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aita-blorbos · 4 months
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(tma oc ask content warning for canon typical levels of buried fuckery)
am i the asshole for driving away my friend?
hey reddit . im posting from a throwaway bc i dont want people connecting this to my work (though i doubt youve heard of me anyways) but i think i messed up terribly and i want to know if this is something i can still fix
also sidenote sorry if my grammar or punctuation or word choice or anything of that sort are poor. i have not been sleeping well for some time
i (19m) am a video game developer. its been my passion for years now and i am currently in uni studying computer games development and programming and level design . although i have considered dropping out but thats a point for later . i post on itch io and such and sometimes i make flash games but idk if anyone reading this has played a single one
its been a bit of a hard time for me, if im being honest. i really like games and i really liked making them but i dont think im very good at programming or art or level design or any of the other things that go into the process of making a game . at least a profitable and fun one .
so i ended up coming to this computer science study group in the hopes maybe someone could teach me to be better at programming. and i met this girl. i dont know exactly how old she is, but i want to say she was maybe two or three years ahead of me in her schooling, so probably about 22. anyways lets call her E
E was studying pure computer science and wanted to do it at a high level . so of course she was pretty good at helping me with my really rudimentary programming stuff . and she was friendly and funny and we liked hanging out so we ended up being good friends . she actually complimented my games, once i got them to function, and said my pixel art was cute . my point is we were close . maybe we wouldn’t have been so close if we had anyone else, but i was still new and she was pretty lonely .
really shortly after i met her though i started having fucked up dreams. ok that’s not entirely accurate because i had been having fucked up dreams on occasion for a while . but they got worse and she showed up in them. it was all me locking her in stairwells hitting her over the head and piling earth over her body filling her mouth with mud and cement. terrible things
so i stopped sleeping. i tried not to at least. im pretty sure most uni kids pull all nighters. i know i did even when i was younger. but i wasnt studying for exams or whatever. i was just trying and trying to force myself awake and i started to lose it a bit. my grip on things. it felt like i was sleepwalking through classes and even like i was dreaming when i was awake. id nod off for a moment in a lecture and id feel dirt caked on my hands under my fingernails. and no matter how much i scrubbed and how much i knew with my eyes it wasnt there it just. refused to come off . and it felt like her blood
i don’t remember how we got on the topic but i remember she told me how she always worried a little bit about being trapped . like claustrophobia of a flavor that shows itself in locked doors and thick walls and collapsing underground stations. that made me feel even more odd about the whole thing . of course i felt awful about hurting her but that part of it was like a joke i didn’t get
and then weirdly enough i got really into nineties 3D games. they have these skyboxes that make it really obvious they’re not actually infinite . and i thought that was kind of interesting in context. like the whole world is a box you’re in so why worry so much about if the stairwell door will lock behind you
i kind of started thinking that was something i would like to replicate with my art . like if i put all my issues into one game they would be out of my brain and gone . maybe it could even be pleasant without the whole preying on my friends terror thing
so now we get to the part of the story where i fear i really really messed up . i made this game . and honestly i dont remember the development very well . sleep deprivation is a dreadful thing . i remember again and again while i was making it kind of coming to my senses not knowing where i was and finding massive parts of the game that i didnt remember making at all.
it was set in a stairwell but i dont remember buying or making the models for the door . there was a really weird kind of way the game functioned with an infinite path going up but how that functioned i couldnt tell you . and i dont remember composing the audio or where i might have downloaded it from except that i never liked to listen to it for very long . i dont know why i kept it in the game
i always showed my games to E but i really wanted her to see this one in particular. so she came by my flat and played it and then i remember she just glared at me . there was something to the look she gave me . it was like she was completely horrified and was trying to pretend she was just angry instead
she hasnt spoken to me since . and i think i fucked up . i knew it was playing at her issues and i think maybe i even made it at least subconsciously to pry at them. like the same part of me with dirt under my fingernails was also sitting there typing away on that keyboard .
but at the same time its just a game . and im better at programming now too . like something just clicked there
honestly though development lately has been weird. its been hard trying to go back to the old sort of pixel art platformers and shoot em ups and that kind of thing i used to make. every time i open any program its like im just staring at it and imagining skyboxes. putting it all in a box imprisoning every world i make that kind of thing. like i said earlier ive been considering dropping out. but i dont know. i think id need to sleep on it
i still have weird fucked up dreams but E isnt in them anymore . i dont know where shes gone . i think maybe my idea worked somehow and i did transfer all that shit to my art . and then that just all went right to her . but i dont know if i like that idea or hate it
anyways reddit am i the asshole?
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tulipsempai · 10 months
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Got an ask that I deleted but I think I should answer anyway :/ (Because I feel I'm gonna be asked again anyway).
'Were you friends with Shiny? She gave you Eme after all and you two roleplayed'
tiny rant here, be free to ignore
Not really. I mean, I tried to be, she also tried to be, but it was just never fun with her.
A lot of self-hate and a lot of 'fishing for reassurance' vibes I got from her and that was only after few minutes in our first conversation (we spoke to each other after she drew Jacob aggressively attacking her OC Lav out of jealousy bc both loved MT (which I didnt like btw)).
I already had a friend like her at the time so I didnt have the energy for more, so I just told her that she needed to seek for professional help and that I can't help her and then I moved on.
Then she gifted me Eme one day. I thought 'Hey that could be fun to have a character who interact with my followers! :D' But the RPing as Eme with her was weird as well. He was getting a lot of asks that a child shouldn't get:
'Your mom is crying' 'She's just a bad mother' 'I bet you're happy now that she isn't there' 'did you abandon your own mother!?' etc. All anonymous of course, but the writing style was similar to hers and sometimes she even forgets to put the anon option on soooo yep.
Awkward.
And even when the ask was her as her, she was just being an clingy mother, her gifts for Eme was cute, but err... still not fun more than half of the time.
I wasnt answering most of her (and anonymous) asks but after her making a overdramatic fit and to start guilt-tripping Eme for getting upset (bc kids can be upset for unknown reason) and for him saying something similar as 'Fuck', I was like 'okay, thats enough. She shouldnt be Eme's mom anymore. It's just not fun with her'. So yep. I didnt really talk to her after stopping the mom-child rp ask thing.
She didnt even notice I blocked her for 4 months and she asked one of her friend to talk to me. Soooo we really weren't that close :/
Even if she was Eme's creator and 'mother', Emerald the stick is still my character. I gave him a personality, I made stories with, I rp him with other friends and he is happy being with my other OCs -v-
Shiny gave me a gift (a simple masculine looking emerald colored stickfigure) and gift arent given with a string attached to it. Eme is 100% my character, and after all the drama she did, I dont even feel like that she deserved to be named when asked about Eme's original creator.
The BYE anon is his true Creator /j
I hope that answer your question, curious Anon. Maybe I'm gonna delete that post at some point.
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intergalaticrabbit · 7 months
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WOOOOOOOOOO OC DROP!!!!!!!! IVE BEEN COOKING THESE GUYS IN MY HEAD FOR THE PAST 3 YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- VERY BADLY WRITTEN CHARACTER INFO AND LORE BELOW IF YOU ARE ANY BIT INTRESTED -
okkkk so zalans a cool single rabbit trans dad, he’s bisexual and very lonely andddd his gf was serenity who went poof and died he is a sad guy now also serenity was a literal princess (crazy) he’s super awesome and has really awful parents, serenity and zalan met as teenagers and were basically inseparable (sobbing bc they are an adorable couple) yes he has an eyepatch, his eye basically got rlly badly hurt as a kid and he’s super self-conscious about it, he’s pretty much only let serenity see under his eyepatch. He has a hard time letting things from his past go, and has an even harder time accepting that serenity’s dead and that he needs to move on
aster is the child of zalan and serenity in a really confusing way because serenity died pretty young n stuff, they r basically their child from another timeline they were sent to this one for reasons I will not disclose here because this is just a simple character introduction u guys (unless you really want to know ask me or smth idk) anywayssss aster was given the necklace that serenity used to wear since it’s like a rlly important relic in the moon family everyone basically receives it at some point in the family, but we need some sort of plot device so that necklace is actually really bad and has basically been killing off their entire family (yikes) so yeah it starts talking to the wearer and tells them to do bad things to themselves or other people around them which was what caused serenity’s death and basically everyone who came before her, it’s like a curse pretty much and is really bad and stinky and maybe you will find out who is causing this!!!!!??? (It is a little obvious whos the evil character here I think)
anyways asters super cool!!!! (definitely an active tumblr user) they like to make bracelets and they end up dating bex and joining his band that he has with devon (super awesome) so yewh they are super epic :)
ophelia is literally so awesome and cool and I loveeee her love love love he’s a bigender butch lesbian and is literally so incredible, she’s dating marina and they are so awesome and cute, he’s the sister of serenity and asters super cool aunt like the kind that gets you mcdonalds after school and has a super dirty car!!!!! /positive
I honestly don’t have much planned for her in the story other than the fact that he’s just super cool and I think about her a lot :’)
mara is literally the girl boss of all time, shes the childhood best friend of zalan ( they are not on the best terms rn tho……) mara spent a lot of her time as a kid with zalan until they had a big fight because zalan thought mara was too controlling and pushy and he told her he didn’t want to be around her anymore, mara lashed out at him by attacking him, it’s what caused his eye to burn (she has fire magic from her father) mara immediately regretted it and ran away crying, leaving zalan to lay in pain until his parents found him (i like to imagine it took place in a field, zalan and mara spent a lot of time away from their parents since neither of theirs were very great, they really only had each other to rely on) mara has tried and tried and tried to apologize to zalan but he’s refused all of it. mara didn’t have a great relationship with serenity either, their kingdoms are rivals and she spent most of her life as a child learning to hate her. Mara tried to reconnect with zalan when they were teens, but she saw he was with serenity and got jealous (not in a romantic way in a platonic way) since zalan had only ever been by her side and since she and him stopped being friends, she’s really had no one to turn to. She has a tough time controlling her emotions and like zalan, she closes herself from the rest of the world and doesn’t accept help
marina is an absolutely sweetheart we love her, they are super energetic and love sea creatures :3 her gf is ophelia and honestly she is a bit underdeveloped other than being super sweet and caring for others but I love them a lot, she’s a lot like the mom friend and often is the one people can go to for advice (especially aster)
bex is such a little weirdo I love him, theyre into a lot of nerdy things (it is why him and aster r in love u guys) and loves music and being silly and stuff, they’re like a half-alien half-lizard half-creature thing that I cannot describe but yeah also devon is basically like a big brother to him since they don’t have any siblings and his parents suck (guys count how many characters I have that have bad parents challenge) I like to think him and aster met randomly in like math class or smth and bex had a stupid little backpack that had like a pikachu keychain and aster was immediately like “wow im in love…….” HAHAHA anyways theyre awesome and sweet also they have a long tail I just did not draw bc it wouldn’t fit good (i have tried)
devon is like every older brother in a teen movie but slightly nicer, he’s two years older than bex and aster and they all go to the same school. devons super chill and wears stupid clothing that says random phrases on it (gamer swag) he came up with the idea for the band because he was bored or whaatevrr i like to think that bex and devon met because bex was trying to find a class and devon showed him to it, also devons definitely still in freshmen classes despite being like a sophomore because he legitimately just does not care about school and slacks off so they usually just talk in whatever classes they have together also devons like a half-goat guy, he usually hides his horns in his hair but I showed them for the drawing lol
tyme is literally every tumblr sexyman mixed into one and I’ve done this on purpose because then he has ultimate power (which he does anyway) they are a literal timegod who likes hot sauce and zalan (he is obsessed with that man) also he’s immortal and has lived since the world was created (more on that later!) he’s the kind of guy to sit seductively on pianos basically (does that make sense yes no i dont know) he’s a total menace and a trickster and his best friend is actually aster which is funny because he wants to be with their father (funny silly goof) also he has an existential crisis every month over his existence, also he knows zalan isn’t ready to move on from serenity so it worries him a lot since he is literally so madly in love with him
(tw for abuse, suicide and religious trauma for below)
HANK IS A FITHY MAN WHO SHOULD NOT BE TRUSTED (nobody listened apparently when I screamed that from the sky) he is a massive idiot and ruler of the world (orrrr until he died or whatever) he was basically raised in a really bad cult growing up not knowing his parents who praised a being known as “star”, growing up like this formed his thoughts on what his ideal world would be, to escape from the world he was raised in, his mind began to fill with the world he wanted, he was the ruler, he had a group that listened and respected him, and so many subjects that wanted to hear what he had to say. He built himself towns and cities and kingdoms from his mind. Tyme was something that came along with the creation of this “new world” and for a while Tyme was very complacent with what Hank wanted and fulfilled his every need. But eventually along with all of his other creations they turned on him and began to think of ways they could get rid of him, to stop his control over the world. But that was impossible, they’d probably be killed like all the others who disobeyed him, so they stayed still. years went past and nothing changed. If anything, things had gotten completely worse and hank had gone even more insane. Even if Tyme wanted to he couldn’t stop him, although he was the second most powerful, he had no power against his creator
one fateful day, hank stood up on his balcony to give a speech to the people, a normal event, usually preaching about something only a madman would. right before his speech however, tyme, done with his nonsense, went up to him and told him he needs to quit this, hank had done nothing but walk away. But now sitting on the balcony, looking down at all of the people, HIS people, he grinned and stood up on the ledge of the balcony, screaming his thoughts out one last time, before using a knife on himself and falling to the ground. Nobody made a sound except for the door that tyme rushed through to find his body, but, there was no body, only a glowing star
(ill let u figure it out from there also i did not intend to write a short story for that one lmaoo)
anywyas thanks if you read that i honestly don’t care if you did or not I needed to put all that somewhere anyway wooooooooooo also ask me questions about them please if you have any!!!!!!!!!! Need To Explain Things About Them Now!!!!! also there are more ocs I have in this universe but these are just the most important ones so if you want me to draw the others I can eventually
ok bye thx
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yoonia · 8 days
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🚨Spoilers🚨
🚨Huge spoilers for the bedroom hymns🚨
🚨Don't read this ask unless you've read it until chapter xiv🚨
(I hope this will be enough 😭😅)
Ahhh okay, I thought it would make more sense to ask it on your blog (and you can choose not to answer if it's too heavily spoiled/makes no sense)(sorry in advance for it being huge)
This is me writing this ask:
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So for my list of questions and theories about this story (FYI I've no idea what fairytale story you're retelling):
I've read the end of the prologue like 3 or 4 times and I still don't get it. Her sighting of the Bluebeard is never mentioned later and it bothers me bc if it is her dad, she should have recognized him, if it's the carriage man from chap iv-v, then she would later on. The story's title leads me to believe that the OC is Bluebeard's daughter, but then why wouldn't she recognize him in the prologue? (And no, it's not obvious, bc the story tells us OC is smart and perceptive, so what is the point of that scene in the prologue if not to ascertain this for herself?)
The King's decision-making is... a little weird. So he has only one heir (OC), whom he has trained to rule after him and he has let her reach adulthood without knowing that there's a parallel realm to this kingdom that she's supposed to rule over? Like, what if he died tomorrow? Not to mention that if she has powers and should learn to control them, he seriously would leave her blind and 'unrefined' (let's be real, a liability) instead of training/preparing her?
And then he lets her go through these portals without mastering anything? Not herself, not the family secret, nothing? Like, she's the best-kept secret of all the dimensions and he'd risk losing her to thugs and danger and bad chance? What if someone steals her necklace? What if she forgets to put it on, he literally caught her doing it! Like, how are you going to so many lengths to keep her hidden and then risk her safety like this?
AND THEN knowing that this is a world with soulmates, there's the distinct impression that the King hides the OC even from her soulmate. Which opens the door to defying fate itself, and risking the hate of his daughter when she finds out? Idk, I thought he was smart.
And then he still has the time to live so many fake lives? How?? How does he have the time to play all those roles, and more importantly, why would he care to? He's a king with the power of omnipresence?
And then about the Queen. So my theory is that she died, because a) she wouldn't leave OC, b) the king loves her and wouldn't just "let her be lost in a portal". Especially since the King is letting the OC use those portals.
I need to know if OC and Yoongi met as kids 😭 With Queen Milena and so he was the only person who knew she had a daughter and that OC was his soulmate (but then the Queen would know too? And would tell the King? So why is he hiding her? 😵) I need that so I can cry and be all goofy dovey about it, okay? 😭
💨 so my ongoing theory is that the King and Yoongi's dad are related somehow (hopefully not, cause then -> blood relatives 😭) and that both were bestowed that power - or alternatively, that Queen Milena is related and had the power, giving it to the King later.
The third option is that the King/Queen Milena are from the kingdom that was destroyed and that power came from there (and is just similar to Yoongi's dad's) but that would beg the question of why mention that someone "stole it" in Yoongi's kingdom in the first place.
I'm considering whether the King is an immortal being of some sort considering the legends and how some of his decisions make no sense, but then why have a daughter, and in case he has had many, why care about this one?
I've just realized most of my assumptions rely on thinking of the King as a loving father and it might not be the case considering how neglectful he is...
Now all of this being said, none of this is me shitting on the story, quite the opposite, the mystery is the journey. Either all my questions make sense and I've been caught in the web, or there are plotholes that can be fixed now that external eyes have pointed them out. Another possibility is that I missed something, which would not shock me at all 😂😂😅
Where is the story going? I've absolutely no clue! I'm super excited about the next chapter because I'm hoping that Yoongi will be the key to her lock and then everything will just unravel beautifully 🔥
Ahh hello!! I’m sorry this took so long to respond to. I had to read this ask a few times and these are my reaction through every single one: 😆😎😂🤭😏😏🤭🤓
I was contemplating how to answer this long ask because there are so many questions listed here that may potentially spoil the story if I’m going to answer in detail so I had to figure out how to respond without spoiling the story. we’re still a bit far before some of the big revelations are brought up so I’m going to do my best to answer with clues on what to expect and point out some of the things (scene purposes, hints, etc) that you may have missed which should’ve answered some of this. 
For those who haven’t read the story, you can skip reading this. or not lol. I’m going to leave the answer under a cut just in case. 
So here we go: 
To find the answer for question no. 1; the hints are all there in the recent chapters where OC kept finding the King’s hideouts and the disguises that the King supposedly used during his ‘trips’. The purpose of these scenes were to answer the question: “if that ‘person’ had been the King, why wouldn’t she recognise him at all?” but there is actually another question that was never asked: “was that person really the King at all? or if that really was Bluebeard?” 
Idk if you remember, but it was mentioned during the scene in the prologue that OC had only seen a ‘dark figure’ walking through the deep woods. she never got close enough to see the person’s face, except for a hint of the blue beard, and he was covered in a fog, leaving her to believe that she was really seeing that ‘person’. 
I can’t answer questions no. 2&3 yet as they are a part of the big revelation that I mentioned above. The scenes have been written for a couple of upcoming chapters so you may have to wait until they are revealed (since mentioning them now will ruin the story heheh)
As for no. 4; coincidentally, I’ve written the answer in the latest chapter (ch. 15). I know that this ask was sent to me before the chapter was out (which was also one of the reasons why I didn’t answer this right away just so I could ‘show’ it to you instead lol) but since you’ve read it by now, I guess I’m allowed to bring it up now😏
I’m sure you’ve caught on with the conversation shared between Yoongi and Yijeong. In this world, soulmates do exist. but this is something that has been rare to happen within the fairies community, so aside from Yoongi and some limited characters, the fact that he has a soulmate at all was never exposed publicly. and until this chapter (aside from the brief encounter the OC had with the farmer in Grimm), we haven’t revealed WHAT the OC truly is yet.
So does the King know that she has a soulmate somewhere out there? maybe yes, but there’s a bigger chance that he doesn’t. since…we haven’t even solved whether he is Yoongi’s kind at all. 
No. 5 will also be explained in an upcoming chapter. As I’ve mentioned before, there is a big revelation coming, and starting from the latest chapter to the next 2-3 chapters, we are going to have a build up leading to that point. The only thing that I can tell you right now is this: the King has a reason why he has been using the portals, and that reason may not be what we (and the OC) have been thinking at all😎😎
No. 6&7 have also been written and will be included in the future chapters. We haven’t been getting the Queen’s side of story so far since we’ve been seeing the events through OC’s pov and every memory that she has of the Queen is kinda distorted, since she was still a child when the Queen was around. More about the Queen will be brought up through Yoongi’s pov, because he is the only one who has a clear memory of her due to the fact that he was older than OC when he last met the Queen. 
One of the things that I’ve recently wrote about was actually a scene showing Yoongi’s moment with the Queen. Lets just say that their conversation will explain a lot about that last question and you might enjoy what they talked about then 🤓
For your theories; I’m actually loving these so far hahah and let me say that you are getting pretty close. The only information we have right now is that the Queen and the fairy Emperor (Yoongi’s father) were extremely close, enough that they shared secrets with each other and that they often spent time together (which Yoongi remembers joining as a child), which is why the Emperor is determined to find out what happened to her before he passes away (ps. there is also another reason why he is in need to find her, but that will be mentioned later) 
I guess this is all that I can give you for now. Hopefully, my answers (and non-answers) will help make sense some of the things you’ve been curious about. I can definitely say that your questions do make perfect sense, and to be fair, I kind of expect more readers to be having these questions as we reach at this point of the story because then everything that is happening in the upcoming chapters will fall in place perfectly to answer everything.
Truly hoping that there won’t be any plotholes as we’ve finally reached this point and so close to the climax LOL because I’ve been working on this one for a whole year and I have everything planned until the end. well, except for a few loopholes that I’m now busy tidying up, hence why I often take breaks between chapters to make sure everything works out and makes sense at the end😎
If you’re ever interested to learn more about the tale that inspired this story, there is an online script of the original version (not released by the Grimm’s brothers) of Blubeard that you can find here. Reading the basic of the tale might help you understand the significance of the ‘magic doors’, the keys, and Bluebeard’s secret :) 
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rt-lots · 5 months
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Joining in on the Ian and Rammy ask train… 🌂✏️ (and 🍎 specifically for Ian!)
TW for a fair bit of suicide talk!!!
umbrella - i assume this doesnt need an answer for both of them, bcuz they belong 2 the same story. i imagine ian and rammys story being a vidya game, and i guess itd b a psychological horror? which feels like, pretentious to say but the main scaries of the story are how much ians life sucks and he wants 2 die. so... i think itd count. thats all overarching stuff tho... most of ian n rammys time spent together is lightheared, i think. theyre two dudes hanging out and one of them is slowly coming to terms with the fact his suicidal thoughts won. whatever genre that is
pencil - WAHHH it depends a lot of the time... ian and rammy have definitely made a big resurgence in my brain recently (past month) bc im 18 and can post bout em, but also just cuz i love them sooo much and want to chew on them constantly. id say i write abt/draw them pretty frequently tho!! i doodle them on my school work and in notebooks a lot and they have some of the bigger galleries on my toyhouse lawl. i dont write much directly for their universe, but ive typed... many paragraphs to my friends just braindumping the shit i think about them. so, yeah, less often than id like, but theyre up there in my priorities of ocs :3
apple (for ian) - GRAHHHHHHHHHHH u dont know what demons uve unleashed w this. i already twed this post for suicide but im gonna move this part under the cut bc mentioning ians dad specifically ties a lot into the suicide aspect of the story
OKAY SO. ians family consists of his mom, sister, and him. his dad was in the picture when he was a little kid, like early elementary age, but ditched after some time. his relationship with both parents was relatively normal, they definitely couldve done a better job raising him, but they were never intentionally hurtful nor did they scar him at all. (well, correction, his MOM didnt scar him at all)
after ians dad left, though, his side of the family still kept in touch... they gave very flimsy reasonings for his fathers absence, why he couldnt make it to holidays, why he wasnt saying all these things directly, etc. it kept things strained and tense as the family knew things were being kept from them but never got to know why. the last interaction ian ever had w his dads side of the family was on his 18th birthday, where his uncle gifted him a silver handgun with his name carved into the handle. it was a hollow attempt to connect with ian, a display of violent masculinity that ian would later use to try and take his own life.
i dont have it fully figured out what this *means* for ians character, but its something i go insane about. ians only memories of his dad are him doing stereotypical masculine dad things w him, like fishing. maybe he didnt interact w ian ass if he was his child, but if he was his son, and that improper socialization is part of the reason he hates himself- why the gun is what kills him. but... i dunno really. ians social anxiety, addiction, and general collapsing in on himself are cuz of a life time of mental illness that went unchecked until he successfully isolated himself to the point no one *could* care, not just cuz daddy give him gun.
okay! that is NOT what u asked at all but now u know it. hehehe. of course ian and rammys story is a big wip forever so excuse me for any side tangents and/or general plot points w loose ends
but! as for his actual relationships w family (ill include sister since his relationship w mom isnt rlly fleshed out yet):
he and his mom havent spoken in 6 years, nor have he and his sister. he slowly faded out of their lives when he moved away, partly out of a subconscious desire to isolate and partly due to just not having the social confidence or energy to maintain regular communication w his family. his mom is the first person he talks to when he escapes his Puter, and she's his rock in his remaining months of recovery. shes very underdeveloped as a character atm, but what is certain is she tries her hardest to understand her sons struggles and support him, offering to pay for therapy for him. ian loves his mommy lalala
ian and his sister are... dddifferent. ian also had an average relationship w his sister, but shes a lot more upfront with him when it comes to talking about how his 6 year absence effected her than their mom. their mom, while wanting her children to seek help for their respective struggles, doesnt really want to actively talk about those things with them. shes terrified of saying the wrong thing, and it doesnt help that she doesnt even have a clue what *to* say. ians sister, though, isnt afraid to tell him "hey man we fucking missed you. your absence hurt a lot because i didnt have any friends either, and i wish we couldve had eachother. jackass" post main-story they are friendly and hang out. during his time w rammy, ian does talk about his thoughts on his sister before he left, that being that shes a "crazy bitch"... family <3
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ninjapaste · 7 months
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Do any of your characters have secret references or meanings to their names? I’m always a fan of those!
When I name characters, I most often choose a name based on how it sounds/how it would be said and if that sound communicates the character in some way. In some ways the impression of the name and its relation to other names can create symbolism for the character. However, there are times where the names are direct references to something, and with the list I made below they will be at the end bc the explanation may be longer.
(This is exclusively splat ocs because adding all my other ones will make this list too long lmao. Plus I might talk a bit about their inspirations too!)
All this stuff under the cut!!!
Starting with Peur, I chose the name bc it just sounded nice with the plosive P and if the vowels arent stressed. I always notice that if the u and e are switched it becomes 'puer' which means 'boy' in latin. Peur is inspired by pineapples, Mallorca and the summery vibes of Splatoon 3
'Orion' was a kinda cool name I chose bc I didnt wanna go with 'octavian' because it sounded too basic. I think his name adds some mystery and implies he is a classy person too (but also I am a critical role fan so the name sometimes reminds me of tiberius lol). The character is inspired by takoyaki, red son from Monkie Kid, daffy duck (mainly the voice), RPDR, saucy santana and jjba.
Oriana and all the octavio cousins have their names bc they just sound cool and fitting with their character and aesthetic, for example Olav sounds serious but memorable (for a politician) and Odaliah sounds regal and sophisticated. Oriana's name to me sounds like it would belong to someone popular so yeah. Every octavio oc I made is inspired by a musical artist and Beyonce's Renaissance album lol.
Troy's name is a direct reference to the city of Troy in Greco-Roman stories (Ilead and Aeneid), the city that is destined to fall from the Greek invasion (dont worry Troy usnt destined to die or anything lol). I think it fits because Troy is a history nerd and he just chose this name (but also it could reference Aeneas from the Aeneid who left Troy to found Rome in myth). Other than that, Troy is inspired by some JPEGMAFIA songs and my fave superhero Miles Morales (especially after atsv)
Ace's name for starters is just a short but cool name and it also refers to the ace of playing cards, not assigned to any number (like agents in the NSS) but still apart of the deck. I made the character whilst listening to MF Doom who is one of my fave rappers because of their comic book/supervillain aesthetic (check out the song crosshairs)
DJ/the Captain was called Hubert sorta as a joke lmao. Basically my sibling joked that a lot of the character names I come up with are quite goofy (shes right lol) especially after I showed her all the splashtags I made for fun. So at some point I was designing my own versions of the agents and I made a really short agent 3 with a big forehead, a receding hairline and bad posture who acts like an edgy teen and gets bullied at school (I thought it would be intersting to make this kind of scrunkle) and I was like 'ok well this is HUBERT'. I will talk about him more/share some concept stuff another time to keep it short but hes inspired by gorillaz phase 1 and psychonauts, also he moves around /poses awkwardly like the spot in atsv, especially with the shoulder and neck posture.
I kept the naming for Neo quite easy, just Neo and simple as that. However my Neo 3 took this name because its quite mysterious, lacks any attatchment to gender (Neo is agender) and is better than their birth name. But now that I think about it, its a Matrix reference and Neo is a revolutionist who rejects the system! Neo is inspired by Hobie Brown in atsv and Mayday from No Straight Roads (and yes Neo's freinds are also NSR inspired too)
I had to come up with Teryon's name when naming some files of the first few drawings of him. The name sounds kinda serious but also the shortening to 'Terry' implies he is also casual, the average friendly guy. Terry also sounds kinda like 'teddy (teddy bear🥺)' to me but I didnt want to be too on the nose. I made him bc I wanted to make a fuzzy inkfish character since the ones I saw on this site looked really cool, also Mr. Grizz's boss fight attacks looked cool to me. Terry is inspired by music by Thundercat, Tame Impala, Childish gambino and Zuke from No Straight Roads
Ok so for this last one, TW fordeath, murder and a bit of gore because I will be mentioning the Ilead and Achilles/Hector stuff.
Anchilles (omg thx crystalmonk!) Is a name I definitely thought through, the 'Achilles' bit doesnt refer to a heel or anything but actually the character himself and the gruesone thing he did to Hector in the Ilead. Achilles is a Greek soldier and Homeric hero who killed Hector (a Trojan warrior) as revenge for killing his best bro (bit fruity ngl). He was so angry at Hector for doing this that he continued to beat his dead body and he cut holes in his ankles, tied rope through them and attatched the rope to his chariot so he could drag Hector as he charioted back to the Greek camp. So yeah, Achilles biting people ls ankles is a reference to that. The smallfry is inspired by King from the owl house and ellie from No Straight Roads (a little alligator with a helicopter for some reason).
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Hi You have infected me with Eshanna thoughts, and I was thinking about like, before her magic manifests, if they're living in Kirkwall (and she's spending summers in Antiva with her cool uncle), HOW MANY cool aunt/uncles she probably has in that town?
Cool aunt Merrill (though Fenris doubtless has strong opinions about his daughter spending any time with little miss blood is magic (affectionate)) showing little Eshanna all the best places in town to get sweet treats and where the best walled gardens are and how to sneak into them
Cool auntie Isabela (who would hate being called that) sailing in from doing pirate shit every now and then to flirt with Eshanna's dad (gross) and shower her in presents like the childless wealthy bisexual disaster she is
Cool (if grumpy) aunt Aveline sorta affectionately letting Eshanna get away with everything because she reminds her of her mother, and Hawkes get to do what they want in this town
Cool uncle Donnic scooping her up on his shoulders while he's on patrol in the safer parts of town, telling her very watered down funny stories about her dad from before she was born
Cool uncle Carver swinging by between duty cycles to pat her awkwardly on her little head and then, when she's older, teach her some martial skills because that's the only way he's confident he knows how to interact with people
Cool(?) Uncle Sebastian (when he calms down) coming by to take her and Fenris to church every now and then, when the chantry is rebuilt, and to talk in his gentle voice about the love of the Maker and for a little while she feels almost at peace
(I know Anders isn't welcome and doesn't see Eshanna for YEARS but consider: an orange kitten with a blue ribbon tied around its neck shows up on their doorstep in a basket one day and Eshanna is OVER THE MOON and sh can't work out why her dad is so suspicious of the adorable little beastie)
And of course, coolest uncle Varric, who's the fuckin Viscount, and can and will pull any strings he wants in order to make sure her childhood is as idyllic as Kirkwall can possibly make it
(which ofc means the Coterie falls in line and treats her like their little darling because if they don't Varric will feed them their own feet and if they do he will give them lots of money)
Anyways my overall point is: does this child EVER suffer a single consequence (other than dad's grumpy face and maybe some mild* chewing out) for her actions prior to her decision to up and run away? I mean everyone in her life misses her mom so much and feels so bad about her being gone, they probs let this kid run roughshod over the whole gotdang city lmao
*mild by Fenris's standards bc he's trying so hard to be nice but he has NO (zip zero none) context for what a reasonable amount of discipline is
I just need to say it makes me OVERJOYED to see so much written about a character that for the most part is completely divorced from the official canon and is JUST my OC like. Thank you so much for taking the time to type all this out!!!
I’m gonna go through each point and tell you what I have in mind for each dynamic if anything at all, some of these I definitely haven’t thought about lmao
Some context for Eshana's story for anyone who's confused, and the rest of this will be under a readmore to avoid eating people's dashes
Merrill
Avis and Merrill weren't actually that close! They weren't not friends, but they were the friends that don't really hang out on their own. If they're left alone together it's small talk until the rest of the crew shows up. No one's fault, they just don't have a whole lot in common and Avis' closeness with both Fenris and Anders definitely made things a little awkward.
BUT Merrill is Merrill, and regardless of how close she and Avis were, you're still right. Merrill would absolutely sneak Eshana all the sweets she could, bonus points if they're made with Dalish recipes (usually baked pastries such as pies and rolls with berries and honey in them) and show her all the beautiful things about Kirkwall. Fenris. Would not appreciate if Merrill took Eshana to the alienage, but she probably has more than once. They're her people too, Fenris, she should know.
Isabela
You’re on the money with this one. Eshana LOVES Isabela and Isabela is definitely the one who tells her stories she’s probably way too young to hear, with the justification of “she’s going to learn about it one day!” to Fenris. Eshana doesn’t care, she adores them.
And yes, she showers Esha with gifts. I like to think when Fenris would pick her up from her uncle at the end of the summers, he would have a little bag of gifts for her. He brings her dolls, painted wooden toys, necklaces, bracelets, earrings and other trinkets. (I’ve got a secret mental scene of Vaea catching Fenris buying a doll in a marketplace and that’s how she finds out he has a daughter back home. I don’t imagine he tells people about her much while he’s Blue Wraith-ing)
Eshana loves these gifts from her father, honestly, she does. But Isabela’s bringing things a little more exciting. Isabela will bring her full sized daggers, complete with a gory story of how she won it in a tavern brawl. Is it true? You have her word as a captain it is.
Aveline and Donnic
Combining these two into one for brevity’s sake. Your on the right track here, but Aveline doesn’t let her get away with absolutely everything exactly. She has given her extensive lectures about rules and law in Kirkwall, and that her name only grants her so much. Lectures Eshana… endured. But the moment the tears start flowing start flowing it’s all over. That’s when Donnic swoops in and takes her off for a little while. Eshana grows up with a healthy amount of love… and a little bit of fear for Aveline.
I will say, Aveline is the one that smacks Fenris upside the head when he needs it. When Eshana vanishes, obviously the first thing he does is go to the captain of the city guard to find her. Aveline talks him down from his panic-fueled fearful rage, and tells him that she’ll look, but she’s not going to drag her back to him kicking and screaming. She’ll be gone again within a week if she does that. Throughout the whole ordeal she tries to be the voice of reason when Fenris can’t, and she does play a huge part in keeping him sane.
Carver
Okay. This is where things get kind of awkward. In the true canon, my friend and I have changed some events up, some to make the combination of our playthroughs a bit more smooth and some just for the hell of it. This is one just for the hell of it. Point is: The Grey Warden that falls into the Fade with Avis, is Carver, and Avery does not fall in with them
Avis dies when Carver tries to play the hero and run off and distract the nightmare, she pulls him away and forces him up the stairs but then she has to take over keeping the spider back. She did not intend to sacrifice herself in that moment, but that is what happens. Carver of course blames himself, and tells everyone that he killed Avis, and this includes Fenris. Even after Fenris knows the full story, he blames him. They never got along, and now it's worse.
So, with all that said... Carver and Eshana don't see each other much. Fenris does try. He doesn't want to alienate his daughter from her mother's family and he does know deep down that the Maker himself could not have stopped Avis from pulling Carver out of the Nightmare's grip. So he tries. Carver does not.
Carver thinks he is not worthy to see his niece because he killed her mother, he can't look Fenris in the eye and know he hates him and know he deserves it. So he stays away, because it's better for everyone. Eshana has seen him only a handful of times, and it was always when a visit from him to Avery overlapped with one of Eshana's summer visits to Avery.
That was. Cheery. Anyway
Sebastian -
I am. I am so sorry. I hate Sebastian. I cannot bring myself to answer this. What you wrote is adorable I just cannot dedicate braincells to this man. I wish the tone could get brighter but unfortunately next is Anders
Anders
Your idea of Anders silently watching over her is so SO cute and I want so badly to tell you that you're correct but unfortunately. Anders is not. Fond of Eshana
See, in my version of the Fenris/Anders/Hawke mess, Anders copes with my Hawke choosing Fenris over him by inventing the narrative that Fenris doesn't really love her. Fenris is too much of a "wild dog" to love anyone, and one day, she'll realize this and come back to him. He convinces himself he's right because Fenris doesn't act like he loves her. He's never heard Fenris say it, he's never seen him call her "my love," he's never seen him prove that he loves her, at least not in his book
But then Avis gets pregnant, it's Fenris', she wants to keep it and Anders is devastated. She's now going to have the child of a man who cannot love her and she refuses to listen to him when he tries to tell her the hard truth. Still, Anders keeps with his initial belief, and accepts that when Avis comes to him she'll do so with a baby, and he'll help her raise it still
But. When the birth starts to go wrong and Fenris comes to him to save them, this narrative falls apart. Fenris' love, care, and concern for Avis is so in his face that he can't invent a narrative to pretend its not there anymore. He saw Fenris run to him in his clinic, desperate, begging him to save them. He saw how he stayed at her side until Anders was finally able to deliver the baby, and he saw him sit vigil at her bed, their child in his arms until she finally woke up after the whole ordeal was over. He could not pretend he didn't love her after all that
So. Eshana basically becomes a walking reminder to him of the fact that he was wrong. His fantasy was false. Avis was never going to come back to him. That's painful. And listen, Anders is very aware that this grudge is not fair to her. It's not Eshana's fault that she was born, but he feels what he feels, so he in general just avoids her.
The fact that she's Fenris' spitting image doesn't help either.
Varric
FINALLY some levity. Yes, Varric is the one letting her get away with everything as Viscount when Aveline won’t do it as guard captain. And you bet your ASS he’s paying to keep the carta and every other dangerous group MILES away from her. I won’t say they dote on her, mostly just stay away from her and that effectively makes them stay away from Kirkwall. If she’s caught in any crossfire it’ll still be hell to pay.
He’ll let her use his office as a playground. She can stamp things, sometimes open letters. He’s more than once been tempted to let her reply to letters but has yet to actually go through with it.
He calls her “Eyas” by the way. Which is what Hawke chicks are called.
So, to answer your final question of if she faced consequences before she ran away: Sort of. It’s less that she didn’t face consequences and more that due to her father, Aveline, and Varric’s efforts she’s grown up in a much safer world than they have. She hasn’t known the danger there really is out there because she hasn’t seen it. They’ve told her about it of course, and she isn’t stupid, but she’s definitely ignorant of the cold hard realities of how cruel the world can be.
She believes she just knows enough to make it through in one piece. That she can do it alone, not aware of the things the people around her have done to keep her safe all her life, and now she’ll be entirely without them for the first time ever. It goes about as well as you’d expect!
There you go! Sorry it took a little while to answer this I just wanted to do it justice. So here’s a long answer to a long ask! Thank you again!!
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Whats the most 'wtf' threat-message-comment thing you remember getting?
Maybe not a mean comment, but the most like 'why do you feel comfortable saying this to me' thing?
oh to be honest ive never received any actual AWFUL asks/comments but i have received a lot that toe a very fine line to the point i cant even remember all of them. like it's clear there was never any malicious intent but some people just reallyyyyy do not understand boundaries. most of the time i just wont answer but if im in a bad mood i tend to tell you guys off for it lmao so you've actually probably seen the worst ones.
i guess not threatening or mean, but one comment that has always stuck with me just bc of how 'wtf?!' i was about it is this one commenter i had on ao3. they were a reallyyy loyal commenter for MONTHS like every single chapter they'd leave at least a paragraph, and two thirds of the para would always be pure praise for my writing, which was why it was kinda complicated bc i KNEW the rest of the comment wasn't intended to be criticism, they were just the kind of person that clearly didn't have a filter. so what they'd do is they'd say all these compliments, but then they'd say what they DIDNT like about my writing. and my attitude with fanfiction is that unless the work is actively problematic, you just do not tell the author their shortcomings. idc if this isn't a widely held opinion; it's my opinion. ao3 authors are giving us this shit for FREE out of their own time more often than not while balancing jobs and a social life - it is their HOBBY and it's not your place to tell them you dont like their plot or the way they wrote something. write it yourself if it bothers you so much. and so for ages i just didnt respond to this person's comments even though MOST of the comment they'd leave would always be positive, bc the tagged on parts always felt passive aggressive. like they were clearly part of the Annoying atla fandom bc they'd always get annoyed when any of the characters held zuko accountable for anything. they openly admitted that they just wanted zuko to be babied and didn't like it when people were mean to him, a sentiment that REALLY pisses me off, and they were also SUCH a katara anti which, yk, red flag. but it was fine. it wasn't a big deal, i could handle the comments and i genuinely just forgot about them as soon as i read them.
BUT THEN one day they left me a comment being like 'im going to stop reading this fic' which that alone is such an odd thing to alert the author about, but then they proceeded to explain to me why they weren't going to read anymore. like they spent an entire para being like 'this is why i dont really like this fic anymore' LMAO?? and i distinctly remember them saying something about zi se and how they hated him partially because they hate kids but mostly because he was an OC which i just thought was such a fucking funny thing to say like the cheek?? i was flabbergasted and i was kind of sick of their shit at that point, so my response was (para-phrased): 'not to be rude but in future i think you should consider when commenting on fics if your comment is actually necessary.  it can be very discouraging as a writer to be told directly by a reader that they don't enjoy your story and don't like the direction you're taking it. i'm confident enough in taob and my own abilities that i can brush it off very easily, but i'm just worried that if you said this to a newer or smaller fic writer it could really impact their confidence. the decision to stop reading isn't the issue here, it's just that you felt the need to explicitly tell me about it' which i thought was very hot and mature of me. like i very rarely pull out the 'taob is one of the biggest fics in a very big fandom' card but when dealing with rude people i have no shame in being like 'i will not miss a single reader like you realise that right i will not notice if you stop reading' so yeah as an experience it was all just very odd JSKDGHKJDSH
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y’know how i put a tl;dr of my general hcs for yuri in one big hc dump to expand on later? well, i’m doing it again, this time with miss sayori–let’s do this, yall!
*her parents are actually lovely ppl, (unlike yuri’s rip), it’s just their situation sucks, you know? i’ll make a more fleshed out post abt this later, but. well, tl;dr ???– *her dad is. very sick, he’d been in-and-out of hospitals for varying periods of time, eventually settling with home visits/care instead. which leaves her mom, often out working til the late at night and generally stressed out as she tries to keep a roof over her families heads, and pay medical bills in the same breath. *and that’s probably a big reason why sayori is. the way she is, bc she’s used to putting on that happy/brave face around her family, considering their situation. both to try and help them, and also to not stress any of them out further tbh?
*her love of literature surprisingly started young–telling scary stories at sleepovers, reading fairytales, playing pretend, making silly ocs, etc etc. she’s rlly good at improv + quickly brainstorming ideas, and. nowadays, she’s really into dnd and similar things. *she has a dnd group that has sessions online, since that was easier on her w/ her depression. but even that’s too much for her sometimes, she tries, though.
*since her room is on the second floor, when she wants to relax/be alone with her thoughts, she’ll climb out her window and sit on the bit of the roof underneath. *when her and MC were kids, they’d sit out there together and stargaze, but they haven’t done that in… years. but sayori still remembers it, and thinks of it fondly. *collects a lot of little enamel pins, stickers, action figures, and comic books! probably has a ita schoolbag and a flip phone with a cutesy charm attached.
*has a goldfish named ‘kerria’, her and MC rescued (by which i mean stole) them from a kingyo sukui booth at a festival when they were kids, around ten or so. *it was getting late, so the booth was getting taken down for the day, and there was only one (1) fish left, and. sayori was worried abt what would happen to them, so! she scooped them into a fish bag, while MC kept the stall keeper distracted. *let’s be real if they had just asked the guy about it, they most likely would’ve gotten the fish with a lot less fuss, but. hey, it’s a fun memory at least, ok…
*sayori was on the track team throughout junior high, but backed out before entering senior high, both bc of a low point in her depression + being stressed out in general. she spent the next few years hopping from club 2 club, trying 2 find somewhere she belonged once again. *but, well. she’d always end up getting kicked out after a few days, if she wasn’t outright turned away because of that unlucky reputation. *almost setting the cooking club on fire, trying to act out a scene and accidentally hitting s/b while gesturing in the drama club, tripping and falling into some of the newly finished pieces in the art club, etc etc. *she was. tbh, ready to just give up and attend the go home club instead, when monika suddenly approached her about the newly forming literature club! 👀👀👀
*sayori has a habit of doodling on anything she can get her hands on, her desk, her schoolwork, her skin, etc etc. she finds the action of scribbling away v relaxing. *it’s a good way 2 keep her mind off whatever might be bothering her, and it keeps her fidgety hands busy, y'know? her art is pretty decent too, round, cartoony and colorful, wouldn’t look out of a place in a kid’s book or something, to be honest! *being a comic book fan, she also draws her own sometimes, short ones mostly starring herself and her clubmates, about any misadventures they might have! *there’s def one abt the ‘wine incident’……………………………………………..
*sayori taught herself how 2 play ukulele as a tween, but her interest and will to practice slowly fizzled out as she got older. until recently that is, she’s started playing again w/ support from a certain club president! *sometimes, when one of them is having a particularly bad day, sayori and monika will skip class and hang out in the school’s music room, play s/t together, and talk about whatever comes to mind.
*sayori’s feelings on monika post-game (in the good ending) are… complicated, esp after becoming club president and dealing w/ all the self-aware stuff first hand. like, she understands it, in a way? *is she still mad/upset? obviously, they were friends, or at least sayori thought they were, but monika still… y'know. but after becoming club president herself? she gets it! because it kinda sucks! like a lot! so, cool motive, still shitty, but sayori does forgive monika in the end. *but, also: she isn’t sure if her forgiveness would even mean anything to monika, bc. does she still see them as ‘just code’, or what? i mean she brought them back for a reason, but… who knows. sayori hopes it’d make her feel a little better, at least. she misses her sometimes.
*she likes video games, even if she doesn’t play them as often as MC, she WILL kick ur ass in super smash bros + mario kart, and likes animal crossing. also, there’s an arcade in town, she’s the highest score on a lot of their games. *learning to bake from natsuki, but still can’t cook worth a damn–can and will eat breakfast stuff 4 every meal if u let her. (also rlly likes cheap gas station slushies) *has lots of little rituals, like not stepping on sidewalk cracks, sorting candy by colors before eating them, making wishes @ 11:11, etc etc. it might seem silly to others, but it rlly does bother her when she can’t complete them for w/e reason. *likes making braided bracelets bc she finds the repetitive task calming, has most def made the rest of the club + MC ofc friendship bracelets, all in their 'main color’. (blue for her, green for monika, pink for natsuki, purple for yuri, and red for MC.)
*sayori is a earring bisexual, has lots of funky ones she switches them out everyday or so, having special pairs for holidays and such.she often makes a lot of them herself, with her crafty skillz™.
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y’know how i put a tl;dr of my general hcs for yuri in one big hc dump to expand on later? well, i’m doing it again, this time with miss sayori–let’s do this, yall! <3
>her parents are actually lovely ppl, (unlike yuri’s rip), it’s just their situation sucks, you know? i’ll make a more fleshed out post abt this later, but. well, tl;dr ???– >her dad is. very sick, he’d been in-and-out of hospitals for varying periods of time, eventually settling with home visits/care instead. which leaves her mom, often out working til the late at night and generally stressed out as she tries to keep a roof over her families heads, and pay medical bills in the same breath. >and that’s probably a big reason why sayori is. the way she is, bc she’s used to putting on that happy/brave face around her family, considering their situation. both to try and help them, and also to not stress any of them out further tbh?
>her love of literature surprisingly started young–telling scary stories at sleepovers, reading fairytales, playing pretend, making silly ocs, etc etc. she’s rlly good at improv + quickly brainstorming ideas, and. nowadays, she’s really into dnd and similar things. >she has a dnd group that has sessions online, since that was easier on her w/ her depression. but even that’s too much for her sometimes, she tries, though.
>since her room is on the second floor, when she wants to relax/be alone with her thoughts, she’ll climb out her window and sit on the bit of the roof underneath. >when her and MC were kids, they’d sit out there together and stargaze, but they haven’t done that in… years. but sayori still remembers it, and thinks of it fondly. >collects a lot of little enamel pins, stickers, action figures, and comic books! probably has a ita schoolbag and a flip phone with a cutesy charm attached.
>has a goldfish named ‘kerria’, her and MC rescued (by which i mean stole) them from a kingyo sukui booth at a festival when they were kids, around ten or so. >it was getting late, so the booth was getting taken down for the day, and there was only one (1) fish left, and. sayori was worried abt what would happen to them, so! she scooped them into a fish bag, while MC kept the stall keeper distracted. >let’s be real if they had just asked the guy about it, they most likely would’ve gotten the fish with a lot less fuss, but. hey, it’s a fun memory at least, ok…
>sayori was on the track team throughout junior high, but backed out before entering senior high, both bc of a low point in her depression + being stressed out in general. she spent the next few years hopping from club 2 club, trying 2 find somewhere she belonged once again. >but, well. she’d always end up getting kicked out after a few days, if she wasn’t outright turned away because of that unlucky reputation. >almost setting the cooking club on fire, trying to act out a scene and accidentally hitting s/b while gesturing in the drama club, tripping and falling into some of the newly finished pieces in the art club, etc etc. >she was. tbh, ready to just give up and attend the go home club instead, when monika suddenly approached her about the newly forming literature club! 👀👀👀
>sayori has a habit of doodling on anything she can get her hands on, her desk, her schoolwork, her skin, etc etc. she finds the action of scribbling away v relaxing. >it’s a good way 2 keep her mind off whatever might be bothering her, and it keeps her fidgety hands busy, y'know? her art is pretty decent too, round, cartoony and colorful, wouldn’t look out of a place in a kid’s book or something, to be honest! >being a comic book fan, she also draws her own sometimes, short ones mostly starring herself and her clubmates, about any misadventures they might have! >there’s def one abt the 'wine incident’……………………………....................
>sayori taught herself how 2 play ukulele as a tween, but her interest and will to practice slowly fizzled out as she got older. until recently that is, she’s started playing again w/ support from a certain club president! >sometimes, when one of them is having a particularly bad day, sayori and monika will skip class and hang out in the school’s music room, play s/t together, and talk about whatever comes to mind.
>sayori’s feelings on monika post-game (in the good ending) are… complicated, esp after becoming club president and dealing w/ all the self-aware stuff first hand. like, she understands it, in a way? >is she still mad/upset? obviously, they were friends, or at least sayori thought they were, but monika still… y'know. but after becoming club president herself? she gets it! because it kinda sucks! like a lot! so, cool motive, still shitty, but sayori does forgive monika in the end. >but, also: she isn’t sure if her forgiveness would even mean anything to monika, bc. does she still see them as ‘just code’, or what? i mean she brought them back for a reason, but… who knows. sayori hopes it’d make her feel a little better, at least. she misses her sometimes.
>she likes video games, even if she doesn’t play them as often as MC, she WILL kick ur ass in super smash bros + mario kart, and likes animal crossing. also, there’s an arcade in town, she’s the highest score on a lot of their games. >learning to bake from natsuki, but still can’t cook worth a damn–can and will eat breakfast stuff 4 every meal if u let her. (also rlly likes cheap gas station slushies) >has lots of little rituals, like not stepping on sidewalk cracks, sorting candy by colors before eating them, making wishes @ 11:11, etc etc. it might seem silly to others, but it rlly does bother her when she can’t complete them for w/e reason. >likes making braided bracelets bc she finds the repetitive task calming, has most def made the rest of the club + MC ofc friendship bracelets, all in their 'main color’. (blue for sayori, green for monika, pink for natsuki, purple for yuri, and red for MC.)
>sayori is a earring gay, she has lots of funky ones she switches out everyday or so, having special pairs for holidays and such. she often makes a lot of them herself, with her crafty skillz(tm).
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Ok so like my issue is that I have so many AUs revolving my oc that I can’t give a set story or even anything definitive abt how they fit into the timeline so imma just give interesting factoids or whatever;
-batcat kid but specifically an Afro Cuban Selina so the kids afro cuban
-I can’t decide on a gender BUT for names I’m thinking Simon (like See-Mon) but I change my mind by the hour so
-I think their specialty would be stealth and info gathering on a street level as opposed to online. Like I think they’d have the hiding in plain sight thing totally down and they don’t do stakeouts cause they can literally sneak in anywhere when they feel like it.
-Very sticky fingers. Doesn’t even meant to steal shit sometimes and will even return things to their siblings after they notice. Damian goes through an existential crisis when they return a whole fucking sword he didn’t notice was missing.
-Has abandonment issues in the: I’ll screw u over before u screw me over kinda way, and a tendency to run from consequences. Big moment for them is doing smth wrong and instead of hiding or flat out leaving till it’s forgetting, they decide to just stay and take whatever happens. (Whatever they did isn’t a big deal, maybe like a knocked over vase or whatever; but it’s big in the sense that they feel so secure in not just their place in the fam but the fact that the fam loves them that they can get grounded and be fine or whatever.)
-split up from Selina a lot when it came to escaping or just general wandering for awhile but they always made their way back to eachother. The kind of ppl that can go months without speaking and be completely fine when they come back (tho they absolutely prefer not to and make it a point to see eachother at least thrice a week when the kid gets older)
-Selina’s vv protective of the kid but also doesn’t want them to grow up spoiled and with the ability to survive if smth every happened to her. She feels like a shitty parent sometimes bc her kid doesn’t seem socially ready for so many things but she can’t help but feel a surge of pride or vindication whenever her kid comes out stronger after something tough. It makes everything worth it when her kid can babble about how they fought off some thug, even if her heart aches as she’s bandaging their bruised knuckles.
-I think we need a singer in the batfam actually they can sing now. Black canary’s biggest fan.
-Twin whips. This is me projecting a bit but they don’t feel comfortable if they’re not dual wielding. They can’t use one pistol, it’s gotta be two. Fuck a sword, they’re rocking with swords. It just makes them feel unbalanced and unprotected so they follow in their moms footsteps but yknow they had to double it
-big ole eyes. Slightly unsettling. They’re green and if you look at them too fast you could swear their pupils look like slits at times…
-causes problems on purpose and is genuinely surprised by the consequences
-if they ever got caught and genuinely couldn’t escape, Selina would step in but if she thought they could make it out on their own she’d leave some kind of sign or clue as to how to go about it. She’s so proud when they don’t take her cue and escape on their own for the first time.
-is very used to going unnoticed so ppl who are extremely perceptive or pay too much attention to them freaks them out and it makes them kinda defensive. Someone asking about their day will feel like an attempt at getting them to admit to smth and they’ll respond as such.
-don’t know whether to make them younger than Damian or his age for the sheer comedy but either way they get along with him and Duke the most
-starts picking up the caveman grunts from Bruce and everyone is trying to get them out of it. “Let’s use our word sugarplum :)” “Hn.”
-toxic trait is they expect everyone to know what they’re feeling despite looking like they were etched from fucking marble all the time. They genuinely think they’re an open book and don’t understand why Tim doesn’t get that they don’t ACTUALLY hate him they just said that in a fit of rage and it doesn’t matter anymore because it’s over with.
-very go with the flow kinda person tho. “This might as well happen” personified
-smoothtalker to the max, can lie like a fucking rug. Considering their actual blunt kinda awkward personality, watching them lie so smoothly is almost as jarring as watching Batman become brucie wayne.
-if someone talks shit Abt Bruce it’s whatever and same for most of their siblings but they’ll step for Selina and Jason 😭 (spreading my close Selina and Jason agenda btw)
-tells Jason that if he doesn’t take them on a joyride around Gotham, they’ll let themselves get caught in Bristol and tell Selina that he wasn’t watching their back. They get batburger on the way back
-is very black and white at times and they know that ppl CAN change but they’re also not very forgiving. “Fool me once and fuck you I can’t wait to dance on your fucking Grave” kinda thing.
-big moment is them telling Damian or smth “I don’t wanna be mad at you anymore” and forgiving them for smth big. Smth Abt love being worth heartache and smth Abt how ppl can hurt you w/o meaning too but that doesn’t mean they love u any less or whatever.
-that’s kinda all I got
-OH! They’re darkskinned btw. None of that light caramel macchiato swirl yall always do to mixed kids. I’m thinking earth kitt or Harley Quinn show Selina so they’d be somewhere in there with dark hair. They get strong brows from Bruce (I’m thinking duckytrees drawings of him) and the way they emote is all him.
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have you ever wondered what the sound of a broken heart is like?
Word count: 1,8K
Note: I've been keeping this fic locked in my basement for idk how long at this point. This supposed to be the backstory of one of my ocs for a personal writing project I'm currently working on. But, later on, I read it and was like "Hey, this isn't so bad! I think we can post it somewhere" so I decided to post it here on my dusty tumblr. Please be nice bcs this is the first fic I ever posted here, and do tell me just in case there are any tw that I missed and/or should be added to the tags. Also, English is not my first language, so I apologize in advance in case there are any mistakes. I hope you will enjoy this story as much as I do and everyone has a great day/night ahead. Love, Lan ❤️
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ps: Since I briefly mention the term Handlers and Entities from my personal writing project, I'd explain it shortly here:
Handler - a human with supernatural power under an organization specialized in dealing with malevolent Entities.
Entities - the umbrella term I used to call supernatural being.
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The life of an immortal is a life of boredom. At least, that’s what I thought after witnessing countless sunsets and sunrises my whole life as a shrine guardian.
I have served the gods and helped humans with their seemingly endless problems. I gained a few tails for bringing honor to the gods by helping humans and lost some for playing tricks on them.
Good times.
But, people come and go. Time has changed and the gods are long forgotten, while I’m trapped in time and remain the same.
These days it feels easier to live as a fox. Food has never been a problem and having an entire shrine to myself isn't as bad as I once imagined. Things get quiet, though, when the youngsters decide that it is not a good time for a ghost-hunting night. They're all pretty amusing.
Old people visit the shrine occasionally, trying their best to preserve a tradition that is beyond saving. Some bring their grandchildren, but that’s most likely to be their first and last time visiting.
I did remember one kid. A little girl who seemed interested in everything around the shrine. There was a time when her grandmother took her to the shrine every weekend for a few years. Then one day they left and never came back. Shortly after, I heard that the grandmother passed away and the girl returned to the city with her parents.
We immortals were accustomed to losing something or someone permanently. So, I never thought I would ever see you walk into my shrine's gate again.
But, you did.
You looked different. How long has it been since your last visit? I wanted to ask, but I didn’t dare to scare you away. Not when the gods gave me a chance to see you once again.
The curiosity in your eyes was still the same as before. But I can see more than just curiosity in there. I just don't know what it is.
Despair? Hope?
Your eyes lit up when our eyes met and you smiled at me. I had no idea that I was going to miss your smile so much.
“Good morning, Mr. Fox.” You said, reaching for something from your pocket. “Would you like some treats?”
Some cat food.
“Sorry, I only have that with me right now.”
What are you apologizing for? I thought, munching the food happily as if I hadn’t finished a whole pigeon for breakfast a few hours ago.
“I hope you don’t mind if I take a look inside.” You told me before you bowed toward the gate and walked through it.
There’s nothing left in this shrine besides the hall of worship and some stuff that hasn’t been stolen yet. You can’t even do the cleansing ritual because the water has dried out. But, you make sure to do whatever you can to be respectful. Your grandmother would be so proud of you.
The last time I saw someone pray in my shrine, they asked for so many things all at once. I wonder if the gods even remembered all of it. There were also those people who came just to ask for one thing but felt the need to repeat it many times for the prayer to be answered.
You, on the other hand, wish for nothing. You might look like you did on the outside, but you just stood there to pay your respect to the gods and nothing else.
When you turned around, I expected another goodbye and centuries of guilt for not even trying to talk to you. Instead, you waved at me and told me you’ll be back tomorrow with better food.
I don't usually expect much, but at that time I really hoped it wasn't just meaningless pleasantries.
But, you kept your promise and came back with food and some tools.
“I asked the neighborhood association if I could fix this place and they told me to do whatever I want. So I did.” You were crouching in front of me with a big grin. “I hope you didn’t mind that too.”
This place needs a little renovation anyway. I thought as I finished the food you brought for me.
From that day, you started to come almost every day. Sometimes you brought a friend, but most of the time you came by yourself.
For the first time in a very long time, I was waiting for the sun to rise so I could see you and listen to your stories. 
Only to lose you again as a result of my carelessness.
The painful memory is engraved in my head. The day I left to find you a parting gift and returned late.
If you ever wondered what a broken heart sounds like, mine rang in my ears. Like two small bells held together by a thread. Clattered to the ground as it slipped from my mouth when I saw you laying on the ground, under the sacred tree where I used to wait for you to come.
There were cuts and bruises all over your body. Your clothes were torn in several places and stained with blood. 
I have lived as a fox for so long I thought I had forgotten how to return to my human form. But, I remembered sprinting across the narrow path to you with fear creeping up my spine like a static shock when I pulled you into my arms.
I didn’t know how I turned back my hind legs to a pair of human legs and how my claws turned back to a pair of hands. All I know is your cold and limp body with your heartbeat so faint I could barely feel it. 
“Mr. Fox?” You whispered hopefully.
I nodded. “I was late, please forgive me.”
Your pale lips curved into a teasing grin, looking as beautiful as ever even when your soul slowly left your body. “I always knew you weren’t just an ordinary fox.”
Anger tightened my chest as I caressed your cheek where I could see the color of life fade away from you in slow motion. Who dared to do such a heinous thing to you in my shrine? 
“I’ll save you, please stay with me.” My voice was hoarse and shaky. I haven’t heard my voice for ages, but I’m glad I can finally use it to talk to you.
“No need, Mr. Fox.” Your brown eyes glowed under the sunlight as you tried to preserve every detail of my face in your memory. “It wouldn’t work the way you wanted.”
It was painful to look into your eyes.  How come they were so full of life even on the verge of death?
“It’s a shame that I can only see the real you at times like this.” You slowly reached towards me, touching my face with the tips of your cold fingers as hot tears streamed down my cheeks.
“I shouldn’t have left you alone,” I sobbed, holding your hand close to my cheek. “I’m so sorry.”
“Don’t be.” You replied with another faint smile. “My departure won’t be permanent. You should have known that better than me.”
“But, how long should I wait?” My voice cracked as I cried, the thought of living my old life without you makes my heart ache. “What if … what if you don’t—”
I cursed myself for not being born a human. I cursed the gods who brought us together just to take you away from me and forced me to live a very long life just to lose everything I ever had.
“I’ll be back,” you assured me. “And you’ll wait for me, won’t you?”
Your pretty smile faded away from your face as the last drop of your soul left me alone in my shrine with your lifeless body.
“I will,” I replied, kissing your knuckles. Wondering if you were still around to hear me.
I embraced you for the last time and buried you under the same tree. I spent days mourning for you, pouring out all my grief until there was only anger left.
Once the rage took over me, I searched the whole village to avenge your death. But, killing the culprit didn’t ease the pain like I thought it would.
So, I made the entire shrine your grave and put curses on anyone who dared to enter. I lashed my anger at the trespasser just to feel something that I hoped could fill the space you left in my heart.
I created quite a riot since you left me. 
Until a young boy came to the shrine one day. He was an 18-year-old boy from the city. Even though he looked like a mere human, I knew better that he wasn’t.
A Handler always smells different from humans.
“You have caused a lot of trouble to the neighbors, don’t you know?” He asked politely, far more mature than any other grown-ups I ever encountered.
“They deserved it,” I told him. “And you would too if you don’t leave this place immediately.”
The boy ignored my threats and turned to look at your grave. A shiver ran down my spine as he took a step closer to you.
“Don’t you dare come near her!” I warned him. A Handler would be hard to kill, but I won’t let him mess with you too.
The boy stopped before he reached your grave and kneeled in front of it. He lowered his head and mumbled a prayer that I hadn't heard in a long time.
A prayer that wishes you a safe journey.
“I’ve met a lot of Entities like you, Mr. Fox.” He said afterward, still on his knees. “But, you can’t just wait here and hurt people until her return. Don’t you want to tell her your stories too?”
His words linger in my ears for a moment. I wonder how the thought of your return can instantly soothe my anger.
“The world is cruel, I admitted it.” The boy added as he stood up. “I know for sure I would probably be long gone myself once my parents returned from their departure, but you? You will be around once she comes back, won’t you?”
A gentle breeze caresses my cheek. For a moment, I think I can feel your presence around me. 
“Come with me to the city.” The boy said. “So that you won't run out of stories to tell when she finally returns.” 
And that’s the story of how a young boy saved me from my grief. I still have a lot of stories to tell you.  How I met my friends and my newfound family. The city indeed has a lot of stories.
I can’t wait to sit by your side again once you return. Until then, I will pray for you to have a safe journey too.
-AN END TO A NEW BEGINNING
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pinkseas · 11 months
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[parasocial bestie] yes i know its very late night by now yes i will go 2 sleep later BUT LIKE. i got back to remembering wings ask but not exactly continuing the thought but like. idk. something about his wings and lmi and adkjwhfhshd a scene that transpired from the Thought like, when lumine first knew about xiao's wings a little more deeply, listening to what he's willing to speak of the history of it. how he doesnt remember the sensation of flying and using, how he lost it in his past torture, and to the point he just,... leaves it be on his back. it's set before zhongli finds the blueprints, and the story itself stretches a bit to how then xiao began to acknowledge his wings.
anyway back to lumine, xiao had taken it slow to reveal something he never thought of expressing yknow? cus its not like it affects his way of transport, but it does limit the methods, BUT xiao also never used his wings nor remember the experience of it. this is what he tells to her, and it becomes sort of a heart-to-heart discussion. but that's not the entire point tho LMAO what i'm getting at is the way lumine would want to make him feel better by speaking of her own experiences close to what he is; namely, a person with wings. herself, although shes not avian. so she tells him of her experience with bird people from other worlds instead.
like yeah this is the whole point of the thought process basically HSJFJSHFH like, i love that in the years lumine and xiao had been accustomed to each other for these casual but also comfortable conversations, the former just kinda slips in her Otherworlder stories, be it as examples or fun trivia or anything. it doesnt happen necessarily often, but just enough for a chat to be lighter and sparks enough curiosity for xiao to keep engaging or simply listen. so like, in this scene particularly. lumine tells him about how humans with wings are sorta some world's kids' fantasy depictions of angels. or others would think they're gods. or that one time theyre not humans with bird wings but humanoid birds! like, they stand like people but with bird heads like what!! and to xiao who had felt a little bad for dumping his sob story about his wings would be both assured and amused at those stories, changing his mind more and more that maybe. just maybe its worth a try flying again. not that her stories is the cause of it than it being his decision entirely.
i just think eueugehfh lumine would tell him about the stars and constellation he never sees, right? then she would enlighten him with cultures and technology. id like to think maybe at one point she comes back from a quick jump out of teyvat for Stuff, she brings along souvenirs. and she invites her friends to try em, and for xiao its probably best if theyre alone so he doesnt need to feel more embarrassed than he is (extra bit i thought abt her introducing him to multiplr gadgets from a futuristic world she and aether visited, she gave him some fancy tech skates, and boy to see him fumble so much is just so funny and cute i hdkwjthshbfwjfh and of all gadgets he actually liked the skates). so like yeahgdjahd!! explodes i will sleep now gnite muah i hope u have a good evening 2day aly!!
crying shaking bawling sobbing.
NOT REMEMBERING THE SENSATION OF FLYING yearning for something so deep so intrinsic but not knowing what, not know how it feels ohhhhh my god. not remembering flight but wanting it regardless im goigngn to explode
HUMANOID BIRDS...... no bc. fun little backstory time i have a Side Project that is on indefinite hold that is So Fucking Slow Going and its literally just worldbuilding and oc-creation for a story i havent quite come up with yet and i want So Many Bird People. i spent DAYS a while ago now trying so hard to consider anatomy and how arms & wings at the same time would work and what would be most convenient and make the more sense for a humanoid bird species or a bird-like human species or any combination of both anbd. explodes again. lumine telling him about all kinds of different species and ways of flight and how for some it was similar to a sacred act and for others it was the most casual, simple thing and the world and some being winged but flightless and how they adapted to that and. ,mfgmnmng
THE STARS AND CONSTELLATIONS FROM OTHER PLANETS CULTURES AND TECHNOLOGY no bc her going to other planets specifically to ask for advice/help with constructing sort of wing braces/supports/prosthetics and so its her and zhongli and aether and khaenri'ahn technology but also all sorts of knowledge from multiple different cultures.....
XIAO ON SKATES THAT'S SO SILLY i love that os bad for him. him handshake me fumbling So So Much but having sm fun... WE R EXPLODING FR ily so bad im so. pleading face emoji @ all of this. I HOPE U SLEPT WELL AND NOW THAT ITS NIGHT AGAIN I HOPE U R SLEEPING WELL AND I HOPE U HAVE AN AMAZING DAY TOMORTROW !!!!!!!!!
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mendinggashes-old · 11 months
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whilst npc means 'non-player character', as in mostly used for plot in games and such, some of these characters are ocs and can be called upon, but mostly exist for the plot. most are 100% exclusive either to people, or to plot points, and would only be used and mentioned there, but this is also my blog and i'll do what i want. but they cannot be requested by just anyone, i have to know and trust you, but they aren't technically private muses either because they will be used in any thread needed for the plot.
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Feina Morae - Queen of Spades
cassandra's and miseris mother, the queen of spades/queen of death, sorceress. never one to accept being less than at anything. locked vas moraj in a locket that ultimately got into cassandra's hands. deep desire for full, complete, absolute control.
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The Vas Moraj - The White Knight
cassandra and miseris' father, never meant to be forged. hybrid of seelie and unseelie fae, believed to be the warbringer, but wasn't. locked away in a locket cassandra has. kind of sad he didn't get to raise his own kids. indifference is his greatest vice.
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Duella Dent - Lawyer's Daughter
thirteen years old, an absolute menace. doesn't really like people. the literal embodiment of 'serial killer fangirl'. despite harvey's best efforts it's clear she inherited her family's worst qualities. smarter than she acts, but will ruin things for the fun of it.
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Richard Greyson - The First Robin
hasn't happened yet, but bruce does adopt him when richard is around 10-12 years old. my bruces Second child after violet baudelaire. performer his whole childhood, the first official robin when it comes time to it, proof bruce doesn't have self control.
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Vicki Vale - The Reporter
lead journalist for gotham gazette, often appears as a reporter for gotham city news. obsessed with finding out the batman's identity, but also very much so interested in getting to know gotham's social outcast richboy, bruce wayne. career always first.
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Dr. Pamela Isley - The Botanist
biggest focus is always on her plants. mother nature always wins. has experienced the worst due to men, doesn't trust most men at all anymore, every right to hate them tbh. she will infodump about plants to you if you let her.
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Jefferson Madigan - The Portaljumper
mostly only here for tinker. he's kind of an asshole but a really lovable one. the actual blueprint. this guys been through some shit. v pretty face tho. there's no stability in that head tho. you'll be lucky if you can handle him for more than a few mins.
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Grace Madigan - the little treasure
mostly here for tinker. jefferson's daughter. saw no issue with her dad literally stalking her the whole 28 years of storybrooke being frozen. would probably do the same if her memory was all there at the time. you can tell who she's related to.
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Reve Madigan - The Hatter
the one actively referenced in cassie's main story. he's here bc i don't have one to write w. absolutely refuse to believe david was his real name this bitch stole that from a dudes wallet for sure. part fae, it explains the sledgehammer arm.
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Mia Winters - Former Bioterrorist
love of ethans life. mother of rosemary. would and has killed for her family. had secrets and got punished everytime she did try to tell her husband about them. loves her daughter to pieces. too cool for you. this womans been through some shit dude.
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Tony Stark - Iron Man
ngl he's only here for tinker (and in certain marvel threads feat. cassie). we have a terrible au where he and agatha are the parents of eddie munson bc eddie's actor has tonys face and agatha's hair. shut up. it works.
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Agatha Harkness - The Witch
literally so pretty like wtf. but other than that she's here for tinker specifically. ig others can talk to her if they want. only here to be eddie's mom. the verse is great and totally well thought out friends. not a crackpot at all. idk what you could mean.
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Abigail - Wannabe Adventurer
daughter of the wizard pierre and caroline. craves the adventure her dad's too wimpy to let her have. probably would practice magic. one of the awesome emo bachelorettes. honestly she's probably one of my favs i've cosplayed her before lol.
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Shane - Blue Chicken Man
former alcoholic. in recovery. probably the most relatable character w regards to his depression ngl. poor guy. really loves his chickens tho. how tf did you breed blue chickens shane. i have questions still and they won't be answered.
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Sebastian - The Emo Programmer
he really really really loves frogs and stardews version of dnd. a total frickan nerd. he won't leave his room if he can avoid it. feels incredibly unloved by his family. the most difficult to romance ever like dude. honestly i just love this dork.
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doijg oc infodump hour now bc i havent done it previously 4 a while.... huge tw, see in tags....featuring fune aitsuko & natsuki(unknown lasg name)
so guys yk fune & natsuki the 2 ocs i talk ab the least n are basically copy n paste versons of eachother n therefore are besg friends????? SO UHM HERES A. (HEAD)CANONS B. A CANONICAL N SAD STORYLINE & C. NEW OC DROP TEASER
a. (HEAD)CANONS
1. they tease eachother constantly. but its intellectual sounding as FUCK. instead of going "youre short" they go "you appear to be vertically challenged, i love how it matches your mental state" 2. they do little study sessions together n they eat tea and biscuits n fake british accents 3. they have a pet snake together. his name is jerryl. fune has him on weekends. you will not recieve any other details. 4. fune spends most of her time staring at her drawing tablet n natsuki just spits out ideas at her which she WILL make into a poem later 5. fune has a litrle crush on natsuki (canon) but natsuki is oblivious n ir would be rlly funny in like acomedy show its like imagine phineas and feeb and that 1 girlypop 6. they are basically troy and abed(intellect edition)
b. STORYLINE
our story begins in a library.fune is reading n shit n natsuki comes up 2 her n is like "what book r u readinf" n they nerd out n instantly click and then they text and.hang out again n beckme best friends but.natsuki kept being distant n then they eventually moved in 2gether n every other nighr natsuki has someone new in the house n she has a weapon collection n her room is like not whag ud.expect it 2 be like at all considering how timid n shit both her n natsuki r yk?? they have a talk.ab it n irs resolved(hint hint nudge nudge) n anywayz fune keeps finding weird things n hearinf weird things like she finds a crumpled photo of tbem in the trash & sees a glint of like an eye in the closet door but she ignores it n it escalates n fune kicks her out but ir makes ir worse adn nqtsukis begging her to be let back in bur she doesnt and then.theg try to ralk it out in a public space and instead of talking ab shit natsuki talks ab books n her most recent poems n all tbe stuff she loves ab funes mkst recenr art n then funes walkikg to the bus n she thought natsuki got in her car n left already but she DIDNT and she's following her and natsuki taps fune on the shoulder n pulls out a gun but her hands all shaky ad shes crying rlly hard n instead of shootign her she shoots herself n theres a note that reads...."and i hold the gun in my handsand i pull the trigger but where does it point?i don't remember.i love you - natsuki"n funes confused and sad and grieving n then she finds out that natsuki has a bounty on her head bc when she was younger she did a bunch of fucked yp shit in a different country n she fled n didnt want fune 2 find out and couldnt figure out a better way to stop it bc she was worried fune would turn her in but she physicallt couldtn do it so instead yk........she.....yk... n fune is filled with all this regret & shit n js stops everything she xant draw anything other than vent art n cant get out of bed basically can only feed jerryl yk?? BUT then she does a sbit ton of research n stops the bad guys !!!!!! yay !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (aka i couldnt think of a better way to end it.sorry😓)
BAD ENDINF......natsukis finger is on the trigger, and she pulls. she shoots. it echoes. and she runs. she runs and runs far far away. she runs until her legs give out and shes in the middle of nowhere and shes dropped the gun a while back and shes scared and sad and shit because she wasnt supposed to do that n she sits there and cries until dawn n eventually she recollects herself n just flees again n eventually she dies in like some tiny country with like 50 different names following her
C. cant think of a name. but he is going 2 be besg friends w thag 1 kid on tunelogic n is basically kerenzas brief(platonic) like in paswg. give ideas if u dont mind👺
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bobthedragon · 3 years
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Been thinking a lot about my OC Kid, so I doodled many buns.
I recently forced myself to confront the fact that I always imagine his backstory as being Kindergarten but Steampunk and Gory, so I tried sketching out the notion of him actually being a mewtwo or something instead. Still working on that exactly though >:(???
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