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#IT MATTERS TO ME
jdragsky · 11 months
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there is genuinely nothing quite as intimate and special as building a home with someone else — long meandering conversations about furniture placement, hanging up objects onto unpainted walls, unpacking boxes and telling stories about what's inside, little smiling glances as you both work to create your nest
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Happy Percy Jackson Tuesday. I am once again working tonight which is the most unfortunate thing that could happen and I think I should start asking my bosses to not schedule me for Tuesday nights. But also this is the second to last episode so will it really matter????
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ganondoodle · 4 months
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since seeing a post from a mutual yesterday i was thinking about how grateful i am that i can now, confidently say something like -im taking demise away from nintendo- or -hes MY character now- while knowing that the people following me will understand that thats not actually possible and also i dont mean that literally literally (duh)
bc (while i have mentioned it in the past and im not trying to fish for sympathy with this, the memories ... and trauma really does come back every now and then) there were people once that imagined i said that about a popular character in the fandom i was in when i was a teen and proceeded to try (and nearly succeeding bc i was already struggeling alot with depression, anxiety and undiagnosed autism) to bully me into killing myself; perhaps it wasnt their actual goal, but the shit they did (alot of them were adults too), was absolutely insane, but i've only been able to see that wayyyy after the fact
like even if im remembering wrong and i did word it wrong or weird or in a way that was easily misunderstood, i was a teen, with english not as my first language and it still was some fandom shit that ultimately did not matter and never in any scenario warrented that level of harrassment, i dont even think i ever told my parents bc i thought i had to deal with it alone since i 'caused' it too and since then just ... wanting to forget it ever happened
while i am much, much better now, and slowly learning to manage my mental health struggles too, i do wonder just .. how much of how i am today was shaped by that horrible experience, like the way i overly try to pre-apologize and put doubts on every thought i write out, or the panic i feel when something does go outside my usual range (mostly twitter really ..) was immensely worsened by that .. among stuff i probably dont even realize
funnily enough, i made my account on tumblr to try and flee from all that was happening to me (even if they did stalk me at first .. even here) and hey, im still here :D
i guess what im trying to say is, i am very happy to still be here, i am grateful to be able to be myself, even with its downsides, even with my problems, even if the things i do are passable at best, even if i will never "make it big", even if i am annoying at times, even if i do mistakes still, even if i am .... horribly bad at replying to the awesome people that message me-
there are, at least a few people, who enjoy, or even care, or heck, even think about what i draw and write, which is .. still mind boggling to me and i might never be able to truly believe its all real, there are people who are able to see beyond my flaws, forgive me if i do missstep or overreact, and just be aware that even with everything i share about me, there is lots you dont know that may inform why i feel a certain way about something, but thats okay, i am human, i am here, there are people who enjoy my brainworms, and perhaps even think i, as a person, am nice
i am so grateful for that
some things are good
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obihoe · 4 months
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madara died, all his goals failed and he exploded into an evil alien girlboss from outer space at the last second before almost winning but at least he was sexy. at least he served cunt. and is that not what matters
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paulic · 8 months
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Sometimes when I listen to the Beatles I feel like I felt at thirteen again and it feels like the sky widens and there’s endless possibilities and they’re saying what I’m feeling but can’t articulate and I’m lying on my bed and tomorrow I have school and I’ll have school for five more years and I dream of going to Liverpool and I want the magical mystery tour to take me away and I’m learning English with their help and I don’t know the chronological order of the albums yet but it’s fine because they all make me feel so much and I’m slowly learning to distinguish their voices and life is wide and it’s okay and nothing bad has happened yet
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flowerofbuffoonery · 3 months
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yea, dazai can't cook.
but he can stir up a bowl of chazuke for atsushi and that's all that should matter.
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peppermintbits · 8 months
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Said this out loud to a friend before AND after I saw the movie, but Nimona of Nimona and Neeko from League of Legends need to meet and be best friends like right now in my brain. This is where I admit I'm a dirty League player/j to Tumblr but it's only bcs there are cute girls I wish to be besties with(Neeko) or kiss(Soraka) on there.
Nimona might think it's weird Neeko has a "default form" when Nimona is constantly shifting but I think the "Neeko is Neeko" part of things will cover that, also Neeko would not question Nimona's...anything after a few hours of talking.
I swear there would be nothing safe if they teamed up. Neeko would tell Nimona about the time she watched a bunch of humans kill each other at a military base over a "monster" and Nimona would 100% understand that Neeko was the monster but and think it was awesome instead of horrifying. Neeko would think Nimona is wild but that ain't gonna bother her because why would it? Clearly Nimona just needs a friend to eat cheese breads with and she will be nice to you-
Also the "strong tomato" joke would be too easy here. Nimona is ALWAYS red in some way. Hell the difference in their hsapeshifting would be so fun to mess with. Neeko can become OBJECTS as well as people and animals/creatures with no clear indication it's her meanwhile Nimona can become any living ANIMAL-like creature or person but you know it's her from the red color on the form somewhere. Neeko couldnt becomes Nimona due to them having no "true form" but could be whatever Nimona's spirit was in the moment. Nimona could become Neeko easily but with her usual twist.
I can and will ramble more about this bcs I have like 5 drawings in my head that need to come out that expand on all of this even more, but for rn I promised a friend I'd read something for him and need to get on that. Talking about this might make me more likely to make the drawings later on :3
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puppygirl-panopticon · 9 months
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Spitting out mouthwash and just drooling your mouth contents into the sink for minute is a great way to microdose having something pulled out of your throat and drooling on the floor
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spatio-rift · 8 months
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can anyone hear me? hello? saiko is bisexual
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drumlincountry · 10 months
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I still CAN'T BELIEVE they made noted Joth (jock goth), Roy Kent wear a tie dye tshirt and framed it as a growth moment.
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musicalchaos07 · 3 months
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Ok I'm mostly done with the fic I'm going to finish up some stuff when I get home at then post at like 2am like a weirdo
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fuminoomi · 10 months
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i didn't draw the image but i did do all of the rendering
this artblock and less motiv is kicking my ass
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acreaturecalledgreed · 5 months
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i headcanon that rocinante actually does have some cognitive issues and its not Just the clumsiness that isnt rly an act and this is Important To Me
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“Humans. Your griefs, your pains, fix you to moments in the past long gone. You're like butterflies with your wings pinned.” ~Q Nope, still not over Picard.....
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cowboyviolence · 1 year
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Oooh the pain of having to eschew consistency (character using a gun with a different hand than before) in favor of a nicer composition
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