ooohhh it's kinda like a relationship~~ like there's no queer-baity fan service and then there's serious talks about them being together. like the daycare interviews, or rei's dad sounding homophobic.
idk i don't want to say i'm hopeful but i kinda... am? they might not be endgame but i don't think we're being queerbaited, at least in the annoying way.
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minors flexing about looking at nsfw content are so fucking annoying like "ooohhh im 14 and i dont let that 18+ thing stop me haha im so cool" you realize its there for YOUR safety right. you realize we put 18+ or minors dni on certain things for a REASON. and even if you dont and you still want to read it sure whatever idc but dont go around talking to nsfw artists/writers about how you ignore their warnings. ur fucking annoying if you do
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itsvs-moved · 3 years
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NEW XFACTOR ISSUE'S OUT
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I’ve been thinking of this for a while and i need to ask this in the best possible faith i can: what in the WORLD made you decide to give birth instead of adopting? I can only see it as an unimaginable cruelty to bring a life into this world, the number of kids needing adoption, AND the horrible trauma that is pregnancy and child birth. I really wanna understand how, idk, the intimacy of that? Overrides it all? I don’t get your decision and i want to at least try my very hardest
this is a very common question and i don't fault you at all for asking it, but i'm laying out all of my thoughts right now in this answer and i'm not interested in continuing the conversation honestly. not for any annoyed feelings or anything, just because it was a lot to type out and i dont feel like thinking about heavy serious stuff like this any further for a bit, im stressed today lmao this is my limit.
why did i decide to get pregnant instead of adopt?
i am a fundamentally selfish person. my first priority has always and will always be myself and my family, and my/our wants and needs. i dont ask for much. so when i do, i get it. this isn't a brag, it's a fact of my life. for better or for worse(frequently for minor debt), i find a way to get what i want.
following that train of thought, i want a child that looks like me and my husband. what is more selfish than wanting to look at yourself all day long? nothing comes to mind really. all my life i saw pictures of myself as a baby and i wanted that for me. and, as previously emphasized, have that now.
sometimes i think about the way i was raised and think "why. how. what could have you looking at your child that you made, carried and raised, and lead you to this decision." i want to know first hand. i want to understand my mother, and myself. i want to treat someone the way i wanted to be treated. with respect and validation and deference. i want to prove to myself that they could have done that for me.
i wanted the experience of being pregnant and wondered how it would affect my worldview, my view of others, family and friends, of my partner, of myself. i have that information and experience now. i hated the physical feeling of being pregnant, but i loved my body at that point truly and more fully that i ever have. or ever will again. i genuinely for the first time felt so positive and loving towards my body, and that was an experience i wouldn't give up for the world. also having a c section wasn't that bad for me. being in LABOR for 50+ hours was dicks but the actual birth part was ezpz. i've had plenty of surgeries and this one was no different expect for being awake. it was surreal and scary obviously but honestly it was fun looking back on it. not a lot of people can say that, but i mean it.
i always faulted my mother for having me. i didn't ask for it. i didn't want it. there were times i truly hated her for it. i dont anymore. the world was always awful. it will always be awful. it was also always beautiful. and it will always be beautiful. babies will continue to be born regardless. i dont want charlie to be anyone or do anything. i just want them to have fun. i want them to know joy and feel sunshine and rain and cold noses and sweaty palms. i want to take them to the aquarium, and to the movies, and on their first roller coaster. certainly the world is a frightening and painful place. but i want it to be fun.
keep these points at the top. the rest of what i'm about to say are my true feelings, but they're not me saying 'ooohhh my reasons are pure and noble~!' no. im selfish. i do feel this way, but first and foremost, im selfish and im acknowledging that. everyone should. there is no pure and selfless reason to have a child and more people need to acknowledge that fact.
i am not opposed to adoption, but i am opposed to the privatized, for profit, infant adoption industry. and it absolutely is an industry. after hearing from many people who have experienced it first hand, it occurred to me that, duh, buying a baby is fucking weird and creepy. not only that but a good majority of the time, those tens of thousands of dollars aren't even going to the birth parent, it's all to the agency. that's not right. like god, if you're going to get paid for handing out children at least close out the invoice from your vendor. its insane and depressing.
speaking of the birth parent, the amount of first hand accounts i've watched and read about where the (often teenage) birth parent is coerced heavily into giving up their child, and they they come to understand later that they didn't have to, that they could have managed, and that they didn't want to and felt forced or coerced by adults to follow through is horrifying. i dont want to support a system like that. i don't want to run the risk of participating in the unimaginable traumatizing of a frightened child. my baby was taken from my arms and put into the nicu 20 hours after being born. the pain i felt then was an ice cold stab that did not cease until i got to finally visit hours and hours later. it laid there, numbing me from the inside, for the five days it took until we were able to all go home together. and it took time to melt. how could i twist that knife on someone else? how could i be the reason it freezes to their ribcage and keeps sawing the serrated edge against their heart forever? i dont want to be that person.
certainly there are also times where genuinely the best thing for the child is that they are far away from their family for good. but who am i, as a layperson, as a stranger, to insert myself into that decision making process? is the mother an underaged addict who threatened to sell the baby for drugs? or are they just a scared and suicidal kid whose smoked pot twice and looking for any other reason to add to a list of "justifications for offing myself"? did they get assaulted and don't want a reminder of the worst day of their life? or did their mother make them say that because their parents dont like the boyfriend? do they need real help and reunification? or are they an actual danger to the child? none of these are my business, but in the best interests of the child, the answers matter. the agency looking into those questions has an implicit bias against the birth parent, because a successful adoption means profit for them. which leads me to:
i cannot fully trust that the people facilitating the adoption have the best interests of each party involved, because they are making a profit. how do i trust someone whose paycheck hinges on me accepting their version of the facts? to feel personally okay with the decision, i would have to know for certain myself, verify the facts myself, and who the hell am i to get up in a total strangers business like that during the most traumatizing point in their life? that would be fucked. that would be so fucked. i would HATE that. i don't want to do that to somebody else.
the goal of foster placements is reunification as long as thats in the best interests of the child. i want to fully raise a child from birth to adulthood and then die knowing my child felt secure and loved their whole life, i don't want the constant grim overhang of "next week could be the last time i see you ever again." and as we established in chapter one, my priority is the wants and needs of myself and my family. because i'm a selfish person.
these are the thoughts i have about it. this is not me saying "oh my reasons are better because this and that" or "oh people should or shouldnt have kids because of this and that" they are simply my reasons and my feelings and i am not placing moral value on them. i believe that if someone doesn't want to have children or be pregnant, they absolutely should not have to be. finally completing a pregnancy and having a living baby has made me more pro-choice than ever.
and just to reiterate. i'm not open to discussing this, not for annoyed reasons, just for exhaustion reasons. im not a fan of deep diving into complex topics or complicated feelings. im stressed rn lol.
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hugsqueeze · 2 years
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HIHIHIHI MR JESSE HELLOOO !!! UM UM COULD I GET AAAAA 🍰,🍩,🍁,☀️,📎, AND ☁️ FOR BEAU IF THAT AINT TOO MUCH <:-]? I LOVE THE SILLY DOG MAN GOTTA KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM HEGEHAGAH!!
GLOOMYYYY GAHRAGGHDDH HIII THANK YOU SO SO MUCH AGAIN FOR ALL OF THE FUN QUESTIONS!!!!!! ESPECIALLY FOR BEAU!!!! IM JUMPING AROUND AT IMPOSSIBLE SPEEDS <3333
🍰 CAKE SLICE - favourite cake flavour? are they specific about types of cakes?
Predictably, he doesn’t get to eat cake very often! He remembers eating cake when he was a kid at his and his brother’s little birthday celebrations, but cake is hard to come by these days. He certainly isn’t particular about the type of cake at all either! Or food in general, since in most cases, he’s scavenging and any food that is edible is alright for him!! He uses the wastefulness of others to his advantage. You would be surprised how much perfectly good food ends up in the trash. And SOMETIMES… He finds half eaten containers of strawberry shortcake or sponge cake. His favorite flavor is definitely plain vanilla! He loves how flavorful it is (in comparison to what he usually eats), and it isn’t so sweet or rich that it overwhelms him and makes him sick!! Admittedly, he tends to scrape most of the frosting off because it can be too much for his stomach!
🍩 DONUT - favourite sweet treat?
Ooohhh ICE CREAM!! For sure! It makes him nostalgic! He almost never gets to eat stuff like that now. Especially since it’s hard to find cold ice cream in the trash or anywhere unattended. If he’s squatting in an occupied house however, he will steal the ice cream from the freezer the first opportunity he gets. That is the very first thing that will go missing LOL.
🍁 MAPLE LEAF - what is their favourite season? why?
Definitely summer!! He HATES winter because of how regularly exposed to the elements he is. The cold, wet weather just sucks LOL And he’s easier to track because of his footprints in the snow. Spring isn’t as horrible but he hates getting stuck in the rain. He loves when the flowers start blooming again though. Autumn is probably his second favorite, but he can get annoyed with the coolness still. Summer is warm and bright. Makes napping/sleeping outside easy and even pleasant most times!!
☀️ SUN - are they a morning person? what is the first thing they do in the morning?
OMG His sleep schedule is CRAZY. He sleeps periodically, only when he absolutely needs it if he is wandering outside. If he is taking shelter in a house, then his sleep schedule starts to become a bit more structured, albeit often nocturnal. It’s hard to say for him because he has trained himself to wake up fast and be ready to bolt at any moment for his own survival! I wouldn’t say he “enjoys” waking up in the early morning, but he does appreciate that it gives him a head start and more daylight to work with. Being active during the nighttime is good for stealth purposes, but it’s harder to navigate!!! 😖 The first thing he does when he wakes up, assuming he’s outside, is drink from whatever water source he has found and collect as much as he can carry and start traveling again. Walking and walking and walking.
📎 PAPERCLIP - a random fact.
I think I’ve drawn this before, but he tugs on the ears of his mask when he’s stressed out or agitated!
☁️ CLOUD - a soft headcanon
The only way he will ever (willingly) fall asleep in front of another person is if he really, really trusts and likes them a lot (not just romantically but also platonic or familial too). It’s one of the only ways he knows how to express affection. By curling up next to someone and falling asleep. If he’s really close to the person, he’ll try to rest his head on them somehow too LOL
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miedei · 3 years
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THANK U YUMIE😩😩 and im not smart im just average ahoskskssksks
also senior high school is like,,,,,,, how do i explain this
im from the philippines and k-12 was implemented like a good 10 years ago for like school related stuff under the reign of president aquino
so basically, kids born on 2000-now need to undergo k-12/11th and 12th grade to go to college which is annoying cause why add two more years of high school😭😭😭😭
plus my older sister didn't go through that which i envy, i could've been a college student now🕴
ooohhh interesting i think i've read about that somewhere?
that must suck to do school again but are you excited to go back at all?? my school starts in less than a month i think but i'm moving continents in between so i'm not stressing ab it specifically yet
here's a pretty chenle bc in president chenle we trust:
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