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brshxots · 6 years

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bleh

Thursday, 15th of February 2018, 15:30 pm

Hi.

I am a terrible writer. At least I am really bad at keeping up but I had a reason. This past week I am just proud of me that I somehow managed to get out of bed every day for work.

My energy level this past week was lower than low but it is finally Friday the 16th of February2018 4:36 pm (when i started writing this again) and there are only 1,5 hours (It is Saturday, 6:24 pm while editing this post lol).

Now I only got one hour left, it was a very busy day, now it`s quite quiet actually but my energy is gone again, not too bad tho. I guess I just want to go home.

Gosh, every week more I can feel myself getting more and more desperate for the weekend. And every week I find myself not beeing able to do everything that I`d like. I started seeing my friends every weekend tho. Well, I started doing something with at least one of my friends every week, so I at least have got one good habbit recently.

Uh, this reminds me of a thing that happened not too long ago. I was just thinking „I wish I had more time..“, so literally like two weeks ago, me and my collegue friend were walking in the city to go to DM (drugstore) and suddenly this normal looking guy directly stood infront of us until we stopped. He then asked „Really quick, if you only had 10 seconds to answer, what kind of superpower would you like to have?“, looking into both us intensly af, I kinda without thinking answered: „wanting to con..troll.. time..?“. He immediately focused on only me, kinda unconciously ignoring my friend to my left behind his back, starring into my fucking soul at this point. „Why is that? Do you not have enough time?“ I just shrugged and was like „… guess not..?“. then he moved, let my friend back into the bigger picture, asked if we had time rn. We looked at each other (it was our wayy too short lunch break), we felt the nanoseconds running by just looking at each other. We said no, not really. The guy was just like „K.“ and suddenly, just like he came to stand before us, walk away between the two of us leaving my friend like „Loool“ and me like „Whattf. What the hell was that??“.

My friend asks herself now too what he actually wanted from us; 3 possibilities:

-he would have granted us to have the superpower we adored (My friends would be to be able to beam herself)

-second, that he wanted to ask us to split a trainticket and drive somewhere

and lastly

-he wanted to hook us up and have a threesome in the end.

I still dont know and i don't know if any of the three are plausible, I still think he may have been a student asking strangers for a anonymus poll or sth. Lol, who knows.

It`s still bugging me though.

Anyway, I got so much to do today and I am so excited for it!

I first and foremost (after working out, cooking sth and eating that sth) want to finally edit the video of the8 i am talking about forever now. (Didn`t end up doing it, might do it today)

I got a new software that finally works, I figured it out at least a little with the help of my best friend (who will probably never read this but thanks, love u bitch!<3) and I only have to figure out how to speed up a clip and have to add and cut the music ofc. But other than that, if I sit down properly it will only take me one or two more days. Before I will post this one tho, I think I wanna start the bit I have of my Joshua drawing so I can plan a little ahead. Oh btw, once I have enough speeddrawings I plan to schedule them once a month or once every 2 months, depends on how much time I will have these upcoming weeks, but I think I will soon be able to have more.

I mean, I bought a fancy camera (Canon eos 750d ^^) and I wanna plan an art exhibition where I work, so for the exhibitions sole purpose I would have to draw and paint at least 20-30 pieces that I plan on recording ofc. Gosh I am so excited. I mean I am kinda too scared to ask my collegues if i can hold an exhibition but I am really excited about my ideas and the things that I already came up with.

Hmm, I just gotta think about how much I will have to pay for all the frames and stuff, I maybe have to print some stuff aswell if I plan to use some of my digital paintings that I will have until then or my photographs and stuff.

I think I`ll stop for today, I got like 20 minutes left.

I`ll maybe post this and on pixlr and 500px later.

C Ya. 5:31 pm. (-6:32 pm)

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queenl-blog1 · 7 years

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My real feelings on how i feel bout trump n his voters

Look... There is ppl who like trump (i dnt clearly understand why.. ) n ppl who dont... Trump is president.. it is what it is... I have to js deal w. It bc i didnt vote... Why i didnt vote? Bc i didnt wanna pick one less evil... n i didnt wanna waste my time voting for others or writing in when i kno americans population is 95 % stupid... Anyways, ppl dnt like trump, hes a racist prick n yall can post all the memes you want trying to back him up so you think js maybe our opinion on him will change js a tad but but guess what its not? Bc i will never like someone whose selfish.... so there is no point on wasting your damn time bc you kno what i still dnt like him... n plenty of others wont either... HES PRESIDENT...you won. But ppl still dont have to like the guy... you say your sick of the negativity about what ppl say bout trump n your gonna delete us GO AHEAD. We're negative? Hes a negative president. Whattf do you expect? Yall wanna compare obama n trump w/ the whole muslim thing...yea yea obama banned muslim refugee for 6 mnths n yall wanna say its hypocrisy...sooooo when did obama get brought up in the convo? Who cares what obama did. I mean he fckd up the militarys health insurance so i could careless if yall bring him up...but he still will n did better than trump will ever do... n i still liked n prefer obama than trump. Thas something obama gonna have to live for that 6 mnths he didnt let those refugees in those lives that died is on his hands.. its tough to be in charge of a country BUT he did let them in after that...n saved plenty of em..trump on the other hand is gonna have to deal w. A lot of death in his hands not js banning the muslims lives for enternity but hes gonna deal w. The lives of our neighbors if he does acheive building that wall n so as many americans who voted for him bc yall selfish... selfish of a land that dont even belong to you...speaking of that. Pipeline in dakota? Seriously? Yall already took their whole land now you wanna take whats left of what the natives got..destroy whats left of what they got of a culture n now they feel like any of there rez's can be touchable regardless if they have a law saying they land isnt? Smfh. Yes i completely understand im american n completely understand im half white but i understand im half filipino. I may have never step foot in PI but im humble to kno what my ppl went thru in order to survive or at least try to. N i also realized how blessed to kno how good i have it here in america bc i have a roof over my head, i dnt have to walk miles to fetch water, butcher a cow, or sleep on the floor. BUT americans dnt understand that goes for most countries besides ours...most countries live in poverty like this, ppl are dying bc either terrorist in there own land, sick bc they never get better from the common flu, they immune systems so weak, starvation, etc. But we have cars, houses, hospitals, schools etc, we live the good life, we are spoiled so yall dnt know how to share. Yall go to restaurants cant simply wait 5 mins to be seated or treat the waiting staff like shit js bc you feel obligated to. Yall simple feel to good to walk to the store js to fetch to get some bread bc you got cars. Yall throw your empty jack in box bag n shit all over the parking lot in the apts bc yall kno the illegal gardeners that we have will pick it up n maintain to keep our home clean bc yall too lazy to get a job like that but wanna get rid of em. But you kno what? When yall die, those pearly white gates won't be opened to you...jus remember. So you know what keep treating us like shit. Bc God is gonna make sure the selfless will enter those gates, bc remember we all brother n sisters regardless of what pigment color we have. N i ashamed for the half breeds n totally forgot where there ancestors came from..whi forgot what they moms n dads went thru. Shame on you. I js dnt understand why us minorities are so hated...im started to think bc our culture involves more than mcdonalds french fries, n beers. Js remember all this the next time, you bite into a taco, frybread, have some chicken curry, lumpia, an egg roll n so many more.... n yet you have many friends of different races but you dont even think how we got here...smfh peace thas my rant

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