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#MIGHT BE ABLE TO PUSH THAT DEADLINE BUT OOF GUYS
spacedlexi · 3 months
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sorry if this is a personal question ... 🐛... but what are you doing for college and how did you decide to go for it?
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im going to school for animation but im realizing how much i love storyboarding specifically (and how little patience i have for full animating/not having the time i need to make animations that arent quick and stiff to meet a deadline (also i want adobe animate obliterated off the earth)). ive cried about how much i love boarding LMAO its that serious. but i love working with Little Guys and putting them in Situations plus theyre characters i dont have to make up myself?? im adapting a script?? but i might still be able to have fun with it? and as a lover of visual mediums i get really excited about being able to control a camera/composition for Maximum Emotional Effect, plus the idea of leading a viewer through a scene. knowing "rules" and breaking them with purpose. im in an editing class rn thats got me really excited aha
it was NOT an easy choice to make. im going back to school so late because i kept telling myself i shouldnt do it and should pick something non art related but well.... here i am.... (my mom kinda pushed the idea even tho the concept of going into art school debt keeps me up at night 💀)
i stumbled around community college for a few years hoping something else would Click for me but in the end i just kept taking art classes. i knew i would be miserable doing anything else. its still Work but its a kind of work i still derive enjoyment from even when im tired or frustrated. i think i would hate the academia world when it comes to my more scientific interests, and i dont have the patience to put up with the bs of being female presenting in a male dominated field like engineering (plus my math brain got broken by a bad calc teacher so...), so instead im taking those inspirations and using them for my art :) im a little engineer at heart so being able to apply that kind of thinking to my art inspires me (and i hope maybe something i make one day will inspire some scientists too lol). plus i dont think i would be happy if i wasnt surrounded by other artists
i doubt my choices every day 😭 but i really do love it a lot. im hoping that my passion and vision takes me SOMEWHERE in the industry, but its scary for everyone out there right now... i mostly try not to think about it honestly
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malk1ns · 2 years
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Oof I want to ask them all but: 9, 10, 16, 24, 25!
9. Are you more of a drabble or a longfic kind of writer? Pantser or plotter? Do you wish you were the other?
WELL in typical me fashion i am going to make this question more complicated than it needs to be....my issue with answering this is, what is a longfic? some people might define it as anything over 30k, while for others it might be reserved for fics that are 100k+.
i am okay at drabbles, i think—when i'm able to make myself reach a decent stopping point, i think my shorter stuff can be pretty impactful? but the sweet spot for me is probably between 10-15k—enough room for plot, but not enough room for me to confuse myself and lose track of what i'm saying, haha. and i am totally fine with that! i would love to do a really long fic one day, but that will require me doing a little practice with something that relates to the second part of this question....
....my god am i a pantser. i do not plot AT ALL, it is so bad. ask anyone who's ever beta-read for me, i'm sure i've inflicted light trauma on them for how late i push things and the wild swings my stories take as i write them.
so, in order to write the longfic i dream to one day do, i will have to learn to plot properly. can i do it? incredibly unclear at this point, lol.
10. How would you describe your writing process?
step one: come up with an idea.
step two: talk about it with my friends.
step three: word doc + twoish pages of actual writing
step four: open the word doc periodically and add nothing
step five (optional): finish it in a feverish burst of 12-36 hours *only applicable to fics with deadlines
15. Which is harder: titles or summaries (or tags)?
SUMMARIES. i am MISERABLE at them.
**please note that i'm an idiot who cannot read and got 15 and 16 mixed up, please find the answer to 16 over here!
24. Would you say your writing has changed over time?
ummm hm! i think i've gotten better at packing a lot of characterization and distinct versions of the guys i'm writing into fewer words. overall my stories are getting shorter but i don't think they've lost all that much of their emotional kick, at least not based on the feedback i get, so i think that's a good sign!
25. What part of writing is the most fun?
honestly i love writing so like...all of it? once i'm actually doing it i'm always having a blast. i like coming up with little turns of phrase that sound cool to myself, there are some in a lot of my fics that i always wait to see if someone will point out!
thank you!!! <3
ask game here!
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prosebushpatch · 3 years
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\o/ I managed to finish 4 chapters for the thesis this week and just turned them in and im very tired but I met my goal \o/
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the-excursion · 7 years
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With Eternity
Kuon walked into the skating rink and was met with the man at the front desk. Shelves of different ice skates stood behind him as he flipped through a sports magazine as he supported his head with his hand, leaning over the counter. Kuon adjusted his neck nervously before walking up to him. “Hey there, name’s Rick. What can I set ya up with?” he asked politely as he gestured to the skates behind him. “Uh no, that won’t be necessary. I’m just here looking for my girlfriend. I think she’s inside,” Kuon explained. “Well isn’t that nice. You’re that nice young woman’s man? Consider yourself lucky to have someone like her. She comes in almost everyday. She’s very dedicated. Sometimes she comes in with her coach and sometimes she comes all on her own. That’s true spirit right there ya know,” Rick said. “Well today she’s with her coach, I’ll let you in. Though she had her skates with her I haven’t heard much skating going on so you can check for yourself. The studio is to the right of the rink when you enter. Locker rooms’ to the left,” he continued. Kuon promptly thanked him then made his way inside to the rink. He looked around and it was mostly empty with the exception of a few loose skaters about. But no signs of Eira. He looked to the door of the small studio then made his way there. Before he could open the door, he heard a voice suddenly speak up from the other side.
“Great! Again!” Kuon rose a brow then began to carefully open the door. He peeked through the small opening he allowed himself and saw Eira’s coach sitting on a bench with her hands clasped together as she watched something. Kuon opened the door slightly wider to allow himself to see what she was looking at. He found Eira extending one leg far behind her as she held the barre beside her. Her hair was up in a ponytail but her long bangs always managed to escape the tie. As she let go of the barre, she made a small turn as she remained balanced on her leg. She then swung her leg over and made a small leap before turning a short spin. She began to perform chaine leaps, a small turn before each jump. She proved to be very flexible with each leap causing her legs to split shortly while in the air. She then stopped and assumed first position as she closed her eyes, her head looking down. Her coach stood and clapped shortly. “Good job, good job Eira. I’m so glad you’re finally aiming to pursue this. Those people practically had a knife to your neck with deadlines and all that other mess. Starting off is always slow but stay with it, with me, and we’ll go far. Plus your studies on top of all that should get you into big places,” her coach encouraged. Eira looked up and opened her eyes to respond but the first thing she met eyes with was Kuon. Her face flushed as she looked away a moment. “K-Kuon, what are you doing here?” She asked with slight embarrassment in her voice. “I just came to see where you were, what you were doing. And now I see that you’re even more amazing than what I already knew,” he responded. Eira looked back up at him and smiled. “The guy at the desk was nice. Also, this place is huge! A rink, locker rooms, and a spare studio space..” Kuon said. “Oh yeah Rick. He’s always been around,” Eira recalled. “And is my husband,” Eira’s coach spoke up. “I’m Jade by the way,” she said as she extended her hand to him. Kuon took it and shook hands with her shortly.
“So are you ready to go?” Kuon asked. Eira was about to respond before Jade cut in. “Actually, she has to practice her routines on the ice one more time before going anywhere.” “Alright,” Kuon responded with a short shrug. “What?” Eira came in. “Yeah! I haven’t gotten to see you skate in person before. It should be great,” Kuon said. Eira gave a modest smile before Jade began to push her out the door. “There’s no time to waste!”
They had made their way to the rink and sat at the bleachers. Eira began to lace up her skates then headed over to the ice. Kuon walked up to the rink barrier that divided the floor of the bleachers from the ice. “Eira,” he called before she could make it to the middle of the rink. She skated back towards him with a curious look. The barrier between them wouldn’t get in the way as he put his hands over the board, leaned in and kissed her. Having his eyes closed, he moved his hand to rest over hers. Eira was taken aback a moment, her eyes wide until she gradually closed them, reciprocating the kiss until Kuon broke the short moment. Eira could only blink at him as he smiled. “Good luck,” he said warmly. Eira grew a bashful smile in return and hurriedly skated out to the ice to mask the redness coming to her face. “Eira’s practicing her free skate and her short program. Ah, I’m so excited for her official debut I can’t stand it,” Jade said as she remained sitting on the bleacher as she crossed her arms. “The free skate is the longer of the two so it’s good to get it over with.”
Eira soon assumed her readied position and took in a deep breath. She then looked up at Jade and gave a short nod, signaling her to begin the music. She skated her routine for the song she sang herself for a previous event at Ryan’s school. She skated focused and elegantly throughout. Kuon watched with fixed eyes on her. Half-nervous at the possibility of her falling. He cringed slightly after each jump she performed. Jade gave a short chuckle. “Is this your first time seeing this in action? You don’t have to worry. She’s practiced this too many times to count. And if, on the most impossible circumstance, she does fall it’s nothing to just get back up and keep going,” she assured. “Huh, ok,” Kuon responded, her words managing to make him feel somewhat better. He turned back to watch Eira for the rest of her program until she ended with her finishing pose. You could see her attempt to catch her breath but her facial expression remained unfazed. Jade and Kuon clapped shortly, making Eira respond with a playful bow. Jade waited a moment for Eira to regain her breath before she played the next song for her short program. “Alright Eira, this is the one we’re getting the hang of. Focus and don’t think too much about the negatives,” Jade called out to her as she soon began the music. “Is she having trouble with this one?” Kuon asked as he turned to look at her again. “Ah yeah. She really wanted to use this song but it was difficult to come up with a good routine for it. It’s more upbeat, electropop, more dance than like.. interpretive. So what we got is an interesting attempt at a mixture of both elegant and dance which manages to trip her up,” Jade explained. Kuon furrowed his brows then turned to look at Eira’s routine. He noticed that her facial expression was more tense than how it was in her first routine. As the music began its first minute, it was a slow tempo which allowed Eira to complete a successful jump before the lyrics were heard. Kuon raised a brow and smirked. ‘Is that Ryan’s voice?’ He thought to himself as his smirk grew to a smile.
As the song continued Eira was able to perform spins and skate gracefully until they heard a beat come in which cued Eira for another jump that she performed prematurely, causing her to slip up before quickly recovering her balance and continuing on. Her moves became more complicated and fast, which looked impressive and matched the music, but seemed hard to handle. A break came as the music slowed down and a long note was held in the song. ‘Ryan can sing like that?’ Kuon thought being impressed at the siblings’ talents being used together. The song had slow moments where it seemed Eira became more relaxed and comfortable until the fast parts came again. After the song ended, Eira couldn’t keep her finishing pose as she bent down and put her hands to her knees as she caught her breath. “Eira?” Kuon called out to her as he raised an arm in front of him. She looked up at him then gave a smirk, reassuring him she was ok.
Later, they all went to take a break and sat at the bleachers. Eira put on her white and pink hoodie as Kuon bought hot chocolate for the three of them. “So what was that song for your short? I’ve never heard it,” Kuon asked with a smile. “Oh, it’s Ryan’s cover of a song he’s writing for Macey. He wanted to sing it himself as a test and oof, he could pull it off. But he insists on making it just for Macey. That her voice might compliment it a bit more he says,” Eira explained. “His version is just for you. That’s really cool of him,” he said. Eira nodded. They paused a moment as they took a sip from their drinks. “You know… I could probably help you with it,” he continued with a small smile. Eira turned to him with a raised brow. “Your program. I could teach you some stuff and you could even teach me. What do ya say?” He asked as he raised his cup to her. She hesitated a moment before Jade quickly came in and lifted her cup as well. “Oh thank god! Yes! Anything!” She said enthusiastically. Eira laughed shortly. “Alright. Let’s give it a go,” she said as she completed their cups coming together.
“So then, what are we doing first exactly?” Eira asked as she let down her hair then moved to hold Kuon’s hand, walking out of the rink together. “Well, if we’re gonna do this, you’re heading to my place of expertise,” He said in a confident tone. “You have an area of expertise here in New Athens? Wouldn’t your stuff be in Yumemi?” She asked unsurely. “No don’t worry. I take my expertise on the go. Kaze follows me everywhere,” he said. “Right..” Eira responded with an amused roll of her eyes. Kuon had walked to the rink from the hotel him and Kaze were staying in for their visit. It wasn’t a far distance so they walked back to the room he was staying in. They went up to the room as Kuon unlocked the door and abruptly swung it open. “Kaze! Get up you bum we’ve got work to do,” he called obnoxiously, knowing his brother would be asleep. Kaze jolted awake, making him sit up on the couch he was laying on. “Ah I’m up!” He said in a startled tone. A few cans fell to the floor and clattered. Eira went to pick up one of the cans and read the label. It was a popular type of energy drink. She walked up to Kuon and let him read the can as well. After he read the label, he walked up to Kaze and moderately slapped him behind the head. “Ow what the heck?” Kaze said as he rubbed his head. “What are you doing making yourself stay up again? You’re gonna get yourself sick again and who’s going to have to buy the flu medicine… again!” Kuon said. “No no don’t worry! Honestly, these are just from last night I swear. I haven’t been doing this for like nights in a row. I was just working on some new stuff for when we get back to Yumemi. This place is giving me new inspirations that are fueling me,” Kaze explained. Kuon went and pulled him by his arm to stand him up. He eyed him a moment until he brought him into a close hug. “Alright I believe you. Just try not to do anything crazy,” Kuon said. “But that’s what I’m all about,” Kaze joked as he hugged him back. “You know what I mean,” Kuon said more seriously. “I know,” Kaze responded seriously as well. They broke the hug then glanced over to Eira who only watched on.
“So what work did you say we have to do?” Kaze said as he went to sit on the couch again. “Ah for you, never mind. You clearly need to catch up on your sleep now. Wake up at a reasonable time and sleep again at a good time too to get your sleep schedule back in order,” Kuon instructed as he closed Kaze’s laptop and put it under his arm. “Yes dad,” He joked as he gave a fake salute. Kuon put his hand over his brother’s eyes and pushed him to lay down across the couch once again. “Rest up, Kaze. So that after I can see what you put together,” Eira said with a wink. Kaze smiled and nodded before closing his eyes. Kuon went to the bedroom and grabbed a duffle bag. He then took Eira’s hand and lead her out of the hotel room.
“What’s all that for?” Eira asked as she put her own duffle bag she had brought from skating besides his in the back seat of his car. “Do you know how to fight?” Kuon asked with a smile as he turned on the car. “Um.. kick boxing classes since before college, why?” She asked. ‘Oh man she could beat me up if she wanted to!’ Kuon thought to himself. “Oh! W-well then you’re already a step ahead! Dance is a combination of a lot of stuff and martial arts and fighting is one of them. We’re going to train up at my kind of gym,” he said surely. “And the laptop?” She asked pointing to it on her lap. “Music,” he responded. They soon drove to a recreational facility where it was open to use if you had a membership there. “Oh, I don’t have a NAFA membership..” Eira said as they got out of the car and walked to the building. “That’s ok, I have my membership from the one in Yumemi, YMFA. They’ll let you in anywhere and you can sign up under me as a guest,” he said surely. They walked in and were greeted by the woman at the desk. “Welcome to the New Athens Fitness Association. Membership card please?” She asked politely. “I came from Yumemi, I have the membership from the branch up there is that ok?” Kuon asked as he showed his card to her. “Totally fine, sir. Go on ahead,” she said. Kuon soon lead Eira to the fitness room after passing various studios and even a large swimming pool. “Ok! You already have fitness clothes on so I’ll get changed and we’ll work,” he said surely.
After they were ready, Kuon turned on the music and began to train with Eira. There would be moments when she would have to catch up with him and times where he would have to catch up with her. But then there would be that close moment where they would be in sync. They would jab and high-kick at their punching bag as they stood on opposite sides of it. After they had that training done, Kuon began to show her some of the dance moves he uses for his own dance group competitions. Eira put in the song she was using for her program and skipped to the fast paced parts to see what they could put together. Kuon would teach her how to do certain steps and how to perform complicated turns until she got the hang of it. After she had gotten their practice in, Eira changed the song to the slower pieces that she was more confident in and began to teach him a thing or two about her own experience. He would struggle with keeping his balance, causing her to laugh out loud. Kuon looked at her with a warm smile, watching how he was actually able to bring out a looser side of her. As they tried to practice on Kuon’s balance a final time, he began to fall to the ground before he dragged her down with him. They laughed a while as they lay on the floor. Kuon then opened his eyes to look at her. Noticing the silence, Eira opened her eyes as well. “Can I kiss you?” He asked in a warm tone. Eira rolled her eyes and chuckled before he tilted his head up and kissed her. They shared their moment until the double doors opened abruptly. “There you guys are! Are you ready because we need to get more practice in!” Jade said before she looked down at them. They looked back at her with wide surprised eyes. “Oh uh, am I interrupting something?”
The evening soon came and they made their way back to the ice rink. They greeted Rick and invited him to watch Eira’s attempt at perfecting her program. Kaze had stopped in as well and made his way into the rink. Jade and Rick went to sit on the bleachers while Kaze went to stand beside Kuon by the rink barrier. He fist bumped him shortly to greet him before they turned to look at Eira. Kuon looked on at her with eagerness for her to begin, gripping the barrier beneath his hands. Eira skated to the center of the ice as she tied her hair up once again. She took a breath then looked up at Kuon and gave a nod. He pressed play as the music began. The first minute of the song was the slow piece so Eira performed it with ease with small turns and skating. She landed a small jump before the lyrics began and continued to skate until the beat was set to come in. Once the beat came she performed her jump, landing it instantly. They all cheered excitedly as Eira continued, a smile growing on her face. She performed a smooth and quick step sequence with the beat of the music, incorporating turns and twirls. Once the music changed she performed another jump, landing it as well before going into a long scratch spin, going with the first long held note of the song. She then began to skate gracefully to go with the music that changed to a slower tempo. Kuon watched on with amazement and eagerness in his eyes. The music soon began to pick up again, cueing Eira for another jump, again landing it. She then went to the fast footwork once again, incorporating her arms to show she was dancing. The song was just about over as she performed the final jump before spinning at top speed to go with the final note being held in the song. Her spinning began to slow as only the small bit of instrumental was left before ending on her finishing pose. They all stood and cheered loudly, making Eira put her hands over her mouth in excitement but she still managed to give a short bow.
Eira made it over to the floor and was quickly hugged by Kuon and Kaze. “Hey I heard you were having a rough time with your stuff. If you were I’d never be able to tell! You did awesome!” Kaze said. “Thank you,” she said sincerely. “Eira! You’re so ready to kick this all the way home!” “Yeah, I’m impressed. Keep at it,” Jade and Rick came in. Her face began to flush at the attention she was receiving. “Hey, you mind if I share this moment?” Eira said. “Let’s do it!” Kaze said. Eira pulled her phone from her pocket, held it up, and took a group picture of all of them together. “First successful run through of my new short program. Can’t wait for the debut,” Eira read her post out loud before posting.
They all clapped shortly and began to talk amongst themselves until Kuon pulled Eira a bit to the side. “Eira,” he began modestly. “Thank you,” she interrupted. “What?” “I couldn’t have perfected my routine if it wasn’t for your help. Kuon I.. I love you for that,” she said as her face only grew in redness before she hugged him. He hugged her back as they enjoyed each other’s embrace until Kaze came by them and jokingly began to dance. “Let’s go out to celebrate on me!” He said in a sing-song voice, trying to match his joke moves. “Great, you have money right?” Kuon said as he raised a brow. Kaze stopped in place and thought a moment. “See you guys there,” he said as he ran out of the rink. Kuon shook his head before laughing shortly. He took Eira’s hand and began to walk out with her. “I love you too,” he said warmly.
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