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support · 2 years ago
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ruetaro · 24 minutes ago
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i am slowly realizing that a lot of my drafts are essentially fic outlines. i really wanna make them into full stories, but im so slow at writing ahhhhh help
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starry-sage · 3 hours ago
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Wish i wasn’t so insecure
I’m glad my bf is comfortable enough to admit other girls are pretty but something abt joking around abt him only using my body and he just went
“If that was true, there are a lot of other bodies out there.”
Makes it seem like not only is my body not good enough to use but also that others have a better body than me
And when he agreed to that… damn… he even knows abt my ED and body dysmorphia
I know I’m just being overly sensitive but I can’t help but dwell on this
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skogenflicka · 5 hours ago
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#just followed my best friend from hs on insta and like I love her but damn she sure has some views#like I KNEW this in high school we literally had a debate about this issue at lunch once in like junior year but i guess she hasn’t changed#her views and like she’s entitled to them and on the whole she’s a very understanding and accepting person but she is very religious#and bc of that she is quite conservative on some things which is. yeah 😐#like it doesn’t make her a bad person at all but sometimes you know what someone thinks about a certain issue and you just 😐 ok#(the issue in question is abortion she’s pro-life and has been since hs I’m pro-choice and have been since hs)#(and like in this regard it’s like. you have to see that abortion is often medically necessary and even if not the conscious#living breathing person should have a choice in regards to their own body)#it wasn’t even on her acc i saw her in a picture on her friend’s account through her followers of them holding pro-life signs 😐#at some school thing or whatever#at least she’s always been very accepting of lgbt people and like nothing changed at all in our friendship when I came out as a lesbian#to her in junior year + if anything we only got closer after that (and I literally sobbed the entire time I told her lol bc I was so afraid)#like her two closest friends in hs (myself and our one other friend who I don’t think either of us is friends with. I certainly am not)#were lesbians and she knew that and it didn’t make a difference once she knew#and I’m very grateful for that but it makes me feel. idk weird. knowing she’s still very conservative on some issues#don’t rb please I just wanted to get this out bc I’m seeing her tomorrow and I don’t want it to show#like she’s very good about having open conversations about things and listening like she’s not aggressive about her views at all#unlike some people#but whatever 😐
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shakeninmyplace · 5 hours ago
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Food log - 06.14.21
fasted: 26 hrs 11 mins
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dinner:
homemade chicken tenders - ~185
~1.5 cups of bowtie pasta w/ homemade basil pesto - ~300??
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exercise (work):
standing (5 hrs) - ~480
serving + cleaning - ~50
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total: 485 - 530 = -45
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negatives today!! hard to count my calorie intake when the foods im made to eat are homemade so im guessing/rounding up on some things compared to the amount ive actually eaten just to be safe
tomorrow my coworkers are having another peda but this time its gonna be at a different guys house who has a POOL and i HATE that i just had pasta bc i feel so fucking bloated so im rly gonna try to not eat until then so i can shrink down as much as i can -- just hate that i sabotaged myself again and im probably gonna wear a shirt or something if i go swimming at all :(
but!! 26 hr fast!!! longest ive done in a while!!!! good way to get back on track overall!! trying to look up bc if i lose hope then i lose control
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lesbiau · 10 hours ago
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started thinking ab my hernia and lo u get symptoms brains r fuckin stupid
#hiatal hernia#look im going to physio tomorrow anyway for my shoulder#n i wanted to see if he could help me with my becoming auper fit again#bc idk if my core is in the right place for some exercises bc my hypermobility and i get like#stomach wind feom exercises and i just wanna make sure im doing moves right#i was hyper fit before i knew i had this and i just got mild symptoms#but like thinking of how to say it and thinking ab it like i can feel it and i get this awkward chest feeling#n im nervous ab talking to him bc half the med community seem to think u have a hernia u cant exercise at all#or u cant do anything vigorous i mean#and i just dont want him to relegate me to walking forever#bc i know i can so more but its almost knowing ab it and my anxiety ab it makes it worse#bc i know i had it when i worked out all the time before#i just wanna get pro help to build up my core so i dont feel paranoid that im like ripping my chest open when i tense my core to work out#its hard to explain im aware its the least relatable thing ever to some people to like LOVE exercise vut i rly do#and i was so fit before and i just dont feel like myself at all#especially aince i hurt my shoulder and slowed down my getting back into it#just going to physio anyway it feels like im meant to ask and its something i should get some advice on yaknow#just please please dont tell me ill never lift weights again like buddy I wasn't even lifting heavy before i lifted light just a lit yaknow#its a totally different tension#just tell me if im posturally doing core work like a normal person even though all my joints wanna be hyperextended#so i can work out the right way#this is so dumb but ill just be crushed if i have to hear this again like#if u read this far im slipping u tongue rn i just needed to vent i cant wait to be buff again ill litrally carry u over the threshold#❤️❤️❤️
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slutty-femme · 12 hours ago
Its legit terrifying to hear antis blame doctors who perform abortions for abortions. Don't these evil fucks know that EXACT THOUGHT PROCESS LEAD TO 2 DIFFERENT DOCTORS BEING GUNNED DOWN BY ANTICHOCIERS?!?! Not to mention one was killed on the way to church while the other was gunned down in his own home, as well as his wife. They have blood on their hands and have already commited murder in cold blood. Fuck them for saying that, it wil just lead to more doctors being murdered, which im sure is what they want.
yep. not to mention all the attacks on clinics that have resulted in injuries or deaths and were all committed by people who are a part of movement that claims to “fight for the right to life”.
it is absolutely astounding how oblivious or just plain stupid they all are.
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stvcxzzw · 16 hours ago
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tw: ed, body image
i tried to fast as long as possible but then my gf told me to eat, I ate two bowls of salad, four crackers and some cheese
I'm scared cause my mom's home and she want me to eat
i hate myself
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sxmford · 19 hours ago
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omg i calculated everything on pigly and if i stick to this diet for a year- then i’ll be my ugw by next june!!!  that’s so exciting omg.  and that’s just eating 1200 calories a day.  i usually aim for 700!!  not to mention the fast days.  and usually my cheat days only go a little over 2000, which my body burns most off so!!  omg this is so achievable :D!!  <3  this is enough motivation to go through with today’s fasting
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rawryeonjun · 20 hours ago
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I made a kpop playlist thats 2:03:27 minutes so ill always know how long i dance, and i make sure its over 2 hours instead of random dance plays where sometimes idk the dance, and im gonna walk maybe 3 or 4 miles later skinny here i come~
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wannabeshortshake · 22 hours ago
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i just want a sharp jawline, my nose to look smaller, a flat stomach and to have a pretty midriff, to be able to wear thigh highs without them looking ugly (or not fitting), to wear skirts and look cute, to be able to wear sundresses and look like a fairy, to wear my hair up and look sophisticated rather than messy, to wear my underwear and bikinis and look beautiful and not ugly.
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rawryeonjun · a day ago
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My gf got mad at me today for talking about how txt starves themselves and it upsets me and shes like "its normal there how dont you get that??" And its like....i know that but i dont want them going through the same shit i do, idk it just hurt her getting mad for voiceing a concern for someone, am i overreacting??
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returntosickness · a day ago
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Sorry for all my posts being about this today but honestly everyone just keeps commenting about weight and saying the most triggering shit and it’s really overwhelming. Like I’m already stressed enough talking to people after being isolated so long, then everyone just seems hellbent on giving me a panic attack over my weight. :(
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returntosickness · a day ago
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Moms friend telling me about how much weight her daughter lost recently LIKE I GET IT YOUVE TOLD ME 8 TIMES STOP TALKING ABOUT HER THIGH GAP IDC
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returntosickness · a day ago
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I will never even hint at insecurity regarding weight around my irls cause people literally don’t know how to talk about that subject without being so triggering and saying something that I will think about for years. Without fail someone will make a comment that will make me cry that night like I just don’t understand how the general population is so horrible at handling this subject delicately.
And don’t get me started on sharing anything about my ED bc the one time I did I realized no one really understands. My friend literally said ‘I saw you eat cake on your birthday and I thought you were doing better’ 😭 like yeah girl I ate a lot of cake cause that’s all I ate that day and that also has nothing to do with my mental state.
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thin-soulless · a day ago
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I hate that I can't purge. My mom just casually wakes up and goes "my stomach feels upset, I'm going to make myself throw up."
I'm sitting here like, damn must be nice.
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thin-soulless · a day ago
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Okay I'm going to attempt a 3 day fast since I had a HUGE binge yesterday and feel like complete shit rn. I just need to lie my ass off to my parents and tell them I'm too sick to eat or something.
Wish me luck.
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rawryeonjun · 2 days ago
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Me: plz dont touch my fat while we cuddle
Gf: *proceeds to anyways cause she didnt hear me* oh wow baby youve lost so much weight
Me: *knowing shes lying cause im still in the 200s and disgusting*......... thanks.....
I FEEL GROSS AND I FEEL LIKE SHES LYING I ALMOST CRIED😔😔
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