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#Not coincidentally Ch.s 20 and 21 are my favourites for a very closely-tied reason lol
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What am I even supposed to do with all these exceeded expectations
#💟#Doodles#I came in with such a tempered head and was still utterly blindsided#I've cried quite a lot to Vargas lol it's one of the things I like about it so very much#But I have sobbed to exactly two chapters - Ch. 21 and now Ch. 34#Not coincidentally Ch.s 20 and 21 are my favourites for a very closely-tied reason lol#So it looks like I have some new favourites#Backing up a bit - I drew that first one when I saw there was an update lol#Very similar feels to the last update Vargas updates have me terrified in the best way lol#Second one was after glancing at the updated tags so very hype lol#And then finally sitting down to read! I always reread the last chapter before the update so get caught back up#And - I wish I was kidding - I cried just from rereading#Like so fast! Nothing had even happened in the chapter yet!! All my fondness just came bubbling back up from the past year it was too much#I was able to chill out enough to smile the entire way through Scriabin getting punched at least lol#Then to the update hhh#First of all - Devi's is an angel and I love her so much#I made my usual notes a good bit through 33 - not least of all screaming internally at ''Helix'' like fucking eviscerate me my gods#Excuse me while I just never get over that I am now forever changed#Y'ever just read something and Know that you're gonna think about it for approximately the next five years#And a tiny bit of levity between chapters lol 33 is my least favourite number but I might have to lay off ragging on it now#After a point I was just full in on reading - all my focus on being in that scene and that moment and just agh#At first I didn't believe him#But he said the words and honestly like#That's kinda everything#Hhhh and I didn't even talk about how I'm gonna have to rewrite like half of One Way Mirror because it was just all right there fjslafdf#My brain feels excellent and I'm still gonna have to recover lol
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