#NEVER GET TO EAT MY FAVE ICE CREAM EVER AGAIN

[darkficsyouneveraskedfor]

Unexpected 29

Sequel to Unsolicited

Warnings: non/dubcon, pregnancy, car sex, Lloyd being the worst, and other dark elements. My username actually says you never asked for any of this.

My warnings are not exhaustive but be aware this is a dark fic and may include potentially triggering topics. Please use your common sense when consuming content. I am not responsible for your decisions.

As usual, I would appreciate any and all feedback. I’m happy to once more go on this adventure with all of you! Thank you in advance for your comments and for reblogging.

“Marion Lloyd Hansen,” Dottie stops before her son, “I can’t believe you. You leave for darn near a month and you come back looking like a hog’s ass.”

“Ma, I’m sorry, I had to work–”

“Had to work, you got a wife and a baby on the way. You got her all alone here, doing all the work by herself,” she wags her finger at him, nearly scratching his nose with her acrylic, “You ain’t leavin’ again, me and your father got a life to go back to. Marcia said she’s done chasin’ around chickens.”

“Ma, I know and I really am sorry.”

“Don’t apologise to me, you keep apologisin’ to that lady,” she flicks her finger in your direction, “she matters the most right now. And the little one.”

“Ma,” Lloyd slides forward, hugging his ribs as he grunts and stands, leaning to his left, “I’m gonna do everything I can to take care of my daughter, alright?”

“You bet– daughter?” She chokes on her anger, “daughter? Since when did we know this? A girl?”

“Yeah, ma, a girl,” Lloyd grins, “I thought she would’ve broke the news to you.”

“I…I’m sorry,” you add guiltily, balance a bowl of ice cream on your belly as you eat lazily, “I guess I didn’t know how.”

“I’m having a granddaughter!” Dotty grabs Lloyd’s face between her hands and forces him to bend, “by golly!” She kisses him on the mouth with a loud pop, “oh, I better get to knitting then– oh and your daddy and I are already packed. Have been for days, you silly boy.”

She taps his cheek and turns to you, “congratulations, puddin’, I just–” she claps her hands together, “I’m so happy for y’all. Oh, Harlan is gonna lose his mind.”

She titters out as you carve out a bite of mint chip and Lloyd falls back beside you, a loud groan as he holds his shoulder. He whimpers and leans on you, “what flavour?”

“None of your concern, you can’t have none.”

“Is that… pistachio?” He curls his lip.

“Uh, no, gross.”

“Mint chip?” He guesses.

“My fave.”

“That can’t be your favourite.”

“Why not?”

“Because it’s… boring.”

“Well, Marion, you knew I was boring from the start.”

“No, your life was boring,” he winks, “I saved you from that.”

“Pfft, saved,” you shove the spoon in your mouth and roll your eyes. Is that really what he believes?

💎

The house is quiet. It has been of late, even when Dottie and Harlan were still around. You suppose you notice because of him. Because usually when Lloyd is there, it’s anything but.

After a struggle, you’ve migrated to the bed. You hadn’t intended on sticking with him but you’re too tired to go back downstairs and do your usual hour on the treadmill. Even on the lowest setting.

You unstrap the belt and get in next to him as he lays on his back. He grazes his fingers along his stubble and growls. You sit and grab your tablet, thinking of beating your high score. You lean against the headboard as he keeps his eyes shut, slow breaths in and out.

When was it ever this peaceful with the jackass in the house? You don’t trust it. You don’t like the calm because you know it will eventually break.

There’s a tickle on your thigh. His knuckles brush along your skin and his fingertips catch on the loose fabric of your shorts. You click your tongue and focus on the tablet. You’re almost at number one in the tournament.

He pinches the cotton and tugs. You peer over as the victory window pops up with confetti. He watches you with a dimple in his cheek. You squint at him as you feel the heat crawl up the back of your neck.

“Peaches, do you realise, if I wasn’t beat to hell, I’d fuck the life out of you?”

You can’t help but snort. He is the least romantic idiot you know, but still the biggest idiot. You sigh and put the tablet on the night table. You catch his hand and pull it away from your shorts.

“Really?” He gripes.

“Lloyd, we’re both not in the shape for this–”

“You are exactly the shape I want,” he wrestles his hand away from you and puts it on your belly, “I know you like having control, baby, and it’s your perfect opportunity to inflict a bit of pain on daddy. Just like you always wanted.”

You consider him, the tickle that lingers in your leg, the warmth of his palm against your stomach, how he rubs you through your shirt, fingers circling along the fabric. You can never tell if he’s lying but you hardly care now. Don’t think.

You move his hand off your stomach. He watches, an air of disappointment as you rest his hand beside him. You sit forward and tug the back of your shirt up over your head. You swipe it away and turn your legs over the edge. You bounce yourself up to your feet and turn to face the bed.

As you slide your thumbs beneath the elastic, you look at him. He has that dumb, smug expression. You pause.

“Don’t smirk at me like that.”

“I can’t help it,” he tries to straighten his lips, “I… want you so bad.”

You take a breath and push your shorts down. You tear your eyes away. Exposed, naked, swollen. You don’t know how to feel. He says he wants you and there you are, breasts heavy and low, stomach round and rippled with stretch marks.

“Come here, peaches,” he lifts his hand over his crotch, “I’m fucking hurting more than ever.”

You push your knee onto the bed, then the other. You crawl over to him as he struggles to push down his loose pajamas. You help guide them down far enough to free him. He dick bobs up in anticipation. He might not be lying, it sure looks like he wants you.

“Sweet peach, let me warm you up first,” he purrs as he caresses your arm and you look up as he wets his lips, “have a seat.”

“No, I don’t need it,” you wrap your fingers around him, stroking his length as you bring yourself over him.

You straddle him, rubbing his tip along your folds, your arousal spreading with the friction. You drag him back to your entrance and ease down onto him, inch by inch. You hang your head back and let your voice drone out of your lungs.

You bottom out and drop your head forward, planting your hands on his chest. He grunt and lets out a measly whimper. You tilt your hips and let a moan roll up your throat. Fuck. You missed this. Missed the chance to not think. To not feel more than your body.

He whines, a mixture of pain and pleasure, his hand shaking against your thigh. His other feels along your cunt and he finds your clit, swirling over it as you rock against him. You heave as your thighs burn, muscles aching, arm trembling as you build your motion.

“Ah, peaches,” he hisses and clenches his jaw, “fuck that hurts so good.”

You slam your ass down as your legs give out. You move your hips as you drag your nails down his stomach and lean back. You grab onto your calves, supporting yourself as you move your pelvis steadily. He runs his hand over your belly and stretches it along your side, flicking your bud with each thrust.

“Fuck, fuck, fuck,” you puff as you chase the peak, “fuck.

“Yeah, that good baby, that good? You been waiting for this? I know the fuck I have,” he groans, “go on and give daddy a choke, baby.”

You huff and shake your head. He purrs and grabs your hand, leading it up to his neck, urging you on as he keeps his fingers working on your clit. You cry out as the pressure blooms, pulsing deeper and deeper, as you squeeze his throat.

“Just like that,” Lloyd gurgles, “fuck, peaches, you still got it.”

#lloyd hansen #dark lloyd hansen #dark!lloyd hansen #lloyd hansen x reader #drabble #dark drabble #dark!drabbles #series #unexpected #the gray man

[channelinglament]

Eyyy Happy birthday to me <3

Let's pretend that you share birthday with me if it's not your bday today

if you do share it with me, then happy birthday to you too!<33

This is a small birthday special...blurb? Idk

All the gifs were made by @hitechlatte

..............

Raph

Probably was preparing for it for a whole 2 weeks

He got you a gift card, a gift (I think he tried cooking for you but failed and endned up buying you a teddy bear), your fave flowers and of course - Himself.

By that I mean he literally follows you around doing anything with you.

You two probably went to park (or Todd if you like animals/puppies) and lost the track of time. He didn't really let you walk btw

it's your day, whether you celebrate it or not, he's here to make it better <3

It's your special day after all

Leo

I feel like he had a whole plan for the day since first knowing when your bday was.

I think he didn't really sleep

He made Mikey cook, bought you something cool and weird, probably made something himself! Portales you somewhere nowhere, had adventure with you, congratulated you two surviving it, dedicated a whole poem for you and ofcourse- Pizza

He made you a pizza, giant one

Probably made your favorite or just mashed whatever you like to eat together even though it may not go together well

Anything else, like cake - made by Mikey

You too had a crazy day

If you prefer quiet peaceful days, then you two watched shows/played whatever you like to play/ doing your hobby, eating your favorite food, and just enjoyed each other's company.

Basically his gift to you was this amazing memory of this day ☆

Donnie

Same as Leo-

Made you a robot similar to Shelldon, now you have two have 2 kids

Ordered your favorite food

You two played video games! And watched some cool or awful sows to diss on them and laugh at how bad it is.

I also think he asked you what you want and bough you it?

Two words: Lazer tag (?)

You know, like the one where April met Sunita. I think it's called Lazer tag, if not then sorry :")

He wore his purple Hoodia and went playing

You won.

You spent a lot of time together, just chatting and making yourself superior lmao

Best birthday ever lmao (I like winning-)

Mikey

My goodness, he probably is the best when it comes to birthdays-

He cooks all, and I mean ALL your favorite dishes/foods

It doesn't matter that don't go together, you like it? That's all that matters

You can eat ice cream and cake and then pizza and then goulash and etc lmao

You probably visited your favorite places, did your hobbies together (if you're an artist too, you were both doing whatever art you're in for! Or all-)

He probably made you a painting-

I hc that he has a camera memory so he could draw you without you being nearby

That's his gift

One of them-

He probably also made you the "love you like a candy note"

Uhh idk how it's called, but I call it that way-

Basically a journal that compliments you and has a candy attached to you

"You're my only choice, unlike twix" "You don't need snickers to be yourself" "Let's get these bounties done" (yes genshin since it's my birthday and it doesn't matter that I play it rarely)

Probably even sang your fave songs along with you (or himself if you don't like singing)

You two definitely had a slumber party

Fairy Lights, Throw Pillows, Matching Robes, Snacks, Drinks, you name it

You drew on his shell

Fondue: Warm chocolate, fresh strawberries, and soft marshmallows

You can't tell me he won't/can't do that

Sorry if it's a bit ooc

Yet again, happy birthday to me and those who share it with me!

I wish us an amazing day, whether you celebrate it or not. Make a wish, just do it even without the cake

It should work because of the "birthday magic"

Never worked for me, but I like to say it does? It works on any other day for some reason

I am sending you a virtual hug

Here, have some love, 'cuz you're epic ✨️🩵❤🧡💜

#rottmnt x reader #rottmnt #birthday special #birthday #happy birthday #to meeee #it's my brithday today yayyyy #rise of the tmnt #rise x reader #rise of teenage mutant ninja turtles x reader #I love this cute lil gifs ehe #rottmnt birthday special #for me #and you #if you have bday today (or soon) too #happy birthday!

[hisokas-toybox]

Hunter x Hunter characters taking part in a chilli eating contest

This started out as just a Hisoillu headcanon, but then I got carried away imagining all my faves doing this, so enjoy! (Scoville scale I used for reference at the end of the post)

At a fair or something, an enthusiastic employee shoves a flyer into the face of *character* as they walk by. He challenges them to take part in a chilli eating contest, stating that nobody has managed to make it to the end and promising an exciting prize for anyone who can eat the hottest chilli there. Anyone who takes part has to sign a waiver that they understand and consent to the potential risk associated with this challenge and that the fair is not liable for any injuries/sickness caused by the challenge... There is also an ambulance on standby behind the stall, just in case.

Gon - Is under 18 so not allowed to take part for health and safety reasons. If he had been allowed, he wouldn’t have wanted to take part  but would have went for it anyway if someone challenged him (which of course someone would) until he put himself in hospital as our boy does NOT know when to say no to a challenge. Probably best he isn’t allowed to take part.

Killua - Also not allowed to take part due to his age. He is furious about this, what was the point of all his poison immunity training if he can’t even use it??? Would have probably made it to the end and been fine.

Kurapika - Probably the most sensible person out of the entire cast, would be the only one to just refuse to take part. Why would he want to hurt himself without good reason? (If he had taken part, he’d probably have made it to about fatali)

Leorio - My precious idiot. Would hype himself up as ABSOLUTELY capable of the challenge. Would make it to about scotch bonnet level before choking, face red, tears streaming from his eyes. (He’d also forget about having chilli fingers and rub his eyes) Most likely to end up needing that standby ambulance.

Knuckle - Another precious idiot. Would take on the challenge, making himself sound tough but would only get as far as jalapeno before remembering he HATES spicy food and giving up, his mouth tingling but otherwise not harmed.

Shoot - Only took part because Knuckle forced him to. Makes himself get to the Hungarian stage before tapping out just to beat Knuckle. Again his mouth is hot and he’s going to have heartburn for the rest of the day, but nothing too damaging.

Pitou - Intriguied by the challenge, takes a bite of a bell pepper, immediately spits it out, gagging and then leaves disgruntled. They are a cat after all.

Bisky - Would need a lot of persuading, but would take the challenge. She’d make it to a respectable Habanero before admitting defeat. Immediately goes for an entire tub of ice cream after and vows never again.

Chrollo - Is convinced to try it by the rest of the Phantom Troupe (who all tried and failed at various stages). They’re all convinced he can win so he tries. He does well, making it as far as chocolate habanero before bowing out. He acts graceful and like he just got bored and doesn’t need to prove himself, but really? IT BURNS!!!!! He probably has some stolen nen ability that stops serious damage, but he’s not going to have a good time digesting those, may ‘disappear’ for a few days until he can keep solid food down.

Hisoka - Doesn’t just accept the challenge. Is HYPED for it! Breezes through most of the stages, seemingly unimpressed until it gets to around fatali, then he starts enjoying it. And I mean really enjoying it. Inappropriately. It’s really hurting him, but this freak is into that and that’s making everyone else uncomfortable - more so than the peppers ever could. Hisoka breaks a record for being the first person ever to be banned from the fair and is forcibly removed by security before he can complete the challenge. He made it to Trinidad Scorpion. One pepper away from winning the entire challenge. He’s disappointed he wasn’t allowed to finish, but also kind of smug.

Illumi - Not sure why he’s being challenged by this loud annoying stranger. Seems pointless but he takes part anyway (Hisoka convinced him it’d be fun). If Hisoka made people uncomfortable with overreacting to the pain, Illumi makes everyone uncomfortable for the total opposite reason. He has no reaction at all. He climbs gradually up through the Scoville scale looking, if anything, bored. He surpasses Chrollo at chocolate habanero, and keeps going, up and up, until finally! He does it! A record has been broken!!! He ate the famous Carolina Reaper and won the challenge!!! He is showered in confetti and is forced into having his picture taken for the local newspaper. He wins a cash prize and a stupidly oversized pepper plushie as well as a lifetime supply of tabasco sauce and toilet paper... He remains completely stoic throughout the whole thing, not getting what all the fuss is about.When asked how he feels he informs the staff and local reporters that He is completely fine, why wouldn’t he be?  And when asked what his secret is, if he’d trained for this challenge at all beforehand?  He explains he’s trained for worse his whole life and compared to arsenic, peppers barely even tingle. When he asks if he can leave now, everyone is quietly relieved, not quite sure what to make of this strange man.

#Hunter X Hunter #hxh #Gon #Killua #Leorio #Kurapika #Hisoka #Illumi #Chrollo #Knuckle #Shoot #Pitou #Bisky #headcanons #mine

[purplesurveys]

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How long has it been since you moved out of the house you grew up in?    I haven't moved out.

What color shirt are you wearing?    It's light purple.

The last time you ate leftovers, what was it that you were eating?    I think it's been a while since I have a terrible habit of keeping leftovers and then never coming back for them ever again... BUT OH I think it was a double cheeseburger from McDonald's? sometime earlier this week. I still have a handful of other paper bags in the fridge that I need to get to soon.

What was the last flavor of ice cream you ate?   I had Aice's coffee popsicle when we went to Tanay over the weekend which I was super stoked about since it's my favoriteeeeeeeeeee and I haven't had the chance to have it since 2021 ehehehe. I must have finished it in 5 minutes and chewed my way through the ice cream for the most part lol.

Do you regret anything you've done in the last 24 hours, and if so, what?    Not charging my laptop last night because I had to painstakingly migrate from one outlet to another today, given that I was out all day for work.

What is your favorite type of soup? 🍜    Miso soup, mushroom soup, and this last one is more stew than soup but I love kimchi jjigae.

When was the last time you saw a beautiful sunset? 🌅    It's honestly been ages. I haven't had the time to pause and simply watch a sunset happen and silently soak in those few minutes in a while. The last time may have been all the way back in June when my friends and I had dinner on a tiny cruise boat in Bangkok.

What is your favorite song at the moment?    Cult of Personality by Living Colour for reasons that anyone who even slightly follows wrestling would know, haha.

What is your favorite board that you've made on Pinterest?    I'm not that deep into Pinterest to have boards. I only ever use it for quick searches when I need certain pegs for work Powerpoints.

Do you get on Facebook or Instagram more?    I'm on the Reels tab on Instagram more frequently than I would like to admit, lol. I'm connected to more people on Facebook but it's also still more boring, so when I'm on there I typically just look at the first 10, 15 posts on my feed to see what people are talking about then already close the app.

What color is your favorite sweater?    I don't have a favorite sweater.

What are three things people would never guess about you just by looking at the photos you post on social media?    I don't talk to my brother; I don't know how to ride a bicycle; I was deep into the British YouTuber invasion of the early-mid 2010s.

What is one thing you have too much of?    Right now that would be boxes of my fave coconut-scented reed diffuser but that's only because that's what I got my workmates this Christmas and I have yet to wrap them and give them out, haha.

What was the last thing you ate or drank that was blue raspberry-flavored? It must've been months or years now; raspberry is definitely not something I encounter a lot.

What are three of your favorite scents?    Vanilla, anything that's being baked, and apparently coconut.

What was the last flavor of tea you drank? ☕️    Lemon.

When was the last time you wore your hair in a fishtail braid?    Almost exactly a year ago.

What is one annoying thing your computer does?    I'm so attached to this laptop and it's my baby that I don't even have the heart to say anything bad about it lol. It's extremely slow and the 10 hour battery life has turned into 1 hour in the last six years and it barely has any storage left and has stopped becoming eligible for updates, but IT'S MY BABY DAMMIT.

What type of fruit do you eat the most?    I avoid fruits.

How often do you go out to eat?    Once or twice a month, I would say.

What would your dream wedding dress look like? 👰‍♀️    I'm too lazy to describe anything in detail as it is 10:30 PM and I'm too tired from work lololol but I would love anything that'd channel Audrey Hepburn. Something that'd be able to accentuate the waist with verrrrrrry subtle sleeves and a quiet yet elegant train that doesn't try to steal attention.

Which fall flavor do you prefer: pumpkin spice or apple cinnamon?    Pumpkin spice. Got to try the Starbucks drink when they were randomly giving out pumpkin spice free samples and I came out of that store a changed and converted woman.

What is the most annoying thing about your life right now?    All other PR/ad agencies are going on shutdown by the end of this week and my fuckin workplace isn't starting ours until next Friday.

Which holiday treat do you like better: candy corn or conversation hearts? Candy corn I guess, but I'm not a big candy person to begin with so eh.

What is your favorite apple-flavored treat?    Chewy candies, like Mentos.

What are you counting down the days to right now, if anything?    Our office shutdown. I'm so excited for it that I've started to stop exerting 100% effort at work lol.

What was the last book you read about?    It's an autobiography.

Have you been daydreaming a lot lately about a scenario you wish would happen?  I've been dreaming about it a lot, frustratingly enough.

What are three of your favorite things about camping? ⛺️    I've never gone camping before.

If you could choose what month to be born in, what month would you have chosen as your birth month, and why?    My birth month has never really been an issue to me and I wouldn't change it even if I could.

...and what is your actual birth month?    April.

What are three of your favorite things to do on a rainy day? 🌧️    If I had it my way I'd turn on the aircon, make my room as dark as possible, and take a long nap.

Would you rather eat strawberries 🍓 or watermelon 🍉?    Neither.

Do you prefer smoothies or milkshakes? 🍹    Milkshakes.

Do you prefer hamburgers 🍔 or hot dogs 🌭?    Burgers.

When was the last time you felt nauseous?    I had the most awful motion sickness last Monday.

What was the last thing you ate that made you feel nauseous?    The bagnet and bone marrow dish I had two weeks ago didn't necessarily make me feel nauseous but it did give me awful heartburn.

Do you enjoy going to your local county fair?    We don't have one in my city.

How far away do you live from the place where you were born?    I'd say it's a 1.5-2 hr car ride.

Do you prefer zebra print or cheetah print?  Cheetah.

[icysab]

hihi!! may i req an enha matchup? :)

I'm a Gemini sun, Aquarius moon, and Gemini rising, and a Gemini Venus (yikes) INTP, 5'4, I have red and black hair 🤭. I have a cat. His name is bibble! 🥹 I consider myself an introvert so I'm more on the quiet side and I tend to give off almost like a standoffish vibe with people I'm not close with but when I get comfortable I think I come off as more cute and bubbly? (idk that's what my friends say hehe). I'm a fashion student so I consider myself a creative person. I have lots of hobbies such as sewing, drawing, dancing, going to the gym, and listening to music. My style kinda depends on my mood tbh but I tend to wear darker clothing (grungy with some goth influences) that can range from baggy clothes to like super tiny mini skirts. I think I dress mostly tomboyish most of the time but I can dress super feminine again depending on my mood hehe. My ideal type is someone mature, caring, hard-working, and goal-oriented. HEAVY ON THE GOAL ORIENTED. My love language is words of affs, quality time, and I think gifts. I'm not a clingy person in general but in relationships, I think I'd be a bit clingy and almost possessive but like in secret?? (like in a good way I swear 😭). I have a dry and dark sense of humor but I think I'm generally a funny person tbh. My fave love tropes are enemies to lovers and like childhood best friends/ best friends to lovers. I'm very much a hopeless anti-romantic (yikes). I've never been in a proper relationship but if I were to go on a date I'd like to do maybe a fun activity and end the night just driving around or talking over ice cream or something wholesome like that 😭.

TYSM!!!!! I hope you have a good rest of your day/ night!! (BTWW I think love this concept of matchups are so so cute so tysm for taking the time to do them!!! <3)

you are SO. NIKI. CODED. istg it’s so rare that i match people up with niki because i just feel like there aren’t many people who would fit well with him? but you are acc the most niki person i’ve ever experienced. literally the first time i read this i kept saying niki louder and louder in my head.

i could totallyyy see him taking you on rlly spontaneous dates like going to get convenience store ice cream late at night and sitting at the park and eating it together and just giggling about whatever, talking abt ur futures together, etc. he’d protect you too if there was anyone creepy walking around 🥹🥹🥹

#sabs matchups <3 #kpop matchups #enhypen matchup #enhypen niki

[hyunverse]

ik it’s so embarrassing 💔💔 i remember that week being not the best so maybe i was just emotional in general ?? idek 😭. i also cry over fluff more than angst. i read angst when i’m like at a rly low point bc it’s almost kinda comforting ……. idk dw bae i sound insane rn too ! we pretty much have the same favorite cereal bc if i had to choose i’d get the chocolate rice crispy ones (or honey nut cheerios) and i LOVEEEE milo. my nana from australia always sends it over and it’s delishhhh. so nostalgic. YES spanakopita is life, it is so so so so good. lmk what you and your mom end up getting ^_^ that sounds so fun i love eating w ppl

ITS THE HYUNE BODY ROLLING SO TRUE. i like when he dances with short sleeves or sleeveless tops bc the arm muscles just make me 🙃🙃🙃🙃🙃 insane !!! i’ve been wanting to watch a new movie so maybe i’ll watch howl now ^_^ i’ve heard a TON about it and i think you just fully convinced me hehe. do you have any other movie or show recs ?? i’m not a big movie or show person but im tryingggg to watch more stuff so tell me any of your faves

oh yea i could slander america as a professional job. like don’t get me wrong i’m extremely grateful to live somewhere where i can get a good education and just like survive but at the same time … i’m barely surviving ?? all our money goes to stuff that doesn’t even benefit us ??? idk man i’ll keep going if i don’t stop myself BUT YES PLS all the mcflurries 🙏🏼. possible unpopular opinion but oreo mcflurry dipped in fries = chefs kiss. it’s an underrated combo fr

i would pay MONEYYYY to experience one skz dance practice but hyunjins alone oh my oh my oh myyyyy. i don’t think i’d survive, his clinging would be ineffective bc i’d just be 🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠. smth about the way he dances just GAHHH. YES CONFIDENT MISCHIEVOUS LITTLE YONGBOK he’s so cute 😭😭😭😭 i love his korean name it’s adorable

i watched the live when i woke up this am and it was the cutest thing ever <///3. felix looked so bf and i swear the There music video made it WORSEE. the parasocial vibes rly smacked me in the face and said grace u need to wake up and accept you can’t have these men 😔

spamming once again gahhhh can u tell i’m bored <///3. im stuck inside for another day bc nyc is having a rly bad snow storm rn and it’s torturous lol. as much as i love being in my bed all day, it gives me a raging headache every timeeeee

- 🐈‍⬛ kisses 4 uuuuu i hope ur sleeping well ^_^

i've never tried honey nut cheerios but now i kinda want to?? lets see lets see. going back to my campus this saturday so i gotta stock up on my food stock 🫡 i'm gonna try honey nut cheerios hehe. milo is good but i can't drink it that much bcs its best mixed with milk and im lactose intolerant </3 i mean i do consume dairy anyway but milo and milk is a deadly combination. one sip and you're gonna end up with diarrhea. even worse when u have lactose intolerance. god lactose intolerance sucks so bad, especially when i love dairy </3 life is a war game and the toilet is my battle field. </3 aaa me and mumsies ended up not getting breakfast bcs we didnt wake up on time LOLL love that 4 us 🤞

sleeveless tops on hyune always look so good. his arms are so nice, the type that isn't frail nor too muscular, he's just nice. dont get me started on his hands yo his hands are pretty big too and his fingers?? majestic. slender and pretty. makes me dizzy just watching it 😵‍💫howl is incredibly good, u reaaaaaally need to watch it <3!! mmm for tv shows, i really like gilmore girls and jujutsu kaisen. or if you like romance, u shud try out horimiya!!

I UNDERSTAND ABT THE MONEY THING... malaysian road taxes r no joke. youngsters going broke frm paying taxes is CRAAAZY. fries dipped in vanilla ice cream is so good so i get u!!!!! it's the mixture of sweet and salty 🤌

when hyunjin does a lil smirk while dancing... im frothing drooling melting. like bae stop i will get through this phone screen and kiss u 😭 so pretty. YONGBOK IS SO CUTE AND YES HIS NAME!! I LOVE WRITING HIM AS YONGBOK BCS I LOVE HIS NAME SM... i also love jeongin's name. it's cute and suiting for him.

the live c hdbhs i was fixated on seungmin the whole time... was just staring at him dreamily like... 💭 he made a mess but i's ok bcs it's seungmo!!

THE THERE MV OH MY GOD GRACEEEEEE. I'LL NEVER SHUT UP ABOUT IT. HYUNJIN AND SEUNGMIN'S PART GOT ME GIGGLING!!1 also can i just say that the settings suit them so much? it feels like it's actually their ideal date. jeongin with the shopping for clothes, hyunjin with the camera and channie in the studio... it makes so much sense. omg what if it IS their ideal date? bye im gonna combust. why are they parasocializing with us!! its making the delusions worse!!!

talking abt parasocializing, felix needs to calm down. bro was wiping at his mouth and stuff r u indicating that we just made out?!?! not very pg13 of him. i heard he spams om bubble too 😭 he needs to find a gf his bitchless behavior is getting worse 😟

ur spam is always entertaining so dw!! i take my time with it always cs i wanna put thought in my words hehe. sorry to hear abt the storm :(( i hope ure staying warm <3

#rin’s lovemail! #🐈‍⬛ anon 💌

[staliamazing]

tag game <333

this is just for fun as im in bed this morning :)

name: sarah

age: 20

location: australia

and now, think about your childhood and tell me -

did you have a nickname and is it still used? sare is used very often still! not so much sare-bear or anything sickeningly cute like that. i wish people called me sarz still </3

what did you want to be when you'd grow up? a baker for a while. i never had a clear vision i just flitted from random activity to the next hoping something felt long-lasting. still not there :)

your favourite cartoon: my little pony. i had a PHASE. i dont really like cartoons anymore at all though

your favourite TV show: dance academy and doctor who! also i would walk home from the bus every day and immeditaly put on gasp on ABC3 and rip open some arnotts scotch biscuits

your favourite book: i loved every book i ever read but diary of a wimpy kid, enid blyton, mr men anything! i started reading from a very young age (# autism # hyperlexia) and its always been one of my favourite things to do because escapism.

your favourite toy: i have two special plush boys from when i was a mere baby but i also loved la la loopsies, and barbies! i had a big purple bin of toys and some were in a hammock above my bed too.

your favourite thing to eat: i have been a picky eater forever but there was this fucking Fantastic restaurant near us which was a buffet! id get roast veggies, cheese, ice cream, custard and whatever was on offer and id go home sick every time, whoops!

your favourite school subject: all of them. take me back to the youthful desire for knowledge. our eco class was a special fave though where we'd go into the bush and learn about the land and how to care for it.

how did you spend your summers? i don't really remember tbh! going to dads parents, playing on my ipod, making up dances. i hated the summer holidays with a burning passion. school is where its at

did you listen to music? if yes, did you have a favourite band/artist? i listened to whatever mum or my sister listened to which ended up being a lot of aussie artists (ben lee, kasey chambers) and my sister bred my love for the emo trinity somewhat early on also.

and lastly, tell me something you did as a kid that your parents still don't know about: in kindy i faked being sick and went home on PYJAMA DAY (?!?!). i have no clue why but i think it had something to do with not enjoying being out of uniform. again - autism. my poor little goody two shoes heart probably couldn't help but feel like it was doing something wrong

#tag game #this was fun

[quillyfied]

doctors: something was up with your celiac disease bloodwork panel, we’re sending you to a gut doctor for a follow up

me, shoving every gluten product i’ve ever loved in my face in preparation for a positive diagnosis and a subsequent loss of every single one of my favorite foods: okay

#quilly has issues #uuuuuuUUUUUUGH #I AM EMOTIONAL ABOUT THIS OKAY I'M SORRY #NEVER GET TO HAVE MY MOM'S COOKIE RECIPE AGAIN #NEVER GET TO EAT MY FAVE ICE CREAM EVER AGAIN #NO BREAD THAT TASTES GOOD OR PIZZA OR A GREASY CHEAP BURGER #FOREVER PREPPING MY OWN FOOD AND CHECKING LABELS AND TAKING A GAMBLE AT RESTAURANTS #NO FRIED CHICKEN NO COOKIE CAKE NO CUPCAKES NO BROWNIE TRIFLE AT CHRISTMAS #AND I KNOW FOR A FACT THE GLUTEN FREE OPTIONS ARE NOWHERE NEAR AS GOOD #I HAVE ALSO HAD A LOT OF THEM SINCE MY SIS IN LAW IS GLUTEN SENSITIVE AND SHE LIVES WITH US #I AM VERY STRESSED AND VERY SAD AND HOPING MAYBE IT'S JUST THE GALLBLADDER #AND IF THEY TAKE IT OUT THAT I CAN STILL HAVE GLUTEN #BUT IT IS PROBABLY UNLIKELY

[meltwonu]

| 🍒 CH-CH-CHERRY BOMB! 🍒 |     [CHAPTER 6]

pairing; dom!seungcheol x camgirl!reader

this chapter’s notes; cam show, mutual masturbation, daddy!kink, dirty talk, aftercare 😌 WHEWWWW the ball is rolling on our fave couple 😗😗 thanks for being patient with me and stickin’ it out even with my cliffhangers LOOOOOL 💕💕💕 I hope ya’ll enjoy~~ 😏 see yall in the next chapter and have a great weekend! be safe out there my bbys~ 🍒 

chapters; 1 - 2 - 3 - 4 - 5 - 6 - ?

You don’t ask for favors.

Ever.

When you started camming, you learned how to work your lighting and cameras all on your own and started from the ground up; even if it was awkward at first. Every cent and every gift you’d gotten since then were given as donations and you’d made it a point to never ask for certain gifts or anything extra. 

Until now.

“Um, yeah, sure! Within reason, of course.” Seungcheol replies with a shaky smile. A million thoughts run through his head in the split second before you reply, palms sweaty at the possibilities.

You wait for him to finish signing the receipt, thanking him for paying for lunch. “Well… See here’s the thing, right? I’m… Well, god, how do I even start this?” You pause, awkwardly laughing as you tuck a stray strand of hair behind your ear. “I don’t want you to do anything you’re uncomfortable with but… I’m in town until Sunday night and I was wondering if you’d help me film?”

Seungcheol can only gulp, body buzzing as he takes in your words. “I--I mean, I, uh, I’d love to but I don’t know… I--I really don’t want to move that fast and I’d like to get to know you better before we--”

“No--no! Oh my gosh, I--not like that. I’m--I’m in the same boat as you just, sorry, I should’ve been more careful with my words! I mean, like, would you like to… be there? With me. You can watch me film and help me set up?” You offer, head tilting cutely as you wait for his response.

“It’s just, y’know, I don’t have all my camera equipment and stuff so it’d be nice to have someone who can help me set up for once… But only if you’re okay with it!”

And Seungcheol is more than okay with it; fingers gripping the cup of ice cream tightly as he watches you eat yours.

“Hey, ‘Cheollie your ice cream is melting…”

“Huh? Oh, yeah.” He mutters, unable to focus as the two of you sit in a nearby park. You try talking to him the entire time; although your words go in one ear and out the other. He feels bad, not taking in anything you talk to him about but he can’t help the way his mind runs rampant at the thought of being in the same room as you while you cammed.

If there was anything he was glad for, it was that you were, at least, on the same page as him for now which meant no fucking.

“Do you consider this a date?”

Seungcheol refocuses on you, blinking rapidly at your question. “I’m sorry, what?” Giggling, you repeat your question, finishing off your ice cream before setting your own cup down next to you on the bench.

“Oh, well, I mean--I--I’d like it? But if you don’t consider it a date, then we don’t have to!”

You lean in close to Seungcheol, resting your head on his shoulder. “You’re really interesting, ‘Cheol.” Pausing, you peer up at him through your lashes, watching as his face slowly forms a confused expression.

“What do you mean?”

“You’re… I dunno, guess I just expected a strict dom daddy in person and you’re… y’know, kinda shy and it’s cute.”

Seungcheol scoffs, inhaling what’s left of his ice cream before he sets his own cup down as well. “You think that for now, but you’ll see how easily I can slip right into character.” His eyes meet yours; fire burning beneath the surface. You can only bite your lip in response, finding your body already tingling with eagerness.

“I like that about you though, it’s nice that you’re not always strict or in character. I tried dating someone once who was always just… strict, and they hated that I cammed and it was just too much, y’know? Being possessive ‘n stuff.” He hums in response, letting you rest your head on his shoulder as the two of you enjoy each other’s company.

“I take it you two broke up?”

You nod in response, sighing. “I kinda knew it’d happen though. He was too possessive and jealous. D’you think you’d be like that, Seungcheol?”

He bites the inside of his cheek, toggling with an answer. “Dunno, on one hand I probably wouldn’t care ‘cause if it’s a person’s livelihood then it’s not my business, y’know? But at the same time I guess I can see where he was coming from…” He pauses, placing his arm on the backrest of the bench before pulling you in closer to himself.

“It’s all about communication, baby.”

Seungcheol takes you around town, purposely avoiding the roller rink until he can take you on Sunday. He takes you out for a light dinner as well, pampering you properly before he starts driving back to your hotel.

“Honestly, kinda shocked you wanted to hang out here for the weekend. It’s pretty boring around here. Unless you’re trying to find some ghosts.” He jokes, stopping at a red light. You laugh in return, relaxing into the passenger’s seat of Seungcheol’s car.

“It’s nice to get out once in a while! And you think it’s boring here but I can say the same about where I live. Truth be told, I’ve been thinkin’ about moving lately.” He glances your way, admiring your side profile as you stare out of the window.

“Yeah? Why’s that?”

“Mmm, it’s just… getting boring, I guess. It’s about an hour out from here which isn’t horrible, just, y’know, a small town. I could go for a change of pace.” You admire the twinkling lights as the sun goes down, sighing contentedly. “Probably doesn’t really help that I go out in wigs sometimes just so people don’t clock me from my cam shows either.” You joke back, loving the way Seungcheol’s laugh sounds when he joins in on your laughter.

“How about your friends though? Won’t they miss you?”

The smile slides from your face; a certain sadness washing over you as you stare out of the window. “Mmm… maybe? Some of them aren’t too keen on the idea of me camming anyway. They said it’s too dangerous. But maybe moving to a new place would give me a new start too.”

You scan the cardkey for your hotel room, pushing the door open enough for Seungcheol to step in as well.

“Welcome to my home for the next, like, 72 hours.” You flop onto the bed, moaning in comfort when you sink into the cool sheets. “God, is it just me or are hotel sheets the fuckin’ best?” Your words are muffled against the pristine sheets, Seungcheol settling into the chair at the side of the bed as he watches you get comfortable.

A genuinely smile crosses his features as he watches you doze off. “I can order you some if you’d like.” You raise your head from the sheets, pouting at Seungcheol who only smiles in return.

“You don’t have to…” You mumble, a soft blush coating your cheeks.

“I’ll have them sent to your mailing address.” He chuckles, making a note in his phone to look into it later.

The two of you cool down for a bit before you start setting up; you dozing off on the bed as Seungcheol watches, nervousness suddenly washing over him again. “Hey, I know this kinda got mentioned before but… What do you usually do to prepare for your cam shows?”

“It depends! Sometimes I’m just ready to go without needing any help, but sometimes I’m not, like, super in the mood so I’ll watch porn to kinda… help.” You giggle, rolling over and reaching for your laptop. “Recently though, it’s been kinda easier.” Seungcheol smirks, crossing his legs as he leans back into the plush chair.

“Yeah? Why’s that.”

“You’re really gonna make me say it…” You trail off as a thrum of arousal shoots down your body.

“Why not? Think of it as me helping you prep for you show. Let me get you in the mood.”

Seungcheol’s deep voice gets even deeper when he slips into character; a certain twinkle in his eyes letting you know that he was completely serious.

“Tell daddy exactly what you think of before that red light starts blinking, baby.”

The electricity in your body is undeniable when you start to set up your laptop, already changed into your lingerie set for your show; a baby pink coloured matching set with small embroidered cherries all over the mesh. Seungcheol had initially sent it to you as a bit of a play on your camming username, but you had loved the set and wore it as often as you could.

Seungcheol helps adjust the lighting, moving the lamps around until you’re bathed in a soft warm glow. “Is this lighting okay? Did you want me to move it again?” He asks, dragging the chair he was sitting in until it sits just behind the laptop you’d set up on the sheets.

“Mm, I think it’s okay! Do I look pretty?” You tease, fingertips playing with the lace hem of your panties.

“Of course you do, baby. Always.” He replies as he sits down, getting comfortable in his seat again.

“Now, are you gonna show daddy just how wet that cute ‘lil pussy gets for me?” Seungcheol smirks, watching as the lust already pools in your eyes when you meet his piercing stare. “I bet your panties are already so wet thinkin’ about my fat cock in your tight cunt, huh? That’s why it’s been so easy for you to get off recently, right?”

You check the clock, only 15 minutes until you started your cam show. “I--y--yes, daddy…” You run your fingertips down your torso, watching as Seungcheol palms himself over his denim pants. “I think about daddy sooo much recently… My mouth starts drooling just thinking about daddy cumming down my throat… and filling me up with so much cum…” You moan out; pussy clenching around emptiness.

“What else, princess? Let daddy hear what you want.” Seungcheol quietly undoes the button and zipper of his jeans, fingertips at the waistband of his boxer briefs before he slowly slides them under.

“I--I think about you, um, p-punishing me for being a bad girl… your hands tangled in my hair when you make me choke on your cock… or your hands wrapped around my throat when you’re fucking me from behind, nice ‘n hard ‘til I’m crying… but I also think about daddy being n-nice to me and pampering me… eating out my wet pussy while I cum all over daddy’s face…” You whimper, touching yourself over your panties. A choked whine spills from your lips when you press into the growing wet spot on the material, hazy eyes checking the clock.

“O-oh fuck, I---I need to start the show…” You whisper. Seungcheol nods, hand slowly stroking his hardening cock. “Is it okay for me to… uh, get off or--”

“Yeah! I--yeah…” You giggle quietly, the blush growing on your face as you avert your eyes from watching Seungcheol stroking his thick cock in front of you.

You do a countdown, hitting the record button before you lean away from your laptop.

Almost immediately, the comments flood in, as well as the donations; the sound of them pouring out of the speakers as you giggle.

“Hi guys~”

universe_WZ: just wanna say thank u for the pics, i literally get off to them every night

hoshi_tiger_xx: i was so close….

gentleman_josh95: MF U SAID 10

alphagyu97: lmfao hi baby

tangerine_kwan has donated $50

sleepy_wonu has donated $75

angelhan: every night? Ur dick is gonna fall off

Seungcheol watches as you laugh, wondering what the others were saying now that he wasn’t on the other side as usual. In all honesty, he thought it was a little weird watching you cam in real life. It was also a little weird to not be interacting with the others for once; a slight smirk on his face when he knows he has the better place.

“You’re welcome ‘universe_WZ’! I’m glad you like ‘em! Oh--Wow! We’re already close to the donation minimum for me to start already and thank god! ‘Cause you guys… my panties are already soaked~” You whimper, spreading your legs in front of the camera and in front of Seungcheol.

xcaliburDK: whoa wait is it just me or is dom.cheol missing?

artist8hao: and ur backdrop looks diff???

therealchan99 has donated $100

therealchan99: iTS MY TURN TO SHINE

chwenon: where r u? 

“Oh! I’m--on a small ‘lil vacation kinda thing! Just wanted a bit of a scenery change, y’know?” You tuck a stand of hair behind your ear, trailing the same hand down your body as you bite your lip.

“Wish daddy were here though… I really wanna feel daddy’s tongue all over my pussy… ‘n I wanna feel his fingers fucking me and getting me ready to take his fat cock…” Your eyes momentarily flit past your laptop camera and stare directly into Seungcheol’s eyes, twinkling with excitement when you meet his already fucked out expression.

Seungcheol feels his cock throbbing; his grip tightening when you pressed the soaked material against your skin. “God I can’t stop thinkin’ about it… I bet daddy likes watching me get off thinkin’ about him though, huh?” You laugh airily, sliding your wet panties down your legs before twirling them around a finger.

You toss the material past the camera and straight into Seungcheol’s lap; his jaw clenching as he loosens his grip to pick up the soaked panties.

kitty_junjun: too bad ur dom daddy isnt around but hey you have the 12 of us princess

sleepy_wonu: yea, why dont u take one of us for a spin heh

artist8hao has donated $75

“Oh~ 12 daddies? I’m so spoiled!” You pause to take off your bra, tossing it to the side instead. “Just thinkin’ about it makes me wanna cum~”

alphagyu97: oh man, bukkake party PLEASE

tangerine_kwan: hhrkdfhskj fuck

artist8hao: wait thatd be hot

Seungcheol gulps, wrapping your soaked panties around his hand before he wraps his hand around his cock again; head thrown back as he slowly starts thrusting up into his closed fist.

“Hmm~ Maybe daddy likes a dirty girl, huh? Seeing me covered in so much cum~” You run your fingers through your wet folds, pinching your clit between your fingertips. “Ngh, fuck, bet daddy would love seeing his, a-ah, cum pouring out of my cute ‘lil pussy…” You mumble; legs spreading wider to give your viewers a better view.

You coat your fingers in your wetness, already sinking two fingers into your soaking pussy once they’re completely covered. “Oh, g-god, daddy!”

angelhan: u werent kidding when u said u were already soaked, holy shit

xcaliburDK: i can hear how wet u r from here

universe_WZ has donated $50

chwenon has donated $69

chwenon: heh, bet u want daddys tongue on that clit of urs right about now huh

“God, you don’t even know… Daddy could make me cum just from licking my clit ‘cause ‘m so sensitive…” You scissor your fingers, eyes rolling to the back of your head when you slowly start to add a third finger. “But I also want his fingers and his cock nice and deep…”

j__min: ;) id give it to u nice and deep

j__min has donated $200

You gulp slightly, almost glad Seungcheol was with you instead of in the chat. He would never admit to it even on the phone, but you knew the new addition to your regulars seemed to bother him, even at least a little bit. Not that you could blame him; it bothered you a little too. You’d gone so long without any new regulars that even you were slightly confused when you had checked the profile and found out that whoever ‘j__min’ was, was quite the popular cammer as well.

Seungcheol bites his lip to keep his noises in, jaw clenched as he watches you fuck yourself with three fingers deep in your cunt. He almost wanted to just knock the laptop over and get you off himself but he holds steady; reminding himself that fucking on the first date was out of the question.

“A-ah, ‘m really close~” Whining, you trail your free hand up your torso as you start to play with your breasts, pinching and twisting your nipples. Seungcheol starts meeting your pace, running his hand up and down his shaft as he coats your panties in his precum.

“Daddy, please, please let me cum!” You mewl.

Your eyes dance over to Seungcheol who nods firmly and you can’t help but lick your lips as you watch him get off with your panties.

Your legs threaten to snap shut when you thumb at your clit, rubbing quick circles on the swollen nub.

“O--ooh--fuh-fuck! I’m go--gonna c-cum!” You grit out; body tensing up as your orgasm washes over you and Seungcheol fares no better as he cums too, biting his lip hard enough to draw blood as he cums all over your panties.

The sound of rapid donations flood the speakers but in the moment, only you and Seungcheol exist as you both ride out your orgasms together. Your toes curl against the sheets as your legs shake, shaky breaths and moans on your lips as you mentally remind yourself to not call out Seungcheol’s name despite how badly you really want to. Seungcheol’s entire body buzzes with electricity as he cums hard; his head fuzzy when his foggy eyes watch you ride out your high.

He slows down his own pace; letting the remnants of his orgasm ebb off, but for you, it’s nowhere near over as you slowly ease your fingers from inside of you, wincing at the sudden emptiness.

“Fuck, I, hah, I really… really wanna cum again a-already…” You mumble. “Do you think daddy will spoil me and give me permission to cum again?”

therealchan99: whatever the princess needs

hoshi_tiger_xx: whatever the princess wants more like

universe_WZ has donated $100

angelhan has donated $75

j__min has donated $100

Seungcheol nods again, this time shaky as he catches his breath. He watches as you reach behind yourself, grabbing one of the plush pillows before you set it in front of you.

You momentarily catch your breath before you swing a leg over it, immediately bunching up the material as you start grinding down on it.

“Ngh, god, wish---wish it was daddy’s thigh instead… buh--but this time… I want daddy to punish me~” You mewl, head thrown back at the pleasure that washes over you in an instant. “I’ve been a bad girl today… I have to make it up to daddy before I get his cock~”

sleepy_wonu: and how would u do that, huh?

gentleman_josh95: think u deserve it?

xcaliburDK: baby doesnt deserve to cum if she’s been bad~

“Noooo~ you have to let me c-cum! I can cum on daddy’s thigh… I’ll cockwarm too~ Just let me cum!” You cry, already feeling your second orgasm closing in fast. “The cold pillow feels nice against my hot body… ‘n I’m so wet still… I’m soaking through the pillow.” You giggle, grinding down hard.

j__min: i can buy u some nice expensive bed sheets for your setup if u want

j__min: just say the word ;)

“Hehe, that’s so kind of you but I already have some at home~” You wink at Seungcheol who looks at you with a confused stare.

You go quiet for a few minutes, getting lost in the pleasure as you grind against the taut pillow. Your moans bounce off the hotel walls; breathy and drawn out.

artist8hao: god ur so pretty i want to paint u so bad

alphagyu97: *IN CUM

gentleman_josh95: we need a pov show once i swear,,, wanna imagine its me

tangerine_kwan: god yes yes please just make it paid content if u dont wanna do it live 

“Hmm~ a POV show? You wanna see my cute pussy filled up with real cock that bad?” You start grinding down harder, feeling the tension in your body already ready to snap when the fabric rubs against your sensitive clit. “I’ve b-been thinking about it more ‘n more and---and I want it too~ Mmh, just thinking about it m-makes me--wanna--wanna c-cum!” You whisper harshly; thighs shaking as you cum hard.

The donations pour in as your orgasm crests; eyes clamped shut as the ringing in your head takes over.

Seugncheol licks his lips, watching with  adoration when you start whimpering; already knowing how tired you’d be once the cameras were off. 

You give it a second as you start coming down from your high, body twitching as you catch your breath. “F-fuck, I--I’m so tired~” You whine cutely, leaning forward as you take a moment to read comments again. 

therealchan99: ur so fuckin pretty when u cum 

kitty_junjun has donated $50

kitty_junjun: such a cute messy girl, bet those sheets r soaking wet 

“Ugh, they really are~ I’m so sorry but I couldn’t help it~” You pout. Seungcheol grins from his seat; a weird sense of pride swelling in his body. You read a few more comments and thank your viewers for their donations; eyes catching one last comment before you say your goodbyes. 

j__min: aww too bad ur dom daddy wasn't around huh? should I replace him? lolol 😏

“Okay guys~ I gotta go and get cleaned up! Maybe I can get rid of the evidence before housekeeping finds it!” You joke, blowing the camera a kiss and a wink before saying goodbye and turning off the stream. 

“You’re incredible.” Seungcheol exhales, tossing the soaked panties back onto the bed just as you slump to the side. 

“Mmm... thanks...” 

Seungcheol pouts watching your sleepy eyes threaten to close, getting up from his chair as he gets himself cleaned off quickly before he tends to you. “What do you usually do after your show ends?” He asks, voice echoing from the attached bathroom. 

“Usually lay here for a bit until I go get cleaned off and then change my bedsheets and then eat a ‘lil before going to bed if I’m hungry.” You chuckle, maneuvering until you’re staring at the ceiling. “Depending on how tired I am though, I’ll sometimes just sleep in my mess and clean up in the morning.” 

“Can you sit up for me?” You nod, seeing Seungcheol coming into view with a bottle of water. 

You can only blush as he smoothes down you mussed hair, urging you to finish the bottle of water before he takes the soiled pillow off of the bed. “Well, the bed seems relatively clean so I don’t think we need to do much evidence hiding other than dealing with this pillow.” He jokes, already tugging the wet fabric off. 

“Are you hungry? Do you want me to call in some room service or something? I can go out and get something too. Or have it delivered? I started running the bath while I was getting cleaned up in there so it should be ready soon.” 

Your heart blooms at Seungcheol’s kindness; warmth filling your body when he helps you up from the bed and to the bathroom. He checks the water’s temperature before he helps you into the tub, immediately sitting on the edge as he watches you relax into the warm water. 

“God, you must be exhausted. I can’t imagine what it’s like to just... be alone after all that and have to do the cleanup. I’d probably just pass out in my own filth.” Seungcheol shakes his head in a joking manner; a doting smile on his face when you seem to enjoy his pampering. 

“Mmhmm... but this is nice... I could get used to this.” 

#cherrybomb!cheol #scoups smut #seungcheol smut #seventeen smut #svt smut #seungcheol scenarios #seungcheol imagines #scoups imagines #scoups scenarios #seventeen scenarios #seventeen imagines #svt scenarios #scoups #seungcheol

[mintchochipkookie]

Banshee Bansh! 💜

Habitual, jam, menu

For the summer ask

Nanu i have just had: A Thought. Nan Nan and Ban Ban :D Anyway this whole answer kinda just turned into me reminiscing about my childhood and life in India so uhhhhhh yeah. This was fun, thanks for these questions 💜

Habitual: any summer hobbies?

Hmmm okay so what exactly constitutes a summer hobby? The thing is, i grew up in a city where it’s summer all year long lmaoo so idt we ever made that much of a distinction. Summer just meant we got some time off school and winter meant i could throw a light cardigan on and not sweat. Going swimming and to the beach were basically year-round activities ya know? I guess the thing that really changed was that we travelled during the summer, and i got to hang out with family and friends a lot more so it was always exciting. Also it was IPL season so that was always v exciting.

The only real summer-specific activity i can think of is Holi hahahaha which is my favourite festival and i really hope i can play it again sometime soon.

Jam: what’s your favourite type of ice cream or sweet treat?

Okay okay okay oh my god i have so many! This is basically just a massive recommendation/nostalgia list of Indian snacks.

So i’m a huge fan or shaved ice, BUT specifically!!! This thing called gola which is essentially just Indian shaved ice and the flavourings are amazinggg. My favourites are the orange one (which also reminds me, that we get really really good orange popsicles and I was obsessed with them) and this one called kala khatta which dude idk how to explain what it is but it’s SO good and it’s my go-to. I was just talking about missing it to a friend on Sunday hahaha

Other options that are up there are:

Kulfi which is a kind of Indian ice cream and it is delicious, especially the ones you get on the roadside ugh

Jalebis are my all time fave sweets but but but i’m kinda particular about this one. The best ones are the ones that are fresh and piping hot and straight from the uncle ka tawa. It tastes really good with rabdi too which is………..idk ig it’s made out of cream (?) and nuts and it cuts through the sweetness of the jalebi a little.

Candy floss! Or cotton candy as the Americans call it, but also i’ve never had a good one in the US fight me. The candy floss you get in India is incredible dude and i haven’t had it in years

And lastly, some special mentions of my favourite drinks i associate with the summertime. No, lassi isn’t on this list, but you know what is? Chhaas. It’s basically made with dahi (yogurt) and some spices and served cold and it’s super refreshing. There’s khus syrup which you mix in water and add ice and it is 💯. I was also always a Frooti girl. Keep your Maazaa and Slice to yourself, i still get so excited when i see Frooti. And finally…maybe a weird choice given that we had Rasna and Tang, but I really like Glucon D??? I have a pack somewhere in my kitchen rn too i need to go find it actually. I liked Rasna, Tang was trash, and nothing beats Glucon D for me.

Menu: what’s one summer type dish you like?

Pffffft i’m about to give the most Indian answer and it’s not even a dish. It’s mango. Listen. Indians are fucking obsessed with mangoes and if you ever taste any of ours, you’ll see why. I know it’s a thing that a lot of poc cultures love mangoes, but Nanu, no one does it like us. I refuse to eat a non-Indian mango. We literally go insane with them when summer comes around. A Very Normal Thing to do is to send people whole crates of mangoes when they're in season. The house would be overflowing with them. We just sit around the table and eat mango and talk about how good it is. The frooti/mazaa/slice ads are everywhere. The mango milkshakes and fresh mango desserts. Can’t not mention aamras even though it’s not my favourite. The best way to eat it (in my opinion) is to leave the mango on the skin and pull it out with your hands and teeth, and then you gotta suck out all the flesh from the pit aka the gutli. My favourite types of Indian mangoes are - alphonso (a classic), langda (this is a bit on the sour side, it reminds me of the mangoes in south east asia, like the type i ate in Thailand with sticky rice), and pairi (this is a fun one, you basically squeeze it and soften it up, cut a small hole at the top, and just suck the juice and flesh out).

Shoutout to mango’s younger brother, kairi because oh lordy have you ever had raw mango? It’s sour and extremely good i LOVE kairi!!! Also aam and kairi ka achaar ugh chef’s kiss whoever came up with that is a genius

Send me a summer ask

#i'm sorry i basically wrote you a story about my childhood #ask #nanunanu22

[beautifulterriblequeen]

B2:S - Chapter 3

Much of this series will be about the differences and additions in the novel version, and how they contribute to my understanding of story canon. But there will be character appreciation, the odd theory and headcanon, and suchlike as well.

Here be Lujanne, Callum, Rayla, Ezran, Bait, and Soren goodness!

Spoilers for Book Two: Sky below.

Lujanne having excellent fitness for all her walking around the Moon Nexus, and she's so energetic that Callum has trouble keeping up with her! She seems like those active grandmas who almost never stop moving, who have a lifelong supply of endless stamina. It makes me wonder if Lujanne will need that level of fitness for some upcoming conflict.

Callum feeling really hungry over not eating grubs and then still deciding he'd rather be hungry. It makes me wonder all over again how Lujanne got to the point where she eats grubs, considering that other Moonshadow elves we know of back in the Silvergrove don't. I still love my hc that the giant leech ate all of Lujanne's moonberry bushes and she's taking her revenge. Whatever's going on there, Callum is definitely not at that point yet.

When Lujanne asks Callum how he knows she's real, he thinks to himself that he'd put up with just about anything from someone who was going to teach him magic. That's a great parallel and foreshadowing for Viren's student/master relationship with Aaravos! And it's telling that neither student gets exactly what they hoped to get. Lujanne doesn't actively teach Callum any spells, because she believes he can't learn Moon magic at all. Aaravos does offer Viren power, but it takes him to some very dark places - literally and figuratively - and the cost is terribly high.

Callum sees a moon shape among the ruins, and Lujanne explains that the Moonhenge layout is an intricate rune that uses the structures themselves as part of its symbols and power. That's apparently a thing even with ordinary Moonshadow villages like Hollow Wood in the east, which is the coolest idea I've seen in a while: city planning as magic runes!

Yes, that's the same shape as the pendants Ethari made for himself and Runaan. Protection? Home? Feelsiness? A sense of safety and belongnig for all cycles and seasons?

Wonder what this Moonhenge rune stands for, then, and how much of this landscape is included in that rune. I bet it's more than we think!

But it makes sense now, how toppling the stone pillars would disable the spell the druids would cast to connect with the Moon Nexus lake. Breaking the infrastructure of the Moonhenge breaks the rune.

There's a physical sensation involved with the visuals that Historia Viventem brings up! When that one ghostly druid walked through Callum, he felt icy cold. Like in ghost stories. I really wonder about what exactly Historia Viventem is doing when it activates. It shows truth, "what really happened here?", so it must have some kind of time-related element, maybe tied to how the moon always repeats the same cycles or something. But it also seems to draw on the spirits of any living people involved in the flashback, because Callum could physically feel that wispy shape passing through him. So very interesting!

Orrr... is that all wrong, and there's something else at work with this spell than time? Maybe the world beyond life and death can act as an imprint of the things that have happened in the living world, and the spell that Lujanne (and later Callum) casts taps into that place, with perfect recall. I'm looking really hard at the sentence that says "dozens of translucent elf ghosts" and "phantom Moonhenge" and "lost in their own world" here.

Lujanne says more here than in the show about the world beyond life and death, being her mysterious Moonshadow-mage self. She says that "beyond" and "between" might both apply to where this other plane of existence is, and she doesn't much care which. With all the relativity swirling around this place, and not much in the way of empiricism, it's sounding like perhaps multiple conflicting ideas might actually coexist in such a place, allowing more ideas to fit there than we might normally believe is possible. Which is a fascinating bit of worldbuilding. Basically, every headcanon anyone has ever had about the Moon Nexus could all be true at the same time, for all we know.

Oh oh oh, Callum coming in soft with a secret wish! He takes one look at the Moonhenge and immediately thinks of finding a way to see his mom again! Poor boy, my heart! I'd say that could be another interesting parallel with Viren, but then, who wouldn't hold that sentiment?

Oh my, is this another breath of life into Ye Olde Ley Lines headcanon? Lujanne mentioning the Nexuses again, so soon after talking about the runic design of the entire Moonhenge, makes me wonder if the six nexuses are in fact giant runes. On Earth, the places where ley lines cross are called nexuses, and there are those who believe those points got marked with ancient structures, like Stonehenge and many many others. If Xadia were crossed with magical lines which naturally formed nexus points where they met, and if powerful magical runes were built across those entire areas, well. That would be cool beans, fams. Can I smack a map of Xadia and release a spell like Luz Noceda does? Because ngl that is my first instinct here.

Lujanne has got to be missing some grandkids to spoil, right? The way she's always whipping out cake and ice cream for Callum, and she's so grandma-ish about it. Headcanon about her being Runaan's mom aside, she is canonically lonely and she's very sweet to Allen and Ellis and I think she's missing whatever family she once had in the past. She may never get to have that family back, so she's finding a new one among the humans who live nearby, and I think that's sweet. Found family isn't just for the young.

But Ellis is straight up gonna be her fave, I bet, because she didn't turn up her nose at Lujanne's illusion food!

Ezran and Bait have a lot more to their relationship than was visible in the show, and I'm so excited by it! Ez can tell by looking at Bait's colors that he's not truly jealous of Zym, even if he's really grumpy about the dragonling taking up his favorite human's time.

And Ez thinking a lot about his dad and the things he's taught him. They're soft leadership material, and I love that so much! "Pick your battles" and the importance of encouragement. Ahh, my heart. Ezran, you're going to be such a good king.

But wait a second: both times that Bait gets extra grumpy in Zym's first training session, Ezran has just mentioned something about flying. Guys, I think Bait wishes he could fly, really badly. And that's his biggest problem with Zym, and with Ezran teaching Zym to fly, instead of Bait who doesn't have wings so. Bait is so old that his secrets have secrets, and I'm really curious how flying fits into them now!

Rayla, Dramatic Assassin: "I need to patrol for dark forces." That's what Lujanne called the source of the purple wisps that found them. I wonder if that's an official term all Moonshadows know, or if Rayla is just taking her cue from a veteran Moon mage. And I wonder how far Rayla is falling into the apparent pattern of "one mage, one assassin", since she does spend a lot of her time patrolling without being asked.

When Callum tells Lujanne that he was bad at prince stuff, and she asks if he didn't give up and got good at those things anyway, it's an opportunity for Callum to embrace subverting his parents' expectations in favor of seeking his own path, which is a primary theme of the show. But Lujanne is a couple generations older than Callum, at the very least, and I have to wonder what her upbringing was like. Is her version of success the one she took? Was she bad at magic once too, but she persisted? She is very soft and doesn't want to kill anyone.

Maybe Lujanne had dreams of doing something else with her life, but she felt she had to pursue the destiny that others handed to her, so she studied magic as hard as she could, and she did get good at it, but using it to defend Xadia from humans is not what she wanted to do with her life. Whether there's a parallel between her and Ethari on that point, there's one between Callum and Ethari, I think. How much of your life are you willing to let others direct for you?

LISTEN I WAS DYING AT THE EAR BREAD SCENE OKAY

This is my new favorite Soren and Claudia moment ever. Soren loves him his bread, okay. Even as earplugs for Claudia's sleep ocarina tune. The fact that it's "super effective" makes me think of a Pokemon defense. The fact that he learned it at camp, where he also learned about Moonshadow Madness, is hilarious. Later on, Corvus doesn't know Soren by name, but I still love the idea of Corvus being a kind of Strider-esque camp instructor, filling the ears of his young charges with all kinds of useful tactics like ear bread for magic spell songs (which actually seemed to work as intended), and warnings about the enemy elves' blood-themed tactics (which may or may not come back around in BH)

I thought they were gonna go in a kind of deep direction when Soren still wanted his ear bread back, but then he just. Eats them. Just noms them. I love this kid. Give Soren all the bread!

#book two: sky spoilers #book two: sky #b2:s #tdp spoilers #ToX spoilers #gloaming glade spoilers #lujanne #callum #rayla #ezran #tdp zym #soren #tdp claudia #tdp bait

[littlemoondarling]

You know I love making questions 😈😈😈

What’s your Instagram @?

Do you collect anything?

Go-to ice cream order?

Are you a fan of theme parks?

Do you believe the butterfly effect is real?

What was your first kiss like?

Explain your dream date.

Favorite poem?

Favorite feel-good movie?

Favorite place to shop?

Favorite perfume/cologne/body spray?

Favorite outfit you own?

Eat a slug OR Eat a cockroach?

Ever spread a rumor?

Ever spit in someone’s food/drink?

Btw, just answers the ones u want not feel obligated to answer all of them

You know I LOVE answering questions

I used to have one but I no longer use it, I think it was littlemoondarling or something similar

YES I DO! I collect teeth and paper bags!!

Chocolate, cheesecake and pistachios the holy trinity 😋

BITCH YEEESSSSS!!! I ADOOOORE THEMEPARKS!!! I've never been to one tho

To a certain extent yes I do, there are so many things that can be traced to tiny things two or even three generations before *cough cough* trauma

Didn't happen 👉🏻👉🏻

Mmmm! Cooking tasty food and packing it in little containers then meeting at a park and playing all the games (and hopefully not throw up this time) and then eat the food, after that we go watch a movie in the cinema and walk back to our homes and text all night

I'm not a big fan of poetry so my fave poem is one that I wrote (tell me if you wanna hear it)

Spirited away hands down

Any gigantic mall. I. Just. Love. Big. Malls. It's lowkey and obsession at this point.

So this one has a loooong and funny story behind it that I won't get into here (tell me if you wanna hear it tho) but it is Black Potion XS

A beautifully beautiful gothic shirt with frills and loose black pants with lace socks and a beautiful half leather shoes

Fuck you fukc you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck you none bitch I ain't you

I didn't exactly spread it but yes, although I was manipulated into it by the person the rumour was about (again, tell me if you wanna hear it)

I don't exactly remember but knowing me, probably yes

#thank you king

[bearlytolerant]

Pace and Ortega prompt maybe? 👀 When they talk to me about things that reminds them of me.

Fandom: Fallen Hero Series

Pairing: Pacey x Ortega (Chargestep)

Rating: T

Word Count: 1335

AO3

Let Go

Coconut and chocolate. Who eats that without the little almonds? What is it without the slight crunch? That third flavor? Especially if you’re going to choose that over any other candy bar. Ortega peels back the wrapper, takes the first bite and it’s weird and soft and not what he likes in a candy bar.

But it’s not about the candy bar.

Her hair was as red as the wrapper last time they hung out at this place. A dark, dank hole-in-the-wall bar on a karaoke night. She was spinning, a hint of a smile playing on her lips. Spinning and dancing and taking bites out of her stupid, disgusting Mounds bar. She’d played acoustic and sang all the wrong lyrics to Riptide. The irony not lost on him. All that was before—

“I thought you hated those.”

They're the only ones in the bar other than the bartender working somewhere in the back. Too early for the regulars.

Ortega glances up at her, his bar half eaten now. Her hair a pretty baby blue and shorter and he likes the way it’s still blunt but not even. One side hanging half in front of her face, accentuating that curve of her jaw as she stares at him or the tip of his ear at least, dull green eyes lined with dark circles. Though, it's hard to tell in the dim light. Usually she hides that behind a layer of makeup. Hides that she’s not sleeping—or not well anyway. And she hasn’t smiled at him. Not like before.

He slides the second candy bar her way.

“I used to,” he says.

“Used to. You say it like you didn’t judge me every time I ate one. What made you change your mind?” Her fingers—nails bitten down to the quicks—pluck the candy bar up and hesitate before cracking into it.

She used to keep her nails filed and painted with little stripes or stars. A bit of chipped paint remains on the middle finger of her right hand. At least she still paints them sometimes.

“You,” he says.

“Me?” She takes a bite out of the bar, chocolate already smearing at the corner of her mouth.

Another piece of her old self. Messy spills and ease of presence. Was it part of the charm or part of an act?

He braves a touch. Something new for them. Another shift. Just a small one. A gentle, methodical placement of his thumb.

“You got a little—“ He stretches, reaching.

She watches, waiting. Holding her breath.

He thumbs away the chocolate. Captures her gaze. Much is unchanged and somehow she seems unreal. But her skin is so warm.

Alive.

“Ricardo. I think you got it.”

He withdraws reluctantly. Clears his throat. “Yeah. I think so.”

“Why don’t you just say it.”

“Say what?” He throws his hands up in his defense.

“Whatever it is you're thinking. I know you want to say something.”

“I missed you. That’s all.”

“Missed me? I don’t—“

“Look. It wasn’t easy for me when I thought you were—“

“Dead.”

“Yeah. That.”

“So you consoled yourself with Mounds bars? No wonder you’ve gotten a little thicker.”

“Jealous, I've got a bigger ass than you?” he retorts. It comes easy, the exchange of friendly fire and he can almost forget that she was ever gone.

“You’re so stupid.”

There it is, that hint of a smile, like she wants to be happy but it fades as quick as it comes. Slivers of sadness waver in her eyes and in the quiver of her bottom lip.

“I’m starting to think you really like stupid.”

“Don’t kid yourself.” She takes another bite and that sadness slips away.

“For what it’s worth, they reminded—remind me of you. You were always eating them. Always getting them for people even though everyone hates them.”

“That picture you have painted of me in your head must be real pretty.”

“Could never compare to the real thing.”

With a scoff and a roll of her eyes she slides the rest of the candy bar out and crushes the wrapper in her hand. Tosses it towards the trash bin near the bar and sinks it in.

“Wanna know a secret?” Pace leans in closer and he has a mind to kiss her chocolate smudged lips.

He leans in closer too. “Yeah.”

“When your fave candy bar is one everyone hates, you never have to worry about your favorite things getting stolen.”

“That’s the dumbest thing I’ve ever heard.”

She laughs. Really laughs. Eyes lighting up like morning dew on the grass. Then she quiets down, expression relaxed and almost content. They both take their final bite. She swallows and the steady melody of a song he doesn’t quite know reverberates through his body.

“Not as dumb as eating a candy bar to remember someone by.”

“What would you rather I do? Snuggle up in your old Sidestep fanclub merchandise?”

“Yes. Eating spoonfuls of chocolate ice cream with one hand and downing energy drinks with the other, sobbing on the couch, while Criminal Minds plays on the TV in the background.”

“Well, sorry to disappoint. Besides, you only like period dramas,” Ortega says.

“I hate that you know this about me. And I hope you never tell a soul.”

“Never,” Ortega says with a grin.

“Why don’t I believe you?”

“Scouts honor—“

“Have you ever even been a scout?”

“Does it matter?”

“I guess not.” She glances towards the tinted window and runs her fingers through her hair. “It’s all just words anyway.”

He also crumples up his candy wrapper. He turns and shoots his shot at the bin but it bricks off the rim and tumbles to the floor.

“Ah, so close.” A cluck of her tongue. “What a shame. Better luck next time.”

“So there will be a next time.” He smirks.

“Isn’t there always?”

“Hard to keep away, huh?”

“Incorrigible.”

“And you’re evading.”

“It’s what I do best.”

“Ah, but I thought you weren’t Sidestep anymore?”

A frustrated growl and her hands smack the table, shoving her chair back. Stands on her feet, pacing near the exit. She rubs her arms incessantly like a draft suddenly blew in.

He stands too and goes to her, reaching out to take her hands and hold them. She can’t or won’t meet his gaze this time. Keeps herself half hidden in the haven of her hair.

“I hate when you push me like that.”

“Like what?”

“You’re doing it again. Prying, pulling, pushing and then laughing at me. Teasing, maybe taunting. I don’t know. Whatever the fuck this game is.”

“Game? And it’s not at you—“

“And you know all the right things to say that leave me all mixed up and inside out and I hate–I hate it. It’s complicated and it sucks.”

“I don’t mean to—“

“Just shut up and let me try to say this. To say that I like you—being with you and yeah—it is hard to keep away. It’s especially hard when you get my stupid candy bars and eat them with me when you don’t even like them. When you find ways to make me feel perceived and wanted and—gah—“ She swallows the next word.

“Pace I—“

His sentence is static as she breaks free from his hands and cups his face. Greets him with warm lips pressing into his and he’s reactionary. Hands wrapping around her waist and tugging her in closer, parting her lips with his tongue and allowing this moment that he’s waited forever for. She still tastes like chocolate and coconut but it’s good like this. Real good. Not as a candy bar but like this. A little weird. And a whole lot of sweet, soft, and delightful lips.

She pulls away too fast. Too soon.

He’s left a bit baffled. His heart a bit bruised.

“Valuable,” she whispers like it’s some sort of curse.

Then she sidesteps away and slips out the exit.

#fhr #fallen hero retri #don’t squint too hard at this #I don’t know when it takes place #some random private moment idc #I just wanted to write banter and a pace trying to articulate feelings #Chargestep #Tegetti #Pacey (Pace) Peretti #Ricardo ortega #bear writes

[there-must-be-a-lock]

So I have just recently came out to two very VERY important people in my life as bi. And that is a very big thing for me. My whole family are crazy hard Christians, being gay is a sin and all that fucking bullshit, I was the only one who actually thought differently. Anyway, I thought that just maybe these two people would be understanding and supportive. One of them was, she was kind and told me that she loved me no matter what, she treated me no differently. The other however was pissed. He started ‘shrinking me’ as I like to call it and told me that he was concerned for my soul all this shit, it resulted in me being a crying mess, I mean it was bad, and we were yelling at each other and all of this other crap and it was just sad, he said a lot of other unnecessary shit such as ‘Supernatural did not save your life’ and again a lot more went down then I choose to say. I ended up getting out of the car and walking home and he did nothing. I can’t tell my parents because they would shun me and I could handle that if I didn’t have 3 younger brothers who I basically raised. My question is how the hell do I deal with homophobic people such as him. I’ve done it my whole life but now it’s set in stone for real and I am clueless as to what to do. Because I may be an adult but the fact that my favorite person in the world is disgusted by me still fucking hurts

Ohhhhh sweetheart 😭 I am so, so sorry and I wish I could give you a hug right now, but also, I’m so proud of you. And I hope you have people in your life right now who will hug you and tell you that they’re proud of you, because coming out is fucking terrifying, and you’re brave as hell. 

Sticking this under a cut cause it’s about to be loooooong.... 

For most of your life, you haven’t really been you. Your place in the world was determined by a mold someone else made. Now that you’ve stood up a little straighter and said “hey I don’t fit here,” everything that was built around that shape is going to have to shift and readjust, and some things are going to crack. And for a while, it’s going to feel unstable and it’s going to suck. But now you’re going to find people who do love you and accept you. You’re going to be able to reshape your life in a way that feels comfortable, that fits who you really are, and it’s going to be so much better in the long run. I promise. 

So. As for your “friend.” Yeah, that shit hurts, and there’s no way around it. 

1. Remember that he’s wrong. He’s afraid, he’s indoctrinated, he’s ignorant, but most importantly, he is wrong, and please don’t ever question yourself because of someone like that. 

2. If you want to give it some time, give it some time. There are people who have just never cared about anyone who is LGBT+. If this is someone who genuinely cares about you, then he will (hopefully) go home and have himself a think and realize that he acted like a fucking asshole. If his love for you is stronger than his fear, he will learn. But don’t bet on it; don’t wait around for him. 

3. Don’t spend time with him if he tries to change you, even if he claims that it’s only because he cares about your immortal soul or what-fucking-ever. If he’s trying to change you, he doesn’t care about you; he cares about the person you were pretending to be. That’s not you. 

4. Make new connections. Find other (better) people. They’re out there, no matter where you are, I promise. Connect with people on the internet, connect at local LGBT+ events, find books and movies and media that you connect with, whatever works for you. Find those connections and build something new. Put up your rainbow Batsignal, or whatever you want to call it, and somebody will come keep you company. 

5. Right now, it’s okay to be angry. It’s just like a regular breakup with somebody who turned out to be an asshole, in a lot of ways. Eat some ice cream, put on a gay rom com (Love, Simon is a personal fave. I also recommend the new Ghostbusters, because Kate McKinnon in that is a goddamn queer icon) and cry it out. Remind yourself that it’s his loss. Then pick yourself up and pat yourself on the back and move forward. 

You got this. I’m proud of you. 

[stillwithkoo]

Kiss me, Heal me. 3

Pairing: Jungkook x Reader

Summary: When Jungkook gets injured just before an important game, he sets out to find his soulmate to heal him. In a world where soulmates can heal all kinds of illnesses by kissing, he’s desperate to find his, even if he doesn’t know you yet. What happens if he does find you? Will you kiss a stranger who claims to be your soulmate?

WC: 3k+

Warnings: Smut but it's not who you think it is, Infidelity- but jk has a shitty gf n it's mutual lol, snarky oc at the end.

tags: idiots and enemies to lovers, a lil slowburn, a bit of angst, soulmate culture, smut in the future.

A/N: this is unedited as always so sowee 👅💋 hope ya still like it tho! enjoy loves. :)

pls don’t repost my fic anywhere, if i ever find out you stole my fic idea you’ll regret it. thanks :)

You still couldn't stop thinking about the kiss. Though it was a week ago, and you've been avoiding Jungkook like he had the plague. Also, he went home awkwardly last week after that happened. You wondered if it meant something to him? To you? Of course it meant something to you, you were in-like with him. No matter how hard you tried to deny it, mayhaps you liked him. It really didn't help that you felt like heaven when he kissed you. It kinda makes you think if you were just meant to be healing soulmates and not romantic soulmates. And then there's his girlfriend too, they haven't broken up yet and what if she finds out you kissed his boyfriend? Would that make you a slut? Are you really a slut now? Ugh, maybe you are for Jungkook that is. But no. You should just forget about it, Jungkook doesn't seem like he'll leave his girlfriend for someone like you anyway. Even though you heard they were almost fighting everyday. Your best friend Charlie told you so, of course she asked how last week went and of course you cursed her for making Jungkook scheme with her against you.

But, you also told her about the kiss which she happily squealed when she found out, shipping you both. And then she proceeded to tell you about Jungkook's chaos in paradise. Why did he even kiss you? He's just making you overthink stuff, and it isn't even nighttime yet. Did he just want to help and heal you? Or was it something more? It doesn't matter you kept saying, but maybe you were just trying to convince yourself otherwise.

You went to the library to distract yourself and read some books, and of course like every cliché romance novel- (tho the romance part isn't really true) the person you were avoiding was there. Jungkook and his long curly hair that you hate. Why did he have to be so damn godlike all the time? He was in a casual polo shirt tucked in inside his pants, maybe he didn't have soccer practice today. And he looked so good you were trying not to get wet just staring at him. Maybe he noticed you were ogling him so he decided to stare at you back. But you were still embarrassed and you didn't know how to act around him now, so you went to the back aisle of the library. Not acknowledging that he was calling your name. He didn't let you go though, as he went after you to make your suffering even worse.

"Y/N, hey are you avoiding me?" he suddenly asked. You pretended to be busy reading the book you were holding, just so you didn't have to stare at his handsome face. "Oh. Hey Jungkook, of course I'm not. I'm just busy trying to catch up with school and stuff. Why'd you think so?" you replied indifferently. "You didn't listen to me when I called your name awhile ago, and I haven't seen you around campus so I thought maybe you were avoiding me. Aren't you really?" He said as he moved towards you, making you feel queasy.

"I really am not. I just didn't hear you awhile ago, and besides the whole campus is pretty big maybe we just didn't notice each other." you simply fibbed. "Okay, whatever you say. I just wanted to know how are you feeling btw? Are you feeling better now after we… kissed?" you can't believe his cocky ass would really bring up the kiss. Fck him. "I'm spectacular if you must know. And can we not bring that up ever again please? It doesn't matter anyway." you retorted sarcastically.

"Why not? Are you mad at me because I kissed you? Or are you mad because you loved it?" he said as he moved closer to you trapping you within the shelves. You couldn't breathe but it was also like you didn't care, you wanted him close to you even if you felt like dying inside too. When you finally looked at him in the eye, you weren't surprised that he was staring at you with that playful but concerned look you kinda liked. "Don't be so full of yourself, I only liked it because it healed me. There's no other reason." You tried to shove him off and get away, but he held unto you and placed his hands on your hips. "If that's true, then why can't you look at me more than a minute longer and why are you running away baby?" he whispered into your ear seductively. He then moved to look at your face, and then at your lips. Seemingly wanting to taste them again. And you wanted to taste his too, you remembered how you got almost addicted to his lips the first time you kissed. He leaned in closer and you suddenly remembered you didn't even answer his question yet. But you think you did now as you were kissing him. The kiss didn't last long as you remembered his girlfriend Chaeyoung. It was unfair to her and what if she caught you? You were almost making out with her boyfriend again. The thought was enough to make you pull away from Jungkook, leaving him a little confused.

"Why did you pull away? You can't lie to me, I know you liked kissing me too."

"Yes, maybe I did Jungkook. But it's wrong. You have a girlfriend Jungkook, what are you thinking? What about chaeyoung? Don't you care about what she'd feel?" you reasoned. "I know that, you don't have to remind me. But you're my soulmate Y/N, she's just my girlfriend. And I don't even know what I feel about her anymore, but when I kiss you I don't think about anything or anyone else."

"But we can't do this Jungkook. I can't allow you to cheat on her with me, and I can't allow you to use me while you figure out what you really feel about her. It isn't healthy for the both of us."

"I know baby, I'm sorry. I'm not using you to figure out my feelings for her or forget her, I don't know what it is yet but I feel so good when I'm with you. Can't we just forget about everything for a little while and just let it be?" he said as he cupped your cheeks with his hands. "I don't know Kook, I don't think I can forget that you're with someone else and fool around with you. If things aren't working out for the both of you, why don't you talk it out or break up?"

"It's not that easy to just talk it out with her… and I can't break up with her…" (just yet) Jungkook wanted to add.

"Well what are you planning to do? And what do you want me to do Kook? I don't wanna be the other woman. You surely don't think we'll just mess around while you're still with her?"

"I can't let her go just yet Y/N. I need to think more. But I can't let you go too. You're my soulmate, pls don't give up on me. I just need time to figure things out." Jungkook said dejectedly. "I'll wait for you Kook, I just hope you can make the right decision. Also, It's not like I can avoid you forever. But, maybe it's best if we just stay friends for now. Like friends with no funny business or benefits." You said meaning it seriously but the last part jokingly. Trying to make the mood a little better.

"That's okay with me I guess. Well friend, promise you won't avoid me now?" He looked at you with hopeful eyes.

"Promise. Just don't try to do illegal things to me." You joked. "Okay! Hmm, so you wanna go eat icecream with me at my fave ice cream shop this time?"

"Are you paying for mine? If you are then who am I to say no."

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"Babe, you feel so good inside me."

"Of course I do, I have the best pussy and you know that."

"Not to ruin the mood, but what about your boyfriend? What if he catches us here? I heard he's built, I'm not saying I'm scared but you know I hate confrontation." The guy said balls deep inside her. "What about him? He doesn't care about me, he's probably fucking someone else too. But I can't break up with him you know? We've gone through a lot, and even if he neglects me I still want & need him. And you can't blame me for wanting someone to fulfill my needs, when he doesn’t anymore. Don't worry about him catching us, he never comes here unless I tell him to. Jungkook is so obedient, but a lousy boyfriend."

After you both finished your ice creams,( you learned his fave was the cookies and cream flavor,) Jungkook didn't want to go home yet. He suggested to go to the bowling alley at the mall, to teach you how to play bowling, because you mentioned you've never played it before.

"You have to hold it like this. Place your middle and ring finger in the top 2 holes and place your thumb into the bottom hole." he instructed, after a while you were almost getting the hang of it, though Jungkook was still the best because he'd made a 'turkey' already. You found out he loved going bowling with his dad, before they fought about his goals and dreams. It's amazing how athletic he is. He's an amazing soccer player, he's good at bowling, he's an exercise muscle pig, he can probably do anything if he puts his mind to it. Maybe the only thing he can't do is leave his girlfriend for you, or like you. But it's not time for your pity party right now.

After a taxing hell week, Jungkook invited you to have a movie marathon with him as a friend at his place, to relax after the horrid week and hangout.

"What movies are we watching this time Kook?" you asked sitting on his bed comfortably, holding a bag of chips to munch on later as you watched movies. "Hmm, I was thinking we could watch all the Iron man movies, and maybe spiderman after."

"Wow you really like Iron man huh?" you teased smirking a little. "Well yeah, only uncultured swines don't." he retorted.

"I really like how pepper stayed by his side through everything. She's a brilliant woman." Jungkook says sometime during the movie. "Yeah, I haven't really seen all the iron man movies till now but I can say they suit each other well. Pun unintended." you laughed at your silly thought, making Jungkook smile too.

You were focusing on the movie when you realized Jungkook's attention wasn't fully on the movie, instead it was at you. He was staring at you and he wasn't even being subtle about it. "Hey creep, why are you staring? You're not planning to murder me are you?" You joked. "I'm not a creep and I'm not planning to murder you, I was just admiring the view." You felt a blush forming in your cheeks at his words. Did he mean he was admiring you? That you were the view? The view isn't even that beautiful though, you thought insecure.

"Stop joking around Kook." you told him shrugging him off. "I'm not though, but I'll stop. Wouldn't want you falling for me even more." He cockily remarked. You knew he was joking but you couldn't help but get pissed a little by his joke. It was like he was trying to rile you up and for what? You couldn't do anything with him. You shouldn't, besides you already had an agreement. "As if Kook, keep dreaming."

"I'll keep dreaming of you then."

"Shut up or I'm really gonna get mad now."

"Okay, okay. I was just teasing babe don't be mad, I'm sorry."

"Let's just continue watching the movie okay?"

"Yeah, of course." he said awkwardly.

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You were out buying something at the store when you saw someone familiar passing by. Was that Chaeyoung? Jungkook's girlfriend? After taking the items you bought you followed her, as you were curious if Jungkook was with her at the mall too. But to your surprise she entered a resto, and the guy waiting for her wasn't Jungkook. It was some guy you didn't know but they looked kinda close if you must say. Thinking he was just a friend, you were about to go on your way when you saw at the corner of your eye that they were a little too close to be just friends. She fed him some food and they were sweet with each other. An ugly thought geared in your head. She wasn't cheating on Jungkook wasn't she? But if she were then it would be so unfair to him.

You had the sudden urge to ask her what she was doing when you realized it wasn't your place and your business to butt in. You also remembered that you kissed his boyfriend so you were conflicted. Isn't it hypocritical to hate her for possibly cheating on Jungkook, when Jungkook kinda did the same? Their relationship is kinda fucked up if you think about it, and you don't want to be a part of it. But how can you not be affected when you've already sinned with your soulmate. You decided to go home instead of snitching her to Jungkook, as you thought it wasn't the right time yet. Also, you needed more proof and to know the truth if she really was doing it.

You were back again at Jungkook's place to do a project for school, as the universe decided to make you partners for this class project. Maybe it's the soulmate effect, ew. You should stop being delulu, you thought. You weren't gonna lie and say you don't enjoy spending time with Jungkook though, He was always so adorable and kind. Except for times when his cockiness gets the best of him, he was enjoyable to be around with. "So, which part do you wanna do first?" you asked. "Hmm, maybe the easy one first?" you laughed a little, of course he'd choose the easy part to do. "Okay. You'll do the vocabulary part and I'll do the introduction summary for now." You stated. He agreed and you both proceeded to do the project, chatting occasionally to ask some questions about it. You just finished your tasks for today, when Jungkook decided to make a dad joke and it was actually a good one- or maybe you're just lame that's why you found it so funny that you had tears in the corner of your eyes from laughing so much. Someone decided to knock on his door interrupting your crack fiasco, and you remembered to get yourself together and stop giggling like a crackhead.

"Chaeyoung? Why are you here?" Jungkook said as soon as he opened his door, his girlfriend appearing in front of him. "Because you weren't answering your phone Kook, and now I see why." She retorted, looking at you accusingly. She had put weird extensions on her hair, making her look quite ratchet. But her outfit was kinda nice, it was slutty like her. "Well Y/N's here because we're doing a school project, it's not what you're thinking Chae."

"And what am I thinking Kook? Care to tell me how you know what's on my mind?" she said sarcastically. "I'm just saying the stupid things you're thinking aren't real, babe." Chaeyoung got angry at his statement. "Are you saying I'm stupid Jungkook? How dare you!" she screamed.

"I never said that, you're the one who said it. Are we really gonna fight right now again? Because I don't have the time or energy for it. So can we do it some other time? Not right now when Y/N's here." Instead of being ashamed, the things Jungkook said just seemed to rile up his girlfriend more. "And so fcking what if she's here Kook? I don't care about her, and you shouldn't too. Your business with her is done! You shouldn't be meeting up with her anymore, but look at you hoeing around behind my back." You wanted to defend Jungkook, but you remembered that you did kiss him and that made you feel a little guilty. Though, you agreed to be just friends right now. "I'm not hoeing around Chaeyoung! Stop accusing me of doing things I'm not doing. I care about Y/N because she's my soulmate, and you should respect her as a person if you can't respect us being connected in each other's lives." Jungkook retorted right back at her. "If you're not playing around then why do I feel like you are Kook? A woman's instincts are never wrong. You've been cold to me. And whenever we talk, we just fight. Is it really crazy for me to think that it's because you want something or someone new?" she cried crocodile tears.

"I'm sorry if you feel that way, but It's not wholly my fault. You always seem to find mistakes in me and accuse me of stupid shit I didn't do, that's why we're always fighting. You say I never communicate, but when I try to- you're the one who doesn't listen to me. I don't even know what to do with you anymore Chae. I don't know what to do with us." Jungkook sighed, quite exhausted with the whole conversation they're having. It was so awkward for you to witness them fighting, that you wanted to get out of the room already. So you told Jungkook you were leaving.

"Kook, I'm sorry to butt-in but maybe I should leave now? We're almost done with the project anyway." Jungkook was about to reply and escort you out, but his girlfriend chimed in. "You really only thought to leave now? When you could've done that ages ago? Come to think of it, it's your fault why we're fighting again. You're an annoying little slut." Jungkook was embarrassed and bummed at his girlfriend for insulting you like that, she was being paranoid and a bitch. You decided not to mind her and say anything, even though her bitch ass was really getting into your nerves. "Chaeyoung shut up!" he told her.

"No. Why should I shut up when it's true? It's her fcking fault for being such a flirty whore trying to steal you away from me! You're not even gonna deny it are you?" You couldn't help but answer her as you couldn't take the bullshit she was spouting anymore. "I don't usually respond to background noise and nonsense people, but since you wanted my attention so badly- I'm gonna tell you this. I'm not trying to steal your boyfriend, so please get out of your imagination now, It's not healthy." You retorted snarkily. You were about to get out of the door, but you couldn't help but tell her one last thing before you go,

"And before you call me a whore, make sure you're not one."

And you coolly went out of the door and walked away from them, leaving poor slutty Chaeyoung stunned.

TBC. 💜

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Paracosm: Honey Love Love ☕( Masterpost/Aesthetic/ Intro)

(While reminiscing about my Hetalia days I came across this Hetalia dating sim I used to be obsessed with and I decided to turn into a paracosm/au!) Here's the game its based in question: (Click ME)

(I don't have a moodboard or trailer for this yet, but I'll prolly edit in one soon..)

(This based on a rough translation, my Japanese is okay but its not that good but I feel like got a good understanding of the story anyways)

The story:

"Indigo graduated from a vocational school dreaming of becoming a pastry chef, but she couldn't find a job. The staff at the cafe "Regenbogen", who are rich in individuality and nationality, are seeing if she changes her mind about helping out at the cafe. The unfortunate handsome owner Gilbert. Ludwig, a quiet and strong cook. Arthur, a gentleman's tea wholesaler (whose popular with the ladies ohh~), and his younger brother, Alfred, a college student working part-time at Regenbogen, And the extremely mysterious extremely handsome and extremely chaotic, Antonio ... When she meets them, she'll be smitten.  

Can Indigo focus on making sweets or will her heart melt for one of the guys like chocolate?

Who knows where this story will go?"

Characters:

Ludwig (Germany)- "The younger brother of the owner, Gilbert. He started making Kuchen, a german sweet, and it really caught on later becoming the selling point of "Regenbogen". Ludwig has gone on to learn more recipes and sweets from his diverse group of friends and hopes to make the bakery a place where one can travel the world one plate at a time. While Ludwig has a sizeable friend group, he's really bad at talking to women, which is why he keeps mostly to himself at work and works in the kitchen in the back, but when Indigo arrives and starts spending just as much time in the kitchen as him, things begin to change."

Gilbert (Prussia)- "The owner of the cafe "Regenbogen", and he's also the face of the cafe as well. The complete opposite of his quiet brother. Gilbert is very loud and boisterous, he's mainly in charge of customer service at the counter, he meets Indigo in a pinch as she just moved to town and is now the cafe's benefactor and has come to save it, because of this action Glibert is very grateful and treats Indigo like the sister he never had. Gilbert always seems to be up to something and cruses regularly, but is his bravado just a mask to hide his true intentions?"

Arthur (England)-"An old friend of Gilbert and Ludwig. He's not officially part of the cafe staff, but he's the one who buys "Regenbogen" tea, and he's even assigned shopkeeper. He's a true gentleman and is very smart. He treats indigo like any other lady he encounters, but when he gets closer, he starts to let his emotional side show a little bit more... "

Alfred (America )-Arthur's younger brother, (to Arthur's embarrassment), He's an active college student, and working at "Regenbogen" is just ONE of his MANY part-time jobs. He was as excited as a young puppy to know that a new person would be joining the staff, Alfred finds Indigo to be cute and likes to tease her about her height and carry her around princess style. While he's a goofy guy, he's willing to protect and defend Indigo at all costs like a true hero!"

Antoño  (Spain) "A mysterious Spaniard, who shows up from time to time when Indigo needs him the most. He's been helping her out ever since she moved to town,  he comes out of nowhere and takes care of her problems in any way that he can. He's a very strange guy and super unpredictable and whenever it seems like indigo is getting to know him a little bit more, he vanishes again!"

Kiku (Japan)-The landlord of the house that Indigo rents from Sadiq. He is an old friend of Sadiq, and cares for  Indigo who lives alone while Sadiq is away on a business trip. No one seems to know how old he is.."

Feliciano ( Italy)- "Old friend of Gilbert and Ludwig. He is a helper in the kitchen of Regenbogen only during busy hours. He is friendly and especially good with women. She has a good sense of cooking in general and gives Indigo advice on everything."

Sadiq (Turkey)- "An old friend of  Indigo's father, whom Indigo has called "Uncle" since she was a child. He advised Indigo, who was lost in her future, to move out and offered her his vacant house as her new home. He is currently on a business trip overseas."

Indigo (Parame)-A young woman who dreamed of becoming a pastry chef, (she even went to school for it too) , despite her small appearance and seemingly soft-spoken nature, she's a hard worker and is super creative. She's pretty patient when comes to making sweets but she's also a perfectionist and will keep making a sweet over and over again until she gets it right! she can be her own worst critic as well and also has a serious presence to her. When not stressed about her baking skills, Indigo's actually quite the jokester in the right mood, in her downtime when she's not practicing her skills, she can be found drawing up ideas for cute sweets (or just drawing in general), she's also a big nerd for anime, manga and video games (mostly visual novels and dating sims, but she does love playing a horror RPG game even now and then), she's also a sucker for cute animals and children, and likes to sit at home and watch cheesy teen dramas while eating a tub of her fave ice cream, cake batter."

Setting:

"Regenbogen" which is the German word from Rainbow, the cafe got its name from for all of the vast and wonderful variety of sweet treats it holds from around the country, or at least that's how the owner and staff would like it to be. While Regenbogen does have delicious sweets, its also know to be a very slow cafe since they only have one chef in the kitchen on a regular day, the waiter, while he is friendly, can become easily distracted and sometimes lack tack in the way he starts conversations with guest, while the place does have customer service its not very good,  the owner can be very insensitive to customer's issues and will boast about how awesome he is, instead of actually helping and listening to their problems, he's also known to be very rude and blunt and customers can often hear him spouting inappropriate jokes and cursing. Good looking staff and well-made delicious food doesn't seem to be enough to keep business afloat, it's as if Regenbogen is missing something or more likely missing someone...."

#paraportal #paracosm: Honey Love Love #Honey love love #hetalia #paracosm aesthetic #paracosm intro #paracosm