#Kes is like 6

[kendalls-roy]

Doli Saja Ke Rakhna (1998) - Bol Sajni Mori Sajni 

#bollywood #bollywood2 #bollywoodedit #dailybollywoodqueens #dailyworldcinema #southasiansource #southasianrep #doli saja ke rakhna #jyothika #akshaye khanna #weheartbollywood #its wild how different the visuals for this number are from the rest of the film #they had a period drama number in the middle of a typical 90s movie #nobody watch this movie expecting it to look like this for the entire time #these scenes last for 6 minutes #mine

[aamezish]

i feel like a joke

#we went to the carnival on scooty tripling me bf and this one girl #and then there was another batchmate there so while returning she's like uwu how will i go back alone take me on scooty #knowing very well that there could be only three people at once #and i hate her atm so much i could kill her because she keeps preaching like she's so self dependent and all #and this has happened before she's like baaki jaayein gaand marane mai apna manage kar lungi by displacing other people #behen ki lodi jab akele nahi aa paati ho to jaaya mat karo na and it's literally 6 pm raat ke 12 nahi baj rahe #and then she's uwu uwu #and she expected me to leave bf alone and come back with them on scooty fuck you fuck everyone i hate you all #and she's the one batchmate i really respect but people make it so hard to not make me hate them #and this might be like silly ki to kya ho gaya she was alone tum to apne bf ke saath aa gayi haan to scooty ka petrol to maine bharvaya tha #plus kitna door hai college i wouldn't have even gone today if it wasn't for fact that this girl was on her scooty #i hate certain things and ill hate people for it no matter how insignificant they are #fuck you kys

[blueiight]

My brother + my friends is actually y i got into jjk& hes further than me a bit n my friends is alr certified fujoshis so im finna make my bro the first cishet black male fudanshi

#He alr thinks geto is flaming so thats half the job done for ke #me* #He calls himself my mother (we are only 6 yrs apart) so he aint crazy ignant #at all. hes one of the few Ordinary Guys i know like ever so hes chill af #my little son. (6 yrs my senior)

[yagynaseni]

parlour waali aunty knows you better than your partner

#i went to pick my bua up from the parlour #i sit along with 6 aunties and i befriended one of them ;) #anyway aunty said my skin is really glowy and that my nose is at the perfect angle? bhai kya kya bol gayi golden facial ratio ke baare mein #and guess what the whole time my dumb ass was like 👁👄👁

[ravs6709]

Almost had a breakdown in the subway 🩵

#i got enrolled into a course 2 days got off waitlist #labs start this week and i had to email prof to put me in a lab #anyways 10am this morning he emailed me that i got put into today's lab at 2. #note: i live an hour from uni. my lab supplies are at home since I obv didnt know i had a lab. i dont own the manual to do pre-lab activitiy #that is required. if i dont do activity i cant do lab #note at 10am i am in a lecture. i leave at 11 go home reach 12 grab mayne get hack at 1 #id have ti buy manual and speedrun except pre-lab takes like 2 hours. note that itd be 1pm and lab starts at 2. #anyways i emailed guy saying um i canf make it and his solution is to drop ke in a diff lab sess except it runs 6:30-9:30 #i will not get home until 11pm jesus fuck. #actually horrendous. #bro really emailed me at 10am expecting me to be able to make it #anyways as mentioned i swapped into the evening one but its awful and i cant. ughhhhh #ravi's randomness #school stuff

[princemick]

at this point the anxiety I get from basically every single action I take at work is not fucking good for me dude

#like literally putting in a reservation on a day I'm personally at and telling the people who also work and making the end time very clear #to the person on the phone and I'm still scared I'm gonna be publicly shamed for doing it bc its on the 24th when we close at 6 so we #dont have reservations open #I'm fucking going insane here this place is so not fucking healthy for ke anymore #kyle.txt

[pepprs]

crying again lol ok

#purrs #and posting online abt it so i get immediate validation / support instead of asking for help from anyone im close to i know. but god fucking #damn it to hell. ok im going to be candid about this because it hurts so fucking bad. five years ago i met someone so important to me. and I #miss her so so so so much. and every space here i have a memory with her in. and she left in July and she’s gone. and im sobbing my eyes out #FOR WHY because it was over 6 months ago and im happier and she’s happier and we’re all happier. but i think im getting some aftershocks #being here for the first time without her exactly 5 years to the week we met: when she was so important to me. she was the whole reason i #even saw myself as something. and she’s fucking gone. she left. but she’s not dead like LMAO idk why im crying so hard when i could just #text her any time and tell her that i miss her. but idk. it’s just everything is stirring memories and they’re painful to think about now or #at least today because she’s gone and it all changed. i was just saying that i feel like im not having any emotions and tonight the grief ju #just rammed into me like a train and my fucking counselor sucks ass and won’t even help me work through it and everyone is busy and tired an #and im a staff coach so im not supposed to be having a fuckjng mental breakdown over **** pacing around in my bathroom at 1:23am but ive be #been thinking about her so much and remembering all the formative interactions i had with her here and missing her so much i want to explode #and die and p*ke and whatever. so stupid to cry about it but i fucking miss her. and i hate that she’s not here. and i’m trying so hard to b #be her but i have to be me but i can’t not have what she brought here and im just crashi ng and burning and can’t be honest and im having a #breakdown and crying so hard and i don’t know what to do. i ithink i’ll be fine after some sleep and reflection but my heart is like seizing #on itself right now and nothing takes my mind off it and i just keep crying LMFAOOOOOO. i hate it here #delete later #like how can you look at me like that and then fuck off to ****** 4.5 years later. you know? im about to punch a hole into the hallway #and i have to be quiet bc ppl are trying to sleep but it’s making me fucking crazy. #retreat tag

[cozyships]

also today is nohkai anniversary! 🎉

#well. ish. back then i didnt keep a date so i picked this one. i cant remember quite why #but its been like. 6 years?? thats wild to me #happy anniversary to my darling husband ❤️ #kes speaks #r: you are my home

[varietysky]

Everytime I have a soft dream about a man I end up yearning the whole day afterward

#woefully single but on purpose this time cuz I'm not interested in dating rn #I'm tryna grab this masters and get out lol #anyway last night was another j*ke gyll*nhaal dream hhhhh #he was fixing my work computer while i dealt with some roommate kitchen stuff #also he was like 6 ft tall for some reason when i hugged him #dream tag #mia posts a thing

[buticanfixhim]

Dad called me side me and told me he ordered a new phone for mom aise hi because he wanted to and we need to keep it a secret LIKE MUJE KYU BATAYA I SPILL EVERYTHING TO HER-

#indigestion hone waala he #but also wtf who gave them the right to fight half the time and be si cute the other half #and it's one plus like the phone *i* wanted #he's like tujhe me iphone dunga masters khatam karne ke baad abhi let me give her this one #she has a oppo which is like 6-7 yrs old and shit

[slowpokes-things]

Don’t think this needs to be said. But I would like to issue a HUGE fuck you to those people who post leaks for “For The Future” just, out there.

You got me feeling like

#the owl house #for the future #owl house #like whyyyyyy can’t you wait l i ke 1 6 d a y s #just going on YouTube and tumblr and then BOOM

[wiiwarechronicles]

how many asks are in your inbox?

Not including this one 19… I’LL GET TO GHEM I SWEAR….

#maidsmess #they’ve been collected over the span of like 6 months. i DO answer asks usually its just when im asleep I’ll see it in the morning and be li #ke Herm should I answer thos cause the asker might be asleep #and then I forget forever

[rainswept]

wtf

#HOW MANY PEOPEL INOW WABOUT THR RANDOK CHARACTERS I LIKED FOR LIKEM2 DAYS?!?a/1/a/1/1/ #I MADE ONE POST ABOUT WHOEVER. and i’m probably followed bu the modt people for my lyney content are yoy fuys judging me. #i hate everytjging #ohnhfjsofpvmdksms fmdkslss #this is. loghthearted i swear i;m. being Silly i’m not. I’m Not Insane. #i swewr if you see me post wnything that is about some random character ive never talked about before and never talk about again FORGET it #it IDND THAPY #it DIDNT HAPPEN] #the favs timeline goes like this. #2021-2022(?) venti obsession (6 ?? months?? if my memory is correct) #2021-2023 kazuha obsession (sporadic but over a month each time i think). special place in my heart even if i am not fixated on him tbh. #who the fuck was next] #2021-2023 scaramouche?/wanderwr? i liked himalways but it was always more about his character and story than like. yeah. but. ugh #ym. um #2023-2024 lyney. lyney is still my favorite. and he probably always will be. #honorable mentions albedo aether xiao freminet among like. others idk #but. list4n 2 me]if you Ever see ke talking about anyone else you are Hallucinating #if. if i. if i make one out of pocket comment about some random hsr character NO your eyes r lying to you. #i am filled with shame #i am SO sorry #please forgive me 😞😞🙏 #i’m sane i sweqr #is anyone still here from my kazuha days?? #cause i wasn’t on tumblr during the venti ones #holy shit if i was on tumblr during my venti era. #😨😰😰😨😨😰🤯🤯😱😨 #spontaneously combusts i think i would’ve driven myself insane #crazy? i was cra

[0verstepping]

.

#im going to sound like im making an excuse #and while anxiety has fucked me over in a lot of things #covid i think genuinely made everything worse and at this point #im probably agoraphobic #and i cant stop to think #what if it never happened #i was trying to get out and do things but that set ke so far back #and at least then i was going to therapy every other week physically #but now? #its bad #nothing like 6 months of not leaving the house at the start of covid fucking me up