#IM IN PAIN

[khickuwa]

Dear God, won't you look at me? Even for a moment, won't you let me pretend you're mine?

#alien stage #alien stage ivan #alien stage till #alien stage round 6 #aventill #art #artist #fanart #illustration #illust #digital art #THEY MAKE ME PHYSICALLY SICK IM NOT EVEN KIDDING #THE WAY IVAN IS HOLDING BACK FROM KISSING KIM AND JUST NUZZLING SICK #EVIL. EVIL I TELL YOU. i've only known them for a day and I'm physically sick #also idk u yall can tell #but reference to the kiss (artwork) #anyways yes #im in pain

[arcanegifs]

ARCANE LEAGUE OF LEGENDS: Season 1 ↳ "Is there anything so undoing as a daughter?"

#arcane #arcaneedit #netflixedit #netflix animation #arcane league of legends #league of legends arcane #vi #jinx #mel #mel merdarda #ambessa medarda #silco #vander #media: arcane #type: gif #s1 ep9 #s1 ep3 #im in pain #that is all #was thinking if cait got a similar scene but nothing really came into my mind #the i'll schedule an audience one with cassandra maybe? but idk it didnt hit as hard as these

[wetpulp]

they were everything to me

#better call saul #bcs fanart #saul goodman #kim wexler #they are very perfect to me #im in pain #my art #bcs

[dovewingkinnie]

piece of an animation 4 something

#weeee #AUUUGH #i spent all day on this #im in pain #never animate backgrounds #ever #(im going to do it again and suffer) #eevee #leafeon #eeveelution #pokemon #pokemon animation

[oatm3al-c00kies]

just realising that joel had to have heard ellie’s screams from out on the street and that’s probably why he was so close to the building when she came out and how he caught her so quick oh my god can you imagine what was going through his head

#im gonna sob #i cant #i just #im in pain #the last of us #the last of us hbo #tlou #tlou hbo #joel and ellie #the last of us spoilers

[sloppybrush]

Waiting for some stuff to charge so I shall slowly catch up with updating my tumblr art posts😌

Tell me you’ve played over 400 hours of hades without telling me played over 400 hours 😬😬😬

My compulsion to add more was only stopped my my tears as I tried to draw all these details in on a 9x12 sheet of paper

Think I descended in madness when I couldn’t fit it in the mini print version and then broke down the image into 5 separate prints and spent forever patching the weird break off points. But just like the game I may love this print forever 😂😂

Bracing myself to experience it all again with hades 2🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

#hades game #hades supergiant #hades 2 #fanart #print #im in pain #does anyone else do that fishing thing where you only blink between dips because I’m obsessed with catching fish and refuse to miss any #copics #sloppybrush

[ordinaryart]

atonement ♧

#death note #light yagami #l lawliet #im in pain

[jung-koook]

231210 - namjoon on weverse:

"Hello, my dear friends, that day has finally come. I feel like I have so many things to say that have been floating around in my head, but now that I'm here, I can't get them out of my mouth. I was so happy to be able to live as a member of BTS for the past ten years. I've been saying this all along, but the end is just another beginning! I have no doubt that something good will be waiting for us once we pass. Seokjin and Hoseok, who had to endure this time first, must have had a much harder time than us who followed behind. Seeing them doing so bravely and so well, even though it is late, gives me greater courage. I believe that this 18 months, which may be long or short, will be a time of unfamiliar and new inspiration and learning for all of us. It can be scary and scary, but is there anything more comforting than knowing that you have something to look forward to and look forward to during that vague time? It may be my job, but it's probably your love. Being someone who can be remembered and waited for by others may be lonely and lonely at times, but I feel like I am already filled with that love. I hope I can be that kind of person to you. Our time, love, and sincerity tell us about our future more than countless words that linger in our ears. I always wanted to be the person who was by your side even when you were not by my side. I hoped that we would live each of our lives hard in our own places, and when we come back, we would be smiling brightly and being more informal, filled with heart and soul. Hello and hello for a while! When I return, I'll say hello again so that we can be ourselves wherever and whenever we are! See you in the future. I love you so much. Hoping to reach you even a little - Namjoon" (trans. cr. mhereonlyforbts)

#namjoon #rm #bangtan #bts #weverse #IM IN PAIN

[favlie]

I'm rewatchig atla again and, as expected, i'm full of zutara feelings. Forever hopeful that this time they will be canon. ♥ -- Please do not repost/use without asking first! ♥

#my art #zutara #i love them #i love them so much it hurts #zuko #katara #atla #sheu should have been your honor #it IS whatmakes sense!!!! #yinand yang! the sun and moon!!! she has evil inside of her and he has goodness inside of him!!! opposites1!!! they complete each other!!!! #GAH #im in pain #and going through a zk mania episode again #lords save me ToT

[ramons-elevator]

So if we do get the eggs/a few eggs/Richas back today, I wanna say that as of today, its been

74 Days since we last saw the eggs on Quesadilla Island

To put that into perspective:

Bobby was only alive for 44 days

Pomme was adopted on day 56 of the QSMP

The Election Arc was for 55 days

From the Brazilians arriving to Spiderbit’s wedding was only 47 days

WalterBob wasnt introduced until Day 80

Wilbur was gone for 171 days before his brief return; almost making Tallulah gone for half the time her dad was gone

Also:

The OG eggs have spent 34% of their time away

Tallulah has spent 36% of her time away

Richas has spent 39% of his time away

Pomme has spent 43% of her time away

Bonus:

The Eggs disappeared on September 7th so the OG eggs and Richas spent 2 birthdays away from their parents and Tallulah and Pomme spent 3 birthdays away from their parents

#qsmp #qsmp eggs #Im in pain #I wanted to see some stats but instead i got sad

[heyimdove]

More on why Persuasion is the real Jane Austen parallel to Aziracrow, and why Pride and Prejudice is not, because I can’t stop dwelling.

There’s a lot here so I’ll try to structure this in a way that makes sense. Wish me luck.

I’ve seen so many people equate Aziraphale to Lizzie and Crowley to Darcy, but these comparisons don’t make sense. Character-wise, they are far more like Anne Elliot and Frederick Wentworth, respectively.

We’ll start with Elizabeth Bennet, who I love with all my heart and is one of those characters I feel like I know (I’m delusional, it’s fine). Elizabeth is wonderfully intelligent, but she isn’t “accomplished” and isn’t a perfect specimen of Regency womanhood. Instead she’s sharp and headstrong. She wants to live how she wants and with someone she loves for a partner. She rejects a match that is, on paper, perfect and would solve all her family’s problems, because she won’t settle for unhappiness. You know who that doesn’t sound like?

Aziraphale, were he a Regency Era woman, would be considered very accomplished for the time; well-read, polite, even a music tutor. But he’s more unlike Elizabeth because he desires to “do what’s best for the family”. In other words, if Elizabeth Bennet was more like Aziraphale, she’d be married to Mr. Collins. She would’ve considered it her duty to marry him because it would protect her loved ones (see Aziraphale accepting the Metatron). For Aziraphale, his duty to protect trumps his personal desire.

So does that make Crowley our Lizzie? No, that doesn’t fit either, and not only because Aziraphale makes a terrible Darcy. Sure, Aziraphale’s status as an angel might be considered comparable to Darcy’s elevated status as a rich person, but Crowley has never hated Aziraphale, never even considered it, and wouldn’t hate him even after the rejection. Lizzie’s hatred is what spurs Darcy to grow. Darcy needed to be completely despised by her to decide to put in the work to be worthy of her.

Okay, so then is Crowley Darcy? Perhaps we could shoehorn that in somewhere because Darcy doesn’t seem good but actually is, or is considered grouchy, but it’s such a loose connection, it barely works-

-Especially when you consider how much better the two fit as the protagonists of Persuasion.

(And yes, shut up, I liked the Dakota Johnson one and I will be using the gifs.)

Where Pride and Prejudice is about two different people gradually seeing the value in the other, Persuasion is the story of two different people seeing the value in the other right from the start, but who then repeatedly make mistakes that keep them separate and in agony.

Aziraphale is *so* much like Anne. First, Anne is the only reasonable (read: likable) member of her high-born family, who believe people in other societal castes to not only be inferior, but disgusting.

Anne sees this is not true, and falls madly in love with the low-born Wentworth- only to be persuaded by outside input not to marry him. Station and familial duty play a part in this decision, and she regrets it for years. She is completely unable to move on.

Like Aziraphale, Anne is certainly more accomplished, for one thing, and she plays by the rules of women of her time and status. BUT her sense of mortality breaks often from that of her family. When she tries to impart her good morals upon them, they are dismissive and insulting, reacting as if Anne is the one who “doesn’t get it”.

She spends eight years with a family she barely belongs to, wondering why she ever thought the company of people like this was worth the loss of Wentworth.

For all of Anne’s kindness, she is a pushover. She’s rarely confident in herself. When she needs to speak up, or just have a direct conversation with Wentworth, she doesn’t. She can’t. She repeatedly makes Wentworth come to her.

Wentworth, meanwhile, is a far better match for Crowley than Darcy is. Wentworth will never be an aristocrat like the Elliots, but he carves out a life he considers valuable using new rules. Sound familiar?

Are Wentworth’s and Crowley’s morals obviously a bit different? Yes, of course. Crowley is a DEMON, after all. But Crowley conducts himself in such a way that he’s literally cast out of Heaven and removed from Hell- in other words, he’s twice been given “the rules” for how to act and has twice decided, nah, that’s not for me. Wentworth was given the rules for what he could have as a low-born man and became a wealthy, high-ranking naval officer. And Wentworth didn’t do that for love, either. He found the consideration of one’s wealth in determining whether they should be loved abhorrent. Wentworth did it for himself initially (bitterly too, maybe), just like Crowley saves the goats and the kids for himself.

And, of course, Crowley’s confession parallels Wentworth’s position in relation to Anne far more than Darcy’s position to Lizzie. Crowley says “if they (two apparent opposites) can do it, so can we,” because he knows he and Aziraphale love each other. At the start of Persuasion, Wentworth asks Anne to be his wife despite their differing societal rank because he knows they love each other. At the end of Persuasion, he asks again because he knows they have both been in agony, that they both love each other as much as they ever did.

Darcy, meanwhile, does not know if Lizzie loves him, but arrogantly believes she will accept on the basis that what he can offer her monetarily is better than what anyone else can, not knowing what she actually values. She demolishes him.

On that note, that’s really the only parallel between Aziracrow and Darcy/Lizzie, only Aziraphale is Darcy. Aziraphale believed Crowley would accept his offer because he believed Crowley would want to be an angel again. Crowley believed Aziraphale would accept his offer because he knew they loved each other.

These are all very different characters, but ultimately, I think we were gunning for Pride and Prejudice and wound up with Persuasion; the slowest, most agonizing burn with the most beautiful reunion. So we didn’t get “you have bewitched me, body and soul,” in S2. We got the events leading up to Persuasion, and will have S3 to watch them play out. Neil knows that Aziraphale and Crowley’s relationship is the most compelling part of the story, so I doubt they’ll be separated for long. But everything is so messy, isn’t it? So it makes sense to keep them, like Anne and Wentworth, in close proximity, in mutual, bitter, unspoken pining, but still not together. It will be absolutely delicious to watch. Isn’t that what we loved the most from S1?

Because we know they love each other. And whatever catalyzing event forces them to say it out loud will be all the better if every moment they don’t say it hurts. I don’t want a “you have bewitched me” moment, I want “I’m half agony, half hope.”

#good omens #jane austen #meta #ineffable divorce #crowley #aziraphale #aziracrow #pride and prejudice #persuasion #im in pain #im in so much pain

[ef-1]

James Vowels on the pit wall

#im in pain #f1 #logan sargeant #japanese gp 2024

[grimsbane]

Stan and Kyle in the Season Finale of South Park High

#kyle broflovski #south park fanart #south park #stan marsh #stan south park #kyle south park #south park art #south park style #south park au #southpark #im in pain #i am not okay #i cant #i bet on losing dogs #I KNOW THEYRE LOSING AND I PAY FOR MY PLACE #BY THE RING #WHERE I'LL BE LOOKING IN THEIR EYES WHEN THEY'RE DOWN #I'LL BE THERE ON THEIR SIDE #I'M LOSING BY THEIR SIDE

[innefableidiot]

I'm sorry but the innefable divorce is rotting in my brain right now and the specific line that I can't get out of my head is when Crowley says "you can't leave this bookshop." And of course when Crowley said this in reality I think he meant "you can't leave me" but he didn't say this because of course communication issues, so when Aziraphale replies with "oh Crowley, nothing lasts forever" you can SEE THE PAIN IN CROWLEY'S EYES and the tears in Crowley's eyes that are basically threatening to fall just adds more pain in the moment and yeah, the innefable divorce will forever be in my brain consuming my already dwindling sanity.

#good omens #good omens 2 #anthony j crowley #crowly x aziraphale #aziracrow #aziraphale #innefable husbands #inneffable idiots #innefable divorce #crowley good omens #im in pain

[wolviestars]

I don't think I can handle this scene again

#im in pain #dw spoilers #doctor who spoilers #doctor who #fourteenth doctor #david tennant #doctor who 60th anniversary #doctor who special #whoniverse #whovians

[callmegaith]

"All things considered..."

#rusty lake #cube escape #comic: DTRH #dale vandermeer #david eilander #DONT TALK TO ME RN #I HURT MYSELF DRAWING THIS #SKDJKSD #IM IN PAIN #I LOVE THEM SM #David wishes he knew what having loving parents is like #ship: jackalope