#Kind of like comphet

[biblicalhorror]

Aroace Riz real but also Fabian is SO clearly in love with him and Riz has no idea

#honestly fabian might not even fully know yet #a core part of fabians character is that he is so deeply afraid of rejection that he is never going to pursue the people he actually wants #i do think he likes Maezy a lot but i think he only knows how to pursue hot toxic women that will discard him at a moments notice #which in a way protects him from ever actually dealing with heartbreak #is he a gay man dealing with comphet? ehh maybe #i could see that #but I think the vibe i get is more about how he has these platonic friends he completely adores and is fully devoted to #and then in another category he has the people that he does not have any actual attachment to that he will allow himself to pursue #and crossing the boundaries in between those two categories or allowing himself to pursue someone he really cares for #would require a level of vulnerability he is in no way prepared for #in his home life he has an emotionally detached mother who is well liked but kind of floats through interactions on a surface level #and a father who is extremely concerned with fame and glory and attention but doesnt seem to have ever stopped moving in his life #genuinely fabian does not know what a safe loving partnership would look like #and we see him constantly oscillating between emulating his mother and his father in relationships #but just beneath the surface is a little boy who wants so badly to cling to his loved ones so tight and be squeezed right back #with no way of knowing how to even ask for that if he wanted #and riz is his best friend in the world and he knows on some level that riz is simply not interested in having that kind of relationship #not on the level fabian needs #but that also makes riz a safe target for these feelings of devotion #theyre just friends! just besties! fabian never has to reckon with his own loneliness or harmful patterns #if he channels all of his yearning for closeness onto his best friend #anyway! this boy needs therapy #fhjy #fhjy spoilers #fabriz

[oceanwithouthermoon]

THE FACT THAT THE ONLY INSULT SHE COULD THINK OF FOR HIM WAS THAT HES QUIET AND GLOOMY, AND SHE HAD TO LIE ABOUT THE REST OF IT..

#i need a compilation of all the things the characters have actually heard saiki say #cuz i honestly have trouble determining which lines he projects and which r just thoughts #cuz im pretty sure she could easily be like 'um hes kind of a dick..' but she didnt #she didnt even think of it cuz she doesnt think that at all</33 #omg i just remembered that ive seen people cite this scene as a reason why she has comphet and doesnt actually like him.. #which is really funny cuz its the opposite of whats happening lol #those people just didn't pick up on the fact that she started lying but is it not obvious #'teachers always get mad at him' he purposefully gets average grades and brings no attention to himself guys how did u think this was true #saiki k #tdlosk #the disastrous life of saiki k. #saiki kusuo #teruhashi kokomi #terusai #<-kinda #meows post

[rogueolight]

its kind of unfortunate how much i think about these 2 like i’m trying to shove every single analysis about their dynamic into my head in all forms of media… wanna know everyone’s thoughts on their dynamic. if you say shiori is straight sleep with one eye open

#revolutionary girl utena #juri arisugawa #shiori takatsuki #sorry i have like 3billion thoughts about them #at all times #i habe to shove it somewhere #i have different opinions on different utena variations #but i was watching the movie so i drew movie them #a lot of fanon interpretations of shiori irk me #because she is not some straight girl who just wants to see juri miserable #just like every other character she is incredibly well written and complex #i mean. that’s kind of what they dumb her down to in some ways in the movie #so i can see how people can see her like that #but SHES NOT STTAIGHT SHE S A COMPHET LESBIAN TRUST ME #I know her personally and she told me

[magpiesbones]

oh man what’s really funny about reading that webtoon is that it’s really not a markably different experience than most movies for me. Human figure (features redacted as a literary device) and Any One Of Seven Conventionally Attractive Men are the EXACT same amount of discernible for me. Possibly that’s. not usual.

anyways the blonde one. I’ve seen him twice and I do NOT like him.

#Surviving romance #It’s good! I like bait and switch genres and I like the kind of protagonist that’s ‘genre aware but stupid’ and #Even just based on the way she was talking about romance at the start I think they’re gonna do Fun Things with CompHet #Like oh???? Falling in love with and marrying this guy is your ticket to popularity and an easy life oh???? You don’t say #I’m only on chapter thirty no spoilers!!

[comfied-chriterature]

Okay seriously what is it with the "straight a student popular girl adored by everyone as the most beautiful and most caring and helpful actually resents everyone around her and the pedestal she's been put on and fake smiles her way through the day" always having PURPLE HAIR??

(Also she's comphet lesbian-coded -> "Little Miss Perfect" vibes LMAO)

#aoi akane #mafuyu asahina #i just know mafuyu would be an ao-chan kinnie #shinobu kocho #<- she definitely fits the fake smile to hide her unbridled rage at the world part #ai hoshino #but she's a TENSAI TEKINA IDOL SAMA so it's even worse #saki takamine #personally I hc her as a comphet lesbian I just feel like it makes so much sense #teruhashi kokomi should have purple hair with the whole perfect pretty girl probably repressed sapphic thing she has going on!!! #no but I love this trope #I love my pretty polite purple women who are secretly seething with rage <3 #fandoms in order: #toilet bound hanako kun #project sekai #kimetsu no yaiba #oshi no ko #romantic killer #amity blight from toh fits into this category but she only gets purple hair after her redemption arc and also she was NOT kind before

[snowangeldotmp3]

I want to hear more about "i wanted her to look at me."

okay SO 'i wanted her to look at me' is technically a prequel to everything that happens in the rebel robin: surviving the upside down au.

it originally was not going to exist, and i had no plans for a prequel of sorts, but i sat down to kind of outline/plan the 'season 3' part of the au and then went, "wait.....what if robin said 'nancy wheeler' instead of 'tammy thompson' in the bathroom with steve...?" because ALLEGEDLY (bc idk how true it is) robin was supposed to say nancy's name in that scene but they changed it last minute. AND nancy wheeler is based on nancy thompson from A Nightmare on Elm Street.

but, because we also have a book and a podcast about robin and about her discovering she's a lesbian and becoming the robin we know today, i'm using those as reference points too. (and also rebel robin is canon to ME.)

so robin discovers she likes girls and not only does she like girls, but specifically nancy wheeler, who is currently being wooed by steve harrington. it's about a week, maybe a week and a half before november 6th, 1983, the day that (at least, in this au) robin and will disappear.

here's a tiny piece of it:

...but today is worse, because it’s Monday, and it’s raining, and it’s Halloween, and Nancy Wheeler is wearing Steve’s letterman jacket.

originally i was going to add in a little barb and robin scene, since they were friends before nancy and barb were, but i'm still on the fence about it, so right now it sits in the deleted scenes folder for this wip lol. but !! thank you for this ask!!

wip wednesday <3

#got mail! 📩 #eriquin #again !! thank you for this !! seeing it all like this and kind of structured really helps me too so !! #ronance #robin buckley #fun fact halloween was on a monday in 1983. that is the Worst day for halloween to fall on in my opinion. besides like. a wednesday #rebel robin: surviving the upside down #there was also going to be a plot twist type of thing that i was going to do but it just didn't feel right to do in this wip and it felt #like i was taking away from robin by doing that SO. #i've decided to save it for later #maybe #(the plot twist was comphet nancy lmao)

[chirpsythismorning]

When Blue Meets Yellow In the West: A Series Long Theory - Part 1

1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6,

#stranger things #byler #when blue meets yellow in the west #blue and yellow meet in the west #set design in entirely blue and yellow #this is a part of the gate being a metaphor for Mike in the closet #gategate #?? #blue and yellow also plays into it… like very literally #s3 confirms it and it’s kind of surreal watching it from this perspective honestly #‘they adapt— find some way to survive’ #comphet? #will being in the way of mikes ability to stay in the closet #THE DOORS #just wait

[dykesynthezoid]

Something about Tory saying “I guess we should get our money’s worth” before hooking up in the car with Robby. Like yeah you could write it off as a flirty quip but? With the context that she has only ever been interested in guys if they’re Sam LaRusso’s sloppy seconds. And she says it like hooking up is the obvious, logical conclusion; moments after revealing she has to return her dress the next day. It’s such a thing to have the character who has always been the Most Concerned About Money say, like. The implications of that, even if it’s meant to be a joke. Like she’s lucky to even be here, to be dressed up, to have actually gotten to go to prom, to be there with a guy who seems to honestly like her. Of course she has to do the obvious thing. She’s been dreaming of all this, and this is just part of the dream. Almost as if it’s incidental. Idk she makes me insane

#there’s no like. real desire in that scene to me #which is weird bc their dance scene at least has a sensuality to it #but that same feeling is just. kind of missing later on. which. why. #I feel like we discuss Sam comphet more often bc it’s. just so obvious #but god with Tory it’s like. less immediately clear but The Implications. #tory nichols #cobra kai #ck

[cozyqueerchaos]

Do u think KrisElle had a mutual crush on each other as kids?

OOOOO uh.. i mean i think they definitely could have? kids are weird and don't think things through like adults do, but i could totally seem them like, playing pretend at being married or just kind of assuming that they'll always be together?

...AUGH okay now you've got me thinking. maybe noelle overheard her parents fighting and cries about the fear of being alone to kris, who (also terrified of being alone) instantly goes "well let's get married when we're older so you'll never be alone" and after that it just becomes something they say to each other whenever they're upset >v<

#noelle sitting there like: we're going to be way better than our parents at being married- #something that is both healthy to want and possible to achieve!! #ask #deltarune #my experience with childhood crushes boils down to comphet and nothing else LMAO so i am not great with these kind of headcanons but!! #it's cute to think about nonetheless :> #i should really write for these two hhhhhh

[kaeyapilled]

. (tw heterosexuality)

#i am having the worst sexuality crisis of my life. i was so sure i was a lesbian but there is this One Guy.. #he makes me feel things. i think. but i cant categorize them #relationships w men sound.. unappealing.. if i think about it generally #like a random man? sounds weird. or maybe not. i dont know. i havent even had a first kiss lmao i dont really know stuff #but him............oh...........hes so funny and cool and nice to everyone. his hands are pretty (weird thing to notice but ok) #he explains math to me and i cant focus because he's too close. thats so MORTIFYING I THOUGHT I WAS A DYKE #but at the same time 12 year old me was having heart palpitations around my first girl crush and shit #and he hasnt made me feel anything that strong so far. so. idk. but also i was 12. so idk #well okay generally speaking women make me feel much more doing way less #there was this occasion where this girl who i always had a mild thing for but never did anything about it just came up to me #at school #and just. haha lol i had a dream about you last night ;) #i am not joking when i say i felt weak in the knees. she was smiling in a like playful way so i was gonna make a joke but i could not #because i was going to pass out from being too gay #this guy (or any other guy for that matter) doesn't seem to have the power to make me feel like that #..........am i bisexual with a female lean or whatever people say. or am i experiencinf the worst case of comphet of my life #this is awful. not because i don't wanna like men (its just sexuality idc) but because i don't want to prove my mom right #😭what if it WAS a phase #but who knows. mentioning the girl who dreamt about me kind of replaced the thoughts i was having of him for a bit there #i miss her she was nice. well sort of. but i was never involved in the drama so who cares fr. she graduated last year #anyways sorry for breaking character. tumblr user kaeyapilled is lore dropping

[gregoftom]

something i like to think about is how tom always like. brings up stuff, as a reference to him and greg’s time together or stuff they’ve discussed when talking with greg/having an intimate moment with him. like for example, the nero sporus thing and saying “castrated on pay” after the dinner with matsson in the finale. because like. the way he says “and pray that you can trust me, because you just handed me a valuable piece of capital.” in hunting, like. he says “i got just enough capital...” in the finale when choosing greg and putting that sticker on him. it could just be the same use of the word but like. idk there’s probably more times he’s referred back to stuff between them but even twice seems a bit intentional. 

#txt #idk i just like to think about it......................... #also it gives more weight to the whole greg referencing certain stuff wrt the arctic fox and stuff and it being geared towards tom #why couldn't it have been an inside joke between them #why couldn't tom saying 'show some respect' mean show some respect for ME and stop whoring around @ me in front of hugo and the others #they gonna know!!!!!!!!! #why couldn't it have been both a comphetting cover up but also an inside joke between him and tom seeing as they're best friends now? #i mean tom might not even have Got It and that's fine because greg Would do that like haha am i right tom? <3 #thinking that they are on that kind of level [which they are] bc of their friendship and closeness like!!!!! #sorry. SORRY i'm insane about them. bye

[haintxblue]

i was telling a funny story to a (cis!!!!!) friend about how one time I held the door for a very masculine, visibly queer person who jokingly said "oh, you're such a gentleman, chivalry isn't dead" to me while I was wearing a pantsuit but still extremely femme and wearing a pride flag pin on my lapel, like... a queer man recognizing a queer woman and saying thank you in the absolute funniest way possible

And I was like, it was so funny because I'm so cis but something about the specific gayness of this exchange made me feel very sexy and comfortable in my skin in a way I think must be similar to what I've heard called gender euphoria

And they will not let it go that maybe I'm actually not cis! And tbh they've brought it up often enough I regret telling the story and debated whether I should even post this lest I get more but like

It feels bad to do something like, slightly GNC like when i say I like wearing suits or I wish I had a dwarf beard to braid and put flowers in, or to have an exchange that gently pokes fun at the gender binary like when I held that door and the funniest gay alive complimented me and I enjoyed it, and be told that these experiences are incompatible with being cis. Like I don't like that I am somehow being framed as contributing to the gender binary because it's "obviously egg behavior" and I must not know myself. And like 90% of it is coming from cis people in my life.

But I also worry if I am complaining about this or whatever it's gonna come off like i am somehow afraid of being perceived as trans, which isn't it at all. If a stranger or a casual acquaintance perceives me as trans I don't care, and I only care about a friend doing it because they should know me, lol. But the insistence on telling me that I MUST be and that I cannot know myself feels a) patronizing, b) cissexist and cisnormative in a gross way, and c) like it is happening to me with increasing frequency, and idk what to do about it. Like I've talked about it before but it really feels regressive that the slightest bit of GNC behavior means you must secretly be trans, especially when like I said it's mostly coming from cis people? Like what a weird way to police the binary. I'm barely even qualifying as GNC when I do these things wtf

#Personal #Had to make sure this person doesn't follow me here lmao #But I feel like I do when people insist I'm a lesbian experiencing comphet #Like no I'm bisexual and that's actually insanely dismissive of something complicated and nuanced #Transphobia \ #Tangentially related but someone I know online told me they thought I was trans cos I'd mentioned being so tall and having big feet once an #Like #What the fuck kind of thing is this to say to someone holy shit can you imagine the implications of thinking like that #I gently yelled at them #How fucked up

[lottalove01]

actually dont like the termina plot as much tho all the playable characters and samarie ofc are very rotatable in my head so thats fun

#like every character is at least almost on d'arce level for me and like thats my comphet lesbian best friend im talking abt #actually marcoh is kind of the most boring out of them but hes a hunk of a man and hes kind so. so <3

[shinychopshopwizar]

this is just a random thought ive had in the back of my mind when i first got into yellowjackets so be nice but like. something something jackie & shauna are quinn fabray variants (to ME) and quinn is somehow a combination of jackieshauna's worst individual traits

#shauna shipman #jackie taylor #jackieshauna #this came from the glee yj tweets i looked up for funsies when i was getting into yj and ive chuckled @ the shackie quinn ones #but u know with enough time i started thinking about it way too much #i have lots of Thoughts but my thesis statement is this: #prone to being extremely harsh (on herself & others) which can lead to making the worst life decisions ever [Shauna] #+ “pretty perfect highschool queen” whose really reliant on the (superficial) expectations of everyone/the social order [Jackie] #= quinn fabray #like if u were assigning yj girls to glee chars you can kind of slot jackieshauna in quinn for wildly different reasons #its just really funny. frankly hilarious to me. this is very niche but if it hits an audience then wooo #if j&s watched glee theyre fave character would be quinn for Very different reasons its true they told me #& shauna would be a secret hater about it lowkey because she'd assume jackie doesn't get the parts of Quinn that shauna relates to #while jackie? shes just losing her mind over every s2 faberry moment #comphet lesbian AND pregnant cheater bitch oh quinn fabray what can't you do #but yeah. yeah #if you read all this i appreciate u. #ignore the typos 😒

[batemanofficial]

i might be a bad person for saying this but my old roommate is getting married to her stupid golden retriever boyf (fiancé atp i suppose) and i do not think their marriage will last (for a variety of reasons) but i would really like to be invited to the wedding bc that would give me an opportunity to visit the pnw and do photography stuff

#speak friend and enter #to be clear i couldn't care less about the wedding itself but i DO care about cool mountain ranges #i love the friend in question but bless her they're not gonna last. just listening to their phone calls it's already circling the drain #i don't typically like to make these kinds of assumptions abt ppl but she's a lesbian. i feel it in my bones #like she'd come home from work and tell me about girls she met that day in heavy detail #but when she'd talk about her fiancé she'd just be like 'he's nice ig idk' and treat him like. a member of a group project #i met her fiance and she's right! he's nice ig! and if they're really happy then i'm happy for them but. i smell comphet

[blorb0]

NOT MARVIN AND TRINA

MARVIN AND TRINA BEFORE FALSWTTOS !!

#she says the sex was good (despite everything else) it’s basically canon #in like a comphet terrible marriage kind of way yknow