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✨✨DAY THREE!✨✨  
Check out the amazing works and de sure to leave kudos and comments for our lovely, awesome participants! 🎁🎉
1. Discovered for a_posteriori [Fic - Gift, Explicit, Major Character Death]
Relationships:  Roy Harper/Jason Todd, Eddie Bloomberg/Jason Todd, Dick Grayson & Jason Todd, Jason Todd & Bruce Wayne, Jason Todd/Rose Wilson, Roman Sionis/Jason Todd
Tags:   Alternate Universe - Historical, Alternate Universe - No Powers, Civilian Jason Todd, Alternate Universe - Boarding School, Jason Todd Needs A Hug, Unrequited Lust, Trans Jason Todd, American Regency, Alternate Universe - Regency, Regency Romance, Hurt Jason Todd, Angst with a Happy Ending, Transphobia, Drug Use, Implied/Referenced Drug Use, Roman Sionis Dies, Jason Todd Lives, Opium, Navajo Roy Harper
Summary:  Jason finds himself planted right in the middle of the country side at a boarding school at the end of the 1810's. With a plethora of people to meet and subjects in which to fall in love with, Jason faces a dilemma of identity.
2. We all need some loving for safelycapricious [Fic - Gift, Mature, Creator Chose Not To Warn, No Archive Warnings Apply]
Relationships: James "Bucky" Barnes/Jason Todd, Natasha Romanov (Marvel)/Jason Todd, James "Bucky" Barnes/Natasha Romanov
Tags:  Hurt/Comfort, Jason Todd is Red Hood, Jason Todd Deserves Better, Protective Bucky Barnes, Protective Natasha Romanov (Marvel)Fluff and Hurt/Comfort, Damian Wayne is Robin, Bucky Barnes Has Issues, Natasha Romanov Is Not A Robot, Dick Grayson is Nightwing, sweats and hoodies are a super hero best friend, very comfy, Bruce Wayne Tries to Be a Good Parent
Summary:   Jason and Gotham don't always mix, luckily he's got two people he can rely on after all is said and done.
3. In Virtue for itsmeyaboi_redacted1 [Fic - Gift, Mature, Graphic Depictions of Violence, Major Character Death]
Relationships: Dick Grayson & Jason Todd
Tags:  Implied/Referenced Torture, Blood and Injury, Threats of Rape/Non-Con, Jason Todd Needs A Hug, Good Sibling Dick Grayson
Summary:    ‘For a long moment Dick just stands there, gun pointed at what’s left of the Joker’s face, chest heaving, soot-blackened features twisted with fury.’For the prompt ‘Red Hood succeeds in killing the Joker, although he did not expect Nightwing to be such a team player.’
4. Today in Space Adventures for CaptainDeadShips [Fic - Gift, Mature, No Archive Warnings Apply]
Relationships: Roy Harper & Koriand’r & Jason Todd
Tags:  Minor Tim Drake/Kon-El | Conner Kent, Minor Roy Harper/Koriand'r/Jason Todd, Angst, Arguing, Friendship, Space Pirates, Outer Space, Mutant Trafficking, Missions Gone Wrong, Tim Drake is a Menace, Brothers, Collars, Restraints, Aliens, Bruce Wayne is a Good Parent, Mentioned Lian Harper, Off-World
Summary: An Off World Investigation goes horribly wrong when Starfire crashes into a moon.
5. in the presence of absolute evil when you only have a juice box in your arsenal for the_grande_dame [Fic - Gift, Teen, No Archive Warnings Apply]
Relationships: Batfamily Members & Jason Todd
Tags: All-Blades (DCU), Humor, Chemical Soup - Freeform, Jason Todd is Red Hood, Stephanie Brown & Cassandra Cain are The Batgirls, juice boxes as weapons, Batfamily (DCU)
Summary: Soon-to-be-publicly-resurrected Jason Todd has a trick (glowing copper blades that are on fire and do his crime lord intimidation for him) up his sleeve. Also, isn't it a little too strong to call a wannabe Black Mask "absolute evil"?
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illwriteatragedy · 1 year
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five friendly kisses !
first.
there is a terrible, terrible feeling to the way his world has been taken out from under him. everything that he had ever thought he was -- everything he had ever thought he had to be -- gone with such simple words. she was there and gone again like the ghost she had always been in his life, leaving him holding his head in his hands and wondering once more about the truth in himself.
there may or may not have been a gentle touch of lips to his hair, a phantom kiss pressed there in apology.
second.
he decides that it doesn't matter, and life continues on, only this time with her in it. phil no longer has to hide this aspect of his friendship, shield no longer has a say because natasha has more power than they do. if lines were going to cross they were always going to have to cross on her terms.
he bakes her treats. he talks about animals, about how he wants to adopt a puppy, but he feels that it would not be fair due to his time at work. they sit in phil's kitchen while phil makes dinner and he begins to feel comfortable enough with her to laugh and to lean a little on her shoulder and to talk about the things that he and phil did while he grew, appreciates that she listens.
when he leaves to go home, phil hugs him and natasha presses a kiss to his cheek, and he feels a warmth in his chest that nearly swallows him whole.
third.
in the same kitchen, roman holds natasha what he thinks may be too tight, but she is holding him just as tightly back. there is no warmth left; there are only tears, and the remnants left of phil, and their mourning clothes. he wants the burners to be on. he wants to hear his ridiculous jokes, to pretend he doesn't see them slip kisses to one another, to not feel like he had lost someone who had meant everything to him.
he presses a kiss to her cheek and holds her closer still.
fourth.
he doesn't know what happened, but he knows that he has to get to her, no matter the cost. ( it's a lot of chaos and a lot of complications and a lot of red tape that phil would have been able to get through easy -- but phil isn't here. it's just him, and it's her, and he just has to make sure she's okay with his own eyes. ) but he gets there, to her bedside at the hospital. he holds her hand and he smiles at her and brings her all her favorite things to eat because it's what he knows how to do.
they don't talk about it. roman doesn't expect her to; natasha has always held back from the heaviness of her life from him, perhaps shielding him in the ways that she knew best, but he could still be a presence when needed. even keeping next to her while she slept, and something aching in his chest again -- ( phil loved her, he knew that. maybe she would never be his mother, but she was his friend. that was enough. )
" i don't want to lose you, too. " he presses a kiss to her forehead and leaves.
fifth.
" you've got them? " roman asks, tilting his head. " because -- "
i've got them. natasha holds both twins on either side of her hips, somehow keeping them content. andrew has already stolen her sunglasses, too big for his face, but an awfully cute picture. ellie has fixated herself with natasha's hair. if she were truly uncomfortable, roman knows she would say something.
she wants her dad, phil says, passing him back isabel. down on the beach, ridley walks with josephine and shilah, hand in hand. " i'm going to go down with them. " roman says. " you guys can watch the twins? " natasha nods, ushers him off with a kiss to the cheek. go, we're fine.
he does go; waving after them, the warmth of the sun not the only thing making him feel so bright.
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novamirmir · 3 years
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Y/n, pointing: May I sit there? Natasha: That's my lap Y/n: That doesn't answer my question, Natasha.
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supraveng · 3 years
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Moving On (1/?)
Summary: you have to confront your past....what could go wrong
Characters: former Bucky Barnes x reader, current ?? x reader, Tony Stark, Natasha Romanoff, Sam Wilson, Wanda Maximoff, Steve Rogers
A/N:  here is the angsty piece, it will have at least 2 more chapters; does not follow any MCU story line; flashback in italics; attempting an MCU/SPN crossover; let me know if you want to be tagged in the next chapters
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Pulling up to the compound you weren’t sure what you expected, but surprisingly you were a lot calmer than you had anticipated.  You hadn’t seen most of the team in the 4 years since you moved to the SHIELD office in DC and you were excited but so much had changed.  You took a deep breath and grabbed your bags before exiting the car and heading inside.    
Tony greeted you immediately with a huge hug, it always amazed you how calming his hugs would make you, you pulled away after a quick kiss to the cheek and followed him through the compound.  “Your accommodations are right this way” he told you with a smirk.  “Wow, billionaire, genius and bellhop?  I wasn’t expecting that” you giggled.  
“I expect a good tip” Tony remarked as you followed him to the elevator.  “How about I pay you with kisses from your favorite niece?” you asked as you pressed a kiss to your daughters head “once she wakes up that is”  “That is perfect payment!  She looks even bigger than when i last saw her” he mentioned gazing at her as you all headed out of the elevator.  
“Morgan has been asking all week when you were arriving, I think there is a tea party scheduled for this afternoon”   
“Well, that works for me, I’m honestly surprised she’s still sleeping.  What time is the briefing?” you asked as you headed into the apartment followed by Kevin, carrying your bags, and Tony.   
“About 10 minutess, I can push it back if you need to settle in but I thought you might want to rip the band aid off, so to speak” he smirked.   “No, Kevin will be here with her, I can freshen up quick and be on our way” you smiled as you settled your daughter in the crib Tony had waiting for you.  “GIve me 5 minutes, and I’ll be ready” you headed into the bathroom to wash up quickly.  
Chatting with Tony on the way to the conference room felt like you had never left, you loved working with him and missed seeing him on a daily basis, but you had actually grown much closer to him since you had moved away.   You took a deep breath before entering the room and looked around to all the Avengers eagerly awaiting Tony’s arrival and the start of the meeting.  
“Ok, we can start, Special Agent Y/L/N, will be running the show” Tony announced as he made his way to the head of the table.  You smiled looking around the room, your eyes landing on his before you walked in and got to work.  Clearing your throat you began handing out the briefing you created “this is my surveillance notes for Mr. Dick Roman over the last 4 years, he has various aliases depending on what country he is in, but no matter where he is, he leaves a mess in his path when he leaves”  
“Hold up, you are not coming in here and talking about so whack job, being all Ms Business without even a proper hello”  You chuckled “I’m sorry Wilson, I wanted to get through the briefing so that we can properly form a plan before getting into personal greetings, but if you need a hug Sammy, I am more than willing to oblige” you stated as you walked towards him.  
“Damn right I do” Sam responded while pulling you into a bone crushing hug “and it’s Special Agent now, huh?  Running up the ranks in DC, I see” he winked at you as he placed a kiss on your forehead.  “What can I say?  I guess they like me” you shrugged as you stepped back.  
“And who wouldn’t” Steve quipped as he pulled you into a hug “we all miss you” he whispered in your ear before kissing your cheek.  “Thanks Steve” you turned toward Bucky who was awkwardly standing behind you.  
“Got a hug for me, doll?” he asked almost as if he was afraid of you.  “Of course, Bucky” you hugged him and as soon as he touched you, all the months of incredible memories between the two of your flashed in your mind as if they were just yesterday.  
You took a deep breath before releasing him “you look good, Buck, I like the short hair” you smiled before being pulled into a triple hug with Wanda and Nat. Laughing immediately when they started tickling you.   “Ok, please stop” you squeal.  “And this is why I was wanting to get through the documents first” you shook your head and got back to work.  
It was only about an hour later when you all decided to break for lunch and head to the common area.  You heard crying as soon as the elevator doors opened and knew the inevitable had happened.  Rushing into the room you find Kevin trying to rock Joy in his arms, trying to calm her down.   Reaching over you rubbed her back, when she looked up and whimpered “mama!’  
“I’m sorry, she woke up a few minutes ago and was a bit disoriented, we tried reading a book and singing but she wasn’t having any of it” Kevin told you with a sympathetic smile.  “It’s ok, I figured the new space might be a bit confusing.  You’re ok, right, Joy?” you asked as she climbed in your lap and wrapped her arms around your neck.  Mumbling something in your neck you couldn’t understand, but you heard her sniffles and the attempt to regulate her breathing.  
“It’s ok, mama’s here now” you hummed in her hair as you rubbed her back.  Looking up you came across a variety of faces, some confused, some shocked and some in awe of the sweet moment.   “Sweetie, do you want to meet mommy’s friends?” you ask hoping the change in subject will help calm her down. She huffed a no in your neck and tightened her grip.   
“Oh, but uncle Tony is here and he said that Morgan wants to have a tea party, but you can’t do that clinging to my neck” you told her softly.  She pulled away to look at you “unca-to-ee an mogan uh heew” you hummed confirmation before she slowly turned around to the room full of people watching your interaction. She gasped when she saw Tony “unca-to-ee! An Nat!” she shouted before climbing down and running to her two favorite Avengers.  
“Thank you Kevin. You can enjoy the rest of your day in the city, I got it from here”  you patted his leg and rose from the couch to follow Joy over to the group.  “You’re sure? I don’t mind sticking around” he responded only for you to quirk an eyebrow at him “of course you’re sure, I’m out, call me if you need me” he responded shaking his head at the fact that he questioned you.  
“So, everyone, this is Joy, Joy sweetie, these are mommy’s friends” you told her “can you say hi?”  “Hi fwens” she shouted as she waved at everyone.  “I hungee, can i hav a nack?” she asked as she looked up at Nat.  “Of course you can!  Let’s see what we can find” she told her before sweeping her up in her arms and heading to the kitchen, Wanda and Tony following behind.  Bucky, Sam and Steven were still in a bit of shock.  
“You have a daughter” Steve stated  “She’s adorable, Y/N, she looks just like you” Sam told you with a wink before heading to the kitchen.  “Thanks, she is a handful, but completely worth it” you responded with a soft smile.  
“How old is she?” Bucky asks, almost frightened of the answer.  “She just turned two last month” you smile remembering the fun little party you threw for her.  “So she’s not…” he started to say but trailed off, with a look that you didn’t recognize, not sure if it was relief or disappointment.  
“No, Bucky, she isn’t yours, I would have told you if that was a possibility” you respond softly.  “Sure” he states before looking at his feet.  “Yes, if i was pregnant with your child, I would have told you” you were defensive now, that he would think otherwise.  “I can’t do this right now, I thought we could work together and be civil but I guess I was wrong” you state as you head towards the kitchen hearing him mumble something under his breath you stop in your tracks.  Turning toward him you walk over slowly, as if you were afraid to spook an animal ‘what did you say?  I couldn’t hear you”  He took a deep breath before looking at you “I said go, that’s what you’re good at” And just like that you were transported back to the day when everything in your relationship crashed 
“Doll, we need to talk?” he stated as he sat down next to you on the couch.  “Okay, what’s going on Bucky?”  “I really care about you Y/N, but I don’t think this is working, I think it’s best if we go back to being just friends” he tells you, barely looking you in the eye.  “Oh…. and why the change?  I thought things were good” you respond trying to keep yourself from crying .  “Nothing changed, it’s just not working” he responds again remaining vague and just expecting you to agree.  
“Is there someone else?” you whisper knowing that something had to have prompted him to dump you after dating for the last 6 months, the best 6 months of your life, but apparently not his.  “No, there’s no one else, I wouldn’t do that to you” he tells you reaching for your hand to comfort you but you pull away.  
“Come on Bucky, we’ve been friends for years, I’ve seen the women you’ve been with, I’m not stupid” you spat at him, knowing there was always a prettier woman on his arm the moment he got bored with what you used to refer to as his flavor of the month.  “There is no one else, Y/N, I promise you” he’s nearly pleading with  you to believe him.   You shake your head as you stand up, the tears rolling down your cheeks now, but you don’t care.  
“That’s actually worse, you’d rather be alone than with me” you chuckle humorlessly as you head toward the elevator, you had to get out of here before breaking down completely.  “Don’t touch me!” you screech as he lays his hand on your shoulder.  
“Doll, I’m sorry, but I still want to be friends, we’ve been friends for years, I still care about you”  he tries to console you but at this point you feel so rejected that you want nothing but to get away from him.  
“I don’t care what you want, you certainly don’t care about me” you yell just as Sam, Steve and Nat come in to see what the yelling is about.  “What’s going on?” Steven asked, looking concerned.  
"Nothing important, just your friend getting rid of his latest fling" you bitterly spit out as you glare at Bucky. "Have a nice life Barnes" then you are stepping into the elevator just as Natasha comes in before the doors close.  You start sobbing and she pulls you into a hug.
"What the hell man?" Sam asks as Bucky drops his head and leaves the room.
"You are the one that ended us, don't make me be the bad guy for taking a job out of town to try and get over you" you tell him barely above a whisper.  Bucky looks at you with regret "I messed up, but I find out from Nat that you aren't even in the state any more. I didn't get a chance to fix things, to fix us" he tells you reaching out for you.  
You just shake your head "Fix us? When were you planning on doing that?  Between which supermodel did you even remember my name?" you spat as his eyes widened.  "Not even a week after you were done with me did I have to see you with another one of your flings, so don’t stand there and pretend like you wanted to fix anything.  You got bored, like you always do, and you tossed me aside.”  
“That’s what you think?  I got bored and moved on?” he questioned looking hurt.  “What else am I supposed to think, Bucky?  You gave me no explanation, nothing.  You were just done with me.  So, yes, I took a job at the SHIELD office in DC so that i didn’t have to watch the man I loved parade around all the beautiful women who were just waiting in line for their turn” you tell him as you think back on making the decision to leave all of your friends and colleagues in NY.  
“Loved? As in past tense?”  he questioned.  
“Yes, honestly Bucky, we knew each other for so long that when we started dating, I thought you were it for me.  You knew all my baggage and dirty secrets and you still wanted to be with me, that had to mean something, right?  But it wasn’t meant to be”  you whisper and feel the tears pricking the back of your eyes.  
“We still could, we could start over, I owe you an explanation, but it’s not too late” he tells you, pleading for you to give him a second chance.  
To say you were shocked by his statement would be an understatement, you hadn’t spoken in 4 years and now he wants a second chance but before you can respond, Joy comes running back in the room. “Mama, com on, is yunch time!” she says as she grabs your hand and pulls you toward the kitchen.  
Lunch was more relaxing than you expected, especially after the short conversation you had with Bucky.  This isn’t what you expected today, not that you really knew what to expect but him asking for a second chance after all this time, really surprised you.  By the time lunch was over, Joy had more energy than normal, she was quickly acclimating to her new surroundings and loving all the extra attention.  
Walking over to Bucky after cleaning up your plate “Look, we should talk, but this mission takes priority.  When Roman is under lock and key, you and I can sit down and try to restore our friendship, but until then, we need to remain professional and leave our personal lives out of this.”  Bucky only nodded in return as he watched you pick up your daughter and head out of the room.  
PART 2
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lahyene · 4 years
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Newest Member.
Pairing: steve rogers x reader ft. natasha romanoff
Summary: You and Steve introduce your new baby twins to your three-year-old daughter.
Themes: fluff, family life, romance
Word count: 1004
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You walk into the house with your husband, one of the tiny newborn twins in your arms, the other in his. The second you come inside, you’re greeted with an excited squeal from your three-year-old daughter, Ellie, who immediately comes running up to the front door. 
“Are those my babies??” she asks happily, her eyes wide with curiosity, and Steve chuckles softly as he exchanges a glance with you. “These are your new baby siblings, sweetheart. Now you have a little brother and a little sister.”
“Finally, you’re here!” Natasha comes out of the kitchen, wiping her hands together; she’s been taking care of Ellie for the weekend while you and Steve were at the hospital. “Oh my God, look at these little nuggets. Ellie, are you excited?”
“Yes!!” Ellie squeals, holding out her arms hopefully. “Can I hold them?”
You smile fondly, nodding for her to follow you. “Come over here, sit on the couch. You have to sit properly though, okay? Daddy will help you hold them.” 
Steve carefully sits down next to her, holding the baby girl in his arms. You gently set the little boy on Ellie’s lap, guiding her so she can cradle him and support his neck, though you sit on her other side to keep a hand close by. “Aren’t they so small, baby? Did you know you were this small, too?”
She’s giggling with complete delight as she stares down at them, holding the little boy almost protectively. “Now I’m a big sister?” she asks, and Steve grins, nodding and leaning in to kiss her forehead. “That’s right, big girl. And you’re going to be the best big sister ever, aren’t you?”
“Oh, she sure is. She’s a natural. She was taking such good care of me this weekend, weren’t you, El?” Nat smiles as she sits down on the couch too, looking at the babies fondly. “Now are you gonna finally tell me what the names are?”
“Ellie, do you want to tell Auntie Nat what your baby siblings’ names are?” you ask with a smile, looking down at your daughter. She looks up brightly and proudly; you and Steve have been practicing this with her ever since you officially decided on the names. 
“Brookie and Romie!” she declares, and Steve laughs fondly, cradling the boy lovingly in his arms. “Those are their nicknames. But their full names are Brooklyn and Roman.” He looks up at Nat with a little smile, arching an eyebrow. “What do you think?”
Nat looks shocked for a few moments before slowly smiling, leaning over to stroke Roman’s tiny wisps of hair gently. “Oh, I definitely approve. I’m glad you realized I deserve a child named after me,” she jokes, and you laugh softly, looking down at all three of your babies with nothing but love in your eyes. “Yup, Brooklyn Marie and Roman James.” You look at Ellie as you tilt your head, asking, “Do you remember your middle name, sweetie?”
“Marg-wet!” she states proudly, and you giggle softly as you look up at Steve. “Margaret, that’s right. Good job, honey!”
Little Brooklyn suddenly reaches her small hands out towards Ellie, and the toddler widens her eyes in excitement. “Look, Mama! She wants to hold my hand!” She intertwines her fingers with Brooklyn’s, practically beaming. “I love my baby sister! And my baby brother!”
Steve coos lowly, scoffing as he glances to you with slightly teary blue eyes. “And to think we were so worried about her adjusting to twins.” 
“Oh, the tears are starting? Annnd, that’s my cue to leave.” Nat jokes, but smiles as she leans over to give Steve a hug, and then you. “Seriously though, I’m going to let you have some alone time with your babies. Let me know if you need help though, alright?”
After saying goodbye to Nat, the five of you are all comfortable on the couch again- this time, Ellie is holding Roman, her eyes scanning his face in awe. “Is he going to look like you, Daddy?”
“It’s a little too early to tell, sweetheart.” Steve smiles, wrapping his arm around his daughter lovingly. “He might look like both me and Mommy. He might even look a little like you!” 
Ellie looks excited at this, looking from him to you and then to him again with a big smile. “Will they be as big as me soon?”
“They’re going to be smaller than you for a while, since you’re going to keep growing too, right? But who knows, one day they could be taller than you!” you explain, holding Brooklyn close to your chest, watching her doze off in your arms. “I think it’s time we let them nap, though. Do you want to give them kisses?”
“Mmmwah!” Ellie plants a loving kiss on Roman’s forehead before letting Steve pick him up again, then scoots herself closer to you so she can kiss Brooklyn’s forehead as well. “Night night babies!”
You and Steve carefully stand up, letting Ellie go back to playing with her toys as the two of you head to the new nursery. “How did we get lucky with such a sweet girl as our first kid?” Steve mumbles in amusement, sighing in content as he sets the baby down into his crib. You place Brooklyn in hers before wrapping your arms around your husband’s side, a tired smile crossing your lips.
“I have no idea, but something tells me these two are going to be little sweethearts as well.”
“I think it’s because they all have you as their Mama.” Steve remarks, leaning down to press a loving kiss to your lips. “Now why don’t you take a nap, pretty girl? You deserve it. I’ll keep El entertained.”
You nod your head sleepily, giving the man a grateful hug. “Thanks, babe. I won’t be too long, promise.”
He scoffs, hugging you back and playfully swatting your ass as you walk away. “Take all the time you need, Mama, I’ll be fine. Don’t worry about a thing.”
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auroracalisto · 4 years
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masterlist
started: 24 june 2020 last updated: 29 october 2020 see what I will write for here want to submit a request?  do it here (:
THIS MASTERLIST WILL NOT BE UPDATED AS OF 18 NOVEMBER 2020.  FIND MY NEW MASTERLIST HERE!
☼ BIRDS OF PREY ☼
roman sionis
Roman’s Girl┆first chapter of multiple┆Roman Sionis gets what he wants. And when he sets his eyes on you, a girl ten or more years his junior, he’ll get you. Lucky for him, despite your shy and flustered nature, you want him just as much as he wants you.
married life┆short┆the two were always at it—now, the reader was in the middle of it. harley doesn’t care for roman, but she wouldn’t dare hurt you. hell, she would kidnap you—and that’s how you ended up here.
hormones and clubs┆one-shot┆the reader is pregnant and begs roman for a chance to go to his club before she goes into labor.  it doesn’t exactly go how she’d like it to go.  
☼ CRIMINAL MINDS ☼
emily prentiss
i love you┆short┆based on the quote “do you still love me?”
my everything┆requested┆by @millipop18​: Hi! I love what you write! Could I request a emily prentiss x reader where she comforts the reader who’s struggling with depression? Have a nice day, much love xxx
spencer reid
not alone, never alone┆requested┆ by @amy-de-l-abc​.  The request was quite long, but the jist of it was having a suicidal reader, but one who isn’t quite able to do anything.  She and Reid start out as friends but the ending will have them getting together.  Fluff on Reid’s part, as he comforts her when she is feeling down.  Reader also feels like she can’t depend on her therapist or her family, and unfortunately, not even a suicide hotline will help (in a very negative way, which is purely for this story’s purpose).  
empty hearts┆short┆in which the reader tries to get spencer to talk to them, but he’s just not listening. 
useless goodbye┆short┆the reader dies right in front of spencer. 
moon and back┆requested┆by @petrichor-ds.  “i loved you to the moon and back, you know.” for spencer when he’s comforting his SO who has been ~going through it~ w depression ??
jack-o’-lantern┆short┆where you carve pumpkins with spencer and he tells you how carving pumpkins became a thing.
derek morgan
something extra┆one-shot┆where you’ve been married to morgan and now you’re expecting your second child (with a little extra surprise).  the team decides to throw you a baby shower.
baby kicks┆requested┆by anon.  hiii, don’t know if ur taking requests rn. but if you are, i would love if you could do an imagine with derek morgan, where the reader is in her 7 or 8th month of pregnancy. and the team is out on the field and the baby kicks and everyone gets so excited, but especially morgan because that’s literally his baby? 
☼ GOTHAM ☼
victor zsasz
forever until the end┆first chapter of multiple┆the reader is falcone’s long lost daughter whose mother fled to washington after an argument got out of hand. she was raised in an abused home where if she even mentioned her unknown father, she would be hurt. a couple of months after turning twenty-one, she’s beaten to the point she packs her things in the middle of the night and leaves. she does everything she can to get to gotham, even going as far as stealing a car. in gotham, she, fortunately, meets her father, along with a man named victor zsasz who was given the assignment of keeping the reader safe while she gets used to the city. zsasz has never dreaded a job more, but he ends up surprising even himself when he begins to like the reader.
imagines:
you being done with victor’s shit.
☼ HAIKYUU!! ☼
sugawara koshi
grey┆one-shot┆you had always wondered why the stripe of color on your wrist was grey. moving to a new school in the miyagi prefecture, you find out exactly why.
rest of my life┆short┆what sugawara would say if you ever asked him if you could spend the rest of your life with him.
tsukishima kei
it’s you┆one-shot┆after watching Avengers: Endgame, you meet your soulmate for the first time.
ukai keishin
Unanticipated┆one-shot┆the reader is an English teacher at Karasuno, who lived in the United States for much of her life. Never did she think she would meet her soulmate; at the age of twenty-four, she had yet to find them. Yet, one day, after a day of teaching, her friend Takeda asked her if she would come to the boy’s volleyball club meeting. She did. To her surprise, she remembered how much she loved volleyball and actually found her soulmate in that very gym.
aone takanobu
jackets┆short┆where aone points out that you have something on your shirt and he gives you his jacket.  
preferences 
how you meet includes hinata, kuroo, oikawa, tsukishima, sugawara, and ukai
☼ HARRY POTTER ☼
draco malfoy
sick┆one-shot┆where draco comes to join you in the common room, coughing his head off. 
☼ HETALIA ☼
russia
birthday surprise┆one-shot┆no one seemed to like Ivan.  except for you and the children where you worked.  with his birthday going unnoticed by your coworkers, you decided to call Natalia up and make it possible for them to celebrate, only asking for friendship in return. 
2p! nyo! america
pissy proposal┆one-shot┆Emily’s worried that you’re going to leave her.  You make sure she knows that she’s the only one for you.  
2p! russia
scared┆short┆our dear reader is pregnant.  and she’s really nervous about telling viktor.
america
cute neighbor┆short┆alfred ran out in just his underwear after the fire alarm went off.  you luckily had a blanket to spare.  
☼ LUCIFER ☼
lucifer morningstar
willpower┆one-shot┆lucifer really doesn’t understand your motives.  he tries to figure it out.  platonic lucifer x reader. 
necessary goodbye┆one-shot┆where the reader loves lucifer, but he’s in love with detective decker.
necessary realization┆requested┆pt. two of necessary goodbye, where the reader is engaged and she brings lucifer her wedding invitation.  after she leaves to return to her hotel room for that weekend, he comes after her. 
imagines:
lucifer preparing to show you his true face.
marcus pierce/cain
poisoned words┆one-shot┆where the reader is in love with pierce and they go undercover together.  reader is poisoned and she goes to the hospital.  after coming back, she tries to talk to pierce about how she feels.  he shoots her down.  i promise, there is a somewhat fluffy end to this.
uncanny resemblance┆requested┆you like the lieutenant.  you cannot figure him out.  it leads to a home invasion and your uncanny resemblance to a string of victims for anything to happen between the two of you.
amenadiel
lost and found┆one-shot┆the reader’s child, leo, gets lost and goes to the police department.  amenadiel and lucifer are there and leo goes straight to amenadiel.  
ella lopez
nerd basket┆requested┆being ella’s significant other is always filled with geeky questions and gifts.  for your anniversary, she has more questions than you anticipated for your early anniversary gift.  
☼ SUPERNATURAL ☼
crowley
fading┆one-shot┆The reader doesn’t know what to do with their self after Crowley dies, right in front of them.  There’s nothing that they can do except grieve.  
sam winchester
imagines
you hate when Sam says, “All Hallow’s Eve.”
☼ THE AVENGERS ☼
steve rogers
101┆first chapter of three┆steve finally meets his soulmate at the ripe age of 101.  his soulmate is 24 and good friends with peter parker. 
tony stark
shut up, stark.┆short┆tony stark is arguably the reader’s best friend, despite the constant jokes.  he would give anything to help the reader with their constant anxiety. 
stephen strange
birthday plans┆short┆It’s Stephen’s birthday.  Tony called and said he was having a cookout.  But you need to make sure Stephen and your little girl, Rosa, are ready for the event itself.
peter parker
liability┆one-shot┆somehow, the reader is in a predicament that only Spider-man can save them from.  But just a couple seconds of Peter not paying attention literally cost them their life.  
stalker┆short┆where the reader is being followed and peter comes to the rescue.  
imagines
peter loves halloween and among us, a little too much.
natasha romanov
cute┆short┆about natasha calling you cute.
loki laufeyson
a little crush┆short┆in where loki is suuuper vulnerable.  fluffy. 
imagines
loki doesn’t like midgard holidays. 
bucky barnes
cynophobia┆short┆where you’re afraid of dogs and it takes bucky to save you from one trapped in your apartment.  
☼ THE LORD OF THE RINGS ☼
samwise gamgee
conceal, don’t feel┆short┆in which samwise doesn’t return your feelings.
☼ THE UMBRELLA ACADEMY ☼
diego hargreeves
replaceable┆one-shot┆in which diego loves lila, you love diego, and you witness the death of your best friend, elliot.  
klaus hargreeves
back to the future┆short┆in which you are in love with klaus.  he returns the feelings, but unfortunately for you, he does not want you coming to 2019 with him and his siblings.  
allison hargreeves
imagines
cuddling with allison.
☼ THE VAMPIRE DIARIES ☼
series:
for the love of you┆the reader is summoned by bonnie, on accident, to the world of the mikaelsons.  as confused as she is, she comes to realize that not only has she found her soulmate, she’s found four soulmates.  PART ONE PART TWO┆more coming soon
elijah mikaelson
The Soulmate Principle┆one-shot┆Dear Prince Elijah should have just left you alone. But with the Soulmate Principle, he just couldn’t help himself. And it just so happened to cost you your life.
hugs and kisses┆requested┆Hello! Can I request an Elijah x reader one shot; just fluff with lots of kisses and cuddles? Btw, love your blog ^^ — Anon
could you be?┆one-shot┆It’s been on Elijah’s mind for some time.  Would you feel the same way?  Would you want him for the rest of your life?  
ocean’s beauty┆one-shot┆Klaus, of course, the traveller he is, decides to take everyone along with him.  You’re a human and you’re married to Elijah.  Oh, and your ship’s hit an iceberg in the middle of the Atlantic—and it’s sinking quickly. 
kiss of life┆one-shot┆polyamorous reader in a relationship with elijah, klaus, and kol has died.  however, she comes back in a revenge plot by a witch who lost her wife due to klaus.  
injury┆short┆where you are injured and elijah takes care of you.  
glitter┆short┆based off of the song glitter, by patrick droney.  the reader is dead, but not entirely gone.  elijah doesn’t know this.
choose me┆one-shot┆elijah has been a bad boyfriend, in the sense that he’s always gone and never takes into consideration how that makes you feel.   
surprise parties┆requested┆Hii! If the bingo requests are still open can you do a one shot of elijah x reader with the birthday prompt it can be like rebekah throwing a birthday party for the reader or just like elijah fluff, up to you <33 — anon
she will be loved┆requested┆Hi! Can I please request an (platonic) Elijah x 3-4 year old fem!child oneshot where when Elijah went to Mystic Falls (when he needed Elena) and when he’s walking, he hears crying and finds her alone on the streets. I’m sure his heart would absolutely break at the sight and he would do anything he can to help calm her down. He obviously wouldn’t leave her on the streets, deciding right then and there that he wants to adopt her, so he brings her home with him. Omggg he would be such a soft (and veryyy protective) dad and all of the Mikaelsons (once they were undaggered) would love her so much 🤧  (Also Elijah would absolutely lose it if the Mystic Falls gang ever brought Y/n into any of the drama) — @kpopgirlbtssvt
a welcome arrangement┆requested┆Hi! If requests are open, could I request an Elijah x Reader where the reader is a vampire and long time friend to the Mikaelson's, and Rebekah and the others try to set her up with Elijah because they know they both like each other? I love your writing!! 💕 — anon
imagines
you adopt a child with Elijah.
klaus mikaelson 
you’re safe now┆one-shot┆the reader leaves the mystic grill with the intent of going home. instead, something distracts her and she’s attacked. her soulmate is the one who saves her life. crazily enough, it’s the same guy who she was staring at just moments earlier.
pretend boyfriend┆short┆ reader is being watched by some creepy guy at the mystic grill. she asks dear klaus to pretend to be her boyfriend.
which disney princess are you?┆short┆Klaus walks in on you taking a Which Disney Princess Are You? quiz on Buzzfeed.  Color him intrigued.  
heather┆short┆in where the reader is in love with klaus, but he loves heather.
endearment┆short┆klaus is in love with you.  but he doesn’t know if you return the feelings. 
kiss of life┆one-shot┆polyamorous reader in a relationship with klaus, elijah, and kol has died.  however, she comes back in a revenge plot by a witch who lost her wife due to klaus.  
forgotten lifetimes┆one-shot┆reader has dementia and has forgotten her children on multiple occasions.  now, she’s forgetting klaus.  
writer’s block┆short┆where the reader is suffering from writer’s block and klaus comforts the reader so they don’t get upset because of it.
silent treatment┆requested┆hi, can you please write an imagine with klaus mikaelson? his gf calls him by one of her close friend’s name (that he don’t like bc he’s possessive like that) and he gives her the silent treatment — anon
one night stands, and then some┆requested┆hi! i just wanted to say that i love your blog! i have a request, for a klaus mikaelson drabble/imagine. where the reade had a one night stand with him (instead of hayley) and now she’s pregnant. whatever else you want to do with that! thank you! ❤️  — @mikaelson-emma
a bolt from the blue┆one-shot┆the reader has recently moved from colorado and finds one of her first cases on the job to be a dead doctor, invited to a ball held by the mikaelsons.  she goes, expecting to find the killer, but instead, she finds that two of the mikaelsons have fallen for her—klaus and rebekah.  
kol mikaelson
take a hint┆requested┆can you do a kol mikaelson one where Caroline is distracting Klaus and she brought the reader with her so she could distract kol? maybe it can be based on the song take a hint from victorious? i’ve listened to it and thought it would be funny and cute! thank you! — @mikaelson-emma
family game night┆one-shot┆where you play Monopoly with the Mikaelson’s and the youngest finds out he’s developed a little crush.
kiss of life┆one-shot┆polyamorous reader in a relationship with kol, klaus, and elijah has died.  however, she comes back in a revenge plot by a witch who lost her wife due to klaus.  
tell me a lie┆short┆loosely based off the quote, “my favorite lie was, ‘i love you.’”  definitely not happy.  reader was cheated on. 
forsaken hearts┆short┆kol doesn’t love you.  what’s his reason?
talks of mortality┆one-shot┆about you trying to talk kol into taking the cure, but he doesn’t want to listen to what you have to say.  
truth or dare┆one-shot┆after a game of truth or dare, you reveal to your friends and siblings that you’re dating kol mikaelson.  
times of change┆short┆an argument between kol and the reader.
imagines
kol pisses you off
rebekah mikaelson
pesky┆short┆using the sentence prompt, “can someone kill him again?”
a bolt from the blue┆one-shot┆the reader has recently moved from colorado and finds one of her first cases on the job to be a dead doctor, invited to a ball held by the mikaelsons.  she goes, expecting to find the killer, but instead, she finds that two of the mikaelsons have fallen for her—rebekah and klaus.  
imagines
rebekah reveals how she truly feels.
damon salvatore
Closure┆one-shot┆a year has passed since Damon and the reader broke up. Damon was with Angie, the reader was a depressed shell of herself. A drunken three AM phone call is exactly what it takes for the reader to get some closure.
by your side┆requested┆Can I get a fluff fic of either Elijah Mikaelson or Damon Salvatore where the reader is going through a rough time (depressive episode) and they comfort reader through it? 😔  — anon
stefan salvatore
only time will tell┆requested┆a stefan soulmate au — @123cvcz 
lovelorn hearts┆requested┆heyyy, can i request a angst fic where reader is damon’s best friend and stefan has a huge crush on her, she overhears damon teasing him about it which leads to his confession, but she’s unsure if she feels the same way and he gets his heart broken all over again? (after elena) thanks, your writing is lovely. — @xoxosinister
miscellaneous 
imagines:
hope hearing stories about you.
☼ X-MEN ☼
charles xavier
happiest year┆one-shot┆although the reader loves charles—although she makes sure he knows that she would do anything for him, he throws it all away. the reader leaves and moves on with her life.
erik lehnsherr
embarrassing moments┆requested┆BROOOOOOO i didn’t know you wrote for the x men … could i please request smth w erik?? smth with mutual pining ~~~ maybe reader is an awkward mutant who’s insecure and can’t talk to erik ……. bro the erik thirst has been REAL recently — @petrichor-ds
sparks fly┆requested┆reader is a cheerful mutant w some sort of electricity ability, and she’s bright until erik comes around.  then she’s removed, quiet, and reserved.  charles has had enough and pairs them up to do training demos tgt (electricity overlaps w magnetism a bit) and then ~romantic tension~ and then reader finally confesses to him after he’s like “why r u so nervous????” — @petrichor-ds
☼ THE 100 ☼
bellamy blake
imagines:
you’re left behind at mount weather, instead of gina.  
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yuna-dan · 4 years
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1.-Soulmate au with Logince?
If you want a large Logince involving soulmates you can always read my fic Countin’ on you and one of my favorite Impossible Possible
Now that the selfless promo is over…
A long time ago I read a Marvel Fic where when Steve always had Natasha on his wrist and when he woke up from the ice, he had Antony and I was reading some prompts to get ideas and I saw something like that and decided to write it! This idea however it’s not mine, and if I find the fic where this was inspired, I’ll posted here.
I hope you enjoy this, I did enjoyed writing it but at some point I think the story got confusing?? I hope not
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---Warning: Off-screen bullying. Slight Transphobia. Slight Violence. Cursing.--
Logan was five years old when the tattoo appeared on his left wrist. The name Rosaline Prince was written with a blue and pink ink, with italics and a beautiful lettering for the young kid.
He remembered how when the bullies found him, he wasn’t scared because she will wait for me. When he arrived home and showed his mama his tattoo, his mama kissed his hair and said “She will always be there for you”
--
Logan used to have a treehouse, that he used to escape reality of his parents constant bickering and the bullies who never left him. He was fourteen, and he was too old to have one.
He was going to clean it for the last time, and he got boxes to put all his childhood things there, maybe one day I can show it to Rosaline he thought.
He didn’t see a step, and he fell.
He broke his arm.
The arm where Rosaline’s name was.
He didn’t think about it too much. The doctors have to put a cast on it, and he decided on a blue color (the same blue of his tattoo, that way he could think of Rosaline).
When the doctors removed the cast, the tattoo was heavily crossed out with a large, thick black line.
“What did you do?” He asked to the nurse, terrified.
The nurse was staring back at him, with the same shocked face, “I-That has never happened.”
No one had any explanation.
He cried to sleep that night.
--
The tattoo disappeared after three days.
Logan didn’t even move out of his bed.
-
He was in the school, when he felt a small itch on his right wrist. He didn’t want to pay any attention, because he was doing a test.
When he delivered the test and left the classroom, he noticed that he had a different tattoo, written in red and gold.
Roman Sanders
He felt something on his stomach, his chest tightened, and his vision blurred.
A student was passing by, and Logan didn’t think about he just knew, “Hey, I am going to passed out, call a teacher.”
“Dude, what the fuc-?”
He passed out.
-
When Logan woke up in the, the same student was next to him.
“Dude, you have to know that’s the weirdest way to meet someone.” He started ranting once he noticed Logan was awake, “What the actual fuck, man?” He hissed.
“Yes, I am okay, thanks for asking, stranger.” Logan replied, sitting down in the bed. The guy glared at him.
“I’m Virgil, by the way.”
“Salutations.” Virgil made a face, but Logan ignored him, “I am Logan.”
Virgil snorted, “You talk funny, Logan.” He cleared his throat, “So, uhm, are you okay? Do you want me to call someone?”
“No, I am fine… just…” Virgil stared at him, but Logan shook his head, “No, never mind, thanks for helping, Virgil.” He clutched his right arm close to his chest.
The tattoo was touching his heart.
--
Logan was seventeen when he came out as pansexual, and it turned okay.
Logan was eighteen, when he went started college with Virgil, his roommate and best friend ever since that day.
Logan was nineteen when he told Virgil about his two tattoos.
“... and honestly, I have been researching everywhere and I just cannot find any information about new soulmate bounds.”
“Maybe she died?” Virgil offered.
“Wow, Virge, thank I need that.” He glared, and his friend mumbled a quick sorry.
“I don’t what to say, Lo.”
“I want to hate Roman, and I know I should not feel like that. He’s supposed to be my soulmate, but I just need to know what happen to Rosaline.” He sighed.
Virgil genuinely didn’t know what to say, so he just hugged his friend.
Logan definitely didn’t cry.
--
Logan was on his last semester of college and he fell exhausted, with all the final exams, his parent obsessing over his graduation party, the freaking graduation party…
Yes, he fell exhausted.
He normally didn’t like to buy coffee, but when saw the new coffee shop near his apartment he decided to try it, firstly because Virgil was with his soulmate in their shared apartment.
He sighed and rubbed softly the name Roman on his right wrist. Ever since Virgil met Patton, he felt weirdly sad and also guilty for feeling sad. He should feel happy for his best friend, and yet, here he was running away from their house because he felt sad when he saw them together.
“Are you ordering, specs?” The cashier asked, interrupting Logan’s thoughts.
“Uh, yes, sorry.” He fumbled with his wallet, “A Black Earl with almond milk, please.” The man smiled and Logan felt himself blushing, for some reason. “Anything, else?”
“Uh, no, that’s fine.” Logan squinted, trying to read the tag, “Roman S.?”
Logan felt how the air of his lungs suddenly left, but the man continued to take his order, “What’s your name?”
“Huh?”
“For the tea…” Roman said, annoyed at the client. “We need your name.”
Logan spoke automatically, “You’re Rosie.” Roman’s face turned white, dropping the sharpie and cup he was holding.
“I don’t know who you are,” Roman Rosie said, “But you need to leave right now.”
“No, you…”
“No, my name is not Rosaline, my name is Roman Sanders and you need to leave, now!” He screamed, at the top of his lungs. Some clients were staring at them.
Logan didn’t want to leave, but the end he ran away.
-
When Remus entered the coffeeshop, he expected to see his twin and his boyfriend closing up. Ever since they left their dad’s house, Roman has been way happier. He started T a few months ago, and his mental health had been improving.
He was ready to pack everything off and go to home, maybe had some pizza.
He didn’t expect to see Damien and Roman sitting on a table, with a cup of tea, “I think Dad found us.” Was the first thing Roman said when he entered.
Damien was gripping his shoulder, “What do you mean?” Remus ears were ringing with anger, “Did he came here?”
Roman shook his head, and took a deep breath, “A man came. He called me… y’know, that.” He sighed, “I-I told him to leave and he, I don’t know.”
Damien interrupted, “I can take both of you to the police tomorrow.”
“No, mom will get worried.” Ro said, “I just want to forget about this.”
Remus bit his lip, “RoRo, I know but if you think Dad is back, we need to tell mom, and Damien is right, the police too.”
Roman shook his head, “No. I don’t want to.”
Remus was about to argue with his brother, because goddamit, he needed for Roman to understand that they were in danger, when the door opened violently and abruptly. Damien stood up, “We’re close, sir.”
Roman gasped, “It’s you!” He yelled, “I told you to leave me alone!” The man was getting closer and Remus hand was already on his phone, ready to call the police if necessary.
“No. Please let me…”
“If our dad sent you here…”
“No, please let me…”
Damien was standing between them, ready to fight if the moment asked for it Remus fucking love him, the man try to get closer, “Please, Roman, let me explain…”
Damien punched him, right in the eye. The guy was startled and looked back at Roman, who was holding back tears, “Roman, I’m your soulmate.”
The guy fainted.
---
Roman stared into Damien’s eyes, who was staring back at him. Remus wanted to laugh, really, but refrain himself from doing it, this was a serious moment and only a few minutes ago they all believed their lives were in danger, he shouldn’t really find this funny, not all...
Roman ran to check the guy’s pulse, and only then everyone realized the tattoo on his right wrist Roman Sanders.
“Oh my god Damien, you punched my soulmate!”
Remus laughed out loud.
--
When Logan woke up, he was in his apartment. He tried to sit up and winced when he felt pain on his back. He hissed in pain, “Yeah, sorry about that, Logan. No one knew you were going to faint and honesty, no one prevented you from hitting the floor.” Roman said.
“What?” Logan looked up and saw Roman his fucking soulmate in his living room.
“You really need to stop fainting when you meet important people, Logs.” Virgil was laughing between his sentence.
Logan groaned.
--
A few days later, when everything was explained I’m sorry I punched you, I thought my boyfriend’s asshole dad sent you and I’m sorry I called you by your deadname, but everything was confusing.
That was probably the weirdest way to find your soulmate, but they wouldn’t change it for the world.
--
They were in the coffee shop, Logan was waiting for Roman to close everything. They held hands when they walked to Logan’s apartment.
“Y’know…” Roman hummed in acknowledgment that he heard him, “It’s kinda funny.”
“What is?”
“I got your right name in the right wrist…” Logan laughed softly, “It’s almost as if the world knew about it and decided to play a pun.”
Roman laughed, “It is funny.”When they kissed that night, it felt fight, and it was fantastic.
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lovelyirony · 4 years
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Dear, seriously, every time I see you post a prompt list, it's like I'm required to send one for TonyNat. Can you do "this is the opposite of what I told you to do" for them, pretty please? Thanks a bunch ❤️ And oh, happy day of love!
a little late for my plans, but better late than never! 
To everyone’s surprise, it’s not Tony who spoils the hell out of Natasha. 
No, it’s the other way round. Natasha loves spoiling Tony. She loves making him lunches, kissing him all over, and going all out for days of celebration. 
Including Valentine’s Day. 
“Nothing too big today, okay?” Tony asks in the morning, smiling at her from his side of the bed. “Please, dear.” 
“No promises, but I will keep that in mind,” Natasha teases. “Let’s get breakfast started, hm? You get dressed, I’ll get it going.” 
Natasha prepped for Valentine Breakfast. There’s already batter prepared, heart shapes have been practiced, and she’s arranged bacon to be in the shape of a heart. Adding to it, she has two red roses in a vase and a glass of orange juice with fresh fruit. It’s cheesy, it’s fun, and she loves it. 
Tony gives her a look. 
“Hearts are everywhere, Nat.” 
“Just like mine is for you,” she responds, giving him a resounding kiss. 
Tony snorts. “You sap,” he teases, getting a napkin. (Also themed.) “When I get back from work, there better not be any giant ice sculptures or anything anywhere.” 
She can’t cancel it so she lies. Besides, she knows he’ll appreciate the statue anyway. Even if she will allow Bruce to hack it up later. 
“Does he know about the dinner performance?” Thor asks. “He should know about it.” 
“My dearest will be surprised,” Natasha says, grinning. “Besides, you know that he hasn’t been to the opera in forever.” 
She has gotten Tony tickets to an opera, one of the best box seats, and a dinner made by a chef that has a waiting list seven years long. 
Natasha has favors. She likes using those to spoil her husband. 
Tony of course, has an idea of what will happen. Which is why he’s taking it easy at work and leaving a little early, which Natasha knows about because Pepper cannot keep her mouth shut. 
“I hate that you’re friends,” Tony moans. “I can’t do anything.” 
Pepper shrugs. “No, you can do some things. Just not anything that you want Nat or I to disapprove of. Go eat some veggies!” 
Tony flips her off and strolls out to his office. 
For his lunch hour, Natasha has sent a truly ginormous display of flowers, as well as a sizable arrangement of edible fruit and chocolate. 
Tony gets his favorites and then lets the interns have at it. What? They need all the free food they can get, and he’s pretty sure that Roman said that they hadn’t eaten fruit in a month. Which was pretty messed up for Roman, because they definitely need Vitamin C. He’s going to order oranges. He will do that...later. 
Now he needs to text his wife and ask how she is doing and if she got his present. 
She says that the necklace and shoes were very nice, and she liked the knives as well. They were very sweet. She is also wondering when he will be coming home. 
“Have something that’s time sensitive? Nat, you know I don’t mind small...” 
“Sure you don’t,” Natasha snorts. “That’s why you chose the bright red--” 
“Nope,” Tony says. “I am not talking about that at work! I will see you soon. Probably. Depends on if Elena blew up something and how well she did it.” 
Things are going to schedule. Natasha smiles. 
Tony arrives home at approximately 4:15. Natasha wraps him in a hug, points out the yellow and red rose petals, and watches as he raises his eyebrows at her. 
“Iron Man colors. Really?” 
“Best superhero has to have the best colors,” Natasha says with a teasing shrug. “Go, get dressed.” 
“What...?” 
There’s a burgundy, crushed velvet suit jacket. 
“Natasha...?” Tony calls out, poking his head out of his bedroom. 
“Yes, dear?” 
“I love you.” 
“I know.” 
Tony sticks his tongue out, but grins as she comes in for a kiss. 
-
When they get to the opera house, Tony looks at her. 
“This is the opposite of what I told you to do,” Tony says, while she grins. 
“I know. But you deserve the world, Tones.” 
He brings her hand to his lips and kisses it. 
“Let the show commence.” 
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what-the--curtains · 4 years
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Braving the Elements
Chapter 5: Training day
TW: Possible PTSD, burns, fighting (friendly)
Authors note: shout out to the very few people following this you guys are the real MVPs!
Song youre listening too when the boys enter
When youre sparring with Sam
You awake to a high pitch beeping of what you can only assume is an alarm clock. “Fuck off” you yell putting a pillow over your head before tossing it in the general direction of the sound. You let it beep for another minute before climbing out of bed. Feeling defeated, you find the alarm and turn it off cursing when you read the time. 6:30AM. You stretch your arms up over your head causing various bones to pop and squat down over the pile of clothes that you had left on the floor the day before. You pick up a pair of grey leggings and a matching sports bra. Pulling them on before reaching down to grab an oversized t-shirt that you throw on to conceal your figure. You really hated it when people ogled you at the gym. You put on a baseball cap and pull your hair through the back opening, tying it up in a ponytail with an elastic. You walk into the kitchen and over to the island where Wanda and Nat are sitting. Grabbing some toast you turn to join the conversion at hand. “Odds someone tries to explain to you how to use weights today?” Nat asks, biting down into a bagel.
“I’d wager pretty high.” you respond still slightly groggy.
“Very high!” yells Shuri from another room causing you all to snigger.
“How are you all so awake?” you ask
Handing you a coffee Wanda replies, “ Well as you know crime doesn’t sleep!” Rolling your eyes you fill up your water bottle. Shuri walks into the kitchen and hands you a phone
“Here all employees need them, and if you need anything just ask Friday he’s linked up to all the systems in this building”
So that's the bastard who woke me up, you think to yourself.
“This is great, thanks Shuri!” you say as you admire your new possession. You down the rest of your coffee and head off to the gym, getting there at 7 on the dot.
No one was there yet so you plug in your headphones and stretch for a few minutes before starting on the punching bag. Your back’s facing the door and you’re blaring your music so loudly that you fail to notice Bucky and Sam enter the room laughing about something.
“Someone’s early.” Sam says in your general direction. No response.
“Guess she’s not a morning person?” He says. Bucky shrugs, dropping his bag on the floor. Sam walks over to you placing his hand on your shoulder. Startled and without thinking you grab his wrist and throw him to the ground. Realizing who you had just slammed into the ground you begin to apologize profusely while removing your headphone “Shit Sam, I’m so sorry I didn’t hear ya come in!” you exclaim, pulling him up. He gives you a disgruntled look before turning to Bucky, who has been in a fit of laughter since Sam hit the ground.
“Shut up man! She caught me off guard!” As the two friends argue you couldn’t help but notice how amazing Bucky’s body was. He was in joggers and a muscle shirt showing every curve of his perfectly sculpted arm. How the hell were you supposed to focus with someone so muscly walking around? I mean seriously he’s built like a Greek god! Whose ogling now you think chastising yourself for objectifying him.
“Well I can promise that’s the only one your gonna land on me kid” Sam states as you follow him onto the sparring mat
“Alright kid, hit me with your best shot!” You dance around each other for a bit. He swings first. You lean back to avoid contact, he swings again and you duck somersaulting behind him. You jump on his back and pull him down using your weight. Your side slams into the mat first, but you quickly get Sam face down on the mat pushing your shin bone down on his back keeping him in place. You smile relishing your win before looking up just in time to see Bucky’s steel blue eyes dart off you and back to the pull up bar.
“Alright, alright,” Sam says “not bad let’s see if you can do it again.”
“I’ve already done it twice” you remark, pulling him up.
“Don't get cocky now.” Sam retorts. The two of you banter back and forth for a bit before squaring up for the second round. You swing first this time. Sam blocks it easily, and grabs your arm, twisting it behind your back. You stomp down on his foot causing him to release you. You’re about to turn back to face him when you catch a glimpse of Bucky doing chin ups. You zone out for a second, mesmerized by the way his arm muscles clenched as he pulled his weight up. Unfortunately, your little daydream gave Sam just enough time to press his foot into the back of your knee and flip you down onto the mat.
“You know you're gonna have to get used to that. His muscles look just as big in his get up.” Sam says quietly enough so only you can hear him.
“Shut up!” you say, sticking your tongue out at him as he helps you up. You square up for the third round. You swing first again, he ducks and puts you in a headlock. Then, all of a sudden, you're back in that room with Romans hands wrapped around your neck, feeling helpless. You can sense the anger rising in you. Before you can make sense of what’s happening you connect your hand with Sam’s bare arm burning him.
“Ow! Fuck! No powers allowed!” Sam shrieks pulling you back to reality. Looking down at his arm he continues to yell
“I’m RUINED!”. The commotion causes Bucky to walk over “What the fuck?” he says noticing the slightly charred skin on Sam's arm.
“Sam, i'm gonna need you to calm down and let me fix it!” You reach for his water bottle removing the liquid and lowering it onto his now, medium rare arm. You move the water from side to side and slowly the cells begin to regenerate until the blistered flesh is completely healed.
“There.” you say putting the water back into the bottle “All better now drama queen?”
“How did you do that?” Bucky asks evidently amazed.
“Charles taught me how to do it, I used to accidentally burn lots of people so he said least I could do was heal them up afterwards!”
You pull Sam up
“Alright” he says “I think that's enough sparring for today, and remind me not to drink outta that bottle. Let’s go see if you can light the weights on fire.”
“Rude.” you says before following Sam over to the squat rack
“So, you ever seen anything like his arm?” Sam asks hoping to get a rise out of you. Bucky rolls his eyes returning to his workout.
“You know I used to know a guy made of metal” you respond coolly, much to Sam’s dismay.
“Exterior?” Sam asks
“No interior all his bones were metal, well I guess I also knew a full metal guy and hey! He’s Russian do you know each other?” you shout over to Bucky who's moved on to bicep curls.
“C’mon not all Russians know each other.” He huffs.
“Well I just figured that metal people may have some kind of support group!” this comment causes him to crack a small smile
“So what’s the coolest power you’ve ever come across?” Sam asks as you do your squats.
“Well there was this guy, named Darwin, who could literally adapt to any scenario…” Just then Shuri walks in.
“Hey workouts over, I got your suit ready come check it out!”
“Yay!” you say in pursuit of the princess.
“So what’s she like? Fighting wise?’ Bucky asks Sam
“Why are you so interested tin man?” He responds.
“Fine, keep your secrets” Bucky says holding his hands up in surrender and returning to the weights.
“It’s weird, she fights like she’s invincible. I can’t imagine the toll it takes on her body. She literally slammed her side onto the floor so she could get the upper hand on me! It was insane.”
“Shit,” Bucky laughs “sounds like you kinda liked it.”
“Oh please like I didn’t see you staring at her from over here while she beat me up!”
“Maybe I was staring at you?” Bucky responds and Sam rolls his eyes
“Here” Shuri said, showing you the blue, black and gold suit she had designed for you. “Amazing!” you say under your breath before high fiving the princess. It was full body spandex like Natasha’s, but with a scoop neck and exposed arms. Shuri brought out two gold arm bands that went half way up your arm. “These convert humidity in the atmosphere into water so you can have unlimited access to it. I've also installed lighter fluid so you can make flames any time you want.”
“Awesome” you say, testing out the arm gadgets on two nearby dummies.
“ The suits are also designed to keep you cool so you don’t accidentally flare up and burn someone.” she explains handing you a belt with various attachments for ammunition and two leg attachments with holsters.
‘This is amazing Shuri! Thank you!” you exclaim hugging her. “When do I get the guns for these holsters?” you ask
“Not until you're cleared by Tony.” she says
“So never then.” You say
Ignoring your last comment Shuri continues “ If there’s anything wrong with it let me know and i'll fix it! Looks like I finished it just in time. Suit up! you’ve got your first mission to get to.”
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CHAPTER I
Summary: Roman tries to recover the friendship he had with Peter. At the same time, Steve Rogers leads the Avengers on another mission, but it has colateral damage.
Warnings: slightly description of anxiety, but nothing much
Word count: 2776
I guess we could use one of those classic story-beginning sentences. It was the best of times; it was the worst of times. But what does that even mean? Obviously, somewhere in the world, it is the best of times for someone.
Roman Vidal has made a nest of himself on the sofa. He keeps doing that - covering himself with blankets and oversized t-shirts. It is summer, though, and he is sweating, but he feels pretty well and safe in his own personal claustrophobia, thank you very much.
His brother had promptly suggested that Roman went to spend the summer vacation at their abuela’s house. Specially after the new wave of miseducation he presented during this first semester. Alícia Maria, his younger sister, decided to make him company, leaving Nicolás to have some peace since he gained their guard two years ago. Since their parents died and Roman didn’t.
His abuela (do not mistake with the long deceased abuelita, God bless her) reads young adult novels (she loves Six of Crows), has determined that she is a Ravenclaw and shows her middle finger to Trump whenever he is on TV. It is a breeze of fresh air.
What he really likes is that no matter what high-stress thing is going on in his world or in the world as a whole (Christmas, SATs, natural disasters, car crashes, disappointing someone he cares about and being worried to death he might puke), there she is, his abuela and her noisy chanclas, doing her thing.
His legs are bent, aching knees close to his chest, and while his whole body is supposed to be hidden, his left arm is partially out of the cover so he can see the bright screen of his phone. A name jumps out of it - a cherry-red name with flecks of silver, one Roman had always loved. No one else is that biased towards a color like Peter Parker.
“Are you sure you’re not sick?” Ali asks without taking her attention from the television. She grabs a spoonful of ice cream and shoves in her mouth.
“Have you ever seen me sick?” He retorts, knowing, before she shakes her head, that the answer would be “no”.
That is because he never gets (physically) sick, although the sentiment of sickness is very familiar. No annual spread of the flu, no bellyaches. While his sister is allergic to dogs and needs to use glasses, and his brother has broken the same arm twice playing baseball (how he managed to do that, though?), Roman has a perfect - and slightly better than average, if you must know - vision, and once has accidentally broke someone’s nose during a volleyball class when he was in 6th grade.
Mami had always said to keep his powers hidden - you never know what can happen to you these days. She, though, didn’t call it powers. They were gifts. And if it wasn’t probably blasphemy, would have called this God’s given miracle. Everything weird with Roman’s super resilience and crossing of neural connections was a gift. Oh, there is this other thing… Roman see and feel things most people don’t, and for a long time it didn’t occurred to him that no one else could sense it too.
It’s not something he thinks with frequency, sometimes he even forgets it’s not the norm. It feels like the world is playing some sort of joke on him. A Mourning Dove’s song is yellow and there’s no better way to explain it; the teacher’s obsession with capslock on PowerPoint presentations makes everything too bright to read. But at least there’s always an agreement about how ugly the National Anthem is.
Ali finishes her ice cream and sets the bowl over the table. Roman runs his fingers over his hair - during summer he had let it grow, now the dark curls are fluffy and too rebel. The motion helps him go back to his original anxiety.
Roman has always had a really hard time apologizing if he’s forced to do it. He laughs and giggles, he smiles even when he tries not to because the idea of this forced, fake apology is so off putting he can’t comprehend taking it seriously - what for sure has got him into trouble multiple times. The point is: Roman loathes fake apologies, and he has heard so many of them and actually believed and hugged and cared them, that now any apology coming from himself sounds like a poor copy.
But if he could, if he was at Peter’s door right now, he would cry himself numb to deserve his pardon. But again, if he was at Peter’s door right now, he probably wouldn’t have to do that at all.
So he sends a message. Don’t take it wrong, he wishes he didn’t have to make such a shitty move, but here we are. He did previously thought about calling him, but apparently Peter is “kinda busy”.
It ended up a well balanced apology with equal measures of regret and understanding that speaks honestly from his heart (and overthinker brain). Nothing with “I hate myself for doing it, but I did it because of whatever reason” or any other gross victimization Liam thaught him - we will talk about Liam Reed later, he’s not important at the moment.
Peter has visualized it fifteen minutes ago and doesn’t seem willing to give an answer any time soon, what is a very non-Peter thing to do - he’s not one to embrace passive-aggressive attitudes. Maybe Roman finally got the worst of him.
“Pues mira, Andy-” says his abuela noticing his worried expression. “-al mal tiempo, buena cara.” Then she caress the right side of Roman’s face where the light-colored scar stands as a reminder: a line from his forehead to cheekbone.
He smiles with fondness, noticing the use of one of her catch phrases. His family has many of those. His abuela is also not the only one in his family to call him by his second name (in case of forgetting one, don’t worry! You got three more spares), but that, Roman can’t explain why.
“¿Qué es esto?” The elderly woman points at the movie they’re watching before turning to Ali. “¿No sos demasiado joven para ver esto?”
Certainly, the preachy girl couldn’t just answer the question. “I don’t speak Spanish, aunty. Why don’t you try English?”
Well, their abuela can speak English, but she won’t because she has a point to prove. And so does Alícia.
Roman doubts she can’t truly understand Spanish. From all their close relatives, the only one without Colombian heritage was their father and only him, as he grew up on an orphanage and wasn’t able to share his whatever-european legacy. Sure, just a low handful of cousins could actually speak a second language and their mother did a great job at dousing off her sing-song’d words, but Roman believes the reason why Ali pretends not to know the basics of Spanish is to keep herself unaffected by curses and fights (the bigger the trouble, the sharper the Paisa accent).
People have always compared her to their father, probably just because of the lighter skin tone and, again, the lack of Spanish. But Roman always thought he was very similar to him, more than to their mother. Okay, fine, he does looks a lot like their mother, but he has the “sensibility not praised by the family” - what isn’t praised is not the sensibility per se, it’s the obviousness.
“Usted estás fuera de mi herencia.”
He stays silent until she forgets the question and walks away. Roman could explain the whole concept of ‘Bring It On’ and the politics on Cheerocracy to his abuela, only that talking that much right now would be like moving furniture.
His cellphone shakes sparks in his hand. It joins the others two hundred thirteen (at least a hundred and seventy are from the Vidal family group chat) unread messages he’s received over the course of the day. He leaves them to later.
PETER PARKER
It’s okay
Just move on
There is no sigh of relief or jump of enthusiasm. He would move on, eventually, and act like nothing ever affected his bright personality. But the dread feeling of guilty and danger needed to stop bursting first - it always starts before the actual confrontation and ends a lot after the resolution, like a cup of soda with bubbles brimming at the top. So Roman has to wait until the bubbles seize and leave a bad taste at the back of his throat.
“It’s like the desert in Oz here,” Ali says.
Roman looks over at his sister, who’s already looking at him with a wrinkle between her brows. He takes a deep breath. Things keep on happening, he thinks under her cautious gaze.
“There’s no desert in Oz,” he says instead.
“Yes, there is, in the books. There’s this desert that you have to stay away or it burns you up.”
He tilts his head, blinks, and swallows his self-pity, replacing it by a mischievous look and the edge of a smile. “What if I ask abuela to turn on the backyard tap?”
Alícia’s face lit in excitement. They never had a swimming pool at home and neither does their abuela, so when Nico was younger and less cynical, he and some cousins would use a garden hose to splash water everywhere, pointing it to the sky and pretending it was raining. A tradition - or a romanticized improvisation - passed down through generations.
He smirks. “But only if you bring me ice cream.”
“No.”
“Oh, I see, so that’s how you treat me? If you ever ask me a favor again, anything, I won’t-”
“Fiiiine!” Alícia drags the word just like she draws her body out of the couch.
Roman looks down once again and taps a reply: 'I miss you’. His hand reaches up and grabs his cross necklace, pulling the metal chain against his lips.
PETER PARKER
We’ll see each other when summer ends
Happy birthday, btw
Roman wraps himself tighter in the blanket.
It was the best of times. It was the worst of times.
“Anybody ever tell you you’re a little paranoid? ” Teases Sam Wilson.
Natasha’s controlled voice answers. “Not to my face. Why? Did you hear something? ”
The presence of his partners is only noticed by their cheap talk. Steve Rogers hears through the earpiece the analysis of the new Avengers’ case. “Eyes on target, folks. This is the best lead we’ve had on Rumlow in six months. I don’t want to lose him.”
On an apartment in Lagos, Nigeria, Steve observes the busy streets hidden by the curtains. He spots a garbage truck pushing its way through traffic, with no regard to pedestrians or other vehicles.
“Sam, see that garbage truck? Tag it.”
In a minute, Sam is able to scan the truck with a small drone he treats as a pet, and report the analysis. “That truck’s loaded for max weight. And the driver’s armed.”
Nat is fast to formulate their intentions. “It’s a battering ram.”
Without hesitation, Steve gives the permission to action. They all hear through the communicator when Wanda - the last, but not least component of the task force - exclaims surprised by the sudden order.
“He’s not hitting the police.”
The grasp of his hand on the shield reinforces the mentality of now being, not Steve Rogers, but the Captain America. Soon, he’s at the courtyard of the Institute for Infectious Diseases, fighting against the soldiers in black armor who successfully broke into the place driving the garbage truck. “I make seven hostiles.”
“I make five,” replies Sam. The mayhem keeps sounding over the speaker. “Four.”
Sam scans the inside of the building, in time to Steve reach him and Wanda. “Rumlow’s on the third floor.”
“Wanda,” calls Captain, “just like we practiced.”
Her Eastern European accent tingles in his ear. “What about the gas?”
“Get it out.”
Wanda hex Steve to lift him up and through the window. He uses his shield to break the glass and quickly immobilize a soldier, pulling off his gas mask. Thanks to the serum, Captain America is conveniently immune to such toxins, but the whole intervention takes longer than he planned, with soldiers shooting in his direction from various corners. Wanda starts to dilute the gas with the air, and by the time Steve gets to the target room, the building is clean of the toxins. Just as the room is empty and the biohazard is out of sight.
“Rumlow has a biological weapon.”
“I’m on it,” replies Natasha on the radio.
An explosion rumbles at the courtyard, Steve runs out onto the balcony and spots Rumlow. A skull mask stares back at him while the man prepares and aims a grenade launcher. The grenade slams into the Captain’s shield and he is thrown back inside. He scrambles to his feet as Rumlow fires two more times, throwing him out of a window, onto a truck, and finally the ground.
The burn sensation on his chest and the ache on his back cause Steve to struggle to get up, but are far from stopping him. “Sam. He’s in an AFV heading north.” With that, the super soldier is running once again into the commotions’ direction.
Sam is the first to locate the vehicle, now crashed over a marketplace. “I got four, they’re splitting up.”
Natasha rides through the crowd on her motorcycle. She abandons it and runs over the hoods of cars, in pursuit. “I got the two on the left.”
Steve is also running across cars when he spots a vest in the middle of the crowd. “They ditched their gear. It’s a shell game now. One of them has the payload-”
Something crashes against the Captain’s shield - a bomb, ticking incessantly. Promptly, Rogers throws the shield in the air and the bomb blows up safely away from the citizens. With the seconds of distraction, Rumlow comes up behind Steve and punches him hard in the back, who collides with the stalls set on the street.
“There you are, you son of a bitch,” says Brock Rumlow approaching the fallen man. “I’ve been waiting for this!”
Another huge strike hits Steve before he can reach his shield. His stiffened back crashes over wooden and his face throbs against the arid ground.
Sam’s voice echoes from the radio. “He doesn’t have it. I’m empty.”
Steve gets up and puts the pain aside, keeping up with the fight and overruling the HYDRA soldier for just a moment, before being cornered.
“This is for dropping a building on my face,” snarls Rumlow. He extends a blade from his gauntlet and knocks on Steve’s direction, who’s able to deflect the blow, hitting the wall instead.
Steve grabs Rumlow’s arm and pulls the gauntlet off, only for him to reveal another knife. But Steve bests him, with a fierce kick to the chin Rumlow is brought to his knees. The man removes his mask, revealing a severely scarred face. “I think I look pretty good, all things considered.”
Captain pulls him by the collar. “Who’s your buyer?”
“You know, he knew you”, Rumlow smiles maliciously. “Your pal, your buddy, your Bucky.”
Steve clenches his fists harder and pulls the man further with a rage he couldn’t blame on the Captain America’s professionalism. His fast-beating heart shouts through his ears. “What did you say?”
“He remembered you. I was there. He got all weepy about it. 'Till they put his brain back in a blender.”
Steve feels a sharp pain in his throat, closing his lungs. A bitter taste in his mouth.
“He wanted you to know something. He said to me, 'Please tell Rogers. When you gotta go, you gotta go.’ And you’re coming with me.”
A second, and the HYDRA agent activates his bomb vest. Steve flinches as Rumlow’s armor ignites, but Wanda shows in time to keep the blast contained, trapping Rumlow in agony. She lifts him into the air; her hex, however, runs from her grasp and gets out of control, as the explosion finally blossoms, devastating entire floors of a nearby building. At the terrifying scene, Wanda covers her mouth with trembling hands.
“Oh my…” Steve gasps. “Sam, we need- Fire and Rescue. On the south side of the building. We gotta get up there.”
The bitter taste in his mouth, he knows, it’s his own sorrow.
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(Trigger Warnings- Remus, Deceit, Attempted suicide, gangs, mentions of death/kidnappings, flashbacks)
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“Don’t get me wrong, sir, I know I’m gonna need some help starting out,” Nurse Venzon stammered as they padded through the halls of Sanders Hospital beside Virgil. “I’m just surprised that the director of nursing decided to be the one to help me.”
“We need all the good nurses we can get,” Virgil huffed, shrugging. “Until we can get the politicians to cancel that stupid nursing education bill, good hires are gonna be rare. Sanders Hospital needs to make sure its new hires can actually do their jobs.”
“Oh,” Nurse Venzon said, pursing their lips and staring straight ahead. “Alrighty then.” The two nurses looked like pale, lanky, purple sticks as they walked down the halls.
“I’m sure you’ll be fine,” Virgil sighed, a tiny smirk he was pretty sure counted as comforting twitching on the edge of his mouth. “Like you said, you’re just starting out. Someone’s gotta show you the ropes.”
“Right,” Nurse Venzon said, nodding. The pair of nurses hugged the wall as a bed whisked past them, surrounded by residents and attendings. Nurse Venzon’s saucer sized eyes followed the bed. Their head spun around trying to see the bed all the way down the hall. Virgil’s smirk grew. The untapped excitement of a nurse fresh out of nursing school was always a treat.
“So we’re almost to Ms. Sutherland’s room,” Virgil explained, glancing at the room number behind him. “As the newbie, you’ll be stuck with grunt work. That means lab results, samples, prostate examines- well, probably not the last one with Ms. Sutherland.” Nurse Venzon nodded along to everything Virgil said. “When the doctor’s in the room, they usually control the scene, but you’re the one who’ll be with her more. But you heard all this in your orientation, so I won’t get into more details.”
“Got it,” Nurse Venzon chirped, bouncing on their toes.
“So,” Virgil huffed, crossing his arms and leaning against the wall. “Tell me about our patient.”
“But don’t you already know about her?” Nurse Venzon asked.
“I know her,” Virgil muttered. “I want to know if you do. Talk to me like you’re the expert on her and I’m the newbie.”
“Ok,” Nurse Venzon huffed, shaking out their hands. “Our patient is Natasha Sutherland, female, she/her, age fifty-two. She’s been seen at Sanders numerous times over the last few years for treatment involving her chronic back and neck pain. The pain is linked back to damage gained during her service in Iraq. A lot of her forms had St. Gemma’s insignia on them, so I believe she used to get treatment there until the VA stopped helping her. Lately the pain’s increased to a point where her usual home therapy isn’t working, so she’s opting for a surgical solution.”
“Good job,” Virgil said, pushing himself off the wall. “Let’s go meet her.” Virgil had to admit, as he padded down the hall with Nurse Venzon, a new case was as good of a break as he could get from the Nurse’s Rally. He’d been running all over the hospital, getting signatures from nurses to participate in the rally. Even though Roman was helping head up public announcement of the protest, Virgil had been interviewed enough times to last for the rest of his life. And then there were the semi-decent politicians emailing Virgil constantly about their support or ‘respectful disagreements’ with the upcoming march. Being a public figure was exhausting. How did Roman do it?
“Then how else do you suggest I relax?” a voice that sounded similar to General Leia Organa muttered through a half open door.
“Watch TV?” another voice suggested. “Maybe Grey’s Anatomy?”
“I’m in the hospital and you want to watch Grey’s Anatomy,” the first voice scoffed. “Of course.” Virgil tried not to roll his eyes when he realized that was Ms. Sutherland’s room. He knocked on the door and pulled it open completely.
“Ms. Sutherland?” he called into the room. Ms. Sutherland’s room was one of the smaller ones in Sanders, but it was big enough for her bed, the two nurses, and the chair beside the bed where her guest sat. Ms. Sutherland had close cut, traditionally masculine, sandy hair mixed with spots of gray. Her muscled arms rested on her lap. Her face had enough sharp features to cut paper, with vibrant cheekbones, a sharp tipped nose, and small lips. If Virgil was asked to pick out who he thought was a soldier out of a crowd, he would pick this woman. The person in the chair beside her looked to be a few years older, with more gray in his long brown hair. His hair was pulled into a loose ponytail. It touched the collar of his dark blue sweater and made him look like a sailor. He had the same sharp nose as Ms. Sutherland, but with softer cheeks and a pair of circular glasses dangled precariously on the edge of his nose.
“Just call me Natasha,” Ms. Sutherland huffed, waving a hand dismissively. “There’s too many Ms. Sutherland’s in my family as it is.”
“Whatever you prefer,” Virgil sighed. “My name’s Nurse Lawson, and this is Nurse Venzon. You’ll be seeing a lot of us during your stay here.” Nurse Venzon waved to Natasha.
“Nurse Lawson,” the man in the chair mumbled. He glanced up at Virgil. His eyes scanned the nurse up and down. A smile formed on his lips.
“Uh…” Virgil said. “Yep. That’s my name.”
“Hank, the little games you play with people aren’t helpful now,” Natasha sighed. The man, Hank, pushed the chair back and stood up.
“Now isn’t life strange,” Hank chuckled. “You dyed your hair since we met. I’m guessing you don’t recognize me?”
“Uh, no, sorry,” Virgil said, shaking his head. Hank chuckled, picking at the sleeves of his sweater.
“Would this jog your memory?” he asked. His bulky fingers slipped his left sleeve up, wrist out to the nurses. Long pink scars trailed up his wrists. Some were poorly healed, picked and scabbed into permanent markings, while the longest of the bunch were fainter, the mark of a doctor’s help. “The doctors at St. Gemma’s did a good job.” The memories clicked into Virgil’s head in an instant.
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(Years prior...)
Virgil Lawson would never understand how anyone in their right mind could have hired Remus for their maintenance staff. The man could easily have been Oscar the Grouch's long lost brother. Who escaped from prison. And then burned down Sesame Street. With every day, Virgil became more and more certain that the big brass of St. Gemma's were utter idiots.
"I mean, isn't that sort of blood more sanitary than other blood?" Remus asked. He leaned against his janitor's cart as he walked alongside Virgil. His mop dragged behind him, leaving a long wet trail on the tiled floor. "Vampires should use that blood! It's perfect for the lesbian vampires, isn't it?"
"Ok, you need to stop," Virgil grunted. Remus simply laughed and stroked his greasy mustache. Virgil kept his hands in the pockets of his black scrubs. Why the scrubs for the psychiatric nurses were black, Virgil would never understand. It made him seem less like a helpful hand and more of a grim servant of death. Not that he didn't like black, it was easily one of his favorite colors, but who's heard of black scrubs? Even Remus had a better color scheme with his dark green janitor's jumpsuit and the blue flowery logo of St. Gemma's stitched onto the chest.
"I don't see why I should stop!" Remus snorted. "You're the one who brought up vampires! I'm just suggesting places to get blood!"
"I'm not using actual blood for my vampire costume," Virgil huffed. "Do you realize how unsanitary that would be?"
"That's what I'm saying!" Remus laughed. Virgil groaned softly. He'd walked into that one, yet again.
"Unless you want Nurse Patty to throw down on you, I suggest you head off," Virgil sighed, stopping beside the third-floor elevators. "I'm heading to the psychiatry department."
"What fun awaits you there?" Remus chirped. He stuffed his mop into the bucket of murky water attached to his cart.
"Jumper watch," Virgil muttered as the elevator beeped and the doors slid open. Virgil padded to the corner of the large elevator. Remus boarded alongside him.
"Oof," Remus groaned. He leaned both elbows against the rails lining the elevator. "Details?" Virgil's guts hurt as he gave into Remus's demands. This was the most fragile moment of someone's life, and he was sharing it like it was no big deal. But what could he do? Remus was unstoppable when he wanted something. It was better to give him what he wanted. It would save Virgil a world of trouble.
"Overdose," Virgil mumbled. "Plus wrist damage. His sister found him. He's physically stable, but not emotionally."
"So you're his babysitter for the night!" Remus chuckled. "Fun times all around! You might be able to catch a few ZZZs while you're there. Your eyes are particularly dark and stormy tonight." Remus leaned over and booped Virgil's nose.
"Yeah, you try explaining to three different families that their loved one's treatment isn't working," Virgil snapped, rubbing his nose. The elevator beeped, and the doors opened up. "Now go. Not to say seeing you get chewed out by Patty wouldn't make my day, but I'm too tired to deal with that crap. Go clean the pediatric waiting room, there's always some kid vomiting in there." Virgil shoved past Remus and left the elevator.
"Whatever you say, oh dear Anxiety!" Remus chirped. He gave Virgil a melodramatic bow as the elevator slid shut.
"Don't-" Virgil snapped, but the elevator was already closed. "Don't call me that." Virgil shivered as cold air brushed past him. He rubbed his pale arms, wishing he'd grabbed his hoodie before coming up. He stalked away from the elevators and into the guts of the St. Gemma's psych department.
Most of the psych department was devoted to therapy and medication. Offices dotted the off-tan walls between informational and inspirational posters. Each office was the shiny face of the emotional dumpster fires that lurked in the long-term patient rooms beyond. Most of the offices were dark now- after all, who would schedule a session for the middle of the night? Virgil continued on, blocking out the muffled shouting that he drew closer and closer towards.
A single window looked into each of the tan rooms. In this department, patients often lacked privacy privileges. Virgil kept his gaze forward as he repeated the room's number in his head. He tried not to flinch when he heard a muffled scream bounce through the walls and when his fellow psych nurses scurried past him. He was used to the panicked screams of patients with brain damage and deep, difficult mental illness. Why should he be as jumpy as a visitor? His shoulders tightened, and he continued on.
His patient's room was towards the end of the department, near the hallway window that led to the fire escape. Naturally, bars covered the window. Virgil tried to drop his shoulders and knocked on the door.
"Come in," a familiar voice inside said. Virgil gritted his teeth, frowning, and entered. Harsh yellow lights flickered around the room. Like most of the rooms in the psychiatry department, the tan walls and white tiled floors were mostly barren. There was a TV that stood higher than any person of normal height could reach, with a matted recliner in the corner. A small stand sat beside the bed pressed against the wall. Virgil's patient, Hank Dragon (Virgil thought they were pulling his leg when he read the name), laid in the white bed, IVs trailing to his arms. His hair was a sweaty brown mess streaked with gray that reached the base of his neck. His small eyes were focused on Virgil. Had he already come down off the high caused by his medication? Was he staring off into space where Virgil conveniently stood? When Virgil moved to the side of the room, Hank's eyes followed him. Alright, he was definitely looking at him. He was also glancing at the doctor who stood by his bedside.
The doctor's black hair was smoothed back against his head with hair gel. A few dots of black paint sprinkled his doctor's coat. A perfectly straight black bowtie sat under his neck against his yellow polo. Blue rubber gloves stretched over his thin, still hands (at least he wasn't wearing those dishwasher gloves of his or, God forbid, the bowler hat). Then again, perhaps the bowtie was meant to distract patients from the wrinkled, scarred skin trailing down the left side of the doctor's face. It snuck under his collar and snaked around his face, claiming his ear and turning strains of his black hair brown. A brown eye and a golden eye scanned the numbers appearing on Hank's main monitor.
"What's up, doc," Virgil scoffed, leaning against the door with crossed arms. Dr. D looked up.
"Ah, Nurse Lawson," Dr. D sighed. "You're here."
"I'm sorry, was I not wanted at this exact moment?" Virgil laughed, grinning.
"Mr. Dragon, this is Nurse Lawson," Dr. D explained. "He'll be keeping you company, now that he's finally decided to grace us with his presence." Dr. D padded around the bed and towards Virgil. Hank's eyes followed him across the room. Virgil kept his fists from clenching as the doctor approached. "I trust you've been filled in on Mr. Dragon's medical details."
"I wouldn't be doing my job if I wasn't," Virgil huffed.
"Regardless, if you need any refreshers, you've got his board," Dr. D sighed. The board he was referring to was on the wall to Virgil's left. It was a rectangular whiteboard with various columns of information. Patient name, medication schedules, admittance, and other info. Stuck in the corner of the board were the words 'Watch- Virgil Lawson', scribbled under the medication schedule. "Goodnight, Mr. Dragon. Virgil." Virgil scooted away as Dr. D opened the door. His coat flapped behind him as the door clicked closed.
“Hank Dragon,” Virgil gasped softly as Hank slipped his sleeve back over his scars.
“What are you doing, Hank?” Natasha huffed.
“Tasha, you’ve got a great nurse taking care of you,” Hank laughed. He strolled over to Virgil and slapped his shoulder. “I can’t believe it! Virgil Lawson, treating a Sutherland kid once again!”
“Oh, are you siblings?” Nurse Venzon piped in, their wide eyes bouncing between Hank and Virgil.
“My older brother changed his last name shortly after he moved away from home,” Natasha explained. “I would like some clarification, Hank. When did Nurse Lawson treat you?”
“Well, Natasha,” Virgil said, picking at the inside of his scrub pockets. “The night after your brother’s… his, uh-”
“Hank and I don’t mince words,” Natasha sighed. “You can say attempted suicide. Words only have power when you give them that power.”
“Well, when he went to St. Gemma’s, I was assigned to his case,” Virgil explained.
“Lawson here helped my feet find solid ground!” Hank laughed, shaking Virgil’s shoulder. “Spent the whole night in my room chatting with me.”
“I see,” Natasha said, eyebrows raised. “Your help was greatly appreciated, Nurse Lawson.”
“Sorry, Tasha, I can’t get over this,” Hank chuckled, shaking his head. “We need to catch up! You know, see how our lives have gone since then!”
“I’m sort of working right now,” Virgil said, pointing at Natasha.
“Right, right,” Hank laughed, letting go of Virgil. “You got a lunch break or something? We could have lunch, my treat! You like ramen?”
“How do you think I survived nursing school?” Virgil scoffed.
“I know this ramen place, it’s not that far from the hospital,” Hank said. “We can eat there! What do you say?”
“How about we check on your sister first?” Virgil said, pointing towards Natasha. “Nurse Venzon?”
“So Natasha,” Nurse Venzon chirped, squeezing past the two men, finally given a chance to do something. “Let’s get your information updated.” Nurse Venzon’s words left Virgil’s conscious train of thought as Hank settled back into his seat. He hadn’t thought of Hank Dragon in a long time. That offer of ramen sounded a bit too good to resist.
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"Someone needs to teach that man some bed-side manners," Hank muttered as Dr. D closed the door to his room. His half-focused eyes trailed onto Virgil, following his every move.
"That’s just how he is," Virgil huffed. He trudged across the room and sat on the arm of the matted recliner. Hank let out a soft bark of laughter.
"The man needs to find another job, then," he muttered.
“Do you want to find something on TV or keep insulting Dr. D?” Virgil grumbled, cocking his head towards the TV.
“Dr. D,” Hank mumbled, shaking his head. “Dr. D. Doesn’t he have a name?”
“Of course he has a name,” Virgil snapped.
“Then what is it?” Hank asked. Virgil grabbed the TV remote sitting on the nightstand and flicked on the TV. America’s Funniest Home Videos popped onto the screen without sound. “Turn it off. I wanna sleep.” Hank closed his eyes and rested his head so he faced away from Virgil.
“Oh no, you don’t,” Virgil huffed, stalking around the bed. He crouched to Hank’s level and shook his shoulder. “You still have a cocktail of drugs you need to work out of your system. No sleeping for you.”
“I woke up at four this morning,” Hank sighed, turning his head to the TV. “Can’t I take a five minute nap?”
“You could try,” Virgil scoffed. He settled back on the arm of the couch. “But then I’d have to break out the airhorn.”
“There are other patients on this floor,” Hank scoffed. “You won’t wake them up.” Dang it. Even with half-focused eyes, Hank saw right through Virgil. The nurse let his mind wander as the TV played clips of crying toddlers and old ladies slipping on front porches. He’d had his fair share of sleepless nights, but being stuck in this room watching Hank would be a bit more difficult. Perhaps Virgil could ask one of the nurses to bring him some coffee. If the other nurses didn’t fear him, maybe. Remus would probably bring him coffee. On the other hand, Remus in a room with a suicidal person was a recipe for disaster.
“Are there photos?” Hank asked, not looking at Virgil.
“Considering I’m not a mind reader, you’ll have to be more specific,” Virgil huffed.
“They take photos during surgery, don’t they?” Hank asked. “For records, or something? Can I see the photos from my surgery? I’d check the results myself, but…” Hank lifted his right arm barely an inch off the bed before it fell back down. Thick bandages wrapped around his wrist.
“That’s not happening,” Virgil grunted.
“Alright,” Hank sighed. Virgil bit his tongue as questions hopped around his head. Hank didn’t need any stupid questions. All he needed from Virgil was a watching eye to keep him safe.
“I do have another request though,” Hank said.
“If it’s something that involves me leaving the room, no,” Virgil muttered.
“The new episode of Grey’s Anatomy is on tonight,” Hank said. “I thought I wasn’t going to see another one. Considering I’m still kicking, might as well watch it.”
“Now that’s something I can do,” Virgil said. He flicked through the TV channels, news stations and cartoons and ads flashing by. He settled on ABC, which was in the middle of a Grey’s Anatomy trailer. Half an hour later, the show’s theme played through the room. In a few ways, this was a good improvement to Hank’s condition. He was looking forward to something, even though it was something so small. Like Virgil always reminded himself, tough love worked. Even if it hurt.
“No way,” Remy gasped, pulling off his sunglasses for dramatic effect. “No. Way. In. Hell.”
“It’s a small world, I guess,” Virgil sighed, leaning against the counter of Remy’s little cafe. Remy’s brown satchel sat bundled on the counter beside the cash register just behind a glass tip jar. His little coffee shop name tag clung to his white shirt and a dark stain clung to his jeans (the mishaps of coffee).
“You’re drowning me with tea,” Remy chirped, an almost wicked smile spreading across his face. “So he’s here now? Not at St. Gemma’s?”
“His sister’s here,” Virgil explained. He drummed his fingers against the counter top. “He’s here to keep her company.”
“And you didn’t recognize the sister’s name when you got assigned to her or whatever?” Remy asked.
“It’s not like we exchanged contact information back then,” Virgil huffed. “Besides, his last name is Dragon, and hers is Sutherland.”
“Dragon,” a voice at the back of the little cafe scoffed. “That sounds like the name of a basement dweller with a D&D addiction.” The other person working with Remy turned around with a cup of fresh coffee in his hands. He too had an obsession with wearing sunglasses indoors, those his were circular and more like tiny mirrors attached to his face. He wore black leggings and an all-black long-sleeved shirt. A black yarn shawl wrapped around his neck, strings climbing over his shoulders.
“That’s quite the criticism coming from a dude we only know as ‘The Critic’,” Virgil scoffed, putting air quotes around the name.
“Dr. Sanders knows my name,” The Critic chuckled, grabbing a sharpie and scribbling a name onto the coffee cup.
“Yeah, cause he’s our boss,” Virgil huffed. “You can’t exactly get hired without a name. You’re the director of food services, why are you even here?”
“Exactly, Francis,” The Critic said. He strolled beyond the counter and towards the sea of seats filled with cafe customers.
“That’s not my-” Virgil snapped, but the Critic was already gone. “What does that mean? Remy, what does that even mean?”
“Whatever,” Remy chuckled. “Your order’s almost ready. You’ve got a lunch date to get to.”
“Don’t phrase it like that,” Virgil groaned, elbows on the counter, head in his hands. “This is weird enough as is. I mean, this isn’t what being a nurse is like. Most of the time, you take care of a patient and you never see them again. Now I’m supposed to go get ramen with this guy?”
“You agreed to it,” Remy scoffed.
“I agreed to it,” Virgil groaned. Remy slid a cup across the counter.
“Just relax,” Remy sighed. “If he’s a weirdo, you can pull out that kung-fu of yours and deal with him. Take a break, and enjoy the free food.” Virgil took the cup and handed over a few bills. He dropped $5 in the tip jar and stalked towards the exit.
Maybe Remy was right. Virgil had been working through lunch the past few days on the rally. Maybe this would be good for him. It was just lunch. Lunch with a stranger. Virgil should have grabbed his hoodie- things were always better with a bit of his mom’s flannel at his side.
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“You haven’t asked yet,” Hank said halfway through the new episode of Grey’s Anatomy.
“Asked what?” Virgil asked, glancing at the man.
“All day, people have been asking me the same question,” Hank grumbled. “‘Why’d you do it, Hank? Why’d you try to throw your life away?’” Hank gently waved his unbandaged arm in the air. “You haven’t asked me yet. Waiting for the right words to say?”
“I haven’t met many people who self harm or try to commit suicide that want people to pry into their darkest moments,” Virgil scoffed. “My job is to make sure you don’t try it again. It’s not to figure out why you did it.”
“Eh,” Hank chuckled. “That’s fair.”
“My only question is why you want to watch a medical drama when you’re literally in a hospital,” Virgil muttered, waving a hand at the TV. Hank laughed again, the same sort of soft, short bark he did before.
“You do have a sense of humor, don’t you, Nurse Lawson?” Hank chuckled. “Tasha would have said the same thing.”
“Who’s that?” Virgil asked, sliding into the body of the comforter.
“Tasha’s my little sister,” Hank explained, a tiny smile emerging. “She’s a lieutenant, fighting back ISIS and such over in the Middle East. Well, not right now. She’s finished a tour of service, came home last week.” The barely living smile slipped away. “Memory’s a little foggy. Pretty sure she found me. I think I forgot she was home again.”
“There’s always a catch in plans,” Virgil muttered. “Guess you should, you know, never try it again.”
“Heh,” Hank sighed. “You’re probably right.” The empty space in the room filled with the soft tunes of whatever indie song was playing over the surgery on TV. “I don’t think I help Tasha’s army credentials a lot.”
“That’s not how the army works,” Virgil huffed, totally unsure of his statement. “They don’t care about someone’s sibling.”
“Even if that sibling is a criminal?” Hank scoffed. Virgil’s entire body tensed. “Don’t worry, it wasn’t murder. I ran with some gangs in my past. Some time in jail sorted me out. Can you turn off the TV?”
“What, no more Grey’s Anatomy?” Virgil asked, restoring his false air of confidence.
“No one knows the full story,” Hank muttered. “Not even Tasha. She doesn't know everything I did. I just want someone to know. I'm sick of keeping everything in. It's made me sick. ” That was all Virgil needed. He flicked the TV off and hopped off the recliner. He rolled his shoulders, even though that didn’t help his terrible posture.
“Alright then,” Virgil huffed. “Spill it.”
“You want all the details?” Hank asked. “They aren’t all pretty.”
“I want the full story,” Virgil growled, glaring down at Hank. He’d do whatever Hank needed to recover. After all, he wasn’t the only person in the world burdened by all the hidden details of a life story. Virgil was in the same boat. Even if Virgil had no one to confess to, he would give Hank someone.
Virgil pushed open the door to the ramen shop. The wall beside the door was a large mural of a cartoon alligator slurping on a bowl of ramen. The words ‘Gator Noodles’ stretched over the alligator’s face. The theme song of an anime Virgil couldn’t remember played over the speakers. Servers stalked around the square pale wood tables with trays of deep bowls filled with soy sauce soaked ramen. Rich afternoon sunlight streamed through the windows facing the street. Pastel colors covered the restaurant, like Virgil was stepping into a children’s anime. Virgil’s mouth watered as soon as the bell on the door chimed and the smell of soy sauce hit his nose.
Hank sat at a booth against the wall, closest to the bathrooms. He flipped through the pages of a gray paperback book. His fingers tapped against the table to the rhythm of the song overhead. With the basics of kung-fu going through his head, Virgil approached Hank’s table. The former patient noticed Virgil before he got there.
“You came!” Hank laughed, his voice still retaining the barky laughter from that night in St. Gemma’s. Hank slid a menu into his book and stood up.
“You invited me,” Virgil muttered, suddenly feeling very out of place in his scrubs. He really, really should have changed.
“Tasha was certain you wouldn’t show up,” Hank chuckled. “Sit down, sit down.” Hank slid back into the booth. Virgil shoved himself into the other seat and quickly grabbed a menu pressed under a metal stand of sauces.
“I didn’t recognize you when I saw you again,” Hank admitted. “The purple hair threw me off.”
“Yeah, uh, I started dying it a while back,” Virgil said, self-consciously pulling at a few strains of his hair.
“Check this out,” Hank said. He pushed his book across the table. It was a gray cover with prison walls near the bottom that read ‘Locked In.’ “You’d be surprised how many criminals have written books. This is only one of the books I picked up after we met. Never was much of a book guy, but it gave me something to do.”
“Good for you,” Virgil said, nodding. He glanced around the restaurant, hoping someone would come by and take his order.
“You seem happier,” Hank remarked. He slipped his book into his lap. “Less… I dunno, dark?”
“How much do you even remember about me?” Virgil asked, squinting.
“I’ll be honest, there are parts of that night that are totally lost,” Hank chuckled. He rested one elbow on the table and waved his hand around like a joystick. “But you? You are preserved in perfect detail. I mean, you’re the first person I ever really talked to about my issues.”
“I’m someone people can vent to,” Virgil sighed, shrugging.
“I know that now, but here’s the thing,” Hank huffed, pointing at Virgil. “You did not look all that welcoming. The black scrubs you nurses wore made you look more like angels of death.”
“St. Gemma’s is idiotic like that,” Virgil sighed.
“Sanders seems to be a good fit for you,” Hank sighed. “St. Gemma’s was fine and all, had some great care and fancy techniques, but you feel more human at Sanders, you know?”
“I know,” Virgil sighed, smiling.
“There was something off about half the folks there,” Hank chuckled. “Like that doctor who did my surgery, the one with the scars on his face.”
“Dr. D,” Virgil muttered.
“Right!” Hank barked. His hands soared around him in giant windmill patterns. “It’s still a weird name, even after all these years.”
“Are you ready to order now?” a server popped out of nowhere beside the booth, notepad in hand. Finally. Virgil pointed to the miso ramen dish on the menu, while Hank ordered the shoyu ramen. The server disappeared as quickly as they appeared.
“Alright,” Virgil sighed. “The question’s been on my mind all day, and I’m pretty sure you’ve answered it by now, but- how are you doing?”
“Well, it’s been an uphill battle,” Hank admitted, resting his wild hands. “I fiddled around with medication to help me until I decided to drop it all together and try something else. I’ve been seeing a therapist once a week, probably spent enough on therapy to cover those med school bills I hear so much about. Tasha’s been a big help too.” Virgil nodded softly. His insides churned. Even talking to him as a patient was easier than this. How was he expected to respond? Virgil just tried to settle his insides and make the ramen cook faster.
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“I’ll be fair, I’m not a storyteller,” Hank sighed, staring at the ceiling. “Most of this probably won’t make sense. Should I start at the beginning?”
“It’s your story,” Virgil muttered. Hank closed his eyes, taking deep breaths. For a moment, thoughts of Hank falling asleep and not waking up flooded Virgil’s head. But Hank opened his eyes again and started telling the story.
“I wasn’t a poor kid growing up,” Hank explained. “My family had cash, enough to live in one of the nicer parts in this city. Tasha was born a year after me, so we basically grew up together. I think my parents had the idea that I’d join the military out of college, maybe be a Navy guy like my dad. Tasha was always more like him, though. I took after Mom. More domestic, kinda, since I liked cleaning and cooking and whatnot. God, I loved cooking. Loved running around the kitchen. Didn’t make me a popular kid, though. Tasha and I really just had each other in school. She was the one who stood up to people for me.” Virgil couldn’t hide a little grin. After all, he’d been like that too- knitting and stitching and playing with whatever scraps of cloth he could find in his free time. But when was the last time he knitted something?
“When I started high school, Tasha was only in the eighth grade,” Hank continued.
“So you didn’t have any friends?” Virgil finished the thought.
“Right on the nose,” Hank sighed. “For the first part of the year, at least. Without Tasha, I didn’t know what to do with myself. No one talked to me after the first day. Eventually I made a friend, a guy I thought was a loner like me. Other guys like us migrated towards him. If you were a weirdo that everyone ignored, you had a place in our little group. You lost your mom and you’re angry at everyone around you? Come join us, we’re gonna drink on the beach. Everyone insult you for bad grades? Grades don’t matter when you’re skateboarding down the street. That’s right, I was a skater boy.” A dull ache swirled through Virgil. The ache had been with him since he graduated nursing school and got his job at St. Gemma’s. It was that ache that discovered St. Gemma’s, in a convoluted way. “I was an absolute idiot in high school.”
“Most people are,” Virgil muttered.
“That’s fair,” Hank admitted. “I think I took the cake, though. Most high school idiots stayed out past curfew or went to a few crazy parties. Meanwhile, my friends and I decided to get initiated into a gang of heartless little- like i said, stupid.”
“These guys were the only friends you had, right?” Virgil asked. “I can see anyone getting themselves into that situation. Doesn’t make you stupid.” Something clawed at Virgil’s chest. He ignored it for the moment.
“I was ruining my life and I didn’t even know it,” Hank scoffed. “Even after Tasha got to high school, I was long gone. I was out all night doing drug deals and pushing people around and playing with stolen guns. I stopped getting bullied. I thought I found people who cared about me. I got pretty good at running from the cops. I was having fun.” Hank’s good hand moved towards his bandage. Virgil grabbed his wrist and set Hank’s arm back to his side, gripping his wrist just a bit too tight. The arm was limp in Virgil’s grip.
“Don’t mess with your bandages, ok?” Virgil sighed. “We need to let them heal.”
“Yeah, yeah,” Hank huffed, squeezing his eyes shut. “It took me till after high school, when Tasha was just getting ready to graduate from West Point, to snap out of it. Ya see, that friend of mine dragged me into a kidnapping. It was some kid, not that much younger than I was when I joined. He said the kid was just collateral, some junkie owed us cash or whatever. He had nothing to do with anything, he didn’t deserve to get hurt. I got out of there as soon as I could, and I dialled 911. Heh, imagine what that operator was thinking. ‘Yes, hi, I would like to report a kidnapping. I just kidnapped a child and would like to return him please.’” Hank let out a bark of laughter. “I don’t think I said that exactly, but something like that.”
“Geesh,” Virgil groaned.
“I sat out there, waiting for the cops to show, and when they did, I brought them in,” Hank explained. “The guy I spent all of high school with, thought he was my best friend, he pulled a gun on me. Got shot in the shoulder for his troubles. Since I helped find the kid, I got some deals, so I got sent to a different prison than my friend and a shorter sentence. My parents stopped talking to me after that, which I honestly deserved. Tasha was the only one who stuck around. She’s too good for me.” Scenarios danced through Virgil’s head. Hank sitting in jail, Hank getting a gun pointed at him, Hank’s fear at his friend, Virgil’s fear at his friend- no, what was he doing? He was making things about himself. That wasn’t right!
“When I got out of jail, Tasha helped me rebuild my life,” Hank sighed. “She let me stay at her house, paid me to take care of the place when she was deployed. Since I had a gang out for my blood, I didn’t leave the house much. It was me and my thoughts all the time.”
“A horrible idea, really,” Virgil muttered.
“You said it,” Hank chuckled. “I didn’t have a schedule to follow anymore, so I just slunk around. I was a burden to Tasha. I’d ruined my life, and I couldn’t fix it. I couldn’t get a job, couldn’t get a place of my own. I’ve done a lot of bad things, but I couldn’t do anything about it. The only option for me was to remind myself of how badly I’d screwed up and how horrible I was.”
“You feeling regret is a good thing,” Virgil huffed. “It means you know you made mistakes. It means you aren’t that horrible.”
“Not sure how true that is,” Hank muttered.
“I’m serious,” Virgil grunted, crossing his arms. “How many people would have the courage to call the cops on themselves?” Hank’s gaze trailed between his hands, opening and closing his fists.
“Maybe,” Hank sighed. “I still took my sister’s cash. I wasted away in her house, ordering fast food and binge-watching TV all day. The few times I left were for groceries or with Tasha. She wouldn’t give up on me. So I gave up on myself.” Silent words of understanding and empathy entered Virgil’s head. Memories of mirrored emotions fluttered past. They both sat in the dim hospital room, each thinking different, but depressingly similar thoughts.
“I don’t think there’s much I can do to help,” Virgil admitted. “That’s a lot to unpack.”
“You let me tell my story,” Hank sighed.
“I’m also staying with you,” Virgil declared. “You’ve got two people who aren’t willing to give up on you now. Your sister, and me.”
“A horrible idea, really,” Hank chuckled, shaking his head.
“Well,” Virgil huffed, throwing his hands in the air. “It sucks to suck, I guess.” Hank’s mouth twitched. Virgil’s shoulders flew to his ears as Hank let out a loud bark of laughter. His chest heaved, his laughter making him bounce on the bed. For the first time in a while, Virgil showed a genuine smile. It was tiny and barely visible, but it was there, without sarcasm or anger or fear.
“After all that, he still sang Happy Birthday?” Hank laughed, stirring his ramen with a chopstick.
“They jacked up his painkillers,” Virgil scoffed. “He was out of it. Logan never sings, ever.” Virgil took a bite of his ramen. He really hoped he was eating normally.
“These friends of yours sound great!” Hank declared, taking a large bite out of his ramen. Noodles clung to his chin, but he wiped them away and let them plop onto the table.
“They’re tolerable,” Virgil said, smirking.
“They’re loyal, from the way you talk about them,” Hank said through a mouthful of noodles. He swallowed, then said “If I had found friends like that as a kid, I probably would have turned out better.”
“Alright, they’re great,” Virgil admitted, shaking his head. “If Roman heard me say that, his ego would grow ten sizes too big.” Virgil stabbed at his ramen. Thoughts danced on the tiny ripples in the soy sauce. He might as well tell Hank. He kept gushing about Virgil changing his life, so he probably wouldn’t get laughed at. “You keep saying I changed your life, but I’m thinking you changed mine too.”
“How?” Hank asked, glancing between Virgil and his ramen.
“The people I was with were toxic,” Virgil explained. “I wasn’t in a good place. I was trapped at St. Gemma’s in the same way you were trapped with that old friend of yours, and your sister’s house.”
“The house is less of a trap now,” Hank chuckled, rubbing the back of his neck. “I still live there, but it’s a lot happier.”
“I thought the others were my friends, but…” Virgil sighed. “As you were talking, I realized they weren’t good for me. I was dying. It’s what drove me to join Sanders, in the end.” Hank’s bark of laughter ripped through Virgil’s ears.
“Nice to know we both made a difference,” Hank chuckled.
“I need to head back,” Virgil sighed, slipping out of the booth. “Thanks for the ramen.”
“Thanks for talking to me!” Hank laughed, scrambling out of the booth. He held his hand out to Virgil. “It really was great to see you.”
“I’ll probably see you again, considering I’m on your sister’s case,” Virgil said. He gritted his teeth and shook Hank’s hand. Awkward awkward awkward! Why was his hand all loose and weird?
“Yeah,” Hank said, nodding. Virgil shot Hank a two-fingered salute and, checking his pocket for his phone, strolled towards the exit of Gator Noodles. The anime music ringing through his head finally stopped. Virgil tugged at the collar of his scrubs and sighed. It really wasn’t the worst lunch ever. It was rather nice, if Virgil was being honest. But what it really was was a reminder- a reminder of what Virgil had escaped. He let out a long, deep breath. He stuck his hands into his pockets and started on his walk back to Sanders Hospital.
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(Years prior to Hank Dragon and Virgil Lawson’s first meeting…)
Virgil’s fellow nursing graduates screamed around him as their hats flew into the air. Virgil only tossed his a little bit above him- he didn’t want to lose the memento of all his hard work. The end of nursing school. The day had finally arrived. His graduating class hugged the people around them, sharing high fives and cheers. Virgil was perfectly happy to stand there, not touching anyone, and fix the hat back on his head.
His classmates swarmed towards the stands where their families waited, cheering for their kids and siblings, sharing the accomplishment. Virgil padded the opposite direction, towards his now former university. He had no one in the stands for him. His family was back in Atlanta, waiting for him to drive home. It wasn’t like Virgil wasn’t a bit annoyed his mom couldn’t come to his graduation. She’d been there for all his other major events. Still, it couldn’t be helped. His mom had so many backed-up sessions at the tattoo shop, she couldn’t drive down to Florida now. That was honestly preferable. Now that he was done with school, he could finally go home. He could find a job in Atlanta (after all, he’d gotten nursing licenses for both Georgia and Florida, just in case), stay with his mom until he found the right apartment, and start his life. And that was, quite frankly, terrifying.
Virgil paused underneath a tree thick with large, green leaves. He shuffled under his robes and pulled his phone out of the pocket of his dress pants. Sure he wasn’t supposed to have the phone during graduation, but what if someone called needing something? He leaned against the tree and dialed his mom’s number. He looked into the leaves above as the phone rang and, for a few moments, his anxiety was lifted.
“Hello?” someone asked on the other end of the call.
“Hey Mom,” Virgil said. “I didn’t fail nursing school, it seems. I’m not sticking around for all the kissing and crying and whatever. Once I get some stuff from my apartment, I’ll start heading home.”
“Who is this?” the voice asked.
“Uh…” Virgil stammered. “Virgil? Your son?”
“You’re her son?” the voice gasped. “She had a son?”
“Wait, you aren’t Mom,” Virgil huffed. Something churned in his stomach. “Who is this?”
no.
No.
No no no no NO NO NO NO NO NO-
He was burning underneath those itchy, itchy robes. Everything hurt, everything was too much, the world was too much. The grass stabbed his feet, the tree ran daggers down his stiff, burning shoulders. He wasn’t sure when he sat down. His hat fell off. His tears hadn’t come yet- even in his worst moments, the tears were always the last thing to show up- but the stabbing, choking sound coming out of his throat was enough for now.
This wasn’t happening. It couldn’t be happening. Not now, not when he wasn’t there, oh God he wasn’t there, how could he not have been there, he should have been there!
“This graduation had become much more interesting,” someone muttered. “It seems the joy of the moment has become too much for you.” Virgil didn’t bother opening his eyes. He stayed curled into himself, trying not to suffocate. “In case you’re too panicked to fully process that, that statement was sarcastic. Let’s try to breath, shall we? Maybe then I can understand if what you need is a few tissues or an ambulance.” Virgil’s hand flew out, dismissing whoever stood beside him. He didn’t need someone poking their nose into this. He couldn’t even say what it was. Words wouldn’t come out of his mouth.
“It may not be clear to you,” the stranger huffed. “But I am trying to help you. If you can’t talk, then I’ll figure things out the best I can. We’ve got a phone here-”
“Don’t touch that!” Virgil roared, eyes flying open. A black gloved hand was reaching for the phone at Virgil’s side. Virgil grabbed the phone and held it to his chest. He finally looked up at the stranger trying to help him. Scars ran down run side of his face, illuminated by the sun poking between the leaves. It looked like someone had taken a torch to half this person’s body.
“So you can speak,” the stranger sighed. They crouched to Virgil’s level. Their heterochromatic eyes tried to stay level with Virgil’s. “I am sorry to have upset you further. Perhaps I could have a name?” Virgil’s fists rested against his forehead, pressing into his skull as the tears, the late-comers they were- finally decided to show up.
“Virgil,” Virgil choked out, still sobbing.
“Virgil,” the stranger said. Virgil’s name rolled off his tongue. “Like Dante’s guide through the inferno. Poetic. You were the only one to go this way when the caps flew. I can only assume that whatever happened, it’s a new development. Since no one else seems to have noticed your distress, I suppose you’ll need my help.”
“You can’t help,” Virgil snapped. “I don’t even know you.”
“Then let’s change that,” the stranger sighed. He put his hand to his chest. “You may call me Dr. D, or simply D for now.”
“What-” Virgil stammered through his sobs. “That’s not a name.”
“I don’t entrust my name to many, so that is what I go by,” Dr. D huffed. He settled onto the grass in front of Virgil. “Now then, Virgil. Would you like someone to talk to?”
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magicmanias · 5 years
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The Trickster’s Wife
Request: “soooo from the prompt list.... I'd like a few please.... 9 + 17 + 22 + 23 + 28 +  30 + 40 + a hell lot of kissing + a little smut (ok a looott) + loki . i know i asked for a lot. Not even sure  you wanted it or how this works. I just went with the flow I'm guilty... i just want that loki love😈 . or don't do it, i would understand 😅”
9. “I’m not even going to ask.”
17. “This is not something a parent teaches their child.”
22. “What’s the fun in that?”
23. “You wanna mess some shit up?”
28. “That’s going to hurt tomorrow.”
30. “I think I’m in love.”
40. “Stop it. Stop it. Stop it. Stop it. Stop it.” 
Pairing: Loki × Reader
Summary: Loki teaches your daughter magic.
Warnings:  fluff, implied smut (sorry, I know, I’m such a p*ssy lol)
Word Count: 1.5k
A/N: Sorry this took so long. Anyways, enjoy, anon! I hope you notice I wrote it. Ha ha. 
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“Loki! Oh God, Loki!”
“Y/N? What do you need? Is it the baby?”
“Yeah, I-I think it’s coming! Ah,” you groaned at the feeling of another contraction coming. “We have to go. Now.”
Loki went pale and his hands shook. “A-Alright, ok let’s go to the hospital.”
“I don’t know if I’ll make it to the hospital.” You gasped. “My water just broke. The baby is coming now!”
“Did someone call?” Tony, in his suit, came flying down and landed at your front door. “We got a helicopter waiting for you guys.”
“Ah! Oh,” you screamed out in the helicopter. “Can this thing go any faster? I have a person coming out of me. Oh, God!”
Loki gripped your hand. He shook with anxiety. “We’ll be there soon, my love.”
“I’m never doing this again,” you winced and threw your head back.
Several minutes later, you landed at the hospital, where the rest of the Avengers were waiting. The nurses made them wait in the waiting room. 
Loki huffed and ran out of the delivery room. “It’s a girl!” And he ran back into the delivery room. Tony, Clint, Bucky, and Sam groaned. 
“Fuck,” Clint pulled his wallet out. “I should have known it was a girl.”
“How would you have known?” Natasha asked as she grabbed Clint’s money. 
“It’s Y/N, dude. Girl always gets what she wants,” Sam said.
“I have a niece!” Thor practically boomed. He probably woke up the whole hospital.
You held your child in your arms. She was wrapped in a green blanket. She looked so peaceful as she slept in your arms. The team slipped into the delivery room to see the new addition to their family. 
“So, what are we naming the newest princess of Asgard?” Thor asked, bouncing up and down on his feet like a child.
“Loki?” you turned to your husband, who could not stop staring at his baby daughter. He looked at her like she was everything.
“I think you should tell them, my dear. You came up with the name.”
“Her name is Diana Frigga Lokidottir.”
“Frigga?” Steve asked.
“After our mother,” Thor smiled and patted Loki on the back. “She would like that, brother.” Loki gave a tight-lipped smile at the mention of their mother.
“And where did you get Diana from?” Natasha asked. 
“Well, it was the name of a Roman goddess, so we figured it would suit the daughter of a god. And it also means divine, which we thought would suit her as well,” you explained. “Although come to think of it, we should have named her something that related to trickery. Like her father.” You smirked at Loki.
“Oh God, there’s going to be another one,” Clint realized. 
“Meet your family Diana,” you cooed. “They’re always going to love you, and protect you, and when you’re old enough, they’ll teach you to kick some major ass.”
“This kid is real lucky, having a mom like you Y/N,” Steve nodded at you. “You’re going to make a great mother.”
“Yeah she is lucky,” you agreed. “But it’s because she has you all to call her family. I mean, can you imagine being born into the Avengers. Now that’s something.”
“Just like her.” Loki kissed Diana’s temple and continued to admire her.
You walked into the kitchen and began to pull the chairs away from your dining table. You proceeded to wipe down the table as you brush the fly-aways of your hair out of your face. 
“Wow, this child can make such a mess,” you huffed as you picked up your daughter’s paintbrushes. Even at five, she was already a pretty decent little artist. You always knew the daughter of a God would be special, but Diana... Now she was truly a marvel.
As you finished putting your daughter’s art supplies away, you started to think about the times you had caught your husband planning all sorts of schemes with her. Of course, she had to inherit his keenness for trickery. 
“Diana? Diana, it’s time to give you a bath.” You looked in her room, but she wasn’t there. You looked in the kitchen, but she wasn’t there. You looked in your bedroom, but she wasn’t there. Now that you thought about it, you couldn’t find Loki either. Suddenly, you heard giggling and a deep chuckle. 
You peeked inside the study to find your daughter and your husband sitting on the ground, hunched over a piece of paper. They looked intense as if they were planning a jewel heist. 
“Okay daddy, you magic Uncle Steve’s coffee while I distract Uncle Thor,” your daughter said, pointing to the paper. There were little stick figures on it. You cleared your voice to get their attention.
Loki and Diana shot their heads up to look at you, standing in the doorway. They both had the funniest “oh shit” looks on their faces, but you kept your composure. 
“I’m not even going to ask,” you turned to walk out the door to let them continue to plan their prank. You stopped your leave and said, “But if Steve catches you two, I’m not testifying.” And you continued to walk away.
“What’s testifying?” your daughter pulled at her father’s shirt. 
“I don’t know. Some Midgardian strategy for justice,” Loki brushed it off. “Wanna mess some shit up?”
“MOMMY! DADDY SAID A BAD—” Loki put a silence spell on her to keep her from ratting him out.
Diana tried to continue to yell out to you, but found that she wasn’t producing any sound. She pouted at her father, as he had done this before.
“If you don’t tell your mother, I’ll get you ice cream after we prank Uncle Steve,” Loki told her, lowering himself to her level. Diana vigorously nodded her head.
You snapped out of your reminiscing to the sound of a loud boom. You were instantly filled with fear concerning the safety of your daughter. You sprinted to her room and threw the door open. 
Instead of finding what you feared, you found your husband with Diana and a large array of feather falling to the ground. Diana giggled at the chaos in her room.
“What happened?” you asked, trying to quell your anxiety.
“I’m teaching our daughter some spells,” Loki grinned proudly. “She seems to like the one that causes things to burst.”
You sighed, “Can I talk with you?” You were angry and Loki could tell. Loki’s eyes widened in fear. He was afraid of the face you made. Although he would never admit it, he feared you when you were angry. He stood up and walked out the door. “Diana, no more magic until we come back, ok?”
Diana frowned, “Ok, mommy.”
You closed the door behind yourself and turned to Loki.
“Darling, I would just like to—”
“That is not something a parent teaches their child,” you gritted your teeth and pointed an accusatory finger at your husband.
“I’m not exactly like most parents,” Loki replied, smirking. 
“This is not a game, Loki. She’s five!” You whispered so Diana wouldn’t hear. “You can’t teach her stuff like that right now.”
“What’s the fun in that? On Asgard, my mother taught me magic at this age,” he defended. He sounded annoyed.
“We’re not on Asgard!” You pinched the bridge of your nose. “Look, I just don’t want her to get in trouble. She’s smart, Loki. But she’s also sensitive. She could hurt someone.”
“I see.” Loki looked down and furrowed his eyebrows. “You don’t want her to become what I am.”
“No, Loki. You’re like that anymore.”
“But I was like that at one point. And you fear she might become the monster that I was?” Loki raised his voice.
“Loki, that’s not what I meant.”
“That’s what it sounded like.”
“I just don’t want you to teach her dangerous spells at this age. You can teach her magic,” you assured, “as long as it’s safe for her and the people around her.” You held Loki’s face in your hands and met your eyes with his. “I trust you.”
Loki kissed you. He pulled away from your lips and said, “I think I’m in love.” 
“Oh really?” you smirked. “Well, it’s about time you told me. We’ve been married for seven years.” Loki smiled and kissed you again.
"Ew!" a small voice interrupted your kiss. "Stop it! Stop it! Stop it! Stop it! Stop it!" your daughter shut her eyes and walked out of her room. You and Loki laughed. 
She turned back around to face you and Loki. You realized that purple sparks surrounded her.
“Loki, what spell is she doing?”
“Oh god. She’s doing the defence spell I taught her. It knocks people off their feet.”
“Diana, no wai—” A purple blast shot out from her and knocked you and Loki off your feet.
Loki groaned and sat up, “That’s going to hurt tomorrow.”
“Oops, sorry mommy,” Diana apologized and rushed over to you. “I just got excited.” You pulled her into a hug. “It’s ok, peanut.”
“Ok, mommy. I’m going to go paint.” She rushed off into the kitchen.
“Diana Frigga Lokidottir, you still need to take a bath.”
“And maybe after that, you can take a bath with me,” Loki suggested, wrapping his arms around you from behind.
“If you have enough patience to wait your turn.”
“For you,” Loki cooed. “I’d wait.”
“Wait for what?” Diana asked, waddling back into the hallway.
“Um, nothing,” you said quickly. “Go get in the bath!”
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supraveng · 3 years
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Moving On (3/?)
part 2
Summary: you have to confront your past….what could go wrong
Characters:  Sam Winchester x reader, former Bucky Barnes x reader, Tony Stark, Natasha Romanoff, Sam Wilson, Wanda Maximoff, Steve Rogers, Thor Odinson, Bruce Banner, Kevin Tran, Dick Roman, Maria Hill, Nick Fury
Word Count: 2508
A/N:  sorry for the delay on part 3, (work has been crazy)....hoping to post the next chapter next week
does not follow any MCU story line; attempting an MCU/SPN crossover; let me know if you want to be tagged in the next chapters
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You were in a daze and barely remembered getting back to your room, you heard Sam talking but you couldn’t grasp anything other than Thor telling you about your pregnancy.  Something that you would never expect to happen and you were certainly not ready for.  
“Sweetheart? Are you ok?” Sam looked at you worryingly.  
“Yea, uh, I um, I’m ok” you nodded “I am in need of a shower and uh, yea.”  Looking up at Sam, you saw the biggest smile on his face 
“I can tell you are worried, and I know this wasn’t your plan, but I’m so happy right now I can’t help it. We’re having another baby!” he wrapped his arms around you and pulled you into a comforting hug.  
“I love you so much, Sam” just a hug from him helped your anxious thoughts to quiet down for a few moments.  “Wanna join me in the shower?” you winked as you turned and headed towards the bathroom.
Making your way back to the common room, after a very long and rejuvenating shower, you tried your best to focus on what to do next.  Your head is spinning, as excited as you are about having another child, this wasn’t planned and kind of throws everything out of whack.  
You huff as you plop down on the couch next to Kevin, watching Morgan and Joy have a tea party in the middle of the room with all of their favorite animals.  
“So Kev, we are probably heading home tomorrow, so if there is anything you want to see while in NY, now is your chance” you tell him knowing he’s been enjoying this trip as much as you have.  
“Oh, I thought we’d be here longer, I was hoping to catch a show, but I haven’t been able to find affordable tickets, so maybe next time” he shrugs in response.
“Don’t be silly, I’m sure i can have Tony pull some strings and get you tickets for tonight, or we could move your return flight home, whichever you prefer really. Anything for Kevin Tran, world’s best nanny” you smile at him and see the small blush on his cheeks from the praise.  
“I’m serious, whatever you need, just say the word, you have no idea how relieved I am when she’s with you, because I know you take such good care of her, I don’t worry for a minute, you Kevin, are a Godsend if there ever was one”
You could tell Kevin was a bit taken back, but he rarely took a compliment well so you simply squeezed his hand and offered a sincere smile before being interrupted by Sam as he joined the girls on the floor for tea.   
“What do my girls say to a picnic then maybe a trip to the park?”   
"That sounds like a great plan, but I have an appointment with Maria after lunch so I can't make it to the park, I'm sorry sweetie" you tell them as you go to join them for tea.  
"Well, we could picnic here and maybe play down at the lake, I'm sure Tony has a kayak or canoe I can take the girls on." Sam tells you as you adjust the flower crown on his head so it  doesn't fall in his eyes.  
"Are you sure you want to take care of 2 kids by yourself? I gave Kevin the rest of the day off"
"Of course, and I need the practice" he winks as he starts to tickle the girls.  "Ok, then I will get our lunch ready while you help the girls out of these beautiful gowns and into some play clothes''
 Lunch was an event, although both girls were always well behaved, they had a tendency to make a mess, or get distracted and try to follow the butterfly that came by for a visit.  By the time you were done, you were rushing to meet Maria in time, knowing that being late was not an option.   
You knew what needed to be done but not sure how she would take the info about Roman getting away, hopefully the few of his lackeys that were picked up would get you some important info.  
By the time you made it back to the compound you were mentally exhausted, and apparently your clan had a good day as they were spread out in the common room watching The Little Mermaid.  You had to laugh at how engrossed in the movie the adults in the room seemed to be, and was Steve singing along...no, you had to be imagining that.  
Finding a seat next to Nat, you looked around fondly at your two families combining so nicely.  
“So how did she take it?” Natasha whispered without taking her eyes off the screen.  
You hadn’t told anyone what your full intention of today’s meeting was, as far as everyone knew, you were going over the mission report and strategizing the next steps, but Nat always knew everything….now that you were having two kids, you really needed to figure out how to do that.  
“Well, she’s not thrilled but understands, Furry asked if he had to buy me a farm….whatever that means” you responded shaking your head.  
She snickered and simply responded with “Clint”, you hadn’t even thought of that, “ah, well, Sam Winchester is not the Mr. Mom type, so this is my only option”    
“And are you ok with that?” she asks, finally turning and looking at you. 
“Honestly, I can��t imagine anything better” you sigh as you look over at Joy napping on Sam’s chest.  
“Good, you deserve all the happiness in the world” she gives you a small hug.  “And Tony’s throwing a dinner tonight, since you are leaving tomorrow, so be prepared”  
You roll your eyes in jest, knowing Tony would probably do something like that, “well, in that case, I’m going to try and take a nap before dinner”.   
Getting up you make your way to Sam and bend over to place a small kiss on his head, “I’m going to try and grab a nap, do you two want to join me?” you whisper in his ear, not wanting to interrupt anyone’s movie time…..and now I’m certain Steve is singing along ang actually knows all the songs.  
He smiles and nods, following behind you and into the room you are staying in
Sam got Joy settled in her crib before turning back to me, pulling me into a much needed hug.  “How do you always know when I need you?” you mumbled into his chest.  
“That’s my job” he smiled down at you “so I take it the meeting didn’t go well?”  
"It went as well as could be expected, I'm just trying to wrap my head around the time frame I gave them. Two weeks is a bit short to transition my cases to someone else and pack up my apartment but, the sooner the better I suppose" you are rambling as Sam put Joy in her crib and is now sitting on the bed watching you. 
"You are relocating?  Are you moving back to NY? I didn't realize that was an option when you made this trip…..does this have anything to do with Bucky?" he barely whispers with a worried look on his face. 
"What? Sam, no, none of this has to do with Bucky" you aren't sure why he thought that and look at him confused.  
"I…..I remember how broken hearted you were when we met, if you still love him, I would like to know…..I deserve to know since you are the mother of my children" you had never seen Sam so distressed in your life.  
He was the most confident man you had ever met, the lawyer that owned the courtroom as soon as he walked in.  You couldn't believe that he would ever be concerned with someone you used to date. 
"Oh Sam" you hold his face in your hands as you settle in his lap. "There is nothing left between Bucky and I, he was a part of my past, and might be a friend in the future,  but you are the only man I have ever truly loved with my entire being" looking into his eyes you see some relief so you lean in and kiss him softly but passionately. 
"The meeting was my resignation, or retirement as SHIELD prefers to call it. I'm leaving DC so we can all be together in Kansas all the time."  
He looks at you shocked "you quit? You love your job, I didn't think you would ever leave."  
You smile at him "I do, I love my job, but my family,  you, our kids are so much more important than any job could ever be" 
"Our kids" he whispers as you runs his hand over your stomach "we're having another baby and our family will all be under one roof….this has been an incredible day" he looks at you lovingly before wrapping his arms around you and pulling you as close to him as possible. 
"I'm sorry I didn't explain that before I left, but you know how exhausted I was the first time, there's no way I could continue this case on Roman being pregnant. Speaking of, do you think we could change the wedding date?  If we stick with our current plan, I'll be a whale walking down the aisle" you grimace at the thought of waddling in a wedding dress. 
He chuckles at you before kissing you, "whatever you want is fine by me"  
"Do you think your mom would be ok with us planning something small in the next month or so, before I start showing?" 
He laughs at your excitement to move things along so quickly "mom would love it, she works well under pressure"  
"Ok, let's try to rest before your princess wakes up" Sam and you snuggle into the bed wrapped up in each other's arms.  
It felt like you had just closed your eyes when you suddenly felt the bed shift.  Opening your eyes slowly, you came face to face with beautiful hazel eyes, had it not been for the giggles and tiny hands patting your cheek, you might have thought you were looking at Sam.  
“Joy sweetie” you whisper “how did you get out of your crib?” pulling her down to snuggle with you a bit longer.  
“Tevin hep me out” she giggles again before getting up and climbing over you to sit on Sam’s torso.  He didn’t move, but you could tell by his breathing that he was awake, and most likely ready to strike on Joy at any moment.  
It’s one of the things you love when you are all under one roof.  Not living in the same state is hard, and you both worked really hard to make things as normal as possible for Joy, but seeing them together, simple little things like this made your heart swell.  
She adored her dad, and had no idea it wasn’t normal for you to all be in the same house, but that would soon change.  Before you were too lost in your thoughts, Joy was squealing while Sam was tickling her, the fake sleep surprise attack never failed. 
Looking at them you laughed and attempted to get out of the bed, but you heard Sam whisper “let’s get mommy” and before you knew it, you were being tickled and attacked by both of them.  
By the time the three of you made it to dinner, everyone was there and of course Tony had everything catered and a full staff serving, and of course he needed to make a toast to make sure everyone knew it was an official ‘family’ dinner. 
 Clinking his glass he raised it in the air and everyone followed suit, you were about to grab the wine glass but quickly changed to the water in front of you.  
“To an ever expanding family, salut” Tony cheered as everyone followed suit and took a drink.  The table was full of laughter and chatter from everyone, even Morgan and Joy were chatting away as the best of friends. 
“So Sam” Bruce turned toward Sam “how did you propose to Y/N?” for some reason, that question got most of the tables attention and everyone was looking at the two of you.  
“Well, which time?” Sam asked with a smirk.   
You knew that this would come to bite you in the ass one day, but you had hoped it was with Sam’s family, not yours.  
“Wait…..you proposed more than once?” Steve asked, you could tell he was trying to seem like it was an innocent question, but he was really trying to understand the person you had become since you left NY.  
“Three times to be exact” Sam said with more confidence than you had expected.  You shook your head knowing everyone expected an explanation and you were about to speak when Sam squeezed your hand under the table. 
“Well, the first time was when we found out that our little Joy was on the way.  However, in Y/N defense, we were only together 3 or 4 months at that point, so it probably felt a bit rushed.   The second was about 15 minutes after Joy was born and it was a very emotional day for all of us.  The successful proposal was just a few months ago, and we went on a little road trip, and I proposed at the same chapel where her parents were married” Sam turned to you fondly and placed a sweet kiss on your cheek.  
“Wow, you are even more difficult than Pepper, I never realized that before” Tony smirked as he lifted his glass.  
“Very funny, Tony.   In my defense, the first two were spur of the moment emotional proposals and not thought through.  I didn’t refuse, but knew that you needed to really think things out before taking such a big step” you tried to explain your reasoning, but not sure if it was for yourself or everyone else. 
“They may have been spur of the moment, but they were most definitely thought through” Sam replies with a smug look while still eating and assisting your daughter with her meal.  
You looked up at him a bit confused and was about to ask more when he continued by bringing your hand to his lips and gently kissing your knuckles.  
“I bought that ring after our 3rd date, I just had to convince you that I wanted you for who you are and not what you have given to me since we met.”  
You were shocked, you had no idea he knew for that long that he wanted this life with you, it had all felt it just happened and you went with it.  You were actually speechless at this point and could see the glint in his eyes as you processed what he said.   Leaning in, you kissed him gently and looked into those amazing hazel eye, this is where you always belonged. 
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Roman Candle {Avengers x Reader Oneshot}
Requested by: @litlitloki Wordcount: 2728 Summary: You have the amazing power of converting things from your imagination into real life. However, it causes some trouble when you watch a horror movie. Warning: THERE IS A HORROR GIF BELOW. It’s from the film Silent Hill. Descriptions of monsters from that movie are also included.
The Mansion had been your home for almost ten years, and it was bittersweet leaving it for the wide world beyond the manicured lawns and Xavier’s protection. A yellow cab had taken you to the bus station where you had decided to choose New York City, both because it was close to the place where you considered home and because it was the home of Earth’s Mightiest Heroes - The Avengers. No matter how much you knew that you wanted to try to make it on your own, you knew you didn’t want to be far from where your powers had developed and where you had grown into the person you were today. Then again, it could be partly because you still had a couple of issues with controlling said powers, and you felt more comfortable knowing that you could return to a safe spot in a couple of hours.
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Why was it important that you got to a safe space? You had the power to bring things out of your imagination. You could stop break ins from happening at the mansion by coming up with a three-headed guard dog like Fluffy out of the Harry Potter movie. The problem with that, however, was that if you didn’t concentrate on the dog being good, it could go rogue and try to chase Beast around because he looked like a dog toy.
Wade Wilson, known to many as Deadpool, had been the one to hook you up with the Avengers. You knew him through some friends of yours at the Mansion and once you were in New York City, he brought you along on a mission of his - one that you found entirely too gory for your tastes and you imagined a crew of Janitors coming armed with their mops and broomsticks to clean up the mess Wade made. Your reaction had made Wade very amused but he also realized that this wasn’t going to work so he set you up with the Friendly Neighborhood Spiderman and the rest was history.
It soon became more than a job - it had become a lifestyle. Rather than renting an expensive apartment in the city, Tony let you stay in the Avengers Tower where you had your own room, and so did the rest of the team. He gave you free use of the entire top floor which had the large entertainment room which was usually used for parties, the grand kitchen, the bathtub that had a swimming pool that he called a ‘jacuzzi’ and use of Friday for whatever it was that you needed. In return, you joined in on missions and used your powers to help stop the evils of the world, no matter where it took you.
You never imagined that life could be this luxurious. You could order caviar and Belgian chocolates to your bed without having to get up. You could learn how to dance from Black Widow, for she was remarkably good though she always looked sad while doing it. The God of Thunder would bring coffee when he would pop in once in a while and he always told the greatest stories, considering he had thousands of years to make memories. The team embraced you with open arms once they learned that you could be trusted, and that you were truly an asset to the team and you formed relationships with each of them. As a fellow person with powers, Wanda was your best friend in all of this - the two of you stuck together like magnets. You confided in her, and she in you.
But the person that you go on with the absolute best, perhaps because he wasn’t around as much, was Scott Lang. He’s hilarious without being demeaning, he was always up for giving you a hug when you felt like you needed one and, on occasion, he’d shrink down small and run under your dresser if a piece of jewelry fell and you couldn’t retrieve it on your own. You even met his daughter and created her dream toy for her using your powers, which she even named after you and apparently played with all the time.
Fresh off of a mission, you returned to the Stark Tower to find that everyone was sleeping. Instead of going to your own room to get some sleep, you went to the large, comfortable and plush couch and laid out on it, picking up the remote and started to go through the different channels. You were rather sheltered growing up and hadn’t seen many movies - so you had been catching some with Steve while he tried to grow accustomed to modern pop culture. You used a lot of your alone time to watch movies on your own, and this seemed like the perfect opportunity. You went through the different movie services that Tony had - was there anything that this man didn’t own? - and decided that you were going to pull a first. You were going to watch a horror movie. Something that you never had the guts to do before, but hey - you’re an Avenger now, you can handle a little Hollywood horror, couldn’t you?
That was one hundred percent wrong.
You had settled on something called Silent Hill. It sounded almost quaint, very sweet. Even though the beginning creeped you out, and sent the hairs on your arms shooting straight up, you continued. Once the main characters got to the actual town ... you had to cover your eyes with a decorative pillow and take some deep breaths and convince yourself that there was nothing behind you.
When it got to the part where Pyramidhead was stabbing into doors with his giant knife and the bugs were crawling into the holes, you started to feel something crawling on yourself. You brushed it off, thinking it might just be a fly but when you felt more than one on you, you hesitantly took a look. The couch was swarming with the disgusting black things, their shiny backs glittering in the color of the TV like jewels.
You were terrified to open your mouth to scream, and thus you were frozen in place instead. The bugs kept crawling up your arms, over your lap, and up onto your chest. You squeezed your eyes shut and kept thinking, ‘Go away, go away, go away, go away’. It was the screams from the TV that kept you scared, and kept the bugs from disappearing.
You then heard something coming from the hallway. It wasn’t one of the Avengers, though it was a very thick metallic sound. Something heavy scrapping against the floor, and then a wooshing sound as a knife cut through the air, and embedded itself into a door. With the rising surge of emotions, the monsters from the film had come through your imagination and were now terrorizing Stark Tower. You finally opened your mouth to scream but the insects saw your open lips as a new place to hide and started to head there in a swarm. You choked on them, and used your hands to pull them out of your mouth and managed to jump off of the couch in time to hear the gunshots. The Pyramidhead monster from the film had chosen to attack Natasha’s door.
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You held your hands to the sides of your head as the panic started to set in - and the reality of what you had just done, which was put your team, and your friends, in danger. “I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry!” You repeated, crouching down on the ground.
You heard more commotion as the featureless figures with the burning insides twisted their way through the halls, breaking into some of the other rooms. You remembered the one dripping tar and that appeared as well, breaking through Tony’s room. The janitor that was strung up in the bathroom slid it’s way into Thor’s room.
Tony wasn’t taking this well. Maybe it was because of the PTSD or could just be the fact that there was a monster in his room, but he had his Iron Man suit on within seconds of waking up and was shooting beams at them out of his hands and screaming. But it was effective, whatever he was doing for the thing blew up and black gunk flew everywhere, attaching itself to the walls. An ear-piercing scream came from Scott’s room when one of the monsters reached it - he wasn’t exactly armed like the rest of them.
The movie, still playing in the background, had settled into talking scenes. As there weren’t any more on the screen, you couldn’t come up with more to roam around the tower. You were in the middle of the living room, the chaos heading towards you as the Avengers armed up and started to fight against the bugs, the monsters, everything. Most of the bad things were avoiding you now, as if they sensed that you had the ability to make them pop back into nothingness, but were having fun with the others. If any of them noticed you - it was Wanda, for she was coming in the closest, and using her powers to make the bugs explode into mush that would never be able to get out of the carpet. That you were whimpering that you were sorry told her that this was your doing, as well as the movie going on in the background.
You felt arms around you, which didn’t exactly help because you could still hear Tony’s beams, Natasha’s shooting and Scott’s screaming, even though he was running around small somewhere. It was probably more frightening being small because the insects were so disgusting.
“You need to breathe. Breathe.” Wanda commanded in her thick accent. “You can make this all go away, just calm down, just calm-”
You could feel her going into your head. The panic started to slow down as you started to see things in a different light. The bugs that were on the ground turned into butterflies of various colors, lifting up from the ground and going harmlessly towards the windows. You saw the ember people turn into trees, the burning orange of their bodies turning into crisp autumn leaves in the middle of the hallway. The tar monster became a fountain, spewing clear water rather than the inky blackness. As Pyramidhead took a swing at Bucky, it transformed into a statue, going from horrifying to sweet, as it appeared to be more like a Greek God. And the last one - the figure sliding on the floor - turned into a puppy, tongue wagging, jumping up on it’s hind legs and dancing against the Winter Soldier.
Your breath started to come back to you, and once you realized what was happening, the butterflies, statues, trees and dog disappeared, leaving no trace at all that they were here - except for the damage done to the walls. Everyone was staring at you, which didn’t make you feel all that much better.
“Who let the woman - who can create things out of thin air using her imagination - watch a horror movie?” Tony asked loudly, breathing heavy with the exertion at fighting the creatures. Steve picked up the remote and turned the channel to the Weather station before anything else scary would turn up on the screen.
“It was suggested to you that child-block be put on just in case,” Friday chimed in through the house. The robot calling you a child made you roll your eyes but then again, it had a point.
“I’m so sorry,” You said, your voice still trembling from the after-effects of the panic attack. “I didn’t mean for any of that to happen.”
“You’re helping to repair the doors.” Tony said, turning around and storming back to his room. He attempted to slam the door but one of the hinges was broken. You watched as most of the Avengers stared at you, shook their heads (or glared) then went back into the rooms, closing the doors to the best of their ability behind them.
You connected eyes with Steve Rogers, who had a look of disappointment on his face. It hurt all the more because he always looked like a kicked puppy when he had that look. Cold suddenly, you shivered against Wanda, who hugged you close to her, forcing you to look away from Steve. “You remind me of a Roman Candle,” He said. “Be a bit more careful.”
Suddenly, a figure popped up next to you, just as Steve’s door closed behind him. There was Scott, pulling off his helmet and sweating profusely. “The bugs were creepy as hell,” He breathed, bent over, hands on his knees. “It’s a good thing Tony’s got so many other channels.”
You were taken aback when he put his arm around you and lead you back towards the TV. “You’re not mad at me?”
Nearly as shocked by your question as you were by his touch, Scott shook his head viciously. “Course I’m not mad, that was scary as hell but not your fault.” He looked over at Sam and Wanda and his confused expression turned into a mad grin. “And you should move the furniture and you should get some blankets and we should have ourselves a slumber party.”
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It took a minute for them to start acting. Sam was the one who went into the four abandoned bedrooms and started to gather pillows and blankets. Wanda moved the furniture out of her way with the simple use of her powers, creating a large space in front of the television. Scott, meanwhile, took control of the remote and went through some of the movie channels, finding something that wouldn’t be horrifying at all.
You were forgotten by the side of the couch while all of this was happening. Steve’s look still sent a shiver down your spine, and the marks on the walls left by the monsters would haunt you until they were long gone, but you were settling down. He had been right - you were a roman candle, and you couldn’t stop wondering if you were going to go off again. You knew the possibility was always there, lingering.
Nearly finished with arranging the pillows and blankets in the space so that they formed a huge comfortable-looking bed, Sam popped his head up and looked over at Scott. “Now, can you pick something with girls in bikinis? Maybe y/n can conjure some of those up for us.”
“Would you?” Scott asked, turning his head towards you. He looked so earnest about it that it made you start to laugh, and once you started, you couldn’t stop.
“Hey, we broke her,” Sam said, grinning as he fluffed up a couple of the pillows. You were still laughing when Wanda prodded you over to the plush area and got you to lie down in the middle of it. You felt like you were laughing away all of your fears, all your bad thoughts.
“You call yourselves men but you act like boys,” Wanda criticized, laying in beside you. “Pick something funny, I want to laugh like she is.”
Scott was to your left and Sam went to the other side of Wanda. You felt secure with the three Avengers around, like even if they did pick a horror movie, they’d protect you from what your imagination came up with.
“Shouldn’t she see how the movie ends?” Wanda questioned. “Give some peace of mind?”
“Not Silent Hill, evil wins.” Sam said, making you wince.
“Something funny then,” You piped up, turning to Scott who was still in control of the remote. “But I’m not bringing up any bikini babes for your enjoyment.”
Scott and Sam both jokingly groaned, making you laugh again. Everyone agreed with a movie called ‘Last Vegas’ which wasn’t supposed to have anything scary in it whatsoever, according to Sam.
You weren’t at all surprised that there still ended up being attractive women in bikinis on the screen, but you would definitely take that over the Pyramid-headed thing any day.
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High School Blindspot
Chapter 3
I swear, I tried focus on Jeller, but Repata os everything for me. I promise on next chapter to Focus more to Jeller
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Edgar opened the window of his room after hearing a crashing sound. He was home alone because Emma, his mother, was a nurse and most of the time worked at night and his 15-year old sister, Lis, had gone to sleep at a friend's house. The figure waiting for him outside reminded him a few years earlier when they were younger. She always did that, especially when she was in trouble and didn't want to worry about her grandparents, and even if she didn't want to say anything, she would come to him just for company. He always welcomed her, often without asking why, and he just welcomed her. Edgar helped her up and they both sat on the bed. Natasha had a tired countenance that made him feel a twinge of concern.
“It's all right?” The girl shook her head no. “Are you want to talk?”
Edgar watched in silence as Natasha unzipped and removed her sweter from the cold. The boy was startled by what he saw because he did not expect anything so shocking.
"Tasha..." He felt his voice crack and didn't know what to do. The girl had several bruises on both arms and part of her neck, and the rest was hidden under her t-shirt. “What happened?” He looked at her that remained silent and he knew. Ricky.
"Last night he was different and I didn't want to, because I got scared and he forced me, and..." Natasha couldn't talk about it with anyone, but she couldn't take it anymore.
“Did you go to the police? It can't be like this. We have to stop this guy. This is very serious.” Edgar got very nervous and felt his blood boil. Someone had to stop Ricky.
“Not worth it. I won’t see him anymore. Complaining will only expose me and I don't want that.” At some point he will get what he deserves.
Edgar didn't agree, he knew something had to be done, but showing his anger and nervousness now wouldn't help her, that wasn't why she came to him. She came because she needed someone she trusted, and he was there for her, always. The boy took her hand and gently touched the bruises along her arm. A lonely tear rolled down Natasha's cheek.
“It hurts?” Edgar asked and the girl shook her head.
“It hurt yesterday, but now I'm used to it.”
“You don't have to get used to feeling pain. Come here.” Edgar took her in his arms and comforted her and Natasha broke into sobs. Both remained in this position for long minutes until she calmed down and they lay on the bed. The boy just chose to give her his company and if she wanted to say anything else he would be there.
He watched her until she fell asleep. When he saw that she wouldn't wake up, he covered her with a blanket and brushed the hairs off her face. Her countenance showed the suffering she was bringing, perhaps for some time, and he felt terrible realizing that she hadn’t told him before what was happening because she didn’t want to worry him and that he was involved in other things and he wasn’t there for her. He wouldn’t let that happen anymore. He promised himself that he would pay more attention and try to be closer. She looked so small and fragile lying there in his bed that the looker couldn’t imagine the suffering inside her.
Edgar left the room and did what he needed.
“Mrs Amelia?”
“Hi, Edgar? It's all right?”
‘Yes, don't worry. Natasha is here at my home. She slept, I just called to let her know. I don't want to wake her up because she looked so tired.”
“Is she okay, my son? I didn't see her leave.”
“Now she's fine. She slept a little.”
“Thanks for warning me. Just take care of her.”
“I'm taking care her, Mrs Amelia.”
Edgar hung up the phone and went back to the bedroom. He took an extra mattress from under the bed and made it to sleep because she wanted to make room for her. When they were kids Natasha always did that and often they just watched a movie or played video games. When it was late, Edgar's mother came to his son room and if they were sleeping she would call Natasha's grandmother and let her know that the girl was at her house. Over time they grew and the visits decreased more and more. It had been a while since a few years, so Edgar was surprised to see her.
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“Dad!? What was it this time?” Kurt addressed his father who was drinking coffee in the kitchen.
‘What are you talking about, son?”
"You must have gotten drunk again and bumped into my car when you went to put your car in the garage." Kurt wasn’t a futile young man attached to material goods, but he was full of his father's drunkenness.
It was this life since her mother left years ago. Kurt was careful that his sister wouldn’t be harmed in all this situation, so he did his best to be a good influence on the 16-year-old sister who had always been a good girl. Now the boy was preparing to pursue a military career, he thought he would make it and would join next year.
Kurt pulled the car out of the garage and stopped for a minute to look home ahead. He could see the little girl running down the ever-cheerful stairs. And he remembered the night she was killed the victim of a brutal killer who was never caught. It was the worst moment of his life when he found her body in the woods, so he remembered Remi, the girl in his class, he didn't know why but Remi reminded him of Taylor, perhaps by the gentleness and the soft look.
The school was busy because it was game day and early on the cheerleaders were getting ready. Kurt had even risked playing for a while, but he didn't want to go, preferring to keep his fitness running, which he did almost daily. Then he saw her entering the school with her brother. She looked toward him and nodded, Kurt grinning at her as he disappeared along with the crowd of students.
When she got to the gym for the game Kurt saw her in the distance sitting with Patty and dared to sit beside them.
“Hello! Can I sit with you.”
The two nodded and prepared for the start of the game. Allie was in the crowd by the field. Kurt and she dated for a while, but they had few things in common and the relationship was getting cold, they still met sometimes but lately he felt less and less like seeing her. He looked at the girl beside him and returned her smile. She was truly beautiful and her bright green eyes seemed to mesmerize him.
Natasha joined them in the stands and was very excited to see Edgar in a great move, she didn’t contain and shouted to the friend who managed to score the touchdown giving the team victory. He was the best person she had ever met and she was very grateful to have him beside her. She had never thought of him as anything but friendship, but sometimes she felt her heart speed up depending on the way he looked at her. The way he welcomed her with his problems was different. Last night he let her sleep in his bed and even warned his grandmother. Her heart filled with his actions.
She didn't hold back and waited for him to leave the locker room after changing and greeted him with a hug. He didn't care because she had always been hugging her friends, but something seemed different and Edgar couldn't decipher what it was. Natasha saw him look sideways and followed her gaze. Sarah The girl was leaving the locker room with another player and she saw Edgar sadden.
“Let's get out of here.” Natasha said through gritted teeth and felt very angry at her friend. How can Sarah do this in front of him?
As they left school she had been approached.
“Natasha, I came for you.” Ricky had addressed her as if he owned it.
"I'm not going anywhere with you. Go away!” The girl tried not to change the tone of voice, because she didn’t want to get anyone's attention.
"I will only if you come with me."
"She already said she won't go with you!" Edgar couldn't hold back and intervened.
“And who will stop me? You, you brat? When will you get out of her foot and realize it's me she wants and you'll always be just the little friend?” Ricky scorned their friendship. Edgar lunged at him and the boy shoved him, knocking him to the floor.
"Go away, man, you're not welcome here!" Roman arrived and decided that he should take sides in the situation.
“Now you have many defenders, Natasha! Increased your little group of friends?”
“I won't talk again. If you don't leave I'll hit you.” Roman was already pushing the edge of irritation.
“She has a lot of friends, yes. Get out of here!” Edgar got up and went to the other boy's side.
"I'm leaving, but it won't be like this. They will not always be around.” Ricky got on his motorcycle and sped off.
Natasha felt so much hatred and humiliation, because she hated drawing attention. She went to her friends who were already there, Edgar, Kurt, Patty, the rookie girl, Remi and her brother, and they all went home without much comment.
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Call It What You Want (Trans!Steve and Pan!Bucky Modern Summer AU)
Forty-Four:
The fireworks boomed and cackled overhead. Their flashing lights and alluring colors painting the sky. Not as impressive as the ones back home, but still entertaining. Even if it was mainly due to Brock singeing his arm hairs by trying to show off with a Roman candle.
Steve couldn't help but snicker to himself.
Meanwhile, Natasha laughed as loud as she could; rivaling the booming light show.
Sitting there on the lawn between Natasha and Bucky, Steve held his legs close to his chest. Tilting his head back to watch the fireworks. Wondering if he could recreate those properly in a sketch later. He was a decent artist, but he always had difficulties with fireworks. It was utterly infuriating. It really just --
"Are you cold?" Bucky asked, leaning over, so Steve could hear him over the noise.
Steve's brows furrowed as he tore his gaze away from the sky to Bucky. Being almost as speechless as he gazed into Bucky's eyes as he was by the art in the sky. Blinking his mind clear, Steve realized that he was involuntarily shivering and goosebumps were visible on his skin. Knowing that he should get up and get a sweater. But he didn't want to. He'd have to get up and that had the potential of causing a commotion.
Which Steve wanted to avoid at all costs.
"Here," Bucky insisted, shrugging out of his gray zip-up hoodie. Holding the sweatshirt out to Steve.
Steve's brows furrowed and he declined, "It's okay. You wear it."
Bucky playfully rolled his eyes and reassured, "I don't need it and you're cold."
"I'm not --"
"Your teeth are chattering," Bucky interrupted Steve's protest. Sighing, Bucky's expression softened and insisted again, "Take it, please?"
Chewing on his own lower lip, Steve internally debated. Worrying his lower lip, he tried to set up a quick list of pros and cons. Of course, after coming up with his first pro -- (1) it'd smell like Bucky -- Steve couldn't think of anything else. And suddenly, Steve didn't want to try and think of anything else.
Hesitantly, Steve caved and took the sweatshirt from Bucky. Absolutely not missing the pleased look on Bucky's face as he slid his arms into the sweatshirt. A swell of pride seeping into Steve's chest as he effortlessly pulled up the zipper and brought his knees up to his chest again. Hugging his legs to his torso and discreetly inhaling deeply.
Even after Steve stopped trying to breathe in Bucky's natural musk and citrus body wash, it was still lingering and fogging Steve's mind. Content, Steve turned his gaze back to the fireworks. Needing just a moment to catch his breath before looking over at Bucky. His words stopped on his tongue before he even had the chance to open his mouth when he realized that Bucky was already watching him.
Swallowing thickly, Steve averted his gaze and leaned over, "Thanks."
"No problem," Bucky reassured, fondly knocking his shoulder against Steve's as they sat side by side.
A smile stretching Steve's lips, he ducked his head into his knees. Taking a moment to pray to any god or goddess out there that he'll remember this moment forever. Hoping that it'll still be there when he's older and the years have eclipsed the summer that they shared together. Then, Steve turned his attention back to the skies. Not just for the fireworks, but praying that Bucky will remember him too.
"They're great, right?" Bucky asked, trying to make his voice loud enough to be heard over the noise.
Keeping his eyes on the colors and designs, Steve nodded and admitted, "They're my favorite part of my birthday."
"Wait, what?" Bucky questioned.
Oh no, Steve thought and quickly turned his attention to Bucky. With wide eyes, Steve turned the question on Bucky, "What?"
"Your birthday?" Bucky's brows were arched high on his forehead, "Is… today… your birthday?"
"Uh," Steve started but didn't know how to finish. He didn't like to be the center of attention. He didn't like people knowing it was his birthday because then it would make him the center of attention. And no matter how revealing or shocking Natasha's outfit was, wouldn't change that. He knew from experience.
Then, Bucky was standing from his spot on the grass. Shit, Steve couldn't help but think. Quickly, Steve stood from his spot too and headed into the house. Not sure if Bucky was going to make it a big deal. But since Bucky was rummaging through the kitchen looking for something, Steve assumed that he was, in fact, going to make it a big deal.
"What are you doing?" Steve quietly questioned, joining Bucky in the kitchen.
Bucky took one of the leftover mini-pies from the fridge and placed it on the counter. As he reached up, his shirt rode slightly up and Steve shook his head. Instead, focusing on the handsome brunet in front of him, Steve glared at the countertop.
"I don't want it to be a big deal," Steve mumbled, looking at the colors in the unique countertop.
Pausing, Bucky glanced over his shoulder. Getting whatever he was looking for, Bucky closed the cabinet door and leaned on the counter. Steve peeked up to find Bucky looking at him. Steve's favorite slow grin was on Bucky's face and Bucky assured, "Then, we won't make it a big deal."
"Thank you," Steve sighed in relief. Noticing the clear container of candles though, Steve's brows furrowed and he asked, "What're those?"
"Just because we're not gonna make it a big deal doesn't mean that you can't blow out some candles." Smiling, Bucky opened the container and started looking over the candles, "Now, how old are you?"
Steve's speechless for a moment. Blinking to clear his head and hoping to settle the butterflies in his stomach, Steve cleared his throat and answered, "Seventeen."
"Damn," Bucky sighed. Steve's brows furrowed and Bucky held up a candle with a number one on it, "We're missing the seven."
Pressing his lips together, Steve couldn't help but smile. Especially when Bucky improvised by placing a four and a three candle beside the one on the pie. Lighting the candles, Bucky slid the pie across the counter to Steve and smiled, "Happy birthday, Stevie. Make a wish."
For a moment, Steve stared at the little pie with his teeth in his lower lip. There was only one wish that Steve could think of in that moment. Closing his eyes, he leaned forward and blew out the candles with the simple wish of: Please, let him remember me forever.
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