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orcelito · 1 year
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ok it's rly stupid but discacc chapter 42 felt so weird writing not for anything in the chapter but bc i wrote it outside of my normal active chapter document. for the most part. LIKE i have this one document that i use for writing all my discacc chapters and HAVE since like way way way early on. like since chapter 2 ish early on? bc things were getting too long it was freaking out the doc & also it's easier to copy-paste new chapters into ao3 if i just have that chapter there. so i have my main fic thing (well, multiple, since discacc is too long to fit into one document lmfaoo) & then i write new chapters in this active chapter doc & then copy paste them into the main thing once im done
EXCEPT
so 42 was originally a part of 41. it was all gonna be chapter 41. and i wrote like 4.6k words of it in active document with chapter 41. then decided it was gonna be its own thing, so i just plopped that bit into its own document to cut it from the active chapter doc. but then. when it came time to continue it in chapter 42. i just. didnt move it back to the active chapter document. i just kept writing in separate document '42'.
and idk there's just smth that feels so WEIRD about that. like it wasn't a normal discacc chapter or smth. which is kinda stupid but idk. like i couldve moved it back over at any point. but i didnt. bc i was already there
anyways im looking forward to writing again in "DA active chapter" doc aka the RIGHT doc for discacc writing. thank you very much
#speculation nation#discacc shit#yes i have DA active and DA beta docs as in DA an acronym used in documents but NEVER in talking about it#bc i was really really really into dragon age some years back so DA is dragon age in my mind#aka the origins for me using 'discacc' as an abbreviation instead. if anyone cares.#uhm. so yea idk i just have all these documents for fic wriitng.#i have. 11 documents in my discacc folder (which is a subset of my fic folder. there are separate ones for different WIPs)#i'll give u guys the names bc i feel like sharing#'42' (as talked about here) 'akira personas' (gotta plan for them bc Hoo there r many possibilities) 'DA active chapter' (as spoken of)#'DA beta chapter' (for passing completed chapters off to andi to read. back when they could beta. hoping it can be used again sometime)#'DA ch2' (lmaoo aka i was gonna start working on early edits beyond 1 and then just never did)#'DA reject passages' (BARELY used. like 2 lil things in there. already both recycled i think. i keep it just in case.)#'Discordant Accord' first main collection 'Discordant Accord 2' 2nd main collection bc first got too long to keep adding to it#'Goro journal' aka where i wrote the recently posted side thing. man that sure was something#'goro skills' CRUCIAL document from info i gathered early on. compiles all skills from robin hood loki AND his boss fight.#it's very good for personal reference lol#and FINALLY... 'Ryukita planning' which tbh is just a series of screenshots. but i have some plans for orders of events#sometimes the sub plots need planning too ok? ok#uhm. hi. im being encouraged too much with praise. here's some talk about my process that no one asked for.
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Forget-Me-Not 5
Warnings: non/dubcon, and other dark elements. My username actually says you never asked for any of this.
My warnings are not exhaustive but be aware this is a dark fic and may include potentially triggering topics. Please use your common sense when consuming content. I am not responsible for your decisions.
Characters: Loki
Summary: You return to your childhood home to put the past to rest.
Part of the Backwoods AU
As usual, I would appreciate any and all feedback. I’m happy to once more go on this adventure with all of you! Thank you in advance for your comments and for reblogging.
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You walk out of the bank, tempted to have your lunch at The Horn. You're certain they'd serve it up nice and foamy in a pint. Never the matter, you were never a drinker. Sins of the mother and all that.
You get into the front seat and sit for a minute, contemplating what to do. If you leave the land as it is, burn that shitheap down, drive off into the sunset, well, who will care about what some dead crone owed the bank? That's not how it works. You might think little of shared blood but a name is a name to the powers that be.
You shove your key in the ignition and turn. Your engine cranks and sputters but doesn't roll over. You frown. You just had it serviced before you drove out here. Oils filled, everything was tiptop, so the mechanic said. No lights, no dinging. You try again, twisting harder, but it doesn't catch. You let go as the car quiets.
A slap on the roof makes you jump and you look out the window at the figure right outside. Thor Odinson bends, grinning at you through the glass as he gives a wink. You don't believe in coincidences, especially not in Hammer Ford. You ignore him and give it another go; third time is the charm.
Nothing. Just a puff of exhaust and rattle. Fuck!
"Ah, don't worry, sweetheart," Thor raises his voice so you can hear him through the glass, "I'll take you 'round Vol's--"
"Fuck off," you hit the switch, ensuring the locks are down.
He laughs, "you know, I don't think I ever heard you speak before."
You shake your head and scowl, peering around. Several people watch but quickly put their heads down and continue on their way. Just like it always was. Fucking cowards.
"I see why he likes you--"
"Piss off!" You flip two fingers up in his direction, "now!"
"What? I'm tryna help you out. Sounds like your transmission," he taunts, "or maybe... you got some gravel in the gas tank. Shit, you know, that'll ruin your lines--"
"God! Would you just leave me alone?" You roar as you hit the steering wheel, "you and your fucking family."
"My mother gave me this cheque..." he reaches in his pocket and unfolds a slip, "has your name on it... and would you look at that? She left the amount blank."
You ignore him and grit your teeth. They think you're that girl who could be sold for a sixer and a couple bills. They don't know anything. They don't know you.
You reach over to the glove box and pop it open. You reach inside and take out the bottle of glass cleaner you keep there. You flip the lock up and he steps back, a victorious hum as you open the door just a hair. You aim the nozzle up and spritz him in the eyes.
"Is that clear enough for you!?" You snap the door shut again and thump the lock down with your fist.
He cries out and wipes his eyes furiously. You sneer as you watch him growl and his. He pulls his shirt up to mop at his face and finally stands, blinking furiously. He sends his fist into the glass, shattering it as you yipe. You shield yourself, reading for the next one, but he merely stumbles away.
"You've done it now," he snarls, "just you fucking wait."
"I will be," you holler, "just you come around and see."
He staggers away, groaning as he continues to fuss with his eyes. You watch him in the rearview before you lean back and stare at the lifeless meters in the dashboard. Rest in peace, mom, you left me a whole lot of shit, didn't you?
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You grab the tire iron and leave your car behind. You have no other choice but to make the long trek back to your mother's shack. You get a few looks from passerbys on the main strip, their eyes lingering on the heavy tool in your hand. You're not stupid or weak like them. You're ready to fight back.
You keep your eyes set ahead of you as you crest the first hill. You always hated how this village only ever seemed to be up. You weave around the country roads and turn off into the trees as the sun dips below the treelines. You're tired and sore but not done. You still have a ways to go.
As you come through the canopy that opens to your mother's house, you feel the coolness in the air tingling in your fingers. The chill in your spine is from more than the late cast of a spring afternoon. You grip the iron tight as you stare up at the open door.
You swing around at the kick of a pebble. The iron meets only air as you twirl all the way around. No one's there. You back up, searching the trees. No, someone is there.
A snicker rolls up through the forest. It's him. He's watching you. You won't back down, not this time. You squint into the shadows. Where is that snake?
"Oh my, are we scared?" Loki's hiss crawls up your spine.
You spin again to find another void.
"Don't you remember our game..." he taunts. "Perhaps this time, you might win..."
"Go away!"
"Ten..." He calls out, "nine..."
Your heart races as your eyes tinge. You remember that girl, lost in the trees, listening to him count down, to his pursuit rustling through the leaves behind her. You feel the crash of the ground against your chest and the river water flooding into your mouth. You can't breath as you're trapped beneath another, rutting and ramming, snarling as he snickers in your ear.
"three..." you come back to the present, "two..." you whip around, "one!" You spin the iron and jab it backwards around your side.
He grunts and staggers back as you stumble forward away from his grasp. Loki falters as he grasps his stomach, a clot of red blooming on the inside.
"Shit..." he spreads the fabric, showing the gash. Not deep enough. You hold the iron tighter and raise it again. He chuckles and shakes his head as he looks up at you, "oh darling, you should know by now..." he smirks, "I don't play fair."
Suddenly, you're taken off your feet from behind, a thick arm around your neck and another around your middle. You thrash with tire iron only to be thrown away from the body behind you, hitting a tree so hard you're left breathless. You drop the iron as Loki moves to sweep your feet from under you and Thor brings his foot down onto your chest. You cough as you stare up at the brothers.
Everything stays the same in Hammer Ford.
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bitchliteraria1906 · 1 month
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I'm so sorry for spam posting about Lokius. It will happen again.
Anyways, I wanna talk about how the fell first x fell harder thing works with them, in my personal opinion.
Let's get it out of the way: Mobius fell first, Loki fell harder. I think most of the fandom agrees with this.
Mobius studied Loki's life. He's seen all the bad and even downright unforgivable things Loki is capable of.
But he's also seen Loki interacting with his family and the people of Asgard, how he never seemed to fit in, how there always seemed to exist an emotional wall between him and pretty much everyone that wasn't Frigga. He's seen vulnerable moments other people in Loki's life can only dream of knowing about.
As I said, something Mobius definitely noticed is the big emotional wall that exists between Loki and other people.
So the first thing he does when he gets a chance to talk to Loki is try to break down said wall, and he does that by pressing him with questions and pushing all the buttons possible.
"Do you enjoy hurting people? Do you enjoy killing?"
"I'll kill you."
"What, like you did your mother?"
It's a cruel tactic, and considering Mobius’s personality it's safe to assume he didn’t enjoy doing that, but it's what you're expected to do with prisioners at the TVA, and in this case, it works. Loki opens up, and it makes things easier.
I've seen a lot of people joke about how Mobius studying Loki is basically him having either a hyperfixation or being a fanboy with a little celebrity crush, and... yeah? That's pretty much it?
I mean, come on. Even though it was necessary to understand Loki to work with him, you can’t tell me Mobius wasn't genuinely interested in him too. Even in season one, when things were far from perfect and there was still trust to be built, he seems to think of Loki as fascinating/endearing sometimes, and did nice things for him without expecting anything in return, like giving him the daggers, complimenting him, just overall speaking softly whenever they're talking. He wouldn't do that if he didn’t see Loki as more than a variant he was being forced to work with.
All of this, paired with his reaction to the possibility of Loki having a thing for Sylvie, paints Mobius as the person who fell/noticed his feelings first for me. I personally think he pushed these feelings aside due to a "It would never work" train of thought, even before Sylvie.
As for Loki, while he obviously didn't trust Mobius at first, once they started spending more time together, he seemed to start feeling safe and comfortable around him to a degree that he had not felt with anyone else in a long time. He sleeps peacefully around Mobius, allows himself to be playful, and seems to genuinely appreciate the nice things I mentioned Mobius did for him.
But he's also a very traumatized person who hasn't felt genuinely connected to anyone in a while, so he obviously has no idea what to do with this, and the high stakes he's dealing with obviously don't help. He doesn't have time to sit down and process how he truly feels about this random analyst that just came into his life and flipped it upside down. And even if he had the time, would he even manage to accept he was falling for someone? We're talking about Loki here.
This is where the biggest difference between their situations shines for me: Mobius had a long, boring time to think of Loki before even meeting him in person, and even when they did meet, he was dealing with less shit than Loki. He had time to think about Loki, come to a conclusion about his feelings, and make the conscious choice to not act on them/push them aside.
Loki was thrown on the TVA shortly after the events of Avengers, watched a tape of his entire life play before his very eyes, had to learn everything about the TVA and timelines and then met Sylvie and the other variants. It's not that he didn’t reciprocate, he simply didn’t have time to process his feelings.
Personally, I can see him having a moment of realization at the end of season one, when he realized how desperate he was for Mobius's comfort after being kicked through the door by Sylvie, and when the horror of Mobius not recognizing him set in.
And that's what I mean when I say he "fell harder": it's not that he loves Mobius more, it's that Mobius developed and accepted his feelings slowly, while Loki's feelings hit him like a train at the worst time possible.
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curvykittyyssmutfics · 8 months
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King thor (mcu thor) is stressed from his duty as king and avenger so his queen of midguard, reader (not actually a queen of midguard, but she is human who used to work as shield nurse and has a healing power) decided to release his anger and stress on her! Hard core fuck, suck nipple, blowjob, doggy style, sucking pussy, daddy, other positions style
How Kings Release
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Thor paces your shared bedroom back and forth with long agitated strides. The pressure of becoming king has more than shredded any semblance of patience he possessed and often sent him to the realm of pure fucking insanity. He honestly didn't know how much more he could take before he snapped.
Pressures of keeping his kingdom safe weighed heavily on Thor, and he's not afraid to admit that he worries for his people. Unfortunately his concern usually translates to internal rage and he needs a fuckin stress reliever. He'll just never speak that little fact out loud.
You're unaware of Thors surly reflective state and unluckily take this moment to enter the room. Hes not facing you but his perturbed treading comes to a halt. Since youre only there to change your royal robes, you only glance at Thor, giving a warm loving smile to his backside before heading to your huge walk in closet. You undress as you speak to your unknowingly fuming husband.
"My king, you're needed in the prison chambers. Something about Loki needing a word with you."
You're clothes hit the floor, pooling around your ankles when you hear a thunderous pound on the wall behind you. The noise obviously startles you, makes you jump as you turn around bewildered. Your round heavy tits swing a bit as you look at him. He's facing you now, taking you in unabashedly.
Thor wordlessly gazes at your naked frame intensely. His silent brooding demeanor is starting to make you anxious. What the hell was goin on?
"Did something happen, Thor? Are you al-,"
Your inquiry clips short as he stalks towards you, still refusing to say a single word. You kinda wanna make a run for it but the way he's looking at you seems to dare you to take a single step and your not sure you want to take that chance. Your feet are rooted to the spot as he approaches, looking you up and down like a piece of damn meat. He hums a short sound of appreciation of everything he can see and fuckin KNOWS your body has to offer. His tongue flicks out to lick over his bottom lip as he continues to stare at your curvy naked body. Shit, you smell so God damn good to him.
"Thor-"
Your husband's large warm hand wraps firmly around your throat and you shut the fuck up promptly. It's about now that you're finally aware of your warrior's very tense disposition. He steers you towards the bed by your neck, makin you walk backwards till the back of your legs hit the soft midnight blue plush blankets. He brings his face close to yours, your noses almost touch, finally addressing you with a tone that was deadly low.
"Call me that again and you'll fuckin regret it."
Thor is seething.. And you have no idea why. Your heart is pounding at his behavior and when his hand clutching you becomes a bit more malleable on your neck, you might have an inkling of what's comin next. Even though your starting to get wet at his treatment, you hope to hell you're not limping afterwards for the entire damn kingdom to see this time.
"If I hear you call me anything besides who the fuck I am to you, I'll wreck that pussy way more than I intend to. A warning for you My Queen: this is not the time for your usual bratty, disobedient behavior. "
Thor pushes you to the bed, eagle-eyes focused on the way tits and thighs jiggle as you hit the bed with a soft plop. He kneels, pushing your legs open roughly as he examines your glistening folds. His fingers spread your pussy lips, relishing in the way the pink of you throbs for him. It makes his fat lengthy dick perk up even more in anticipation.
His cock lays heavy behind his clothing, so damn rigid and engorged. Thor's dick drips small drops of precum and it makes his underwear feel warm and sticky. Not even aware of when his dick got hard, all he can contemplate is taking his emotions out on your poor unsuspecting body.
"Now, I'm gonna suck and lick my pretty little pussy till you cum. Afterwards, I'm gonna fuck you however I want until my balls are drained. Understand?"
Thor doesn't bother to wait for answer as he pins back both of your thighs in each of his hands and dives in. Spearing your wet pussy with his stiff tongue, the king basks in your taste as his crown tips off of lengthy blonde flowing waves. He's moaning and groaning at the flavor of you bursting inside his mouth. Continuously stabbing at your pussy, Thor grips your thighs harder and pulls you closer to his mouth.
You have to grip the bed with tight balled fist as he attacks your little puss. Your breath puffs out in desperate little pants as he gives instant blindingly good pleasure. Your h/c hair fans out on the bed like a halo surrounding you while thrash wildly. You know better than to push him away so you do nothing but endure the intense sensations invading your overwhelmed fluttering pussy.
"Ooooohmyking! My King! Pleeeease! Ohgodohgodohgod! I c-ca-.. I can't!"
You hope your fuming husband takes pity on you and slows down but your wanton cries have the opposite affect. He sets your right leg on his shoulder and brings a hand down to thumb at your throbbing clit, pressing firm quick circles that have you gasping for air. You yank at you comforter but it does nothing to help with the feeling of him fuckin his tongue into you as hard and fast as he can. White sparks flash behind your tightly closed eyes as he forces you to take what he gives you.
Thors mouth, beard and chin are soaked. The smell of you, your passionate shrieks, and sight of your shuddering body makes his dick wanna spurt. He presses himself against the bed as he eats you like he'll never see you again. He can tell you're getting close, needs you to be as wet as possible cause when he gets inside you, he's gone beat ya pussy up till his hearts content.
"Ohfuuuuuck! Ah, ah aaahgod! Love you! I love you Daddy! Loveyou, loveyousofuh-uckinmuch!"
He knows damn near the entire castle can hear your wails bounce of your walls of your room and through the open window. Should let up some cause you'd be embarrassed as hell if you knew but he couldn't muster to find a single ounce of a fuck to give as he removes his tongue and give a vigorously resistant suck on your clit.
"St-st-o-op! Ple-! St- AH! Thoooor!! Pleeeease!"
Thor thinks the arch that snaps your back is so fuckin pretty as you cum fast and hard against his mouth. It's a damn miracle the bedspread doesn't rip between your fingers from your deranged tugging as you blast his mouth and chin with a heavy dose of your love. With eyes still shut, you beg for it to end but its a laughable concept to your mean ass man as he doubles down on his sucking.
Your now wordless screams make his ears ring and dick attempt to bust free. He pulls off with a POP! only to latch back, nursing at your sensitive little button ferociously.
The fervid sensation makes you kick at him and you actually manage to free your self. You think you'll take your chances of escape as you twist onto your belly and make a very sorry attempt at scrambling over the bed. Your knees are too shaky and your legs wobble, your poor pussy still pounding with overstimulation.
Thor can't believe his fucking eyes, not only had he peeped you calling him by his first fuckin name, here you were trying to make the weakest escape attempt he had ever witnessed. It actually made him laugh out loud, first in disbelief and then malevolence. Aight if that's the way you were gone play, he'd show you wassup. BET.
Your tyrant of a husband hastily pulls his stiff long dick out from under his kingly attire, pumping it quickly from tip to base as he snatches you back by your ankle. You're sobbing and flailing but Thor hardly gives you a chance to fight back. He briefly lets go of his cock to seize your hips upwards and grab a handful of your hair. Your impaled on his length before you can even think to beg for his forgiveness.
"FUUH-UUCK!" Your king's boisterous roar of satisfaction definitely beats your stuttering howl.
Your breath is knocked from your lungs as he digs into you more than halfway. He has to pause and revel in your lava hot snug little pussy already trying to milk the fuck outta him. You're uncontrollably clenching around his girth and its sending him to fucking Valhalla.
His next thrust takes him to the hilt as you wheeze for air. Thor utilizes his grip in your hair to pull you back to meet his powerful thrusts. The booming slaps of his pelvis crashing against your juicy jiggling ass cheeks as proof of his earlier promise to wreck you if disobeyed. You suck air into your lungs desperately, finally able to pitifully wail at his reckless treatment of your body.
You wanna beg him to slow down, plead with Thor to stop; at least just a small break from the havoc he was wreaking between your thighs. But you can't, don't even realize that your tongues hangs from between your lips uselessly as he despicablely fucks you without a hint of concern.
"Shoulda- dammit sooo tight! Fuuuck! Sh-shit, shoulda listened to me y/n." He leans down, pulling you back further to speak at your ear.
"You never listen. Actually thought I'd l-let your bad ass get away? Think Daddy's gonna h-have to stop taking it so e-easy on you."
He slaps each of your ass cheeks, admiring the way your radiant brown skin ripples from the impact before both hands wrap around your slender neck. He's bucking and riding you hard as tears stream down your face from the immense pressure in your gut. Your nothing more than a doll for him at this moment and the sentiment makes him squeeze a bit at your neck which in turn has your pussy attempting to strangle his cock.
Dammit, Thor wants to fuck you longer but with the week he's had he should be greatful he ain't explode inside your magic pussy on the first stroke. His balls draw up tight against his body and your tough ass husband actually whimpers as his cock starts to spasm. He's quick to rip his dick from your abused little puss, turn you to face him and push you to your knees.
Your dazed, beyond confused, as you rapidly try to blink tears from lashes and clear your blurry vision. Your most definitely not expecting or prepared for Thor to bully his spasming wood between your lips. He stares down at you with a dilated piercing gaze and lets loose massive torrents of cum as he shouts your name exuberantly.
"..aaaaah FUCK! Y/n, y/n! Oh f-fu- Gods help me! Sofuckingooood y/n! Haaah.."
You never had a fucking chance in hell! His cum gags you as you cough harshly around his dick. Try as you might to pull back from the onslaught, he easily holds you in place while he humps his dick in your mouth ruthlessly. The muscles in his torso flex erratically, and he shouts estatically as he busts a fierce ass nut.
By the 4th spurt of Thor's copious cum, he's slides in till your nose presses against his short dark blonde public hair. 'He smells like the flower soap on the the 4th floor' your mind supplys foggily as he spurts again, this one going straight down your throat.
Thankfully his streams lose volume by the 6th gush into your warm cavern but it's almost impossible to breathe as his cock chokes you. Trickles of his thick white liquid leaks from the corner of your mouth as he finishes releasing into your over stuffed jaws.
His saltiness assaults your senses and your chest burns with the need to take a real breath. Your arms now hang limply at your sides, eyes half closed as you helplessly wait for your king to release you.
Your freshly done make up runs from your watery eyes down your cheeks, smearing with the cum that streams down your chin. Splashes of Thor's warm milk decorates your chocolate skin in blotches and the sight makes his slowly softening dick twitch with interest. He takes a mental picture before pulling his dick out of throat slowly and relinquishing his grip.
You fall back against the bed flaccidly with a pathetic hum as his eyes follow the rivers of his release now dripping down your perky tits and tummy to your trembling thighs. You stare at the wall unfocused as your chest heaves. You can't think.. Can't move.. You can't speak.. Just how he likes it after a session.
"Fuuuuck.. I needed that, Woman."
He ducks down to retrieve his crown, tucking his dick back into his clothes as he smirks at your pliable, relaxed state. Thor wipes at the sweat on his face with his sleeves as he reluctantly turns and heads for the door, leaving you on the bedroom floor still trying to catch your breath. He'll be back to run you a hot bath and hopefully slide in some round 2. For now, time to deal with Loki..
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muddyorbsblr · 2 years
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It's finally here! A chaotic piece brought about by this post that somehow turned into another love story between Loki and the reader. Whoops.
Summary: The guys try a bunch of angel-themed pick up lines on you to see which one makes you fold.
Pairing: Loki x Reader
Word Count: 1.7k
Warnings: none. this is fluff.
Things to be aware of: cheesy pick up lines
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"These are terrible. Who actually thinks that these work?" you heard Natasha groaning from the common room. "Because I was praying so hard? Really?" 
"The one about taking off your shirt so he could see your wings made me want to put them in a death grip," Wanda chimed in. "Although something tells me they might actually like it if I do, so I'll have to blast one of their appendages off, I suppose."
"Alright, what has you two in a quest to chop off limbs? Again?" you asked as you walked in to the common room, Wanda immediately scooting over so you could sit between her and Nat. 
"The guys here are trying to see if they could get us to fold with cheesy angel-themed pick-up lines. Tony's convinced that it's all in the delivery. So far he's not proving his theory right." Nat looked like she'd rather endure getting her teeth pulled out than having to receive another line, so you decided to relieve your friends. 
"Alright boys, these two look jaded and ready to cut your throats out, so consider me their reliever. Gimme your worst." You pointed at the direction of the guys with a 'come at me bro' motion. 
"I wanna try, Miss Y/N." 
"Go ahead, spiderling, but pro tip? If you wanna pick a girl up, let's start by not calling her Miss. Makes us feel older than we are." Peter grew red at the advice but nodded and stood up, straightening his shirt and shoving his hands in his pockets. 
"Will you tell me about your home, Y/N? I wanna know what Heaven's like." 
You nodded your head slowly, as if you were grading his line. "Your delivery lacks confidence, sweetie. You're gonna need some more time mentoring with Stark if you want his swagger to rub off on you."
"My turn," Wilson boomed, standing and doing a comical swagger type walk, clearly taking this entire exercise as a joke. Just like you were. "Y/N, does it hurt to always spend Christmases sitting on top of a tree?"
You furrowed your eyebrows at him. "Why would I be—"
"Because we always put the angels on the top of the tree," he finished with a move to smoothen his brows that had you bursting out in cackles. 
"Well I can't say anything about the trees but I do like spending my Christmases, and any other time of the year really, on top," you answered with a saucy raise of your eyebrow that had majority of the men in the room either doing a spit take or choking on their drink. 
You heard your friends cheering you on from the railing at the top of the stairs. "That's our bitch right there!" Nat hollered. 
"Alright I'll have a go at jellybean over here," Tony announced, standing from his seat and walking over to you with his signature 'Yeah I know I'm hot shit' walk. "I gotta make some training simulations just in case we ever have to face off against angels. You never know. You mind if I use you as the reference?"
You did three slow claps. "I will give you points for creativity, Stark. You still can't get a woman to fold with that line, though. Sorry." 
"I still want to get you scanned for that training sim, though. I’m not kidding, jellybean." 
"Just say when, Tony."
"May I have an attempt?" Your body felt like it froze on the spot at the sound of Loki's voice floating across the common room. Tony and Sam threw you knowing smirks before the former retook his old seat. Asshats. The two were the worst offenders when it came to giving you shit about your crush on the raven-haired Asgardian. 
"Uhm…sure, Mischief. Knock yourself out." You straightened your stance and fought to keep your composure as he took slow, purposeful strides towards you. "Although I'm pretty sure you'll get any woman to fold because fuck it that voice should be a registered weapon," you quipped as he crossed the distance to you. 
He chuckled. "You flatter me, little mortal." He tucked his fingers under your chin, making you look up at him, into his eyes. Focus, Y/N. Don't fold, don't fold, don't you fucking fold. "My mother used to tell me of a legend, that the Norns had crafted an individual for each of us so perfectly, so exquisitely, that when we meet them the only thought that will come to mind is 'There you are. Finally. I've waited centuries to reach you.' I once believed those tales to be pure works of fiction, to give one hope in a hopeless world. But upon meeting you, darling Y/N…"
"Mischief, this doesn't sound like a pickup line," you whispered frantically as he placed his thumb on your bottom lip, coaxing your mouth to form a pout, and used his free hand to tuck a stray lock of hair behind your ear.
He leaned in until your noses were touching, and then he spoke again. "There you are. Finally. I've waited centuries to reach you." 
"Fucking hell, I fold," you breathed out, staring at him with wide eyes, your heart thumping so loudly in your chest you could swear that Nat and Wanda could hear it from the second floor. "You win, Mischief." 
You saw his expression drop just a fraction as he released you, backing away by the slightest. 
"You're gonna need to teach us that, Reindeer Games," Tony quipped from his seat. "So…you win, pick your prize." 
"I didn't know you guys were playing for a prize," you said, turning to face the others, not even so much as daring to look at Loki after…what ever just happened.
"Well earlier the prize was just to not get kicked in the nuts by Romanoff," Tony answered. "Tell you what, Rock of Ages, you go think what you want as your prize and then just text Y/N. Game's over, boys. Let's pack it up." 
You looked up towards Nat and Wanda who were now frantically motioning for you to come upstairs and meet them, and you took that as your cue to run out of the common room. "I'm not even into him but I have to say that would've had me fold, too," the Russian spy commented as you stepped into their arms with a frantic wide-eyed look on your face. 
"Y/N, my friend, that…that didn't sound like he was playing." 
You took a deep, steadying breath. "What're you talking about, Wan? Of course he was," you mumbled. "I'm gonna go out for lunch today, you two wanna come with?" 
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You received a text in the middle of lunch that nearly made your heart start sprinting and almost made you choke on the sandwich you were trying to chew.
I meant it. Every word. Come to me when you're ready. I'll be in my chambers.
"Y/N, you look like you've seen a ghost," Wanda prodded, her tone laced with concern. "What's wrong, dear one?" You showed her the text. "Fucking finally." 
"Fucking finally what?" Nat asked as she got back to the table. You showed her the text. "Oh. That. Well it's about damn time." 
"Excuse you two?? Something you wanna share with the class?" you all but shrieked in the middle of the deli. 
"You might wanna put the mozzarella stick down until after we're done telling you," Nat advised and you stopped yourself from taking a bite. "Mischief's had the hots for you. For months. You've been too busy having the hots for him and making sure that he doesn't figure that out, to even notice. We were hoping that he'd finally fess up when he asked if he could have a shot at the game earlier, and look at that, it finally happened. Hence, fucking finally." 
"So we should finish our lunch, go find you a cute outfit, so that you can be ready for him," Wanda said, wiggling her eyebrows at you, making you throw the mozzarella stick at her face. 
Two hours later, you were back in the tower, wearing a black sundress that fell midway down your thighs, and a gold belt around your waist, making your way to Loki's room. You took a deep breath as you rapped on the door before you could change your mind.
Almost immediately, the door opened to reveal the god in loungewear set in his signature green. He looked at you with a softness in his eyes as he reached for your hand. "Come in, darling." 
As soon as the door closed behind you, you started, "What did you mean--"
Before you could get another word out, he gently pushed you against the closed door and laid his lips on yours. The shock of his actions admittedly caught you off guard, but you quickly shook that off and placed your hand behind his neck, returning his kiss and weaving your fingers through his hair. 
"I know what I want," he murmured against your lips as he lifted you into his arms, making you wrap your legs around him, effectively trapping you between him and the door. 
"You mean out of the game or out of life?" you breathed out, letting out whimpered moans as he pressed kisses from your jawline to your neck. 
"Both, darling," he breathed against your neck. "Out of life? I want you to become mine." He pressed another kiss and groaned against your skin. "But the game, my precious mortal…" he trailed off, kissing a path from your neck to your ear. "I will need your answer before I tell you that."
"My answer to what?" you gasped as he lightly nipped at your ear. 
"Will you be mine?" He punctuated his question by kissing the skin below your ear and then proceeding to softly suck on the spot, making you all but moan your answer. 
"Yes."
"Well then…" He trailed a path of kisses back to your lips. "As my prize, I want you—"
"You have me, Loki. I'm yours—"
"On top." 
Your eyes snapped to his, the air leaving you as you saw the devious smirk on his face. Oh. 
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A/N: Fun fact…the working title for this story while I was writing it was "lines from the corn factory". That is all.
Here's a little bonus gif for everyone who reads 'til the end:
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❥ Get to know me!
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Hi beautiful people, I hope you're doing well! My name is Stacy and I'm 19 years old (ew this is disgusting).
I made a tumblr account just to read fanfics without thinking I'd ever post anything in it but here we are I guess. Writing fanfics was definitely NOT in my plans but look at me now lmao. What I will be posting here will be up to my mood and inspiration, but you can always leave prompts or requests!! I don't think I'll be physically able to write any smut though but again, you never know so never say never
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Now some random ass facts about me cuz why not?
-Mental health is really important to me so, with that being said, you can always hmu on my inbox. I promise I'll listen!
-Currently, I'm in my first year in uni and studying business administration (I kinda hate it though). My og plan was to study psychology but it didn't quite work out.
-My favourite artist is NF. He helped me survive the darkest days of my life and I hope I'll be able to see him perform live one day. I've been a fan of his since 2018 and my favourite album of his is "The search".
-I love every animal in the world like if I had one wish, it would be to save all of them and protect them. They bring me so much joy, it's insane.
-My favourite colours are emerald green, black and dark red.
-I am an only child and I've always hated it like it's so boring and lonely.
-One thing I absolutely HATE is hook up culture. I despise it so much to the point it infuriates me. Obviously this is my personal opinion, if you like it, good for you, I just personally could never.
-I'm obsessed with the idea of love and that's why I started reading fanfics and books.
-I used to be obsessed with marvel and Loki was my comfort character. I still have a soft spot for him ngl.
-I L O V E animated movies like they are my childhood, but my comfort movies are the how to train your dragon trilogy.
-I only have 2 friends irl lmao. I am an introvert and I'd rather stay at home most of the time.
-I am a sucker for alone time. That shit always gives me energy and I'm so happy when I get it.
-I've never been in a relationship (even though I've been craving for one my whole life).
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lokisprettygirl · 1 year
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Lose me to Love you (Loki x Female Reader) (AU) (18+)
Read Chapter 11 here / Series Masterlist
Chapter 12
Summary: Loki finds himself stuck between his feelings and fears.
Trigger Warning: Extreme dark themes, Sexual abuse, physical abuse, public sex, Rough violent sex, 18+, Steamy stuff, Rough language, mention of suicide, talk of virginity and slut shaming, manipulative behaviour, mention of trauma, smut, toxic relationship between main characters. Dark themes, cult stuff.
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"No not her… not her Thor…not her please" you were hiding in Loki's closet, he put you there because they were all looking for you, he asked you to not come out of there no matter what. Loki told you that they were playing hide and seek but if you're caught they'll hurt you so you had to keep quiet and stay hidden.
"Where's she? Brother? Are you trying to get yourself killed? Have you lost your mind?" You heard brother Thor yelling at him and it made you flinch so you placed your palm over your ears so you wouldn't have to hear their yelling. You hated it when people yelled at each other, reminded you of how daddy and mommy used to scream at each other. Why was Thor upset? Where was your mommy? Loki said she'll be back but it's been a week and you haven't seen her anywhere, you missed her alot. 
"Thorr listen to me for once, please brother I'm begging you, just for once, they'll be here soon, I have already tipped them" Loki said to him and Thor's eyes widened in confusion and fear.
"Tipped who Loki? What did you do?" Thor grabbed his collar as he questioned him, it's not that he didn't want to get out of this hell but it felt impossible under Odin's reign.
"The cops, I gave them everything, the pictures of the sacrifices, the fucking orgies, every fucking thing, enough is enough" Thor punched Loki as he finished his words.
"You fool. We will go to Jail too, you participated in those rituals, you didn't think about that?" Loki chuckled as Thor said that.
"I won't..they promised me I won't" 
"And what about me?" Thor's eyes teared up and so did Loki's, he didn't want to betray his brother but he didn't trust him either.
"Take mother and run..as fast as you can, as far as you can, never come back, I'll never tell anyone" Thor took a step back in disbelief as Loki said that.
"All of this for that girl?" 
"She's just a child Thor, she's so innocent and so were those other children we watched get hurt and killed" his voice choked on his own tears as he spoke, he was broken but he won't allow you to suffer or get hurt by the hands of his maniac father, he has sinned enough, he has been quiet for so long, not anymore though "She trusts me to keep her safe, and I'm going to protect her, I won't fail her like everyone else did, not her" 
"He won't stop loki..you know that, you know how desperate he's to go to As–" 
"I don't care..I never cared, you can believe the lies he had fed us all our lives but I'm done now, I'm not going to stay quiet and take this shit anymore"  
The last thing you remembered from that day before you woke up in that den was that Brother Clint and James had found you and you saw Lolo being beaten up.
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He went back to the apartment as soon as he realized that Odin didn't escape just for revenge but he also wanted to finish the ritual.
As he reached home it was quiet and he was grateful to not bump into Jolene again, he stood outside your door for a moment contemplating if he should go in or not, what would he say to you? What were you expecting from him now? He twisted the knob and entered the bedroom, you were on the bed still awake so you sat up and looked at him,
"I want to shower" he said to you so you nodded.
"Why don't you use your bathroom?" 
"I don't want to see her" he mumbled as he took his jacket off, then his shirt followed, he grabbed a towel from the closet and headed towards the bathroom. When he came out with just a towel wrapped around his waist you couldn't help but gawk at his glistening wet muscles.
"You are drunk"
"Not really darling..give me something" 
"Whatt?" 
"Underwear, boxers.. anything of mine, I know you have it" you crossed your arms and glared at him for a moment before you decided to drop the act, you were obsessed with him and you weren't even ashamed of it, you got off the bed and took out a boxer briefs you had kept of him, you worn it sometimes when you felt like a bitch in heat and wanted to have something intimate of him to rub against. You also had his sweatpants so you handed him that as well.
"Turn around" he asked you and you looked at him shocked. Since when and why?
"Okay now you're making this weird for no reason..can we just..get back to being normal?
He sighed as you said that.
"Nooo not after what we talked about" 
"Nothing has changed you realize that right?" 
"It has changed now that I know you have been lying to me all this time..I don't want to be the same old condescending ass to a fucking virgin..I'm done playing this game with you" he said to you as he dropped the towel and quickly put the briefs on.
Your eyes teared up as he said that, at least you got to flirt with him and be a part of these erotic games, now because of your big mouth he was taking that away from you too. He looked at your sullen face and his heart clenched but he had to take control of the situation. He was about to step out the door when he heard your voice,
"I swear I'll never talk to you again if you step out of the door at this moment" your voice trembled as you spoke. He has been breaking your heart unknowingly all these years but now that he knew the truth he was continuing to do it. He turned around and glared at you at the threat,
"Don't you threaten me with that you hear me?" He walked towards you angrily and it only made you want to cry.
"I love you" you screamed 
"Stop saying that" he raised his voice too.
"I doo.." your voice broke 
"No you don't..you're infatuated there's a difference" he sounded desperate. 
You sniffled between your cries so he walked even closer to you and cupped your cheeks, you got on your tippy toes and kissed him right on the lips but he pulled away from you immediately, 
"Stoppp" 
"Why?" 
"I have to stop us darling..this will ruin everything" 
"Whyyyy?" you kissed him again and he grabbed your hair in his fist to pull yo away.
"Because it's you and me for life, we can't be together if we hate each other and are sick of being around each other all the time, that's what thissss will do to us"
He shook you gently by the shoulders as he spoke.
"Noooo..I could never hate you..I have yearned for you..I have prayed for you to return to me loki…please" you kissed him again and he pulled you away again, he opened his mouth to say something but he felt so weak, then to your delight he kissed you back this time. He placed his hands on your hips as he lifted you up in his arms, your fingers curled around his neck and he walked towards the closet press you against it.
You have never had such a feeling that you did at the moment, he tasted sweet, a hint of whiskey washed over you and it only intoxicated you further, his lips felt so soft against yours, he placed his thumb on your chin and opened your mouth so his tongue could clash with yours, he didn't ask for permission and you loved it, you belonged to him and you wanted him to take you however he wished to, fuck you were so in love with him that you'd do anything and everything he'd ever ask from you. 
As your sweet taste invaded his senses he was a goner. 4 years, he had spent 4 years trying to avoid this very moment but he failed, he might regret it later but for now he was in complete bliss, the sound of your muffled moans felt like music to his ears, he knew he'd be addicted to this feeling from this very second onwards. He licked a stripe with his tongue over your lips before he pulled away a little to breathe, placing his head between the crook of your neck he sucked on your neck softly which made you moan again, you couldn't believe this was really happening, it felt like a dream and dreams always seem to end sooner or later.
He put you down slowly on the floor and he was avoiding your gaze but you couldn't stop staring at him. It all felt surreal that you kissed him and he kissed you back. He didn't stop you and he didn't push you away.
Your arms wrapped around his waist and you pressed yourself flat against his chest, peppering soft kisses on his flesh, now that he had allowed you to cross that line with him, you didn't want to stop. The bruises from his previous sexcapade were still visible and they made you extremely jealous but like always you were concerned too. Why did hurt himself so much? This can not be pleasurable at all.
"What are you thinking?" You looked up as you asked him so he wrapped his hands around the back of your neck and kissed your forehead.
"Just thinking of the mess we are going to make of our lives now" his eyes teared up as he said that, he was scared and he had his reasons, he didn't trust you but it wasn't your fault anymore, his feelings had more to do with him then you, he thought this would make your relationship complicated and his fear wasn't baseless but how could you have made him believe that you weren't just in for the sex, how were you supposed to tell him that he defined your whole existence, it must not be healthy but you didn't give a shit about that, you were way past that.
"Am I attractive?" You asked him as you bent down on your knees slowly, his eyes widened at the gesture. Your palm rubbed over his bulge and he let out a shaky little moan. 
"You are so god damn beautiful darling" he barely whispered as you continued to rub your hands over the hardness of his cock.
"But you find me attractive? Sexy? Fuckable?" You were about to pull his pants down but he stopped you.
"I wouldn't have kissed you like that if I wasn't attracted to you" you bit on your lips as he said that. He was attracted to you, oh!!! lord he was attracted to you.
"Let me do this for you.. please " 
"Nooo babyyy noooo not–" he paused as he bent down a little and wrapped his hands around your waist to pick you up effortlessly "Yet" 
He placed his lips onto yours and your legs encased around his waist, he put you down on the bed slowly and then he laid down next to you. He didn't say anything and neither did you, well at least not for a little while.
"Please don't allow her to disrespect you like that, you're not hers anymore.. Whatever we have between us is not disgusting or unethical. I'm an adult Loki, I have been for years now, you didn't watch me grow up, I'm not the girl you had saved years ago, don't let anyone make you feel like a pervert for this" you mumbled to him softly so he pulled you closer to him, the warmth of his body lulled you to sleep but he couldn't sleep that easily, he kept thinking about what had just happened between you two and he didn't know if he was ready for all of this. Also he didn't need other people to tell him that he was a disgusting monster that had ruined lives, he knew his reality.
Next morning you woke up all alone again, ofcourse, you had to be at an audition so you got off your ass and got ready.
"How's your leg?" He asked Jolene as he entered his bedroom,
"It's fine..why?" She put her phone down and looked at him, she probably should apologize for last night, she came here to get him back and not lose him again. 
"Because I need you out of this apartment" he told her straight away, he didn't want to beat around the bush and make this more awkward than it already was. She definitely got offended by his tone. 
"Ohhhh you do huhh? Am I interrupting the privacy of the perverted love birds?" She smirked as she said that and it only irked him further 
"Well quite frankly..yes. You have no right to be here and judge us like this so pack your shit up and leave me alone like you did before, I'll drop you at the place, when that bastard is caught you can get back to NYC or wherever you want to be at except here" he raised his voice a little and her eyes welled up with tears. She was so stupid, he wasn't even hers for her to be so rude with him last night, why couldn't she control her jealousy?
"Wowww really? And I thought you cared about me but you never did.. Did you?  All you have ever cared about is that whore, makes sense that you abandoned everyone you loved for her" she spat at him and his jaw clenched in anger.
"Stop insulting her, you hear me? You don't fucking know anything about her" 
Her eyes teared up as he snapped at her, he didn't even wait for a response as he stormed out of the room. He was treating her with kindness because he hasn't been kind to her before but what she said to him last night had truly made him angry. He's also not going to allow a third person to come into his home, your home with him, and insult you like this again and again.
You couldn't have been happier about the prospect of her being out of your life. He dropped her off at the safe place and she got dramatic again. She hugged him and cried furiously but he didn't melt this time,
"Bye Jolene..See you never" you smiled at her and she gave you the death glare. After she was dealt with he took you to the audition.
"Talk to me please" you whispered softly to him as he was sitting right next to you while you waited for your turn to go in.  
"Just try to ace it, they saw your work at the set and are very impressed, you–" 
"Lokii" you cut him off mid sentence so he looked at you,
"Look y/n..I ..I just can't do this okay..what happened last night shall not happen again" your eyes teared up as he said that, you really had a hope that things would turn around for you both but he wasn't ready to take that step. 
"Finee..I get it" 
"What do you mean?" You shrugged as he questioned 
"I get it okay..it sucked, you didn't enjoy kissing me, or whatever–"
"That's not the reason –" 
"It's fine..I mean I get it..why would you want to stay stuck to me when you're so used to sleeping with all those beautiful women in the world" His eyes teared up as you said that "Oh btw which one you're going to take back home from here huh? The one in the black? She's your type right?" You spoke venomously, you didn't want to hurt him but you felt too hurt yourself to think rationally at the moment. They called your name so you got up and left him to think about the whole conversation.
The audition went well, you had to enact being heartbroken and it came real easy. On the way back home he didn't say anything and neither did you, this is the type of situations he didn't want to get involved in, one kiss and you both were already fighting like a couple, he felt anxious and afraid, he didn't want to lose you but now he was afraid this will be the final nail in the coffin.
He was able to keep you hooked through the sly manipulation before but even that felt evil now that he knew about your true feelings regarding him, you didn't just lust after him, he knew that now. He dropped you home, the cops were outside the apartment on the watch and he really needed some time away to get drunk and clear his head. 
He was drowning his sorrows with a drink when he heard the song playing in the background, it brought back some of the memories.
I know nobody knows
Where it comes and where it goes
I know it's everybody's sin
You got to lose to know how to win
 His mother used to play this at home, sometimes it felt like one when he and Thor were just kids and she wasn't as delusional as Odin was but with time Odin ruined everything and everyone.
His phone buzzed so he took it out of his pocket , it was a message from you 
His eyes teared up as he read the text so he put the phone back inside. He felt someone sitting next to him so he looked to the side, the woman gave him a smile and started a conversation with him, she was sexy and very much interested in him he could tell, pretty perfect distraction for his usual nights. 
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 "So let's cut to the chase..are you taken handsome?" She whispered to him as her nails caressed through his cheek in a flirtatious manner. He grabbed her hand and she smiled at him but it faltered as he put her hand away from him. 
"Yes… yes I am" he chugged on his drink and stepped out of the bar to make his way back home. Home to you. 
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primewritessmut · 3 months
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7, 11, 17, 18, 19 distracting you despite it being against my best interests
The way this post was for everyone but you. 💀
7. Favorite Character To Write?
This is probably going to sound weird and very niche, but my favorite character to write is Gwen from every star for you. I was re-reading it today (bc it's bot infested and I had to go comment deleting) and I love an unapologetic, mean, awful woman that fucks. For this same reason, I also really enjoy writing Harley Quinn (even though I don't do it very often) and most of my original work has some flavor of unlikeable woman in it.
11. Have Any Sneak Peeks Of A Current WIP?
You are insatiable. And I even told you that story about my awful cat terrorizing the neighborhood in the middle of the night! But, since I wrote 1500 words on my cat!Loki wip yesterday... I'll give you some of that.
Very little of what Loki had learned about the TVA before deciding to come here had prepared him for seeing his own face on a screen. Parts of his own life, fast-forwarded and rewound like just another movie committed to celluloid film. The idea that all the choices he’s ever made are simply steps on a predetermined path. Or that there’s been someone walking those steps with him the entire time. At least a little.
He arches his back and yawns, stretching his legs out as far as he can until one paw lands lightly on Mobius’s back.
“Sorry,” he mumbles in his sleep, scooting further away from Loki’s sprawl across the surprisingly luxurious mattress.
Loki rolls over and stretches again, pressing both front paws harder against Mobius’s spine. The analyst scoots away a second time, giving Loki all the room a feral little cat might need, and falling off the edge of the bed with a heavy thud in the process.
“Ow. Shit.” Mobius rustles around on the floor for a minute, then exhales loudly. “I guess I can just sleep down here?”
Loki slinks up to the head of the bed and burrows into the soft down of both pillows, flopping onto his back and flicking his tail side to side since it’s the closest he can get to laughing.
17. Your Favorite Writing Conditions?
I assume we're talking ideal writing conditions? Not just the wet rag I manage to wring out every day?
My favorite place I've ever written was in a cabin on a cliff overlooking the ocean (spirit box vibes) in a place with shitty wifi and phone service. I've gotten to do this TWICE and it's incredible. I stayed there for three days making sure I always had drinks in multiples of three and bounced around between writing, napping, hiking, and doing other hobbies.
So those are my ideal conditions, I guess. A few days to decompress from life, then a few more days alone in a cabin where the paint has been worn thin by wind and sun and salt water, and I can just write whenever I want and I don't have to give a shit about anyone but me.
My headphones are probably there, too.
18. Favorite Writing Style To Read?
Ugh. I'm a simple lad and I like simple fair. I like books that are irreverent and show an author's sense of humor even if it doesn't seem like the genre for it. I also think my tastes run toward... bubblegum is the best word I can think of for it. I don't want to have to bring a machete into a book with me just to be able to understand a third of the plot.
And there's also a soft spot in my heart for author's that take you by the hand and walk you through the book, showing you the sights as you read and when you get to the end and you're looking at the sunset, they shove you off a cliff. Love a good "fuck you, bye", truly.
19. Last Thing You Read?
The actual last thing I read was the third chapter of spirit box as you know. Which I love every time I get to read it. 🚨 FIC REC ALERT EVERYONE 🚨
The last book I read was I Who Have Never Known Men by Jacqueline Harpman which is sort of stuck in my brain like a splinter. It's one of those books where you read it and you're like, "Huh. I guess that's over." and then six days later you're in the shower and it hits you again and you feel like you're going to cry or throw up. It's really bleak and really human, and I think I'll be thinking about it a lot.
I have a couple books that are in the "just started" phase that I think I might DNF so I'm not mentioning them. But I'll probably tell you later so you don't waste your time.
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20 Questions for fanfic writers
Tagged by @trainofcommand and @cordeliaperry , thank you 😁
1. How many works do you have on AO3?
351
2. What's your total AO3 word count?
969,232 !
(I had a soft goal of trying to break a million this year, but I probably won't quite make it. Ah well, next year!)
3. What fandoms do you write for?
Literally anything I see or read that happens to hit squirrel-brain in the right spot: Stargate, Star Wars, Cosmere / Stormlight Archive / Sanderson's books generally, Loki series & other MCU media, OFMD, Good Omens, Dresden Files, Star Trek (and one-offs for random-ass shows like the Mentalist, 1899, tLoVM, Echoes, etc). Honorable mentions to past beloved fandoms that I'm not super likely to really get back to again include Midsomer Murders, the Witcher, Assassin's Creed, and the Expanse 💕
4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
Top spot is A wonderful thing (OFMD); the next four in order are all Witcher - A Tight Fit, Stolen Moments, Keep it up, and Undignified.
5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
I do! I love seeing people's reactions, and letting them know how much I appreciate that they took the time and energy to comment (because fuck knows, I don't always have the spoons to comment on stuff myself). And it's so nice to get that connection with people and get excited about stuff together!
(I have missed some replies here and there just because of over-stressing about what to respond, and subsequently feeling guilty that I left them unanswered so long 🙈 ahh, anxiety-brain, you sure are special)
6. What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
This is one is easy, it's definitely Zombie / what's in your head. One of only two times I've written Major Character Death, and the only time I've used the Angst and Tragedy tag.
It's fucking brutal, honestly. Damn good, but ouch. Dark. Sometimes I reread it when I just want to cry hopelessly for awhile. It's like an... emotional reset or something.
7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
Most of my fics have happy endings in the happy-sexy-sated vein, but most of my fics are also happy-sexy-oneshots so there isn't any real conflict or worry to come back from that makes the happy ending something that wasn't a given, if that makes sense. My first thought for something more involved was Inflection Point, but it's not exactly a happy ending for everyone. So I think I'll go with Curious Creatures, because even though I know how it ends and I wrote the damn thing, I still somehow get worried it will have a sad ending every time I go back and reread it, and then I'm relieved all over again at the end.
(Honorable mention to the Adventures of Admiral Prawn and Yee-Claw, because how can we not be happy that he found his lost hat with the help of a new friend 😂)
8. Do you get hate on fics?
Honestly nowhere near as much as I'd kind of expect to? 😆
I had some rando dickhead giving me grief in comments on a couple Assassin's Creed fics, and I've seen people griping in fandom social media spaces about a couple of my works and the fact they (gasp) existed in the tags at all, but mostly people have been decent and kept it to themselves when they don't like me or my writing 💖
9. Do you write smut? If so what kind?
Yes. All of it. All the smut.
10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?
Not really! Never published one to AO3. Closest I've got is that Witcher-Assassins Creed WIP languishing in my google docs, and a silly fun little SGA-Original SW thing on tumblr from probably a couple years ago now.
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Pretty sure, yeah. Not to the point of really being able to do anything about it but it kinda sucked. Shit happens.
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
Yes! A couple of them that I know of 😁
13. Have you ever cowritten a fic before?
Oh hell yeah. Many times 💕
14. What's your all-time favourite ship?
Cock/Hole.
15. What's a WIP you want to finish, but doubt you ever will?
Mmm I have two published WIPs that fall into that category exactly, Ill-advised encounters and The skills of Assassins. They were really fun, I'd have really liked to finish them, annnd I probably never will 😅
16. What are your writing strengths?
I think I'm pretty damn good at pacing a story, whether it's a oneshot or a longer fic, and at getting ~feelings~ across (whether it's horny feelings, smushy soft feelings, angsty feelings, whatever). And I've been told that I'm good at like... developing a setting and characters in a way that flows or unfolds naturally with the story while you read? Or something like that? (they said it better and it made me very happy)
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
That would be not getting things actually started and just keeping the ideas in my head because What If this time I can't make the words do the thing good enough. Especially whenever I have ideas for something potentially longer or more involved, I do tend to kinda shoot myself in the foot by going "eehhhhh that would be a LOT of work though.... I don't want that kind of commitment....... Maybe I'll write down the idea later............"
Also being constantly distracted by shiny new things. But that part's fun 😆
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?
I use italics, try to limit it to single words or short phrases, and where possible I make the meaning clear or translated somehow within the fic itself. Last resort, I'll add a little glossary to the start or end notes if it's important to the story.
19. First fandom you wrote for?
Midsomer Murders 💖
20. Favourite fic you've ever written?
I genuinely don't have a favourite! There's a few I'm extra proud of myself for accomplishing, but I really like most of what I've ever written for one reason or another.
Or another answer would be, my current favourite changes like every week and is usually one of my recent fics 😂 Right now it's probably The Taste of My Blade; it'll be something else in a month.
No pressure tags: @dewdropreader , @mirilyawrites , @starport-seven-five , @loki-is-my-kink-awakening , @dedkake , @wantonwhale , and I won't spam tag all the same people as I did in yesterday's tag game in case you're not feeling it right now, but as always - if you see this and want to be tagged, you are! 💙
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Loki Episode 5 Incoherent Thoughts
Spoilers for Loki episode 5. And also my fic, Scattered to the Wind, because holy shit.
My stomach hurts, guys
I've been texting my best friend about this upcoming episode all day. I'd say I was getting progressively more unhinged, but I definitely started out unhinged and fluctuated from there.
Oh my GOD the title is making me feel better already
Oh god never mind I'm scared again after the recap and the haunting intro music
FUCK THAT ONE TEAR ON LOKI'S FACE
SHIT WAIT DID HE TIME SLIP I BET HE TIME SLIPPED
NO HE WENT TO THE PIE ROOM ;.;
FUCK YES HE DID TIME SLIP
OH MONKEY FUCK
THE TIME SLIPS ARE SHORTER
OH MY GOD I'VE FOR SURE HAD A NIGHTMARE LIKE THIS WHERE EVERYTHING TURNS TO SPAGHETTI THAT'S HORRIFYING
NO NOT THE CLOCK TICKING
EVERYTHING'S GONNA BE IN CAPS THIS EP ISN'T IT
I'LL TELL YOU, THE SAME THING HAPPENED IN EP 5 OF LAST SEASON. I TOOK NOTES ALL IN CAPS TOO
YES CASEY'S IN JAIL I WAS FUCKING RIGHT PLEASE BE ALCATRAZ sorry spoilers for Scattered to the Wind
OH MY GOD WHO WAS RIGHT ABOUT FUCKING ALL OF THIS
WAS THAT A BOAT
I WAS FUCKING RIGHT I WAS FUCKING RIGHT I WAS FUCKING RIGHT
FUCK NOW PEOPLE ARE GONNA READ IT AND BE ALL "UM ACTUALLY IT WAS 1962 NOT 1935" AND IM GONNA BE ALL "UM ACTUALLY I FUCKING CALLED THIS ENTIRE THING SO STOW IT"
GUT US LIKE FISH
LOKI
OKAY I GOT THE NAME WRONG BUT LITERALLY EVERYTHING ELSE
YES MOBIUS GIMME
NO LAME FUCK OFF MARVEL
SIX YEARS OFF FOR B-15 I SWEAR TO GOD IF HER NAME IS ANN I'LL LOSE IT
WRONG PLACE BUT I UNDERSTAND. ACCENT, AND I PUT HER IN LONDON BECAUSE EVERYONE ELSE WAS IN AMERICA
UGH SHE'S SO GOOD AND SHE'S A PEDIATRICIAN I WAS RIGHT ABOUT THAT TOO
BUT SHE'S IN NEW YORK IN 2012 WHAT MONTH IS IT BECAUSE SHE MIGHT KNOW LOKI
MOBIUS YES HOLY SHIT
DON FUCKING DON DO NOT GIVE ME YOUR LAST NAME PLEASE I MEAN I SHIP THORKI SO FANONICALLY I'LL BE FINE WITH IT BUT LIKE EVEN MARVEL WOULDN'T DO THAT RIGHT
NO NOT THE CHILDREN PLEASE LET THAT BE THE FICTIONAL PART
YES MIDWEST BUT WRONG STATE AND WAY WRONG YEAR [I! HAVE! THEORIES! THOUGH!]
MOBIUS HONEY SELL THE MAN A DIRT BIKE MORE JET SKIS FOR YOU
I'M CRYING ABOUT THE COMPARISON BETWEEN LOKI AND THE INFLATABLE GUY OH MY GOD THAT WAS PERFECT
That face was not good enough
Okay the slow walk and stare was perfect though
Wait I just remembered I screenshotted a bingo card for this episode specifically wait I'm gonna be a ball of anxiety and procrastinate and see if I got any squares yet I'll play it in a sec.
God Don is doing to Loki what Mobius did to OB in episode 1. Mo it's okay to tell someone you don't recognize them when they recognize you. It makes the interaction afterward way less awkward and a lot easier.
Fuck what's wrong with your son why doesn't he talk to his mom/dad/parent FUCK I HOPE HIS MOM DIDN'T JUST DIE THAT WOULD BE SO SHITTY
THAT LYING BITCH
THAT ASSHOLE IN THE LOKIUS TAG AFTER EPISODE ONE WHAT A LYING BITCH [No I have a thought though, and I'm sure someone else has had it by now.]
MOBIUS TALK TO YOUR KIDS HOLY FUCK OH MY GOD
WAIT
IF IT'S BILLY AND TOMMY I'LL FUCKING SCREAM
NO LOKI
OH MY GOD WAS I RIGHT ABOUT EVERYONE
RIGHT STATE WRONG TIME IF HE'S A PROFESSOR I'LL SHIT MYSELF
OH BABY MY DARLING
I LIKE THIS BETTER
AWW
SOMEHOW I LOVE HIM MORE
THE POSIT ITS. OB!!!!
IS THAT THE LOOM
THE LINES FROM THE TRAILER
WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK
IF SYLVIE'S IN BROXTON AND HAS FORGOTTEN SHE CAN DO MAGIC I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M GOING TO DO
I SWEAR TO GOD YOU GUYS I DIDN'T WATCH THIS EPISODE UNTIL NOW WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING
THIS IS SO WEIRD I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO
OH MY GOD IT'S NOT THE LOOM IT'S HIS WORKSHOP
HE'S STAYING SO LONG
OH MY GOD IS HIS REAL WHY GONNA BE BECAUSE HE LOVES MOBIUS? I'LL DIE
YES OB I WROTE THIS WE JUST TAKE BRAD OUT OF THE EQUATION AND I'M OKAY WITH THAT
SO I WAS GONNA SAY IRISH BOYS, KEVIN AND SEAN, BUT
BUT SEAN JUST ASKED FOR A DOG AND A SNAKE
THIS MAN IS AN ODIN VARIANT THE KIDS ARE LOKI AND THOR I DON'T LIKE THIS I DON'T LIKE IT HERE I WANT TO LEAVE
Baby Loki would have absolutely played with matches he stole
Baby Thor loves snakes
Take me back to before I was afraid of who Mobius was gonna be when I thought he was Theo and that was the end of it. Take me back even to when I thought he might be Loki but he was married so we might've actually gotten a Sigyn variant. Take me back to when I thought he might be Sigyn and his wife the Loki variant. Hell, take me back to an hour ago when I thought I was just gonna ship another version of thorki. This is a terrible theory.
Loki my god you are terrible at talking to your amnesiac love interest
MOBIUS I THOUGHT YOU SAID ON THE MARKET FOR A SECOND AND I FREAKED
MOBIUS OH MY GOD STOP TRYING TO SELL PEOPLE JET SKIS AND THOSE ARE YOURS
HE REMEMBERS WORD FOR WORD WHAT MOBIUS SAID
YOU GUYS I HAD TO LOOK THAT UP FOR THE FIC TO GET IT RIGHT AND HE RECITES IT WORD FOR FUCKING WORD OFF THE CUFF
AND THAT'S WHEN I STARTED CRYING
LOKI GIVE HIM HIS MEMORIES BEFORE HE CALLS THE COPS I HATE THIS
IT'S OKAY OB YOU'RE GONNA MEET CASEY SOON HOLY SHIT THOUGH I'D CALL 18 MONTHS FAST AND HOW DID YOU FIND HIM
THAT'S WHAT HE SAID TO SYLVIE
LOKI GIVE HIM HIS MEMORIES HE HAS CHILDREN WHO DON'T HAVE A MOM
You can MOVE the time doors??
LOKI GIVE HIM HIS MEMORIES
ALSO WHERE THE FUCK IS SYLVIE
SPACE NAME
OH MY GOD THERE SHE IS, IN BROXTON JUST LIKE I SAID
OKAY THANK GOD
OH MY GOD THERE'S BRAD
YES HE SAID IT HE WANTS HIS FRIENDS BACK HE HAS FRIENDS HE'S NEVER HAD FRIENDS AND NOW HE DOES I'M NOT CRYING I WASN'T CRYING TWO HOURS AGO WHEN I WAS SHOUTING HE HAS FRIENDS NOW IN MY CAR I'M NOT CRYING YOU ARE
I'M FUCKING BAWLING WHO AM I KIDDING
SYLVIE IT'S OKAY FOR HIM TO WANT FRIENDS IT'S OKAY FOR HIM TO HAVE FRIENDS THAT'S NOT SELFISH THAT'S BEING A PERSON
CASEY SHUT UP AND JUST FLIRT WITH HIM
LOKI NO DARLING
DUDE YOU SAID THAT LIKE YOU'RE SELLING HER DRUGS
SYLVIE
YEAH WHAT DID YOU THINK WAS GONNA HAPPEN GIRL
CASEY
OB NO
MOBIUS, B-15
SYLVIE
I CAN'T BELIEVE THEY DID THE FUCKING BLIP AGAIN
TIME LOOP FUCK THIS
FUCK NO FUCK THIS
NO NO
OH HE MEANT HIM OH THANK GOD I THOUGHT HE WAS ABOUT TO GO ALL SYLKI ON ME
LOKIIIIIIIIIIIII YESSSSSSSSSS <3
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OMG, i just love your platonic yandere gow stuff and i kinda have a prompt that i just can't get out of my head and i wanted to know if you'll up for writing it
so lets say that reader is well lets say understatemented because of how much people don't really see him as anybody else then being kratos son and loki's/atreus brother
so… what if lets say the reader sees the peeps (sif, thor, heimdall, freya and anybody else you want) in trouble and reader being seen as the weakling out of his family suprisingly saves there life like they do some powerful magic shit
Sorry if you don't want to write about this, but it was just stuck in my head and i wanted to share
thank you and goodbye :>
Broken Truth (Looks at the ask): Let's be honest - Thor and Heimdal can handle themselves in a fight, Lady Sif really wouldn't leave Asgard and Thrud would be able to defend herself without any help; so I'll write for Freya because she's the only one I can see getting into trouble and needing help. If I think of someone else, I'll come back to this ask and add to it. I hope that's okay.
Someone gave me an idea to make [Name] something like the Dragonborn from Skyrim because I gave his voice power in the Thrud Extension and it would do good in this.
I'm thinking of giving [Name] a name, what do you guys think about 'Nithe' for a name? It means Dragon or Serpent in Old Norse if my research is valid. Anyway, let the words weave together.
[Freya]
Freya was looking for some kind of rare ingredient in the land where the dragons were plentiful, it was quiet for a while when she found the ingredient but that's when the dragon attacked. Freya did what she could and used her magic along with her combat skills but the creature overpowered her and knocked her into the wall, causing her to drop her sword and slump to the ground. She looked at the creature with blurry vision as it slowly stalked toward her before charging at her; she closed her eyes and waited for the impact but it never came, she opened her eyes when she heard the dragon roaring in anger and pain, and came face to face with an unbelievable panorama.
A single body stood between Freya and the Dragon & that body was [Name] - the youngest & 'weakest' of the Sons of Kratos. Holding the head of the dragon still as it struggled and tried to get away from him.
"Dovah Mul!" [Name] roared out in an unknown language as he began lifting the dragon up and threw it against the wall, making it slump to the ground. [Name] looked at the downed beast with an unknown fury in his eyes, this made Freya rise to her feet and hold her bleeding arm.
"[Name]? What are you doing here?" Freya asked.
"Stay back, Lady Freya, I'll deal with this." [Name] demanded as the dragon began to stand again. The beast inhaled and shot a river of fire in [Name's] direction, he inhaled and spoke in the strong language again.
"Yol Toor Shul!" [Name] roared out as a river of fire left his jaws and collided with the dragon's canceling each other out before he inhaled again and hit the dragon in the face with his fire, causing the creature to screech in pain and fly away from the agony. [Name] watched to make sure it was gone before turning his attention to Freya, who healed her wound. "Are you alright, Your Majesty?"
"I...I am fine. How did you do that? You had the strength of a dragon and you could breathe fire like one; aren't you a human?" Freya asked as she walked over to [Name] who shook his head.
"I'm half-giant & half-god. My Blood holds the blood of a dragon, my mother found that out a long time ago and was training me to learn more about controlling it but ever since she died, father refused to train me." [Name] explained it as he looked around for something.
"What are you looking for?" Freya asked as she followed his gaze but couldn't see anything.
"I heard that this dragon took a very powerful steel and I wanted to use it to make a weapon for myself." [Name] said as he walked over to the dragon's hoard and began digging through all the various metals until he found the one he was looking for. "I need to get back home and craft my weapon before father and Atreus get back." [Name] began walking to the ledge of the high point before Freya called out to him.
"Wait, have you thought about my offer? Will you become my son and the brother Baldur saw in you?" Freya asked him.
"I...I can't see myself leaving y father and brother. Please understand, Lady Freya" [Name] said as he turned and sprouted dragon wings and began flying away.
"I understand that you are too good for him and I shall make you my son, [Name]." Freya said as she went to the hoard and got the ingredients she needed.
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WROTE MORE NOTES WHILE WATCHING THE MOVIES LOKI IS IN. THIS TIME FOR THOR: RAGNAROK. THESE ONES TEND TO BE LESS SERIOUS WHICH MAKES SENSE SINCE THIS MOVIE ALSO HAPPENS TO BE LESS SERIOUS. IT WAS STILL FIN THOUGH.
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I wonder if thor's looking for infinity stones was another of "odin's" (loki's) orders
ragnarok is one of my favorite thor movies though it is less serious than the others. it has a sense of... silly billyness.
heimdall is not there dude. dude got banished. they replaced him with karl urban
skurge has to run alllllllllll the way down the bifrost now
it's a statue of loki, thor. duh.
THE PLAY 😭😭😭 I'll never get over this shit. loki is so fucking funny
"oh shit" YEAH OH SHIT
loki was able to act as odin perfectly before but just loses that here completely like he is barely able to keep his cool
idk if anyone has noticed this. I only noticed after someone pointed it out, but loki doesnt move out of the way. thor pushes him out of the way. loki was just going to stay there and let mjolnir hit him
he looks so good oh my god this movie has some of loki's best looks I just want to Eat him
love that he poked the piece of paper and whispered loki because honestly it's plausible that he'd just turn into a piece of paper
stephen loves dramatics doesn't he?
this scene made me laugh so hard I cried the first time I saw it 😭😭😭 "I have been falling!! FOR THIRTY MINUTES!!"
die odin
the way loki turns and stares at odin after he calls them BOTH his sons
"frigga wouldve been proud" literally kill me it would hurt less. I hate they made odin say things that dont justmake me angry
odin loves dropping crazy jaw dropping earth shattering news and then dipping. he just loves not dealing with his problems and leaving them to someone else
"no. I'm on a different path now. this you must face alone." back to him just making me angry. fuck you old man. just like I said. loves not doing with his own problems THAT HE CREATED.
LOKI'S FACE DOMT DO THIS TO ME. WHEN ODIN SAYS "I LOVE YOU, MY SONS." HIS JAW LITERALLY DROPS HE'S IN SHOCK IN DISBELIEF OF THSOE WORDS SOMEONE HUG HIM AND LOVE HIM FOR ME I CANT TAKE THIS
he fucking oogwayed them that's insane bro it's actually fucking insane 😭😭
HOW WAS IT LOKI'S DOING. HE JUST PUT HIM IN A SENIOR HOME WHERE I BELIEVE HE FUCKING BELONGED AND THAT'S BEING NICE
HELA 💖💖💖💖💖
bye bye loki see you on sakaar
yall don't know how crazy I went when she just fucking massacred the warriors three
trash planet
I FUCKING HATE THAT THEY TOOK DOWN THOR. THE GOD OF THUNDER AND FUCKING LIGHTNING. WITH A FUCKING ELECTRIC (BASICALLY LIGHTNING) ATTACK. IT DOESNT MAKE ANY FUCKING SENSE
I do love loki, but he really did make a mistake calling for the portal to be opened. it seems like a very obviously wrong move and uncharacteristic of loki. idk maybe that's just me. then again he does run so.
jeff goldblum is a treasure to the world
one of his hottest looks. whoever the designer and artists were for this movie have my fucking gratitude for giving me this loki.
how was loki there for weeks and just never saw hulk??
cate blanchett is everything
I domt understand why she's so... loki like. the green and black, the blades, even her magic is green.
i do wish the movie was a little more serious. like loki saying to thor "it hurts doesnt it? being lied to. being told you're one thing and it all being a fiction." it's a very serious matter and it's just swept away and a joke is made immediately after those words are said
"our sister" OUR.
"guess I'll just have to go it alone. like I've always done." AND THOR JUST GIVES A SARCASTIC FAKE SMILE LIKE HE CANT BELIEVE HIM. THOR!!! WHEN I GET MY HANDS ON YOU !!! also you cant blame loki for hela. she would have escaped or been freed at some point.
LOKI'S REACTION TO SEEING HULK 😭😭
you tried thor, but unfortunately you're not natasha. as much as I hate that storyline.
"Yes! That's how it feels!" 😭
makes me even more pissed about the way they shut him down. HE LITERALLY WAS CREATING LIGHTNIG IN HIS BODY AND THEY TAKE HIM DOWN BY ELECTROCUTING HIM!?!?!? DOESNT. MAKE. ANY. SENSE.
also idc thor was winning that fight. only reason he didnt was cuz they did that to thor.
hate to see him go, but love to watch him walk away (loki)
i really do love watching him fight
loki looks so proud and fond like of the snake stabby thor story
THAT'S NOT WHAT HE ALWAYS WANTED. DO WE FORGET HIS WORDS DURING THE FIRST FIGHT BETWEEN THEM WE SEE? "I only ever wanted to be your equal!" actually going to lose it rn. COUNT YOUR FUCKING DAYS THOR. COUNT THEM.
I do think thor is being honest about how he thought the world of loki, but never enough to really look, to truly see his brother. never cared enough to dig deeper. and the mistakes loki made have just made it easier for thor to further ignore the deeper problems with his brother. you can love someone dearly, but still never truly see them. I wonder if knowing of thor's love makes it better or worse for loki. to be so loved, but for it to still not be enough to have been seen, to have been helped at all. or easier for it to be a lie and never loved at all, for it makes more sense to loki, because if you loved him why would you never dig deeper? why could you not see what was wrong? what was being done to him? how he felt? maybe that's why he was so adamant in the past, brushing thor's words away because otherwise that would mean even then it just wasnt enough. and it's more familiar to him too. the feeling he sits in, the knowledge that he's not loved or understood, that those around him think so little of him. and sometimes familiarity is easier than taking a new and brighter path.
he could be more. but it's hard to do that when everyone around you sees the worst in you and your stuck in a shadow your entire life. ignored. it's why I love mobius so much. he sees what others don't in loki and actually pushes him to be better and is there for him. mobius is truly the number one loki apologist.
THE THUD OF BANNER HITTING THE BIFROST 😭😭😭
LOKI IS SO DRAMATIC "Your saviour is here!!"
I LOVE WHEN THOR FINALLY STARTS USING LIGHTNING LIKE THIS. ALSO LOKI'S PROUD GRIN WHEN HE SEES HIM.
I take it back THIS is loki's hottest look
"if you were actually here, I might even give you a hug" " I'm here" AND THEN YOU DON'T SHOW US A HUG ??? REALLY???
the look of horror on loki's face when the ship appears. thor looks curious, but loki.... he knows who that ship belongs to and you can just see the dread fill him.
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self-care
A Loki Laufeson X Y/N fic.
pov: Y/n catches Loki trying to tame the mane that is his hair and convinces him to do a full-on self-care night. 3rd person, Y/n uses she/her pronouns
Warnings: cursing, brief mentions of sex
"Loki?" Y/n yells from her newly made bed. She wriggled under the covers waiting for her lover to await through the door. No response, she wasn't worried, Loki did this a lot. She reluctantly climbed out of bed and sat down next to the door.
"Lokiiii" she whined while softly tapping on the door.
"Shit" Loki cursed under his breath from the other side of the door.
"What's going on love?" Y/n says softly while playing with the doorknob.
"Go away," he hissed bitterly, Y/n knows this mood, he's frustrated.
"C'mon I can help you out if you let me in," Y/n says. after a long pause, she hears the door click open and jumps up in excitement.
"Hi, baby- Oh!" Y/n says, already in the bathroom with him as he hunches over the sink with a hairbrush. Y/n makes her way around the ashamed god in front of her and gives him a kiss on the head.
"Love why didn't you ask me for help?" she says. she didn't get a response as she expected. Y/n moved him over and looked in the cabinet beneath the sink for some supplies, she took out 3 different types of hairbrushes, conditioner, shampoo, and detangler.
"Isn't that a bit much," Loki said as if he was afraid of the products. Y/n giggled.
"No this is great. you ready for your first ever self-care sesh with your amazing girlfriend?" Y/n said while smiling at the embarrassed messy god.
"I am a god I don't believe I need to do-" Y/n cut him off with a kiss immediately changing his mind. Once she pulled away he almost instantly said yes, earning him a kiss on the cheek. after a couple minutes she had brought in a chair and some more supplies, she put him in the chair in front of the mirror and took a good look at his hair.
"Wow. did you just try to brush this??" she asked with a hint of playful judgment in her voice.
"Y-yes" Loki winced as he said it.
"You know you have curly hair right?" she said.
"Yea" he responded
"Well" she began, "I don't know if Odin or Frigga taught you this because it seems like neither of them has curly hair, but you can't just brush it out, or else it gets frizzy like this."
"Oh," Loki says, feeling stupid.
Y/n sensed this and said "Don't worry babe I'll teach you everything and that'll never be an issue again ok?" he nodded in response.
and with that, she got to work detangling and brushing out his hair and starting over and detangling again. at one point she had to wash his hair in the sink with her special shampoo and conditioner for curly hair, after a grueling hour the mane was finally detangled fully.
"Alright! What'd you think?" Y/n says, wiping off sweat from her forehead.
"I think.." he began while standing up. suddenly he pulled Y/n in for a deep and passionate kiss, his hands settling on her hips and hers settling on his chest. He reluctantly pulled away "I think I am so grateful to have such an amazing girlfriend"
they both blushed like two idiotic middle schoolers. after finishing cleaning up and a brief skincare sesh they were settled in bed.
"Holy shit it's 2 am!" Y/n said, not realizing how the time flew by.
"Well we've been up later," Loki said with a smug look on his face.
"Lokiii" Y/n whined while playfully hitting him.
They laid there together for a minute, thinking about one another.
"thank you for this Y/n my darling," Loki said, breaking the silence.
"Of course silly," Y/n said while turning to face him.
"no really," Loki began, "I never... I haven't had someone like this in my life... ever. My mother was incredible but she never took care of me and my father... well you know." He looked at Y/n with pure love In his eyes, gratefulness and love washing over him, he held you close.
"I love you Loki," you said.
"I love you too Y/n" He said while placing a kiss on your head. you both drifted asleep with each other in your arms.
happily ever after
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Hey! I'm M and this is my first fic, lmk if you like it! :)
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Stress.
Hey disclaimer this is my first post ever but i thought i should do something simple lots of love. Fluff, coffee shop date, Y/N works as Dr. Banner's secretary
You and Loki go on a coffee date after work yet your stressed from work. What does Loki do? Take care of you of course.
Loki x fem!Reader
You sat at a table in the coffee shop agreed on after your last conversation with Loki. Your coffee had gone cold but you continued to lounge as you read your book. The shop was small and fairly quiet. You were pulled out of your mind upon the ding of the shops door opening. There he was. Loki. In the soft light of the sun through the window he looked lovely. Like a fresh breeze on a warm summers evening.
"Wow." You whispered. He was wearing Black slacks and a dark green sweater. You had on some leggings and a t-shirt from your favorite.
"Hello dear. Im ever so sorry upon my late arrival." He said with a cheshire grin. He made your knees weak. How did he do that even when you were sitting down? You'd never know but you ended up being fine with it. He ordered a coffee which should have been something simple. Insignificant. But to you it felt like he was putting a spell on you though his order was never directed towards you.
"So my darling, how was your day?" You shifted in your seat. Work felt like hell today. Working as Mr. Banners secretary was no small feat. Between the papers, endless emails, and writing you barely had a break. Even getting ready for the small date was a hassle whith such a short time span. You shrugged your shoulders not wanting to bring up all the boring things that plagued you daily.
"Oh you know, same as always." Loki's faced flickered to concern for only a minuet before returing to his charmingly amused gaze. The both of you chattered for what felt like forever before you realized that the afternoon sun had gone down. You stood to stretch your legs, Loki taking the hint to get up aswell.
" I suppose we should head back home then hmm?" Loki said looking down at you with a soft smile. Your legs felt like lead and your body felt sluggish but reluctantly you craned your neck up to give him a small nod and smile. The night wasn't cold but of course Loki offered his arm around your shoulder as a way to keep you warm and who were you to decline him? As soon as you entered your shared flat you heard your cat Beetle jump from the island in the spacious kitchen. He first greeted Loki with a meow as he rubbed up against his leg.
"Hello little Beetle." He said with a sweet soft smile. He picked up the black cat heading into the kitchen to feed the cat and water the plants you were never able to keep alive. Damn asgardian magic, always besting you by such a small thing. You had considered burning the plants all together and just pretending they had died on their own but alas Loki had taken a liking to them. You yawned and entered the kitchen to join your boyfriend where he stood next to the counter petting the cat.
" So hon how was your day?" You stood there in the doorway confused but before you could answer again he cut you off " Tell me the truth." You shook your head sighing. He never stopped did he?
" I already told you Lok, my day was fine, don't worry about it" You said with a half smile. He frowned at you as his shoulders slumped. At this point you were infront of him a hand laid over his on the island counter. " Honey whats wrong? Im okay really, nothings wrong." He looked at you with disbelief in his eyes.
" Y/N let me get this straight. You have dark as shit eye bags, you pratically dragged yourself home, and as far as I know you've been working all day. Hell even in the shop you were still sending emails out." His hands were on your hips now as if he was trying to steady you. He was right, you felt like shit and appearantly you showed it aswell. You sighed
"Okay fine, maybe im not doing the best but im not dying dear. I'll live. Don't worry about me." He looked pained. A small grimance appearing on his face. He wrapped his arms around you hugging you. He almost held most of your weight so eventually you just slumped yourself into his shoulder sighing.
"There we go. " He said as if he were waiting for you to give in to the stress of the day. He picked you up swiftly as you wrapped your legs around his torso laying your head on his shoulder closing your eyes. " There we go little love."
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lokisprettygirl · 1 year
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Lose me to Love you (Loki x Female Reader) (AU) (18+)
Read Chapter 18 here / Series Masterlist
Chapter 19
Summary: Loki wants to give you the world, he just doesn't know how to make you happy.
Trigger Warning: 18+ Smut, Description of rape and assault (it's a heavy but much needed chapter), panic attack, Extreme dark themes, Sexual abuse, physical abuse, public sex, Rough violent sex, 18+, Steamy stuff, age difference ,Rough language, mention of suicide, talk of virginity and slut shaming, manipulative behaviour, mention of trauma, smut, toxic relationship between main characters. Dark themes, cult stuff
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You sat down on his lap and cupped his cheeks to kiss him, the one girl that he loves is you? The only one, his only one, you loved belonging to him in every sense, he could make you do anything he wanted and you'd accept it, as long as he kept you close you didn't care about anything else. 
"I love you lolo.. so much" the nickname made his eyes tear up again.
"You do" he was affirming it, the response was more to himself than you, he was believing in your love and that meant more than anything because you knew how hard it was for him to fully trust you or anyone for that matter. 
"I'll get that aspirin for you..it's in my room" you kissed him as passionately as you could before you got off his lap and stormed towards your room, you took the bottle of medicine out of the drawer and you were about to step out but you stopped and tried to process everything that has happened in the last few minutes, a smile crept on your features as you thought over the fact that he tried to open up about his past and how he confessed right after that, you just wished that he knew that when you said you were in this for life you really meant it. As you returned to his room he was fixing the bed, he smiled as he looked at you, looking at him now you couldn't really believe that he actually opened up about his tragic past with you.
"Here" you passed him the tablet so he took it and swallowed without any water or anything. 
As you both got in bed he fell asleep pretty quickly, maybe sharing a part of his past made him feel lighter, your lips continued to run over his skin once in a while, your hand curled around his body and you ran them over the scars on his back, just thinking about those awful men at the center hurting him so cruelly broke your heart in pieces, it made you want to cry so you did, as silently as you could.
He had to do horrible things, he had no other choice, he had no one by his side to help him, the conversation today had made you realize that all these years you thought he was a cocky little shit because he liked himself a little too much which you never really blamed him for because everyone liked him, especially women, he was attractive in a way that made them want to do sinful things with him, but now you knew that he didn't like himself at all, he in fact hated himself and the part of him that you knew at the center, that boy who risked everything to save you despised his own existence and maybe you would too if you were at his place but you had change it for him. He was there for you when you needed him so you'd be there for him now too. 
You snuggled into him as tightly as you could so if a nightmare would hit him again, this time you won't allow him to slip past your embrace. Next morning you woke up to his voice, not in your ears though, he was doing his job, finding work for you, you had auditions to prepare for, photoshoots to deal with and that producer Jane was insisting on a meeting as well. 
"What's the plan for today?" You asked him so he looked up from his phone, you had come out of the shower and had a towel wrapped around your body, he had seen you like this plenty of times before but he was never able to act on his feelings back then, he stood up and walked towards you then he grabbed your chin to make you look at him.
"Well Plan number 1 involves us kissing if you're up for it" you jumped into his arms as he said that, the towel somehow managed to stay on your body as your legs curled around his waist. 
"I'm up for a lot of things" you mumbled into his mouth making him chuckle in response, he continued to kiss you as he lowered you down on the bed slowly. 
"Patience sweetheart..your birthday is round the corner" you gasped as he said that, was he really going to fuck you for the first time on your 23rd birthday?
"Don't you think I have been patient enough?" 
"Nooooo" you whined but it turned into a moan as you felt his fingers running on the insides of your thighs, you have dreamt of this moment a countless times, you have touched yourself thinking about him like this on top of you and pretended that it was him doing it to you and feeling his fingers so close to your heat made you want to go feral but you wanted to be patient.
"You're my good girl aren't you?" And you wanted to be his good girl, his best girl. 
"Yes daddy" 
"Get ready..have an audition" he mumbled as he pressed a kiss on the side of your neck, his fingers running on your thighs almost melted your brain.
"I don't want to go" you mumbled meekly so he looked up at you ,
"You don't?" 
"I…I am tired" he leaned down to kiss your forehead, he was staring at your face trying to read if you were lying to him.
"No that's not it" you sighed as he said that, you pressed your head up to kiss him but he inched away "What's bothering you?" 
"Nothing lolo..I just.. I'm tired of auditioning" 
"But that's how you'd get the job" 
"I know..i just don't want to go today" 
He kissed on your cheek softly as you said that, you didn't want him to get upset with you.
"Okay then you don't have to, what do you want to do?" You smiled as he asked
"Ummmm take me out on a date" you asked him like a child and it made him chuckle.
"Like dinner and all that nonsense? We do that everyday" 
"Yess but it's different..it's .. romantic" 
"Romantic? You want me to romance you?" He chuckled and you puckered your lips, he wasn't that sort of guy you knew, you didn't know how he was with Jolene but with his other women you saw that his flings consisted of him fucking them senselessly as soon as he met them. 
"Yeahhh dress up for me.. sing for me..be nice to me and compliment me" He snickered and shook his head, his lips lingered over your forehead before he got up and sat down on the single couch you had in your room, he got busy on his phone doing you didn't know what and his indifference bothered you, maybe you were expecting a certain things from him that he wasn't wired to give you, the last thing you wanted to do was push him away. 
"Don't give me that look" you heard his voice and it snapped you out of the thought.
"What?" You looked at him confused
"That sullen little look that you have right now because I won't serenade you off your feet" your eyes teared up as he said that. He didn't have to be rude about it. You didn't respond to him and that made him feel like an arse, he noticed the sad look in your eyes, what was he supposed to do? All that romantic shit didn't come to him naturally, it never did, even with Jolene she was the one to approach him, she took him out on a date, she proposed him, she wanted to marry him, he just took everything and gave her his best, everything that he could give her he did and he knew it wasn't enough.
You got up to dress yourself up to distract yourself from the hurt you were feeling at the moment, maybe this relationship with him won't be some magical love fest you were used to seeing in movies but he was yours for life and you had his whole attention, his loyalty, his love that came from the deepest part of his broken heart. The confession made you smile again and it helped you forget this little thing, you didn't want to hurt him or fight with him.
"Ummmm I'm thinking I should give the audition..maybe I'll get it…who knows" you mumbled as you brushed your hair but he didn't respond so you looked at him "Loki?"
"I won't take you on a stupid date so you're being passive aggressive now?" 
"Nooo I just…why are you being so mean?" Your eyes welled up again so he sighed. 
"Come here" he brought his hand forward but you shook your head "Don't make me come there darling..alright?" He gestured with his fingers so you walked towards him and he pulled you on his lap, his thumbs wiped the tears that rolled down your cheeks "Am I not being nice to you?" He grabbed the back of your neck with one hand, you felt his thumb rubbing circles at the nape while his other hand grabbed your chin so you'd keep your eyes on him 
"That's not what I meant" you mumbled softly and then you felt his lips on yours for a fleeting moment,
"What do you need, baby hmm?" 
"Nothing, it was just a thought.. nothing else" 
"And I want to do it for you..I want to give you everything you know that right?" His voice was soft, so tender in your ears and all of a sudden being here on top of him while he whispered sweet nothings in your ears felt much better than being out there on a date. 
"I just want us to have a good time..life has been bad and none of us know what will happen to us –" 
"Nothing would harm you I promise my sweetheart " 
"And you? What about you? What if something takes you away from me" you sniffled as you spoke so he kissed you again. 
"No sweet buttons..not again..they once did and I was bound by their laws and I couldn't do anything..but I won't allow anyone to separate us again you hear me?" Your arms curled around his neck and you held onto him tightly, he caressed your back in a soothing manner. 
"I love you Lolo" 
"I know baby..you look so beautiful even when you cry..how's that even possible?" You giggled at the playful remark but he wasn't joking. 
"That's why I'm an actress" he smiled as you said that. Was he just soft and romantic with you in his own ways? Definitely and you didn't need him to sweep you off your feet with a fancy date, he already had you completely. 
He cupped your cheeks and kissed you again, it started slow, really slow and sensuous, it was so easy for him to pull you back to him, to console you, to comfort you, to manipulate you into thinking that he knew better, that he had your best interest at heart and that's exactly what he had done for a long time, he never intended to deceive you but he just figured he had to keep you hooked to him somehow so you'd never leave him but now that you had given yourself to him like this his heart couldn't stay still. This precious girl in his arms has been his whole world since he saved her and he wanted to keep you so happy. So immensely loved if it was possible for a monster like him to give you that. 
He didn't want to take this for granted, he wanted you to feel valued by him and he knew he had to change his ways for that to happen. 
He pulled the zipper of your dress down and slid the straps down your shoulder making you gasp with a sudden turn of events. Not that you were complaining.
"Hips up little girl" he whispered in your ear so you followed his command instantly, his fingers hooked around the waistband of your panties and he lowered it down. 
"Dadddyyy" you moaned into the crook of his neck as you felt his fingers rubbing between your lips, the wetness coated his fingers immediately and he flicked your clit with his thumb, your breasts threatened to spill out of your dress but he enjoyed the sight of your half exposed body, you looked disheveled and he felt perverted playing with you like this, his mind kept drifting back and forth, reminding him of what your relationship used to be like, he was supposed to be your guardian, an older man your mother trusted to keep her daughter safe, the monster inside him taunted him that he was using you, using an young sweet untouched girl like you to play to his perversions but he didn't want to stop. He couldn't stop when you squirmed so desperately in his arms, he couldn't stop when his touch made you drip like a faucet. 
His middle finger probed at the entrance and you squeezed onto his shoulder blades, 
"Fuckkking hell my darling, you have never been fingered this way have you?" He whispered in your ear and you could only shake your head in response, it felt too much but it felt too good. His finger slipped inside slowly and he worked his way deeper, stretching you slowly until your walls encased his long slender digit completely, you felt it inside you and your mind went into overdrive, you didn't think you'd survive the night he'd fuck you. 
"Lift your dress up darling I want to see how pretty your cunt looks wrapped around my finger" you bit on your lips as he said that, your eyes teared up, not with pain but by the sheer intensity of the moment. You grabbed the hem of your dress and pulled it up so he could see the sight of your wet dripping filled cunt. He pumped his finger in and out of you slowly and your eyes rolled back into your head. 
"Dadddyyy ..it feels so good" you whimpered into his ear and it made him snicker, he watched you losing all your senses as his finger curled inside and rubbed against the sweet spot that made you jolt up.
"I know baby I know..I want you to feel good" he sucked on your neck and he heard you whimpering again,
"It's toooooo muchhhhh daddyyy ..too much" 
"But you can take it right? Want to be good for me hmm? Show daddy how well you take him" 
"Mmmm yessss fuckkk please" 
"That's my girl" he fastened his pace, the tip of his finger brushed over that sweet spot while his thumb continued to stimulate your clit. He didn't even need to ask you to cum or utter filthy words in your ears to make you cum, your walls clenched around him as your orgasm but you like a rock. Your body convulsed on top of him so you held onto him tightly while you swam in the ocean of bliss. It was enough for the day and it was perfect. Now you knew why women got obsessed with him, now you understood their desperation, he knew a woman's body and what it needed more than they themselves did.
That day started rocky but it changed its course, or that's what you thought, it would have ended perfectly if you two had decided to just stay in and cuddle on the bed, the conversation before made him want to do something for you, so he asked you out for a dinner. Very casually, he chose a restaurant you two never went to, he wanted you to have a good time but the night didn't end well for him, it turned into one of the worst nights of his life. Worse than all those nights when he was beaten up at the center, worse than the night he gave up on his life.
 You were taken away from him, by whom he didn't know just yet but you were gone and he couldn't find you. 
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mayjaysthots · 1 year
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Always-Five
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Previous Chapter
Warnings: None
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Runa ran through the Time door and was back at the TVA.
"What in the world?" She muttered looking around. Runa spotted B-15s locker open the daggers missing. "Shit." She turned on her Time stick before taking off down the hallway. 
"Oh my gods." Runa looked at the unconscious Minutemen on the ground. "Please say this wasn't my Loki." She then took down the hallway catching Loki and a woman fighting. "Loki!" She yelled. The two of them turned their heads to her.  The woman then brought Loki to the ground and held a sword to his neck.
"The Variant is a girl?" She whispered
"Come any closer and I'll kill him." The Variant threatened.
"Runa!" Loki breathed.
"Don't you dare talk to mes." Runa spat. "You betrayed me!"
"No! That didn't happen! I..."
"Look it. The little TVA agent is angry at her boyfriend." She taunted.
"He is not my boyfriend. He isn't even my friend... I can't believe I had the audacity to trust a Loki." Runa held her head high, blinking back tears. "So go for it. Slice his throat."
"Runa!" Loki tried to get out of the woman's grasp.
"Save your breath Variant." Runa huffed and stormed after the two Lokis. Loki grabbed the Variants Tempad pressed a button to open a Time door, making the three of them go through it. Runa landed right on top of Loki making her huff in anger. She got up and went after the Tempad, the Variant knocking her to the ground. Loki grabbed the Variant by the leg and pulled her away from it.
"Get off my leg!" The Variant yelled. Loki reached to grab the Tempad before Runa snatched it from him.
"Ha!" Runa laughed. The Variant then pulled her Runas hair and threw her to the ground and stole the Tempad from her. "You want to go sister let's go."
"Goodbye Variant, Agent." She spat tapping on the Tempad.
" You're outta juice" Miss Minutes said on the Tempad.
"It's not working." The Variant panicked.
"Do you not listen? It's dead!" Runa rolled her eyes. "Gods, you Lokis are idiots!"
"Don't you dare call me that." The Variant drew her sword and started to approach Runa. Loki then used his magic to sneak up on the Variant and throw her to the ground.
"Don't you dare get near her." He warned.
"Awe once again defending your little girlfriend." The Variant sneered.
"We aren't together!" Loki and Runa yelled.
"I would never date a Loki." Runa spat.
"I would never court a mere TVA Agent." Loki huffed as he grabbed the Tempad off the ground.
"Give it to me! You don't know how to recharge it!" The Variant ordered.
"Of course I do. You're not the only tech savvy Loki." Loki rolled his eyes.
"I told you to don't ever call me that." She told him.
"How about you give me the Tempad?" Runa suggested. "I was pretty much created to use those."
"Tech Savvy?" Loki raised an eyebrow.
"No, a Loki." The Variant corrected.
"Even Lokis don't listen to me anymore." Runa huffed. Both Runa and the Variant went to grab the Tempad from Loki, before Loki used his magic to make it disappear.
"You're just fully a magician then?" The Variant asked.
"Fine. For my next trick, I'll make you disappear." Loki threatened pulling out his dagger.
"I doubt it." The Variant rolled her eyes as she grabbed her sword of the ground.
"Let's calm down a little shall we?" Runa asked.
"No!" The Variant yelled as she stormed up to Loki, being cut off from a meteor entering the tent they were in.
"Is that one of your powers?" Runa asked.
"Where did you send us?" The Variant questioned.
Lamentis - 1: 2077
Runa and the two Lokis exited the tent, looking around.
"You idiot! This is Lamentis 1!" The Variant yelled.
"I don't know that means!" Loki yelled back. A meteor fell right in front of them.
"The moon that planet is about to crash into and destroy." The three of them started to run.
"Out of all the apocalypses saved in that Tempad, this is the worst!" The Variant explained. "No one makes it off here!"
"Watch out! Loki yelled and grabbed Runas arm to pull her out the way of a meteor. "I'm sorry, madam. Didn't have time to scan the brochure."
They all ducked under a truck to avoid a larger meteor. "By the way, I thought you wanted me dead."
"I don't know where you hid that Tempad, but if you blow up, it blows up, and then we end up blown up." The Variant explained.
"There!" Runa yelled pointing at a mining shack.
"So were a team now?" Loki asked.
"Oh, Gods, no!" The Variant and Runa said at the same time.
"Get down!" Loki yelled grabbing Runas arm again.
"Didn't need your help." Runa told him.
The three of them made it inside the shack, all of them breathing heavily. Runa flopped down on a stool and adjusted her boots. She watched The Variant approach Loki and placed her hands behind Lokis neck. Jealousy burned through Runas body and she quickly looked away from the scene.
"What is going on?" She whispered.
"What are you doing?" Loki asked.
"What are you doing?" The Variant replied. Runa glared at them and stood up and went deeper into the shack trying to get away from them.
"I don't need you! I have Runa! She probably knows more about that thing than you!" Runa perked up when she heard her name be used.
"Is that why you saved me out there? So you can kill her and just rely on my knowledge. Runa strolled over to them hurt filled her eyes. "Am I just a pawn to you?"
"No, Runa I...."
"Oh please Loki." Runa rolled her eyes. "I'm on the verge of pruning you.. Both of you."
"Not if I kill you first." The Variant spat.
"Are we just going to slaughter each other then?" Loki asked.
"Sure." Runa shrugged
"Fine by me." The Variant huffed. A silence filled the air the only sounds were the distant rumbling of meteors hitting the planet. "The plan you two graciously interrupted was years in the making. Years!"
"Okay. Got it." Loki quipped.
"And as soon as I turn that Tempad back on, I'm going straight back to the TVA to finish what I started." The Variant told them.
"Can I ask what that is? As a TVA agent I would like to know." Runa asked.
"She is trying to take down the TVA." Loki explained.
"What? Not happening all prune you before you get there." Runa threatened.
"Or I'll kill you first." The Variant threatened back. Runa narrowed her eyes and headed for the door.
"Where are you going?" Loki questioned.
"There is power somewhere on this moon. We just need enough to travel through inter-dimensional time and space." Runa explained. "Then I'll turn both of you in, and get the respect I deserve."
"That's not happening." The Variant rolled her eyes.
Runa walked along a faded trail leading the way, the two Lokis behind her.
"What's the plan?" Loki spoke up over the complete silence that was over them. Runa opened her mouth to reply only to be interrupted by the Variant.
"There's a town near here." She said moving up to get ahead of Runa.
"Can both of you shut up?" Runa begged. "Just because I have to work with you two doesn't mean I want to hear your voice."
"Alright well..." Loki bit his lip.
"Can you slow down Variant." Loki asked.
"What part of imminent death confuse you?" The Variant asked. "And don't call me Variant."
"I'm sorry, but I'm not calling some faded photocopy of me Loki." Loki scoffed.
"Good. Cause that's not who I am anymore. I'm Sylvie now." Sylvie replied.
"You changed your name. Brilliant." Runa remarked.
"It's called an alias." Sylvie explained.
"It's not very Loki-like." Loki pointed out.
"Yeah? What exactly makes a Loki a Loki?" Sylvie queried.
"I would love to hear this answer." Runa added.
"Independence, authority, style." Loki listed.
"Oh please." Runa rolled her eyes.
"So naturally you went to work for the boring, oppressive time police." Sylvie remarked.
"I'm right here you know?" Runa protested.
"Oh I know." Sylvie smirked.
"I don't work for her... I mean them. I'm more of a consultant." Loki told Sylvie.
"You don't know what you want." Sylvie looked over at Loki.
"And what do you want Sylvie?" Runa questioned. "Your years-in-the-making plan was to tear the TVA down, create the ultimate power vacuum, and then just walk away."
"I'd never have done that." Loki added.
"Yeah? Well, I'm not you." Sylvie quipped. "Can we get on with this now?" Runa sighed and sped up her pace to at least keep up with Loki. Her and Lokis fingers brushed briefly for a moment and Loki tried to grab Runas hand.
"Don't you dare." She hissed and took a slight step away from him.
"Is this the town?" Loki asked looking at the crumbling buildings that lined the path.
"It looks like everyone already fled." Runa remarked.
"If they did, it was in vain." Sylvie stated.
"How long do we have?" Runa questioned.
"Twelve hours or so. Things down here are only gonna get worse. More meteors, gravity quakes, and of course, the collapse of society in the face of annihilation." Sylvie responded.
"Could that charge the Tempad?" Loki asked pointing at a neon sign.
"Maybe." Sylvie nodded and ran up to the sign. "I'm just checking the coupling. Making sure it could connect.
"Right." Runa nodded slowly.
"Okay. Hand it over." Sylvie ordered.
"Pitiful. I'm not giving it to you. You're gonna have to try harder." Loki tutted.
"Then don't give me your tech savvy ideas either." Sylvie sassed.
"The Tempad requires a massive power source, not a night light." Runa explained.
"I don't need your smartass explanations ether Agent." Sylvie spat and stormed off to continue through the town. Runa spotted a house in the distance and sped up to get to it.
Once at the porch she grabbed her Time stick and turned it on. She was about to bust down the door before Loki grabbed her arm.
"Brute force is no substitute for diplomacy and guile." Loki reminded. Runa sighed.
"Noted." Sylvie then stormed up to the door and kicked it down, getting met with a blast. Sending her flying.
"It's remarkable that you made it as far as you did." Runa sighed.
"Oh please you were about to do the same thing." Loki rolled his eyes.
"Sorry about that." Runa apologized.
"Don't be." A woman's voice came from the house. "I enjoyed it."
"Oh." Runa chuckled. "I did too. But I can assure you, despite my acquaintance behaving like an animal.." She looked over at Sylvie with a smirk. "We mean you no harm. We're simply weary travelers."
"Sure you are." The woman replied. Loki looked into the window of the house and saw a picture of the woman and her husband.
"Don't you dare Loki." Runa muttered. Loki shape shifted into the woman's husband and stood in the doorway.
"Hello, dear." Loki said.
"Patrice?" The woman asked.
"Mhm." Loki nodded. "It's been a long time. You're as beautiful as..." Loki got blasted, sending him flying as well.
"Patrice never said a thing that nice in 30 years." The woman shouted. "You're no travelers, you're devils."
"Which one was that?" Runa asked jumping off the porch.
"Diplomacy or.." Sylvie continued.
"Don't." Loki huffed. "Just don't."
"What do you devils want with me?" The woman asked, walking onto her porch.
"We just want to ask you a question." Runa explained. "Where is everyone?"
"The ark." The woman replied. Runa looked at Loki and Sylvie. "The evacuation vessel."
"Something like that would have enough juice to repower the Tempad." Sylvie remarked.
"How do we get there?" Loki questioned.
"Train stations the edge of town. But you'll never get a ticket."
"We'll take our chances. Thank you." Runa nodded. "Let's go." She started to walk off.
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"Well this looks fun." Loki remarked as they approached the train station.
"Come on." Sylvie urged.
"We can't fight our way into that train Sylvie." Runa told her.
"Who said anything about fighting?" Sylvie asked.
"All your plans involve fighting." Loki explained.
"Not this one. I'm going to enchant a guard, have him lead us through the crowd, and if anyone gives us any trouble.."
"Make him start shooting?" Runa asked. "And then what, kill every guard and hijack the train?"
"Whether or not there's a fight is entirely up to them." Sylvie responded.
"We're doing this one my way." Loki declared as he placed his hands on Sylvies shoulders and shape shifted into a guard.
"How do I look? Pretty handsome huh?" Loki looked at Runa.
"You look like someone with a shit plan." Runa rolled her eyes.
"I agree with the Agent on this one." Sylvie agreed.
"It's a great plan."
"Hmm." Runa bit her lip.
"Just follow me. Grab an arm ladies!" Runa and Sylvie groaned and grabbed an arm.
"To Shuroo? This way." A guard said.
"They're only giving tickets out to the wealthy!" A woman cried from the crowd.
"I feel kinda bad for them." Runa frowned.
"They're all going to die anyway." Sylvie scoffed.
"Still. Im allowed to feel bad." Runa pointed out. Loki started to speed up his pace trying to avoid the guard asking for tickets.
"Woah! Hey!" The guard stopped them.
"Taking these two ladies to Shuroo." Loki explained.
"Okay. And the tickets?" The guard asked.
"Orders come from the top to get them on this train."
"Sir this..." Sylvie grabbed the guards are and enchanted him.
"Everything ok?" Another guard came over.
"Everything's fine. I just remembered that headquarters radioed in their request for them this morning." The guard explained.
"Ok." The other guard sighed.
"Ok." Loki nodded and led Runa and Sylvie onto the train. "Good evening, passengers. Hi." Loki greeted as thru entered the lounge. Sylvie sat down at a booth and Runa sat beside her. "Um I can't go backwards on a train." Loki told Sylvie.
"Well, I never sit with my back to a door." Sylvie said.
"There are doors on both sides." Runa pointed out.
"Just sit down." Sylvie rolled her eyes.
"FYI that wasn't a plan Loki." Runa sighed and rested her arms on the table, placing her head on top of them.
"I agree with the Agent again." Sylvie agreed.
"Oh really?" Loki raised an eyebrow.
"Plans have multiple steps." Runa reminded. "Dressing as a guard and getting on a train is just doing a thing." She yawned.
"You tired?" Loki looked at Runa worriedly. "You need to get some rest." Runa glared at him.
"Why would I sleep? I'm surrounded by two Lokis. You can easily kill me in my sleep."
"You think I would do that Runa?" Loki asked. "Her maybe, but me?"
"I can't trust a word that comes out of your mouth anymore Loki."
"You are free to take a nap though?" Sylvie suggested to Loki.
"Nice try." Loki leaned forward.
"I'm not gonna waste my time rooting around for the Tempad when someone taught you fairly decent magic." Sylvie pointed out.
"She got you there." Runa agreed.
"My mother." Loki told them. Sylvie scoffed and looked away from Loki.
"Oh shit." Runa muttered.
"What was she like?" Sylvie asked.
"She was um..." Loki looked down at his lap. "A Queen of Asgard. She was good." He nodded. "Purely decent."
"Are you sure she was your mother?" Sylvie asked.
"Oh, no, she's not actually. I was adopted." Loki said.
"Is that a bit of a spoiler for you?" Runa asked Sylvie.
"No, I knew I was adopted." Sylvie replied casually.
"What? They told you?" Loki questioned.
"Yeah." Sylvie nodded. "Did they not tell you?"
"No... I mean, they did, eventually." Loki explained.
"Hang in a second." Runa interrupted. "Tell us about your mother Sylvie."
"I barley remember her. Just blips of a dream at this point. And your mother Agent? Oh wait you don't have one. You were created by the Time Keepers."
"I thought I was started to like you but nope." Runa scowled.
"The feeling is mutual Agent." Sylvie smirked.
"You know..." Loki said trying to change the subject. "When I was young, she'd do these bits of magic for me. Turn a flower into a frog or cast fireworks over the water." He described. "It all seemed impossible but she told me that I'd be able to do it too because... Because I could do anything."
"That's actually really sweet." Runa gushed.
"You wanna see?" Loki asked, he opened his hands and little fireworks erupted into the air.
"Not bad." Sylvie shrugged.
"She was the kinda person you'd want to believe in you." Loki explained.
"Sounds like she does." Sylvie replied.
"Well she did." Loki sighed.
"Maybe I will take you up on that offer for a nap." Runa yawned.
"Rest Runa. I promise nothing will happen to you." Loki reassured.
"If you do I swear I'll grind both of you to a pulp..." Runa sighed as she fell asleep.
"Can I ask you where'd you learn to do the..." Loki gestured with hands. "You know the... whatever it is."
"I taught myself." Sylvie answered.
"You taught yourself that magic?" Loki questioned.
"Yeah I did."
"What, do you just go into their minds and project some sort of illusion?"
"It'd be easier if I just..."
"Enchanted me and take the Tempad and leap out of the train?" Loki finished. "No thank you."
"Well then, don't ask." Sylvie quipped.
"Okay."
"Champagne?" The hostess asked.
"Ah, yes. Thank you very much." Loki thanked.
"No I'm good thanks." Sylvie replied.
"I'll take hers. Thank you." Loki grabbed the two glasses. "Cheered." He clanked the glasses together. "To the end of the world." Loki took a sip. "I pity the old woman chose to die, don't you think?"
"She was in love." Sylvie told him.
"She hated him." Loki pointed out.
"Maybe love is hate."
"Should probably remember that." Loki conjured a quill and paper. "What was that? Love is hate."
"Oh piss off." Sylvie hissed.
"So, on the subject of love, is there a lucky beau waiting for you at the end of this crusade?"
"Yeah there is actually."
"Oh?" Loki tilted his head.
"Managed to maintain quite a serious long-distance relationship with a postman, whilst running across time from one apocalypse to another. " Sylvie described.
"With charm like that, who could resist you?"
"Well, people are quite willing in the face of certain doom."
"I'm sure they are."
"It was only ever just to keep me going." Sylvie sighed. "How about you? You're a prince. Must've been would-be-princesses or perhaps, another prince:" She wiggled her eyebrows. "I mean you were able to charm a TVA agent,"
"A bit of both... but there was this Princess of Vanahiem that came on a royal retreat and stayed with my family for awhile. She was the most beautiful being in all the Nine Realms. I loved her and she loved me very much, until my father decided to have her be wed to my brother. We still decided to have our courtship in secret and then one day she disappeared. We couldn't find her in Asgard or any of the Nine Realms. I was heartbroken, and still blame my father for never looking hard enough for her."
"I know." Sylvie whispered.
"What do you mean I know?"
"I saw it. When I enchanted her." Sylvie looked over at Runa.
"What?"
"When I enchant someone I have to make physical contact and then grab hold of their mind." Sylvie explained.
"Yeah and what does that have to do with Runa and my story?" Loki questioned.
"Let me finish!" Sylvie told him. "Most minds are easy and I can overtake them instantly. Others, the stronger ones, it gets tricky. I'm in control but they're there, too. In order to preserve the connection, I have to create a fantasy from their memories... You're little Agent, her mind was messed up. Everything clouded. I had to pull a memory from hundreds of years prior, before she even worked for the TVA."
"What? What'd you just say?" Loki asked. "Before she worked for the TVA."
"Yeah. Your little Agent is your princess from your story."
"N-No that can't be possible?" He stammered. "I would have recognized her when I got to the TVA. I loved her, I would never forget her."
"As soon as you walk through the Time door into the TVA every memory that you could have with a worker is clouded. You can remember your time with your Princess but face, name, anything that can be drawn back to her is clouded." She explained.
"No. It can't be you're lying." Loki denied, blinking back tears.
"Give me your hand." Sylvie ordered.
"No. You're going to enchant me to give you the Tempad."
"I'm not. I'm going to uncloud your brain."
"Which requires enchantment!"
"Just trust me Loki." Sylvie sighed.
"Why would I do that? You aren't the most trustworthy person." Loki asked.
"So are you."
"You got me there." He sighed. "Do it then." Sylvie grabbed his hand. Sylvie closed her eyes and enchanted him.
"Oh my Gods." Loki breathed. "It is her."
"I told you. And I didn't enchant you to give me the Tempad."
"Thank you." Loki gave her a small smile, as he ran his fingers through Runas hair.
"You're welcome, I guess" Sylvie shrugged.
"How am I going to tell her?" He asked.
"She will probably figure it out on her own. She was a difficult one to hold on to." Sylvie explained. "But it shouldn't come from you, since she kinda hates you it looks like."
"Yeah... I wish she didn't. I want to tell her so bad, I want her to love me."
"I think I'm going to sleep for a bit. I trust you won't kill me since you are utterly enamored with your Princess." Sylvie told him changing the subject.
"Ok. I think I might get some more champagne."
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Runa slowly woke up from her nap to joyful music, she looked over at Sylvie, who also decided to take a nap, and then over to Lokis spot which was empty.
"She sings, she sings come home." Loki sang. Runa looked over to where Lokis voice was coming from and saw him out of his guards uniform singing and dancing with the other people on the train. Runa attempted to wave over  Loki which just waved back at her.
"Where's your uniform?" Runa asked. Loki grabbed the collar of his jacket and started to dance. "Oh my gods." She sighed and nudged Sylvie awake.
"What the Hell?" Sylvie spat.
"Loki is going to blow our cover." Runa sighed.
"Of course." Sylvie rolled her eyes. The lively music slowed down and Loki began to shush everyone.
"I stormsvarte fjell, Jeg vandrer alene.*" Loki sang making eye contact with Runa. "Over isbreen tar jeg meg frem. I eplehagen står møyen den vene.*" He slowly walked up to Runa. "Og synger*" Runa muttered the lyrics with Loki.  "Når kommer du hjem.*" Loki then continued with the upbeat music and Runa sat there in confusion.
"How in universe did I know that?" Runa muttered.
"When she sings, she sings come home." Loki finished. "To Runa everybody!" He yelled as he chugged another drink. "Another." Loki threw the glass on the ground.
"Stay here." Runa sighed and got out of the booth.
"I'll just come too." Sylvie huffed. Runa grabbed Loki by the arm and pulled her closer to him.
"You're drunk." Runa told him.
"No I'm just full." Loki explained. "But bear in mind, I'm very full." Runa frowned and crossed her arms in front of her. "I need you to taste this." Loki grabbed a plate from the bar. "It pairs very nicely with the Figgy Port. Who's got the Figgy Port." He looked around. "You have to take my word on the Figgy Port."
"Where's your uniform?" Runa asked. "We're meant to be laying low."
"Nobody cares. It's the end of the world."
"I think something is happening." Sylvie muttered.
"Yes, that planet is about to crash into us." Loki looked up through the skylight.
"Don't be an ass." Runa hissed.
"I saw some people looking at you weirdly." Sylvie mentioned.
"What?" Loki asked resting his arm on the bar, letting a few things fall when he did so. "When did you get so paranoid Sylvie?"
"It must have started when I spent my entire life running from the omniscient fascists you two work for." Sylvie spat.
"It's a shame to let that go to waste." Loki frowned at the mess at the ground. "Change of subject! I thought of an answer."
"To what?" Runa asked.
"Your question." Loki looked at Sylvie. "Love is a dagger." He conjured his dagger. "It's a weapon to be welded far away or up close."
"Oh please." Runa huffed and rolled her eyes, jealousy burning in her again.
"You can see yourself in it. It's beautiful." Loki continued on. "Until it makes you bleed." He flipped the dagger where the sharp part was facing him. "But ultimately, when you reach for it..." Sylvie went to grab the dagger, but it disappeared.
"It isn't real." Sylvie finished.
"Yeah." Loki nodded.
"Love is an imaginary dagger?" Runa raised an eyebrow.
"Doesn't make sense, does it?"
"No. Terrible metaphor." Sylvie shook his head.
"Damn. I thought I had something there." Loki frowned. Runa heard a door open and the three of them looked to see a man and few guards coming in.
"Shit." Runa whispered
"Stay cool." Sylvie whispered back.
"It's going to be fine." Loki nodded.
"Sir, can I see your tickets?" A guard asked Loki.
"You again! Hello!" Loki greeted. "Um tickets. Yes, of course. Here they are." Loki held up his hand and projected the firework illusion. "Oops... Still, it looks lovely, doesn't it?" The guards grabbed Loki. "Look, is this really necessary? There is a simple explanation." Another guard placed a hand on Lokis chest. "Hey!" He protested and placed a hand on the guards chest a pushed him, making the guards break out into a fight.
"You ready?" Runa looked at Sylvie as she pulled out her Timestick.
"You better not use that on me." Sylvie replied.
"Not making any promises!" Runa said as she hit a guard in the head. "Cute! Using your little crown thing as a weapon. That's not terrifying at all." She remarked to Sylvie, as they fought side by side. A guard then came behind Runa and got her in a choke hold.
"Runa!" Loki yelled as he threw a dagger at her, it landing in the wall next to her.
"Awful throw!" Runa yelled back. Sylvie got the guard off Runas back and threw him out the window.
"Bye!" Loki taunted before getting thrown out the window himself. Sylvie looked at Runa.
"Tempad." They said in unison. Sylvie grabbed her sword off the ground and Runa grabbed her Timestick before both of them made their way to the window and jumped out.
*TRANSLATION TO LOKIS SINGING*
On mountains darker by the storms I'm wandering alone. Over the glaciers, I'm pushing on. The fair maiden is in the apple orchard And she's singing: When will you come home?
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