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kaiju-krew · 12 days

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Hey there! Firstly, big big fan of your art and headcanons, ty for your cool and awesome big brain ❤️ Now that you’ve seen the movie, I’m wondering what your thoughts are on Shimo??? I’ve just seen impressions of her so scattered. (I saw your post on how she will NOT be treated as a pet, and I so appreciate that.)

I will say, for me the ‘old gal’ vibes are so strong and I’m here for it. Like when Goji blasts his atomic breath into the sky at the end and she’s looking at it with such awe and her cute super gummy smile, it reminds me of when a grandma gets shown some common piece of technology that the rest of us are used to, but she just can’t heckin believe it because she lives in a damn cave??? I loved that.

hi hi! omg u think i have a big brain...... compliment of the century.... i must have ppl fooled bcuz i am viscerally dumb most of the time

anywAYS. gxk spoilers below (and a lot of ranting)

shimo my beloved💙 i appreciate most interpretations of her, besides people who are just straight up caling her a dog. and like, not in the way i’d compare goji to a cat? for me it's more mannerisms based, so for goji my main expression/mannerism inspirations are cats, wolves, and komodo dragons (obviously), and for mosu it's owls and cats, with a crumb of horses because of their 'ear' communication so i use that with her antennae.

sorry for tangent but anyways. i dont need someone barking at me that i call goji a cat/draw him acting like a cat so calling shimo ‘kong’s pet dog’ is fine. i think its the difference between goji having the personality i characterize him with + mannerisms inspired by other animals, vs. him having no personality besides Being A Cat. like, he’s a dumbfuck but he’s clearly an intelligent creature capable of communication and understanding. i make a lot of shitposts but truly in my personal hc i’d never reduce him to ‘pet level intelligence’

i think i’m extra touchy about people calling her ‘kong’s pet’ because like. dawg. did you watch the movie? she was JUST freed from being skar’s slave/beast of burden/abused pet whatever you wanna call it. why would you want her to become another creature’s pet again?(obviously minus the abuse) idk mannn it just feels…. reductive somehow. she clearly shows intelligence and understanding when she realizes what’s happening during the fight and helps to kill skar. i just refuse to reduce her entire character to kong’s pet status bcuz that makes me uncomfortable asf.

as a disclaimer, you’re welcome to have whatever hc you enjoy. me expressing my personal thoughts on the matter isn’t an attack on anyone who characterizes her that way, i’m just not interested in engaging with it in the slightest.

DOUBLE ANYWAYS i just needed to get that outta my system. TIME FOR CUTE FUN IDEAS YAHOOO

i’m seeing mixed info about her age so idk where she actually sits there?? i remember seeing something like she’s the First Titan but i also think the novelization of the movie said she’s only 3 million years old?? when im p sure they’ve said goji is 250+ million years old so…. i have no clue there lol. personally she feels less jaded and grumpy than goji does to me so my brain automatically sees her as similar or younger bcuz of my Grumpy Old Man bias.

i’m still workin out my ideas for her but based on how the movie ends i like to think she helps kong with relocating the apes to a better home, and they mostly live in HE. her n kong venture up for surface dates bcuz she gets what she fucking deserves 💙

goji nearly has an aneurysm the first time they come up, since mosu literally takes them for a lil tour of monster island. bro standing there clenching his fist like the arthur meme, he begrudgingly knows she’s right and eventually he gets used to it

i got more ideas cookin for her but this post is already too damn long cuz of my ranting time to stfu

SHIMO BEST GIRL 10/10

#gxk spoilers #kai talks #KAI FKIN YAPS SOMEONE SHUT ME UP #godzilla #mothra #shimo #kong #didnt have time to spellcheck dont @ me

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rewritingcanon · 1 year

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hp next gen red flags for @sunflowersandscorpius 🫶🫶

rose: will think she is better than you because she reads something with more literary merit

albus: will act like such an asshole to you bc hes tired or hungry or something small but when you snap back at him he’s completely shocked like he didn’t just deserve that

scorpius: something bad will happen to him and his anxiety has him warning you and making you stress over the most random ass shit. like he’ll say “omg last week i said i felt pretty and i said ‘i feel pretty today’ and NOW i have a pimple on my chin. NEVER call yourself pretty. uh huh. in fact, never say anything good about yourself because you will accidentally JINX yourself yeah uh huh”

delphi: literally tortures kids she gives off the vibe of a weirdly conservative alt siege mask girl idk

victoire: will complain with you about how HARD that test was and how she is going to absolutely FAIL it bc she did so bad. then she will get a 98% and you will get a 67% or something and she’ll be like ‘omg you did so well! 🤭’

teddy: type of person that you will spill your heart out to and you wont know a goddamn thing about him because of how fucking secretive she is

james: will break up with you by saying ‘im sorry im just not ready for a relationship’ and then will ghost you forever and find a new girl in two minutes

lily: you will tell her a secret and everyone and their great aunts will know it in an hour

lysander: worst person to be spilling drama with. he could tell you his parents are getting divorced and when you ask him why he’ll say “idk i didnt ask 😐”

hugo: has wayyyy too many friends to the point you could give him the most thoughtful carefully crafted gift ever and he’ll be like “omg thanks this is so cute 😻” and then chuck it with the rest of the just as thoughtful carefully crafted gifts

yann: hes not exactly problematic but he has friends that are, and he’s the type to say “oh no they’re really not that bad 🥺” as polly is beating someone up beside him

polly: will say the most fucked up thing EVER like its nothing and add a ‘lol’ or ‘xoxo’ to it at the end 😨

karl: cannot have a real conversation. try to strike up a mature conversation to better the relationship with him and his attachment issues got him saying “damn aight” to your carefully thought out heartful speech

craig: plays devils advocate in history class 💀

sophia: will offer to massage you if you’re feeling stressed and will end up breaking your bones (accidentally but still… unpleasant)

dominique: thinks shes better than you because her eyeliner is better

louis: will call you poor (as a joke but still)

molly: will point to someone literally getting run over by a car and will say “omg thats so embarrassing”

lucy: says “its on like donkey kong”

fred: says ‘who’ and then pauses and says ‘asked’ and acts like he roasted tf out of you

roxanne: will tell you in detail about personal things and dgaf about TMI topics. she just took the most massive dump and you’re going to hear every detail. you’re also going to hear about this incredibly steamy scene in the book she read last night, and all the random places of her body where she has weird bumps that she thinks she should be concerned about.

lorcan: doesnt wash his back

alice (bonus): will do work of her own free will and then complain about it. same vibe as your mum going “i slave away in this house”

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animusbell · 7 months

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not that this movie deserves any amount of writing dedicated to it but i finally watched the mario one

first of all gotta commend p much everyone except the writers and casting dept. i did enjoy a lot of the fight choreography & visual stuff. storyboarding must've been a blast

this movie contains no Characters. it has a few archetypes, maybe, a few things happen in it. but no characters. it must be flat fuck friday because these dips have no dimension

maybe nitpicky but peach's voice casting was bizarre lol... like i hate pratt and they shouldve had martinet but i at least got used to hearing his voice come out of the guy. peach never sounded right at all. luigi was also eh but he was barely there

im so tired of women characters being given warrior ninja skills in place of a personality... lord... what was peach doing with a halberd. where's her umbrella. like there IS precedent for her fighting in the games but not like that. who is this woman

mario has like no character except "everybody's mean to him" and "went out of his way to be nice once." where is my sweet little guy... charles martinet couldve fixed this movie by Being In It and im not even exaggerating

bowser also sucked lol sorry. jack's song was funny. but everything about that feels weird and contrived. like has he ever even interacted w peach before. what is going on. he couldve been so much more fun of a character i feel like. but so could everyone i guess.

absolutely no development for luigi lol. like he has his moment at the end w mario but they didnt do any building towards it. they just had him be a damsel instead of peach. which is fine but felt weird with whatever they were trying to

donkey kong was actually my favorite character in this movie somehow. he literally had more of a personality than anyone else and that's saying a lot about the anyone else. but genuinely he was p funny

oh and toad. what was he doing there lol. like ostensibly he was supposed to be Funny Sidekick but he barely did anything

DK and toad making fun of mario interacting w peach IN FRONT OF PEACH and shes just fine w that... jesus

what was going on w the luma

im SO FUCKING tired of everything needing to have a cinematic universe attached to it. fuck that egg if they make another mario it better be completely and utterly unrelated to this one and also a better movie. need martinet in there

oh also. game mechanics were fine but not inventive. like zero attempt to translate anything that was going on for the movie medium, just straight up video game elements and mechanics. at least in sonic they had the fun ring portal thing going on. and sonic was good, which also helped

#mine

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ttshncl · 7 months

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09.21

Hindi ko naiintindihan bakit ka nagkakaganyan. Sinabi ko yung where i did go wrong, i told you na I'm kinda hurt or i felt less nung sinabi mo yung "gumagawa ka lang naman ng mga bagay bagay without knowing the science behind it" I was kinda hurt by ur words kaya naging defensive ako, i was upset (naupset ako kasi sakit naman) but satingin ko for you pov, u jan want to give me some tip but since I'm sensitive to things, naging defensive mode ako. I was wrong to take ur words seriously, im apologizing for it, it doesn't mean hindi ako nahurt. The way you approach things, it's kinda hard and sometimes i can't take it, for you okay lang yon, sakin minsan nahuhurt pa ako. Hindi mo pwede sakin sabihin na "dahil lang sa ganon, nahurt ka" or "bakit mo nafeel yan eh I'm just giving you a tip" the tip were okay, thanks but hindi sya dahil don kundi dahil sya sa sinabi mong im just doing things without knowledge. I was hurt by ur words, tao lang. Kaya rin ako nagsososrry coz tinake ko sya seriously or na misinterpret ko yung gusto mo mangyare.

U said you're not upset nor mad, idk bakit lumaki sya ng ganto? Umabot ka sa point na u were just ignoring me, idk whats the problem, u were ignoring me for almost a day without regarding the problem. Called u so many times to asked what seems to be the problem and ikaw pala is nag iisip ng itigil ang mga bagay bagay. Idk ano pa kailangan kong gawin? Kasi sinabi ko naman na lahat, and parang ayaw mo na ideal lahat ng bagay bagay sa mundo. Idk ano ang nangyare sayo kasi mas parang mahirap ka intindihin ngayon. Parang nakasara ang lahat ng bagay sayo and wala kang naririnig. If hindi ka okay, u can tell me "I'm not okay sa ngyare kagabi, can i hv some time to process things" okay na yon maiintindihan ko na yon. Or hindi kaya ask mo sakij na "I'm not okaay with your actions, may i know bakit ka naging defensive coz im just merely giving u some tip" and ayon pwede ko ieexplain na iwas defensive coz ganto ganyan magkakaintindihan na tayo non. Kasi minsan Namimisinterpret natin mga bagay bagay ket hindi naman pala dapat ganon, edi mareregaed ko na bakit, and malalamab mo na kung bakit. Edi if ganon ngyare, im gonna tske accountability w my actions and u, ur gonna make a better approach nextime. Ganon lang. Hindi yung wala akong naririnig from you and makukulitan ka sakin and maiistress tayong dalawa,

lets be better shall we? Kasi mahirap yung ganyang actions mo, ginagawa moko manghuhula. Kasi Ik na ayaw mo ginaganyan ka so sana i workout mo rin yan, kasi hindi ko deserve yung ganyang treatment.

Nung tuesday, i thought kaya mo makipagusap sakin coz off ka ng wed, i didn't know kaya kinukulit kita, i didn't know na nag aaaway kayo ng mom mo. Nung oag uwi ko doon ko nalaman na u said "im sorry i can't talk now" and i asked u y? and sabi mo na nag away kayo ganto ganyan and tumawag dad mo. I understood things easy as that hindi ko na ipipilit yon kasi ik na things are hard na rin sayo. Easy as that jacob, jf ayaw mo makipag usap just tell. If ayaw mo makipag engaged w me, just tell. If you're not okay with things or to my actions, just tell.

I can be ur someone to lean on kapag mabigat na yung mga bagay bagay. Lets improve shall we? let's meet half way sa rel natin. Kasi if hindi, we'll end up sa break up.

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imawe-sam · 10 months

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Gusto ko na mag move forward ,gusto ko na mawala to nararamdaman ko, siguro tama na yung ilang buwan napagiyak ,ilan buwan na pasakit .

ayaw ko na rin magalit nakakadrain, nakakaumay na.

masakit ,sobrang sakit pero wala na talaga ako maggawa pagod na ako lumaban ,pagod na ko maghabol sa mga tao na ayaw paging parte ng buhay ko.

pagod na rin ako iquestion yung bagay bagay sa buhay ko. kung bakit nagkaganito ,pagod na ko iquestion yung worth ska kung enough ba ako,buong buhay ko yan na lng ba lage kong itatanong sa sarili ko kada aalis yung mga tao sa buhay ko.

binigay ko na yung lahat ,nagkulang ,nagkamali mn ako pero pinilit ko baguhin mismo yung sarili ko pra lang sa knila , para mameet yung standard na gusto nila,lage ako yung nagbabago pra lang mahalin nila ,para mag stay sila sa buhay ko, ako lage nagaadjust wag lang nila ako iwan. Tama na siguro yun ,ilang taon na ako ,ilang beses na ako nagsa suffer sa same reasons.

its time nman siguro na ako naman , I deserve happiness ,i deserve to be loved ,deserve ko naman siguro ipersue ,deserve ko naman cgru na piliin nahnd ko pinipilit.

im not talking in romantic situation but also in friendship ,hnd ko deserve maging option na lang lage ,yung dahil wala yung mga kaibigan nila ,o dahil ako yung available ,sakin muna sila.. masakit lang kasi kahit kaibigan hnd ako kinoconsider.

ngayon I need to build those walls again higher than ever .

sisiguraduhin ko wala nang basta2 makakapasok sa buhay ko.

for her : Im sorry sa mga nasabi ko, sana maintindihan mo ,my reactions is because im hurt so bad ,pero alam ko hndi parin yun excuse yun para masaktan ka , im so sorry , im still inlove with you yes so bad ,i dont know why ,how ,hindi kita nakkta hindi kita nkksma but my heart still loves you. I hope you happy i know you are , still you deserve to be happy,if you feel tired and sad give your self time to rest ,tapos laban ulit. wag ka susuko, nandyan kana ,panagarap mo yan, sana matupad pa mga pangarap mo ,please do it ,atleast for yourself, and be brave. Sana you piliin mo yung magpapasaya talaga sayo sa srili hindi pra sa ibang tao,

I hope you still remember me , sana dmting yung araw na maalala mo ako ,yung mga araw na naging masaya naman tayo ,not just being in relationship ,but as a friend.Sana malalala mo yung ako yung nandyn pra syo ,ako yung sumama sayo sa lahat. nung mga panahon na wala sila ,wala pa sila.

thank you ,sobrang thank you ,you push me to be like this ,kung nasaan mn ako ngayon dahil sayo yun ,kung ano mn meron ako ngyn this is because you help me to reach this.

siguro parehas na lang tayo napagod ,ang pinagkaiba lang sumuko ka. pero ngyan isusuko ko na rin ,

mahal kita kaya papalayain kita ,kung saan ka sasaya.

if ever man na makahanap ka ng bago ,please make sure he will take care of you ,understand you , better than I did. sana maintindihan nya yung silence moment mo ,kapag gsto mo ng space ,please find a person na Kind ,you will never get wrong sa mga ganyang tao.

sana magkita tayo ulit ,i want to be with you sana sa birthday ko pero alam ko malabo nang mangyari 🥹 i know you still mad at me , im sorry ,you know me ,mas kilala mo ako ,i just hurt that time. i hope someday I will have your forgiveness.. you have mine already hindi ako galit nasasaktan lang ako.. ❤️‍🩹

take care yourself.I love you❤️🌻

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sorrows14 · 2 years

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Our relationship is one of a kind, it's not easy as what it seems like. It must consist of two strong people who are willing to TRUST and COMMIT. Our relationship was a risk but we took that risk to let people know that our kind of love story exist. But I guess, just like stories that have endings, ours ended too.

Hi? It's been 6 months since we decided to part ways. How time flies so fast. It was once YOU and ME in our own little world. we were happy back then. We were okay. Until one day, we started to drift apart. Misunderstandings turn into big fights. We reached the stage of hurting each other. Laughter turned into tears. Everything turned into nothing.

You used to be my world, the center of my life. But now we're back into strangers.

Im not blaming anyone of us from what happened, But I am here to THANK YOU and finally say GOODBYE.

Maraming maraming salamat sa lahat lahat. Salamat sa pagmamahal ng isang tulad ko. Sa pag-aalaga kahit malayo ka, sa pagpaparamdam na andyan ka palagi kapag may problema ako, sa pagtyatiyaga sa ugali ko, sa pag intindi kapag may tupak ako, sa pagpapasaya at pagiging bahagi ng buhay ko. Naging parte ka ng buhay ko at akala ko mananatili ka dito, pero naging bahagi lang pala tayo sa buhay ng isa't isa dahil may misyon tayo. Naging malaking bahagi ka ng tagumpay ko sa buhay kaya't maraming salamat.

Maraming salamat din sa mga masasayang alala, at sa mga masasakit na rin kasi dun tayo naging matatag. Sa mga pangako at pangarap na kahit kailan ay di na natin matutupad. Sa mga planong hindi na mabubuo. Na kahit anong gawin natin, ang mga nasabi'y hanggang bibig nalang at ang mga narinig ay hanggang tenga nalang.

Salamat sa 3 looooonnnggg years and 4 months na pagsugal sa relasyon natin. Masaya akong naging bahagi ka ng buhay ko.

SORRY na rin sa mga nagawa kong kasalanan sayo. Kung naging kulang man ako. Pasensiya na.

I put my all in our relationship alam mo yan. Pero,

Mapaglaro ang tadhana. Akala natin yun na, akala natin sya na. Pero, hindi pala.

In the end, you were not a mistake. You were a lesson well learned, and I am so thankful that I learned, even if it took a liitle bit of heartbreak to get me there. Life itself is a learning process. We make mistakes, We learn.

We may not end the way we want it to be it doesn't mean we didn't have a REALationship (kahit na LDR tayo) its just that our time together was over. Siguro hanggang dun nalang yun, Hanggang dito nalang tayo.

I ask for a second chance to work things out, but you didn't give it to me as you always did. Second chances are not enough. Am just a human, I'm not perfect i can do a lot more mistakes in the future. And also I want to give it to myself. I want to give myself a chance to know my worth.

Another chance to live my day without shedding a tear because of you. Because I know of all the human, MAS DESERVE KO TO. I know it's hard, but it's better off this way.

But FORGIVE ME. for breaking your heart into a million pieces so many times,

I am living my life now. I'm moving on and moving forward. I am healing. I am happy.

Thanks to my family and friends.

To you,

I hope you'll be happy with your life now. I wish you all the best. Wish you a great, bright, loving future. Wish you to find the lover of your dreams and to create a lifetime of your fantasies. I wish you happiness and joy on your road ahead.

Paalam.

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reyeslonestar · 3 years

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Question what are some things you wanna see in season 3 of lone star? Character development, plots, anything

I want to see Tonya Kong write every episode. that's all. thanks for asking!

sadfkja I joke, I do have other ideas, but that is definitely high on my wish list! i'm gonna go through by character and talk about what I'd like to see for them, so this is gonna get quite long whoops...

the main thing that I'd like to see overall, though, would be evidence of an overarching season plan or arc - it doesnt necessarily have to be a plot that stretches through all the episodes or anything major, but I'd love them to have plotted out the season before they start. from watching this season and then reading interviews after the finale, they dont appear to plan many things from the start and end up throwing in ideas as they go along. if they plan it from the start they can foresee how theyre going to affect character development more, and they can have a bit more balance in the types of episodes they have, so that the season is less insane and more naturally ebb-and-flow with a few light episodes to break up the drama.

okay, onto the characters! just going to do this in billing order for simplicity's sake. customary reminder that these are just my own opinions and thoughts, and this is more of a wish list than a realistic expectation.

if you want to search for a specific character, ctrl F for one of these terms including the dash at the start:

-Owen

-Tommy

-TK

-Grace

-Judd

-Marjan

-Paul

-Carlos

-Mateo

-Nancy

press “j” to skip the whole post.

-Owen

okay so I'd love to see them actually develop his character. Owen has been given a lot of backstory with lots to play with development-wise, but to me it feels like the show never goes anywhere with it. he's got a lot going on what with 9/11, feeling responsible for the fates of his fellow firefighters, the codependence of his relationships etc. I'd like to see him go to therapy and see him grow some self awareness and seek to manage himself better, rather than all his screentime devoted to him being a hero when other characters have the situation handled. it would really show him as a good leader if he drew on the skills that his team has and refer to them for advice/ideas. realistically he is the main character, so I'd like them to develop him like one.

also, I kind of love the chief role for him? I think it would suit him really well. but it would drag him away from the 126 and split up the dynamics too much so it would make for bad tv and I wouldnt actually want to see that. good for his character though.

-Tommy

I love Tommy :) just wanted to say that.

so obviously Tommy's got a lot of grief to handle next season, and I don't want them to shy away from that. I want it acknowledged and processed. (I'd also like a little bit of seeing the twins' grief too, because they're also suffering a massive loss). maybe something with Judd helping Tommy learn to manage her grief with his own experience of losing the original 126, encourage her to go to therapy, plus Tommy, Grace and Judd all feeling the loss of Charles together. after all, Grace and Judd were his friends and they will be grieving too.

I'd also kind of like to see Tommy have something outside being a working mother. obviously we're going to need to deal with that a lot especially now that Charles is gone, but I feel like she's been assigned the Character TraitTM of being the working mum and I'd like to see them give her a hobby or something. idk. and give her a night off with Grace or something. give her something just for her.

-TK

okay so I think theres a fair likelihood that theyre going to return to looking at TK's addiction next season which im not averse to. I think him struggling with his sobriety would be worthwhile to see for his character and to show that its not a straightforward path, plus it makes sense with all the insane stuff they've thrown at them in s2. however, Id like to see it in the context of his friends and family rallying around to help and support him and show him that he's got people to rely on, and that he's allowed to rely on them, plus the support of his AA meetings and therapy. I also need them to lay the groundwork for him struggling, so putting in signs of him deteriorating so the situation makes sense. this storyline doesn't need surprises to be interesting or good, and frankly it shouldn't have any.

as for him and Carlos, I definitely want to see them househunting! I'd like to see the combination of househunting/Carlos with Tommy's kids/Grace and Judd having their baby have an impact on their perspectives regarding their future and spark that conversation (like, looking at houses with more rooms and thinking about kids, future, marriage etc). I think that maybe one of them, probably TK, or maybe both of them those boys have way too many parent issues having anxieties about being a dad could be an interesting way to add tension without being too drastic, and then that can be resolved in a way that reassures them of their relationship and reaffirms their strength as a couple. the talk about the future would also lay the groundwork towards a proposal at the end of s3.

-Grace

grace :) my love :)

I could watch episode after episode of Grace kicking ass and saving people over the phone. I'd love to see an episode set there? like, some kind of story within the call centre with all the handlers having to resolve that between them, but also tie in the first responders, so we see the fire team, the paramedics and Carlos all working but we only see the bits that Grace and the other call handlers hear, if that makes sense? also an actual Grace/Carlos team up where they are coming in from the different angles with different amounts of evidence and figuring out the best way to solve something together. plus I'd like to see her maybe get some recognition for being awesome at her job, maybe another handler coming to her for advice on how to solve something.

of course we've got the baby Ryder on the way, and I want that to go comfortably and smoothly for her. she deserves that. lots of wholesome excitement for her and Judd from the whole extended firefam, baby shower, gifts, the full works. pamper grace please.

-Judd

judd4captain2k22. please.

yeah I know its not gonna happen, but I loved judd stepping in as captain this season and I'd love to see that continued with him taking more leadership, and Owen deferring to him for advice/council in a work environment rather than personal life. maybe set up a long term idea about judd being a captain someday.

he's gonna be a dad :') so what are his anxieties about that? why were they putting it off before? was it related to his PTSD? he's got lots of people relying on him now, how does that make him feel? what if his kid loses him? id like to see him still using therapy as a tool to help himself deal with everything. lots of meaty questions to dig into there :D

-Marjan

I'd quite like to see more of her balancing her daredevil nature with the impact of that and realising how much danger she puts herself in sometimes. or on the flip side, maybe the team is dealing with a really dangerous situation and they utilise her fearlessness to save people. her relationship with social media could also come back? but bring in the development they gave her this season, and her Firefox presence is more serious, less flippant?

I think that theres now a space for her to explore her sexuality/romantic experience now that she hasn't got her engagement with Salim as a kind of failsafe. maybe she wants to put herself out there and date, but thats really daunting as shes never really had to do that before? personally I think this could tie in really well with a self discovery/exploration regarding her sexual orientation, but I doubt they’d go there with her, so thats just my headcanon.

-Paul

I want them to draw on Paul’s observational skills and perceptiveness more, especially on calls and in emergencies. I remember someone (sorry I cant remember who) pointed out that he would have been a great character to centre the arsonist plot around in terms of noticing the clues etc, so id love a storyline that revolves around him dealing with an emergency like that. I also really want a Carlos and Paul friendship so maybe them collaborating on a call to solve something, that’d be cool.

can we give Paul a girlfriend please. if im not complely insane, there was a reference to someone in like,, 2x04?? someone who put mayo in his sandwich? idk I havent checked (edit: it was aioli in his banh mi! thank you @meneatyoghurt), but if there is someone can we show him having a fun and loving relationship please. I dont need there to be any drama. just them having fun on a date or something.

-Carlos

so I know that some people are keen to see him in his police role more but I really don't need much of that. on calls with the 126 I'd like to see him be the officer in charge more, but I don't need police-exclusive storylines. I've talked about it here if you want to know why.

the only area that I'd like to see would be in the direction of reform/addressing the flaws of the system, and I think they can do that on a personal level for him, because he and Mitchell need a chat. if they'd gone with her decision in 2x08, he, Mitchell and the bank robber would all be dead, and I think thats gotta have some impact. also the fact that he was suspended for trying to preserve life. theres a lot they could work with there and maybe have him thinking about how he can do good and how he can effectively protect and serve. not to mention, the opportunity that would provide in terms of addressing his relationship with his dad and how he maybe sought approval by pursuing a police career?

also I’d like him to learn that he doesnt need to accept blame/preemptively put blame on himself and that he doesnt need to apologise when someone else hurt him. kind of want to send him to therapy. kind of want to send all the characters to therapy. but yeah, him learning that he can accept apologies and understand that he doesnt have to make people feel better for hurting him. hes allowed to be hurt and feel pained about it. and that can tie into his relationships with Mitchell, with TK and with his parents.

I think I mentioned most of the tarlos stuff in TK’s section, but I wouldn't mind at least one instance for them where we see it all from his perspective instead of TK’s.

finally ive mentioned above how i’d like a team up with Paul on a scene and both of them figuring it out together. I'd also like them having a friendship outside work, just the two of them, bonding over books and being relatively sane people compared to the rest of their friends.

-Mateo

Mateo is so sweet. I loved 2x14 and the recognition he got, more of that please! also theres still so much I want to know - one of the more consistent things they set up for him in s2 was his faith, so I want to know more about that. what's his relationship with religion and God? he's pretty isolated from his family so how does he feel about that? is his religion something that helps him feel connected to them? maybe the church helped him find a community when he first came to the states, before he got settled with the 126, and he finds reassurance in faith that God is looking after his family while he cant be there? I think maybe there's scope for a conversation between Marjan and Mateo about that, about that distance and caring for their families through faith and prayer.

also, if he's still with the horrible firehouse, I'd like to see the other firefighters being won round by his resilience and stepping up to look out for him, and someone backing him up against the captain. Mateo is used as the butt of the joke most of the time, but I'd also like to see a bit more acknowledgement of things like losing his house and the bullying hes going to get more of from this firehouse.

-Nancy

I think that her speech to Tommy in 2x14 was really telling, and I'd love to see them expand on that a bit more. first on the loss and fear of losing her friends and coworkers, but then also on her hopes and aspirations - she said she wants to be a paramedic captain so lets see her working to take her exams and qualifications, and showing initiative on scenes etc.

id like to see more of her being integrated into the 126 group. she and marjan turned up to the hangout together, so lets develop that relationship more. I would love it to be romantic but I'd also love to see that as a friendship. but also her forming bonds with others in the group as well as more of her and TK being a chaos duo. I love that they stole the ambulance, more of that insanity please!

I think thats it? if youre still reading, youre insane and I appreciate you a lot! honestly im open to all sorts of things in s3, this isnt a prediction or anything, its just stuff I think would be interesting based on where the characters are now.

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pansamantalamo · 2 years

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I remember dati nag sumbong ka saken, kase parati ka niloloko ng mga friends mo na mataba ka, nakita kong sobrang bumaba confidence mo nun, na halos ma stress ka magpapayat. Feeling mo hindi ka maganda, na you're missing a lot of things. Na there will always be someone na better than you that I deserve.

Alam mo bang nasasaktan ako at nagagalit sa sarili ko kase Im not making you feel secure. Oo sige tama ka! you're not perfect, you can never be perfect. There will always be someone better. Pero Im not looking for the perfect someone, Im not looking for someone better either. I dont need perfection dahil I had you. I had you, so ano pa bang hahanapin ko diba? Tska ang epal naman nung nagsabing hindi ka sexy. Love, kahit naka pajamas ka pa only you can turn me on. At sinong epal na nagsabing hindi ka maganda? Duh! Love yan yung pinaka nakakalokong pagkakamaling paniniwalaan mo. Kase alam mo, everytime I see you, I feel like the world is gone, and I cant hear anything except my heartbeat na tumitibok para lang sayo and all I can see is your beautiful face. At everytime I think of your lips, the way it curves into a smile, your eyes the way they look at me. I feel like Im the luckiest bastard on this planet.

Kaya nga wag mo ibaba ang sarili mo. Napaka ganda mo. Napaka sexy mo. Wag mo sila intindihin inggit lang sila sayo. Mahal na mahal kita, I'm still falling in love with you everyday. Ikaw ang pinaka maganda sa lahat. At araw-araw kong ipapaalala sayo yan. Sabi nga ni skusta clee dyosa dyosa ng buhay ko. HAHAHA! Ikaw ang nag iisang dyosa at princesa ko. Tandaan mo sana lahat ng mga sinabi kong ito. Sorry sa ibang girls pero ikaw ang pinaka maganda sa kanilang lahat. Haha!

- 01022021 | 4:21am

#choy #patchoy #couple #spilled journal #spilled ink #love #for her #letters #for keeps

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bugsbunnypie · 3 years

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ma, there’s A LOOOOT of things that i wanted to tell u, pero hiya ako. 😬 ik na alam mo hm ily diba, ik na u can feel it naman. im always & forever thankful sainyo ni nanay for all the sacrifices na ginawa niyo for us. you’ve done a lot of things just to make our life better and comfortable. ik how painful it is nung nawala si nanay, and i can see the pain in your eyes whenever im telling u a story about our memories when she was still alive. 🥺 i can feel your pain, ma. alam kong hirap ka lang ipakita sa amin lahat yon, but your eyes won’t lie. :(( im sorry for all the headaches na binigay namin sa’yo. you’re already 64, and im worried about your health pero mas worry ka na wala tayong kainin basta hindi ka mag work. i feel so sorry na nararanasan mo yung mga gantong bagay na hindi mo deserve. i promise na i will give u the life u deserve. babawi ako 10x!! 🥺🤍 i promise! trust me lang and the process. i love you, ma!

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tetsvhoe · 3 years

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I don't have an embarrassing ex story but reading ur latest update for afraid made me think abt my ex and how I treated him with uncertainty like haji did. I liked my ex but i was so afraid to fully commit bc I've seen my parents' relationship with each other that it rly made me question what it's like to love wholeheartedly. (My parents are not separated wlang divorce ang pinas pwe which is quite tragic bc they only bring out the worst in each other. Furthermore, they stayed in the relationship bc of us, their children, ksi ayaw daw ni mama na lumaki kaming wlang ama.)

Anyway, guy was patient enough to wait for me and assured me of his feelings for me while i treated him vaguely. I was so on guard but he made me loosen my walls and think hey maybe i am allowed to feel all that love and fall in love. I got too relaxed in that relationship and it was nice, we were a pretty chill couple. But it was too nice that my brain instantly started to self sabotage and it kinda sucks kasi akala ko talaga d ko deserve ang mahalin ng ganito. I started thinking negatively, thinking one day he'll eventually get sick of me and that he'd hate me like how my parents did and it got out of hand bc we eventually broke up shortly after. A yr later, okay na sana ako, namumuhay ng payapa, but he reached out to me. Eh ako nmn na marupok, namiss ko rin nmn siya, naging kami ulit. We started dating again and i tried again to make things work pero ganun pa rin problema ko eh, the fear came back but this time doubled when i found out na sasakay na siya ng barko for his apprenticeship (marine engineering ksi course nya) and i end up thinking did he reached out to me for the sake that he has someone while out in foreign seas? Kaya ko ba talaga ldr? Tatagal ba talaga tong relationship na to ksi pag gagraduate na xia at magtatrabaho, he'd be in a ship most of the time. Ah basta overthinking to the max nmn c ako. Ang sweet.x ko sa kanya nung una but once my overthinking ass got a hold of me, dumistansya na namn ako and treated him coldly. Patient pa rin nmn siya sa akin that time, we talked abt it, he said he wanted to make things work, grabeng dedication, but i was so afraid, d ko maexplain, napaka coward ko nun. D ko kinaya, nakipaghiwalay na nmn ako. Naiiyak na lng ako ksi napakatoxic ko mars, bumaba talaga self esteem ko dhil dito ksi narealize ko yung commitment issues ko. I'm not in a good enough mental health to be in a relationship. It wasn't the only relationship i was in but the problem is still the same, maiinlove ako tas magiging happy tas self sabotage na nmn. Kaloka.

Kaya mas gxto kong mainlove sa fictional na tao eh, d mo na kailangang magoverthink hahahha charot. Sorry for this.

bro the part abt ur parents is so sad im so sorry babes :(( it's true that some people are better off separated and that can mess up our view on love

PLS THE SELF SABOTAGE PART IS SO ACCURATE MY BEST FRIEND IS THE SAME AND IT'S SO HARD like you want to be happy but your brain convinces you you don't deserve any of it and in the end the other person suffers most man that's the worst </3 but i don't blame you for overthinking nung mag ooverseas siya ghorl that's hard he was a good guy me thinks but that doesn't fix the underlying issues n fear yk yk

AND WAG KA PA SORRY MARS CHAIR UP!! <3

#[ 🫖 : gwen's tea time ]#[ 🍰 : strawberry shortcake ]#[ 🍰 : mango graham ]

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mirakeul · 3 years

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cw: mentions of depression, sadness, being unalive

i’m in a somber mood, let’s go.

2020 has been such a fucking rollercoaster for me. because, many times, i have told myself that i just want to be unalive. many times i ask myself what the fuck am i doing with my life and it just makes me think back to all the things that made me live.

earlier this year, i got an email from my past self which i’ve written last 2017 and it was written when i was barely hanging on. it’s weird how i sent a letter to the future, not knowing if i would even make it.

and when i started writing on tumblr, i would never have thought that i would get this far. i first posted about food wars, which was not really all that popular (the one i posted i mean) and then i posted that yamaguchi short scenario which for me, was something i never thought i would do? because i’m not really good in writing.

and then the first kuroo fic i wrote blew up with over a hundred notes and i felt elated (SANBHFKJASHF what it has 368 notes now!! thank you!!). it made me want to write more than what i planned to. and then i hit 100, celebrated it with a teaser for the series i was supposed to write but discontinued. and then i made the folklore event for 200 and even if i discontinued some of the fics, i kinda felt proud i’ve written a lot.

and now we’re here. at 500. but i’m also a bit more, how do you call this, sad? or like forced to write or something (which i know is stupid especially since some readers do like telling me that i don’t need to say sorry about shit like this but yh)

and like as much as it pains me to like be jealous at the others with their interactions, i couldn’t do anything. i’ve always written for myself, writing your requests was always so fun since it made me think and be more creative with shit i write. but sometimes, i don’t know, i feel like i don’t deserve my achievements because of the number of interactions i get with people.

i hate myself so much for thinking like this. i just want validation and lately, i have been joking about disappearing and just making a new blog and tell no one, not one even my mutuals. i don’t know if i’ll do that, yet. but unlike last time, i won’t be in hiatus. i would just be posting more stuff of what i want, requests are still open if you do want to request stuff from me.

i want to make this year better. and so, i thank you.

if you read this far, thank you for caring. to all of my followers, i am so thankful for each and everyone of you. you believed in me when i couldn’t even believe in myself. i repeated what i said in a previous post but it’s true. thank you so much, i love you.

and now, an appreciation post for some of my mutuals and some usernames i see a lot in my notifications.

to @fairyoomi , irda, i have told you this already in your ask box but thank you. i love you so much, you’ve made me become better.

to @kuyog , jere, i also told you this in your ask box but let me tell you again, isa ka sa pinagpapasalamat kong makilala this 2020. mahal kita

to @sachirou-senpai , ellie, my wife, thank you. i am very glad we met in 2020. you made me happier. and to the haikyuhagakure server as well, thank you. i love you all

to @pyblos , lyra, i am so thankful for you and your comments towards my works. i am glad to have met someone like you, i love you.

to @edensxgarden , eden, and @hikari-writes , hikari, my first ever friends on here. thank you. you guys made me feel loved and all that stuff. and although we aren’t that close like we used to be, i am still thankful for you. i love you guys

to @taiyaaki , mio, i know you’re in hiatus so i’m probably going to send this on discord as well if you don’t see it skksksks, thank you for believing in me and stuff, im happy to meet you, i love you.

to @x-bnha-imagines-x , @takemetovalhalla, @k-sakusa-old, @chopstickcamewithalargelomein, and to those who constantly like and reblog my posts, you are all awesome! thank you!! <33

to each and everyone in the anonymous family, special shoutout to kia, thank you so much for indulging me and my attention-seeking nature HAHAHAHA ily guys

i hope a lot of you would stay until 2021, i love you.

#cw depression #cw sadness #cw mentions of attempts #tw depression #tw sadness #tw 2020 #HAHAHAHA #no but #this is like a thank you #and a fuck you to 2020 #:)) HAHA #cw sappy shit at the end #jk #i think

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carpefackdiem · 3 years

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To my TOTGA

I don't even know how to begin, there are so many things I want to tell you. But first of all, I'm sorry. I know narinig mo na to maraming beses na from me, but still I'm deeply sorry. I will be forever sorry for what I did, for leaving you. I know there are no right or acceptable reason for what I did but for what it's worth, I want to share here my story. I was lost and depressed that time, the pandemic and quarantine stuff, ang laki ng naging tama sakin mentally, nag back read ako sa tweets ko that time and I was really depressed to the point na I was hurting myself, I was lost and confused and sad, and I needed you. I needed you, and I went to you, umuwi ako sayo because you're my home, my calm, my peace, but then I went home again and I was a wrecked nanaman. I reached the point that I want to break up with you, and then overthink kung ano ano na naiisip kong dahilan. I can't imagine what you've went through, trying to talk to me and I'm sorry for always shutting you down. I'm not okay. Dumating ako sa point na ako ung may kasalanan pero naisip kita, na you didn't fought harder. You we're too scared of me. Pag sinabi kong ayaw kitang makita, susunod ka. You didn't reached the point na makpag kita sakin to talk in person bc I said no and you just obeyed. You know why I dont want to talk to you in person? Kasi hindi kita matitiis, the second I will see you crying yayakapin kita agad. Sana tinake advantage mo un sakin, sana nirisk mo na wag matakot sakin kesa mawala ako. I have wished that you didn't listen to me, that you should've try harder maybe, maybe we're still together. Pero at the end of the day, no mali un, it's still my fault, I was guilty na naisip ko un sayo. I'm sorry for partly blaming you, when ako nman tlaga may ksalanan, I shouldve been stronger and dapat di ako bumitaw, Im sorry. Miss na kita. Lagi nalang kita namimiss. I miss your hands, i miss holding your soft hands. I miss your laugh, our bwisitan, childish acts, i miss you, my boyfriend and bestfriend, my baby boy. I'm sorry kung minsan nang gugulo ako hindi ko mapigilan, I know that you've moved on and that you're happy now, I'm sorry for bothering you sometimes. Sabi mo nagaalangan ka makita ulit ko. Ako hindi ko alam kung kaya kong makita ka. Feeling ko iiyak ako agad o ano, nahihiya ako sayo. Sa ginawa ko. Di ko alam mangyayari pag nag kita tayo, di ko alam kung kakayanin ko mag salita. I pray that somehow we can be normal again, as friends.. I love you, I still do. Hindi nawala and hindi mawawala. Even if I still want you I'm not sure if I can. Natatakot na ko na masaktan ka ulit sakin, pano pag humina ulit ako pano pag bumitaw ulit ako. I cannot put you in that same feeling again. I can't imagine ung pinag daanan mo, and i wont i cant. You don't deserve that, you don't deserve someone like me. You deserve someone like you, you deserve the best. Ikaw, you're the kindest person that i have ever met, you have a pure heart, and me im complicated and damaged. You deserve someone better. I wish you nothing but happiness. For me, I'm still lost and im still in a dark place. Iniisip ko nalang na karma ko to for what ive done, and it is. We were happy right? We were happy. Walang problema, walang naging problema. Ako lang and I'm sorry. I hope someday, i will be able to show this message to you. For now, i'll just keep it here. I love you, always and forever.

#totga

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plainvanillapotato · 4 years

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the 100 diaries S2 E12

quarantine: may 31 2020

season 2 episode 12: “Rubicon”

the guy is running. watch he just die and no one gets clarkes message. i would love it if clarkes plane just backfired but of course they save him.

ok but wait why was cage just random carrying a oxygen tank when he himself doesnt even need one.

tsing out here with her own personal army. then just plucking these kids one by one. damn

these grounders really be listening to clarke just because lexa said so?? damn these grounders be loyal minus gustus and that one guy that tried to kill clarke but then got eaten by king kong

is raven really the only person out here doing all this crap?? like does clarke not realize how big of an ask shes asking of raven? raven is magic and shit but she has some limitations just to be somewhat realistic. just chill the fuck out clarke raven is doing the best out here arguably more than clarke.

i love how bellamy is still wearing that hat still looking like sean malto. but also how has someone not noticed him? but i guess bellamy like joe from you as in if he wears a hat he magically blends in.

“...all of this is for nothing” way to put pressure on prettyboy bellamy like he didnt already know that. chill clarke everyone is trying their best out here. ngl i would hate to have clarke as a manager cuz i think she would micromanage the shit out of people.

remember in the last episode when clarke asked what her job was well i think that i figured it out:

i also wanna mention that finn literally died idk less than a week ago but clarkes in charge being out and about commanding people years her senior. i get that we had that whole episode dedicated to how finns death affects clarke but still she got over that pretty quick. a little too quick. but i guess that if youre a sky person your emotional metabolism is just through the fucking roof...

ooo clarke still be salty toward her mom. but yeah kane is kinda an enabler

but why do these people have clear paper. the art department is feeling themselves on that one. like is it because they wanted to be edgy and futuristic or is it from an actual realistic viewpoint that the space people dont have trees to create paper................does this also mean that the space people didnt have toilet paper???????? but also back to the paper thing did these kids never learn how to write in cursive??? since i would imagine actual writing utensils are limited so idk if they waste it on teaching kids cursive. actually tho does anyone have an answer to these questions???

where did jaha get that antler stick. i kinda want one. i like to imagine that he just saw it lying somewhere on their way to the desert and said to himself i would look epic holding that stick and then went to pick up and started using it even tho he doesnt actually need a walking stick....any hunter x hunter fans?

jaha’s mask at 8:29 is an example of what not to wear during corona season

“thanks for the water?”...while looking down a bit flustered ”its, uh..it was no problem” emori and murphy? ship?

bellamy crawling through air vents to save the day...magenta from sky high who??

also bellamy’s ear piece is giving me everything. *i know that the following meme is just a tiny phone but i just really like it so idgaf

again with the inaccuracy of bone marrow extraction.

but what really gets me is clarke recognizing what procedure is going o just by the sound of a drill. ok who is she? she be like the boy that can identify a vacuum just by the sound. For those that don’t know what I’m talking about:

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A missile?? where did these people get a missile

But also imagine if clarke was like actually i didn’t catch any of that conversation and bellamy just had to recap it like Luis in ant-man. I would die

thats a lot to ask of raven clarke. Like i could never get that shit done no matter how long you gave me. Yeah ppl be screwed if i was part of the 100

That hug btw Clarke and raven...ship? Jk i know it was just a friendship hug but yah can never know with these writers. Like i honestly wouldn’t be surprised if the writers said enemies (being part of that love triangle with finn) to friends to lovers

murphy and emori are definitly a ship. walking together behind with everyone else. Murphy said “i killed two people. I had my reasons but nobody cared.” Fuck you murphy you killed them cuz you a salty bitch. I also hate how he says this so blasé. Like dude want?? Ugh. Ugh. Ugh. Murphy also said im the bad guy. Murphy is a billie elish fan?? Duh.

woah when that girl pulled out her claw????? I fell out of my seat. its actually huge. she could grab a whole basket all. They did a great job concealing/ not drawing attention to her hand before like i was so fucking surprised.

“Its pretty badass” and murphy looking at that claw tho...murphy is into kinky shit. But also that look he gave her while she walked away that was the most genuine look I’ve ever seen out of murphy.

Bellamy shoving jasper into a wall and whispering...bellamy and jasper? ship?

this secret talk between bellamy and Dante....bellamy and president Dante? ship?

But i also like to imagine that during this meeting that bellamy has the song dont be suspious. Dont be suspious playing in his head

woah. Mountain man said inconito mode activated. Reminds me of one of those green soldiers in toy story especially during the opening scene of i think the first movie

This character development in clarke is something else like remember when she talked about the grounders wanting finn out in the open and not in private causing a huge public uproar. Look at her now talking in private with Lexa about the missile. Phenomenal character growth if you ask me.

they really put all their eggs in one basket with bellamy. But bellamy be a really good basket tho. Trust Lexa trust.

where tf did this guy get an RPG??

Woah Emori be the real bad guy. But honestly she could slit Murphy’s throat and he would still live because cockroaches can still live without their head.

raven you should have just shut up. You really dropped the ball there.

lincoln???? What are the chances??? Isn’t he still a druggie?? Honestly octavias little speech would not motivate me at all. If anything it would make me want to take more drugs. At this point i would just say to Lincoln “dont fight it”

i like how they took everything but they let jaha keep his stick.

caspian is reall dressed like a hipster that sells artisanal kombucha

Jaha really has some faith in murphy...jaha and murphy? ship?

Also that was a really good shot of them murphy, jaha, and their crew climbing up the hill with a giant moon in the background

Lexa is giving me padme vibez wearing that head scarf like that

they were going to let kane and indra die

yeah sorry to break it to you abby but your child is a killer but then again so are you sooo..you really cant be out here to judge your kid like that. Like mother like daughter. But you really cant lecture clarke on this. you literally gave your husband up and you let your daughter blame her best friend for it. And on top of this you were part of the council that sent 100 kid down to earth without even knowing if earth was survivable. ma’m get the fuck outta here.

but all those lives for bellamy. i think its worth it. Because bellamy is worth everything.

theyre linking arms they got monty no!! absolutely not. they took jasper but i gotta say better he than monty bc Monty is king. Yeah jasper really fumbled with that gun. Really not smart. jasper should have just shot tsing instead

Oof a containment breach. wow what an epic door stop. Sooo loong tsing. That was such a cruel death tho but yeah she kinda deserved it.

Does Dante play the cello?? A real renaissance man isn’t he?

wow this makes octaiva and lincoln like an epic couple that conquered the world. power couple. Goals *gag* but ok does that mean that Lincoln just stopped cold turkey just like that?? Hes just automatically better? No this is not how drug addiction works. But ok sure Jan.

#the 100 diaries #the 100 #bellamy #octavia #clarke #jasper #quarantine diaries #raven #monty #jaha #murphy #emori #murphy x emori #lincoln #lincoln x octavia #clarke is a people pusher

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francheskarafa · 4 years

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December last yr, I met the greatest blessing I have in my life …

I met you, and that day, I promised myself that if this is really for me, I will take care of it, no matter what happens. Mahal, I never knew God will make this way, A way to find true love in you. Alam kong alam mo how much I prayed for this, hindi ko naman papasukin to kung alam kong hindi para sakin. Those efforts, little things, I really appreciate everything. Una palang, sabi ko di ko naman sasayangin yung chance na to, God is really great talaga no? He made me find everything good in you, there’s so many reasons, and kahit isa di ko maexplain, grabe I’m grateful I have you now. Since day one, di mo ko hinayaan mag isa. 2020 came, I started this year with you, you really taught me to trust in love again. Alam mo ring hindi maganda past experiences natin, ilang beses tayong iniwan, been cheated, I’ve been through a lot of failed relationships before, alam mong takot na takot ako to trust and believe in love again, but remembering the times, na di moko iniwan, kahit di mo naiintindihan minsan yung field ko, pinaparamdam mo pa ring nandyan ka. Esp when im in crisis, never mo ko iniwan, never mo ko sinukuan. You really tried everything, everytime na may di ka alam, ginagawan mo ng paraan hahahahaha what a cutie! You really made me believe that true love exists. Mahal I’m so sorry if sometimes we are not okay. Good thing is we listen, we try to make things better and we will always find ways to put things together again. You understands and connects everyday and on every level, it brings peace, calmness and happiness. Alam mo… you look like the rest of my life. I have never loved like this before, I can face every challenges because I know there’s someone that will never leave me behind, and that someone is you, mahal. I’m grateful for having you and I promise I will never let go of you, not a single day. I promise I will love you more, on your bad days because I know you need to be heard, I will listen, every single day. I want to do everything with you, I know this love will be forever.

I’m happy I said yes. It’s you, no one else makes sense. I swear you are perfect, in every way. You are my everything and you always will be and trust me I am never letting go of you whatever happens. I adore you so much I really don’t think you will realize how important you are to me, you are my everything and I never ever want to lose you. I am very grateful to have you in my life and I sometimes I think I don’t deserve you but that doesn’t from loving you more than anything in this world. Ikaw at ikaw na, ang araw-araw kong mahal. Walang magbabago, hanggang dulo, tayo.

Happy Birth Anniversary, to the amazing and best boyfriend of mine! I have no regrets, I love you, I will stay, We will be okay. See you!

Naghintay ng walang takot

Ikaw ang nag alis ng lungkot

Binigyan mo ng panibagong yugto

Ang nararapat, ay tayo

Ikaw at ikaw lang, hanggang sa panibagong pagkakataon

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rockettoikah · 4 years

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THIS. Nagpintig yong tenga ko ih. Andami dami na ngang nangyayari sa mundo dagdag pa to. Im just pissed how confident he was. Its bullshit you know. First of all kuya, Im not your pet to wag my tail every time you’re fuckin bored! kingina mo lang! Alam mo yon, lahat na siguro ng category ng katanghan check na check sa checklist ko. You only reminds me how stupid I was before. He was this guy/sir who I wrote before...

“Do you want to know the worst part about walking away?” she asks him.

“It’s hoping that they’ll run after you. That they’ll stop you and tell you not to leave. That they’ll beg you to stay. That they’ll tell you they need you, she says.’ but they never do. They never did.’“

I guess after all this time, this will be the perfect time to tell you that I’ll be fine. I guess letting it all spill out will let this heavy heart breathe. Maybe it’s the perfect time that you let me go. Just so you know, I’m listening to Caleb’s “I need you today” and my heart hurts so bad. Very bad.

Sir! Ang sakit, sobra. Sobra lang. I was expecting you to talk to me and give me a tight hug for my last day. I was expecting that you’ll treat me like before. I was expecting that I can talk to you without awkwardness. I was expecting that it will be a “see you soon” instead of “goodbye”. And do you know what’s worst about it? it’s that I expected too much and it’s making me sad. Maybe you got tired of waiting, maybe you’re just busy with all your priorities and dreams in life, maybe you just loved me because you needed me. Maybe it was my fault for not looking at you until the time you started not to care. Maybe you were tired waiting for answers that I can’t fill right now, pero di ba pag mahal mo hihintayin mo? Di ba pag mahal mo ipaglalaban mo? Di ba pag mahal mo ipapadama sa’yo na importante ka? ehh bakit di ko naramdaman yon sir? bakit?

All these photos were the time I’m with you,and I miss the time whenever we’re alone talking about life and how worst our day went. I miss the time you tease me with things I really do hate. I miss your small gestures like sitting beside me and saying nothing haha. I just miss everything about you del. I’m sorry for not looking at you agad, for losing hope because of another guy. Pero ikaw ngay yong gusto ko, siguro napagod ka lang maghintay. Pero bakit?

Truth is I can’t focus reviewing because of having thoughts of you, kaya ok na siguro to. I’ll slowly let my heart heal. Maybe we’re not just meant for each other, maybe we cross paths just to be a better person to someone. Thank you for everything, thank you for letting me learn from my faults and taught me to be independent. Thank you for believing when no one did, even myself. Salamat kasi naging proud ka sa akin, mamimiss ko yong “Architect ko yan” na phrase. hahaha. Thank you sir. Walking away from you and the company will be painful, but i’ll be fine. Soon. Salamat sa mga memorable na experience. I hope this will never be a goodbye. And I hope if we cross roads again I’ll be a better person than before, so are you. I love you, i always will. Isang bagsak naman jan sa Qa mong magsisign off na. hahah

I used to say I love you I used to say I miss you And now it's all gone Are we fading away

-I need you more today...

Siya yong reason why I had hard time focusing on my review, he was the reason why my friends hated me so much, he was the guy I fought for, kasi alam ko “baka pwede”, he was all my good “what ifs”, he was this guy who made me feel miserable for missing him so much pero in return he never ask,he never cares. TANGA nga talaga pag tinamaan ka.. its funny back reading my blog and seeing this

I Miss You

* I miss your scent.

* I miss the way you stare at me.

* I miss the way you try to tease and piss me off.

* I miss the way you touch my ear and hair

* I miss our Jollibee nights

* I miss our late night dates

* I miss the way I call you sir, kasi hindi ko talaga alam itatawag ko sayo

* I miss taking care of you.

* I miss to touch your hand in a pasaway way.

* I miss our fights. Kasi slow at mapride ka.

* I miss the way you teach me in every little way.

* I miss talking to you, yong sobrang dami mong kwento tapos ako makikinig lang.

* I miss getting mad at you everytime you smoke

* I miss your seloso face

* I miss the way you tryna look or find me pag asa taas ako at nagawi ka doon.

* I miss your not manly attitude

* I miss sitting next to you.

* I miss your table.

* I miss the way you sit beside me without saying anything

* I miss our walk thrus and punchlisting pero nagchichikahan lang talaga tayo

* I miss making fun at you kasi pikon ka

* I miss the times you react or comment sa my day ko.

* I miss waiting at you to say pasalubong whenever I go to baguio.

* I miss your torpe attitude

* I miss doing accomplishment reports with you.

* I miss the time i miss you sa site kasi sobrang busy mo din sa ibang site.

* I miss your pissed face kasi d ko sinsagot yong call mo

* I miss your voice

* I miss waiting at you kapag ot ka kasi wala ako kasama umuwi

* I miss the time you care kahit ayaw mong ipakita

* I miss eating siopao and chicken with you

* I miss you treating me pero fuck ikaw lagi nagpapalibre

* I miss the time you dont have to ask what my order kasi alam mo na yong gusto ko.

* I miss the time you tryna chat me kasi nga hindi kita kinausap ng buong araw bec of a girl haha which is hindi naman dapat.

* I miss you taking pictures at me tapos bigla bigla mo nlng isesend sa akin.

* I miss the way you smile kasi sinabi ko na bagay mo and minsan ngiting aso ugh.

* I miss saying your hair is too long na gupit time, tapos the next day gagawin mo naman kahit sobrang ot ka.

Its been 2 months love, and everyday it hurts so bad. Ang bigat lang sa feeling na yong taong di mo matiis kayang kaya kang tiisin na wag kausapin. Amindo ako na my last day was really not that good. We didnt even talk the whole day. I was actually pissed that day because you know the reason why but you didnt dare talk to me.. kaya I decided to end my shift.. I decided to leave, but I only wanted to see how important I am to you. Nasagot ko pala agad. Sometimes nakakalimutan natin iremind sa sarili natin na madami magkakagusto sayo but few will value you. And whats making it worst is that vinalue mo yong taong gusto ka lang. haaay kaya hayan nilista ko nalang lahat ng bagay na naminiss ko sayo... let me MISS you until I don't anymore.

SEE? I was at the state where lahat na lang iniintindi ko, ni ligaw nga ako na gumawa p*Ta.. but in return ako lang pala. Every time I was at this situation, lagi kong sinisisi yong self ko but it should be the other way around. I started changing my sail, yes, without the thoughts of you, natuto akong magself love and I really pity myself now. GRABE ang effort ko pala. And I dont deserve a guy like you, thats what I told myself, now I’m sailing and catching my dreams without you of course and I dont regret it. It feel so peaceful na din my heart’s at peace. But it pisses me off how insensitive you are. Dude hindi ikaw buhay ko so wag kang magbida bida and magpapansin because Im done with you and I dont wanna waste my time with you. I shouldn’t be posting this pero triggered na ako ehh Sineseen ko na nga lang patol pa ng patol sa messenger. BORED ka ghorl?? ish.. PRAY for better days nalang ugggh

#ish #life lately

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