#NOT ok to rb

[starrysharks]

halftone experimentation with the nurse

#zeno's art #wip #not ok to rb #velvet kuragari #gloomy nurse kuragari #magical girl ward #(btw im contemplating renaming MGW to 'misery syndrome' or 'misery syndrome girl'... lmk what u think....)

[gorkaya-trava]

actually I feel very empty now. as if it was someone from my family who was killed. I know that he wasn't our last hope, there still are good people here, but I wouldn't become who I am now without him and his words. it's a very bittersweet feeling to see how many people leave flowers for him on monuments to the victims of repression. I'm gonna go leave something for him too

#I still can't believe it to be honest #ofc I knew it would happen sooner or later but still. #I know he wasn't perfect and he had said many problematic things before but at least he WAS here #and this fucking government killed him because it was afraid of him #I hope putin dies tomorrow #not ok to rb

[nb-bottombitch]

got to see my Alpha last week and he handmade me an everyday wear collar pendant (I have sensitive skin and he wanted me to put it on a chord I already own to make sure my skin doesn't get damaged) and it's my fav color and he incorporated my life passion and work and uh 🥺🫠🥹😭 I'm so blown away

#personal #not okay to reblog #not ok to rb #//feel free to send asks about it tho!! just personal i dont want ppl to reblog it #d/s dynamic

[tbelchers]

today i have to say goodbye to my sweet boy copper. he has cancer that’s spread all over his body and it’s inoperable and untreatable. i’ve spent most of this week crying and probably will continue to do so. thank you copper for always being The Only Boy in My World and for keeping me here with you ♥️

#not ok to rb #ramblings #personal

[manlymothman]

sigh

#WARNING WARNING: BIG VENT INCOMING!!!! FEEL FREE TO SKIP/IGNORE!!!!!!! #anyway #recently fully realized n started to accept the fact that im schizophrenic #i mean. ive known for years by now but its just a few days ago hit me JUST how serious this is #just how much this has is and will affect my life #looking into the negative symptoms has made so many things make so much sense #and its. kind of overwhelming #mmmm. idk. #this is. gonna be difficult. to deal with. #thankfully i have wonderful friends who are incredibly accepting and have done all they can to make my feel comfortable with myself #i couldntve asked for better people in my life #uhm. anyway. #i think. i will now get some things that ive been dismissing #things that ive just been putting off #for really no other reason than... i didnt have the energy to do anything about it #which i will be working on!!! #hopefully that gets better and easier with time. #not ok to rb #personal #vent #rant #klown thoughts

[the-government-man]

am i doomed to become him am i slolwy turning into him am i becoming a carbon copy of what he was and will i be just as bad i dont know know i dont know

#not ok to rb

[maplecaster]

in highschool they called me Johnny 2085435780865 piece because they cut me into 2085435780865 pieces

#vent #not ok to rb #do not rb #personal #private

[cyberneticlagomorph]

Chromatovores

• Literally "color eaters"

• An enigmatic species of magical creatures that consume color, as well as ink and on rare occasions light

• Nobody knows where they came from, but a general theory is that they're like the universe's white blood cells that have started attacking things they really shouldn't

• Chromatovores are ancient, they've been around since the beginning and will likely still be here after all the stars have burned out and there is nothing left but seething blackness and void

• They resemble long many legged serpents, but that's the only similarities between individuals, some have heads like leeches, or blunt crocodile heads, serrated beaks, or eyeless faces. Spikes, frills, feathers, scales, or bare gelatinous flesh. But always have mouths full of endless sharp teeth of various sizes

• Chromatovores are largely translucent or transparent, with occasional white markings in the form of false eyes or stripes

• Their organs and bones are completely visible from the outside

• Their blood is clear, but shimmers with rainbow iridescence like oil, it's also highly corrosive and smells very much like industrial cleaners

• Chromatovores can stick to most surfaces like geckos

• There is no upper limit to how big a Chromatovore can get so long as it has enough food available

• They breed asexually, producing clusters of slimy translucent eggs that they affix to the walls or undersides of damp areas

• Chromatovore larvae are not cared for by their parents and can fend for themselves almost immediately, they're occasionally mistaken for newts or axolotls

• They're Frighteningly Intelligent, but incapable of speaking any known language. They can however laugh like people.

• When a chromatovore eats, they sink their teeth into their prey like vampires and suck out all the color, leaving their victims white, gray, or in very extreme circumstances completely nonexistent

• Sometimes victims can continue living after their colors are gone, but most often than not, they die shortly afterwards

• Pigment is important for organic creatures, like chlorophyll in leaves, or iron in blood. So removing it has nasty consequences

• Chromatovores are plagues upon artists, Archivists and librarians as they will consume the text from books if left unchecked

• Chromatovores will consume the colors from Stained Glass and gems, and even the light from stars if they're big and bold enough

• But galactic threat level Chromatovores haven't been seen in many millenia

• After feeding, a Chromatovore will "wear" the colors it has eaten until they've been digested and the creature is "blank" again

• Some Chromatovores seem to have favorite colors and will hunt for those specifically

#ooc #loredump #not ok to rb

[catoscloves]

❤🖤

#mineselfies #not ok to rb

[bakerolivias-archived]

fun fact i have a face and i like how i did my hair sooooo

#face tag #self tag #uhm what else #annapersonal** #not ok to rb

[shiyro]

➺ Sumia/Sumi | Nonbinary Queer AroAce Spec | They/He/She | 26

➺ This is a side blog all interactions come from my main @/terusai

➺ I don't mind sharing f/o's! And I've been selfshipping since about the end of 2021!

➺ My DNI and f/o list and such can be found on my carrd!

➺ Thanks for reading this pinned post! I hope we can be friends ❤️

#pinned #sumia.txt #selfship #self ship #selfshipping #self shipping #selfshipper #self shipper #f/o community #s/i community #selfship community #self ship community #self shipping community #selfshipping community #self shipper community #selfshipper community #not ok to rb

[rockstarpetrichor]

It's times like this that I really hate being polyamorous. He knows, so I really shouldn't be worried, but I don't know how to broach the topic with him without making it seem that he's not enough. I love him so, so dearly and I'm terrified to lose him. I am NOT going to get into a relationship with ANYONE before talking to him and receiving his consent first. If he says that he doesn't want me to, I won't. It's as simple as that. My fear is that I'll plant a seed of insecurity in him; that I don't love him as much as I say I do, that he's not enough, that I need something else. I don't. I feel so selfish for liking someone else at the same time as him. There's nothing that I can do about having feelings for more than one person, but I will not hesitate to put it aside for him. Relationships are a series of communication, boundaries, and compromises. For them to be healthy, all of these things must exist. What's difficult for me is finding the proper words to communicate.

#vent #not ok to rb #polyamory #feel free to give advice i guess #if anyone sees this

[messy-does-cosmology]

I find the J*hnny D*pp thing so triggering. It's like watching a real-time version of second-opinion bias, with the added fact that Amber hasn't had her turn to make her case yet, and also that he's really unlikely to win, making me feel like he is literally just dragging her back into court to torture her and destroy her reputation. She didn't want this. She won their divorce settlement, she won the case in the UK, she has won literally every case he has brought against her to torment her, and you guys are still out here armchair diagnosing her with psychopathy and saying that all her evidence is fake but all his is real? The hot-lipped truth of it is that one thing that is definitely real are the texts where J talks about r wording her. No, he didn't get the r wording bit from Monty Python. That's just his own "sense of humour". We can't know for sure what happened in their marriage, but I will never watch anything with J in again because I think he's disgusting, and I think based on the findings of the courts so far, he is guilty as sin.

#I'm drunk #Literally don't come here and fight with me because I will literally cry #You are all so stupid. #Delete later #Not OK to rb

[butchfalin]

the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

#yeehaw #1k #5k #10k #posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours? #also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that! #unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference #edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense #also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags #1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now #he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic #2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign #like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock #3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing #it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is #extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once #it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life #i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about #Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect #if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it #aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week

[spiderversegf]

i want to be a sweet and friendly girl but there’s all this anxiety. and the horrors

#🍜 #ok to rb

[letmebegaytodd]

tragedy enjoyers when even good intentions lead to ruin

#we love to see it #ok to rb