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tabithatwo · 11 months
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(this is a pls stop blaming juliette lewis for nat’s arc and death post <3)
#regardless of whether you loved the death or hated it YOU CAN STOP BLAMING JULIETTE NOW OKAY??#like even people who liked it overall but had qualms the party line is well I’m sure it was juliette leaving early so that’s why xyz#no! it was not! this was the plan <3 and idc if you hate love or nothing it I just think like making these excuses for things is weird#like do I get why some people might have assumed juliette might have left early sure yes but also idk like PEOPLE ARE FALLIBLE#showrunners are fallible! and that’s OKAY! they’re PEOPLE! and you CAN love every choice they make but jumping through hoops#to find *reasons* for the things you didn’t like is so interesting to me cause like…it’s okay!!! they can do a little thing you didn’t love!#you can even SAY you didn’t love it if you want and that’s okay too! or not! but stop blaming juliette lewis for whatever you didn’t like#also the rest of the article is an interesting read!#now I’ll do conjecture and tell you it is CONJECTURE for sure okay disclaimer#but after reading this article I think it is even possible Juliette’s anger with nats arc was partially BECAUSE she knew her death was soon#like maybe! who knows! not us! but I don’t even know how I became this hardcore juliette defender bc honestly I dosagree w her on a lot lol#but like I’ve seen people say oh she’s difficult and she made them do this and she’s a problem and she always does this#HELLO??? stop blaming women for shit baselessly??#(if you casually wondered if maybe she wanted to leave and didn’t say it like it was fact or use it to pin blame on her for stuff…#…this isn’t directed at you)#but some people got VICIOUS#juliette lewis#natalie scatorccio#yellowjackets
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natsmagi · 7 months
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sorry for making yet another textpost but i came across that post saying they dislike transfem natsume because he "canonically hates being perceived as a girl and tries to erase all sorts of memories related to that" and also went on to shame genderbends of him aswell. So, as someone who not only draws genderbends of natsume but is myself someone who is nonbinary and hates being perceived as a woman, i thought id offer my two cents
first of all; i think its important to note that natsume does NOT hate his childhood. in fact, hes quite happy that he had such an unusual upbringing!
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what natsume hates is being perceived as weak. thats why he was raised as a girl after all, it was his mother trying to protect him from evil spirits. he doesnt hate the whole "-chan" or "wearing dresses" thing because he has a hatred for womanhood, its because due to his upbringing hes now come to associate those things as being weak. he begs tsumugi to forget about it because that means tsumugi remembers natsume being weak, and natsume thinks tsumugi still referring to him as "natsume-chan" means he still sees natsume as weak. (iirc natsume did however once say that he is a little sad that he doesnt really know how to relate to young boys due to this in poltergeist, but i couldnt find the exact quote. either way that just adds to the complexity of natsumes relationship with his childhood, because while he is happy to be "abnormal" in that sense, it has left him lacking in some areas)
i have to ask though, should this conflict of his not be something we hope he overcomes? should we not want him to develop a healthy relationship with various gender expressions? should we not want natsume to overcome his belief that feminine things = weakness? i want natsume to reach a point where he can wear feminine clothing and not feel like some damsel in distress because of it. i want natsumes character to grow. i want him to develop a positive relationship with his gender because natsume DOES enjoy some more typically feminine things, like baking! he used to bake with his mom when he was little! and i want him to feel like he can indulge in that side of him without feeling insecure.....
i LOVE transmasc natsume, my primary hc for him is transmasc nonbinary after all, but with all these things considered, shouldnt people be allowed to headcanon him however they want? if they hear his story and negative relationship with femininity and how that resonates with them and they themselves are transfem, should they not be allowed to hc him as such too?
which brings me to my next point; my own personal relationship with gender and femininity. i was raised as a girl and i fucking DESPISED womanhood. i hated everything about it. i hated how i felt forced into a box i didnt want to be stuck in, and i hated how it felt like my whole life had already been planned out for me due to societal expectations, aswell as me needing to present a certain way. i was peak "tomboy" growing up, constantly wearing super baggy clothes and wouldnt even brush my hair alot of the time. but despite that i remained miserable. i frankly hated how i looked and would constantly dye my hair vibrant colors in an attempt to make me like myself a little more. it wasnt until i realized "wow, im actually not a girl at all" that i finally let go of believing i needed to look a certain way (and thus, defying it) and started to dress for myself. i started to dress in clothes that made me happy and feel pretty! alot of which leans feminine, but clothes doesnt have a gender, and how you dress doesnt define your gender either, but it can still be a bit scary yknow? especially since i dont want people to think of me as a girl, and drawing a bunch of femstars has really made me learn to love myself more in a funny way. i can put these characters in clothes i think are beautiful, i can explore the more feminine parts of me that i adore but dont want to express in public due to how i want others to perceive me, but it has also warmed me up to femininity even more. because femstars to me feels detached from the expectations of society because its not a real thing!! there are no canon femstars designs!!! i can do literally whatever the hell i want with it and its been so liberating to me!!
all this to say; i think it really sucks seeing the way this fandom treats transfem hcs and explicit genderbends, because like ive said before; they can truly be something so personal. you dont know why that person is drawing what theyre drawing, so its a little unwise to make assumptions based on ........ Well, whatever it may be. i know very well that women dressing the way society expects them to SUCKS, esp if you have personal ties to it, but you have to realize the issue isnt femininity, but misogyny.
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paging-possum · 6 days
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beating the depression off with a stick the stick in question is labeled 'moving to the UK in 3 years and never coming back to america'
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imaginedanvrs · 25 days
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guys I started another series 😬
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mamaspidershit · 1 year
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idk i just find the idea of hydra!mj so comforting for some reason? like, you don’t understand people? same
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minimoefoe · 2 years
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decided i wanna start on another cardigan and this is the plan i have so far
- the colour pattern is probs gonna change a bit bc there’s already some placement i’m not 100% happy with but this is pretty close
- i’m gonna just buy some yarn from a shop near me instead of ordering stuff online like i usually do bc it’ll be cheaper and bc this is just for me it doesn’t matter much about the yarn quality. if i manage to make it good enough to sell then i’ll order some better stuff and make a new one
- these colours aren’t based off of any yarn, they’re just basic rainbow colours so chances are the actual colours i get will be a bit off from this
- added an extra row of squares along the bottom bc the first one i made was a bit short for me
- i’m not doing a different stitch for each colour this time around. it’s all going to be garter, so i can focus more on making it tidy and generally better made rather than tryna do different stitches i’m not very good at and having to deal with lopsided squares
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kittyhazelnut · 1 year
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fic talk in the tags don't mind me
#totally gonna rant about the distanty future of loki misses the asgardian prison system rn just as a heads up#this has been your spoiler alert lol#so I'm only on the aftermath of Age of Ultron rn so it's a bit of a ways away#but the last chapter or two i wrote has me thinking about civil war#and how it would almost make more sense for wanda to join tony instead of steve#and I've always thought in the movie it would make more sense for her to do that because she *should* be okay with the accords#regulating her and her powers so she doesn't hurt anybody else. it just kinda makes sense to me#except i was thinking the bomb in civil war might not hurt anybody which would put her safely on team tony#except rn she's kinda closer to tony than steve because Drama and shit so it *would* kinda make sense for her to join team iron man#but then the bomb does kinda have to blow up the building (or maybe a near miss and nobody dies but the building suffers a bit of damage?)#except the whole reaosn I haven't changed too much plot-wise is that i want peter in the fic and obviously its civil war where that happens#and if tony has wanda on his team then he really doesn't need to seek out a teenager for help#and maybe Steve would? especially because they're both New Yorkers so bonding and shit? but would he let a kid on the battlefield with him?#i mean he used Wanda's age as a defense in civil war and she's older than Peter so....#although maybe Nat could be team cap and she could bring him in ig?#and then maybe tony realizes hes just a kid or something and takes him under his wing? so homecoming still works?#man idk i don't wanna change too much but I also don't want to keep everything the same like that's boring y'know#I'm so conflicted 😭#and i have time to figure it out like im just starting The First Big Thing in the aftermath of AoU so it's not like ill be at civil war#any time soon. but ill be there eventually and then I'll need to have sn answer to all these questions and ughhhh fanfics are hard man 😭😭#lmtaps
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buckyalpine · 1 year
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An idea!
Maybe an FWB situation with BestestFriend!BuckyxAvenger!Reader they do it mostly for Bucky after a long, gruesome, taxing mission. Bucky made it clear that no feelings must be involved. He also made it clear that he’s not into her as he is still very much inlove and hung up with his ex. Basically this FWB situation mostly benefits Bucky, even Nat thinks it’s not really a FWB, just Bucky using her. But she doesn’t mind. Bucky is a good fuck. Like damnnn good. And if she can’t have Bucky as a romantic partner, she’ll take what she can get. Besides, Bucky told her that he doesn’t want an avenger or an agent as a partner. Too much danger and chaos for his heart. He wants to love a civilian like his ex, in hopes of living a normal life after retiring.
So, she starts distancing herself when she sees Bucky slowly trying to get back with his ex. Less sex, more excuses. But for some reason? Bucky does not like it. He does not like how you were not there anymore, how you don’t need nor seek him for the “benefit,” he’s also not that happy with whatever he’s doing to win his ex back. She doesn’t necessarily reject him when he asks for sex, just avoids him all in all. Day by day though, she consumes his thoughts and mind. Did he do something wrong? Say something? Forget something? What did he do to deserve this treatment from her? Bottom line, he misses her. What’s weird is, she’s still there as his best friend when he needs either steve or her. Just less of that benefits part
Then it grows progressively worse (for Bucky) from there as he sees her bring one night stands, to consistent and stable dates in their home. He’s still happy tho Bc if the date goes wrong or the one night stand doesn’t satisfy her, she goes to Bucky for a satisfying sex.
However, what pushes Bucky over the edge was one night filled with passion. Both of them feels this sex is different. One thinks he’s doing and feeling this extreme emotion Bc he’s angry while the other thinks she’s just frustrated. But the truth is? It’s passion and connection between them. She feels so good that she can’t help but blurt out “oh god I wish my future boyfriend/husband could fuck and fill me up like you do”
That’s it for Bucky. Those words are enough to make him feral. Just the thought of another man giving her attention, affection, love, adoration, and faithfulness makes him sick to the core. So, He fucks her with all his might, all his feelings. He fucks her with all the possessiveness and the green monster inside him. He fucks her in hopes of filling her full and deep that no other man can reach and own her like he does. (Maybe even breed her so that no man would actually be with her, but him)
Bc how bold of her to think that he would let another man touch her. That he would let her wear someone else’s ring and last name? That he would let her carry another man’s babies? No. Absolutely not.
Obviously this confuses her, but she thinks of it as part of their play. Maybe heat of the moment? Whatever it is, it’s hot and made their sex better so she didn’t question Bucky as of the moment.
Come next morning, she wakes up buried in bucky’s arms tightly and securedly wrapped around her as if she would disappear any moment. She has things to do so she attempts to leave but this just wakes Bucky up. She was abt to say something but Bucky just kisses her passionately yes Bucky now admits what it is. Not letting her go and aiming for another hot steamy possessive sex. Her words from last night ringing in his ears as she tries to leave.
Idk what to do next, I just want them to be happy and together in the end (maybe fast forward to their wedding? To them having twins?) 😭 then maybe the last line was like “well my love, you’re lucky your husband could fuck and fill you just like I did when we were fuck buddies”
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This is so perfect, i love this and that ending line is sending me, its so angsty and steamy and fuck it's so cute. Literally had to pull out a google doc to paste the request so I could look at my draft and the points side by side cause of all the details, I’m so sorry if I missed anything 
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“Strictly sex?”
“Strictly sex” 
Bucky’s lips smashed onto yours as soon as the words left your mouth, the both of you clawing off your tactical gear, throwing it off haphazardly. You didn’t even make it to the bedroom; Bucky had taken you right in the middle of the safe house floor, no prep, sliding into you and fucking you till the sun was up. 
Moments earlier
The mission was long. Stressful. Violent. Bloody. You weren’t even sure if you’d make it but you’d both made it out alive. You’d noticed Bucky on edge the entire time, his jaw clenched, fingers twitching while you tried to patch up a few scratches on yourself. 
“You okay Buck?”
“M’fine” He mumbled, closing his eyes and letting his head fall back, resting on the wall of the jet letting out a strained groan. 
“You don’t seem fine” You gave him a pointed look, clearly not believing him. “What do you normally do to relax” You cocked an eyebrow while Bucky stared at you, his eyes turning a shade darker. 
“Fuck” His eyes bore into you, challenging you to ask more questions, his patience wearing thin. “I fuck” 
“I can help with that” 
*****
“So what’s with you and y/n?” 
“Nothin’“
“You’re saying there's nothing?”
“I- I’m not over Lauren yet” Bucky shrugged, his mind constantly clinging onto his ex. She was the first girl he had dated in years and the first girl he felt anything for in a long time. The break up was mutual; his job took up long hours and the longer he was away, the more they grew apart. The split was made sense but he couldn’t let go of the lingering feeling in the back of his mind about how things would have been if he had just tried harder. Bucky set down the mug he was drinking from, leaving the kitchen while you entered. He gave you a nod, making his way to the gym to punch his feelings away. What if he had just tried harder...
Nat shrugged, not pushing the matter further but she never believed either of you when you both insisted there was nothing more between you. She knew damn well Bucky was using you to fuck his feelings away but it didn’t seem to bother you. You were more than satisfied with some super solder dick because it was good. Damn good. Still, she was a trained assassin and not stupid. Nat could see the way your eyes would linger on him for a second longer and the way you’d lighten up as soon as he stepped into the room. 
“So you and Barnes are just friends, huh?” 
“Obviously” You looked at her with wide eyes, hoping to ignore her question while you made yourself some tea but she continued to stare at your instead. “It’s nothing more than that. We hook up sometimes but it’s just casual”
“And you’re completely okay with things staying just the way they are?”  She cocked an eyebrow, her eyes narrowed accusatorily as if she could see right through you. “You’re fine with always just being a quick fuck?” 
“It’s what we both need, honestly, I’m fine with the way things are” You nodded,  thinking back to a conversation the both of you had both had after a mission. 
“If I ever settle down, it’d have to be with someone outside of all this”
“Outside of what?” 
“This” Bucky waved his hand around, pointing to the arsenal of weapons you were putting away after yet another grueling mission. “All this avenger shit, saving the world. I just want to go home to something peaceful. normal. Leave all this behind and just exist with someone I love. I’d never date someone from the team or someone associated with this, it’s too much” 
You felt a strange tightness in your chest at his words but you shrugged the feeling off, understanding where Bucky was coming from. 
“So who do you think you’ll end up with Barnes” 
Why were you asking him this as if you’d like the answer. 
“Maybe someone like Lauren” He mumbled, “Just someone who isn’t a part of this. Normal”
You felt the tightness creep back up but you shoved it back down. After all he’d been through, he deserved a little bit of normal. 
You took your tea and made your way to your room, sipping while you thought about Nat’s question. Were you okay with the way things were? He was a good friend to you and no doubt the only person who could have you screaming till your lungs were sore. 
Still. 
He was never yours.
He never saw you that way.
You were just a good fuck.
He always loved his ex.
It didn’t help that you’d recently noticed he’d been out more often. He didn’t say anything to you directly but you could tell he was trying to get back with his ex.  Cut his hair. Cleaned up. Quietly going out and not breathing a word about where he was off to. You weren’t 100% sure what he was doing but it was enough for you to decided you had to pull back. 
A few weeks later
Bucky frowned, hearing yet another excuse from you as you made your way to your room, softly closing your door and hearing the muffled noise of your TV switch on, not going to bed like you insisted. It had been weeks since he’d spoken to you properly. He couldn’t even remember the last time you had the benefits part of your “friendship” You were usually always slinking around him like a cat, your touch, your voice, your scent, some form of you always surrounding him. 
Recently?
Nothing. 
He didn’t like it.
Not one damn bit. 
 He hated that you didn’t wrap your arms around him randomly, whispering in his ear about how badly you needed him. Or the way you’d bite your lip looking over to him in the middle of the field, a silent promise of sucking his soul out as soon as the mission was over. Or how your back would arch off the bed, your thighs suffocating him, tugging the hair from his roots when he nursed from your clit as if your arousal quenched his thirst. Or the way he’d let his cum seep down your thighs, fucking it back into you with his fingers, getting you to lick them clean afterwards-
Bucky groaned to himself, shifting uncomfortably at the hard on he’d given himself thinking about you. It’s not even like he could go to you to get you to take care of it. The few time’s he’d tried to initiate something, you were tired. Had cramps. Not feeling well. Injured. Always something, leaving him high and dry, avoiding him all together. He decided to make his way down to the gym, punching his feelings away yet again, though this time they were over you. 
A few more days had done by and Bucky was worse than before. Sure he was talking to his ex again, but he was more concerned over the growing distance between you both. You’d both agreed the benefits would stay just the same unless either of you got into a committed relationship and while he had reconnected with Lauren, they weren’t official....
Why did you avoid him so much?
Was it because of Lauren?
Why did he even try to reconnect with her...
How come you didn’t let him get close to you anymore?
He started to wrack and pick at his brain wondering where it all went down hill. Did he say something to you? He didn’t forget your birthday, he’d gotten you everything you’d ever mentioned, even the littlest things you figured he hadn’t paid attention to. So what did he do to deserve this? He’s pent up like never before and it’s not just sexually. It dawns on him that he needs more than just sex, he also needs your friendship, your softness, your laugh. 
He missed you. 
All of you. 
Of course you were there for him when he needed you, patching him up after missions, keeping his favorite snacks always stocked up, listening to him vent about Sam. It wasn’t the same though. As soon as you did your job taking care of him, you were out of his hair and off to do something else that had nothing to do with him. 
*****
Bucky thought it was bad before but now he was seeing red. He was silently seething, seeing yet another handsome stranger drop you off, kissing you and giving your ass a playful squeeze before letting you make your way inside. The worst was when your stupid dates would actually make it inside the compound and all the way up to your room, Bucky had never been more thankful for sound proof walls. He watched you carefully, your smile dropping as soon as your date drove off, kicking your heels off and making your way to the kitchen to pour yourself a drink. 
Though Bucky despised seeing you after dates (unable to understand why he felt so strongly about them in the first place) there was one benefit to your rendezvous. One he wouldn’t openly admit to enjoying. A twisted part of him was happy when you didn’t enjoy yourself because while you would keep your distance from him on a regular basis, there were a few select times you’d relent and give into your needs. Like right now. 
“Bad date?” He cocked his head while you downed the dark liquid in one go, slinking over to his side, the warmth of your skin radiating off you. You nodded, letting your arms drape around his shoulders, standing between his legs. 
“Wanna help me forget?” 
It happened often and left Bucky more tormented than before. He hated that you only came to him when you needed to forget your shitty date but what could he say when you were supposed to be just friends with benefits anyway. You have a hold on him he can’t even explain. A hold no one else had ever had on him before. Not even his ex. 
His ex.
Bucky isn’t even sure why he had tried to reconnect with her. He realized there was nothing between the day he met her again after months. He remembered the relationship differently; rose coloured glasses making him forget that there wasn’t ever a strong connection between them. Now he was struggling to figure out why all of his thoughts were consumed with you. If that was the only way he’d get to have you then he’d take what he could get. 
*****
Bucky smiled to himself when he heard the a soft knock at his door, opening it to find your semi disheveled state, your hair a mess, wearing nothing but an oversized t-shirt. 
“Need something doll?” Bucky smirked while you rolled your eyes, pushing past him, walking right into his room. You were there for one thing and one thing only. He knew it and you knew it.
“You know what I need Barnes” You huffed, unsatisfied from your date who rubbed you like a scratch lottery ticket, asking if you had finished 30 seconds after. “He couldn’t find my clit” You shook your head, tossing your tshirt off, leaving you bare moving laying on his bed “Not that most guys can”
Bucky felt all of his blood rush down south, it didn’t matter how many times he’d seen you naked, how many times he’d had you spread out for him, he’d forever be taken with how perfect you looked wearing absolutely nothing. He palmed his boner as he made his way over to you, stripping all his clothes off before giving his cock a few tugs. 
“Pretty sure I can” Bucky murmured, crawling onto the bed and spreading your legs in front of his face. “And if I remember correctly...” He nipped your inner thigh making, smiling to himself at the soft gasp that slipped form your lips, pressing a sloppy wet kiss right onto your clit “It’s right there, isn’t it baby”
You let out a whimper, nodding while he hummed, a cocky smirk curling on his lips. He pressing his hard cock against the mattress for some relief, the feel of your soft silkiness making him leak. “I know exactly where my pretty doll’s clit is, don’t worry your pretty head baby” 
“He didn’t know how to touch you, huh” Bucky cocked an eyebrow when you silent shook your head, his thumb coming to rub soft circles around your clit, “You like it slow and gentle at first, hm? Barely touching you, teasing you a little before getting faster?” Bucky watched you carefully, your chest rising up and down faster as he started to apply more pressure, his blue eyes locked with yours. “Then you like it faster, just like this” He removed his thumb, twitching to his two fingers', coating them in your arousal before using his fingers tips to rub you making you moan louder, “That’s right, sing for me baby, sing for me while I play with your pretty little clit” 
“I remember you loved when I did this...” He gently sealed his lips around your sensitive nub, suckling with the lightest pressure, his hands holding your thighs apart, loving the way you moaned just for him. He pulled off so he could use his tongue, lapping and twirling around your clit, groaning at the sweetness that coated his tongue. 
“Need-need more” You moaned, getting louder as he pushed two fingers into you, curling them and speeding up his pace, grinding against the bed, his balls growing heavy. “Need your cock Bucky! Please fuck me” You grabbed at his shoulders, too desperate for just his fingers, needing to feel all of him. 
“Okay, okay baby, m’here” Bucky cooed, as he came up, kissing your neck, jealousy creeping through his veins smelling the remnants of your dates cologne still lingering on your skin. 
Another man. Who touched you. Felt your body. 
Unacceptable. 
“Need you” You moaned again, feeling his cock nudge against your soaked entrance, your thighs wrapping around his waist. Your eyes were practically pleading with him, rolling back when you felt him start to press into you, moaning into your neck. 
“You have me” Bucky groaned as he shoved his cock into you, not giving you a second to adjust, his arms wrapped tightly around you, and pounding you right into the mattress. You cried out from pleasure, the air nearly knocked out of your lungs from his cock hitting your sweet spot, his cock starting to drip inside you. You could feel him all over, his body weight heavy on top of yours, the scent of his body wash, the scent of him, the heat off his body, the way he tasted when he smashed his lips against yours. 
You’d hooked up plenty of times before but none of them were like this. 
Bucky’s face was tucked into the crook of your neck, sucking dark bruises, gently licking and kissing them right after. His arms were holding you tight against him, rolling his hips so that he’d still be pressed against every inch of your body the entire time. It felt like he was trying to fuck the deepest depths of your soul, unrelenting, the bed post steadily thudding against the bedroom wall.  
 Bucky felt it too. Something more. He didn’t know what, maybe you were frustrated, pent up from being unsatisfied but he’d never had you like this before. Your legs squeezed his sides, your nails scratching down his back, trying to pull him impossibly closer. You were begging him for more, nearly crying, tears clouding your vision as he braced himself up slightly on his knees, fucking you even deeper. He savored your sweetness on his tongue, the smell of your shampoo, how silky and soft your body was. His cock was throbbing, threatening to blow sooner than he’d like, your pussy sucking him back in every time he fucked you. 
Your hands went to card through his hair, your nails grazing through his scalp, drawing the sluttiest moan from Bucky, his eyes rolling back, fucking you even harder. You could feel your arousal squirt out of you at how desperate and delicious he sounded, squirming under him, feeling the wiry hair at the base of his cock rub against your clit. 
No one else had ever satisfied you the way he did, touching you in a way that made your body light on fire. He felt so good, fucked so good, tasted so good, made you feel things everywhere. Your heart was screaming, wanting to making the night last forever, but forever wasn’t something either of you agreed on. He wasn’t yours. If only. If only you could always have this. You needed this. Exactly this. You tried to bite your tongue, your voice needy and broken, unable to stop the words from tumbling out as your mind swirled. 
“Fuck Bucky I wish my future husband would fuck me this good, oh god-
You cried out as he growled, grabbing you and bringing your knees up, angling his hips till his thrusts made your belly bulge. He felt feral hearing your words, knowing you needed more of what he was giving you, what only he could give you. No one else would ever make you feel this good.
“Yeah? That what you want? Another man to fuck like me?” Bucky felt another surge of jealously course through his veins at the thought of another man having you the way he did. Another man touching you. Making love to you. Fucking you. Filling your tight cunt with their cum, breeding you till your belly was round and swollen. He snarled against your neck thinking about you carrying someone elses name. Someone else making you feel good, making you moan, putting their cock in you, it was supposed to be just him. Only him. 
Huh.
Why was he so possessive.
He tried to shake off the thought but the image seared into his brain. 
He couldn’t stand the image of you in your wedding dress, saying I do to a man that was someone else, your soft lips kissing theirs, sealing the both of you together forever, taking you away from him. 
Fuck that. 
Bucky fucked you like his life depended on it, the green monster of envy and jealous possessing his very soul, pouring all his feelings into the way he fucked you. He marked your neck, your shoulders, your breasts'. 
“Need-need this Bucky” You cried out, feeling pressure and tightness growing through your body, your orgasm desperate to spill over. He grunted, his balls growing heavy, his own climax at the tip of his cock. 
How could you think of letting someone else have you this way. 
To have you so vulnerable, hearing how beautiful you sounded when you were lost in pleasure. 
How could you think of wearing another mans right? Taking his last name?
How the fuck could you think of carrying another mans child, giving birth to his babies, having a family with someone that wasn’t him. 
How could you. 
Bucky’s mind felt muddled, he felt sick at the thought of you belonging to someone else, not when you had him. Not when he could give you what you wanted. He couldn’t push away the thought of how you’d look if you were carrying his babies. The way your tummy would be so round. How tired you’d look, a little super soldier baby growing inside you. 
The way you’d be pouty, your breasts leaking, your swollen belly perfect evidence that you belonged to him. No one would look at you twice, knowing who your baby daddy is. Who would dare look at the pretty thing the winter solider knocked up, thinking twice before they even looked your way. 
Fuck, you’d look so perfect, pregnant with his baby. He’d take such good care of you, massaging your sore feet, rubbing your belly, doting on you every second of the day. He’d spend hours worshipping your pussy with his mouth, knowing you wouldn’t even be able to see him over the swell of your tummy but your satisfied moans would be more than enough for him. He’d carry you everywhere, treat you like a queen, make love to you, drink your sweet milk when you felt heavy and sore, you be all of his-
“F-FUCK I’M CUMMING” Bucky bit hard onto your shoulder, moaning loudly as he started to cum, thoughts of your leaking nipples and firm belly making his whole body jolt, his cock sensitive, spurts of his seed endlessly pouring into you. “Y/n, look at me” He panted, still rutting his cock into you while your eyes rolled back into a silent scream, cumming around his throbbing length. 
“Look at me” He grasped your cheeks, making you look at him, sweat beading at his forehead, his skin flushed “I’m gonna get you pregnant” You gasped, moaning against his mouth as he continued to sloppily grind into you, his cock still some how hard. “You’re all mine, understand?”
You nodded, but it wasn’t enough, his grip on your cheeks tightened, desperate to hear your voice. 
“Say it” He pleaded with you, panting and grunting, overstimulated but too deep in wanting to fill you again to care. 
“I-I’m yours James!” You could feel pleasure creep up you again, working yourself up to a second high just off his words alone. 
“Keep saying it, keeping saying it, m’gonna cum again, don’t fuckin stop, keep telling me” He almost sounded like he was going to cry, his balls throbbing, still full and heavy.
“I’m yours, I’m yours, get-get me pregnant daddy” 
“FUCK YES”  That did it, his second orgasm spilling into you, his cock finally starting to soften. You panted, your mind reeling over the what had just happened, too fucked out to formulate words. He had taken you apart, cumming in you twice, his seed still deep inside you as he stayed inside you, slowly drifting off to sleep. As much as you wanted to ask him about what had just happened, you figured it was just the heat of the moment. You melted into his hold, letting sleep take over instead, what just happened wasn’t a big deal anyway....
*****
You blinked awake, heat engulfing you, Bucky’s arms wrapped around your body keeping you tightly and securely right against him. You squirmed, only to feel him hug you closer, whining, as if you’d disappear if he let go. You tried to gently wiggle free, not wanting to deal with the fact that you’d stayed the night, but your attempts to leave only woke him up. You blinked at his soft blue eyes gazing down at you, his strong arms still clinging onto you like no tomorrow. 
“Bu-
You were cut off by his lip smashing onto yours in a breathe stealing kiss, your eyes growing wide before melting and kissing him back. You both reluctantly broke away for oxygen, your face heating up as he tucked your hair behind your ear, still holding you close. 
“Stay”
“But-”
He rolled over, pinning you down onto the bed, his hard cock pressing against your thigh. “Stay, please” All Bucky could think about was your words from last night, the thought of anyone else other than him having you making him sick. He needed it again. Needed more. Wanting the same passion from the night before, his heart yearning and aching for it. “Y/, doll please” 
You shook your head, a sudden surge of anger fueling you when you remembered he wasn’t even yours and his heart was elsewhere. 
“James, let me go- 
“No” He stayed in place, bringing his hands to lace with yours, pinning you further, “Doll, I know I have no right but-but I need you”
“You had me last night, that’s all you need anyway” You scoffed, while he shook his head, regret clouding his eyes.
“No baby, it’s not enough. It was never enough. It’s always been you” 
“James, you were just trying to get back with your ex-
“It was a mistake. I learnt that the same day I met her. There wasn’t anything between us, truthfully there never was. I guess I remembered things differently from how they actually were. A stupid memory that never even existed. She never made me feel the same way you did. Not even close” 
You stayed silent, while Bucky continued to nervously ramble, his feelings coming out scrambled, fear making it difficult for him to focus. He couldn’t lose you. He adored you. Needed you. Couldn't stand the thought of someone else other than him being by your side. 
“It’s all you baby, always all you” He whispered, giving you his best puppy eyes, his heart hammering against his chest. You spread your legs slightly, letting his cock rest against your core, your nose bumping against his. 
“Show me you mean it” You whispered against his lips, gasping as he filled you, moving slowly so you could feel every bit of him. Him. The only person you truly every wanted. The person you imagined your future with. The person you wanted it all with. 
“M’gonna show you for the rest of my life doll” 
A few years later
You yawned, handing off your little one to Bucky, giving him a quick kiss before he was carried off to bed. Bucky rocked his son in his arms for a moment before setting him down in his bed, kissing him goodnight before switching the night light on. He made his way back to the bedroom, his heart swelling when his eyes settle on you, the most beautiful thing he’d ever seen. 
“How are my babies” Bucky smiled, laying in front of you and pulling your shirt up over your swollen belly, his two little angels fluttering inside. 
“Kicking and causing a ruckus, just like you a Steve” You huffed, giggling when he laid his head on your tummy, kissing the area where he felt the little ones moving. 
“Let mama sleep” He soothed, rubbing your skin,  smiling when he felt the babies settle down. “Be good for mommy, she’s sleepy, carrying you both around all day, keeping you warm and cozy” 
Bucky continued to coo and whisper to your belly, lulling you in and out of sleep, listening to his soothing voice. He had done the same thing when you first son Steve Grant Barnes Jr. was born, doting on you every second of the day. You had sworn you needed time to recuperate, exhausted from carrying his enhanced little one though both of you struggled to keep your hands to yourselves. 
“You just had to get me pregnant with twins, didn’t you” You playfully narrowed your eyes at him, gently stroking his hair while he continued to cuddle with your tummy. Bucky grinned, taking your hand and kissing your palm, the ring on your finger glinting softly under the glow of the table lamp. 
“Not my fault, you were the one who had your hands down my pants when we got back from that mission. I didn’t hear you complain when I made you cum three times in a row” He wiggled his eyebrows while your face heated up, biting your lip, remembering the way he had taken you apart in the jet, the safe house and then your home, the both of you insatiable as always, “Aren’t you lucky your husband fucks you like I did, Mrs. Barnes” 
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bonbonshideout · 29 days
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Ticci Toby headcanons
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Pre-Slender
♤ He's clingy. If he likes someone or is even remotely comfortable, he would follow them around just to feel comfortable.
♡ He's... playful, he isn't the brightest, but he would try and play some pranks if he can, usually learn about you and see what can get you upset & use that on you.
◇ Mf got that crow brain. He would see anything shiny and take it. He's got a growing collection and even looks for things to give to his favorite people. Lyra originally gave him a box to store the items in, but it started growing a bit 'out of control', and so he has shelves and other boxes with random nick-nacks.
♧ His little cow? Lyra, 100%. When he was younger he had a lot to deal with and Lyra wasn't always able to be with him so she saved up some birthday money and bought him a cow plush, due to it being from his sister, he's kept it and carried it literally everywhere with him. Multiple rips and tears, but his mom always fixed it up for him. He loved it and would take to around as he grew older, though he didn't have it out in public like he did when he was younger.
♤ His hoodie is one of a kind and handmade. His mom was the one to have made it. Originally, he wanted a hoodie that was like any other, but he couldn't puck between a couple of them; his mom, in the end, decided to create a simple looking hoodie for him.
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Post-Slender
♤ He doesn't remember much. Yeah, he might get occasional flashbacks, but they leave him confused. He wants to figure out what they mean but at the same time he's a bit scared of doing so.
♡ His hoodie? he loves it, covered in patches of different colors, or at least he tries to color match.
◇ He still has his cow, but he doesn't carry it around as much. He keeps it in a safe place; having a connection to it but not knowing its origins anymore. He baby's it occasionally when he does take it out of his little storage area. That thing has gone through way too much, put it out of its misery already.
♧ Lyra's spirit haunts him, but it's not supposed to be much of a tormentor; though he sees it that way, Lyra is trying to guide him in life. I believe the operator's doing some shit to his mind that's causing him to see Lyra's spirit as vengeful, or it's simply creating an image of Lyra and whispering into Toby's mind about he's at fault for everything.
♤ He's still got that crow brain, still finding things to give to people (Natalie) , a pretty rock, maybe a button, anything he finds, he takes it and saves them.
♡ He's strangely affectionate, he isn't the type to be overbearing, but he likes to hug Natalie whenever he can, usually she accepts them, but there are times where she isn't in a good mood and it upsets him a little— he gets over it quickly though.
◇ He's terrified of cars and probably motorcycles, too (blame Nat for that one). Occasionally, though, he is forced into either one due to Natalie for faster transportation. He hates it and curses her out through the whole ride, but he does see how convenient it is.
♧ In Spanish, there's a term for kids who don't know anything, the "no sabo" kid. He is that type of kid, but with German. He knows very little, and even then, he can't form proper sentences. He's trying to learn when he isn't busy murdering people or starting fires. Usually asking Natalie to help him out— even though she doesn't speak German— he just wants someone to practice it with.
♤ He HATES being seen as vulnerable or lesser than. He doesn't really know why to the full extent, but he does know that it just sucks. He wants people to know that he can do as much as anyone else can, heck, maybe more and better.
♡ I wanna say he had an ego, but it's more playful. He jokes about having a huge ego, but he could care less if 'someone offends him' (aside from the previous hc).
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I feel like some of these collide with some headcanons a friend might have? idk, I honestly forgot his entire essay 💀
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femmefatale-tales · 6 months
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Slut! ( Taylor’s version)
Warnings: so much fluff
Bucky x reader
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“In a world of boys, he’s a gentleman”
“I hate men, I can’t stand them right now. I should’ve never went to the blind date Wanda set me up for, I should’ve known he was gonna be douche” I talked to myself as I was entering the compounds hall.
Not many people were present at the compound everyone was on missions and I tired of men, wanting to rant to my friends but since they weren’t present I was just talking to myself.
I plopped myself on the couch just staring at the ceiling. “I hate him, I hate men. I can’t even call him a man, he’s still a boy” I said to myself.
“Hey doll”, a raspy gorgeous familiar voice called me out of my trance.
Bucky.
I turned on my stomach on the couch and looked at him as he sat opposite to me on a chair looking as gorgeous as ever even with his bed hair.
“Were you talking to yourself just now?” I cringed.
“Well Wanda and Nat both are on a mission so, yeah I was kinda ranting to myself” I said smiling seeing his smile.
“You know, you can always rant to me” he spoke after a bit of a pause.
God, he was sooo…….
“Bucky I can’t rant to you about how much I hate men” I chuckled.
“Why not? I mean understand there are some douches in the world. My sister always talked with me about this stuff” he joked.
…..distracting with his pretty smile and that black sweaters hugging his biceps just enough to stop my breaths.
“Really? Are you sure?” I questioned.
“Yes doll” he assured.
“Okayyyy. Um so Wanda set me up on a blind date and she was so convincing, I couldn’t say no to her. So I went to the date today and he was 40 minutes LATE!!. And then I couldn’t even tell a bit about myself, I’m sure he might not even know my name. He was talking about himself the whole night, never pulled my chair, never walked me home which I’m kinda glad for but he wasn’t a idk he jus-
Wasn’t you.
“Wasn’t a gentleman?” Bucky finished my sentence and my heart couldn’t have beated more faster I thought.
“ yes” I spoke breathless a bit.
Did my heart always beat so fast near Bucky?.
“Doll, he didn’t deserve you. You deserve more than this”
You?
“Bucky, gentlemen like you don’t exist anymore” I scoffed.
In a world of boys, he’s a gentleman.
“Im sure they do you, doll. Im sure there is a gentleman for you” he reasoned.
“Maybe”
“Im sure”
“You promise?” I joked as I stood up to leave wishing he would stop me and ask to be my gentleman.
“Yes”
“Thank you” I said as I left.
He smiled, killing my heart.
“Got love struck, went straight to my head”
“I told you sam, don’t take that cup” I heard Bucky’s voice while I entered the kitchen rubbing my eyes from woken up so early.
“God! Fine!” Sam semi shouted frustrated.
I winced.
“Why are you guys yelling at 8 in the morning???” I said
“Sorry doll” Bucky looked away a bit like he didn’t want me here.
“It’s all his fault” Sam argued.
I looked at Sam, a bit confused.
“For some reason he’s not letting me have this cup for coffee yet he’s not using it too” he complained and Bucky winced.
I was still confused and a bit hurt seeing Bucky ignore me.
“What cup??” I questioned.
“This red one” he showed me.
I couldn’t be more surprised to see my own new cup I brought the other day.
Bucky was not letting him drink in that cup cause it’s mine? Does he even know? Or is he just messing with Sam?
My head felt a bit fuzzy.
“Um that’s my cup” I confirmed trying not to smile but I knew the blush was creeping up in my cheeks.
A realisation dawned on sam’s face as he spoke “Oh it is…..”
He started chuckling
“We’ll enjoy your cup DOLL” he exasperated.
But I couldn’t stop looking at Bucky and never realised Sam left.
Bucky poured coffee in my cup.
He walked towards me to hand me the cup with a sheepish smile on his face.
I couldn’t breath.
“I remember you said your day always goes bad when you don’t have your cup sooo..” he handed me the coffee.
Oh god.
“Enjoy your coffee doll” he whispered in my ear.
And I, got love struck, went straight to my head.
Got love sick all over my bed.
“My head hurts” I stated as I layed on my bed.
Wanda and Nat laying besides me. It was the peak of girls night and I couldn’t stop thinking about Bucky, it was making my head hurt and the alcohol in my system didn’t help.
“I like him so much, I feel sick” I said.
I told them everything that happened between me and Bucky and how I was starting to catch feelings.
“Tell him then” nat said and Wanda hummed in agreement.
“I can’t, he sees my as a friend. He won’t like me back”
No one responded.
I looked at them and they had fallen asleep.
I kept thinking about him.
And just like that, the more I thought about him…
I got love sick all over my bed.
I never slept that night.
“Love to think you’ll never forget. We’ll pay the price I guess”
“Tony! Why is tonight’s party a Date party??? Why is a date compulsory?” I complained.
“Let me guess, you don’t have one?” He said smugly.
Yes.
“No, I do” I lied.
“Then bring him”
That asshole.
I left.
Did Bucky have a date? Was he going? Will he ask why I didn’t come? Will he even remember?
I- love to think he’ll never forget.
I didn’t see him coming when I bumped into him.
“Hey doll” he smiled.
I looked up. Swallowing the words on tongue.
“Hey” I said as I backed up a bit for my own sanity.
“You going to the party tonight?”
He asked and my heart jumped.
“No, not really. I don’t have a date”
“Really?”
“Um yeah” I said embarrassed.
“Come with me then” I looked at him wide eyed suprised, my throat dry.
“What?”
“Come with me doll” he repeated smiling.
“Um didn’t tony say “no teammates as dates” in the invitation?” I asked breathless.
“We’ll pay the price, I guess” he shrugged.
“I’ll get ready then” I smiled like I had never ever felt happiness before.
“Me too, gotta get ready for my lady” he kissed my cheek and left.
I was frozen on spot. But I ran to my room as soon as I was out of my trance. Giggling like a school girl.
“But if I’m all dressed up, they might as well be looking at us. And if they call me a slut, You know it might be worth it for once.
I was scared. Was I dressed to slutty? Is this too much? What if Bucky doesn’t like?
That’s all I thought while I walked to his room in a black dress I thought looked too slutty.
The dress is was gorgeous but something got into my head.
I knocked on his door. What if he thinks I’m a slut? What if he thinks I’m stupid to ask hi-
He opened the door. In all his glory wearing a white shirt tucked in black pants, with his hair slick back and I forgot everything.
“Hey, gorgeous” he said.
I couldn’t comprehend that HE called me gorgeous.
“Hey” I say sheepishly looking up at him.
“You look breathtaking” he complimented making me breathless again.
“You think so?” I questioned.
“Doll, I have never seen someone as gorgeous and beautiful as you” he confessed.
I couldn’t believe him.
“Bucky, you’ve seen so many woman in you life, don’t lie”
“That’s right I have, so shouldn’t it speak volumes when I say you are the most gorgeous and beautiful woman I’ve ever seen?” He tucked my chin upwards making me look at him.
I got so lost in his eyes.
“What if people look at us weird?” I asked.
“If you’re all dressed up, they might as well be looking at us” he smiled looking at me, still so close as ever.
I couldn’t help but smile looking at him.
“What if people think the dress is too slutty? What if they call me a slut ?” I questioned again.
“Then we won’t leave until I punch them in the face, and who cares about people. I don’t think the dress is slutty, You look perfect” he replied and reassured me again.
He’s right. Why would I care about others with him by my side. Who cares right?
Right.
“Let’s go doll” he took his blazer.
“I’m ready for our date” he stated smiling as he took my hand in his and gave me a reassuring squeeze.
“Bucky” I stoped at the door.
“Yes?”
“I want to tell you, I really enjoyed tonight incase I forget later, And if they call me a slut, you know it might be worth it for once” I told him smiling my biggest.
He kissed me, on the lips this time.
“But I’ll still punch anyone in face who does” he said as he held my flushed smiley face against his breathless smiley face.
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ilovesnat · 8 months
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A/N : school is on Tuesday, so expect less post!! i might mostly post short ones like this and the last one i did (i'm not really sure, idk) since i know i'd be busy. i'm also still working on the one-shot i said, it literally has no progress cuz i'm too lazy and it might take longer since i said school is coming 😭 (i had too much fun making this and almost turn it into a whole one-shot but i remember what it's supposed to be lol)
Natasha : *Eating a banana*
You : *Forcefully pushes Nat's head*
Natasha : *Gags at the banana* Babe, what the fuck was that?
You : Now you know how it feels.
*You winked at her before walking to you and Nat's room*
Nat, mumbling : Such a naughty one.
*She follows you to the room, leaving the banana on the counter*
You : Well, you are the one making me act this wa-
You got cut off when she pushed you into the room. "Oh, I see, it's my fault." A smirk appears on her face. She pinned you against the wall, her soft lips pressed to yours forcefully. Your hands slid down to her waist, but she took it off. "Uh, uh, no, no touching, naughty girls don't deserve to touch their mommy." She trails her hands up to your neck and pulls you closer to her, biting your lips on the kiss. You whimper at her touch, and you can feel the heat in her kisses. "You started it, baby. Now, I'm not gonna finish it, " She whispers, her breath ticking your lips, and go back to flood your face with kisses until she goes to your chest and makes her assault. She shut the door with her foot and makes her way to the bed, pushing you down on your back...
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i'll leave the rest up to your imagination😙
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mr-m-murdock · 1 year
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REQ!! jealous nat x flirtatious r ?? reader that makes nat jealous on purpose.
fuck around and find out
warnings: idk. possessiveness?
a/n: jealousy? god tier. thank you anon (free beefy!nat crumbs for ya too)
The drink that the bartender sets down in front of you is pink and yellow, and there's a pink straw and a tiny cocktail umbrella lolling against the edge of the glass.
"Uh..." you say. "Don't think I ordered that, thanks."
"It's from the lady at the end, blue dress," he replies. He shrugs. "I can tell her to back off if you want." He can probably see Nat glaring at you from across the room. Or maybe he saw her making out with you on one of the couches less than ten minutes ago.
You shake your head. "Nah, thanks." You lift the glass in the direction of the woman at the other end of the bar, and she watches you take a sip with a smile on her face. So it's gonna be one of those kind of nights. You've already made up your mind, anyway - Natasha's been irritating you all evening. Taste of her own goddamn medicine.
You take a sip as the woman sits down beside you. It tastes strongly of pineapple. “Fruity,” you say, and you look her up and down. Her dress is stunning.
She laughs. "I've got an intuition for that kind of thing," she replies, and she shifts closer to you.
"You come here with anyone?" you ask. You don't usually play it deliberately obtuse, and she gives you an odd look.
"No," she says. "All alone." She's tall, all legs, and she's looking at you like she wants to take you home. You consider, if this were happening four months ago, would you let her? She's your type: confident in her dominance and ready for anything the second she set eyes on you.
Maybe.
She's still looking at you, not perturbed by your silence, and loose hair has fallen from behind her ear. You take another sip of your gifted drink.
You can see reflections shift in the mirrored bar top - time's almost up.
"So where are you from?" you ask, leaning forward, forearm on the smooth bar top. The woman grins at you.
"Chicago," she says. A shadow rears in the reflective counter.
"Oh really? Is it cold there?" You might as well be batting your eyelashes at her, but you can see the exact second the woman realises who's stepped up behind you.
Natasha's hand lands on your shoulder firmly.
You tilt your head back a little and look up at her: you can see the gold of her necklace glinting against her collarbone and a curl of red hair, but the rest of her face is lost in the bright overhead lights. Her shoulders are tight. "Hey, babe," you say. You lay your hand on top of hers and squeeze.
"Hi," she says. Her voice is masterfully clear and casual. "Who's this?" You can hear her eyebrows raise.
"I'm making friends," you reply, cheerful as what-are-you-gonna-do-about-it can be. The woman, in the corner of your eye, looks like she's about to on-god pass out.
"The taxi's just pulled up," Natasha says. You look up at her and she looks down at you: undecipherable. She's so good at it. You have such an urge to make her crack.
You frown. "It's barely past midnight, I haven't even-"
"I'm tired." She cuts you off - not sharp, but firm. She's situating herself in control, where she always is. Up in her seat with your head on her knee.
The woman turns away awkwardly. Natasha thumbs at your cheek, and it would be a sweet touch if you couldn't feel the edge of her nail dragging against your skin. Oh, she's so bored of you getting on her nerves. You want to push her further.
You shrug and detach yourself from her grip, turning to the bar and taking a careless sip of your drink. "I'll join you at home."
She laughs, out loud: and she must not mean to, because it's quiet and restrained. But she takes it in her stride. "Don't be an idiot, you have to be up tomorrow morning." She tugs at your hair affectionately.
"I'm a big girl," you say, feigning annoyance, and you pull your hair out of her reach and take another sip of your drink. It's intensely sweet.
When you look up at her again, straw still halfway into your mouth, she's searching your face. It's possible that she can't tell whether you're being deliberately obtuse and annoying, or whether you're more drunk than you seem and are actually insisting on staying. She must come to a conclusion: her expression closes off.
"I'm going home, then," she says. A test. How exciting.
"Okay." You pluck the paper umbrella from your drink and reach up to tuck it behind her ear. Then you give her a smile and you pull the straw into your mouth and suck.
She gives you a murderous look that slides quickly off her face.
Then she turns away and walks out.
You give it ten seconds before you can't do it any longer, unable to stop from grinning to yourself, and then you slide off your seat and make after her, leaving your drink at the bar.
She's already in the elevator; fuck, but she's fast in heels.
"Nat!" you say, quickening your pace. For a second, as she turns in the elevator to look at you, you think she's not going to hold the doors. But she does, waving a lazy, reluctant hand between them, and they bounce back open. You stagger in, a little windswept, and she crosses her arms at you.
You wait until the doors slide closed again.
"Sorry," you say, not sorry at all. "I was joking." You're not even trying to hide your smile now. "Are you really going home?"
"You're really fucking annoying," she says, through gritted teeth. All pretenses dropped. "I was having a nice time, for once."
"You didn't have to storm out," you say. Your smile is splitting your face now. She's so jealous. You step up to her and link your arms around her waist. In her heels, she's taller than you, and you can feel the muscles in her back when you twist your fingers into her dress. She looks down at you blankly. "Did you get a bit possessive?" you tease.
Natasha doesn't answer for a while. She just stares at you, mouth working ever so slightly. Then she steps forward, so forcefully you have to move back, and she backs you up against the wall of the elevator without even putting a hand on you. You feel the whine of machinery against the back of your skull. She presses her forehead down against yours and sets her palms against the wall either side of your head.
"You're very brave," she says, "to be playing games with me." Her teeth flash. You grin up at her, holding her close, relishing in the excitement her voice elicits in your belly.
"You're such a big bad wolf, huh?" you say. You run your fingers down her back and feel her shudder in response, her eyes momentarily closing. "So big and bad you won't even let your girlfriend talk to other women?"
"I'm not stopping you from doing whatever you want," Natasha says. She kisses your cheek, the promise of something worse beyond her lips. "I'm just reminding you that there are consequences." Those last words are spoken directly into your cheekbone.
"Big bad wolf," you say again, a whisper this time. "Woof, woof."
Natasha's lips move from your cheek to your neck, kissing you over the chain of your necklace. She takes it in her teeth and moves it aside. She presses another kiss, open-mouthed, over your pulse, then laughs when she feels the quick-set beat beneath your skin. You can't help it. She drives you crazy. "Oh, baby," she murmurs. "Do you get such a kick out of embarrassing me?"
"Yes," you breathe. The chrome of the elevator is hazy now. "You're so pretty when you're angry."
She doesn't answer you. Then you feel her teeth on your skin. More, more, until it's painful. She's right up against you, and one hand drops to creep up your thigh, bunching up your dress.
You take in a huge breath of air, but the vertigo of the elevator and the feel of her mouth at your neck is dizzying. "Oh, fuck," you whine. "Nat, we shouldn't do this here." You make a reluctant attempt at pushing her away and she growls into your neck. The other hand pushes at your breastbone, pressing you hard to the wall.
The bell goes for the first floor and she pulls away, leaving you panting against the wall. She inspects the side of your neck, ignoring the pitiful look you're giving her. The side of her mouth lifts up.
The realisation hits you. "Are you fucking kidding me?" you exclaim, as the elevator doors slide open.
Your head whips round. Tony Stark, with four other Avengers at his shoulders, stares at the two of you. "Oh," he says. He takes in your face, where you know a bright flush has spread, and the crumpled fabric of your dress, and the hickey Nat just gave you, and he starts to grin. "Romanoff, you dog," he says.
Words fail you. You're not sure they would have made anything better, with the way five superheroes are gaping at you. Bruce Banner is almost as red as you.
Nat takes your hand and tugs you forward. "Excuse me," she says, and she drags you right through the little crowd, purposefully shunting Stark aside, and into the bright foyer.
You follow, your burning face to the floor, and you wait until you're sat in the safe, dark confines of Natasha's passenger seat to turn and glare at her. You're still blushing, and that probably detracts from how angry you're trying to look.
"You look cute in that dress," she says, conversationally. The streetlights flicker over the smirk that's growing on her lips.
"Are you fucking kidding me?" you exclaim, your voice hysterically high. "You asshole!"
"I don't think I know what you mean," Natasha replies, making a smooth right turn.
"Don't know what I mean my ass," you growl. "You marked me up and then paraded me past all your friends!" She grins at the windscreen and you groan and sink your face into your hands. "Oh, god, that was mortifying." Bruce Banner's face swims in your mind's eye.
You feel her hand, warm, land on your thigh.
"You are so making it up to me," you grumble.
Nat's laughing at you, quiet, just a triumphant little snicker. She fingers the hem of your dress, then pulls her hand away to flick on her indicator. "I'm not making anything up to you," she says. You glare at her through your fingers, and she's grinning at you. "You started it, sweetheart. This is how it ends." And with deft hands, she makes another turn. True to her word, she doesn't make it up to you. In the end, you make it up to her: and you're not sure how that exchange happened.
But really, it was your fault. You should have picked a less sadistic girlfriend.
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lllivia · 25 days
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This was never supposed to happen
Natalie Scatarccio x f!reader
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Summary: Nat's asshole of a dad ruins everything
Warnings: not proofread, angst, homophobia (might have gone a bit far idk 🫢), modern au
Part 1 of 2
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Music blasts through Nat's speaker as you lay on her bed, spread out comfortably as she sits on the floor scrolling on her phone.
10 minutes go by with the comfortable silence before you decide to put down your phone and finally speak up, not completely sure if this was a good idea.
"Hey Nat.. Yk how I told you that I kinda haven't kissed anyone before?" You pause for a second "Well I've been talking to this.. Person for a while and it's starting to get serious... So I was just wondering if maybe you could, idk - this is probably dumb but, teach me?"
You say quickly, staring up at the ceiling and expecting the worst.
"Okay"
"..Okay?"
"Yeah okay, I'll teach you dumbass" She smirks and crawls onto the bed, propping herself up on her elbows to hover over you.
Nat was always quite comfortable with who she was, openly talking about her experiences with men, while you on the other hand were much more reserved. So you weren't necessarily surprised when she said yes (since it was only going to be two girls practicing after all), but you still feel your hands get sweaty resting on your stomach as you stare right back at her, glancing down at her lips just to notice the shadow of her smirk still imprinted on her face.
"So um, what should I do? " you say awkwardly, fidgeting with your sweater as you struggle to not look away from the girl who's face is now merely inches away from yours.
"Just follow my lead okay?" She responds in a surprisingly soft voice before finally leaning in to where your lips ghost over each other, sighing slightly before gently pressing your lips together. One of her hands slowly creeping up to cup your face like she's afraid you might break if she adds too much pressure.
"Is this okay?" She pulls back to ask, her face flushed and her lips redder than usual as she scans your face for any discomfort.
"Yeah, yes, you can keep going" you respond quickly before pulling her back into you, unable to describe the tingling sensation fluttering through your entire body as your lips meet again in a slightly rougher matter, pent up need for your friend that you didn't know you had suddenly crashing down at you all at once.
"Shit Nat" you groan as she bites down on your lip, both of you forgetting that this was only supposed to be practice as her hands-
"WHAT IN THE HELL IS GOING ON IN HERE"
You quickly pull apart, your eyes flying open as you try to scramble away from Nat as her father stands in the now open doorway.
"WHAT KIND OF FAGGOT FILTH HAVE YOU BROUGHT INTO MY HOUSE GIRL??" He yells, pointing a dirty finger towards Nat as his other fist grips onto a half full bottle of alcohol, his disgusting breath seeping through the room as spit fly's out of his mouth.
Nat doesn't know how to respond, seemingly too shocked to answer as her dad continues shouting at her.
"ANSWER ME FREAK! YOU WEREN'T RAISED TO COMMIT SUCH SINS. YOU'RE A FUCKING DISGRACE YOU HEAR ME?? A DISGRACE.
NOW GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE BEFORE I DECIDE TO SHOOT YOU AND YOUR GOOD FOR NOTHING FAG FRIEND"
He finishes, his last sentence barely having left his mouth before you run outside, your heart beating faster than it ever has and tears now streaming down your terrified face.
You turn back towards the trailer as you suddenly hear glass shattering, all your other worries almost forgotten as all you can think about is if Nat is okay.
You were about to go back inside when Nat storms out the door, slamming it behind her as she steps forward.
You weren't exactly sure what to say as you look at her, you'd never seen her in such a vulnerable state before. The usual cool and confident Natalie now replaced with a nearly crying girl, her hair disheveled, her shoulders shaking from the suppressed tears and one of her hands bleeding from a deep cut that you could only assume came from the shattering sound that come from inside the house mere seconds ago.
As she tries to hold in her tears she refuses to meet your eye, her expression changing between hatred, embarrassment, shame and more as she furiously wipes her face with her sleave.
"Nat? Are you o-"
"Go."
"What?? Your hand clearly needs medical attention, we can go back to mine"
"Just go."
"Stop being stupid Nat, I can't fucking leave you like this" you say and step towards her, anger starting to creep into your voice as you can't understand why she's acting this way towards you.
"I SAID GO" she suddenly shouts. "you heard what he said dyke, this was clearly a mistake and it was never supposed to happen!"
Her bloodshot eyes finally meet yours again and all you can see in them is hate and despair, tears spilling out as she bites her bottom lip hard before she looks down at her feet, immediately regretting everything she just said.
"Get the fuck out of here y/n" her voice breaks.
"Nat.." is all your broken voice manages to squeak out as your eyebrows furrow, the tightness in your chest feeling as though it might suffocate you as you finally turn away from her, walking away from who you thought was your best friend only 15 minutes ago - now feeling unsure that you'll ever see her the same again.
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a/n: I'm too impatient to wait for the poll to finish, also I can't decide if this should have a sad or happy ending 😜 SEND REQUESTS, MY INBOX IS BASICALLY THE SAHARA DESERT RN CHAT 😢😢😢
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cosmicswan · 5 months
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𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐝𝐫
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code name: Noir
government name: Aisha Leblanc
personality type: INTJ
nationality: USA
origin: unknown
IQ: 187
shifting to: the first avengers movie
me core
occupation before shield recruitment: professional contemporary dancer, CEO
background info & family:
i was in an orphanage when nick fury was alerted of a super powered kid (me) so he adopted me & trained me in combat & also trained me how to use my powers. my real family is unknown (though my powers look similar to the eternals) but i might script that im not an eternal and see where that goes (my mom was a being that can control reality)
ik,,, almost every super powered dr is me with powers concerning the multiverse and THATS BCS I WANNA BE OP (stfu) and i am literally traveling the multiverse to get there so it isn’t that much of a strech
identity
here’s the fun part, no one knows that i am nick fury’s daughter (i scripted that he didn’t change my last name to his for safety purposes) and my name in the orphanage was my cr last name. but he did change my last name after the adoption to leblanc (for further safety precautions.) so far no one knows about my real identity & powers before joining the avengers
fury is actually a good dad and he let me do the things i want to do growing up (gymnastics, contemporary dance, & modelling) before i decide to join shield and became a spy
avengers
since i don’t want no trauma, i scripted out major worldly (and outerworldly threats) so no doomsday n shit. so this dr is more like a spy dr than anything. i also scripted out any apocalyptic events. zombies icks me out
but nick still make the avengers a team. to wipe out earth’s and other realms major evil organizations, evil politicians yk all that jazz.
and most of the avengers live in the tower. (i want to live that avengers found family domestic trope stfu)
the avengers consist of: bruce, nat, wanda, pietro (scripted out his death), thor, occasionally loki, tony, me, clint, vision, peter (he doesn’t live in the tower), yelena after we demolish the red room, steve, bucky after we save him (scripted him to not kill tony’s dad) i want the full domestic life experience with no beef alright.
i also scripted that matt murdock is the avengers official lawyer. i also scripted a shit ton of safety precautions to not get my ass traumatized so imma just skip that part
and i forgot to mention that my CEO, model, performer persona is totally different than my hero persona (batman bruce moment yurrr) and i shapeshift so my hero and citizen face is literally different.
my powers
my powers are a mix of phoenix force & chaos magic but all in all i am essentially the goddess of the multiverse. higher above kang the conqueror & basically omnipotent (don’t start on the you can’t be op bs)
my abilities include; multiverse travel, reality destruction & creation, time travel, healing, shapeshifting, power fields, impenetrable shields & weapons creation, mind control, elemental powers, reality wrapping, illusions, astral projection etc. (i develop these powers gradually)
human background
i aged down tony stark to be the same age as me! (26 at 2012)
i attended MIT and rivaled tony in all his computer science & engineering classes. i graduated with a double masters degree in computer science & performing arts
i scripted that before i joined shield i was the founder of my AI & vehicle company making me the youngest self made billionaire (unlike tony’s generational wealth) and i pursued contemporary dancing as a hobby but later become a professional performer. and i sometimes model for brands too after resigning as the ceo and handing it over to one of my cr friends that i scripted (im not all in for the hustle life i want to be bougee and not work)
significant others
i might end up with tony with an academic rivals arc but im also interested in natasha 🤭 so idk yet im going with the flow again in the romance field
about me
my personality is pretty much the same as other drs, im probably a philanthropist and a hardcore activist there too, i featured a lot in the covers of the times magazine or ford 30 under 30 (my literal dream) then alot of fashion brands notice my interest in fashion and offered from modeling positions to ambassador positions, im probably going to model for ysl, graff, vivienne westwood etc. im also thinking of making a collaboration with cartier to make timeless classic style smart watches (i hate the style of apple watches)
likes, hobbies & random facts in my dr
what i like in this dr is pretty much the same in my cr with only little differences
i like adrenaline seeking activities, flying planes, f1 racing, probably a street racer at one point, i invented nano tech for tony’s suit, invented nano tech to cure cancer (probably almost got assasinated in the process) i also invented electric cars with solar power (fuck elon) overall my company creates technology like devices, AI, AI websites, solar powered cars, & motorcycles.
i have a charity school of performing arts with students all over the world to learn dance, professional instruments, etc.
i like mansions, luxury staycations, hot milk tea, convenient technology, fashion, dance, parties, chess, and being theatrical & dramatic. once i dreamed about this dr i was on a mission crushing this one dude in a fight while listening to an der schönen blauen donau - walzer, op. 314. it was comical
that’s all for now! pls ask me any questions in my inbox or comments if u have any <33
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under her thumb
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Pairing - Natasha Romanoff x Reader
Summary - You do anything shes says for a mutual benefit...
18+ : smut; humiliation kink, public humiliation, dom!natasha, degradation, belittling, service and forced silence?, sub!reader, boot worship, strap use (r!receiving), spitting, slapping, marking, slight dacryphilia, overstimulation, daddy kink, fingering (r!receiving), praise
Word Count - 3357
A/N - um, idk where this came from, i am a whore with thots okay
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You knew what kind of day was in store for you as soon as you woke up and Natasha stopped you from getting dressed.
“No. You’re coming to breakfast dressed like that.” She spoke as her hungry gaze wandered over your body.
You sighed at the instruction before following her out to where the others were already at the table, she knew this, making you late on purpose just so all eyes would be on you. And they were.
Luckily, what you wore to bed could have been a lot worse but Natasha’s fully dressed body next to yours was a stark contrast; you pulled at the tight fitting material of your t-shirt, very aware of the eyes on your body and your almost totally exposed legs. 
She guided you to your seat with her hand on the back of your neck, pushing you down onto the chair when the back of your legs brushed against it before taking her seat beside you, not even looking at you as she joined the conversation that was already taking place.
You picked at the plate of food in front of you as your thighs squeezed together beneath the table just at the thought of what the rest of the day might be like and more specifically how it’ll end. She always was rather attentive after a day like this.
You were stuck in your head as you reached for your drink, knocking the glass slightly resulting in some of the juice spilling onto the table before you caught it to stand it upright again. It didn’t cause too much of a scene until Natasha’s head whipped around to look at you, glancing at the puddle beside the half empty glass and back at you.
“You’re so fucking clumsy.” She muttered and you sank back in your seat at the way she was looking at you. “You’re like a child. Do you need me to feed you too, if you’re so incapable of not making a mess?” She mocked. 
“No.” You murmured with a shake of your head, your face beginning to heat up under her stare and at the looks of concern from everyone else.
“No? You don’t need a sippy cup?” She taunted you in a faux coo. “Actually, that’s a good idea.” She added before pushing her chair back behind her and walking over to the kitchen, coming back with a lidded cup you didn’t even know was in the compound. 
“Nat, what are you-” Wanda started, stopping at the hand Natasha held up to quiet her.
“If she can’t drink without spilling it everywhere, this is what she needs.” She answered, making a show of pouring apple juice into the cup before pushing the lid on. “Isn’t that right, honey?”
You nodded in response as she pushed the cup towards you, looking on expectantly for you to take a sip. You did so reluctantly with your face on fire, holding onto the handles as you drank; everybody glanced at you awkwardly before Natasha urged them to continue the conversation. 
Just as you went to grab your cutlery again she held her hand up in front of you with a shake of her head. 
“Keep your hands under the table until I’m done and then I’ll help you.” 
You did as she said, tapping your fingers against your thighs as she cleared her plate. She didn’t make you wait too long before she turned in her seat, grabbing your cutlery to cut the food up into pieces. 
Glances were thrown towards the pair of you as she fed you forkfuls of your breakfast, watching you chew and swallow each mouthful as though you were incapable of feeding yourself - like a child. She even playfully made an aeroplane noise with one forkful and she smiled at the way you smiled at her with a shake of your head. 
“See? That wasn’t so hard was it?” She teased you, wiping a crumb from the corner of your mouth with her thumb before puckering her lips at you. The other Avengers were shocked at the soft way you kissed her after the way she’d belittled you in front of them. “C’mon, you need to get dressed before we train.” She spoke, taking your hand and leading the way to your shared room.   
The same evening you were looking at the outrageously revealing dress Natasha had picked for you for one of Tony’s parties, it clung to your body tightly and reached your mid thigh. The emerald green satin pulled over your curves, the swell of your breasts and your thighs, safe to say it left little to the imagination.
“You look perfect.” She muttered as she came up behind you in the mirror, resting her chin on your shoulder with a kiss to your neck. “Like the perfect little slut you are.” 
The way she whispered against you sent shivers through your spine.
She let you pull a jacket over your body which surprised you, though you suspected there was a devious idea behind the act. You felt more comfortable with it covering your arms and chest slightly, less vulnerable and exposed.
Her arm wrapped around you possessively  when you took your seat on one of the sofas with the others, greeting them with smiles when they paused the conversation to acknowledge your entrance. You fell into the conversation with them, nothing of importance, just recounts of missions and amusing stories being passed around.
“Oh, I didn’t realise you two didn’t have drinks.” Steve spoke, eyeing your empty hands compared to everyone else who cradled various cocktails. “I’ll go and get them, what would you like?”
“No, that’s okay.” Natasha responded. “Y/N will get them, won’t you?”
You nodded and went to stand up before Steve protested.
“It’s alright, I can get them I’m alrea-”
“Y/N will get them.” She cut him off sternly. “Go on.” She shooed you away with a wave of her hand, ignoring the looks she was receiving from the others before nonchalantly starting the conversation back up.
You sauntered up to the bar to ask for the drinks and you could feel a pair of eyes on you.
“Hey.” He spoke, an average dark haired man in a cheap looking suit. You don’t know who he is but you’re not going to give him the time of day, just throwing him a small smile as you tapped your fingers on the mahogany bar. “Let me buy you a drink.” He smiled.
“Pretty sure it’s an open bar.” You countered making him laugh.
“Yeah, I suppose it is. I’m George.” He introduced, holding his hand out for you to shake.
“Y/N.” You returned, grasping his hand in yours with a smile which didn’t go unnoticed by a certain redhead across the room - her jaw clenched at the sight. “Oh, these are mine. I’ve gotta head back but it was nice meeting you.”
“You too.” He waved, wandering off with a sigh at the failed conquest.
When you approached with your drinks in hand, Natasha made sure to put her foot out suddenly making you stumble slightly. Some of the syrupy liquid sloshed over the side of the glasses onto the floor and Natasha laughed slightly at your misfortune. 
“Such a clumsy fucking baby.” She muttered with a shake of her head, taking the drinks from you to put on the table in front of her. 
“Sorry.”
“Nat, it’s not a big deal-” Wanda started but again was silenced by Natasha’s glare.
“Clean it up.” She pointed at the liquid near her feet, watching as you looked around for something to wipe it up with. Of course that guy she’d seen flirting with you came to the rescue, napkins in hand and a smile pulling at his lips.
“Y/N, here.” He smiled, handing them to you as you smiled back appreciatively before crouching down to clean it up. Natasha’s harsh gaze didn’t move from him as he watched you and she nudged you with her foot so you’d topple and fall onto your knees, the position she wanted you in.
“You can go now…”
“George.” He finished for her.
“Yeah, whatever. Leave now, George.” She demanded and she smirked at the way he scurried away with a blush. 
“Uh oh, is someone jealous of Y/N/N being flirted with?” Bucky teased.
“Please. As if she’d settle for that.” She answered as you finished cleaning up. “It's no wonder he flirted with her, that’s what dressing like a slut does.”
Everyone looked at each other uncomfortably at that whilst your body tensed and heated up unbearably, your hands subconsciously pulled the jacket around you tighter at the feeling of being under the spotlight.
“Take your jacket off, babe.” 
“Nat, I-”
“If you’re going to act like a slut, you can look like one too.” She interrupted with a smirk. “Now take it off.” She instructed with her hand held out to take it from you once you did. The dress was revealing, tight and showed a substantial amount of cleavage. It left you feeling exposed, skin heating up even more under awkward gazes but you loved the feeling. The way Natasha stared at you, nodding to the ground for you to take a seat, it lit something up inside of you.
Your new seat for the evening was on the floor beside her boot clad feet, legs stretched out ahead of you and your head leaning on her knee. She often stroked through your hair as she spoke, sometimes trailing her fingers down to pinch at any flesh she could reach just to leave imprints of her nails behind.
You occasionally joined in with the conversation, when Natasha urged you to answer with a nudge to your leg, you spoke when she gave you permission. The music continued playing and your head stayed resting on her knee until she stood up.
“Come on, come dance with me.” She spoke, pulling you up by your hand and leading you to the dance floor with hands roaming your body as she held you from behind.
She knew how embarrassed dancing like this made you feel, how PDA makes your skin burn in humiliation and awkwardness, so she held your back flush against her body with her hands stroking over your thighs. She moved your hips with hers to the beat of the music, trailing one of her hands up your body, brushing over your chest and the column of your throat before she held onto your face.
Her thumb pushed into your mouth as she lay your head back onto her shoulder, kissing over your neck, sucking and biting into the skin hard enough to leave a visible mark. Her other hand nudged at the hem of your dress, gradually inching it further upwards knowing she’d told you not to wear any underwear.
“Everyone can see how much of a whore you are.” She mumbled beside your ear, squeezing the flesh of your upper thigh, noticing the predatory glances being directed your way by some of the guests. “Bet you’re fucking soaking, hm?”
You nodded against her making her chuckle darkly.
“Of course you are. Fucking disgusting.” She uttered, pulling you round to face her with darkened emerald eyes, holding firmly onto your waist. “Why don’t you kiss me in front of all our friends, baby? Show them who you belong to.”
She’d made sure you were in their eyeline the whole time and now wasn’t any different as you did as she said, cupping her cheek in your hand to pull her face to yours. She was quick to take control of the kiss, pushing her tongue past your lips with the lingering taste of a gin martini and all the fervour you could imagine. The kiss was bruising, knees weak and you were soon rendered breathless.
She pulled you through the crowds, past the others without a parting glance, dragging you behind her all the way to your room until she had you pushed against the inside of it with her lips on yours again. 
She pulled away and pushed at your shoulder, guiding you downwards onto your knees with your eyes trained on the floor as she expected of you. Her steel toed boot kicked your legs apart before pushing into your wet cunt.
“Go on.” She urged. “Show me how pathetically needy you are.”
Natasha intently watched the way you rocked yourself over her boot, gliding you clit over it desperately trying to please her. Just when you were climbing near the edge, she pulled it out from under you, laughing mockingly at the wet patch left behind.
“Clean that up.” She uttered through gritted teeth, pushing the toe of her boot into your lips. As she watched you lick it clean you heard the buckle of her jeans being toyed with and the zip of her trousers pulled down. Your tongue dragged over the leather where you crouched on your hands and knees, Natasha’s standing body looming over you.
When she decided you’d done enough she pulled you up onto your knees with her hand pulling at your hair until you were face to face with the strap she’d been wearing all day, waiting for this moment. She brushed the tip of it over your lips, roughly thrusting it into your mouth until it hit the back of your throat. She kept it still, holding your chin between her thumb and finger to move your face to lock eyes with hers, looking up at her through your lashes with her cock between your lips.
Natasha guided the movement of your head, sliding the strap in and out of your mouth, smirking at the way she’d make you gag and the tears that formed in your eyes. She kept you there on your knees until your jaw began to ache and your mascara had smudged with the tears that dripped down your cheeks, she smiled at the sight, wiping them away with her thumbs and pulling out of your mouth with a string of saliva clinging to the length and your lips.
She nodded for you to follow her to the bed, pushing you onto your back when you reached it with her staring down at you. “It’s like you were made for me, doing everything I say. Just a toy for me to play with.” She muttered, exposing your lower half by pushing your dress up past your hips as your stomach twinged at her words. “That’s what you are, hm? Daddy’s fucktoy?”
“Yes, daddy. All yours.” You responded with a nod, sighing out when she suddenly pushed her strap into you, her feet planted into the ground and her hands on your bent knees pulling you to the edge of the bed.
Her hips snapped into you with harsh, calculated thrusts, hitting your sweet spot with perfect precision that had a moan tumbling from your mouth. She leant over your body to wrap her hand around your throat with a squeeze, nails digging into your skin whilst the air flow was restricted.
She teasingly slowed her strokes, smirking down at you as she made you feel every inch of her glide in and out of your pussy achingly slowly. Her nails dragged down your body until she slid her fingers through your slick, pulling away with shining fingertips, humming when she pushed them into her mouth. 
When she leant over to kiss you she poked your mouth open first, spitting onto your tongue with your own taste sliding down your throat as you swallowed. Her teeth bit at your lip with her kiss, sloppy and eager along with the rhythm of her hips until she moved to stand again, speeding up once more with a slap to your thigh.
“You’re such a slut, so hungry for my cock.” She breathed, rubbing over your clit with her thumb in a way that pulled a choked moan from your lips and had your hands clawing at the sheets beside you. The assault on your clit was bordering on painful while it pulled you closer and closer to your release, washing over you with a whine and wave of pleasure through your body. 
She pulled out of you to undress herself, motioning for you to do the same, not allowing you time to recover before she straddled your heated body and resumed her pace from before with her teeth pulling at your exposed nipple. She marked your chest whilst your nails dug into her back, scratching at the muscular flesh with the rough way she fucked you into the mattress.
“Fuck, Nat.” You stuttered out through heavy breaths whilst her teeth grazed over your collarbone with grunts of her own vibrating against you from how the strap bumped into her clit with each movement of her hips.
The room was filled with sounds of poorly muffled moans from you both and the lewd sound of your wet pussy as she filled you up, the way you clenched around her pulled her into you and just the sight of your parted lips and the feeling of you aimlessly grasping at her shoulder blades made her skin burn.
When you accidentally pulled at her hair you knew you’d fucked up, she had your arms pinned above your head within seconds and a slap against your cheek that brought tears to your eyes from the stinging of your skin. There were certain things off limits during times like this and that was one of them, of course she pulled your head back by your hair in response, biting at your exposed throat to leave a mark that’d be hard to hide tomorrow. 
She was too close to her climax to punish you for it any further, instead settling on svelte fingers around your throat, feeling the way you moaned as you came again, body trembling as your back arched off the bed. 
You whined pathetically when she carried on in search for her own release. “Don’t pout.” She laughed through stuttered breaths, looking down at your overstimulated self, light sheen of sweat coating your body and your lip caught between your teeth. “You wanna make daddy cum don't you?” 
It didn’t take much more until her head was thrown back with a rasped groan, strong hands dug into your thighs leaving bruises behind that she’d admire lovingly tomorrow. You sighed at the empty feeling when Natasha pulled out of you, tossing the soaked strap aside to deal with later before she leant down to press gentle kisses down your torso.
Her lips ghosted over your thighs, kissing and licking at the sensitive skin where your arousal had coated them. She loved the taste of you, revelling in the sweetness while she cleaned you up. You gasped at the kiss she planted on your sensitive clit and the tongue she swiped through your folds before kissing her way back to your lips, rolling onto her side next to you.
“You’re so good, sweetheart.” She cooed, kissing over your damp cheeks, softly stroking over your body with goosebumps making their appearance across your skin at the contact. “So perfect for me.”
You flinched when her finger pushed over your clit and through your folds, still swollen and sensitive; her fingers easily pushed into you with slow movements.
“It’s okay.” She murmured against your lips with a kiss. “Let me love you now, baby.” Her fingers pumped into you at a languid pace, thumb gently caressing your bud with the utmost care, a mirrored contrast to the rest of the day.
She let you hold onto her, hand tangled in the back of her hair whilst she kissed you, passionate and loving dance of her lips atop yours, curious swipe of her tongue at your lip which was invited to swirl with yours. The coil in your belly took barely any time to come undone and you moaned into her mouth whilst she smiled against you, feeling how much you soaked her fingers.
“You know I love you right?”
“Of course I do, Nat. I love you too.”
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Captain America: The Winter Soldier - 2
Summary: You meet Sam and get a closer look at your enemy. Maybe a little too close...
Pairing: platonic!Steve Rogers x F!Reader, platonic!Natasha Romanoff x F!Reader, platonic!Sam Wilson x F!Reader
Warnings: Language. Rumlow being a dick. Mentions of death. Mentions of fighting and fire arms. The Winter Soldier, he's a warning. My poor attempts at being funny. Idk, everything else in the movie?
Word Count: 3.1K
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By the time you arrive at your destination it’s morning and Natasha’s awake, a little worse for wear but she assures you she’s fine. You help her as you walk up to the door and Steve knocks on it.
“Hey, man.” the man Steve informed you is named Sam answers the door.
“I'm sorry about this,” Steve says “we need a place to lay low.”
“Everyone we know is trying to kill us.” Natasha adds.
“Not everyone.” he says after looking at all three of you for a few seconds, then he lets you in and closes the door after taking a quick look outside.
You stay in the kitchen with Sam as Natasha and Steve clean up. “So, how do you know Captain Spangles?”
You ask him as he cooks, making him laugh. “I met him a couple of days ago on a run. What about you?”
“We work together.” you meet his eye and he raises an eyebrow at you, willing you to go on. “I guess you might as well know, after all you are harboring two fugitives.”
“Fugitives? Who is Captain America running from?” he turns around, giving you his full attention.
“SHIELD. Strategic Homeland Intervention, Enforcement and Logistics Division.” That's obviously not enough information for him, so you keep going.
“it’s an espionage and security organization that defends Earth and its people from groups that pose advanced technological, and sometimes supernatural or extraterrestrial, threats. I’m an Agent of Shield, currently working for the STRIKE team which happen to be the very same bad people that are looking for Tasha and Steve.” you end bitterly, looking away from Sam and shaking your head, disappointed in yourself.
“Well, you don’t look like a very bad person, why are you working with them?” Sam surprises you with this question, clearly he’s a very good judge of character.
“I was assigned when I became a pawn to an asshole’s psychotic plan to rule the world.” you deadpan.
“Don’t worry, it happens to all of us one time or the other” he says with a smirk, making you laugh.
He then goes to inform Steve and Nat that breakfast is ready. When he comes back you give him an amused look, raising your eyebrow in question. “If you guys eat that sort of thing?”
“I don’t know what supersoldiers and spies eat.” he shrugs and laughs with you.
“You two are getting along great.” Nat wiggles her eyebrows at you as she takes a seat at the table.
“Down, girl.” you tell her with a fake glare, which she merely smirks at. “So, Captain. Care to fill us mortals in about what you found at the camp?”
“Hydra.” he simply says, sitting down “We found Hydra.”
“Hydra? So you’re telling me that Pierce, STRIKE and who knows how many other Shield agents that we’ve been working along with for decades are Hydra?!” you try to wrap your head around it, but how can you? You knew they were bad dudes, you just didn’t think they were this bad.
“Yeah…” Natasha says, clear from her face that she’s feeling as betrayed as you do.
“Do you know anything about who killed Fury?” you ask quietly, eyes fixated on your plate. “Did Pierce have anything to do with it?”
“It was the Winter Soldier.” Natasha says, and your eyes snap to hers. 
You weren’t there on her mission in Odessa, but you and Clint were both there for her afterwards and she told you all about it. You tried to stop her from going after him, resisting the urge to say ‘I told you so’ when her search concluded in nothing.
“The Winter Soldier?” Sam echoes. “Who’s that?”
“A Hydra supersoldier.” Steve answers.
“There’s more of you?” Sam asks, a little surprised.
“How do you know he’s a supersoldier?” You ask at the same time, just as surprised. “What does he look like?”
“He’s strong. Too strong.” Steve says, “tall, dark long hair, metal arm-”
"Wait," Sam interrupts, looking as dumbfounded as you're feeling at that last detail, "He has a METAL ARM?!" 
"That's really not the important part here." Steve says, like it was a normal thing to be discussing. 
"Easy for you to say, supersoldier serum." you interject quickly, "A hit with that and we're worse than useless" you say while pointing to yourself and Sam.
Nat is snickering and looking at Sam, probably waiting for him to disagree, but apparently he has as much self-awareness as you do.
"No, she's right." he says "I might be a badass, but I'm certainly not metalproof."
“Exactly.” you nod.
“Ok, we can worry about that later.” Steve dismisses you with an eye roll. You and Sam share a concerned look, but let it go.
“So, the question is: who in SHIELD could launch a domestic missile strike?” Nat asks.
“Pierce.” Steve promptly answers.
“Who happens to be sitting on top of the most secure building in the world.” you interject.
“But he's not working alone,” Steve says “Zola's algorithm was on the Lemurian Star.”
“So was Jasper Sitwell.” Natasha ends. There’s a moment of silence before Steve asks the next obvious question.
“So, the real question is: how do the two most wanted people in Washington kidnap a Shield officer in broad daylight?”
“The answer is: you don’t.” Sam says, dropping some files on the table and looking at you, you narrow your eyes on him in suspicion when you meet his gaze while Steve picks up the files.
“What is this?” he asks.
“Call it a resume.” he says cryptically as you move behind Steve to look at the files.
“Is this Bakhmala? The Khalid Khandil mission, that was you?” you ask and he nods as Natasha looks at Steve.
“You didn’t say he was a pararescue.” she says, looking at the photo he was holding.
“Is this Riley?” Steve asks Sam.
“Yeah.” Sam confirms.
“I heard they couldn't bring in the choppers because of the RPGs. What did you use, a stealth chute?” Natasha asks him now.
“No,” he says, handing Steve another file “these.”
“I thought you said you were a pilot.” Steve says, a little shocked.
“I never said pilot.” Sam smirks.
“I can't ask you to do this, Sam.” Steve reasons “You got out for a good reason.”
“Dude, Captain America needs my help.” he says, obviously feeling very proud “There's no better reason to get back in.” you snort at his patriotism and he’s smirking again.
“Where can we get our hand on one of these?” you question him.
“The last one is at Fort Meade, behind three guarded gates and a twelve-inch steel wall.” he promptly says and you narrow your eyes at him in suspicion again even if you can't help but grin. Why does he even know that?
Steve looks at Natasha who shrugs and then at you and you nod, so he turns back to Sam. “Shouldn’t be a problem.”
-
You end up getting paired with Sam so you find yourself sitting with him at a cafe near the stairs Sitwell should be coming down any minute now.
“There he is.” you discreetly tell Sam as you see him walking with Senator Stern and a few bodyguards. You watch them talk and then the senator starts walking away.
“Call him now” you tell Sam. Sitwell says something to his guards and when they walk away he answers the phone.
“Agent Sitwell, how was lunch?” Sam says casually “I hear the crab cakes here are delicious.” you giggle and Sam grins at you. 
You can’t hear the other side of the conversation, but can guess what Sitwell asks when Sam says “The good looking guy in the sunglasses with the pretty girl, your ten o'clock” you roll your eyes at Sam and you see Sitwell turn the wrong way.
“Your other ten o’clock. There you go.” he says when he spots you two. Sam raises his glass at him while you simply wave at Sitwell.
You can see his lips moving while talks and then Sam says, “You're gonna go around the corner, to your right. There's a grey car, two spaces down. The three of us are gonna take a ride.”
He says something else and Sam answers with “Because that tie looks really expensive, and I'd hate to mess it up.” you smirk as you see him look down at the red spot on his tie and then look around him, clearly panicking.
“Consider him convinced.” you tell Sam as you both make your way to the car and he laughs.
Once you enter the vehicle, Sitwell in the back seat, his eyes almost pop out of his skull when he finally recognizes you.
“Agent YLN?!” he all but yells.
“Sir.” you say sarcastically, saluting him.
-
You get to the building Steve and Nat are in and escort Sitwell to the top of the stairs while Sam suits up.
“All yours, Captain.” you tell him, shoving Sitwell towards him. 
Steve pushes him aggressively through the door to the roof. “Tell me about Zola’s algorithm.”
“Never heard of it.”
“What were you doing on the Lemurian Star?” Steve tries.
“I was throwing up, I get seasick.” you try to hide a smirk, you have to give it to him, dude is funny.
Steve keeps pushing him until he’s on the edge of the roof, but Sitwell simply smiles. “Is this little display meant to insinuate that you're gonna throw me off the roof? Because it's really not your style, Rogers.”
“You’re right. It’s not.” Steve says calmly as he straightens the agent’s suit, then nods toward Natasha. “It’s hers.”
He stands aside and Nat simply kicks Sitwell and he goes down screaming.
“Oh wait, what about that girl from accounting, Laura…?” Natasha trails off, and you think of who she could be talking about.
“Lilian” Steve corrects her “Lip piercing, right?” she nods.
“Oh yeah” you say when you place her “She’s cute” you add, looking at Steve.
“Yeah, I’m not ready for that.” He simply says and you roll your eyes and share a look with Natasha.
You suddenly see Sam flying up towards the roof with his Falcon jet-pack, holding Sitwell and then throwing him on the roof. “That’s cool” you say quietly as you get closer to Sitwell.
He holds his hands up in fear, then starts talking. “Zola's algorithm is a program...for choosing Insight's targets!”
“What targets?” Steve says.
“You!” He yells “A TV anchor in Cairo, the Undersecretary of Defense, a high school valedictorian in Iowa city. Bruce Banner, Stephen Strange, anyone who's a threat to HYDRA! Now, or in the future.”
“The Future?” you’re all thinking the same thing “How could it know?” Sitwell simply laughs.
“How could it not? The 21st century is a digital book. Zola taught HYDRA how to read it.” You all look at him while frowning in confusion “Your bank records, medical histories, voting patterns, e-mails, phone calls, your damn SAT scores. Zola's algorithm evaluates people's past to predict their future.”
“And what then?” Steve says, worry all over his face.
“Oh, my God.” Sitwell says, more to himself while looking at the ground “Pierce is gonna kill me.”
“What then?!” you all but yell, your patience running out fast.
“Then the Insight Helicarriers scratch people off the list.” He looks back up at Steve before finishing. “A few million at a time.”
You all look at each other, the same worry written on all your faces. This is definitely not good.
-
You’re all in Sam’s car directed towards the Triskelion while Sitwell’s still freaking out. “HYDRA doesn’t like leaks.”
“Then why don't you try sticking a cork in it.” Sam answers from the driver's seat and you snort in amusement, before trying for the millionth time to get more comfortable.
“Why do I have to sit in the middle?” you almost whine, meeting Steve’s eyes in the rearview mirror and pouting like a child while he glares at your antics.
“Insight's launching in sixteen hours,” Natasha says, leaning into you to look at Steve, completely ignoring your little temper tantrum. “we're cutting it a little bit close here.”
“I know.” Steve says “We'll use him to bypass the DNA scans and access the Helicarriers directly.”
“What?! Are you crazy?” If you thought he was freaking out before. “That is a terrible, terrible idea-”
He gets interrupted by a thud in the roof then a hand breaks through the window on Sitwell’s side and throws him into the next lane where he gets hit by a truck, instantly killing him. 
You have no time to process anything as the person on the roof starts shooting, narrowly missing you and Natasha as you both move to the front of the car, Nat on Steve’s lap and you on Sam’s. 
Steve pulls the brake handle, and the person gets thrown down onto the street.
“That’s a cool move” you say while you see the Winter Soldier slide to a stop with his metal hand and then get up.
“Seriously?” Sam glares at you.
“I’m just saying-” you cut yourself off when you turn to face Sam, seeing an armored truck coming towards you. 
A second later the vehicle that you’re now sure is being used by the STRIKE team smashes into the back of Sam’s car and pushes it, you can feel Sam holding tight onto your waist at the impact and you can see Natasha dropping her gun. 
The Winter Soldier jumps back onto the car and you all look up, Sam pushes the brakes, but a metal hand smashes through the windshield and you let out a high pitch scream as you hold onto Sam tighter, burying your face in his neck to protect your face from the glass as the steering wheel gets pulled out of the car.
You can hear Sam scream “Shit!” then Natasha finally gets a hold of her gun and starts shooting at the roof but the Winter Soldier jumps onto the vehicle behind you that taps the back of your car sending it towards the divider on the road. 
Steve holds on to the car door and yells “Hang On!”
Natasha holds onto him and he grabs Sam while you hold onto Sam as if your life depended on it, which it kind of does, his hold on you just as tight. 
Somehow Steve breaks open the door and you all slide through the street as Sam’s car flies through the air, the truck with the Winter Soldier on top of it going a bit further before stopping.
You and Sam slip from the door and roll on the street while Natasha and Steve stay on it and slip closer to the bad guys.
Before you can comprehend what’s happening you get pulled behind a car by Sam, bullets flying towards you. 
You barely register Natasha hiding behind the car next to you before Sam’s pulling you further away to hide behind another car. Once they stop shooting at you and Sam, you take a minute to catch your breath.
“Thank you” you tell him and he turns your way.
“Anytime” he says, then he chances a look towards the armed guys before turning back to you. “Ready?”
You nod, and as you both discreetly make your way closer to them you silently hand a tactical knife to Sam and then take one out for yourself.
As you get closer you hear the Winter Soldier order the others in Russian to find Steve while he takes care of Nat, then he easily jumps off the bridge onto a car. 
Damn. He may be lethal but it’s impressive what he can do.
The others use ice axes with ropes to rappel down and then start shooting the bus that Steve fell into. 
As the last two agents are about to jump down, you and Sam sneak up behind them. You stab one of them while Sam cuts the gun strap of the other and then kicks him down the bridge. 
You look towards Sam a little shocked but he merely nods and then the both of you bring your attention back to the street below and proceed to help take out the guys shooting at Steve.
“Go, we got this!” Sam yells down when Steve looks up and sees you shooting the guys that are now focused on both of you and not the Captain. So he takes the opportunity to run after the Winter Soldier.
Just as you finish shooting the last guy, you see an explosion coming from the direction Steve just ran to and you share a worried glance with Sam.
“Let’s go.” he says and you don’t need to be told twice.
You follow him to his car where he manages to open the trunk and get his wings then he puts them on before turning back to you and putting his hands on your waist. “You better hold on”
You barely have time to put your arms around his neck and he’s taking flight “I don’t like this!” you yell in his ear and can hear him chuckling.
You get closer to them just in time to see a now maskless Winter Soldier aim his gun at Steve, the idiot frozen for some reason. 
“Let go!” you tell Sam and he does, basically throw your on the supersoldier assassin. Not the best plan, but you get him away from Steve.
When you get up and see the face of the Soldier, your eyes widen in shock as you recognize the soldier from the numerous black and white photos you've seen of the Howling Commandos.
“Sergeant Barnes?” you say, but his face has no recognition of the name.
He stops for merely a second to glance at Steve behind you before bringing his gun up again, but before he can shoot there���s a sound behind you. You duck instinctively and then a car near the sergeant blows up.
You look behind you and see Natasha with Barnes’ gun leaning on a car, Steve’s face as shocked as you feel. When you turn back around where the soldier was, he’s already gone.
The four of you get surrounded pretty quickly, Rumlow’s stupid face coming into view as he screams at Steve to drop the shield and get on his knees, kicking Steve’s leg and then yours as you’re next to him now.
“You made the wrong choice, Agent.” he tells you and you roll your eyes.
“Shut the fuck up, Rumlow.” He presses his gun against your head and almost growls, annoyed that even with a big ass gun pointed at you you’re not even a little bit afraid of him. 
His attention gets taken off of you when he looks up to a news helicopter and then the idiot holding Steve Rogers at gunpoint and says, “Put the gun down. Not here. Not here!” 
Rollins finally puts his gun down and then they take you, Steve, Sam and a bleeding Natasha into custody.
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