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cherryeol04 · 1 year

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Action! | Ch. 35

Genre: Humor, Romance, Slice of life?, Crackheadedness

Pairings: BaekRen, MinRon

Work Count: 1.6K

Summary: From the moment he was casted, Ren wasn't sure if he had what it would take to be a pop idol. Losing faith in himself, he was going to give up the future he had always wanted, but one person stood by his side and renewed his faith. After a hot debut and rapid growth of stardom, Ren started to notice that maybe this person, his close friend, was something more. But how could a straight man even remotely think of a homosexual relationship?

Warnings: Homophobia, some smut (chapters will be marked)

A/N: I wrote this series back in 2012 and used OCs and over the top writing style for arguments. Whoops. Lmao it’s pretty decent though, so I hope you enjoy!

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Baekho's POV

"You're a mess." I whispered. Taking the tissue, I wiped away the running eyeliner. "God you look like a raccoon." I said and laughed softly.

"I'm sorry." Ren whispered. "I didn't mean to cry like such a baby." Frowning, I lowered my hand and stared at him. He wasn't a baby, though he did cry like one. But I understood, he was scared of having sex, scared of losing me, and I was scared of losing him. But I knew I was going to do anything to keep him close to me.

"Don't be sorry. We took it slow didn't we?" I asked with a grin. A flush spread across his cheeks and I chuckled. He was just so damn cute.

"Actually we moved a whole lot faster than I thought we would." Ren admitted and I nodded. We moved fairly quickly the moment we got into the room. But he didn't stop me and I didn't get carried away. I played to his needs and when he finally choked up, like I knew he would, I stopped and just held him until he stopped crying.

And that's how we ended up in the bathroom naked. It was nice, what we did and we both got off at least once, I think Ren got off twice though. It wasn't until I tried fingering him that he had issues. And I wasn't sure I was doing it right. Didn't really have time to look up how to have gay sex, or ask anyone really. Anyone being Aron and Minhyun.

"We did and it was fun right?" I asked, slipping my arms around his waist, pulling him close to me.

"It was." Ren said and smiled. His arms wrapped around my waist and I smiled. I liked being in his arms as much as I liked holding him in mine. Before I always thought that this was a friendly gesture, but looking back, deep down I knew I liked this more than a friend should. I liked holding Ren and touching him and now, I love kissing him. Another thing I got upset up about when he closed up towards me.

"And it didn't get uncomfortable until the end right?"

"Right." Ren said with a nod.

"So see, you weren't scared of everything. Just the big thing. Which we can work on okay?" I said and kissed his cheek gently.

"I know we can." Ren said as he stared up at me. Sighing, he rested his head on my shoulder. Rocking him gently, I stroked his back. "I still feel so embarrassed that I cried like that. You hadn't really done anything, just touched me." He whispered.

"And it's okay." I said and pulled back. Grabbing Ren's chin, I lifted his head so he could stare at me. "Baby it's scary. I know I would feel the same if you were doing that to me. I understand, so don't feel embarrassed." I told him.

"And I won't do it again until you're ready, no matter how long that takes." I assured him.

"Really?" Ren asked, eyes wide. I nodded to him and he grinned. "Oh Baekho! I love you so much!" He exclaimed as he moved his arms from my waist to my neck and kissed me happily. I let out a small laugh as our lips met, my arms tightening as I held him against me tightly. Pulling back, I licked my lips.

"I love you too Ren." Kissing him again, I sighed happily. "Let's go back to the bed now. I think we have enough time to please each other again before someone comes looking for us." I said. Ren nodded eagerly and stepped away from me. Letting him go, I took his hand and led him out of the bathroom and back to the bed for a little more loving.

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Minhyun's POV

Oh my god, I can't believe all that has happened in the past few weeks and the tour isn't even over yet! I can only imagine what's going to happen when we get home. And I'm not looking forward to it. I love Ren to death and all, but he is seriously fucking up this relationship he's in. I understand he's scared of sex, I was too at first, but I didn't let that fear stop me and Aron. But Ren is different than me, far more...what's the word?

Delicate?

Sensitive?

Feminine?

A combination of all those words. He is...our maknae and he takes things differently than the rest of us. He's also stubborn as a damn horse and if he doesn't open his eyes and realize what he's doing to his relationship, he's going to regret it. Baekho isn't a saint either. He's not helping the situation at all, but I can't blame the guy. He looks so lost when I stare at him and I feel so bad.

But that doesn't excuse him for his actions and he deserved each and every punch he got from me. But hopefully with JR talking to them, everything will work out. They'll work it out somehow and we won't feel so much tension. I'm sure our fans feel the tension at the concerts.

And let's not get on the subject of Aron. I don't know what was up with him and trying to get me and JR to work on things. So far we have, going at our own pace. I'm fact, we're almost back to normal. We can hold civil conversations, we can be alone together for a short time. While I don't think I could ever forgive him for what he did, he is slowly gaining back my trust and we are becoming friends again. I'm thankful for that. I do miss the times JR and I would just hang out together. Those were the good old days.

Stretching, a grunt left me as bones cracked and I felt so much better. Walking to my door, I pulled out the room key and slid it into the slot. Waiting for green, I opened the door and walked in. It was quiet, which was strange because I had left Aron alone. It had taken a lot of convincing to the two that I wouldn't go find Baekho and kill him. I believed JR when he said that Ren and Baekho were going to work on their relationship, so I wasn't going to interrupt that and possibly ruin the chances of them ever getting back together.

Walking into the open room, I stared at the bed and smiled. The old man was fast asleep. I shouldn't say that though, making fun of Aron like that. The other had been sounding horse lately and seemed sluggish as of late. I think he's getting sick and I feel so bad for him. Which means we're probably going to miss him at one or more concerts.

Shaking my head, I moved to the small table by the window and sat down. I looked over the mess of papers, pictures and random items fondly. A blue piece of paper caught my attention and I picked it up. It was a small note from JR.

'Minhyun,

I tucked Aron-hyung in. He said he wasn't feeling good and he looked a bit sick. I'll let manager-hyung know so we can get him taken care of so hopefully he won't miss any of the concerts on the tour. I checked on Ren and Baekho while you were out and they were getting to know each other...on the bed I sleep on in the room I share with Baekho.

I didn't mean to catch them, but I did and it got me to thinking about things, things I've been thinking about on and off for the past few months. It's crazy what's going on in my head and I don't understand it. But there is something inside me that's just, I guess screaming at me.

Anyway, I'm sure I've got you confused now, so I'll just tell you what I need to tell you and work out the rest later when you confront me about it.

Minhyun, I love you.

See you later at rehearsal.

Your leader,

Jonghyun~'

I read the note about three or four times more and each time my heart skipped a few beats. Despite what we've been through, and the fact that I probably will never forgive him for being a closed minded homophobic ass, I still love him. JR was the first man I've ever loved, though not the first guy I've liked, which are two totally different feelings. He's my first love and all I've ever wanted was for him to love me too.

And nearly six months and countless dates and love making with Aron later, he finally says it. And worst of all, my first thought is to dump Aron and go to JR. But I can't do that. Aron has been there for me through it all. He's the second man I've ever loved and I do love him. But the prospect of being with JR, it's almost irresistible. I'm not that kind of person, and I know if I go to JR like that, Aron would think I was simply using him and that's not the case.

Oh god, what do I do?

I crumpled up the paper and threw it in the trash. Getting up, I took a few deep breaths to calm myself and moved to the bed Aron was laying on. Pulling back the covers, I crawled in behind him. Pulling the covers back up, I slid my arm around his waist and kissed his cheek gently. He shifted back against me and moaned softly, but never woke.

"I love you." I whispered softly as I got comfortable, spooning him. Resting my head on the pillow, I stared at the back of his head for a moment before closing my eyes.

What the hell am I going to do?

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h0neyjaehyun · 2 years

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𝐋𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫

- date - August 27th, 2012 -

I wished things were different for once.

Minki was a boy without hope. Yet he was loving, he hugged, took care of, and cherished people he was around. Always smiling, having the time of his life. But that wasn’t the truth. He was lonely....

His family were businesspeople and put their work was first over everything. That included him. He got accustomed to this lifestyle very young, until he got to school. He saw all these kids, same age, same hair, same eye color, have what he wanted.

love

He always wondered and asked is there something wrong with me? Am I not enough? Look at me for once. Please...love me.

Yet his parents never gave him a glance. Only love he got was from his friends who didn’t last long in his life as he moved every year because of his parents’ jobs. He grew accustomed to this too, nothing new. Then it was his eighth birthday he didn’t know why but, he didn’t feel good. He felt dizzy and heavy, he couldn’t make out what was happening to him. All he could remember was falling asleep hear a yell from his nanny who was taking care of him. Then his body feeling even more heavy, too weak to open his eyes too weak to speak, all he could hear was a deep voice, seemingly like a male. Disappointed that it wasn’t his fathers, but he could hear the level of concern.

“He....he won’t make it past 14, I’m sorry.”

He didn’t know what he exactly meant but he knew it wasn’t good he couldn’t help but cry quietly as he heard the wails of his nanny who he quickly recognized. As he got older, he quickly understood what that doctor meant, realizing this he didn’t cry, he didn’t ask why this was happening to him, he accepted it like every other thing in his life. Around his 12th birthday he asked if he couldn’t stay in Seoul South Korea to purse music. It was his wish, his parents felt like they didn’t have a reason to say no, not like they really cared. So, he moved to the city where his nanny also followed for legal reasons.

He wished to come to Korea to hone a skill and be able to play music as he felt like that’s the only thing he had control over. Flicking the strings on the guitar, playing any melody he wants to his biding.

As he came into the new school feeling at ease, his last chapter of his life is about to begin. He took deep breaths walking in seeing a really good looking guy at the staircase just sitting and listening to music like he was waiting for someone. He looked up quickly making eye contact with Minki making him feel flustered at the sudden eye contact. He chuckled and took out his earbuds.

“You new here?” He asked smiling sweetly. Minki nodded not daring to say a word as he was too embarrassed.

“I’m Allen nice to meet you. I’m a foreigner if you haven’t noticed by my accent.” He explained.

“I’m Hyeon Minki.” Minki said in a quiet voice, getting to know new people is still nerve racking to him.

“I’m guessing you are~ YOunger~!” Allen guessed, which Minki laughed at his antic.

“I was born July 16th, 2000.” He beamed feeling comfortable around him.

“Ah so you are around the twins ages.” He mumbled with a fond gaze. Minki looked at him confused.

“You wanna get to know the school? We still have plenty of time.” Allen suggested, Minki quickly nodded. Minki can so far figure out that Allen is older than him, at least a year. Minki listened and talked comfortably with Allen. Then they got outside into the courtyard going down the stairs Minki spotted a girl sitting, reading a book with headphone on ignoring the world around her. The wind slightly blowing her hair out the way somehow perfectly, the sun shining down on her skin made her glow, turning a little to see her eyes which wear a dark shade of green, her moles making her all the more elegant. She looked like a fairy

Allen looked to the side of him noticing Minki’s quietness, he noticed him looking at Talia which he internally groaned at, but he quickly took in that his stare wasn’t that same as the hungry stare he would usually see it was more longing, he contemplated for a minute then made a decision. Allen ran down the stairs suddenly which Minki jumped at as he could hear him call her name.

“TALIA!”

The girl quickly looked up to see a tall boy running to her full speed, her eyes widen as she tried make the run for it. But it was too late he got a hold of her and swung her to his shoulder collecting her stuff in the process, now heading toward him. He could hear her little complaints which he found adorable. Allen put her down and gave her, her stuff. Talia looked at the boy next her making a little bit of a surprised face not noticing him before being too preoccupied on being swung over a shoulder.

“Tali, I would like to introduce you to one of my good friend, Minki this is Talia and Talia this is Minki.” He said cheerfully. Tali was too stunned to talk first so Minki decided to take one for the team.

“Hello, I’m Minki nice to meet you” He said shyly bowing a little, Talia blinked a little rapidly trying to get her head back.

“Oh hi I’m Talia nice to meet you too.” She smiled sweetly which made him taken back at her charm.

“Well, I gotta go, Tali please show him around, see you guys around” Allen said running off. Talia mouth opened wide out of disbelief that he had the audacity to interrupt her reading just so he and take a nap knowing him. They made eye contact and burst out laughing. She hummed to try to calm herself.

“Come on, we don’t have much time.”

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