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#Lee Felix x ofc
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Two of a Kind (Double!Felix x OFC)
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Summary: When two versions of the same Yongbok Evelyn has come to adore show up at her apartment, her life gets a little more complicated... but she's not complaining.
A/N: Okay, so this is a lot for me to post. I hope it's good or at the very least enjoyable. It's not getting a lot of attention on AO3, so I'm giving in and posting here in hopes that I can find the positive affirmations I'm craving. Anyway, enjoy, I hope?
Warnings below cut.
Word count: 14,657
WARNINGS: Fairly fast moving; Smut (I'm not warning against specifics, just know this is a polygamous sort of situation so there is definitely double penetration here); fluff; a lot of dirty talk/language; porn with plot; breeding kink; mention of a dildo, but isn't present; science fiction/magical unexplainable situation; Felix and Yongbok are two separate persons, but also the same; this is just raunchy and dirty, so if you choose to read this, be aware of the content I have put out and you are taking in. Please be responsible about it. 💜
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She stares, lips parted and eyes wide. Two sets of the same deep brown eyes she knows better than her own look back at her, assessing her reaction. Identical faces on identical bodies stand outside her apartment door. The only noticeable difference between them is their hair. Even the freckles across their face are the same. The blond she’s confident she has known since middle school, but the dark-headed version of the same face she is unfamiliar with. She was sure Yongbok didn't have a twin.
Still in shock, Evelyn doesn’t stop Yongbok from dragging the stranger into her home, a pleading look on his face when he does. He shuts the door behind them and that’s when she snaps out of it.
“Wait, wait, wait, who the fuck is this and why does he look like-like you?”
Yongbok brushes his longer hair out of his face and scratches the back of his neck. “Um, something might have happened that I can’t really explain.”
“Well, I need you to find a way because I’m kinda freaking out here.”
The dark-headed Yongbok’s gaze shifts to her and back to the blond, also waiting to see how he will describe the situation that brought him to be.
“You’re freaking out? I’m freaking out! I don’t know what the fuck happened! I was walking out of the office and I saw someone left a light on in a room I didn’t even know we had. I went to turn it off and some freaky shit happened and now there are two of me!” Yongbok pouts and grasps her shoulders. “I need your help, Evelyn.”
“We… We’ve gotta take a deep breath. We’re gonna… We’re gonna figure this out.” She looks at the other Yongbok. “Do you know what’s going on?”
He shrugs, the leather jacket on his shoulders shifting when he does. “All I know is I’m him. Some sort of alter ego, I guess. A dark side maybe?”
Evelyn stares her Yongbok down. “Do you even have a dark side?”
“I wouldn't say 'dark' necessarily...”
“What the hell room did you walk into??”
His shrug is exaggerated. “I swear I didn’t even know there was room there!”
“Okay, okay.. So there are two of you now. Do we call him Yongbok, too, or do we make up a name?”
“Felix.”
They look at the duplicate. “Felix?”
“That’s my name.”
Evelyn deadpans and looks at Yongbok. “Are you telling me that your ‘dark side’ has a name? Are you kidding me? Do you have other names for different versions of yourself in your silly head?”
“I-I-I might!." There is heavy side eye from Yongbok. "It was Chris who started it! When he performs, he becomes a different version of himself. When he’s with his girlfriend, he’s a different version of himself. But he’s all still Chris. They just have different names he calls them, even his girlfriend uses the names as a joke. I thought it would be fun to try it, too.”
“Sure, but why the hell do you have a ‘dark side’ of yourself?”
“I don’t know. Sometimes I kinda wish I was more confident, or I came off as more sexy than cute, not so happy all the time. I wanted to show a different side of myself.”
“Well,” she looks at Felix, “you are certainly letting people visualize a different side of yourself. Although I’m not sure how he’s that much different other than the hair.”
There is a moment where Felix opens his mouth, ready to explain just how he’s different from Yongbok, but the blond points and glares. “Don’t you dare say anything.”
“I wasn’t going to say anything about that, but I guess you still haven't said anything based on your reaction.”
“What do I have no idea about?”
“It-It doesn’t matter. Don’t worry about it.” Yongbok changes the subject. “Can he stay with you until we figure out how to fix this?”
“Excuse me, you want him to what?”
Felix raises an eyebrow and purses his lips. “Are you sure this is a good idea?”
“No, but it’s our only option because you don’t have income to get a place of your own and I can’t have you staying with me because my landlord is already up my ass trying to find a reason to kick me out. He hates me. If I suddenly have a roommate, he will throw me out on the street.”
“I get that, Yongbok, but what if my family finds out there’s a man living with me? They’ll roast me.”
“I guess they don’t know about the men you let sleep over?” Felix questions, an innocent gaze on his face while his eyes gleam in mischief.
“How the fuck do you know any of that?”
“It’s what you’ve told him. I used to live in his head, so of course I know.”
“I’m never telling you anything again in case this happens again, Yongbok.”
“Evie,” he whines. “I didn’t even know this was possible! We tell each other everything..”
“Not everything.”
“Oh my God, just shut the fuck up, Felix,” Yongbok says before turning back to Evelyn and gesturing between him and Felix. “This is some sort of freaky science fiction shit that we won’t let happen again once we fix it. I swear. No more opening up weird doors.”
A pause. Evelyn shifts her gaze between the two men. “Fine. He can stay, but we are going to fix this as soon as fucking possible. He can’t stay forever.”
Yongbok wraps her up into his arms and squeezes. “Thank you! You are the best, Evie. I swear I owe you my life.”
“Yeah, you do.” She’ll ask about what Felix meant some other time.
When Yongbok said they would try to fix the oddity that is Felix’s existence, Evelyn wasn’t expecting it to take months and for them to still have no answers. Yongbok told her that the next day he was at work, he tried looking for the door, but it was gone. It was as if it never existed. She didn’t believe him until he had her come by during lunch and he brought her exactly where the door was supposed to be. There was nothing but a wall. They have stewed over what they can do to fix their problem, but it doesn’t seem they’ll ever find a solution.
But despite the apparent halt in their search, Evelyn has grown oddly fond of Felix.
Maybe it’s partially because he looks like Yongbok, but he also acts so much like him. It shouldn't surprise her, yet it does.
He’s sweet in his own way, kind even, but he’s also devious. The man flirts more than anyone she knows and he has a bit of a—dare she say—sexy aura about him. He knows he’s hot and really plays it up especially to torment her. It feels weird to equate Yongbok to being sexy in any capacity, but something about Felix makes it feel like it’s just Yongbok with dyed hair. His confidence is making it harder to keep Yongbok in the cute category she usually keeps him in.
One night, Felix comes home a little tipsy from a secret venture to a nearby bar—one that had Evelyn scolding him for being so reckless.
“You have to be more careful, Felix. Someone who knows Yongbok could see you and it could cause a lot of problems.” Evelyn makes him sit on the couch before grabbing him a glass of water. She hands it over and makes sure he takes a sip before speaking. “I don’t want you or him to get in trouble for something we can’t explain. I… I don’t want to lose either of you.”
Felix rests his head on the back of the couch, giving her a soft smile. “You won’t lose Yongbbokie. He’ll be perfectly fine.”
“Yeah, but you’re part of Bbokie.”
He gazes at her, a warmth growing in his chest, probably from the alcohol.
Evelyn mutters something about getting him some food to soak up what he drank, but as she gets up to leave, Felix grabs her wrist to stop her. She looks at him and he speaks before he can stop himself.
“He’s in love with you, you know... That’s what he’s afraid of me telling you, one of the few things he’s kept from you. He doesn’t want you to know how much he misses you when you’re apart or how much he hates seeing you go home with some guy you met at a club. I’ve always been part of your Yongbok, but I’m the side of himself he’s been too afraid to let out. He’s always wanted you to see him more like this, confident and hot. He wants you to know he’s more than just cute Yongbok.”
She freezes. Yongbok loves her? As more than best friends? He’s never shown signs, interest. He’s just been the Yongbok she's always known.
“I’m all the flirting he wants to do with you. I’m all the secret thoughts and feelings he’s had about you when he’s alone. I’m the version of him he wishes you were taking home. I’m everything he’s afraid to show you, afraid to give you.”
“Y-You need to eat,” she says, slipping her wrist out of his hold. Evelyn isn’t sure if she should be timid, shocked, nervous or… excited? She’s so confused. Yongbok is in love with her… Was he ever going to admit it to her?”
“You can’t tell him I told you. He’ll hate me.”
Without words, Evelyn grabs some crackers and the last cookie from the batch she and Yongbok made days ago. Yongbok had such a big smile on his face while they baked, a sight she remembers each time she ate a cookie. She gives Felix the food, silently encouraging him to eat. He did, but he stared, too. Evelyn couldn’t get the courage to look at him. The one time she did, her heart beat a little too fast.
Curse him for not only being attractive, but for the smug look on his face that screams he knows he's good looking. It doesn’t matter if he’s a little inebriated. It’s second nature for him to be, well, hot.
“Stop looking at me like that, Felix.”
“You’re pretty, you know. It’s no wonder Yongbbokie fell for you so fast. I bet it eats him up that I’m here and he isn’t.”
She half wishes he was there to keep Felix in line.
“I bet he’s thinking about sitting on this couch with you, finally telling you how he feels, and then kissing you the way he’s dreamed about for years.”
“Cut it out.”
He leans forward, resting his elbows on his knees. “Maybe he’s imagining finally getting the courage to fuck you, like I’ve seen him visualize mere hours after spending time with you.”
Evelyn’s face is burning, and her hands are shaking. “Shut up, Felix.” She starts toward her room, combating the sudden images of Yongbok that spawned in her mind. “I’m going to bed and you should, too. Maybe sleep will get that alcohol out of your system and put some sense back in your head. Goodnight.”
Felix’s teeth show as he grins toward her now closed bedroom door. He hopes he, Yongbok, or both of them taunt and tease her in her dreams. It could start the chain reaction of a confession, especially if she realizes that she’s just as much in love with Yongbok. All they need is a little more pushing.
Evelyn leans against her bedroom door to settle her racing heart. Yongbok loves her… Yongbok. Loves. Her. Her best friend is in love with her. Her knees feel weak.
Yongbok has always attracted a lot of attention for various reasons. He’s been popular since she’s known him because no one can deny that he is a good-looking guy. The dark expressive eyes, his tanned skin littered with freckles, the way his smile lights up an entire room… Evelyn has never been blind to his looks. But to hear he loves her? She’s lucky to call him her best friend.
She can’t say she loves her friend in the same way, though. She can’t say simply because she’s never thought about it. Yongbok is likeable and clearly easy to fall for. He’s kind to everyone no matter who they are or what they do, and he’ll go out of his way to help wherever he can. She would be insane to ignore his feelings.
Her eyes drift to an old photo of her and Yongbok grinning wildly at the camera, both finishing each other’s hearts with their hands. Her high school sweetheart had dumped her that morning and Yongbok came over with snacks, drinks and a ton of movies to keep her distracted from her broken heart. It mended a little that night when they fell asleep on her bedroom floor with the Tangled title screen playing on her laptop. He always knows how to make her forget what breaks her heart because he’s her Yongbok.
Evelyn smiles, two fingers running along the glass of the photo frame.
It’s easy to fall in love with him... because it seems she already has.
“Hey, sorry I’m late. We were finishing up a project for tomorrow’s meeting.”
Evelyn smiles at Yongbok. “No worries, Bbokie.” She stands up from the kitchen table where she and Felix had been talking when Yongbok let himself in. Her arms wrap around his middle and she presses her face into his warm chest. His cologne has faded, but he still smells good. “We waited for you.”
Yongbok hugs her back and peers at Felix, who is watching with a smirk. For a few weeks now, he’s noticed his darker counterpart acting more devious and flirty with Evelyn. Most of the time, she ignores or scolds him, but lately she flirts back. It’s getting on his nerves because it should be him. He’s wondered if Felix has tried anything more with Evelyn and if she let him. The thought makes his heart hurt.
“What’s wrong?” Evelyn cups his face, sensing his mood change. “Are you not feeling well? We can hold off eating together a different night if need be.”
Yongbok shakes his head. “I’m okay. I got a little distracted. Maybe I’m just hungry.”
She smiles. “Then I think it’s time we eat, hm?”
Felix stands. “I’ll get the table set.” Yongbok doesn’t miss the way Felix touches Evelyn’s waist as he walks by.
Her gaze follows Felix for a moment before she brings it back to Yongbok. He sees something cross her features that makes him nervous about the dark-headed man. But her palms resting on his chest bring him from his thoughts. “Why don’t you go change into some cozy clothes? I recently washed a bunch of the stuff you’ve left here. We’ll have dinner on the table by the time you’re finished.”
“Right. I’ll be out in a minute.”
Felix watches him go and chuckles. “Looks like he’s jealous. I wonder if he’ll finally tell you.”
“Stop trying to make him. This is Yongbok you’re toying with.”
“Yeah, who is also in love with you and feeling extremely intimidated by me right now.”
She silently gathers up dishes for the table, feeling Felix’s eyes on her. Evelyn stops and looks at him. “So… does this mean you feel the same as Yongbok?”
“Of course, I do.” He traps her between the counter and himself, hands resting on the countertop on either side of her. “He and I are the same person, except I’m not afraid to act on what I feel.”
Her gaze is hard when she pushes him away from her. “You’re not taking away Yongbok’s chance with me, Felix.” Evelyn may or may not have let it spill to Felix that she wouldn’t be too upset if Yongbok confessed to her the day after she decided her feelings for the blond man.
“You know, you could have both of us.” Felix leans in too close. He grabs her hips to keep her from stepping away from him. “I don’t mind sharing.”
Both? Evelyn stops the thoughts before they can go too far. “Fuck off.”
A chuckle. “Think we can convince him?”
“There will be no convincing because you are going back in his head where you should be.”
“Hmm, but what if we never find a way to put me back?”
“Well, then you can go anywhere and live how you want.”
“If Yongbok stays, I want to, too.”
“I can’t have two—That won’t work, Felix. Even if Yongbok confesses and you stay your own person, it’s gonna look fucking weird if someone sees two of you with me. And if they find out that you’re both my boyfriends? We’ll never hear the end of it.”
Humming, he reaches up and brushes some of her hair behind her ear, bottom lip between his teeth. “You care too much about what others will think. What do you think, Evelyn? What do you want?”
She flounders under his stare, trying to find a way out of answering him, but she soon falls victim to the slight upward shift of Felix’s lips. Evelyn sighs out of frustration. “I don’t think I can have Yongbok without you or you without Yongbok. Happy? Is that what you want me to say? That I love him and since you’re part of who he is, that also means I love you?” She looks down. “I don’t know if anything will come of whatever is going on between you and me or me and him, but I can’t say I would be upset to have you both. Is it selfish of me? Maybe, but I can’t have Bbokie without you or you without him.”
Her back being pressed against the countertop barely registers in her mind. Her distraction being the soft touch of Felix’s thumb along her bottom lip. His near black eyes are glittering and focused so intently on her lips. He leans closer.
“Yongbok will be very happy.”
A feather light touch of his lips on hers nearly takes Evelyn’s breath away, but he pulls back before ever completing the kiss at the sound of the bathroom door opening. Felix studies Evelyn’s reddened face and steps away the moment Yongbok enters the kitchen again. She immediately looks at the ground when she catches the surprise and hurt on Yongbok’s face.
Yongbok isn’t stupid. He glimpsed how close Felix was to her, the bright red tint to her skin. Not a single dish is on the table. No food is in sight. Leave it to the persona he hoped would help him make a move to win his best friend’s affections. Having him live with her probably wasn’t his best idea.
Evelyn opens her mouth, clearly ready to explain away what he walked in on. She wants to reassure Yongbok that whatever just happened between her and Felix doesn’t ruin his chances. There is a single second where a thought crosses her mind and in that second, Evelyn acts.
“Fuck it,” she says, more to herself than the guys. In two steps, she stands in front of Yongbok and pulls him into a clumsy kiss.
He grunts in surprise, eyes wide initially until he feels the gentle touch of her hands on his face when she pulls away, only to go back in for another less awkward kiss, one he’s more prepared for. His hands go to her waist to bring her closer, his eyes shutting as he kisses her back. He must be dreaming.
Felix almost laughs. He was so close to kissing her the same way Yongbok is now, her hands on his face, his arms, his chest. Yet all along he knew it was supposed to be Yongbok to have her in his arms where he can kiss her like he’s always wanted. If Felix wasn’t his own person, it would have been Yongbok anyway.
“He told you, didn’t he?” Yongbok whispers, ending the kiss and pressing his forehead against hers.
Her hands trail down from his face to his chest, where she can feel his heart racing. “Weeks ago.”
“Weeks ago?” Yongbok looks between the two, mouth open. “Why didn’t you say anything?”
“She had to make sure I wasn’t lying,” Felix answered. “She’s been driving herself insane trying to read into your entire friendship… and every interaction you two have had since she realized she loves you back.”
Yongbok could cry. “You… You love me?”
“Yeah,” Evelyn breathes. “Once I got away from his drunken yapping, it was pretty obvious I have been for a while. It just took me some time to figure it out.”
“Hey, I wasn’t drunk.”
Evelyn scrunches her face at him, which Felix finds ridiculously adorable.
Yongbok pulls her into a tight hug, pressing his face into her neck. Goosebumps rise on his back when she drags her hands across it. “I love you.”
“I know. Also, I love him, too,” Evelyn says, nodding toward Felix after stepping out of their hug.
“You’re fucking kidding me.”
Felix laughs. “Sorry, Yongbbokie.”
“Bbokie, you two might be separate people now, but he is technically you. If I love you, then of course I’m going to love him. Think of it more like I love another version of you, every version of you. If that weird room made more versions of you, I’d love all of them, too.”
The two men stare at each other until Yongbok sighs and looks back at Evelyn. “You’re right. If you love me, then it makes sense you would love him, too. So, I guess until we figure out how to fix this… you have two of us.”
“That’s not so bad, you know.”
“She is ecstatic about there being two of us,” Felix teases, his voice deepening slightly.
“Shut up, Felix!”
Yongbok laughs, grabbing her hand and bringing her back to him to kiss her once more.
Living a life with two men, who are one and the same… kind of, is an interesting ride, to say the least. Some days it’s harder for Evelyn to comprehend that there are two versions of her best friend that she gets to love and even more so when she’s reminded that they still have no explanation for Felix’s existence outside of Yongbok. She’s accepted at this point that she has two loves and it’s worth it when she finds herself cuddled up on the couch between them most nights. There’s no place she feels safer.
“You should leave the fucking place and just live here, too,” Felix says to Yongbok. “Your landlord is a piece of shit trying to find a reason to kick you out.”
Yongbok’s head falls against the back of the couch. “I know, but the rent is too good for apartments in that area, and it’s pretty close to my job.”
“We’ll split the rent here. I'll find a job and that becomes a three-way split. I bet it’s cheaper than what you’re paying there and you get to live with Evelyn.”
There are some days where Evelyn feels almost guilty that she lives with Felix only, getting to spend a lot more time with him day and night. Yongbok sadly can’t be over all the time and it gets difficult to make time to see each other if there’s a project he has at his job or Evelyn has to meet up with clients during his free time. She misses him when she can’t see him, even though she has Felix to combat that loneliness.
“We can make it work, Bbokie. I love the idea of you living here, too, plus my landlord won’t try to kick you out for no reason. I’m pretty sure he adores you, actually. He might even bring the rent down if you move in.” She kisses his cheek and brushes through his hair with her fingers. “We’d get to spend a lot more time together, too.”
He hums deep in his chest as he ponders his options. “What kind of job do you think you’d get, Felix?”
“I don’t know. I could try streaming or something. I have heard that being a cam boy is profitable.”
Yongbok nearly chokes and Evelyn’s eyes go wide.
“You want to… to do that on camera? You know that’s my body, too!”
“I’ll get a tattoo or something then. No one will recognize me… or you.”
Evelyn purses her lips. “What if I would rather my boyfriend didn’t do that?”
“Relax. It was a thought. I probably wouldn’t do it, anyway.”
“For some reason, I don’t believe you.”
Felix leans over Evelyn. He chuckles as she presses herself back into Yongbok’s side to keep some distance as if there was any distance to have. “You could join me sometimes. I bet they would send a lot of money to watch you fall apart for me.”
“Hey, cut it out, Felix,” Yongbok says, wrapping a protective arm around Evelyn after smacking Felix’s shoulder.
“You can join, too, Yongbbokie. I know people go nuts for threesomes.”
Evelyn’s knees press together, and she hides her face against Yongbok.
More recently, since accepting having two men to call hers, Evelyn’s thoughts have been a little far from wholesome. When both men are extremely handsome, even by society’s standards, it’s nearly impossible to avoid thinking about them in that way. It also doesn’t help that Felix constantly “forgets” to get changed in the bathroom after a shower, walking around the apartment with a towel around his waist and no care that Evelyn is getting bombarded by his half naked torso—she was speechless upon seeing the faint lines of abs when he first walked by her with a smirk. And to make matters worse, Felix cannot be bothered to shut a door properly, particularly his bedroom door, so she’s caught him pleasing himself more times than she’d like to count since they became a trio. Whereas he’s unreasonably hot letting her find him in the situation, the images of Yongbok doing the same have nearly broken her fragile brain. How easily she falls apart at the thought of being with her boyfriends in that way should disgust her, but more often than not, she shuts herself away in her room to alleviate some of her own sexual frustration. But talking so openly, teasing or not, about the three of them having sex together is too much.
“Can we just agree that camming isn’t a job you’re gonna do? It’s too risky right now and I don’t want my body shown off like that.” Yongbok pats Evelyn’s head.
Felix pouts. “You’re no fun.”
“That sort of fun is better in private.”
“Oh, so you’re into it as long as there’s no camera. Good to know.”
Evelyn suddenly stands up, face a bright red as she scampers into the kitchen. “So moving? Do you think you’d wanna move in with us, Bbokie? We can easily make space for you.”
Felix and Yongbok share a look upon realizing how much their conversation affected Evelyn. Yongbok also has slightly pink cheeks.
“Let me see what I can do.”
“I’m sure we’ll have lots of fun together,” Felix says, pleased to hear Evelyn squeak from the kitchen and Yongbok exhale to get out whatever emotion is bubbling up inside him. “Also, how will your family feel about you living with two men?” He laughs upon receiving a middle finger from the woman doing everything in her power to ignore how badly she wants both men right then and there.
Evelyn groans upon returning home after a rough day at work to find Felix leaning against the kitchen counter while he types on his phone. Grey sweats are the only thing on his body. “Please put on a shirt or something.”
Since living with the two practically identical men, Evelyn has quickly realized that it is both a godsend and a nightmarish hell. Both Felix and Yongbok are extremely helpful around the apartment and doing their part by paying bills. Felix is streaming games as his job and became a relatively quick success—she suspects his looks and deep voice are the reason views soared—but being able to cover his side of expenses took a little time, but he’s proactive making up for the delay. Both she and Yongbok, thankfully, were okay to take over his costs until he completed his set up.
Despite the wonderful help and support from them, Evelyn’s hell began soon after Yongbok officially moved in. Felix and Yongbok decided they needed to work out to keep up their lithe and toned physique, so they go to the gym a few times a week after Yongbok gets off work. The problem stems from the fact that neither seems to care that she’s right there when they strip their sweaty clothes off on the way down the hall for a shower. It’s not like she’s never seen them shirtless, but as she notices the subtle growth of more and more muscle, Evelyn is going insane. She’s embarrassed to say the prank gift from her overseas friend of a ridiculously enormous dildo—the name Fenrir on the discreet packaging—has been extremely useful in her dilemma.
Felix sets his phone down and tilts his head. “Why?”
“Because…”
“Wow. Such a deep reason. I can’t believe I didn’t realize.”
It’s almost instant when tears build up in her eyes. “Please. I can’t deal with you today.”
The smirk that was building on his face instantly fell away. Felix stands straighter and pulls her into a tight hug. “What’s wrong, baby?” He fights back the shiver when her fingers trail softly along his lower back.
“Work was bad. I made one mistake and my boss kept yelling at me about it, so I made more mistakes. I… I don’t want to think anymore today.”
Lips press against her hair. “What can I do to help?”
“Just… don’t toy with me tonight. I can’t handle it right now and I don’t want to end up angry with you or Yongbok.”
“Okay,” he says, squeezing her tighter for a moment. “How about you take a little nap? It might help you feel better. Yongbok is in the shower, but I’ll let him know not to disturb you.”
Evelyn looks up at him. A single tear rolls down her cheek that he is quick to wipe away with a pout on his lips. “Can both of you cuddle with me?”
Those pouty lips press against hers sweetly. “If that’s what you want.”
She nods. “Please.”
“We’ll take care of you, baby. Go get changed and get comfortable. I’ll go let Yongbbokie know what’s going on and I’ll be there in a minute.”
With yet another nod, Evelyn trudges to her room, glancing at Felix as he disappears into the open door of his and Felix's room. Her movements are a little slow as she changes into some shorts and a pink hoodie that she’s “borrowing” from Yongbok. After shutting her door, she buries herself under her covers and waits. Silent tears spill down her face, dampening the pillow under her head, as the events from work wash over her, the fear of termination crossing her mind when she remembers how frustrated her boss was by the time he told her to go home. She truly tried her best like she always does, but today just wasn’t her day.
There’s a soft knock at the door, her response as quiet, letting who she assumes is Felix enter her space.
“How’re you feeling, princess?”
“Not good.” There’s no hiding the shake in her voice.
The bed shifts as he makes himself comfortable on her bed. Felix reaches toward her and guides her against his now covered chest, where she continues to cry.
“It’s okay now,” Felix whispers, petting her head. “We’ll cheer you up and take care of you, Evelyn. Yongbbokie is getting dressed right now and then he’ll be here, too.”
Evelyn grasps the front of his t-shirt. “Thank you.”
“Anything for you.”
A few minutes of quiet words and more tears go by before Yongbok makes his way into Evelyn’s room, Felix greeting him. The second Yongbok settles behind Evelyn, she turns and finds refuge against his chest. Felix scoots up behind her, wrapping his arm around her middle and his lips pressing against her shoulder while Yongbok cradles her head to him and does what he can to soothe the fresh tears falling from her eyes.
The next thing Evelyn knows is she’s waking up. Her sleepy gaze falls on the blond in front of her, who smiles and brushes her hair off her face. Behind her, Felix rubs her side and back, raising goosebumps across her skin.
“Sleep well?” Yongbok asks, running the backs of his fingers across her cheek.
“Yeah… Thank you for staying with me. Both of you.”
Felix kisses the spot behind her ear and then the top of her shoulder. “Happy to help.”
Evelyn rolls onto her back between them to get a better look at both of their faces. “How long did I sleep?”
“Maybe a half hour?” Yongbok kisses the end of her nose. “We’re gonna take care of dinner tonight, by the way. Does ordering in sound good?”
“Yeah, thank you.” She glances between both men. “I love you.”
“We love you, too, baby.” And Felix leans in to give her a proper kiss on her lips.
She hums and kisses him back. The fact Yongbok is lying beside her while they kiss makes her stomach twist. It’s her who deepens the kiss, her hand cupping the back of Felix’s neck while her other can’t decide if it wants to trail along his sharp jawline or rest on his shoulder.
It’s not like Yongbok hasn’t seen her and Felix kiss before or vice versa, but something about being between them in her bed and him silently watching her respond to Felix’s affection so strongly is titillating.
Yongbok’s lips part as seconds go by where his counterpart and his girlfriend make out beside him. There’s a shift in the room. He’s not sure what got Evelyn eager to respond to what he thought was an innocent kiss, but he knows whatever it is, it is resting heavily around them now.
Felix breaks the kiss, leaning away with a corner of his mouth raised. “Did our baby wake up a little needy?”
Evelyn’s eyes are wide with want. “Please don’t tease.”
Yongbok to the rescue. He litters her face and lips in sweet kisses. “We won’t tease you,. Just tell us what you want and we’ll take care of you.” He means it innocently.
It was now or never. She had been struggling to push away weeks of thoughts, but now she had the opportunity to speak up. “I want both of you.”
“You have us.”
“No… I want you.”
The two men look at each other and then back at her, blushing a bright pink under their gazes.
“Are you asking to fuck?” Felix asks. No need to beat around the bush.
She nods, turning a darker pink. Yongbok also gains some more color to his face.
They all knew that one day their relationship would take a sexual turn because none of them have been sexually inactive, but aside from Felix occasionally teasing Evelyn about it, there was never any hint it was going to happen soon. There was no need to rush it.
“Are you sure?” Yongbok says.
“Yes. I… I want it to happen.”
“And you want both of us?”
“Yeah.”
Felix presses the backs of his fingers against her burning cheek to feel how much heat her embarrassment is producing. “You really want to do this, Evelyn? This is a big step.”
“I want to… if you want…”
“Oh, we definitely want, baby,” he chuckles, kissing her lips. “Yongbbokie? Care to make our sweet girl comfortable while I go grab us a few things?”
Yongbok clears his throat. “Y-Yeah, I’ll take care of her.”
“I know you will,” he winks. He rolls off the bed and strolls out the door with a little bounce in his steps.
Moving to hover over her, Yongbok timidly presses kisses along her neck and jawline, one hand running along her stomach. “Are you sure you’re okay with this, Evie?”
“Yes. I’m so sure.” She pulls him close to kiss him, her tongue timidly swiping across his lips once before she’s met with the soft touch of his tongue against hers. Back arched, she presses her chest against his, pulling him closer, one leg hiked next to his waist. “Help me forget how bad my day was, Bbokie.”
“You had a bad day?”
“Work was shit,” she says, kissing along his jawline.
He brings their lips together again, nudging her nose with his. “We’ll help you forget, Evie. We’ll make sure the only thing you can think about is how good we make you feel.”
Upon her breathy plea, he reaches for the hem of her hoodie, lifting it enough to stick his hand under. His touch feels like fire on her already warm flesh, but she hums against his lips, feeling the gentle glide of his hand across her stomach. “I bet you’ll feel much better if we get you out of these clothes, yeah?”
All it takes is a nod before they work together to pull the hoodie over her head. The cool air of her room and maybe Yongbok’s heady stare causes Evelyn to shiver. The way Yongbok sits back on his heels to take in her almost naked torso is almost too much for her to take. And then his fingers are running across her stomach, up her sides and over the heather grey bra. When he barely grazes the tops of her breasts, instant goosebumps rise all over her skin.
Yongbok caresses her chest with a single pass of his hands before smiling and dragging them down to the waistband of her shorts. He takes no time untying them before tugging them down her legs, revealing a cute pair of red and white striped underwear. He bites his bottom lip over how cute she looks, gazing at him with large wanting eyes in her mismatched underwear. Yongbok leaves a kiss on her tummy above her panty line and then crawls back up to kiss her properly.
“Aw, you’re so cute, baby,” Felix coos once he reenters the room, a box of condoms and a bottle of lube in his hands.
Yongbok scrunches his nose. “Why the hell do you have those here? Were you expecting something to happen?”
“Chill, Yongbbokie. One, something is happening. Right now. And two, did you expect me to stay sexless if nothing happened? Nah. A man should always be prepared, just in case.”
“But you had that here… in Evie’s home.”
“And? Were you expecting me not to do anything if our beloved Evelyn wanted to do this? I was always pushing for you to make the first move, but I wasn’t going to turn her down if she came onto me first.”
Yongbok argues with Felix, unaffected by the touch of the woman under him when she grabs his waist. He doesn’t see the needy gaze she holds on his profile while he scolds Felix. But when she looks at the brunette, silently begging for them to stop arguing, Felix notices immediately.
“Oh, baby, I’m sorry. We’re completely ignoring you, aren’t we?” He sets the items in his hands on the bedside table and sits on the edge of the bed to caress her warm face. “No more arguing. We’re here to take care of our princess here. Right, Yongbbokie?”
They recognize the annoyance on the blond’s face, but he pushes it aside as he sits beside Evelyn to give Felix room to coddle Evelyn. “Right,” he says. “This is about making you feel better, Evie. Do you want us to take the rest of this off now?” A single finger snaps the elastic of her underwear against her skin.
She nods eagerly, sitting up on her elbows. “And you, too. Both of you. Please.”
“Since you asked so nicely.” Felix stands back up and tugs his shirt over his head, tossing it somewhere in her room. He chuckles when her palm presses against his stomach, feeling the firmness of the muscles there, especially when he flexes his abs for her touching pleasure. “Touch all you want, princess.”
“Show off,” Yongbok mutters.
“As if you don’t look exactly the same.”
Evelyn turns her head, one hand still touching Felix’s abdomen, the other grasping at Yongbok’s shirt. “Bbokie, lemme see.”
At her request, Yongbok doesn’t hesitate to rid himself of his shirt as well. He stares at her hand that runs across his stomach to feel the same dips and planes that sit under her other hand.
“So cute,” Felix says. “Shoulda known by the men Yongbbokie was so jealous to see you go home with.”
“Stop,” Yongbok whines.
A laugh leaves Felix. “Yongbok, please help our sweet girl out of that bra.”
“Is that okay, Evie?”
She nods, lifting her hips when she feels Felix tugging her panties down her thighs. “Please...”
He calmly reaches behind Evelyn to unclasp her bra and he pulls it away from her. Both men cuss, taking in her fully nude body.
“Always knew you were gorgeous, princess, but holy fuck,” Felix says.
Yongbok chimes in, too. “You’re so pretty. So fucking lucky to have you.”
She whines. “You’re supposed to be naked, too.”
“Impatient, aren’t we?” Felix tugs off his pants and underwear in one fell swoop, grinning at Evelyn’s unwavering gaze on his naked form. “Your turn, Yongbbokie.”
Evelyn is quick to turn and watch Yongbok pull his sweatpants and underwear down, albeit less gracefully, sitting on her bed. 
Once he is as bare as the other two, he smiles weakly at her. “Now we’re even.”
“Why are you nervous?” Felix tilts his head. “She likes you. She likes us. She likes the way we look, too. Stop doubting yourself.”
“You’re so gorgeous,” she says, sitting up to kiss Yongbok deeply. Evelyn straddles his lap, sitting directly on his erection, which makes him moan into the kiss. “So hot… My beautiful, Bbokie.” She rolls her hips and gasps against his lips from the delicious friction.
A second pair of hands rest on her waist as Felix presses a kiss to the side of her neck. “Slow down, baby. We haven’t even discussed how you want us.”
She looks over her shoulder at him. “Inside me.”
“Yes, we know, but where? How? We have to make sure we’re all on the same page before we put anything in you.”
“I… I don’t know.”
Felix smiles. “No, I think you do know. You’re just too shy to tell us.”
She hides her face against Yongbok’s neck. “No… I don’t know.”
“Do you want us at the same time or not?” Yongbok’s voice is softer, doting.
A pause. “Same time. Definitely at the same time.”
“Okay, we’re getting somewhere. Mouth? Cunt? Ass?”
“Jesus, Felix,” Yongbok scowls. “Could you try to be more gentle?”
“That’s your role. You made me this way.”
“Well, I didn’t think you would exist outside of my head!”
“I want you both to fuck my pussy.”
The men freeze at Evelyn’s words, more shocked to hear that sentence leave her mouth.
“Are you sure, Evie? That’s… That’s probably going to hurt.”
“I can take it.” She grins, pushing on Yongbok’s chest to make him lean back onto her pillows. She follows an invisible path with her fingers down his chest, down his abdomen, to his cock where she barely touches him, teasing. “I’ve fit bigger than the size of your cocks in me.”
“F-Fuck…”
Felix groans, biting the flesh of her ass since she so kindly didn’t sit back down on Yongbok, giving him the perfect few of her ass and cunt, causing her to yelp. “Fuck, baby. Gonna take us both like it’s nothing, yeah?”
“Y-Yeah, I’ll take you both so… so well.”
Yongbok pulls her into a kiss, sweet and deep, one hand reaching up to grab one of her breasts to squeeze just enough to make her whine into his mouth. “We’ve gotta get you ready for us if you want us both. We don’t wanna hurt you.”
“Bbokie…” she whimpers against his lips. A sudden “ah” followed by a moan comes from her at the sudden intrusion of two fingers in her cunt. “L-Lix, oh my God.”
“You couldn’t wait?”
“She’s practically dripping, Yongbok.” Felix pumps his fingers in and out, causing her to arch her back to present herself better to him. “Such a good girl letting me take care of you like this.” All three moan when the wetness pooling around his fingers makes a sound.
Yongbok pulls Evelyn’s hair out of her face, watching the bliss on her face while she moves with Felix’s fingers. His grip tightens when she wraps her hand around his cock and squeezes. “Fu-uck, Evie.” He breathes heavily, watching her tremble enough that she lets herself collapse on him, her face pressed into his stomach. But her hand doesn’t let go of his dick.
“Feel so good you can’t give Yongbbokie proper attention? Are you going dumb on my fingers?”
She attempts to jerk Yongbok off—an action that gets his hips moving for more friction—but the second Felix pulls his wet fingers out to rub her clit, her orgasm sneaks up on her. She can’t even warn them.
“F-Fuck!” Her grip on Yongbok is almost too tight, his tiny yelp making her let go to focus on letting the ecstasy roll across her body.
“Look at how you clench,” Felix says, fingers still caressing her folds to help her through her pleasure. “Can’t wait to feel that around my cock.” And in a bold move, he leans in to swipe his tongue over her hole, humming, when a line of her slick breaks from his tongue as he pulls away. He licks his lips and then his messy fingers. “Fuck, you taste good. Yongbbokie, why don’t you have a taste?”
Yongbok tries to move away from Evelyn, but her hand goes around him once again. He groans and kicks his head back from the feeling.
Felix laughs, reaching over to detach her from Yongbok. “It’s okay, princess. Let’s put you on your back, yeah? Let your Bbokie eat you out and you can have my cock in your hand instead. Come on.”
With needy whines, Evelyn lies on her back, head resting on her pillows. Yongbok settles between her thighs and Felix lounges beside her, his head held up by his hand.
“Go ahead, Yongbok.” Felix takes Evelyn’s hand and wraps it around himself before caressing her stomach and her breasts. When he pinches a nipple, her grip tightens, and he chuckles. “You can do that all you want, baby. Yongbok is going to make you feel so good.”
Yongbok’s lips trail across her thighs, making her whimper. She grasps at the sheets and Felix the closer he gets to her heat. Felix laughs from her grip and returns the favor by leaning in and biting her breast hard enough to make her whine in a high-pitched tone that they both file away in their heads. But the first moment Yongbok connects with her cunt, his tongue licking a fat stripe from her slick entrance to her clit, Evelyn begs to come again. “Want you both… so bad,” she cries, blindly grabbing and scratching at Felix when Yongbok goes in again for another taste.
“Fuck.” Felix watches the immediate red marks show up on his skin from her nails. “Can’t even focus on my cock, huh? Yongbok already making you feel good?”
“Wanna… Wanna come… n-now.”
“Oh, but you’re not ready, baby. Your Bbokie has barely had his fill. He’ll get you there once he’s satisfied, okay?”
“B-Bbokie, please.”
“Be patient, love,” Yongbok says, dragging his tongue over her clit. “I’ll take care of you. I won’t tease.” He puts her legs over his shoulders and spreads her thighs farther apart. “Gotta make sure you can take both of us.”
“I can,” she pouts, peering at Felix with her pupils blown wide and her bottom lip jutting out.
Felix doesn’t waste time leaning in to capture her bottom lip between his teeth, followed by a long kiss where their tongues meet in a desperate and messy way as Yongbok works her up to her second climax of the evening. “Should’a fucking done this sooner, huh?” he says against her mouth. “Could’a had you like this months ago… that first time I mentioned it.”
Yongbok gazes up at the two, his tongue dipping into her hole several times before he takes her swollen clit between her lips and sucks on it. He groans against her, watching how her stomach contracts and her kiss with Felix pauses to allow the prettiest moan he’s heard from her yet fill the air. His response is a sweet kiss to her clit, but then he goes back to devouring her.
Felix lets her catch her breath, gazing at the blond between her legs, his hair messily falling over his face. He sits up, combing Yongbok’s hair to one side to not only help clear his face, but to get a better look at the way he eats Evelyn out. “Baby, why don’t you help Yongbbokie with his hair, hm?” Felix takes her hand and places it in Yongbok’s hair, grinning when she grasps so tightly that he moans into her. Felix’s deep chuckle resonates around them, watching Evelyn roll her hips against the blond’s face. “There you go. Why don’t you use his face to get yourself to come? He’ll keep his mouth on you. You move how you need, baby.”
Evelyn rolls her hips again… and again until she finds a rhythm that brings the knot inside her taut. Her hand in Yongbok’s hair keeps him against her, not that he’s interested in parting from her while she desperately uses him. Felix watches in delight, lazily drawing shapes around Evelyn’s neck and chest, and oh how he could watch her lose herself like that for the rest of his life. The sounds he’s heard from her room in the late hours of the night when she thought he was asleep do not compare to the beautiful whines and whimpers from her now.
“Ah, Bbokie,” she breathes, a whiney sound. “Gonna—” Her back arches and a moan from the depths of her chest fills the room.
Yongbok takes back over then, giving kitten licks to her clit to help her through her climax yet not overstimulate her so soon. He watches her slow descent back to Earth, just as enraptured as Felix. She looks so beautiful in front of him. It isn’t until her hips jerk away from his tongue when he stops, peppering kisses across her thighs.
“You did so well, didn’t you?” Felix coos, brushing through her hair while she catches her breath. “And you did better warning Yongbbokie you were coming. Such a good girl, aren’t you?”
“Felix,” she whines, embarrassed by his babying. At the same time, she feels proud of doing well for him and Yongbok.
He leans in, leaving open-mouthed kisses to her neck and collarbone. He knows why she’s whining his name. “Aw, you like it when I praise you like that. You like it when I say you’ve been so sweet to us, so good to us. You blush so cutely every time. Now I wonder how you’ll react if Yongbok praised her. Would you get even more flustered hearing your best friend call you a good girl?”
Yongbok is blushing now, sitting on his knees between her thighs and rubbing his hands across her skin lovingly. “Felix, we said we wouldn’t tease.”
“I’m not teasing. I’m raising a point.” He kisses her mouth. “Do you want him to tell you how good you’ve been, too?”
Evelyn would have begged Yongbok to tell her, except said man hovers over her to kiss her skin along her jaw and up to the ear opposite of Felix. Her breath catches in her throat, feeling his teeth nibble on her earlobe for a second.
“Is that what you want, Evie?”
She can’t think. Not with his voice reaching such a depth right in her ear. She swears she can still feel the vibrations of his voice after he quiets.
Yongbok, on the other hand, turns a darker shade of red when the only response to his question is a quiet moan that is just as close to his ear. And the way Evelyn grabs his sides, sliding her hands across his back in want… He wishes he was already inside her.
“Go on, Yongbbokie. Tell her what a good girl she’s been.”
Her nails press into his back. He grunts in her ear from the feeling. At the soft whisper of her nickname for him, he can’t hold back the affection and lust and smashes his lips to hers. He’ll tell her in a minute.
Felix chuckles, watching them have their moment. Whereas he is involved in their sexual escapade, he’s always known that everything has been between Evelyn and Yongbok. Felix is important to her, too, but what happens between her and Yongbok means so much more than anything he’s involved in. And Felix is happy to sit back so they can have their moments; a silent encouragement for the less confident Yongbok.
“You’ve been so good,” Yongbok finally whispers against her lips. “Perfect for me—us. I love you.”
“Love you, too, Bbokie.” She kisses him, arms going around his shoulders, fingers tangling in his hair.
With a grin, Felix pushes down on Yongbok’s lower back to make him rest on top of Evelyn. The closer they’re pressed together, the sooner they can get to the best part of their evening.
Yongbok grunts and Evelyn hums, feeling his cock pressed snuggly against her abdomen.
Felix pets her head after she kisses Yongbok again. “Think you’re ready, princess?”
“Please.”
He reaches over the couple’s heads to grab the condoms, chuckling when her hand press against his abs in an exploratory manner. After he sits back on the bed, he taps Yongbok to get him to sit up, but he hands Evelyn the foil packet. “Go ahead. Put it on him.”
“What about you?”
“Don’t worry about me.”
“I wanna help you, too.”
Felix stops opening his, eyes heavy on her pretty form. He lies down on his side beside her. “Whatever you want, baby.”
Evelyn leans in to kiss Yongbok then, her free hand seeking out the hard appendage between his legs. Once she finds it, he groans into her mouth as she wraps her hand around him and slides her hand up and down a few times before breaking the kiss. She focuses on getting the condom out and rolling it down his cock, staring at him with big pleading eyes when she’s done.
“G-Good job, love,” Yongbok mutters, feeling a little lightheaded from her touch. “Take care of Felix now, yeah?”
Feeling confident after Yongbok’s praise, Evelyn takes the packet from Felix and silently pushes him to lie on his back. Much like she did with Yongbok, she sweetly jerks him off a moment before rolling the condom down until it’s secure. She finishes by leaning over and kissing his mouth, tongue sweeping across his lips until he parts them for her. The kiss deepens instantly.
That’s when Yongbok makes a bold choice, at least for him. While she’s busy loving on the brunette under her, he gets behind her, cunt still swollen and glistening from her previous orgasms. He runs his hands across her hips a few times to let her know he’s there. In the next moment, he’s guiding his cock into her warmth. She takes him with no resistance.
Evelyn gasps, heading falling on Felix’s shoulder from the stretch that feels too good to be real. “B-Bbokie,” she says, instinctually pushing her hips back to get all of him inside her faster.
Felix grins and brushes her hair out of her face. He lifts his head up enough to see the absolute bliss on Yongbok’s face when he bottoms out. “Does Yongbbokie feel good, princess? Is he filling you up nicely?”
“Yes…” she breathes against his skin, moving her hips to find some sort of friction. “Touch me, please.”
“Aw, you asked so sweetly, too.” He reaches between them to rub her clit with two fingers. “Better?”
She hums.
Yongbok finally moves, pulling out a little and pushing back in until he finds a comfortable rhythm that has Evelyn whining and meeting his gentle thrusts.
“F-Faster, Bbokie.”
“If he goes too fast, he might come before we both stuff you full. Let us help you come again like this, okay? Then we’ll fuck you however fast you need.”
“Wanna come…”
Felix picks up the pace with his fingers, grinning when her body trembles out of pleasure and weakness. “You will. Just keep using Bbokie and we’ll get you there. Don’t change your pace, Yongbok. If you can’t hold out, then use your fingers.”
Yongbok nods, but continues what Evelyn deems is a torturous pace until she squeezes him so tightly that he has to pull out before he loses it. At her whimper, he speaks soft words and shoves two fingers into her cunt. There’s a small smile that comes up on his face from her moan. 
Felix laughs, seeing Yongbok so enamored by the woman between them. “Make it fast, Yongbbokie. Just like she asked when it was your cock.”
Evelyn is surprised by the sudden and relentless way Yongbok's fingers fuck her. She nearly collapses onto Felix, her limbs wanting to give up when he continuously hits that spot inside her that takes her mere seconds away from the edge. She can’t even hear the words Felix says to her as a burning heat she’s never felt before starts in her toes and makes its way straight to her core where it turns into something scalding. A loud and unsuspecting “ah” spills from her lips at the same moment she spills around Yongbok’s fingers, and wrist, and Felix’s lap, and the sheets. Her silent cries turn into heavy pants when her limbs finally give in and she falls onto Felix, both men still using their fingers to help her ride out the aftershocks of the most intense orgasm she’s ever had.
“Fuck,” Felix grunts, feeling her release drip off his skin and onto the sheets below them. “If I knew you were gonna make her squirt, I would have had you put a towel down.”
Yongbok pulls his fingers from her, a pathetic sound coming from her, and he spreads his messy fingers gently around her cunt just to hear the sound again. “Didn’t know she’d do that. She said faster, so I gave her faster.”
“I think you did too good of a job.” Felix kisses the side of Evelyn’s head while she continues to catch her breath atop him. “Do you need to stop, baby? I bet you can’t even move right now.”
“M’okay. Wanna still… please. Gentle.”
“We’ll be gentle, sweet girl. Think you can sit up and help us make this work for you?”
"Gimmie… a minute.”
Felix kisses her head again. He looks at Yongbok. “Care to hand me the bottle over there?”
Yongbok gets the bottle of lube and passes it to Felix. “Should I… also use some?”
“Probably. C’mere, baby. Let’s sit you up real quick.”
Evelyn groans as both men help her sit back against Yongbok, allowing Felix to spread lube along his length, wiping the excess carefully around her sex, especially around her entrance. He smiles when she moans from his touch.
Felix takes her into his arms and helps her straddle his waist. “We’re gonna help you sit down on me, okay? You tell us if we need to stop.”
“But you’ll… you’ll fit the same,” she says.
“You’re tired. We don’t want you to hurt yourself. Just take it slow.” Felix lines up at her entrance, his tip pressing into her. “Ease yourself onto me, okay? Yongbok’s got you. I’ve got you.”
The two men help Evelyn sit on Felix’s cock, her head falling back onto Yongbok’s shoulder the deeper he slides in. She pants from the overstimulation, but continues until he’s fully sheathed inside her.
Felix momentarily loses his breath. “God, you feel fucking amazing,” he moans, hands gripping her waist. “Okay, baby. Lie down on my chest. You don’t have to move anymore. We’ll take care of you now. Just relax.”
She gladly settles on him, relishing in Felix’s sweet touches across her back and shoulders. She mutters a soft “I love you” to him with a soft press of her lips to his neck. He chuckles and returns her love just as softly.
“You sure you want us both in the same place, Evie?” Yongbok asks, covering his cock in lube as well. “It’s gonna be tight.”
“S’what I want.”
“It’s what she wants, Yongbbokie. Take it slow and let her tell you when she wants more.”
“Okay.” Like Felix, he presses his tip against her already stuffed entrance and slowly pushes in.
A choked cry falls from her lips. Both men freeze, but she begs for Yongbok to keep going, forcing herself to relax to let him in.
The push is unbearably slow. Yongbok goes in a centimeter and Evelyn has to relax. Another centimeter, another few seconds to breathe and relax. And each bit of Yongbok that gets in presses against Felix’s cock, which makes it harder for him to keep still. Her gorgeous whines and moans in his ear are not making it easier for him, either.
When Yongbok finally fits all of him in, he leans over and kisses all over her back and shoulders. Both men shower her in praises and love while her walls flutter around them, attempting to get used to the intrusion. But soon enough, Evelyn completely relaxes.
“Hm… I could sleep like this,” Evelyn breathes. Her eyes close. “So warm… full.”
Felix chuckles. “Yeah? Do we make you feel that good? You wanna nap with us buried deep in your cunt?”
She stretches between them, all three moaning from the movement. “That’d be so… nice.”
“Maybe next time we’ll stuff you full and let you fall asleep. But I think Yongbbokie has held on for too long for that. You don’t want him to be in pain any longer, right?”
Evelyn looks over her shoulder. “It hurts?”
“I’m okay. It… It doesn’t hurt that badly.”
“It’s a good hurt, baby,” Felix says. “You just feel so good and he’s been inside you twice. Think you’re ready for us to move?”
Nodding, her head falls back onto Felix’s shoulder as she braces herself for what’s coming.
It’s awkward at first trying to find a rhythm that works between them. Evelyn enjoys the movement all the same, but they have to work together not only to please her, but to get them across the threshold. At first they move the same way, but when they almost fall out of her, they alternate their thrust. After a few experimental shifts, they finally get something going that has all three of them feeling good, their cocks rubbing against each other so snugly in her.
“So full…” she moans, her hips twitching.
“Do you… Do you wanna come again?” Yongbok asks, voice breathy even when he straightens up to get better leverage.
“I don’t have to. Just wanna feel you both.”
“You like having your boyfriends use you? Want us to feel good even if you don’t come?”
“Mmhmm.”
Yongbok’s thrusts get a little sloppy, but he keeps up his rhythm, a low whine falling from his lips.
“Sounds like your Bbokie is close,” Felix says. “I’m not, though.”
“S’okay. Come when you want.” She hums when Yongbok’s cock slides a little deeper inside her.
“Fuck,” he grunts, pounding into her harder, trying to reach that depth again.
“Ah, Bbokie… feels… mm, good.”
Felix lifts her head up and pulls her into a fervent kiss. He nips at her lips. “Think about how our cocks are rubbing together as we fuck into you, princess. I bet you find that so hot, don’t you?”
“S-So fucking hot, Lixie.”
He grunts at a hard thrust from Yongbok. “Mm, I like when you call me that. It’s cute, like when you call him Bbokie.”
Evelyn, not quite paying attention to Felix’s words, whimpers and a deep sense of desperation bubbles up in her chest. It brings tears to her eyes. “Wish… Wish you would fill me with your cum. Want it so bad…”
As much as Yongbok wishes he could stop himself, her words throw him over the fictional cliff into the best orgasm he’s ever had. His deep voice disappears in his moans and whines as his hips slow, cum filling the condom.
Felix, on the other hand, stops and waits for Yongbok to come back to Earth before he speaks careful words to the woman now silently weeping against him. “Why’re crying, princess? Did we hurt you?”
She shakes her head.
“W-What… What is it then?” Yongbok, still snug inside her, rubs her back.
“I said it too late.”
“Oh, sweet girl.” Felix holds her head to his chest. “Did you want us to not use protection? We wanted to be safe for you.”
“I know…”
“Tell us what you’re thinking.”
A deep sigh leaves her. “I kinda… like the idea of you… fucking each other’s cum into me.”
Both men cuss.
“But what if you get pregnant?”
“I have both of you to take care of me…”
Yongbok and Felix share a look, both continuing to soothe her with their touch.
“Felix didn’t come yet,” Yongbok offers.
“I want you both.”
“Our greedy baby can’t get enough from me, can you? You wanna make sure you’re good and bred by us both?”
“Y-Yeah.”
“I’m… I’m still hard, so… I could take the condom off and, um, put it back in. There’s cum all over me.”
“Do you like that idea, baby? He can fuck his release back into you before he gets soft.”
“Mm, please. Please, Bbokie.”
“Okay, we’re gonna pull out really quick, and he’s gonna take care of you until I get back. Think you can be a good girl and be patient? It’ll take a few seconds,” Felix explains. “We gotta move fast.”
Yongbok laughs sheepishly. “Actually… talking about getting her pregnant has, um, made me kinda, uh, horny again.”
“Did you hear that? Yongbok likes the idea of fucking a baby into you. Think we can get him to come again? Double our chances?”
Tears still rolling down her face, Evelyn laughs. “Can you do it again, Bbokie?”
“Maybe? But nothing might come out.”
“That’s okay, right, baby? Just as long as we both work together to breed you, yeah?”
Evelyn hums, nodding with bright eyes as she looks back at Yongbok.
Together, the two pull out, grunting with her, and hastily remove their condoms. Yongbok does his best to keep whatever cum he can on him.
“Come sit on me, Evie.” Yongbok taps her side as he takes Felix’s spot, except he sits up, leaning against her headboard.
Felix grins, watching Evelyn clumsily climb onto his lap and sit on his messy cock. Both of the moans they release in tandem bring a chuckle from his chest. “Look at your Bbokie, taking the lead, letting you take his cum while you wait for me. Would you say he’s being good to you?” He takes more lube and covers himself with it, even though he’s sure there will be little resistance.
She rolls her hips, brushing back Yongbok’s messy hair as he gazes up at her watery eyes, lips parted in awe of how pretty she looks. “S-Such a perfect boyfriend,” she gasps, feeling him deep inside her. “You treat me… so well. Wanna-Wanna marry you… have your baby… be with you forever.”
“Ah, Evie,” he groans, pulling her into a heated kiss and whispering that he wants that, too, against her swollen lips.
Felix comes up behind her, hands on her hips since Yongbok’s are busy holding her face. “What a sweet story of best friends to lovers. You’ll be the cutest couple around.”
Evelyn turns her head to look at him, eyes full of lust and need. “Wanna marry you, too, Lixie. Want you both forever.”
“You’ll have us both, sweet girl.” He kisses her. “Ready to do this again? We gotta get back in position so we can fit.”
She nods. “Need you.”
They shift around into the same position as before, but Felix is behind her now, cock drilling into her without the barrier of thin latex. He’s not nearly as careful as Yongbok was, but he still takes it slow more to let her feel every ridge and bump of both their cocks.
“Bbokie, pl-please touch me. Changed my mind... Wanna come again.”
Two of his fingers quickly find her clit despite how close they’re pressed together, and he sets a pace that has her squeezing both of them tightly.
“Fuck, keep squeezing us like that and I’ll fill you up right now,” Felix moans, grabbing her hips to pick up speed.
That time she clenches around them of her own volition. “Please come, Lixie. Fill me up… Breed me.”
Yongbok’s lips attach to her throat before he speaks against her skin. “You talk so dirty to Felix.”
“Mm, I want you to fill me up, too, Bbokie.” She clenches again, feeling that sweet buildup of her orgasm coming so close to bursting. “Are you close?”
“So close,” Felix moans behind her. “Can’t hold out much… longer.”
Yongbok shakes his head. “M’hard, but I don’t think I can come again.”
“S’okay. I asked, ah, for… too much.”
“No, no, you didn’t, love.” He cups her face again and kisses her lips. “Our timing was off. We’ll… We’ll try again next time.”
“You’ll come inside me?”
“Y-Yeah,” he breathes at the thought. “I promise.”
“Ah… fuck,” Felix grunts. His thrusts get erratic and sloppy. There's a single breath from when he says he’s coming to when he’s filling her up.
Yongbok’s thrusts intensify to help Felix fuck his cum deeper into her. “Let go, Evie.”
Although he’s still catching his breath, Felix pulls out and brings Evelyn to a sitting position where Yongbok can get better access to her clit while he squeezes and tugs at her breasts to bring her to another orgasm, one that is quieter and sweeter than the others. Felix litters her neck and face in kisses, praising her for how well she did.
“Mm, both… so good… too,” she mutters, nuzzling into Felix’s neck while Yongbok eases himself out of her. “Wish it didn’t have to end.”
Felix laughs. “Baby, you can barely keep your eyes open.”
“I just feel so loved and content.”
“Exactly what we wanted. Let’s go get you cleaned up now. We still have to feed you and continue to take care of you.”
Her gaze falls on Yongbok. “Are you okay, Bbokie? You’re… still hard.”
He smiles. “I”m okay, love. I just need a minute to come down from everything. It’s not every day your best friend asks you to fuck her raw while you’re showing her how much you love her. I’m a little thrown off, but I’ll be okay.”
“I’m sorry,” she giggles, a fluttering in her chest at the reminder that they are best friends first.
“Hey, why don’t you two go start a shower while I take care of the sheets? I’ll join you once I’m done,” Felix suggests. It’s different admitting feelings between two friends versus showing those feelings in one of the rawest forms of intimacy, and it’s time for those two to talk, to process everything as a couple. He can sit this one out for now.
“Will you help me, Yongbok? My legs kinda feel like jello.”
“Yeah,” he smiles. Slower than usual, Yongbok climbs off the bed and gently takes her from Felix’s hold, holding her in his arms like he would a princess. “Let’s get washed up.”
“Don’t take too long, Lix,” Evelyn says with a dreamy smile toward the brunette.
“I won’t, princess. I’ll be there soon.”
In the master bathroom, Yongbok helps Evelyn sit on the toilet while he gets the shower going. He blushes and turns away immediately when he goes to move her to the shower and she’s sheepishly looking up at him while she relieves herself. Of course, she reminds him he’s seen everything, so it shouldn’t be as weird anymore for them. But he still keeps her back to him until she mutters that she’s done and he helps her stand to wash her hands before leading her into the warm shower.
“Can you stand on your own now, Evie? Or do you need a little more help?”
“I’m okay.” She gazes up at him with round eyes and a small smile. “Can you hold me for a bit?”
“Yeah, sure. Of course.”
Together they stand under the showerhead, arms wrapped around each other to keep them close. A minute of this goes by before Yongbok finally speaks.
“Did you mean what you said out there, or was it just a heat of the moment thing?”
Evelyn knows immediately what he’s asking about. She tightens her hold. “Yeah, I meant it. I do want to get married to you. I want to start a family with you, too. If the family happens before the marriage, that’s okay… I just love you a lot. Sorry if it was a lot to take in…”
“Don’t apologize. I want that, too… Whenever it happens.” Yongbok cups her face between his hands. “I love you so much, Evelyn. I’ve loved you for so long.” He kisses her shortly. “I never thought I’d ever get to be with you like this… that I would ever call you my girlfriend.”
“Why not?”
“I never thought I’d have the guts to admit my feelings to you. Never in a million years did I think you would see me as more than your best friend. Those guys I watched you go home with? They were all big and muscular, so I just assumed I wasn’t your type.”
“Honestly, Bbokie… it never occurred to me I could be with you,” she admits, caressing his back and hips. “You were my best friend—are my best friend—and I didn’t picture us as more. When Felix told me how you feel... I was shocked because I couldn't believe I hadn't thought of you in that way, and then it was so easy for me to accept that I love you just as much.” She runs her hands over his shoulders and to his biceps where she squeezes them. "I like you for you. Muscles or not."
“I guess our freak accident turned out for the better.”
“Do you think Felix will always be around? It’s been so long since we’ve looked for any answers.”
“He might. I honestly half expected us to merge after all that.”
She giggles. “You mean after having sex?”
“Yeah… like some crazy sci-fi thing or something.”
He is so cute and still her Yongbok. She gazes at him fondly.
“Will you miss him if we find a way to put him back?” he asks.
“Well, yeah. I understand that he is you, but he’s also himself. I love him as Felix and as you. I love two separate people, but I also only love one. I’m sure I’d eventually stop missing him as much because I will still see him in you. But it will be hard to say goodbye.”
“Should we… stop trying to figure out how to fix it, then? Will it make you happier if he sticks around?”
“Does it matter when he’s part of who you are?”
Yongbok responds by kissing her, one hand tangling in her hair and the other gripping her waist. “Your happiness means a million times more than getting that part of myself back.
“Yongbok,” Evelyn sniffles, her heart swelling to a point it could burst. “Make love to me, please.”
His lips part with a sharp inhale, his eyebrows pitching in and up. “But you just… I-I-I don’t know if I… Now?”
“Please. I know we’re both exhausted… and you might not… you know, but… I want to know what it feels like when you alone love me. And I want to love you the same way. Just us.”
Just the two of them. How it would be if he hadn’t walked into that room… if had the courage to say something on his own. The effect is immediate. “You’re not too… sensitive?”
“Doesn’t matter. Are you still hard?”
“I wasn’t really, but now I am. It’s… It’s kinda embarrassing, actually.”
“I think it’s cute and really fucking hot.”
His exhale is shaky. “What if Felix walks in?”
She smiles. “Somehow I think he’ll understand.” Evelyn kisses him with an exaggerated smack of her lips when she pulls away. It makes her giggle. “I love you, Yongbok.”
His heart flutters, knowing that out of all the times she’s told him that, this time means so much more to the both of them. “I love you, too.”
Without words, Evelyn jumps into his arms, legs wrapping around his waist, and starts kissing his lips and around his face. She can’t keep her laughter at bay when he returns the favor, pressing her against the cool shower wall—they both chuckle at her shocked gasp—her back arching away until her body heat warms the tile. They kiss, they caress and they share little grunts and hums. They learn about each other differently, without words and without a viewer. It’s only them in that moment.
When Yongbok finally sheathes himself inside her for the fourth time that night, Evelyn unexpectedly starts tearing up. He pauses, hoping she's okay. When he notices the subtle shake of her head and the needy way she kisses along his neck and jawline up to his ear, where he hears every sound she makes amplified, he realizes that they're tears of joy. They’re nothing for him to ease. They’re for him, for what they have.
Yongbok can’t remember what his life was like before he met Evelyn. Frankly, he doesn’t want to think of those years where he didn’t have her beautiful smiling face in his life. And now, as he thrusts so surely into her, listening to her gasps and whines and moans of his name, he doesn’t want to waste the time thinking back. He wants to be in the now, to think of their future as not only best friends, but lovers. When he reaches between them to circle her sensitive and swollen clit and she breathes out his name, he can’t believe he’s so lucky.
He presses his face into her neck, his teeth nibbling on her skin as he moans, feeling that second orgasm he couldn’t reach before creeping up on him the harder she squeezes him. Her airy “please” and professions of affection also push him deeper into that bliss. He hopes he’s doing enough to bring her to another orgasm despite her exhausted body. It didn’t take her long to slump over his shoulder from a lack of strength, but she begged him to keep going. Of course, he’s going to use every ounce of his energy to do just that.
“Bbokie… love you,” Evelyn mutters, suddenly clenching so tightly and then spasming against him, a long drawn-out and shaky moan spilling from her.
It’s the final straw he needs to reach his own peak, a feeling that lasts a few seconds more than what he’s used to. It actually brings some tears to his eyes as he tries not to drop Evelyn.
Yongbok's shaking from his orgasm traps her between the shower wall and himself. Evelyn wants to get out of his hold to let him recover, but his grip is still so tight on her. Instead, she brushes her fingers through his hair until he lets her down. But he doesn’t let her go.
The water isn’t as hot anymore. Both realize the silent tears falling down their faces and try kissing them away. Soon enough, soft laughter spawns between them, changing the atmosphere into something silly.
Felix lies back on Evelyn’s freshly changed bed. His lips turn up, hearing the two giggle in the shower like a couple of teenagers in love. He fully intended to join them once he took care of the sheets, but when he heard the sounds of their lovemaking, he lay down until they finished. It is a time they needed alone, and he is happy to give that to them when they need it.
“It worked then?”
Felix turns his head to see the being that allowed him to become his own person. The man-like entity sits on the edge of the bed in a loose white button up and black slacks, his almost black eyes alight in curiosity as he brushes back his lengthy black hair.
Felix looks at the ceiling. “Yeah. They get it now.”
“Good, good.” The being glances around the room with a smile. “I suppose you want me to put you back in his head now?”
The soft voice of such a powerful creature brings a different smile to Felix’s face. “Actually, I wanna stick around for a little longer. Maybe forever.”
“She’s that special to you?”
“You don’t know that half of it. She loves him. She loves me because I’m him, but she also loves me. I’m not just Yongbok, I’m Felix in her eyes. She didn’t hesitate accepting both of us when she realized her feelings for Yongbok. Now here we are.”
The entity tilts his head, eyes fixated on the door, when Evelyn shrieks and Yongbok laughs, clearly a playful incident between the couple. “Will you not join them?”
“I was about to, but then you showed up. I’m starting to get a little chilly, actually.”
“I suppose putting on clothes was unnecessary?”
Felix shrugs and sits up. “Not really. I’d have to take anything I put on off to shower, plus there’s no reason for modesty after what we just did.”
There’s another shriek, but from Yongbok followed by Evelyn’s cackling.
“You should get in there. Sounds like fun.”
Humming, Felix stands and stretches his already sore muscles. “Yup. I guess I’ll see you when I decide it’s time to go back, huh?” He turns to look at the being, but he’s already gone as if he was never there. “What the fuck? Did I just get Batmanned?”
In the shower, Evelyn massages Yongbok’s scalp, sudsy shampoo all over her hands. She coos over the dreamy daze her fingers put her beloved Yongbok in. She leaves a kiss on his nose that he can’t help smiling about.
The bathroom door opens and Evelyn’s face lights up. Yongbok’s heart warms seeing how her eyes brighten when Felix finally steps into the shower behind her.
“Tight fit,” Felix smirks, hands snaking around Evelyn’s waist. “Sounds like you two had some fun.”
Evelyn helps Yongbok rinse the soap from his hair, her eyes full of stars as she gazes at the blond. “Yeah. It’s a shame you missed out.”
His lips find her neck. “Nah, you two needed time alone.”
She turns in his arms, sighing when Yongbok starts washing her hair. “Thank you, Felix.” She gives him a long kiss. “I hope we can be alone some time in the future, too.”
“Anything you want, princess. I’m at your beck and call.”
“Can I help clean you up, Lixie?”
“You can. Make me as squeaky clean as Yongbok, okay?”
Evelyn giggles, and then Yongbok sticks his finger in her ear. “Bbokie, stop it!”
With some playfulness and laughs, eventually all three are adequately clean and they get out, finally ordering some dinner. It isn’t until they start a movie after when Evelyn finally crashes from the day, snug between Yongbok and the back of the couch. Their heads rest on Felix’s thigh as he remains sitting up. Felix combs through her hair, her face pressed into Yongbok’s chest.
“Thank you.”
Felix glances at Yongbok who’s staring up at him. “For what?”
“For telling her how I feel, for helping her realize her feelings… for giving us time alone earlier.”
“It’s nothing really.”
“No, it’s everything, Felix. I don’t know if I would be so gracious to help you like you’ve done for me.”
“You would. I only know how to be this way because of you, Yongbokkie.”
Evelyn hums and sighs, moving her head to breathe fresh air. Yongbok kisses her forehead.
“You’ll always take care of her, right?”
“Of course. That’s silly to ask, Felix. I expect both of us to take good care of her whenever she needs us.”
“Even if I’m not around like this, will you take care of her?”
Yongbok peers up at him. Felix isn’t looking his way, but at the sleeping woman they both adore. “I’ll always take care of her, Felix. I’ll keep her happy and safe for as long as I’m alive.”
“Good.” Felix looks at him and then smirks. “Just gotta make sure you aren’t in it just for a good fuck.”
“Yah! Of course not! What the fuck?”
Evelyn stirs and pouts. “What’s wrong, Bbokie?”
Felix chuckles. “Go back to sleep, baby. Your Bbokie just got a little heated.”
She doesn’t need to be told twice. Evelyn’s back in dreamland with a mumble and a deep sigh.
“Why the hell would you ever assume that’s all I want from her?” Yongbok’s voice is a harsh whisper.
“Well, you did think about her a lot when you were—”
“That doesn’t mean I only wanted her to love me back for that! Sure, it’s nice… amazing really, but I always wanted to be her person. I wanted her to get all dreamy-eyed over me and not the beefy bartender down the street. I just wanted her to love me back.”
“I know, mate. You’ve always been head over heels for her. I just have to make sure and tease ya, ya know?”
There’s a brief moment of silence between them.
“You love her, too, right?”
“Yeah.” Felix gazes at her, her hair slipping through his fingers as he continues to brush it. “Yeah, I do. Loved her the moment you conjured me up. Hard not to seeing her through your eyes. Didn’t change when I saw her through my own. Feels like we’ve won the lottery with her.”
Yongbok hums in agreement. “I hope she feels the same about us.”
“You don’t see the way she looks at you. She definitely feels that way about you.”
“What about when she looks at you?”
Felix shrugs. “Well, I am you, so…”
“But you’re also yourself.”
“Then maybe… I’ve only cared that she’s happy with you, Yongbok.”
“I think you make her happy, too. Her entire face lit up when you joined us in the shower.”
A little smile appears on Felix’s face. “I like that I can make her light up the way you do. That feels good.”
Yongbok also smiles, kissing Evelyn’s forehead again.
Both men quietly dote on their sleeping girlfriend while the movie continues in the background. They both hope their tender touches transfer their affection into whatever dreams she’s having because maybe in her dreams she can truly see the vastness of how much they love her.
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yangbbokari · 7 months
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Skz makes a bet on you Maknae Line
Pairing: OT8 SKZ x f!Reader
Genre, AU: angst ofc, lovers to exes!AU
Warnings: cursing, mentions of cheating, many mentions of insecurities. I think that abt it
Summary: you happened to learn one day that the never really loved you and only made a bet with the other members to see if you would fall in love with them
A.N: Not proof read at all and this is the maknae line to the previous one. Both part twos will be coming out soo I promise🤭
Parts: Hyung Line Part 2
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HAN JISUNG It was his birthday and you were more than happy to surprise him. The members were in on it too. To suddenly stop during practice and sit him down.
For the whole day you were preparing. Making a cheesecake for him and baking a cake for the rest of the members. You decorated the cheesecake in some little quokka cake pops. After you were done, you began cooking his favorite meals and packing them up. When all the cooking, making, and cooking was done, you found that you had more time on your hands. So you felt the need to clean the house so it’d be all tidy when he got back.
You checked the time before heading out. The house was clean, food was ready, now all you needed to do was get a gift and drive to the company. As you strolled through the store a very particular item caught your eye. A small clip earring with a feather at the end. It was perfect. Jisung always called you his, quote on quote, “Little Dove.”
So you grabbed it and put it in a little box with a bow.
You drove to the company excitedly. Giving the food to the staff before making your way to the practice room. You were just about to step in when you heard it. The color drained form your face and the excitement you held earlier, gone.
“I can’t believe it’s been a year since me and y/n started dating and we made that bet.” You heard your boyfriend say.
Bang Chan tried to stop him. “Jisung, I think—”
“You guys have to remember! We made a bet to see if I could pull y/n. Y’all made me go up to her and ask if she wanted to date me because she seemed lonely and if she agreed then I’d get 20 bucks from each of y’all.”
You could hear the boys try to stop him since they knew you were here but it was too late. They turned to see the door to the practice room slowly creak open. Standing there with the cake in your hands and tears in your eyes.
“Happy Birthday, Baby.” You said as tears fell from your eyes. Quickly wiping them away since it was supposed to be a happy occasion. Placing the cake into a staff members hands, you shoved the box into your pocket. “I-I-I guess I’ll give you what you want for your birthday gift.” You turned and ran as far as you can. Dropping the gift into the trash can on your way out. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ LEE FELIX He knew you were this insecure so how could he say that. You’d always hated your figure since before you could remember. Whenever you met someone new, that was the first thing they noticed. The size of your body. You hated the way you looked but Felix always told you different. He made you believe you were as beautiful as you are and you slowly gained your confidence.
That was until today. The confidence he helped you build, he tore down himself.
Today, you came home a bit earlier than usual. When walking through the door, you announced your arrival but Felix was nowhere in sight. You could hear the slight mumbling coming from another room. You had forgotten. He had told you that Minho was coming this morning.
After taking off your shoes and hanging your coat, you walked over to the door. Just so happening to hear what they were conversing. The cat-like boy began first. “You remember that bet we made?”
“Hmm?” Your boyfriend replied.
“You’ve got to give it to me that you and y/n started dating in the first place.” “Ohhh!!! That’s what you’re talking about. The bet, right?”
“Yeah, when I told you I’d give you one hundo if you got the fat girl’s number. Now it’s been two years since you guys started dating.” Too immersed in your own shock, you dropped the items you were holding. Tears filled your eyes. Both, Felix and Minho’s, heads jerked in your direction.
“Y/n? How long have you been standing there?” Felix asked you in a panic.
“N-not long…”
You picked up your things from the floor, reput on your shoes and coat, grabbed your keys, and headed out the door. You didn’t know if you could stay any longer. You felt hurt to hear that. He helped you through your insecurities just to make it worse than before he arrived. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ KIM SEUNGMIN Your whole world fell apart. And so did your oh so perfect relationship with Seungmin.
It was just a petty argument that came from stress and the lack of sleep but it still hurt you. It actually hurt more than you thought it would. But what hurt most of all was what you had to find out.
Seungmin returned home after tour extremely tired so you did your best. You made sure he had every meal and wasn't overwhelmed. But apparently, you didn't do enough. He began to berate you for even the smallest things and it tore your heart apart.
One day, as you laid on the bed the two of you shared, he slammed the bedroom door open. You flinched and looked up at him. A little bit annoyed you asked, "The hell was that for?"
He sighed and glared at you.
"You want to know? This comeback has been stressful and all you do is lay in bed all day. You never clean around the house even though you're only doing a part-time job. I mean seriously, are you just going to be that FUCKING LAZY!?"
You looked at him in disbelief. Never in a million years did you ever expect to see this side of him.
"I literally just got done cooking and came to lay on the bed. I was waiting for YOU to get home. I washed our clothes, folded them, put them away, then cleaned around the house. I did all this because I know you like your place tidy. Plus, a clean space is better for the mind."
"You call this clean!? It looks like a pigsty." You felt the tears blazing at the corner of your eyes. "Don't fucking say that. I'm trying my best to not say anything right now." "Say it then!!" He yelled. You huffed and turned away not wanting to argue any longer. "Yeah... turn away like you always do. I should've just left you as a bet. Never loved you in the first place."
It was a slip of the tongue. He didn't mean it. Or did he? Either way, it hurt you. Seungmin knew he was wrong but didin't want to admit itin the heat of the moment.
You turned to face him, finally letting the tears out. "Fuck you..." Was all you said before grabbing your phone and leaving the house. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ YANG JEONGIN It was accidental. Jeongin was so flustered in the moment that he confessed everything to you. He didn't intend for you to find out like this but how else were you suppose to?
The both of you were at dinner with the other members. They all teased Jeongin for being such a simp for you. You just chuckled at their antics. It was cute to see the youngest member get teased by his hyungs and you were glad to witness it all in first person.
Jeongin, being fed up, accidentaly let it slip.
"Well it was because you guys made a bet with me that if I could pull y/n then y'all would buy me the new Bruno Mars album."
Everyone went silent as you slowly faced him. "What did you say..?"
Jeongin immediately placed a hand over his mouth. Tears brimmed your eyes. You stood up, excusing yourself. "I-I'm gonna go to the bathroom real quick." None of them even tried to stop you. They knew that they'd be devastated in your situation too.
Were you being a little dramatic? The answer was yes. You could've heard Jeongin out instead of hiding in the bathroom. But at this point, you weren't so sure. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ taglist: @lolareadsimagines @garrixer-06 @bandolls @chansbabygirlsstuff @camilagonzalex @mariteez @beccaskz
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changbinsboiledegg · 6 months
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haiiiii
i was wonder if you could do a skz reaction when they tell their other members that you and him have sex?
like Han being so confused on how you and Changbin have seen each other naked.
(sorry if this is weird or not explained enough haha)
Heyyyyyy thank you for your request! Also, no need to apologized! I understood what you meant :) I also don't think it's weird. I wasn't sure if they had an established relationship or were just FWB type situation, so I made it FWB. I hope that's okay? I didn't necessarily mention this though, so you could also imagine you and skz are already dating? Up to you! Anyways, ily and thank you again! 🫶🫶🫶 Also !!! feel free to lmk if you meant something else!
GN! Reader X SKZ.
(Didn't specify a gender or body parts. I mentioned reader having a chest they didn't want to expose- honeys, everyone has a chest.)
MDNI. MDNI. MDNI. MDNI. MDNI. MDNI!!!!!!!
Warnings: Smut(?), Suggestive if not smutty, swearing, nude mention, implied sexting, alcohol/ drinking mentions, hickey (giving/ receiving.), maybe implied aftercare???, some of the members are unrealistically bold. lmao.
Note: probably the longest reactions I've written so far lolololol. I hope y'all enjoy! Ofc another one for the road, MDNI!!!!! And also I would love feedback 🫶🥹 No pressure, and if no one told y'all today, ilyyyyyyy :) Take care. I also used your example for Changbin's hehe.
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Chan
The sounds of your loud moans spilled out into the rest of the dorm. You were only being loud because you and Chan both thought the dorms were empty.
That was until Felix came back early to retrieve something he had forgotten. When you screamed— from the pleasure, he stood there, wondering which of the other members were with you. That was when he heard Chan’s voice.
Later, Felix saw you and Chan talking casually and acting as if you two didn’t just have sex in the dorm.
“So, I came back earlier.” Felix spoke up, catching both of your attentions. Chan glanced from you to Felix. “Yeah?”
“I heard you two.” Felix continued. You felt your cheeks heat up, knowing what he was talking about. Chan tried to think of something to say, but couldn’t.
“We’ve been… you know… having sex. No big deal.” Chan explained, his cheeks red from confessing that. Felix scrunched his face, cringing.
“I know that now! I’m just bringing it up because why did you choose the dorm? Did you think we’d be gone for that long?” Felix started to ask questions but then walked away, deciding he didn’t want to know this much information regarding you and Chan.
Lee Know
Minho was in the bathroom— somewhere he could really find privacy. He had his phone angled and snapped a photo of his erection, having gotten hard from sexting with you.
He sent the picture and waited for a response when suddenly, his heart dropped, reading the contact name.
“Shit!” Minho cursed, immediately texting Jeongin to not open the chat. It was too late, and Jeongin found him in the bathroom, knocking on the locked door.
“Who was this meant for?!” Jeongin asked. Shock was evident in his tone and Minho felt his heart racing from the panic this caused.
“Uh—“ Minho was cut off by another knock.
“Get out so I can bleach my eyes!” Jeongin groaned. Minho rolled his eyes, pulling up his pants. When he opened the door, he was met with Jeongin, who held his phone opened on the chat.
“Don’t ever send me anything like this again! Double check the contact names next time—“
“It’s for y/n anyway.” Minho mumbled, walking quickly to his room. Jeongin watched, “what? Don’t send y/n that either—“
“We’ve already slept together.” Minho scoffed, still embarrassed. “And you need to forget what you saw.”
Jeongin started to turn red in embarrassment now, hesitantly entering the bathroom.
Changbin
You, Changbin, and Jisung were playing a game together to pass time until the others got back.
“Why is it so hot in here?” You briefly paused the game, taking off your hoodie as a piece of your shirt rode up with it. You felt your shirt leave your skin and quickly pulled down your shirt before it exposed your chest.
“Sorry, didn’t mean to almost flash you both!” You apologized, setting your hoodie down. Changbin chuckled, smirking.
“Nothing I haven’t already seen.” Changbin commented, not thinking first. You pinched the bridge of your nose and avoided Jisung’s confused expression.
“Excuse me?” Jisung asked, though he wasn’t sure he wanted to know this bit of information.
After a moment of silence of exchanged glances between you and Changbin, Jisung spoke up again. “Because that’s not typical flirting.”
“We’ve been… you know.” You confessed. Jisung was still in a state of confusion but slowly came to the realization.
“I know you’ve heard us before because someone, gets pretty loud.” Changbin teased you through the awkwardness of such a confession.
You reached over the small table and nudged his shoulder, almost knocking the pieces of the game over. “Seriously?!”
Jisung didn’t say anything and stood up, leaving the room.
Hyunjin
You put on one of Hyunjin’s robes to cover your naked body as you were preparing to go to the dorms kitchen to get water for you and Hyunjin.
Hyunjin put on a robe as well but only to walk to the bathroom. “Remember, the others are asleep so please tip toe if you have to. I really don’t want to hear anything from them right now.”
You grinned at Hyunjin, giving him a thumbs up, still glowing from the orgasm you’d just experienced.
You left his room and shut the door as quietly as you could before turning and immediately jumping out of your skin. When you saw Seungmin giving you an amused but confused look, your first instinct was to attempt to cover yourself, forgetting you were wearing Hyunjin’s robe.
“I knew it.” Seungmin smugly chuckled, shaking his head. You just stood there, debating on getting Hyunjin or explaining to Seungmin to not say a word.
“The others owe me money now.” Seungmin turned, seemingly headed for the kitchen also. You were about to head back into Hyunjin’s room but found yourself confused at his statement.
“Wait you made on a bet on whether or not we were having—“
Hyunjin heard your voice and entered the hallway with you. “Woah! What’s going on?” Hyunjin cut you off, not understanding the situation.
He saw Seungmin, who shrugged.
“Your group made a bet on whether or not we were having sex.” You whispered. Hyunjin widened his eyes, his face turning a deep shade of red as Seungmin held back a laugh, entering the kitchen.
Han
“Alright! Water only for the rest of the night.” Changbin handed a clearly drunk Jisung a cup of water. Jisung accepted it, taking a sip as he tried to wash the taste of the alcohol down.
“Fuck, I’m going to regret this in the morning…” Jisung groaned, already feeling the migraine coming on. The room spun and his words were slurred.
They were at an after party and the other members had gone off to enjoy what else the party had to offer. Changbin stayed near Jisung,
“Hell yeah, you’re gonna regret this.” Changbin laughed. “Better enjoy it while you can.”
Jisung rubbed his eyes, drinking more of the water. “Where’s y/n?”
Changbin tilted his head, shrugging. “Probably home or with friends. Why?”
Jisung felt his pockets for his phone, forgetting he left it in the car to charge. “Do you think y/n will still want to have sex tonight?”
Jisung wasn’t sober enough to realize what he just asked Changbin, who was taken aback. He looked around the room and then moved closer to Jisung.
“Not if you’re drunk.” Changbin spoke slowly. Jisung frowned, “tomorrow then.”
“Um…”
Changbin had gotten a bit more information than he needed to know. Jisung’s eyes bulged, immediately shaking his head.
“Ah! I shouldn’t have said that! Please forget this in the morning!” Jisung immediately tried to make up for telling him your private business together.
But Changbin was sober enough to forget.
Felix
Felix smiled as he thought back to your encounter last night. The sounds you made, how you felt, tasted, everything.
He was too satisfied the next day to realize the others were giving him strange looks. That was until Chan pulled him aside with a concerned look.
“Did you burn yourself?” Chan asked, glancing down at his neck. Felix was confused now, wondering what he meant.
“No? Do I have a burn?” Felix asked, gently feeling around his neck. His fingers touched one of the hickeys you left on his neck, the lingering soreness reminding him of how good you kissed, sucked, and nibbled on his neck.
He fought back a smirk, reminding himself of Chan’s concern.
“Oh— yeah. I was trying to straighten my hair.” Felix lied, obviously. He wasn’t going to tell him the truth. Chan seemed to buy it, sighing.
“Please ask me for help. I don’t think the makeup artists will like having to use the makeup to cover up the burn.” Chan chuckled, patting Felix’ shoulder.
“Yeah. Sorry.” Felix smiled, nodding. They glanced towards the front door, hearing a knock. Chan went to answer it as Felix watched to see if it were you or someone else.
You entered the dorms and almost immediately, Felix— and Chan noticed the hickeys that littered your neck.
Felix felt his stomach drop as Chan had a look of realization, glancing at Felix with a knowing glare.
“So you both burned yourselves on the same iron?” Chan crossed his arms. Felix sighed and you noticed the hickey on Felix’ neck before moving your hand to try and hide yours with the collar of your hoodie.
“Fine… We, uh, did it last night.” Felix spoke quietly and tried to be discreet, not wanting to say ‘sex’.
“Just say sex.” You sighed, moving to stand beside Felix. Chan raised his eyebrows at your boldness.
“Wait—“
You then dragged Felix into the bathroom and worked on covering the hickeys with makeup before the others saw.
Seungmin
Every time you were hanging around the guys or even mentioned, Seungmin would get shy and nervous, displaying signs that one would when having a crush on someone.
Other times when you were around, he’d be more open and mainly focused on you and anything you said or did, regardless of who was speaking.
Because of this, the other members caught on and began to tease him of his ‘little’ crush.
Seungmin knew this wasn’t the case. You knew that wasn’t the case.
Yeah, he was attracted to you. But it was more than just a crush and it began to annoy Seungmin with their relentless teasing.
“I just wish they’d, I don’t know, stop.” Seungmin vented to you. You took his hand in yours, hatching a plan.
“I have an idea, but only if you’re up for it.”
“At this point? Anything.” Seungmin’s eyes lit up. You nervously chuckled, “we tell them.”
Seungmin’s hopeful smile dropped, “and get teased more?”
“They tease you because they think you have a crush on me. Would they still tease you for having sex with me?” You asked, thinking the plan through with him. Seungmin groaned.
Hyunjin walked in, instantly smiling. “Aw, found the lovebirds.”
You looked at Seungmin, not wanting to go through with the plan without his consent. Seungmin stood up and pulled you up with him.
“Don’t come in my room for the next hour.”
“Hour?” You whispered, widening your eyes. Hyunjin was taken aback, realizing what Seungmin meant by this.
“If you hear anything, don’t interrupt.” Seungmin looked back at Hyunjin, matching his smile from before this info bomb was dropped on him.
Hyunjin didn’t know what to do or say, surprised to say the least.
I.N
“Are you sure it didn’t hurt?” Jeongin asked, knowing it was your first time having sex. You smiled at how attentive and caring he was being even after you’ve reassured him multiple times.
“Jeongin,” you kept your tone soft. “I’m sure it didn’t hurt.”
Jeongin smiled in relief, “do you want to do it again?” He asked, meeting your eyes. You chuckled, “now?”
“No, later or some other time.” Jeongin clarified. Despite how worried he was about hurting you accidentally, he enjoyed it and being with you and he knows you did too.
“Sure. Yes.” You smiled. Jeongin felt more relief hearing that you wanted to have sex again.
You both turned to see Minho in the doorway after he had knocked on the door.
“You both are gross.” Minho joked, although he wished he hadn’t heard your conversation. Jeongin blinked, pointing towards the door.
“Out!” You couldn’t help but giggle at the situation. Minho even let out a small laugh.
“You’re… you’re just jealous because we were doing it.” Jeongin emphasized the word ‘it’, feeling too awkward in that moment to say ‘sex’.
“I don’t care that you’re having sex with each other, just make sure to use protection,” Minho took a step out of the room and put his hand on the door knob.
“And lock the door, lower the noise, and wait until no one is in the dorms.” Minho grinned. You could tell it was forced because Minho’s grin dropped a second later as he shut the door.
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Note 2: Seungmin in his villain era in Hyunjin's lololol & also, hickeys don't look like burns, I know this but a hot iron burn is a common excuse people use when someone else sees them. Also, I know I wrote these but some of the members need to mind their own *inhale* MOTHER FUCKING *exhale* business.
Note 3: I'm joking lmaoooooo. I need to sleep. Goodnight lovelies.
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secretsecretbunny · 2 months
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Just friends: stray kids smau.
Get to know the characters/story set up.
pairing: lee minho x f!reader - roommate!skz.
genre: fluff, angst, smau, (maybe smut in the future idk yet, may have written parts as well) roommates au.
notes/set up: boys are non idols, but some still do music/dance + other jobs. they all live together in a big ass house that's owned by richboy!felix's family. chan, minho, changbin, and y/n were college friends. chan and felix are cousins. felix, hyunjin, han, seungmin, and innie were college friends. literally all college dropouts which is what they all bonded over. ended up living together by association basically. chan, bin, and han are still 3racha, and are known, just not famous.
↓about them↓
chan: nicknames- channie, dad, pops, paparacha, sometimes gets called chris but usually only when someone's mad/serious. producer for social media musicians/small time musicians, and 3racha. almost always at the studio. group dad. supportive, sweet, helpful, responsible, overworker, protective, peace keeper. loves his friends more than anything, also loves music, romcoms, running/jogging, working out with changbin. well off but not super rich.
minho: nicknames- min, catboy, grumpy, twinkle toes, dancing queen, loverboy, hoe. choreographer/dance instructor. cold on the outside, squishy in the middle. doesn't express his feelings well, but tends to be softer around y/n. loves cats, movie nights, night walks/drives, and true crime podcasts. social weed smoker and drinker. hardworker, sarcastic, flirty, funny, makes inappropriate jokes. he likes to pretend he doesn't care, but secretly does.
changbin: nicknames- binnie, bin, binbo, crybaby, muscle man, beefcake. personal trainer, duh. loud. straight up himbo. his appearance scares people but he's protective, kind, caring, and will cry at cute things/when he's happy. absolutely loves cute things, y/n's cooking, cheesy TV dramas, rapping, working out, and affection. all around soft boy until you piss him off.
hyunjin: nicknames- hyune, hyunnie bun, jinnie, gorgeous, rapunzel, punzie, bob ross. he's rich. also sells his art. sarcastic, blunt, artistic, boujie, addicted to shopping. also likes to pretend he doesn't care, but probably cares too much. loves painting, drawing, and being lazy with his friends. a little in love with felix, no one can tell if he's serious or not. will absolutely start painting on the walls, floors, or ceilings just because he can. everyone loves it though.
jisung: nicknames- hanji, ji, hannie, babygirl, smokeshow, bud, han yolo. does random odd jobs and makes a suspicious amount of money from it + sometimes streams with felix. stoner, great friend, supportive, anxious, hyper, has mad adhd, loves anime, rapping, and sweets. he's a little weird but in a good and cute way. loves sharing his weed with his friends. also loud.
felix: nicknames- lixie, lix, pixie, sunshine, golden boy, richy rich, brownie boy, angel. also just rich, part time streamer. literally sunshine ofc. social butterfly. always trying to drag y/n or one of the boys somewhere. sweet, generous, kind, happy, excitable, loves cute things, baking, video games, and also anime. him and ji bond over it.
seungmin: nicknames- seungminnie, minnie, puppy, bitch, dickhead, devil. luxury dog walker (started his own dog walking business). sarcastic, sometimes rude, easily annoyed, but overall a great friend. likes dogs more than people. protective af but tries to hide it. will 100% shut off his rude and sarcastic comments if his friends really need him. loves pranks, coffee, singing, writing, and scary movies.
jeongin: nicknames- innie, in, babyboy, coffee boy, bigmouth. barista at a fancy coffee shop. wants to make his own money and not live off of his wealthy parents. sweet, kind, generous, can be sarcastic when he wants to be. loves animals, coffee, video games, asmr, and singing. can't keep a secret to save his life. plays innocent but is definitely not. once smoked weed and and cried because he couldn't remember how to make a latte. never smoked again. he's the only one of the boys who calls y/n noona.
y/n: nicknames- bug, bubs, princess, tiny, sweetheart, pretty, feisty, attitude, noona. has lots of secrets and trauma. no one knows what she does for work. she refuses to tell the boys and any time they have tried to find out she catches on and puts a stop to it. they just know she's getting paid well. sweet, kind, funny, people pleaser, messy. has an attitude sometimes and can hold a grudge. when in a fight or flight situation it's 50/50. she'll either punch you in the face or run so far her legs turn to jelly. acts confident and bold: isn't. just a great actress. gets sad often but pretends she's not. loves cooking, ghibli movies, plants/flowers, cuddling, fire, and her friends. hates her family. smokes with ji a lot but is a social drinker. she grew up really poor so she tends to get anxious about spending money/people spending money on her. 100% gets princess treatment regardless.
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silentcryracha · 11 months
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❍ ‗ Sharing a flight with skz ‗ ❍
Pairings : OT8 X gn reader (Bang Chan x reader, Lee Know x Reader, Changbin x reader, Hyunjin x reader, Han x reader, Felix x reader, Seungmin x reader, IN x reader)
Genre/warnings : none :)
Summary : How I think the Stray Kids members would be like during a flight with their s/o
Word count : 2.5k
A/n : Just a silly little idea that came to my head as someone who's had her fair share of long and shorter/lonely and non flights. Very random but still hope you enjoy!
ps: There could be grammar errors. Please DO NOT repost on other socials. Leave feedbacks if you feel like it, otherwise enjoy! ♡︎
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Chan ‗ ❍
Chan would absolutely be all giddy and excited about this vacation, but most of all to be able to spend time with his s/o.
You two would spend a lot of the time talking and discussing the trip, especially on the colture of the place and maybe try to learn a few words of the language!
Also, organization is a key word, for sure. He mentioned how he hates to not have things under control and prepared whenever he has to do something, so. You would probably already have a list, if not a whole routine prepared for each day.
You would also remind yourselves to not overdo it, or else it will become like a work trip. Mentioning work, you also made him promise to leave his job alone and get his mind off of it while you're on vacation.
During the flight you would watch something together, probably lighthearted like a romcom or an animated movie. You would also share earphones to stay even closer to each other, lovebirds
At some point you will have to rest though, and if you're lucky you'll end up hugging and napping quietly together. But If you were to fall asleep before him though, he would try to sneak out his laptop and work on his music, still making sure to have you close. Maybe hugging you to his chest with one arm, or even just reaching out to play absentmindedly with your hair (or ears, you know how he does it). He'd be the type to raise the armrest between you two to be more comfortable.
You would scold him (lovingly ofc) when you wake up but he'd defend himself saying that he had nothing else to do so might as well do something useful. You'd forgive him on the condition that he would get some sleep later :(
Minho ‗ ❍
I'm not a hundred percent sure if his fear of heights also impacts his mood during a flight, but regardless I lowkey think that he would make everything in his power to make the time pass faster. Also most probably would avoid the window seat or keep the lid shut.
He wouldn't be the most talkative in general I think, considering that you were sharing the space with strangers. He would rather sleep or watch something to distract himself, Something that he either has already seen and loves which will keep him entertained, or maybe something new that could get him interested/hooked.
He would absolutely have snacks in his bag regardless of the airline serving food on board. Especially if you had any favorites or happened to be a bit picky with food.
Yes I feel like he would definetly be quieter than usual, but it's okay because you understand him and don't really mind as soon as he's comfortable.
Would definitely let you sleep on him, but wouldn't want to mess with the security belt or make any changes with the seats. Just to be sure. Something that he would do though is trying to make you as comfortable as possible; folding a jacket in a spoecific way to make a pillow, or straight up bringing one with him, would allow you to put your legs over his, make sure that the headrest isn't uncomfortable for your neck and so on.
You, on the other hand, would also try your best to get him to relax and spend the flight peacefully. When the plane does land though, he'd start smiling and be in such an hilariously good mood that you couldn't help but laugh at him, teasing him just a bit for being so previously anxious.
Changbin ‗ ❍
Changbin would make the most of it. Literally. He would be absolutely delighted to enjoy what he essentially considers a few hours of rest. I feel like he's one of those people that would ask for food seconds or multiple refills for drinks, use every single one of the freebies that are offered by the airline like a sleeping mask, blanket, pillow, headphones.
Of course he would have his own stuff too but he would just refused to use them. He'd look at you with his arms behind his head, a raised eyebrow "This flight costed more than my left arm, might as well enjoy it" then he'd smile at you going "Relax, baby"
Would absolutely be knocked out after an hour in the air. I don't know, he just seems someone that values his sleep and even more when he has the chance to take a break. Also because he'd probably get hyperactive as soon as you landed.
He's the type to recline the seat (still respectfully ofc) and literally make his own little improvised bed to have the nap of a lifetime, even better if he has someone to hug.
Other than that though I feel like you would also be talking a lot about the vacation, telling each other the different places that you wanted to visit. The conversation would change direction about ten times though, because you just enjoy each other's company so much that you end up spending hours just chatting and laughing.
Changbin would probably be very phyisical, even in small things. And a gentleman at the same time. For example; Standing up to let you pass whenever you had to get up from your seat, keeping a hand at the small of your back when you walked, always lets you go first when walking/entering a car/going up the stairs.
Hyunjin ‗ ❍
Hyunjin is someone who I imagine would be pretty chill on a plane. He would have to keep himself entertained in some way though, for sure. So if he's not sleeping for most of the time (by choice, I think) he's definetly keeping his mind busy. I truly think that he would despise to get bored.
You would make conversation about your trip and especially the places that you planned on visiting. Museums and touristic places would be at the top of the list. He probably already looked them all up already and has plans on specific photos to take once he gets there.
I think that it would be likely for you two to watch a movie together. Something pretty serious like a drama or a romantic movie. Regardless of the movie being good or bad it would absolutely spark conversation, even more so if the people involved made some pretty questionable things throughout the movie, then the topics could go on for hours.
He would also most probably have a little sketchbook with him and a couple of pencils, just to practice, scribble or try to capture something interesting to him. I imagine him sliding it your way, silently asking you to play silly games, like tic tac toe, the hangman and so on.
If you were also an artist or someone that likes to play around with drawing a bit, I can imagine you two working on different things quietly for a while and then showing it to each other.
I'm not sure of how much of a cuddler he would be in this case, but he would do some small pda especially when it's just the two of you in your seats. Like playing with your hand or fingers, pecking your cheek/head/temple, or playing with your hair.
Overall I think that it would be a super relaxing experience, just really fun and wholesome :'')
Jisung ‗ ❍
Han is another one who is afraid of heights so I think similarly to Minho for the whole seat placement thing. But,,, maybe he would still want to peek at the sky every once in a while. Maybe.
He is also someone who would be pretty quiet and reserved in these type of 'public' places, but he'd instantly get way more relax when he is seated next to whoever he's with.
You would have some casual conversation about your trip but mostly I think that he would be someone that just wants to relax as much as possible. He wouldn't want to be 'tied' to busy schedules or too many planned things, he'd go 'with the flow'. But again you would definetly talk about how happy you are to be together and be able to have some fun in a new place.
Could go from very talkative to a comfortable silence. You could easily do two different things but still interact once in a while, for example you could be reading a book and he could be watching a movie (I think something intense? Like a drama or a thriller/horror movie) and suddenly you'd hear him gasp softly at a plot twist and when you look up he would be looking at you with an overdramatic expression, making you laugh.
Very likely to share earphones or a playlist to listen to the same things at the same time, again while doing different things or maybe playing a game together.
He would definetly be the person to get a coffe refill, get hyperactive for a solid twenty minutes and then fall asleep on you suddenly. He seems to have a thing for laying on people's laps so he could do that, even better if you played gently with his hair or stroked his arm to give that bit of extra comfort. He would definitely do the same for you though, "Of course baby, come here" the unprovoked english (he totally does that, fight me) would make you laugh before he held you in his arms :')
Felix ‗ ❍
One thing that's assured with him is physical contact. I genuinely think that you would constantly be all over each other no matter what you're doing.
But not in a gross/cheesy way like making out and stuff like that, I mean like sleeping on each other, playing with your hands, random small kisses or nuzzling, or simply involuntarily leaning closer or bumping onto each other when you're laughing. Just... touch.
I also think that you would come prepared with things to spend your time with. Like previously downloading games, music, videos and so on. Mainly to listen to/watch together. Doesn't have to be a movie necessarily, it could also be a sepcific youtube video about a topic that you're both interested in, or something along those lines.
He is also someone who I think is gonna be eager to search up places to visit. Photography spots, touristic sites, restaurants, shopping or fashionables streets. He would definetly want to buy something, if anything to have a memory of your vacation.
If you do end up watching something though, I think that he would like something that keeps him in a good mood and maybe have a few laughs over, like an animated movie, a superhero/action movie or a comedy.
Now, nap time would definetly happen and it's gonna be a tangle of limbs that's for sure. Him laying on you or you on him, hugging, heads against each other and all that. Would also definetly raise the armrest to stay closer.
He would definetly keep reminding you how excited he is for this trip, to see new things and places and mainly to spend time with you. I have an half idea that he would lowkey love to match clothing with you, even if in a subtle way, or just to lend you some of his things and maybe you to him? Like a pair of sunglasses, a jacket, jewelery and so on.
His main missions would be spend quality time with you, do lots and lots of photos, buy both you and himself a present and overall enjoy a new place. Cc
Seungmin ‗ ❍
In his case I feel like this trip wouldn't have been planned or chosen for no reason. Wether it was because one of his favoite sports teams were playing a match there, or because maybe that specific period of the year was gonna be special for the country that you were about to visit. Or again, it could be a place that he has already visited when he was a kid, or that he always wanted to visit. Wathever the reason, it must've been something meaningful to him.
This would definelty be a topic of conversation that could get more or less deep depending on the context. Regardless, he would be very excited for the trip and what it would mean to him.
He would also tell you how glas he was that he could share this experience with someone who means a lot to him. "Aw Minnie, so cute" you'd lovingly tease him for being so sweet and he'd roll his eyes trying to hide a smile and the blush of his cheeks.
On the flight itself you wouldn't do anything out of the ordinary. You'd watch a movie or a drama (even better if it's one that you were currently watching) and chill for a couple of hours until it ended or you got bored. You would be both pretty caugh up with the plot so you wouldn't interact much, but you'd definitely be leaning against him comfortably.
After that you would probably sleep for a while, still hugged and maybe sharing a blanket, You'd still try to keep some composure since at the end of the day you weren't in a private place, but other people were around you. I don't see an extreme amount of pda coming from Seungmin in public, if any at all.
After waking you'd ask for a hot drink, could be coffe or something else, but he would definelty ask for an americano. You'd make small talk comfortably and even before you realized it it would be time to land and for your special trip to begin, and for him to make new memories to write down in his diary.
Jeongin ‗ ❍
Innie seems like a person who also enjoys pretty things and having fun. So the destination would have to reflect that. I think that he would like to pick a big metropolitan city where he could find anything and everything.
He looks like the person that would want to make many experiences; from trying new foods, walk around pretty streets, the fashion district, some historical monuments, restaurants and cafés and overall have a relaxing time. He would probably want to take lots of pictures and make some nice memories, but nothing further than that.
You would talk a lot about it during your flight in a generalistic manner, joking around a lot and just having fun. He also seems to be the type to be keeping to himself with strangers and as a result wouldn't be big on pda either. At most he would allow you to lean on him to rest.
With Jeongin I'm not totally sure if he would even be down to watch something in the first place. I see him more as a chilling and listening to music type. He would just close his eyes and enjoy his own playlists to spend the time, or ASMRs if he wanted to simply relax or sleep for a while.
Overall he wouldn't throughtly enjoy the flight itself because he would get bored and pretty annoyed that he can't move around, so I think that his mood would improve a lot when you actually land.
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pairing: felix x fem!reader (afab) // chan x fem!reader (afab)
genre: nonidol/collegegrad!felix. waitress!reader. college au. hurt/comfort. angst. fluff. smut - MDNI, 18+ only. reader pov. friends to enemies to lovers au. slowburn romance. lots of pining. cheating. abusive boyfriend/ex. drama galore. the sexual tension is REAL in this one.
content & warnings: explicit & strong language. very thematic elements. felix is reader's estranged childhood bestie. chan is low-key an asshole in this ngl. heavy topics are mentioned such as: abusive/toxic relationships, cheating, and pathological lying. the summer vibes are real in this one. there will be humor/fluff throughout to balance everything. and ofc smut too because who am i if not a whore for filthy felix smut. 😉
word count: 4.7k
summary: ever since you were born, all you've ever known is living a simple life in the small australian coastal town of bridgeport bay. you're content with working at your parent's beachside restaurant angel waves for the rest of your life, and you're happy with your place in the world - you have good friends and an even better boyfriend. that is, until everything comes to a standstill when a familiar face from the past visits town for the summer. and in the wake of his return, lee felix upturns everything you thought you were content with here in your comforting little beach town.
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“Hey Y/N, can you please get the next table? I think Jordan just seated another customer.” Your best friend Yeji asked you in a light, cheery voice. She was walking past you into the kitchens, both hands full of dirty dishes, her midnight black hair blowing in the breeze that rushed into the restaurant from the open windows that lined the entire place. 
 “Sure thing babe!” You gave her a playful wink, offering up a faint smile before you finished helping ring up another customer’s order. 
 Just like every other weekend, your parent's restaurant - Angel Waves - was bustling with activity, as a solid line formed outside the doors with patrons waiting to snag a seat in the popular joint. A mix between a tropical tiki bar and a fish shack, Angel Waves - or AW for short - was located just off of the beach. With a wrap-around porch and huge bay windows that offered stunning views of the beautiful cerulean sea just a few feet away, AW had been a critically-acclaimed restaurant by the locals for decades. 
 Initially, it had been your father’s dream to open up a restaurant. But then he married your mother, and things took off soon after the wedding. In no time at all, she was pregnant with you while simultaneously helping your father build the restaurant from the ground up. To date, he had added three more parts to the place, making it rather expansive. With the bright neon signs and fire-burning torches that lined the perimeter of it, AW could be spotted on the shoreline from miles away. The inside was decorated rather plainly, with bright pops of tropical colors here and there and wooden chairs lined throughout the area. 
 But at night, the vibes of the restaurant came to life. As the patrons at the seated bar grew louder, the tropical music increased in volume and added to the overall atmosphere of laid-back tourists and locals alike. 
 Having grown up in Bridgeport Bay, which was a small seaside town in the East part of Australia, you were used to the leisurely way of things. But to some, it would seem like everyone around was just lazy. When in fact, people knew how to have a good time - and that was all that mattered to a lot of locals. 
 Including yourself. 
 Your parents had raised you in the small house that was just off the backside of the restaurant, so the tropical way of life had always been the only thing you had known. You didn’t mind living the same daily routine - waking up early to help with chores, then attending classes at the local university, before arriving back at the restaurant in time to help with the night shifts. Plus, it helped that one of your best friends, Yeji, had been working with you at the restaurant since she was a young teenager. 
 Now, at the tender age of twenty-two, you were well acquainted with your surroundings. You were set in stone about what you wanted to do with your life. And after you finished getting your degree in Environmental Science, you hoped to aid in the environmental impact of Bridgeport Bay, since environmental efforts were one of your biggest passions in life.
 As you stared around the dimly lit restaurant that was busy with customers and servers alike, you felt yourself come alive under the energy of it all. And getting a hint of the salty sea breeze on your tongue, you made to help the newest customer in placing their order. 
 The early June sun was just beginning to set over the horizon of the ocean, painting the brilliant light blue sky in shades of violets and fuchsias. Your attention was momentarily pulled away from your task at hand, as you were completely captivated by the look of the rippling water shining underneath the fading sunlight. 
 But you quickly snapped yourself out of your daze, already grabbing hold of your notepad and pen as you came up to the new table you were waiting on. Without looking up, you began to write down the time and your name on the top corner of the paper, like you always did before taking an order. “Hi, welcome to Angel Waves. My name’s Y/N and I’ll be your server. What can I get started for you tonight?” 
 There was a pause on the customer’s end, and the noise of the restaurant overtook all of your senses for a few moments, but then everything dimmed out into a faint hum as the customer spoke. 
 “Hi… Y/N.” 
 Immediately, without even giving it a second thought, your head shot up from the piece of paper on your notepad that you had been previously staring at. 
 Heart hammering in your chest, throat constricting in anxiety, with the flush already clawing up your neck and pooling in either of your cheeks. 
 All at the sight of… 
Him. 
 Lee Felix. 
 The boy that you had grown up with. The one that had moved in next door to your restaurant when you were five years old. The one who had attended preschool, middle school, and high school with you. 
 The boy who had been your best friend in the entire world for over a decade. 
 And also, the single most person whom you hadn’t talked to in over four years. 
 But no- he was no longer a boy. 
 No- as he sat there, peering up at you with that familiar face of his, you suddenly came to acknowledge the years that had passed between the two of you. 
 Evidently, his time away at university for four years in South Korea changed him. Drastically. 
 From the long, sandy bleached-blonde locks that fell across his forehead, to the milky, blemish-free skin. His eyes were darker, too. More intense. And the sharp lines of his face were almost startling - with a jaw that could cut through steel, a proud nose, and prominent cheekbones. 
 He was no longer the awkward and geeky boy he had grown up with. The boy who had short, cropped black hair in his senior year of high school and braces for three years, and cystic acne that lasted well into his junior year of high school. 
 He looked… 
 Like a fully grown man. 
 And you didn’t know how to feel about that. 
 It made your stomach turn in a sickening kind of way. Made your heart pound against your ribcage painfully. 
 He was staring up at you, watching your blatant perusal of him in silence with a ticked-up, perfectly manicured dark eyebrow. 
 But some things hadn’t changed, at least, as he flashed you that tiny, easy smile he always seemed to have plastered on his face. 
 “F-Felix- wow, hi. I-” You began, stammering over your words in your utter surprise. You felt your eyes widen from your stupid blubbering, and the panic chilled down your spine from the way that he laughed heartily at your reaction to him sitting in front of you. “It’s uh- good to see you again, holy fuck.” 
 “Yeah, you too…” He finally pulled his gaze from yours, offering you some respite from the intensity of his matured eyes. You took in a deep breath as his focus scanned over the restaurant all around you. “Glad to see this place hasn’t changed one bit since the last time I came around these parts.” 
 “What brings you back to the coast?” You asked, rocking onto the backs of your heels like you always did when you were nervous. Bridgeport Bay was a small town that was connected to a set of other ones similar to it, which all lined the same coast of Eastern Australia. 
 After all, soon before he left to study in South Korea, he had vowed to you that he’d never step foot in ‘this hellish beach town’ ever again. 
 Obviously, he had proven himself wrong. 
 He shrugged broad shoulders, making you realize how much his physique had changed too. He was fitted in a loose t-shirt and faded jeans, but you could just barely make out the outlines of muscles underneath the baggy fabric. His back was proud and he sat up completely straight in his chair, the opposite of how he used to be in your childhood - always slouched and with thin, frail limbs. He was still petite in stature, but now made up for his lack of height with muscle. Even so, he still outranked you in height by a good three inches. 
 He was acting like it was no big deal - like none of it was a big deal. Not him coming back to Bridgeport after such a long time and looking so different from how you had known him as. “I just graduated, so I decided to spend the summer back at my parent’s place before I decide what I wanna do with my life.” Felix leaned over in his seat then, leveling you with that stare he always gave whenever he was trying to get a read on your feelings. “What about you? I see you’re still working for your folks…” 
 His voice trailed off. And if you didn’t know him any better, you’d assume that he had a pretentious air about him. Sure, he was the scrawny boy that had shipped off to South Korea, only to come back four years later looking hot as hell with a solid education and most-likely loads of crazy stories to tell to everyone who’d listen. 
 You, on the other hand, were still stuck in the same position that you had always been in. Living in Bridgeport Bay, in your parent's house, and helping work the restaurant while attending school at a nearby university. 
 It was comforting, in a sense, to have the same daily routine. But you could also acknowledge the fact that Bridgeport Bay was a fairly quiet place - in other words, not much happened. Most people your age had already moved away as soon as they graduated from high school, either traveling to the big city of Sydney to get a degree or going overseas to bigger and better places.
 And there you were… still stuck in the same turquoise-walled bedroom from your childhood, with the same group of three friends, and waking to the same view every single morning. The brilliant pinks and oranges of the sunrise against the ocean water got old in about… two days. 
 Folding your arms across your chest, you almost felt like you were trying to protect yourself from him. Lee Felix, who had been your childhood best friend. But who, unbeknownst to you, had turned into this ethereal, untouchable beast of a man in the absence of your friendship. It felt foreign and odd, to have him studying you so intently with those dark eyes. “Yeah, I’m still living here in Bridge… same friends, same habits, you know how it is around these parts.” You tried to laugh off the awkwardness you suddenly felt, but your tone came out all flat and warbled. 
 Felix was still staring up at you, but this time, his gaze melted exponentially. So much so, that it suddenly felt like you were the one staring into his soul - picking apart his emotions as he sat there in front of you, head tilted up in curiosity. And the feelings you saw dance across his eyes, for just a split second, made your heart tumble in the pit of your chest. 
 “Same friends, huh?” He asked, but it wasn’t a question he was seeking an answer for. After that, his focus was yanking away from you, as he looked down at the menu before him on the table. You watched his adam’s apple bob up and down, throat constricting as he took in a sharp breath. 
 You could feel the air shift around you as soon as you mentioned friends. Because besides Yeji and Felix, the only other person you had truly had a connection with in Bridgeport Bay was… Christopher Bang. The two of you had met during your freshman year of high school and had been quite inseparable ever since. You had a raging crush on him, and apparently, he had one on you too - since he had asked you out on your first-ever date at the start of your final year in high school. 
 By the time you all were graduating from Bridgeport Bay High, you and Chris were the it couple. With him being the popular soccer jock, it was only right that you started to get popular as well - since you were the ‘hot girlfriend’ who was always hanging on his arm. Chris was nice and funny and was friends with literally all of the high schoolers in the area, so you liked being around him. 
 But the more time you spent with him, the less you spent with Felix. And by the time graduation rolled around, your friendship had suffered big time from your new relationship with Chris. Felix didn’t approve at all of the two of you guys dating. He had always waved off your swooning throughout the years as ‘hormonal imbalances,’ but as soon as the two of you became official, his entire tune changed. 
 All of a sudden, he was getting angry at you. With such a short temper, he would have outbursts during most of your hangouts. And it wasn’t until the night of your graduation that all of the building tension finally broke, like a pinprick to a fragile balloon full of water. 
 The night had ended in a colossal blow-up on both of your ends - with Felix’s anger exploding in your face and making him out to be some ugly, dark boy. And definitely, not the kid you had grown up to love and care for. During the argument, he had finally admitted that he hated Chris' guts - that he saw right through his little scheme, and he thought the guy was a horrible match for you. 
 Of course, you retaliated tenfold by throwing his singleness in his face. Since, during the entirety of your high school years, he had never once dated any girl. That insult was low for even you, and soon had him storming off the scene, throwing his hands up in the air in defeat from your stubbornness. You hadn’t listened to him the whole time, only registering the fact that he didn’t approve of you and Chris being together. Like he was your fucking dad and he needed to give his consent to every man you loved and dated. 
 And that turned out to be the last time the two of you ever saw or talked to each other for the next four years. Since just a week after graduation, Felix had completely vanished from Bridgeport Bay. When you went over to his house to make things up, his parents informed you that he’d already left for South Korea earlier than expected. 
 His absence didn’t fully register until you tried to call and text him that night, only to be left with an error message in return. Since he was moving to a different country, he needed to change his phone number. He had already informed you of such a thing weeks earlier, and the two of you had planned on setting up a special app where you could text. But the two of you had forgotten about such a detail in the business of graduation season, so there was no way to contact him. 
 Instead, you were faced with living in the wake of his departure - you were forced to relive the big fight between the two of you for months after that, rehashing things and stewing over all of the feelings again and again. And finally, after a year of being heartbroken over the shattered friendship with your best friend in the entire world, you decided to move on. 
 To bigger, and better things. 
 Like the friends you still had in Bridgeport Bay, going to university, and working at the restaurant. 
 And, Chris too. 
 Since your relationship had only blossomed from there, having quickly turned into a four-year ordeal of fun dates and long night chats and walks along the sandy beachside in the late afternoon sunset. 
 “I’ll have the salmon bowl with brown rice, please.” Felix’s deep timbre pulled you out of your daze of thought, shocking you back into the present. You were still standing there at his table, in the middle of a busy dinner rush, waiting for his order. “Oh, and a side of fried pineapple rings too.” 
 “Okay, and what kind of drink would you like with all of that?” You asked, mind turning off and zoning into work mode as you wrote down his order. “We have all kinds of-”
 “I know what you guys serve, Y/N. I’m not a complete idiot.” 
 His deadpan retort came out in that unfamiliar voice of his, automatically ripping your eyes away from your notepad. 
 And there he was, peering up at you again. 
 But this time, his eyes were a lot more hooded - darker, even. Swimming with tension, his sharp jaw pulled taut in what appeared to be annoyance. 
 Before you could even get another word out, he was speaking again. In that raspy, deep tone, and you had no idea how you could get used to all of the changes at once. “I’ll take a coke- if that’s okay.” 
 You nodded, once, your tongue feeling like lead in your mouth. It was heavy and hard to move to form any more words, so you decided against talking and just flitted away from his table altogether with his order. 
 As you were passing by the open bar, you tossed Jordan, one of your coworkers, a pointed look. “Take care of table seven for me, will ya?” You motioned with a slight tilt of your head to where Felix was sitting across from the window. 
 Jordan frowned, eyes turning to slits as soon as he registered who was sitting at the table. The two of you had never been particularly friends, since he was a few years older than you. But he had been working as a waiter/bartender at AW for the past seven years and knew all of the regulars who came by. He also knew who Felix was, and what he meant to you. 
 “The little bastard giving you any trouble, darling?” He asked in a low voice as he slid a full glass of craft beer across the porcelain countertop to a waiting elderly man. “I can take care of him if you-”
 “What? No, no,” you said frantically, waving your hands in the air to stop him from going any further. Eyes shifting back to Felix, you registered the way that he was sitting there, shoulders slightly slumped in his seat, as he stared out the large window to his left side, examining the lapping waves of the seashore. “No- I just… I can’t handle all of… that tonight.” 
 Jordan gave you a soft smile, flashing a wink your way before he was back mixing another cocktail for a new customer. “You know I’ll always cover for your ass, baby girl.” 
 You giggled quietly at his absurd pet names. You knew that he was never seriously calling you any of them, but it was more in an affectionate, brotherly kind of way. Plus, he was viscerally gay, so you never had to worry that the nicknames were ever alluding to more than just a coworker-to-coworker friendship. 
 By the time you left the bar where Jordan was busily working and filed into the kitchen, you were once again swept up in the chaos of it all. Servers and managers bustling about, chefs shouting orders out at each other. And in no time at all, your mind was drowned in your work and you no longer could hold any space for the thought of him. 
 Yeji failed to catch sight of him in her busyness, which you were thankful for. She and Felix had been friends in high school, but no one had been as close to him as you had. At least, until your colossal fight on graduation night. Then, even you weren't close to Lee Felix.
 The night passed by rather quickly, as you heeded your parent's commands and helped out with the dinner rush as best as you could - taking orders, scrubbing dishes in the back of the kitchen, and cleaning up tables after customers had left their spots. 
 By the time closing hour was nearing at eleven o'clock, most of the customers had left for the night - save for a few couples dispersed throughout the place and a rowdy group of men who had steadily gotten drunker on their liquor as the hours passed. Jordan was somehow managing them swimmingly, playing into their flirtations and pouring them drinks that were ‘on the house,’ but really, just made a bigger cut in his tip paycheck.
 You were so invested and focused on your work at the register, as you sorted through all of the orders from that night, that you failed to notice the shadow that was slinking across the wall, coming towards you steadily. 
 But finally, the dark figure was upon you and snaking two strong arms around your waist, pulling you away from the front counter and pressing your back against a chiseled chest. 
 Already sensing who it was, you giggled softly and turned your head up to look into the eyes of your boyfriend, Chris, whom you had been dating for the past five years. He had always said that he didn’t want anything ‘too serious’ and that he was happy with just dating you until the last of his days. And to be honest, you weren’t complaining all that much. 
 Although, you sometimes got bothered by the thought of never getting to marry the man you had loved for so long. Once in a while, you’d get into this odd annoying spell where you’d be angry that he never wanted to make a complete and solid life with you - and instead wanted to continue dating happily like the two of you were still in high school. 
 But in the end, you always managed to push those frustrated thoughts away, deeming everything to be alright since you could do anything if it meant living the rest of your days out with the love of your life, Chris. 
 “When did you get here?” You asked, as you reached up and twisted a few fingers through his midnight coils. They were curly and stood up at all different ends, something you had always loved about him. That, and his killer body. 
 “Just a second ago- thought I’d surprise you and take you out to dinner after your long, hard day at work…” His voice trailed off, as his hands squeezed down on your shoulders, long fingers massaging the aches and pains away. 
 You felt a sly smirk already starting to spread across your mouth as you leaned into him and pressed a wanting kiss to his lips. When you pulled away, you were talking in a quiet voice. “Give me a few minutes, I’m almost done with my sorting.” 
 Just as you tried to escape from his grasp, Chris tightened his hold over you, arms encircling your waist and pressing your ass into the front of his sweatpants. You could feel the hardness there, just through the line of the thin fabric. 
 Oh, so we wanted the night to result in that kind of date. 
“Nah- I’m not letting you go,” he mumbled in a deep voice, mouth coming close to your ear as he whispered into it, warm breath fanning against the exposed span of your neck. “Been thinking about you all day baby, want you so bad tonight…” 
 He let the rest of his words trail off, forcing an ugly blush to bleed into either of your cheeks. Then he was spinning around so that he was completely facing you. The darkness of the restaurant cast a shaded glow over his broad shoulders, as he pressed into you with a sardonic smile plastered across his face. 
 “What’s so funny, mister?” You asked, tracing a finger over the line of his jaw as he tilted down into you and gave your nose a light peck. 
 “Nothing, just… I love riling you up like this when you’re at work. Feels… exhilarating.” 
 Then you had no time to react, as his face was moving and capturing your lips up in a lustful kiss. His mouth was plush and familiar against yours, and immediately, you were melting into his firm grasp, moaning softly at the way that one of his hands trailed down the curve of your ass, squeezing the covered skin there. 
 You guys were practically making out at the front counter of the restaurant, for everyone else to see. And in most normal circumstances, you’d feel embarrassed. But at the moment, you just felt overwhelmed with love and desire for your amazing, handsome boyfriend Chris. 
 As your fingers carded through his curly locks, bringing his face closer to yours as his tongue swiped across your bottom lip, asking for entrance, your eyes shot open. Scanning the entire room, your focus caught on the front door, and the person who was slipping out of it in silence. 
 And there he was, once again.
 Lee Felix. 
 Your once-best friend, 
 Your once long-time neighbor, 
 Your once-classmate for more than ten years. 
He was standing there at the front door, halfway stepping through it. But his body was turned around so that he was staring straight at… you. As you were practically getting groped by your boyfriend in the middle of Angel Waves, as your mouth was getting absolutely devoured by Chris’ lips. 
 And the look he gave you then, as your gazes locked in a shocking bout of tension, left you feeling both furious and confused all at the same time. 
 His eyes studied your form, which was so tangled up with your boyfriend’s at the moment. And even from across the room, you could see the feelings that crossed his coffee-brown irises as he watched you in silence. 
 There was sadness there, 
 And pain, too. 
 But also… 
 An irrevocable amount of… ire too. 
 The heat of jealousy that you found there burned like fire in the back of your throat, making your heart tumble around in your chest and the butterflies to flicker around in a frenzy just inside your stomach. 
 The sight of it all forced an agonizing zap of energy to course through your veins, rising your spine and causing gooseflesh to erupt across your skin. 
 Then, as quickly as you had registered it, it was all gone. 
 And he was leaving out the front door, the bell at the top of the glass jingling in the remaining trace of his departure. 
 There you stood, having to deal with the confusion that bled through your mind and the anxious jumbling that floated around your entire body. 
 And the worst part about it? 
 Was that the entire time, you had never stopped kissing Chris. 
 Never stopped yanking on his locks, allowing Chris to take parts of you in front of everyone else. 
 In front of… him. 
 You had continued to feverishly make out with your boyfriend, all the while your attention had been distracted on Lee Felix, and the way that he had stared at you so wholly and starkly. 
 Almost like, the two of you were playing in a silent battle of the wits. 
 With him, having always disapproved of your relationship with Christopher Bang. 
 And you, having been in love with Chris for the past eight years. 
 In the end, you had chosen your respective sides - what with you dating the love of your life, and Felix sitting on the sidelines, giving you an air of rebuttal as he stared on in barely masked disgust. 
 But you didn’t care what he thought. You weren’t living for him and you didn’t give two shits about any of his opinions. Especially after everything that had happened and from the way that you hadn’t spoken in literal years. 
 Yeah, you definitely didn’t care about what he thought. 
 So why, then, did the look he give you just before he left the restaurant, cause your heart to race so much? 
 Why did it cause a cold sweat to break out across your brow?
 Why did it flood your mind so much, that you could no longer focus on anything else? 
 Like an intoxicating drug, like the most lethal of poisons, he was infecting your entire being. 
 With his changed physique and persona and voice and… everything. 
 But especially, the way that he had glanced at you so sardonically. 
 So darkly. 
 So painfully. 
 So… 
 Sinfully. 
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I really enjoyed reading A-Z with chan and changbin, can you do one for lee know as well?
hellooooo!! here's lee know's version :D sorry for taking so looooooooooong :(
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A - Z with stray kids
paring: Lee Know x female!reader
warnings: harddom!minho, sub!reader, pussy eating, fingering, blowjob, praising, degradation, anal, taking photos naked, dirty talk, masturbation, calling reader whore and slut, bdsm, shower sex, crempie, public sex, getting caught, use of toys (vibrator), etc...
chan ver. | minho ver. | changbin ver. | hyunjin ver. | jisung ver. | felix ver. | seungmin ver. | jeongin ver.
A: aftercare (what they're like after sex)
minho knows that sometimes he goes really hard and rough with you during sex so first thing he does is asking you if everything's alright. i don't see him being too clingy with you most of the time. is not that he doesn't likes it. is just that he isn't a clingy or touchy person.
he would lay next to you on the bed, waiting for both of you calm down from those orgasm, yeah not just one ofc. then he would turn around, face you and admire your features, smiling to himself and falling in love with you one more time.
maybe he doesn't express his love towards you that often. maybe he doesn't tells that you are his everything or say i love you a bunch of times. but believe me, he really does.
there would be other times, where he wants you. want your touch. he would pull you over him, wrap his arms around your body and hide his face on your neck without saying anything, just enjoying each other's company.
and for sure there's a lot of teasing. he loves to do that ;)
B: body part (their favorite body part of theirs and their partner's)
here's another ass boy!!
this man here adores your ass. i mean... there's no doubt. the way he would smack your ass anytime. he could be just playing around with you. he could be just teasing you, that's normal of him. you could be having a making our session, a slap on your ass here and there. plus he knows that it turns you on by the way you whimper and squirm.
another thing he adores about your body are your lips.
sometimes you are just too close to him and he can't help it but stare at your lips, being hypnotized by them. his tongue would unconsciously wet his own lips from how needy he gets for devouring your mouth right then and there. the amount of scenarios running over his mind about your lips against his, a rough and needy kiss... he wants it.
his favorite part of his own body are his thighs ofc and upper body.
this man knows he's hot. and he loves to tease you every time he gets to. he uses to use baggy clothes, that's why when he has to wear tight clothes, those where he shows how built he is, it drives you crazy.
he'd catch you staring at your thighs for too long than usual, or his arms, chest. that's something that boosts his ego. he would tease you with a completely visible smirk on his lips.
C: cum (anything to do with cum)
minho's a healthy person. he likes to eat healthy food and pretty sure his cum has that slight sweet taste.
where does he likes to cum? over your ass, tits, lips or pussy. just anywhere he gets to put his mouth over. just as i said, he loves your lips so he'd cum in your mouth and spread some of his load over your lips so he can devore you, lick over your lips and taste himself.
also this man is quite possessive with what's his. and you are his, right? he adores to cum inside your pussy. is his way to mark you as his. he loves to stay inside your cunt, feeling your hole tightening around his fat cock, the way your legs are wrapped around his waist and your body shaking.
D: dirty secret
he absolutely adores when you're a brat.
he likes it when you suddenly try to be more dominant, tease him, disobeying whatever he ordered. he'd let you think that you got him, letting you take the lead for a couple of minutes. he would just sit back, having a playful smirk and chuckle. but then he would suddenly grab you, bend you back down over the mattress and pound into you roughly while telling you how pathetic you looked, really thought that you would be the dominant.
deep inside loves when you do that. just being able to shut your mouth by giving you a rough kiss, placing his hand on your jaw, forcing you to open your mouth so his tongue makes his way to explore your mouth.
pounding into that little pussy that he's claimed thousands of times as his. and he doesn't cares to do it again and again.
E: experience (how experienced are they?)
i think minho is quite experienced.
you weren't his first time. maybe he had sex with some other people before you appeared in his life but it was nothing serious, just for fun. maybe there's where he learned most things he knows now and that's the reason why he is just so good in bed. and he used to watch porn often. he had his needs...
F: favorite position
his favorite position may be doggy or missionary.
in doggy position, he's able to grab your ass, watch it jiggle in sync with his thrusts. he can grab your hair and pull it back. he is able to bend you down completely, just leaving your ass up and legs spread. he has the entire lead in that position and that's what he adores. plus, if you're into anal, he could change between both of your holes.
in missionary, he likes to place a pillow under your back so his pelvis is brushing over your clit at every thrust, pulling your legs over his shoulder and go fast and deep, also slow, making you moan so loud. he a d o r e s the sight of his cock buried deep inside you pussy or ass. he loves to see how your pussy lips are gripping him so tight.
G: goofy (are they more serious in that moment? are they humorous? etc.)
i think minho is a bit humorous before sex, maybe in the foreplay. he'd be teasing you, making you giggle over some silly comment he made. but while he is at the moment, he would be serious and focus on making you feel good and being possessive over you.
he'd be talking dirty stuff and letting out some moans but focusing on your pleasure first.
H: hair (how well groomed are they?)
i think this man likes to be trimmed or maybe completely shaved. he doesn't really cares about the hair but thinks that trimmed looks better or pretty? he wants to have a "clean" look down there and doesn't let it grow too long.
and about you? he doesn't cares neither you're shaved or not. he knows that hair grows normally on women too he doesn't thinks it's gross or something like that. but he cares about your health too, he'd help you if you want to trim some hair there too.
I: intimacy (how are they during the moment? in the romantic aspect)
during sex is the moment where he can forget about his shyness and be intimate with you he doesn't do it that often but at least once.. yes he's the dominant but he still can't handle his shyness whenever he wants to demonstrate or tell you those sweet things couples always do or tell to each others and show you how much he loves you with words or actions.
sometimes he would praise you, telling you how pretty and how he is so happy to have you. he'd tell you small "i love you"s but then he'd be back to that rough minho during sex.
J: jack off (masturbation headcanon)
i think minho jerks off often that sometimes you'd catch him in the act.
when he's far away and you're not around, he would go somewhere no one bothers him and immediately video-call you. he would start talking dirty to you, turning the camera around so you can see how hard he is even if his boxers and pants are still on.
he would ask you to do the same, strip your clothes and show your pretty little pussy to him on the camara, following his instructions and is not new that we would still tease you. minho would ask you to play with you boobs, play with your little clit over your underwear and once you are fingering yourself, he'd demand you to go slow unless he says so.
all while he strokes his cock at the sight of his pretty girlfriend obeying him like the good whore he's taught you to be with him.
K: kinks
degradation/praising: he adores to mix some praise and degradation when he is talking dirty to you. most if the time he doesn't mean it, you know that he just says it thanks to the horniness of the moment. but to be honest, you love it. "such a whore for me, hm? so needy... but looking so fucking pretty like this just for me, right hun?" "you're my slut, darling. no one else's"
dirty talk: this man isn't shy about telling you what he wants to do with you, where he wants to do it and how he wants to do it. he es pretty explicit with his words and just by the thought of those scenarios, he knows you can get so horny and needy for him.
bdsm: minho doesn't just likes vanilla sex with you but to go further. he likes to tie you up and see you beg for more. he likes to see you desperate since you are not able to touch him. this man loves you to enter in that sub-space and him being the dominant. sometimes you both can be switch.
and maybe some pet play...
L: location (favorite places to do it)
his favorite place to do it is the bedroom.
this place is just the most comfortable and private you could ever ask for. but minho is pretty open to do it wherever you ask.
once you both tried doing it in the shower. he didn't think it would be that good... that experience was the hottest. the glass turned all steamy for the heat, your moans sounder even better with echo, the sound of your wet skin slapping against each other and the water running all over your body... since then, minho would join you to take a shower every time he can.
M: motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
your body, your moans, your begs, your cries, your ass. just everything about you.
he loves whenever you wear lingerie or he gets to fuck you with your underwear on. you would start stripping but when you started pulling your panties down or tried to unclasp your bra, he would stop you immediately.
he'd just grind against your clothed pussy, wanting to see you wet them and make a mess, then pull them to the side and see your pretty cunt being soaked... his cock would slide easily and the sound of that wetness... has minho moaning.
he would bend over and undo your bra himself, exposing your chest and kiss your neck and down your boobs slowly, making sure to leave marks to show how possessive he's over you.
N: no (something they wouldn't do, turn-offs)
as rough as he could be, there's things that in his pont of view, he considers extreme and a big no like breath play. he's afraid that he won't know until what point you could resist and end up hurting you or much worse.
knife play, something related with blood or includes hurting you is a completely no.
also, as he's so possessive, he won't like sharing you with someone else. and even if he did, he would definitely have strict rules such as he is the only one who can cum inside you. he's the only one who can kiss your lips... and so.
O: oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc)
yes, he loves your warm throat and mouth wrapping his dick. he adores cumming inside your mouth and watch you struggle when it comes to take his entire length in your mouth. he absolutely adores when he's able to kiss your lips after you had given him head and milk him for a quite long time.
but... he can't change the feeling of being to be between your legs and devouring that sweet cunt of yours like a starved man. he'd eat you out and make you see stars with his tongue and fingers. his fingers are much longer and thicker than yours so you would moan louder and even more.
he won't stop until he has you squirting all over his face. he loves your face of embarrassment but, in his eyes, that was so hot. and definitely wants to repeat it again but this time with his cock.
P: pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc)
this man is a hard dom. so ofc he likes is fast and rough most of the time.
minho knows how to move his hips and at what pace to make your mind go blurry. those hard and deep thrusts, hand around your neck to keep you in place. shit. he loves you to become undone more than once on a day.
having you with you ass up and fast pounding, legs shaking and not being able to do more but grip on the blankets. cumming twice in less than two minutes thanks to how good he feels inside you... yes, minho can do that.
Q: quickie (their opinion on quickies, how often, etc)
minho likes them but ofc rather to have more time with you.
as i said, this man is always horny so he's happy every time he can be buried deep inside your pussy.
he could do it anywhere at anytime. he could pick you up and fuck you against the wall, put you over a table, bend you over somewhere and slam himself in.
or maybe lift your skirt he'd ask you to wear, have a taste of you and make you cum so quick. or unzipping his pants, needing your mouth so bad that it hurts...
R: risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc)
he could take risks as long as is not that extreme.
minho could try doing it in public places, he doesn't care about it at all. people staring doesn't bothers him. yes, he's possessive. but they can watch, not touch. and he's proud he's the only one able to touch your body. most of the rest of the kids had caught you both more than once already and he didn't care. he just kept going.
he's open to experiment with you, if you want it too. respecting boundaries too.
S: stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
i mean... this boy is a dancer. he has a great stamina. idk if that's a good or a bad thing lmao. but- i really think he could go all night-
you would be too tired for him to keep going the entire night and he could break you with his roughness. sometimes he would slow down and focus on some kisses all over your body, taking care of you and give you some time but then he would continue with the fast pace.
the next day you would need to sleep the whole morning and afternoon-
T: toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
minho would buy a vibrator to tease you... mhm
he would buy some bullet vibrator and ask you to put it inside when you both are going out. it doesn't matter if it's some important meeting or so, he would suddenly turn it on and play with the vibrations, speeds and the intensity of the toy.
he would really enjoy seeing you struggle in talking and acting like nothing else is happening.
you would end up running to his side and hug his arm, begging him to stop and turn it off or you'd cum soon and that's his goal...
oh and he would also buy some handcuffs :D
U: unfair (how much they like to tease)
minho is the king of teasing...
this boy here would tease you in any way possible, anywhere and anytime. with his words, with his body, when you both are alone or somewhere crowded, it doesn't matter to him.
and yes he can tease you all he want and you can handle it. but if you try to tease him, he handles it until some point (not too much) and if you keep teasing him after he has had enough... mhm, punishment maybe...
V: volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc)
minho is loudddddddddddd but not that vocal.
he would moan, not minding if someone hears or what they would think. he would groan, whimper, hiss. he just enjoys sex with you too much and he's grateful about it.
just as chan, he likes you to hear him close so he would make those sounds close to your ear and use them to turn you on in purpose.
he's even louder when you're giving him head and he's deep inside your throat. whenever you let him use your mouth as his own fleshlight, you drive him insane and he is a moaning mess.
and those curses under his breath. he's so hot for that omg.
W: wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
he has a hidden album of photos of you...
once you were taking cute pictures with his phone and you wanted to see the results but you ended up finding a hidden album on his gallery. since you knew the password, it wasn't too hard to get in.
you were shocked and at first you thought it was someone else's pictures but you have seen those marks of hickeys and bites somewhere else.
oh...
it was you. you have heart-shaped hickeys on your inner thighs made by minho yesterday. now you were completely blushed. a tomato.
there were more pictures. none of them shower your face but was photos of your cunt full of minho's cum. photos of your skin bruised with his hickeys and like marks he adores to see on your skin.
you trust on minho so much that you didn't really mind about them that you even took more yourself...
X: x-ray (let's see what's going under those clothes)
his boy is big. H U G E...
i would say that minho's cock is about 7.5-8 inches long and he's kinda thick. perfect to make you feel so full and reach those sweet spots inside your pussy. also the head of it it's slightly thicker than the rest of his dick.
minho is a little box of surprises...
Y: yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
i think that minho had the highest sex drive out of stray kids. idk. i see him being horny quite often and making dirty jokes every time he could. maybe even being dirty minded when someone say some random comment of you know what i mean... and you could tell that with the sudden smirk that he gave you.
Z: zzz (how quickly do they fall asleep afterward)
minho stays awake for a while more after you've fell asleep already. maybe he would clean the mess, pick up the clothes from the floor and organize everything so you won't have to do it once you're awake. once he's done with everything, he can get back to bed, hug you from your back and sleep peacefully with you after kissing your cheek and forehead.
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yeahspider · 10 months
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already over 🕸️
Ve’s note - sad angsty smut (kind of) felix x f. reader . lil drabble . it’s a lil sad . my bad . not proofread nsfw mdni . exes / fwb dynamic. not healthy at all but hey it’s whatever yk . abrupt ending ofc . enjoy .
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“we can’t keep doing this” . you say as you disconnect your lips from his . it’s been a stressful week for you and you chose to cope in the worst way possible . by falling in to bed with your ex . if your friends knew about your weekly night escape to his apartment they’d tell you off about it . saying that what you guys had was never good to begin with . but they wouldn’t get it . because they’ve never been loved by lee felix . they’ve never been on the receiving end of his sunshine smile or his breathtaking kiss . no they wouldn’t get why you keep coming back . it’s insatiable . your need for him . your inability to fight the cravings when they creep up on you . he is your everything . regardless of how things ended . your clothes had a permanent residence on his floor . your scent permeated his sheets . his bed like you more than him . his kisses left marks on your skin and thighs . you needed this . he needed this .
and felix felt the same way . he was afraid to the way he loved you . in an almost obsessive way he needed you . in anyway he could get it . even if it was only on nights where you’d disappear by the next morning . he missed when the sun would shine through his window and graze across your skin . he missed waking up and making breakfast with you . he missed you . but that’s all he could do was miss . what you guys had was over . he was the one that ended it . so he had no right to miss you .
you guys were just discussing how you would be better off as friends . felix inviting you over to watch a movie . but twenty minutes after that conversation your lips were reconnecting like they were never apart . how was he supposed to let you go when you’re already over .
this is the last time . felix said as he slipped inside you . the familiarity of your warmth making him shudder . the sight of you arching into as he goes in and out of you is something he’ll never forget . he knew he was lying and so did you . but you could never get enough of each other . it would never be over . you were selfish . you were each other .
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cheegu3 · 1 year
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Hiiii! Is it possible to request a part 2 of bully felix x fem reader? I can't stop thinking about what he would do next, like how is he going to get rid of the new guy? Will he try to win y/n's heart? How?
ofc, ty for requesting!! I hope you like it <3 :))
happy valentines,,
tw / trigger warning: yandere themes, bullying, name-calling, sexual themes, swearing
wc: 3.2k
pairing: bully!felix x f.m!reader
Lee felix - bully pt.2 ;
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Only mere hours had passed since Felix overheard you refer to the new guy as ‘’ your boyfriend ‘’.
When he saw you that same afternoon kissing him by the lockers, that was when he officially lost it - lunging straight for the poor guy, practically strangling him as his hold around his collar tightened while they stared at each other.
You didn’t know how to react. At first you only stared, confused at your bully's behaviour. He hated you so why would he attack your boyfriend? Was it his way of continuing his torture, making sure that you’d be forever unhappy, so now that he saw how happy your boyfriend was making you - he’d try to take him away too?
The thought made you panic and you tried to catch Felix’s attention by putting your hand over his that was grabbing your innocent boyfriend.
‘’ Who is this, y/n? ‘’ was all your boyfriend managed to say, in choked breaths as the pressure around his throat was increasing.
‘‘ Um, my..my bully ‘‘ 
You avoided his eyes, still looking at Felix. His expression was confusing you. There was a mixture of emotions behind his eyes - anger, satisfaction and maybe even jealousy.
You furrowed your brows.
‘‘ Felix? F- ‘‘ your breath got caught in your throat as the familiar fear kicked in as soon as he finally laid his eyes on you.
He of course didn’t fail to notice it, lips curving up into a smirk momentarily before the angry expression overtook again.
‘‘ Why are you doing this? If you’re angry...take it out on me! He didn’t do anything! ‘’
His head snapped towards you, a sinister smile decorating his beautiful features.
‘‘ Okay ‘‘ he said, letting go of your boyfriend immediately.
You let out a sigh of relief - way too early, as he grabbed a hold of your wrist and dragged you into the bathroom.
Your breath quickened as you knew the inevitable was coming; memories of his harsh punishments in the bathrooms came flooding back to you, his mocking face coming into view to relish your suffering, making the whole thing even worse.
Watching as he locked the door like he always did, you backed away slowly, eyes never leaving his form cautiously.
Felix smiled at your reaction, he must’ve been reminded of the memories too. It didn’t take many seconds of silence before he instead grabbed the collar of your uniform, pushing you against the wall like he had done to your boyfriend just a few seconds ago.
‘‘ I bet you don’t even feel bad ‘‘ he muttered to himself, anger flashing in his eyes as he stared you down ‘‘ Shameless slut ‘‘.
Your eyes widened in surprise. He had never called you that before. What had you done wrong?
‘‘ What did I do? ‘‘ 
You both stared at each other for a long time. Confusion crept up on your face again. Why didn’t he say anything now?
Felix swallowed hard. He was trying to calm himself down as he was terrifyingly close to revealing his plan to you and acting out emotionally.
So after just staring at you he left without a word. You scoffed incredulously and looked at the mirror to straighten out your uniform again.
What is wrong with him? 
Your reflection tilted its head and you stared at the mirror for a long time trying to come up with an explanation. Eventually you gave up, remembering your poor boyfriend was probably waiting outside thinking you were being beat up in the bathroom.
You hurried out and turned your head both ways to look for him, but to your surprise he wasn’t there. In the distance, two guys walked together - with one of them, the blonde one, having his arm around the dark haired one.
You felt a bit sad that your boyfriend had just left you, but quickly shook it off and picked up your stuff. Mentally cursing Felix for bothering you and yet again leaving your stuff scattered on the floor.
*******
You went home that day without your boyfriend by your side like usual. It felt strange, something kept telling you that things weren’t right. He didn’t answer his phone when you called or texted either.
But there wasn’t much to do about it anyway. You couldn’t go over to his house because his strict parents didn’t know about you two dating yet - all you could do was bite your tongue and pray that he was okay.
As the evening went on a text popped up on your phone, making it light up in your dark bedroom as you were studying. 
Even from far away you could see that it was your boyfriend’s name on the notification and you quickly dropped everything to read it.
bf &lt;3: ‘‘ Let’s talk tomorrow ‘‘
You looked puzzled at the text. An unsettling feeling growing in the pit of your stomach.
It didn’t feel like the most normal thing to text someone after that meeting with Felix. Was he mad at you for not telling him you were getting bullied maybe? Either way, you couldn’t stop your emotions from taking over and texting, the panic painfully obvious in how quickly you responded.
y/n: ‘’ Why? ‘’
But a few minutes passed and no matter how hard you stared at the display screen - a text never came.
You sighed and put the phone down, trying to the best of your abilities to get to sleep not long after. Eventually the text exited your constantly worried mind as exhaustion from the long day took over instead, letting you fall into a slumber.
The next day was the weekend. You assumed your boyfriend would come over to your house or call and ask to meet somewhere since you couldn’t go to school.
The first thing you did when you woke up was check your phone.
0 new notifications.
You started chewing your lip anxiously as your fingers pressed the call button. He surprisingly picked up after a few ring-signals.
‘‘ Hello? ‘‘
‘‘ Hi ‘‘ he answered.
‘‘ Where do you wanna- ‘‘
‘‘ I’m outside your house ‘‘ he interrupted, and the call ended abruptly.
You let him in and he went up your bedroom, barely glancing at your parents who looked at each other in shock. Inside, he gestured for you to sit on your bed and you obliged, waiting for him to speak.
You didn’t know why, but your heart was drumming fast inside your chest. His expression was hard to read to make it all worse and he was pacing back and forth.
‘‘ A guy told me yesterday that you cheated on me, with him ‘‘ he finally blurted out, an expression of disgust appearing on his face, which made him unable to look at you.
Your heart sank.
‘‘ W-what? I would never do that ba- ‘‘ you stood up, trying to reach out for him but he pushed you off harshly making you back away.
‘‘ Who said that? Tell me their name? ‘‘ tears were starting to form in your eyes and you frantically tried thinking of who he was talking about.
He rolled his eyes.
‘‘ Does it matter,? We’re done. Don’t ever fucking talk to me again ‘‘
Those were his last words, sure to stay ringing in your ears for the rest of the day as he slammed the door behind him, once again leaving you in silence.
*******
You spent the rest of the weekend crying. It wasn’t due to sadness, mostly it was due to how wronged you felt. It was unfair; you hadn’t done anything yet you were being punished.
A perfect relationship that had only just started, ruined just like that. For something that wasn’t even true. Why? Who would do that to you?
As the week approached and you mentally prepared for going back to school, you kept thinking of just that. Who hated you enough to do that? Felix was definitely the top answer but it didn’t make sense.
He hated your guts and always made fun of you, saying you’d never find love because you were ugly and unlikable and always reminding you of how no one wanted to be around you.
It would make more sense for it to be one of the girls - those that seemed to hate your guts almost as much as Felix but didn’t show it outwardly like him. They preferred to gossip and isolate you from them instead.
Maybe it was one of the girl’s that found your boyfriend attractive, their jealousy leading to sabotage. Yet, you still felt unsure. Having rounded down on the suspects didn’t help, you knew you needed to go to school to see who was the happiest after you’d gotten dumped.
So, on Monday morning you got ready like you always did and walked by yourself - the void that your boyfriend usually had filled was very noticeable now as you once again walked alone to school.
Memories of past school-mornings came back to you, making those painful feelings rise to the surface.
Walking alone was always hard for you. You were scared that people were staring and whispering, and as you reached the school and saw people whisper to each other upon seeing you - you really wished your favourite person was there to make you feel safe and calm like he usually did.
Keeping your head low you entered the building and walked straight to the classroom to avoid people.
Just as you were about to reach your designated seat, a gentle hand tugged on your arm. It was a girl, another shy one just like you that would get picked on quite frequently. 
You hadn’t talked to each other much, but you always stood up for each other since you knew what it felt like to get bullied - unlike your other classmates who were just bystanders. 
For that, you appreciated each other silently.
‘‘ Um...y/n, can you come outside for a moment? ‘‘ her eyes avoided you, gaze instead looking at the floor.
You gave her a warm smile, feeling grateful she was the one to tug on your sleeve and not your bully. For a second, your heart had stopped since you were used to Felix being the only one to even acknowledge your existence at school; although knowing the way he was, it would be way better to be completely invisible to everyone.
You followed her without any objections, because you trusted her. She was different from the others and would never do anything cruel to you or let you get harmed.
The hall was quiet since most students had retreated to their classrooms. But you heard a few faint male voices in the distance. They weren't visible in the hall however, it was just you and the girl from your class.
She seemed a bit anxious, eyes were constantly searching up and down the hall as if someone was standing there and watching her every move.
'' Well, this is a bit awkward...'' she laughed humourlessly and finally turned her attention towards you.
You raised your eyebrow, urging her to continue. The class was about to start soon and as much as you'd prefer staying outside to talk, you didn't want to get into trouble.
'' It's about your boyfriend '' you immediately straightened up upon hearing him get mentioned.
What could this be about?
'' Okay '' was all you could think of saying.
'' He was at a party last weekend and...me and him- '' she stopped, eyes full of guilt as she hesitated to continue.
'' What? ''
'' We uh, slept together ''
She hurriedly got the last part out and then avoided your eyes again, maybe she was scared of your reaction - thinking it was going to be violent or perhaps disappointed but you only felt confused.
For as long as you'd known her, she hadn't been to a single party. After every weekend when you'd see each other she would tell you of how her weekends always consisted of studying diligently at the library.
You remember always reacting in awe to hearing that, wishing you were just as ambitious and disciplined when it came to studying.
Maybe you were overthinking it though, people who study hard can of course also party once in a while and it made it all feel like your boyfriend's sudden accusations made more sense.
It was a classic case of projection. He was the one cheating so he accused you of doing it and then ended it before you'd find out, feeling too guilty of his actions.
'' Y/n? ''
'' Hm? ''
You probably must've zoned out while thinking, and now you felt a bit apologetic as she looked like her anxiety had ten-folded while you'd been quiet after she had dropped the bomb.
'' I didn't know you went to parties ''
She looked like you had caught her off-guard, eyes widening and lips parting but no words coming out of them.
'' It's okay, don't worry '' you smiled, trying to make her feel better.
'' Also, thank you. You made it all make more sense, he actually broke up with me a few days ago '' you added.
It didn't make her relax like you thought it would. Instead it looked like she already knew that.
Had the news really spread that fast?
Even though you thought you were about 50% over your boyfriend after spending the whole weekend crying, you still spent the rest of the school day zoning out while visions of him cheating kept flashing in your mind.
It was hard to focus and by the time the school bell rang you were sure the teacher would call your parents and scold you for not paying attention.
At this point you really couldn't care less though. You just wanted to get home to your comfortable bed and cry your eyes out again.
You gathered your things quickly and were one of the first to head out. On the way, you noticed someone in the corner of your eye. They sped up by the sound of it, their feet scraping the gravel underneath.
When they were really close, you suddenly whipped your head around - alarm bells ringing in your head making you think the person was going to attack you.
'' Felix? ''
Your bully blinked at you, almost looking as confused as you were like he hadn't just snuck up on you.
He felt incredibly awkward, this was almost the end of his plan that had started about a few days ago.
FLASHBACK
'' Your little girlfriend is in there-'' Felix pulled your boyfriend back by his arm as he tried to enter the bathroom. '' She's fine, idiot ''
'' Now you will listen to me and do exactly as I say ''
The blonde male laid an arm around the other boy's shoulder. To outsiders they might look like good friends or just two guys having a casual conversation.
But on the inside, a much more twisted conversation was taking place between the two of them.
Felix lead your boyfriend out into the schoolyard, away from everyone who might be lurking and risk overhearing them.
Here he once again pushed the poor guy up against the wall, but this time he was clutching a small pocket-knife in his hand.
'' You will break up with, y/n ''
'' But- '' protests began spilling out of his mouth, causing your bully to push the knife ever so slightly into the flesh of his neck.
If he applied any more pressure, blood would soon trickle out and cover his knife.
'' What did I tell you? '' he warned, voice low.
'' To- to listen and do exactly as you say? '' your boyfriend's voice was starting to shake in fear.
He wasn't too surprised by the fact someone who was capable of bullying was also carrying around a knife and able to threaten others, without any ounce of guilt in their eyes - but he still didn't expect, a bully - your bully, to demand he breaks up with you.
That didn't make any sense to him.
'' Good '' the knife was retracted a bit '' You will break up with her before the end of the weekend, accuse her of cheating and say that someone came forward and told you so ''
Felix thought for a moment, a sinister smile creeping up on his contrasting innocent features.
'' And, to make it seem more believable. Ignore her texts and calls so she thinks you're mad at her, then call her and suddenly say you're outside her house ''
Your boyfriend held back his tears, swallowing the lump of guilt and sadness that was starting to form in his throat.
'' You have to pull it off, never break character. Think of it as...acting ''
'' If you don't '' he came even closer now, their noses being mere inches from touching.
'' I will kill your entire family, as soon as the clock strikes 12:01 on Monday ''
'' Do you get it? ''
And so, your boyfriend had no choice but to obey the monster. As much as he wanted to believe the boy in front of him wasn't capable of murder, and that even if he was, there was a chance for him to escape with his family and you - it all felt very hopeless in that moment.
Maybe he took the easy route, but this way you wouldn't be harmed either.
All Felix had to do now was find a girl, threaten her and sit back and relax as the show would unfold, all according to his plan.
*******
'' What are you doing here? '' you stared at him, getting ready to run away in case he'd bully you here where no one could see you.
He gave you a warm smile and his eyes softened, for the first time ever. You had never seen him look at you like that before.
'' Sorry- I heard the news '' Felix tried his best to give you an innocent look, big puppy eyes that he'd hope would complete his performance he was now putting on in front of you.
'' Well, it made me think and I felt kind of bad for you '' he continued.
You gasped and then scoffed a bit in disbelief. You weren't sure if he was playing another one of his cruel jokes on you again.
'' I won't bully you anymore, and I actually know what it's like to be all alone '' he stepped closer and you flinched.
'' If you don't mind, I'd like to walk you home ''
He flashed you another smile again, his eyes crinkling and it was so well-done you actually believed it.
Once the initial discomfort wore off, you nodded as you saw he looked pretty genuine.
So you let him walk you home. Unaware that when he said bye to you at your doorstep - he wanted nothing more than to barge inside, kiss you and do all kinds of things to you just like he had spent most of his days daydreaming about.
But he knew better, he knew he had to play the long game to win you over and that was exactly what he was going to do.
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softie00 · 1 year
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TO THE MOON 🌙
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pairing; lee know x reader
warnings; fluff, established relationship, minho is away so long distance, bunch of texting and calls, reader feeling a bit upset, lil angst, crack, brat reader, humour, teasing, minho showing appreciation, love gestures, images, use of jagi, birthday wishes and a surprise.
words; 2k+
a/n enjoy for whoevers birthday that comes by❣
summary; it's your birthday, minho asked what you wished to have only for you to ask for something which is quite the impossible, or is it not when you have such a considerate lover?
[Minho💜] how are you feeling jagi?
[Minho💜] omg it's your birthday soon!!!
[Minho💜] im going to make sure im the first person to wish you ok
You smiled as you glanced at the text messages your boyfriend Minho was sending right now, it was your birthday in a few hours and you couldn't wait to get wished by him.
[You] just missing you babe 🥺 wish u was here
[You] hehe you better be 😤 or else
[Minho💜] we'd be seeing each other tommrow finallyyy then i can wish you properly, hug kiss you and everything
You bite your lip, you cannot wait for it either. It's been way to long without his presence.
[Minho💜] ofc baby how could i forget my precious jagi's birthday?
You're grinning in excitment at the thoughts of Minho finally arriving and immediately rushing to hug you tight. His kisses which you miss very dearly will soon be on your skin.
[You] I've missed you so much minho I can't wait 💗 ur so cute
Delivered
God it's been so long since you both have met up, his busy schedule unfortunately requires him to be out of the states often leaving to you both just texting, face time and phone calls.
Though lately it's been a bit less. And you know he's busy. It's not fair to blame him but sometimes you just miss having Minho near you, where you can wrap yourself in to his arms.
You're more excited about seeing your boyfriend than anything else, really. But seeing him say these words warm up your heart and reduce any negative thoughts you've had.
He loves you. He does. He says it everyday without doubt.
You remember one time Felix slyly captured a picture of Minho looking completely immersed through his phone screen late at night.
And when Felix peeked up and see what was keeping his attention, oh it was you.
[Felix] yo y/n
[Felix] ur man is whipped
[You] ??
[You] what happened now
[Felix] he's looking at pics of both of u
[Felix] before he goes to sleep what a sap
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[Felix] don't tell him I told u
[You] omg...
[You] that's so cute ??
After that thanks to Felix, you realised how deeply Minho loves you. Not that he doesn't say it, of course he does. But there are moments where he sometimes shows love in other ways which only makes you endear him more. And ofcourse Minho got teased for it by the members which made him fluster.
All you could think of during that time is how badly you want to be near him. To hold him, touch him, cuddle him. To tell him how loved he is with your gentle kisses. Your poor little heart couldn't stop looking at that image sent, to know your boyfriend religiously looks at your images/videos together before he falls asleep, making your heart melt.
To know after his long scheduled days he still finds time for you. Minho always made sure he did, you was his life. His routine starts with you and finishes with you, despite the distance. If only you knew how much energy he gets just by seeing your angelic face.
His worries all wash away. Having a bunch of dance choreographys to do and memorise can become very challenging some days more than others, however during those moments he turns his phone screen on and looks at his wallpaper of the two of you for ease.
As you watch the time tick closer to 12, some thoughts creep back in. Will he be the first to wish you? What if he falls asleep since it's so late there? The constant thoughts begin to form. He didn't reply back to your last message, so what if he has gone to sleep.
If only things were different and the two of you were in close proximity right now.
You sighed whilst watching the time, it's already 11.59pm yet no sign of any message from Minho at all.
Maybe he has gone to sleep.
You know he's always over working, right?
He barely catches a break.
It's okay, it's okay. He can do it tommrow morning too. Even that works.
You muttered to yourself, trying to convince yourself for the lack of response. But you won't lie how it would upset you when he mentioned he would do it.
Already you felt sick of your thoughts constantly watching the screen. You took a deep breath, closing your phone screen whilst you leave it on the table.
Just as you try to walk off and shift your mind, until your phone rings.
Incoming call Minho💜
You immediately jump. Your heart is speeding at the sudden ringing. He called. At exactly 12am. Letting out a little, no loud squeak as you jump around the room. You finally try to calm yourself down with some breaths.
Moving your thumb over to accept the call and talk, Minho has started already singing away.
"Happy birthday to you, Happy birthday to you, Happy birthday my precious darling lovely angel Y/N, happy birthday to youuuuu." Minho managed to whip out despite having the others in his room, which all you could think of is how deep his voice sounds, smiling away.
God, your heart still is pacing fast. Thanks to Minho's sweet but deep voice during this time for making you heated.
"Minho, thank you s-so so m-much." You stuttered, feeling so much overwhelmed at this given moment. However, Minho can tell there's a bit of hesitance to your words. "Y/N is everything okay?" He asks genuinely.
How are you meant to tell him that you thought he wouldn't wish you, feeling like you sound stupid, you huffed, scratching the side of your neck, "N-Nothing babe it's just silly.."
"Nothing is silly, tell me jagi."
"Well I don't even know what to say," you chuckled, "I guess I miss you very much Minho. And because these days we speak a bit less, I thought maybe you won't wish me tonight."
Minho instantly felt his heart sank at your words. Unfortunately with their new album and releases, he's had less time to be talking and he wishes he could just change that and return to you.
"I'm so sorry precious, but I love you. Even if I had to stop my work in order to wish you, I would. I could careless about that stuff, I care about you."
You felt a slight tear drop down, screw your hormones for feeling extra emotional today. You speak up slowly, "Thank you for being so sweet Minho." You try to lighten to mood up, "But that was proven wrong when I heard my phone ring and I just ended up jumping around like crazy-"
"Fuck how cute can you get?" He laughs, imagining you just looking cute as ever jumping around. "Now tell me, was I the first to wish you?" He asks cockily, he loves to be the first that does everything with you.
"Yes babe." You excitedly answer.
You can't see his smile but he is smiling, real hard right now.
"That's good, because I wanted to be the first to wish you and tell you how amazing you are, how blessed I am to have you in my life. You make my life, Y/N. Morning and night all I think of is you. Your cute giggles, your beautiful smile that can turn a bad day to good. Having your arms around my waist while you cutely snuggle. Your mind, your laughter, your presence. Everything about you Y/N, is special."
God, you feel like tearing up again. You sometimes think what you did to deserve such a wonderful boyfriend who cares about you so much and always reassuring you.
"Minho, you're going to make me cry for being this cute." You whined, voice becoming softer.
"I know, you're upset I'm not there right now but Y/N, I promise I will be there soon. God I can't wait to take you out to different places and feed you, buy you gifts and give you all my love and kisses." He expresses with love, as he thoughts of tommrow come seeing you all cute and dressed up for him.
"Ughhhh im so excited, I just need you right now babe," You whined cutely. You cannot wait for it all either, to be with the love of your life and spend your lovely day.
"Me too Y/N, but still is there any gift you'd like to have?" He asks gently, Which makes you ponder and maybe you do want to tease him a little too.
"Can I get anything?" You raised a brow.
"Of course love. Anything you want." He affirms, only for you to tease him.
You responded, "Hmmm, can you get me the moon?" As you bit your bottom lip to suppress a laugh.
Minho felt slight confusion at your wish, "The moon?"
"With my name on it." You proposed. "Saying Y/N is the best."
Minho cackled as his hand brushes past his hair, "Baby I don't think that's possible to get. It's beyond our reach." He explains on, only for you to stay stuck on it.
"But you said you'd get me anything I want!"
Honestly you live for teasing your boyfriend a lot. If only you could see his face right now, you'd burst out. So you continue further.
"Yes but unfortunately I'm not that financially stable to get that for you, Y/N." He sighs cutely. I mean, if he was a billionaire then sure that could be sorted.
"Hmmm, they always said if he wanted to he would," You frowned as you roll your eyes playfully. And maybe it worked, because all he's doing right now is twirling his soft hair thinking thoughts.
"Y/N you're so stubborn babe," He groans feeling defeated.
But suddenly replies, "Actually give me a minute or 2 I'd be back."
Oh? Did you perhaps say something wrong? Did someone wake up? Did you take it too far?
Maybe you shouldn't have said this when it's so late in time for him.
Which made you quickly try to redeem yourself, "Minho i was just joking babe." But you find yourself with no response at all.
A minute seems like eternity when you're overthinking but thankfully you're able to hear some shuffling now from his end which means he's still around.
30 seconds
60 seconds
Still nothing.
God, why was you feeling so nervous all of a sudden? You start to walk around your room, trying to wait and think of what Minho could possibly be doing.
Why is time suddenly moving so slow?
The nerves got you biting your nails, phone placed against your ears waiting for Minho voice already.
2 minutes passed. Nothing. You walk around in circles, until your ears perked up at his deep voice.
"Check your messages right now," He ordered, returning back only to make you feel even nervous. Now it's gotten you thinking what could it be.
"I'm scared now" You slightly giggle as you bite your nail but Minho was reassuring you once again. "Don't be baby, just check."
"Alright."
You start to flick through your phone and opened up your text message thread between you both, only to be left stunned.
[Minho💜]
[Minho] ahhhh jagi I'm in space
[Minho] this is so fun
[Minho] wait let me focus
You looked at the texts sent and felt so confused, trying to decipher his messages.
[You] babe what's going on ??
[You] im confused
[You] minho are u drunk
Minho typing...
[Minho] no im not drunk!!
[Minho] wait
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[Minho] im there jagi
[Minho] damn im floating this is so cool
The way you just burst in to a laughter fit. Minho always had a funny sense of humor but this was absolutely hilarious. What even is this game, you thought.
[You] omg why are u like this
[You] babe I'm laughing so hard u look so cute in that fit
[Minho] because someone decided to be a brat 🤨
[Minho] thank u jagi, i look pretty handsome dont i
[You] excuse meeee
[Minho] just got hit on the head by an asteroid
[You] HAHAHAHA
[Minho] u think this is funny??
[Minho] i am suffering
[You] karma sweetie 😘 maybe it'll help u think straight
[Minho] how dare youuu
[Minho] are u implying im stupid
You giggled as you continue poking fun at your boyfriend, he's just so cute.
[You] yes stupid
Minho is typing...
[You] stupid for me <33
[Minho] brat
[Minho] im getting closer to the moon now, had a fight off with jupiter
[You] oh really babe
[You] did u win
[Minho] ofcourse I am on a mission for my jagi i gotta fight for you 😤
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[Minho] ha beat his ass
[You] where is the moon then
[Minho] patience jagi
[Minho] don't be a brat
[You] hehe I'm waiting ❣ patiently
[Minho] good girl
You cheeks flared at the pet name, waiting for more details on your boyfriend's little adventure.
[Minho] ahhhhhhh
[Minho] went thru so much to get this 🥲 u ready?
[You] im ready
You don't really know what he was asking you for, playing along with him as he continues only be be left rather surprised.
[Minho] img.5
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He did not.
Your mouth opened wide in shock, eyes bulged out in admiration what's on your screen. A gush of wind almost pushing you away, having to maintain composure with a hand on the table for support. Your face flushed in heat whilst you smiled, ears turning red. You was gasping for air, as the jolt flew all around your body.
You can't believe Minho just, did that.
As your still lost in daze, your phone is making a bunch of sounds which was the only thing to snap you back into reality. The vibrations along with your own, your shakey hands places the phone back on your ear.
"You told me to fetch the moon so I fought with the stars, I brought it with your name written across." He continued on speaking already causing you to burst. Your boyfriend was this romantic? "Since your my moon, will you help me find the way back to your heart?" He flirts, causing you to have one massive meltdown.
You gasped so hard with a fluttering heart, "Fuck fuck, Minho I'm so lost for words- my god. This is so... wow... I can't even begin to express the words.. you did this? For me?" your voice getting soft in fondness for the gift. Not only do you feel butterflies but the entire zoo. You're visibly shaken, a hand creeping over your mouth.
You've never had anyone do this. Never anyone who went out their way to do such sweet gesture. This was probably the most wholesome gift you've had. Not thinking your boyfriend just playing a random game would be so sweet?
And that's why Minho left you for a little whlle. He wanted to give you this joy out of love. God, he only had wished he could get the moon itself.
He grins, "Of course Y/N, it's your birthday and your wish is my command jagi.''
"I was just being a brat babe." You sighed quietly, only being playful with him not expecting anything at all.
"And i like it when you're being a brat," he truthfully answered, making you instantly feel flustered. "So did you like it?"
"Liked is an understatement because this just made me fall for you a thousands times more than I ever did, really Minho. I'm so fucking happy yet shocked- this is perfect the most wholesome gift I've received, i am so so grateful to have such a considerate partner."
Minho tugged his ear, you was just as amazing he thinks. But he wanted to tease you, "You better be, my head still hurts getting hit ahhhh." He whines loudly, making you laugh at his dramatic side.
"I am very very happy" you continue before placing the phone above your lips sending a kiss, "Here's a kiss for your cute head." If only you saw the way he was grinning right now, scratching his head.
And that's what he wanted, to see you so so happy that you never feel any kind of emotion except happiness. He felt satisfied knowing you liked the gift.
"Good, because i'm so happy that you're happy babe. You deserve this and so much more. God I wish I could get the actual-"
You quickly interrupted him because what could be better than this? "Nope, babe this is the best thing ever ok? I love you so much Minho, thank you for everything you do." You expressed wholeheartedly.
A smile crept on to his face, feeling the warmth of your love, "You're wonderful Y/N, so cute and kind. I love you." He professed.
"To the moon?" You giggle.
"And back."
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bbyquokka · 2 years
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hello! i recently found your blog and adore your writing and was wondering if you could write ot8 reaction to you getting your nipples pierced 👀 if you’re not comfortable writing all of them specifically felix, han, and lee know 💕
hii! im so glad you adore my content! thank you for your request and for being patient. i hope this is what you wanted. this is my first ot8 reaction so please let me know your thoughts and opinions on this! 💭
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skz reacts to you getting your nipples pierced •°. *࿐
➥ pairing: all x fem!reader
➥ genre: smut [suggestive themes] MDNI
➥ synopsis: you get / have your nipples pierced.
➥ warnings: piercings, implications of nipple and breast play, photo taking during intimate moments - if i missed any, lmk!
➥ words: 1.6k
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ʚ Bang Chan ɞ
He'd come with you to the piercing shop. He'd be holding your hand and watching with very beady eyes to make sure the piercer is going their job [ofc they are. chan is just very protective]
You'd be fine with it, the pain wasn't as bad as you thought however, Chan would be the one cringing, asking you countless times if you're okay
As you're healing, he would be very gentle and careful with you. He doesn't want to cause you any more discomfort. He'd be handing you painkillers and ice cold compress.
He'd want to help you clean up your fresh piercings so you would allow him to. Standing in the bathroom, you'd show him how to clean them. Chan would be hyper focused, watching you to make sure he gets it right
Nipple piercings take a while to heal so that means no touching. Chan wouldn't mind it at the beginning but as time goes on, he's dying for a touch. He just wants to play with your nipples, flick his tongue over the bars, just one little touch is all he wants.
ʚ Lee Know ɞ
You got it done whilst you was drunk (don't ever get a piercing whilst drunk, terrible idea btw) thinking it was a good idea
it was, until you got home and fell asleep. You awoke the next morning with a pain in your breasts. You rushed down to Minho and practically flashed him "Look!! I have my nipples pierced!"
The poor man wouldn't know where to look, blood rushing south in an instant. He's angry at you for doing something so reckless but at the same time, he cannot deny the fact that it looks so attractive to him
He knows not to touch whilst healing but he just wants to. So much so that he'd often find himself fantasizing about playing with your nipples
He's ecstatically to know that you're finally healed because that meant he can have a lot of fun with them.
ʚ Changbin ɞ
Changbin would be unsure about it. He cannot decide whether he loves them or not. He's supportive in whatever you do to your body (it is your body after all), he's just not sure
It's not that he's not a fan of body mods, it's just, he knows the dangers and how long it takes for nipples to heal – especially with his own knowledge about the human body due to training.
In his mind, he's looking out for you, which is sweet of him. You know Changbin isn't 100% sure but you went to get them pierced regardless.
You kept it a secret for some time, making excuses when you and Changbin would be intermit with each other. "It's been a long day." "I'm tired." "Maybe tomorrow, Binnie."
Being the sweetheart that he is, he'd understand however he cannot help but feel like you're hiding something for him. It wasn't until you was getting undressed and Changbin accidently walked in on you
His eyes naturally gazed down to you breasts, the metal bar between your nipples showing. His mind went blank. He always thought he wouldn't be too keen on nipple piercings, yet here he is, stood in front of you with a raging hard on.
You'd splutter, trying to hide your breasts because you're worried about what Changbin will think. You didn't want him to hate them, that's for sure so when he found out accidently, you was so sure he would freak out
He took you by surprise when he walked to you, cupping your breasts in his hands. His gaze fixated on the bar that was through your nipples. He would ask you whether it hurts or not and if you was healed.
He'd be hyper fixated on your breasts during intimate time. his hands never leaving you breasts, tongue contently flicking over your bud.
"I thought I wouldn't be so keen, yet here I am, unable to keep my hands off you."
ʚ Hyunjin ɞ
Hyunjin would love the idea of you getting your nipples pierced – he'd even get one himself if he was brave enough
We all know Hyunjin is super artistic so for the next month's, your breats/nipples are all he would draw. No one would that it's your breasts he is constantly drawing. There's just something artistic Hyunjin finds in you having your nipples pierced.
Sometimes, he would ask for you to pose for him. Dressing you in nothing but a sheer top so your nipples could be seen. You'd feel shy, posing for Hyunjin in such a lewd way, but you didn't hate it – you love that Hyunjin adores your decorated nipples.
During intimacy, Hyunjin would he quick to pull out his camera and snap a few photos (possibly videos) of you. He'd stash them away in a secret folder, to save for a rainy day.
ʚ Jisung ɞ
He'd be the one to suggest a nipple piercing, claiming it would look oh so attractive on you. (he most likely saw some anime girl that looked like you with her nipples pierced 🤷🏻‍♀️)
What he didn't bank on, is that in reality, it looked a thousand times better than what he thought.
The poor boy wouldn't know what to do or where to look. Having to wait for them to heal would be torture to him.
When they are healed, oh boy, it's like something deep within him has come out. we all know Jisung had some perverted tendencies to him so its not surprise he would request you to wear no bras, sheer / revealing clothing.
When in public, Jisung would a hundred percent have to drag you to the public restrooms, due to the fact that he cannot get your breasts out off his mind (and the fact your wearing little to no clothing underneath your coat)
Soon, your nipples would get sore and tender from Jisung playing with them too much. The poor boy just don't know when to stop. whilst your poor nipples are healing (once again), Jisung would result to taking photos, much like Hyunjin, saving them in his folder specifically named 'wank material'
He's so in love with your piercings that he would buy the majority of your nipple jewellery. It would range from pink bars, hearts, bats, explicit wording – you name it! If Jisung thinks it looks nice on you, he buys it. although, he does like the pink, glittery hearts, they give that 'innocent' affect on you and he loves it.
ʚ Felix ɞ
Felix loves your body, body mods or not. When you show him your piercings for the first time, he would be stunned
Like Changbin, he doesn't hate it but it takes some time to get use to. He liked that you had this innocent feel to him and now seeing you with nipple piercings stripped away that feel.
To Felix, your happiness is everything to him, so if you're happy, he is happy. He would be so delicate around your breast, scared of touching or playing with them in case he accidentally pulled one out
Months in and Felix was getting use to seeing metal in your nipples, although he was still very very careful around you. It wasn't until one intimate moment where Felix was so consumed by pleasure that he forgot
He flicked and rolled your nipples between his fingers. Your moans would be nothing like he has heard before. Your piercings left your nipples hyper sensitive – so sensitive you could cum just from them being played with
Felix loved that. His dom side showing straight away. He made it his goal to make you cum purely from playing with your sensitive nipples. He felt some type of accomplishment when he managed to do that "You see that? I did that to you, no one else but me. Don't you forget that."
Like Jisung, Felix would also like to buy you your jewellery, however, unlike Jisung who liked the 'innocent' look, Felix would buy you jewellery that would represent him. That way, he was always with you, no matter where or when. He liked that controlling aspect of it
ʚ Seungmin ɞ
i feel like Seungmin wouldn't really care. Of course he would have his opinions on it and that would be that it doesn't look that bad, however, I feel like Seungmin doesn't have much to say or feel about body mods in generally
he strikes me as the type of person to be like "It's your body, you go for it. As long as you're happy and safe, that's all that matters."
ʚ Jeongin / I.N ɞ
being the maknae, I feel like he doesn't have much experience when it comes to this type of things
How does he react? Feel? He would be so overwhelmed with his thoughts and feelings that he would lag, cheeks and ears flush red. He would act like a virgin, all shy and flustered
You'd find it adorable. That little sadistic side of you would tease him. You'd flash him randomly, grab his hand and place it on your breast so he could feel your piercing. You love his reaction, so much so that you would want to dom him in the bedroom department
and dominate you did. One look and he would be weak at the knees, flustered and shy. He would melt into your touch, his mind fuzzy with so many thoughts and possibilities.
He would be so gentle with you – maybe too gentle. You would have to ask him to be a bit rougher with you, claiming that it's okay when he would object. You love seeing his hands gripping your breasts. Your breasts would look so small in his hands (I mean, he does have big hands and long fingers, like, c'mon!) you adore it!
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skulla-rxcks · 6 months
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Scented body wash
Paring: Bang chan x Lee felix
Rating: explicit
Genre: smut, idol au
Warnings: m4sturbation, an4l, Chan has some really horny thoughts
Day 23 of k-tober
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Taglist: @f3lix00 @channiesgoodgirl @mal-lunar-28
!THIS IS PURE FICTION, NOTHING IN THIS IS REAL ITS JUST A STORY!
As soon as the boys finish on stage Chan sighs, grabbing a random towel that was placed on the seat. “God damn I’m tired.. so fucking sweaty..”
he groans, rubbing the towel on his forehead and face to get some of the sweat off. “We are all, plus you did good hyung.” Changbin praises him, taking his shirt off revealing his swallow muscles and sitting down to cool off.
“Yeah yeah, thanks.” Chan replies clearly pissed off and tired from the performance.
He notices Felix in the corner of his eye; he’s sitting on hyunjin’s lap while laughing at stuff on his phone, Chan can’t help but feel a hint of jealous run through his body in a quick flash. God knows where the hell the other guys are at this moment.
“I’ll be back soon, gonna shower.” He mumbles, purposely leaving his spare clothes with the boys, due to a sickening idea running through his head for later.
Chan steps out of his costume that he wore for the last half of the concert, turning the tap on and making sure the waters at a nice temperature just between it being warm and boiling hot before stepping into the shower and closing the curtain. Due to still being at the venue there’s not much for Chan to wash himself with except for borrowing his members shower products. He steps out of the shower, leaving the water on before walking over and rummaging through Felix’s bag; taking out some body wash along with shampoo before getting back into the shower and placing the products onto the floor.
He squeezes out a decent amount of Felix’s body wash into his hands, it smells exactly like him which causes Chan to get hard and erected instantly.
He groans; both frustrated and horny that the scent of his friends literal BODY WASH can cause him to get turned on instantly. Chan begins rubbing the soapy mixture onto his already leaking cock, moaning as the scent fills up the shower, making him think of Felix and if he was touching him. “Fuck.. oh my god yes.” He moans out, rubbing his hand faster on his dick, thrusting his hips forward into his hand; imagining he was pumping inside of Felix’s tight little asshole instead of his own hand. “Mm fuck..” Chan growls, cumming all over his own hand, his eyes shutting and rolling back in pleasure as he orgasms.
He decides to squirt more body wash out, actually washing the rest of his body and not just his cock his time, his hands travel along his body, rubbing in the mixture; watching as the bubbles begin form along his soft and pale skin, he mostly focuses on rubbing the body wash along his chest, rubbing his nipples as he does so. After finishing with his body he moves onto washing his hair; using about half of the size he did with the body wash. He runs his fingers through his hair and cleans each tiny bunch thoroughly with his fingertips before washing it out a few minutes after. Chan steps out of the shower and begins to dry himself with a towel, biting his lip softly as he feels the soft material brush against his still hard cock due to still being extremely horny from the thoughts that were playing in his mind earlier.
Chan grabs his phone that he placed next to the sink and begins to type a message out to send to Felix. ‘Hey, could you please bring in my clothes? I accidentally left them with you guys. Haha.’ Annnnd sent. Felix’s response comes almost immediately after the text was sent: ‘yep yep ofc :)’
Perfect. Exactly what Chan wanted to happen. The door slides open revealing Felix, he hands the clothes to Chan and then begins to leave. “Felix. Wait!” Chan calls out, Felix goes into the room with him; Cleary confused about whatever the fuck Chan wants from him.
Chan wants his actions to take over him but he’s too scared to. “Fuck, Lixie. Look this is such a weird request but may I f-“ He gets cut off. “Fuck me?” Felix finishes his words, leaving Chan stunned at how he knew. Chan nods shyly, scratching his head while extremely flustered. “Been thinking about how it would feel to have you inside me anyways~ Been touching myself to the thought of your dick in my ass.” Felix smirks, taking his pants and boxers off, getting on his hands and knees with his ass facing Chan. He takes a deep breath and pushes himself into the younger ones hole, groaning at how tight his ass is around his cock. “You ready?” Chan asks, confirming that Felix in fact does want this, he nods, signalling Chan to start moving. His thrusts begin to get faster and harder by the second, loving the feel of Lixie’s ass stretched around his dick. He holds onto Felix’s hips, slamming himself harder and harder inside of him, cumming inside of him not even a few minutes later. “Fuck..” Chan moans out, pushing the boy against the wall as kissing his lips before helping each other get dressed.
“Don’t tell the others about what we did, yeah?” Chan reassures.
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changbinsboiledegg · 6 months
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Hi!! I love your writing and I was wondering if you could do skz reactions to another member walking in on them and their gf doing the dirty? 😅
lmao sure anon. Digital footprint go brrr (thank you for the request ily 🫶)
Fem! Reader X SKZ. MDNI. MDNI. MDNI.
Warnings: Smut, ofc. Kinda explicit?, Unprotected or protected seggs, I didn't specify, swearing, implied vaginal, edging, cum mentions???, Overstimulation, teasing. Am I forgetting any?
Note: I'm not very good with smut BUT this is just a reaction post. I can do better probably. Also, I included some humorous shit because I got nervous. lol. Hope y'all enjoy :)
MDNI!!! Also if smut makes you uncomfy, pls skip (obviously).
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Chan
“What’s wrong? Can’t handle it anymore, baby girl?” Chan teased, pinning you down against the bed as he snapped his hips into yours, eliciting a loud moan that became muffled when he moved a hand over your mouth.
You were almost on the ledge of release and he as well.
You almost didn’t notice the door opening in the midst of all of the pleasure between you two.
“Oh my god!”
You and Chan both ceased any form of intimacy and quickly scrambled to cover yourselves as Jeongin covered his eyes and turned around.
“Jesus, Jeongin! What do you want?!” Chan sounded frustrated at being interrupted.
“I heard a cry, I thought something was wrong!” Jeongin’s cheeks flushed with embarrassment.
Chan glanced at you, then back at Jeongin.
“Please, just… get out for a while…”
With that, Jeongin left without a second prompt.
Lee Know
Minho was teasing the entire time as you begged for him to just insert himself inside of you.
And he did. Slowly guiding himself into your wetness, thrusting once, and then pulling out. You whined, beginning to get frustrated. Minho smirked at this, rubbing the tip against your aching clit.
“Fucking hell! Just please—“
“Hey, Minho! Do you still have my—“ Jisung stopped, immediately going wide eyed and dropping his phone.
“I’m so sorry! I just— I didn’t see anything! Promise!” Jisung frantically apologized, leaving the room.
You exchanged an embarrassed glance with Minho, frozen in place before Jisung came in again, his hand over his eyes as he fumbled for his phone.
“Saw nothing! Just getting my phone!”
Changbin
You already came— twice. But Changbin had no mercy. He loved seeing you cum.
And he wanted to make you cum again.
“You can do it. I know you can.” Changbin gently spread your clenched thighs open again as they shook from your previous orgasm.
“Fuck, Changbin—“ You squirmed, gripping the bed sheets as he positioned himself over your entrance.
“Say the safe word and I will stop.” Changbin cooed, waiting for a response.
However, you didn’t say anything. You wanted to cum again. Right as he slid himself inside of you again, the door swung open.
“Oh.” It took Seungmin a few seconds to process what was going on. Seeing you quivering was enough to make him instantly leave the room, forgetting to shut the door in his embarrassment.
You looked at Changbin and said the safe word.
Hyunjin
Hyunjin was gentle every step of the way from the moment you started. He made sure not to grip your hips too tight or thrust too fast or hard unless you asked.
But you hadn’t asked, wanting it to be just as special as he did.
“You’re so pretty like this.” Hyunjin breathlessly complimented you, meaning every word he said. You stifled back a moan, knowing you needed to be quiet during this, especially since the other members were still there, lingering.
You squeezed your eyes shut, on the brink of orgasm but it was delayed and stopped when Hyunjin frantically got off and covered both of you up.
You almost took the blanket off before realizing Felix was standing in the doorway, hand covering his mouth.
Hyunjin rolled his eyes, a bit irritated.
“You act like you’ve never seen two people have—“
“I’m leaving! I am leaving!” Felix cut him off, shutting the door behind him but accidentally slamming it in the process.
“Sorry!” His faint voice called back through the door.
Han
It was your first time with him, although it was a little awkward at first, the more you explored each others bodies, the more comfortable you got with each other.
“I love you.” Jisung whispered in your ear, guiding your hips as you rode him on the edge of the bed. You bit your lip to muffle the moans that left your mouth, feeling your legs shaking the longer you rode.
“I love you too.” You managed to gasp out. Jisung smiled breathlessly before pressing his lips against your neck, softly sucking on the skin between his lips.
You quietly whimpered and gasped, feeling yourself letting go.
“Seriously? Now? Come on!” Minho’s voice halted you to a stop as you widened your eyes, not wanting to look back at him.
“Privacy please!” Jisung stammered out, grabbing a pillow and attempted to cover your backside with it. Minho was already on his way out, pausing at the door.
“You better be using protection!” Then he left. You and Jisung were horrified for a few seconds before laughing off the embarrassment.
Felix
“I am all yours tonight.” Felix leaned back, watching you as you undressed yourself. You walked over to him, straddling him with a smirk.
“And I, am all yours.” You gently pushed him to where he was flat on his back. You leaned down to kiss him, slow at first, then each kiss after progressively became more and more desperate as you helped him undress as well.
“Ready?”
“Yes.” Felix mumbled, taking in a deep breath, wanting nothing more than to see you be the one to take control. You kissed his jaw and down to his neck as he worked his fingers around the clasp of your bra.
You helped him, momentarily pausing and tossing it to the floor beside the bed. Felix’ hands roamed your body, grasping and rubbing any part he could reach before rolling you on your back and spreading your legs apart.
You turned your head, seeing Hyunjin walking in. He didn’t seem to notice you and Felix until his eyes landed on your bra.
“Hyunjin?” You muttered, feeling the panic set in. Felix didn’t see him yet, being more focused on you.
“Hyunjin? What does he—”
Hyunjin gasped loudly and quickly rushed outside of the room, causing Felix’ head to snap in his direction.
“Oh my god!”
Seungmin
His hands roamed your chest, trailing down to your stomach and stopping on your thighs, rubbing his hands against them as his lips were pressed to your neck. Seungmin’s hands inched up towards the top of your thighs before maneuvering a hand between your legs, feeling the damp cloth.
“Already?” Seungmin teased, his breath was warm against your neck as you softly moaned, slightly bucking your hips against his hand.
Seungmin pulled his face back, glancing down, then into your eyes. “Wet and needy. Patience is a virtue, you know.”
You whined, throwing your head back. “I am needy! I need you now!”
You didn’t say anything in specific, but he knew what you meant. Seungmin smirked, pulling the cloth down your thighs, taking them off and exposing to him just how wet you were.
On instinct, you parted your legs and leaned back on your elbows as Seungmin placed his hand back where it was, only this time there wasn’t a barrier.
“More?”
“Seung—”
A scream erupted, coming from the doorway where a shocked Changbin stood. His scream was so loud that you scream as well, startled as you closed your legs together. Seungmin got up to block you, still dressed, unlike you.
“Changbin, what the hell?”
Changbin quickly turned around, mumbling to himself as he shut the door behind him.
I.N
Jeongin hovered over you, both of you still dressed, but just as needy for each other as you made out on the couch. Your lips messily clashed with his as his hand made it’s way up your shirt and towards your the hem of your bra.
Your hand moved down his chest and stopping on his stomach while your other hand gripped the back of his shoulder. He began to grind his hips against yours when you wrapped your legs around his waist.
The other members were outside and weren’t expected to be back inside for another hour. Jeongin wasn’t particularly worried about getting caught as long as he— and you, were quiet and quick.
You lifted his shirt to remove it. Jeongin removed his lips from yours momentarily and sat up, helping you remove it. He then did the same to you, removing your shirt and leaving you in your bra.
Right as he was about to press his lips against yours again, the sound of collective chattering interrupted you both and soon the whole group entered. No one was prepared for what they just saw.
You and Jeongin scrambled for your shirts, slipping them back on.
“Oh my god! That’s what the rooms are for!” Chan’s eyes were glued to the floor. In fact, none of the other members were actually looking at you and Jeongin.
They were as flushed as you were, only slightly less.
“On the couch too?” Minho sighed as Jeongin ran to his room, pulling you with him.
Before the door closed, you heard Hyunjin say, “Guess we have to get the couch cleaned again.”
Note 2: Does nobody know how to lock a door???? be so fucking fr now. LMAO
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heluvschibi · 5 days
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Just like the stars
Idol!Felix x female reader.
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Des:A camping trip. A camping trip with an idol, well friends ofc. When Felix asked you on a camping trip (date) you obviously had to say yes you haven't seen him in a long time! But when the tranquility of the night hit Felix like a truck carrying "confession" well...
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Y/N's POV
Wasn't I just in bed, watching Marvel superheroes save the day? But now, here I am in a car, singing with Felix. What song? "Perfect Night" by LE SSERAFIM.
"I got all I need, you know nothing else can beat,The way that I feel when I'm dancing with my girls,Perfect energy, yeah, we're flawless, yeah, we're free,There's no better feeling in the whole wide world."
We sang together, him outshining me, no surprise, given I've never had vocal training.
"Felix, I'm really excited," I smiled at him, watching as he navigated the empty road, LE SSERAFIM still playing in the background.
He chuckled. "Well, I've been wanting to go camping, and I finally got some break time."
"Why didn't you invite any of the other members? Doesn't Lee Know enjoy camping? Or your Aussie brother?" I asked, my gaze drifting to the captivating ocean blue outside my window.
"Lee Know hyung said he wanted to spend time with his real cats… and Bang Chan hyung—I didn't ask," he shrugged, his hand briefly touching my thigh. I turned to look at him, met by his soft smile. "And I missed you the most…"
My cheeks warmed at his touch, his hand slowly leaving my leg as I continued to stare in shock.
"Take a picture; it'll last longer," he teased. I playfully hit his shoulder and let out a giggle.
"Go flirt with STAYs!" I rolled my eyes. He burst out laughing. I huffed and turned to the window, mumbling to myself.
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Y/N's POV
We arrived at the campsite, and I was insisting about helping to pitch the tent, but Felix kept playfully dismissing my offers.
As night descended, the stars began to dot the sky like Felix's freckles, and we lit a fire, settling around its warm glow.
"S'mores!" Felix exclaimed, emerging from the tent with a bag of marshmallows, graham crackers, and chocolate. "S'mores will be the highlight of this trip!"
He sat beside me, tearing open the bag and playfully thrusting a marshmallow towards me, which I eagerly accepted. "Thanks, Lix," I said, my words muffled by the sweet treat. He handed me a metal rod, skewered with a marshmallow, and I held it over the fire, watching it toast to perfection.
The gentle crackling of the flames and the distant chirps of crickets only added to the ambiance. Once my marshmallow was perfectly golden, I assembled my s'more. "Yum! Felix, we should definitely make camping a regular thing," I said, turning to him with a contented smile.
His laughter filled the air. "What?" I asked, a playful pout forming on my lips.
"C'mere…" He beckoned, and as I leaned in, he tenderly wiped a smudge of marshmallow from my lip, then tasted it off his thumb. "Tasty indeed!"
My face flushed with warmth, much like earlier in the car, and he caught my flustered expression, chuckling. "Ooh, you're blushing," Felix teased. I frowned and gave his shoulder a light punch. "You're so cute!" he exclaimed, then pinched my cheeks affectionately. It reminded me of a grandma, so I obviously teased him back...serves him right.
"I should start calling you Halmeoni," I retorted with a smirk.
His hands retracted as he feigned offense, turning away and crossing his arms with an exaggerated huff.
"Oh, come on, Lixie… I'm sorry," I pleaded, placing a hand on his arm. He remained turned away, prompting me to whine. "Fine, I won't call you Halmeoni anymore!" "Promise?" he asked, his voice softening as he peeked back at me. I extended my pinkie. "I pinkie promise." His smile returned, and he faced me fully, our pinkies intertwining in a silent vow.
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Felix's POV
After we finished with the s'mores, I tidied up. Stepping out of the tent, I found her sitting serenely in a chair, eyes closed, lost in the moment. I chuckled softly and took my place beside her, letting the gentle lapping of the lake's waves and the soothing crackle of the fire envelop us.
I love you…
"What?" Her voice was a whisper, her eyes meeting mine with a tender curiosity. "Did you say that, or am I imagining things?" The tranquility shattered, replaced by a sudden, icy dread. Had my thoughts slipped out loud?
"Hehe… what? 'I love you'?" I tried to deflect with a raised eyebrow, suggesting she was hearing things.
She giggled, a soft tap on my shoulder. "Felix, I know you said it." My laughter joined hers, a bit too forcefully, as I rubbed my hands together for warmth.
"N-no, why would I ever say that… t-to you especially! That's just crazy…" The words tumbled out, unbidden, and her expression morphed into one of confusion and hurt.
"Oh…" She bit her lip, turning away. "Yeah, why would you ever say that to me… it's just crazy." her voice breaking a little.
A frown creased my brow. I reached out, but she stood abruptly, stretching. "It's getting late… I'm going to sleep—" "Wait!"
She didn't face me, a classic move to hide her emotions. "Y/n, I didn't mean it like that," I said, standing to close the distance between us. I turned her gently to face me, her eyes downcast, arms wrapped protectively around herself. "I was the one who said 'I love you.'" My thumbs caressed her cheeks, lifting her gaze to meet mine. A single tear traced her cheek, and I caught it, my heart aching. "Please, don't cry," I whispered, pulling her into an embrace, one hand cradling her head, the other securing her close. "I love you, Y/n." As we parted, I searched her eyes for permission. "May I?" At her subtle nod, I leaned in, and our lips met in a tender, lingering kiss...
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-A heart from Lixie
have a good day/afternoon/night!!!-Chibi
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moonlightndaydreams · 6 months
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Masterlist
One Shots and Drabbles & Asks:
Han Jisung:
Hometown: au Han jisung x fem reader // friends to lovers back to friends and then lovers. Jisung moves back to his small hometown to find that you’ve just moved back too. But what happens when he finds out you have a kid and he’s the father?
Second Chances: jisung x fem reader // jisung plans to lose his virginity at a party and ends up trapped inside the bathroom with his ex best friend.
Afternoon Anime - Han x fem reader. Smut. MDNI. Friends to lovers It’s your usual “anime afternoon” with Jisung but you accidentally put on porn.
Bergamot and Vanilla: Han Jisung x fem!reader // AU colleagues to lovers // scent kink: You and Jisung work together and secretly want each other. When Jisung discovers exactly what the scent of his cologne does to you, he uses it to his advantage.
Can I watch you, Sungie?: You come home from work early to find Jisung on your bed fucking himself with a dildo.
Lose Yourself in Me : Han Jisung x female reader. Han and his girlfriend are about to lose their virginity to each other. A sweet story from Han’s perspective.
But I need to Finish my Work Baby: 18+ Han + fem!reader // you’re watching your bf at work but you’re feeling needy
Drabble: After Lollopalooza - and 18+ Han Jisung fanfic: female y/n or for my OFC Sophie - this is a quick oneshot dedicated to all the Han Jisung fans that lost their shit when he stepped out looking all kinds of delicious.
Lee Minho:
Body Language: Lee Minho x fem!reader // language barrier // sweet but hot 🔥
A Friend in Need WIP tag list open, pls reply to post
Minsung x reader:
These are little unhinged...
Shut your mouth or we'll shut it for you NSFW/18+ MDNI // Poly Minsung x fem!reader // You are out with your lovers but won't STFU so they take you home and make sure you can't talk for the rest of the night.
ot8:
How skz would kiss you for the first time:
Jisung / Minho edition
Chan / Binnie / Seungmin
Hyunjin / Felix / Jeongin
Stop Getting into Trouble NSFW/18+ MDNI // Bratty Han wants to pleasure fem!reader without permission from the doms Chan and Lino. What happens when they find out?Punishment ensues (with a special audience).
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Full Stories:
I'm in the process of updating these to be reader inserts and not multi chaptered.
Forbidden (A SKZ Family Secret)
You are the nanny/housekeeper for Han and Hyuna (Hyunjin), helping take care of their two sons and keeping daily life in order. But what happens when Han and his Sister-in-law Lina take an extra liking to you, and you are caught up in a secret that you never could have imagined?
Characters: Fem reader // Han Jisung // female Aunty Lina (Lino) // Hyuna ( fem Hyunjin) // Seungmin //
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Deep End - Aura (original female character) / Lee Minho / Han
Lee Minho is the mysterious new accountant at Aura's workplace, and he seems to have his sights set on her. But things aren't so simple when her ex boyfriend Han comes back into the picture. Can Minho and Aura make it work, or will she get back with Han?
***Alternate Universe, happy ending.***
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What's Your Fanfic Fantasy?
Original Female Character + Chan + Han // You are on a work retreat with Chan but what happens when you admit you read smutty fanfic?
This is a story about Chan bringing Stayce's fantasies to life... but what happens when boyfriends Chan and Han fall in love with her?
Read on Ao3 here
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blossomwritesthings · 4 months
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𝐰𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐛𝐥𝐮𝐞. | 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐦𝐨𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐬𝐩𝐡𝐚𝐥𝐭
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⬷ 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬 ┊ 𝐧𝐞𝐱𝐭 →
pairing: felix x fem!reader (afab) // chan x fem!reader (afab)
genre: nonidol/collegegrad!felix. waitress!reader. college au. hurt/comfort. angst. fluff. smut - MDNI, 18+ only. reader pov. friends to enemies to lovers au. slowburn romance. lots of pining. cheating. abusive boyfriend/ex. drama galore. the sexual tension is REAL in this one.
content & warnings: explicit & strong language. very thematic elements. felix is reader's estranged childhood bestie. chan is low-key an asshole in this ngl. heavy topics are mentioned such as: abusive/toxic relationships, cheating, and pathological lying. drinking/partying. the summer vibes are real in this one. there will be humor/fluff throughout to balance everything. and ofc smut too because who am i if not a whore for filthy felix smut. 😉
word count: 2.5k
summary: ever since you were born, all you've ever known is living a simple life in the small australian coastal town of bridgeport bay. you're content with working at your parent's beachside restaurant angel waves for the rest of your life, and you're happy with your place in the world - you have good friends and an even better boyfriend. that is, until everything comes to a standstill when a familiar face from the past visits town for the summer. and in the wake of his return, lee felix upturns everything you thought you were content with here in your comforting little beach town.
a/n: how tf has it been so fucking long since I last updated this??? sheeshhh 💀 anyways bitches, I'm backkk and with a vengeance 😈 this bitch has finally got herself a girlfriend, and you best believe with that entails a whole new era of filthy pieces, fuck yeah besties!! 🥵 I'm estimating this series will have another 3-4 parts to it... I've planned to finish this by the end of jan 2024, thanks sm for all of your patience and support!
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ᴅᴏ ɴᴏᴛ ʀᴇᴘᴏsᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ sɪᴛᴇs (ᴛʜɪs ɪɴᴄʟᴜᴅᴇs ᴛʀᴀɴsʟᴀᴛɪᴏɴs). do not copy, spin-off, or write inspired work based off of this fanfic without full permission to do so. ©ʙʟᴏssᴏᴍᴡʀɪᴛᴇsᴛʜɪɴɢs ⤐ ᴀʟʟ ʀɪɢʜᴛs ʀᴇsᴇʀᴠᴇᴅ
Two weeks later, after the continuous ‘meetings’ that you and Felix had out on the beach early in the morning, you found yourself amid a popular club in the area, with Chris holding onto your side as the two of you swayed across the dance floor. 
 You had already finished your dinner at the fanciest Italian joint in all of Bridgeport, and you two were subsequently stuffed to the brim from all of the pasta and bread. Yet somehow, you still found yourselves at the local club, crammed in with the large crowd of other couples and single people. The smell of liquor and cigarette smoke was palpable in the air, the bass of the club songs vibrating underneath your feet and causing you to feel a little dizzy on your toes. 
 Or maybe the two shots of cherry vodka you had just drank were the thing making you dizzy. 
 “You’re so fucking hot- I love… love-” Chris began in a slur, as he tipped into you. You grunted against his weight, stumbling a bit and bumping into a couple that was right behind you. “So much better than… her…”
 Staying silent for a few seconds, your liquor-addled brain took a few extra moments to process his words. At first, you were flattered… you always loved it when your boyfriend complimented you and told you he loved you. But then, the alcohol flowing through your system seemed to melt away as your entire focus honed in on what he had just said. 
 “Chris… what do you mean by her?”
 He stared up at you with glassy eyes, bottom lip wavering just a little bit from the soju that was coursing in his veins. “W-Wha-”
 But you didn’t let him finish, as your heart started to race a little faster and you shook him off of you, disconnecting his arms from holding onto your waist. “What the fuck are you talking about?” 
 Your boyfriend flashed you a confused look, brows furrowing as he noticed the anger that was slowly overtaking your entire facial expression. “D-Doesn’t matter… you’re here now and-” He got cut off again by the sound of his phone ringing. It was loud as hell, and all of the music of the club suddenly drowned out as he pulled his phone from his jeans pocket. 
 Looking at it for a split second, he silenced it before shoving it back into his pocket. When he caught your focus again, your eyes were honed onto his phone. “Who was that?” You asked, folding your arms in defiance and watching his face for any hint of emotion. 
 Instead, he just offered you an easy smile, waving your concern away with a nonchalant, limp hand. “Nobody- was nobody.” And in that moment, you cursed him for being such a lightweight. For loving the taste of alcohol, but only being able to handle two drinks in before he was absolutely floored with drunkenness. 
 “Give me your phone, Chris.” You motioned to his pants pocket with your hand, eyes narrowing slowly as he leveled you with a serious glare. 
 “Why?” 
 “If you have nothing to hide then you’re fine with giving it to me for a second.” 
 “But I don’t see why-”
 “Give me the goddamn phone, Chris!” You screamed so loudly, that the people near you all turned to watch the scene unfolding. Maybe it was the vodka in you that caused the butterflies of anxiety to stir in your stomach, or maybe it was your worries and premonitions making you react so hastily. 
 He rubs me the wrong way… 
 The way Felix’s deep voice had said the words crossed your mind just then, underneath the bar’s flashing rainbow lights. You thought about your best friend again, when you impulsively reached forward and grabbed Chris’ phone before he could even realize what was happening. 
 And as soon as the screen brightened and you read the name under the missed call notification, you knew it was all over. 
 Everything around you, the loudness of the dance floor and Chris, and the people cramming in on all sides, suddenly melted into nothingness. Your breath honed down to a single point, your heart slowing down its beats as you slowly unlocked the phone. He had been using the same password since he was in high school. That much you knew. 
 One click of a button and the screen opened to his messages. To the contact at the top, bolded and covered in hearts. And as much as you didn’t want to know, as much as you wanted to be left in the dark, a tiny, quiet voice in the back of your mind prodded you on. 
 If you don’t find out now, you’ll never truly get clarity. 
 But the voice wasn’t yours. 
 It was… 
 Felix’s. 
 So you opened the thread. And you began to read. 
Today 
11:13 pm 
This bitch actually wants me to take her out on a date tonight- even though I’m fucking exhausted from working all week. 
 Well, at least you have me to look forward to afterward. :) 
 You mean I really get to fuck you tonight? 
 Of course! Why else would I give you the code to my apartment!? Just so that you could use it that one time?? Hell nahh~ ❤️
 You felt like you were going to throw up, and before you could read anything more, a hand was reaching forward and snatching the device away from your gasp. You peered up to see an enraged, red-faced Chris. 
 “Why the fuck would you do that?! I fucking told you no!” He roared, eyes alight with a certain kind of fire that scared you just the tiniest of bits. 
 Everything was scaring you at that moment. The entire relationship had been a lie. All those years, wasted. 
 Because perhaps, he had been cheating since day one. 
 Perhaps, he had been fucking someone else throughout it all. 
 Yeji. 
 Yeji. 
 Yeji. 
 Her name rang across the forefront of your mind like a sick kind of mantra. 
 Your best friend, your closest confidant. The girl you had been working with since you two turned sixteen. 
 But as it turns out, she had never felt the same way about you. 
 Chris continued to scream in your face, the alcohol taking over everything. And suddenly, you felt so light-headed. Like if you kept thinking about it, you’d pass out right there in the middle of the dance floor. 
 Heart shattering again and again into millions of tiny fragments, cutting through sinew and flesh and bone, you backed away from your boyfriend altogether. 
 Soon, you were getting lost in the crowd of people, Chris’ face disappearing in the midst of them all. And before you knew it, you found your back pressed against a wall, as you doubled over with the misery of it all, hyperventilating in panic. 
 Even still, you somehow found the sanity inside of you to pull out your phone. Through your bleary, tear-filled vision, you dialed the one person you knew at that moment who would always be there for you. 
 The line rang for a few moments, and you prayed to every God above that he’d answer. 
 Answer. 
 Please- 
 Fuck, please pick up-  
 “Hello?” His deep voice cut clear across your mind, clearing some of the cloudiness that had overtaken your entire system. 
 “N-Need you to pick me up- please.” You forced out, voice hiking up in despair with each word that you spoke. Your entire began to shake, as the reality of the situation crashed down on your shoulders. “N-Now.” 
 “Send me your location, I’ll be there in under twenty.” 
 He didn’t even question you, he just automatically knew you weren’t okay. 
 “T-Thanks.” You managed to say, wiping away the tears that were quickly falling down your cheeks. 
 “Wait for me- I’ll be there soon.” 
 And then the line clicked off and you were left alone again. 
 Alone in a room full of strangers. 
 And alone with the one person you thought you had known. Yet so suddenly, you didn’t know him at all. 
 Before you could do anything else, a strong hand was clamping down around your forearm and pulling you to the side. You were once again faced with a raging Chris, hands balled into fists and shoulders rising and falling rapidly with his anger. 
 “We need to talk!” He shouted over the booming club’s music that vibrated against the bottoms of your feet. Already, you were feeling so fucking uncomfortable under his gaze. 
 You yanked down at the sides of your tight-fitting mini dress. You wore the red one because it was Chris’ favorite. But all too suddenly, you were realizing how frivolous the entire night had been - the entire relationship, really. 
 “I have nothing to say to you,” You started, glaring down at the way that his hand clamped across your skin. “And get your hand off of me- you have no right to touch me anymore.” 
 You were pushing away from him and through the shuffling bodies in the throng of people before he could reply. You searched aimlessly for the exit, your feet taking you forward and out of the club as quickly as you possibly could. At that exact moment, you weren’t even thinking straight. You weren’t thinking about how Felix would find you if you left the premises of the club. Instead, you just kept walking. 
 Walking, and walking, and walking. 
 Almost like, if you walked far enough, you’d be able to escape all of the bullshit entirely. Like if you traveled a far enough distance, you’d be able to leave your broken, bleeding heart behind in that godforsaken, seedy club. You’d be able to forget all of the heartache and pain. 
  Instead, you’d be reborn again. Into a new woman, with no ailments and no shitty boyfriend to speak of. 
 You were so out of it, you didn’t realize you had begun to walk down the side of the highway until you were stopped by a pair of broad shoulders standing in your way. Staring upwards, your gaze caught the faint moonlight illuminated behind the figure looming just in front of you. 
 It was hard to see through all of the tears, but somehow, you found Chris’ face in the midst of it all. He was staring at you with an empty look on his face, an expression completely devoid of all feeling. 
 Like seeing you crying right there in front of him didn’t even phase him. 
 “Did you even fucking love me, during all of the time that we were together?” You asked, voice cracking at the end of your words. Your heart squeezed so tightly in your chest that it hurt to even breathe in. “Or was I just a means to an end?” 
 He just continued to look at you, eyes hooded and lips pressed together in a displeased line. Like you were a fly that was buzzing around his face amid summer, a complete pest but too fast to completely squash for good.
 “Or was I just a quick fuck for you? A body to keep your cock warm late at night, meanwhile you were out fucking her behind my back,” you said in a low voice, fists clenching at either of your sides at the reaction that he was having to everything. Because there was nothing. Nothing at all. Just emptiness, and no emotion or feeling or empathy whatsoever. And the worst part about it was that you couldn’t even utter her name. It hurt too much, to know that such a close friend had violated every part of your very being and spirit. “I guess I was just your trophy girlfriend- the pretty bitch that you liked to keep perched on your arm, tricking everyone into thinking that you were some perfect fucking boyfriend when really, you were getting your stupid, dick wet every single night-”
 After that, everything happened in a blur of movement and tears. 
 In a split second, the fiery burn was spreading across your cheek. 
 Traveling down, down, down, the column of your neck. 
 Pooling in your clavicle agonizingly. 
 Momentarily, all of your tears stopped. 
 Your heart felt like it was about to explode inside your chest - ribs poking the air right out of your lungs as you gaped up at Chris in utter disbelief. 
 “Don’t try to insinuate that I did shit behind your back, you stupid bitch. I only-”
 Then his hand was raising again, and you caught the look of fiery, unbidden fury deeply set within his dark eyes. 
 Just as he was about to strike again, he was stopped mid-air. 
 Your focus shifted off of the ass and onto… him. 
 In all of his messy, blonde tresses and dark, chocolate brown eyes with the beautifully, sun-kissed skin. 
 He held Chris’ arm in a vice-like grip, squeezing and squeezing until the tendons popped, causing your ex-boyfriend to yelp out in pain as he tried to rip out of Felix’s hold. 
 “If you ever try to land a single finger on her again, I swear I won’t fucking hold back,” Felix said, voice so low it was hard to register over the rush of the highway at your side. Then he was pushing Chris off, making him stumble backward on the sidewalk like the fool that he was. “Harm one hair on her head and I’ll fuck you over so much- you’ll be dead by the time my hands are off of your neck.” 
 Then Felix was bending down, eyes meeting yours for a fleeting second as he scooped your entire shaking form up into his strong arms. Holding you close to his body, you felt the comforting warmth radiate off of him and you were instantly soothed. 
 Melting into his grasp, the sobs wracked through your form, as you squeezed your eyes shut, trying to will the last twenty minutes out of your mind - your memory entirely. 
 As your limbs shook in his arms, he trudged forward, towards an unknown point. Most likely to his car, but in that moment, you couldn’t give a damn. You felt his heart beating wildly, as you pressed your ear against his chest. 
 “It’s okay, angel… I’m here now,” he whispered in a low, gravelly voice. Like he was barely holding onto his restraint - his sanity. “Just hold onto me, yeah? I’m not gonna let anything happen to you ever again- he’s never going to talk to you or touch you, ever again,” you felt his lips ghost over the crown of your head, as he pressed a gentle kiss there. “So don’t worry your pretty little head about it, okay? As long as I got you, as long as you’re mine, no one will be able to hurt you ever again.” 
 The corners of your blurry vision darkened after that, as you succumbed to the overwhelming feelings of it all. 
 And the last thing you remembered feeling, just as you slipped into the bleakness and let the fuzziness take over everything, was the feeling of him - so close to you, and holding you so tightly and carefully and securely against him. 
 Like he always had, since the first day you had met him - he was there for you when you needed him most.
To be continued...
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