#IM DEVASTATED BYE

[mintypsii]

ignoring the gag to spread the sanuso agenda. he just wanted to ride with his boyfriend

#someones jeaslloouusssssssss #usopps blushing cuz of sanji actually im oda #op #one piece #min watches one piece #vinsmoke sanji #usopp #sanji #sanuso #usosan #nami #tony tony chopper #EDIT: DEVASTATED. THE ORDER OF IMAGES IS WRONG BYE #THIS IS SO EMBARRASSING it's bothering me so much but ughh whatever #the usopp ones r meant to be switched 😞 whatever ill live

[stars-n-spice]

Thoughts on s3 ep11!

Fucking hell you guys,, this episode,,

I have too many thoughts so I'm going to hit the main ones so I'm not bent over my laptop crying as I type this up for like ten minutes,,

just know that the entire episode had me like this though

ok, screaming and spoilers under the cut-

Why does the Batch have THE worst luck in the world huh?? Hunter decides to go live on Pabu, Empire comes and snatches up Omega. Hunter decides (rightfully so) to leave Pabu to not jeopardize the people there. The Empire comes and fucks up everything AND Omega gets taken away AGAIN.

I just want something GOOD to go well for them for ONCE. Is that too much to ask for??

Also Clone X being able to do what he did because both Phee and Wrecker were arguing with droids??

Omega putting Tech's glasses and Lula in the museum made me burst out into tears. For some reason that made me think that Tech really is dead (as much as I don't want to believe it). I think it was a beautiful send off (even if everything went to shit right after) and after that touching send off I kinda want Tech to stay dead, as bad as it hurts

Them showing us shots of Pabu and all the residents (with the clone cadets and Shep and Lyana) all happy and living their best life before the storm was so fucked up

Hunter why are your senses so out of wack huh?? And how come no matter what your hair stays dry?? Fucked up world we live in.

Ok but if Tech IS alive and IS Clone X,, this episode is so much fucking worse and angsty if that's the case,, having him come back and do all of that to Pabu?? Oh my god,, I hate it so much

Hunter taking down those stormtroopers was hot as fuck though

OMEGA SACRIFICING HERSELF FOR PABU??? FUCK OFF SHE IS A CHILD DON'T MAKE HER GO THROUGH THIS SHIT!!

Cannot tell you how much distress I was in during the second half of the episode,, oh my god,,,

The PAIN on Crosshair's face and in his voice when Omega brought up the idea of turning herself in?? That's going to haunt me forever man,, just,, fucking,, ouch

Oh man,, I was so worried that he wouldn't be able to get the tracker on the ship because of his hand tremors but no it was because of the FUCKING stormtroopers

The absolute devastation Crosshair must've felt in that moment,, I've never seen so much pain on a helmeted character's face oh my god

THINGS ARE JUST GETTING SO MUCH WORSE FUCKING HELL!!

how do you think Wrecker and Hunter are going to react to this huh??? they're going to be fucking LIVID oh my god and Crosshair is probably going to blame himself and they're (Hunter more so) is going to blame Crosshair and then we'll be back to square one fucking AUUGHHH

IF ECHO WAS HERE NONE OF THIS WOULD'VE HAPPENED

#im not ok #this episode was devastating #bye lula #bye tech's goggles #bye maurader #fucking UGGHH #i have a headache #i need to go lie down #sigh #tbb #tbb s3 #tbb spoilers #tbb s3 spoilers #tbb omega #tbb crosshair #tbb hunter #tbb wrecker #clone x #pabu

[yellowfog4]

she's so lesbian

*has a husband and kid*

BUT SHES SO LESBIAN????

the things she says about women...

#excuse me while i go feral about the fact that shes married to a man #BYE im so devastated #thats a lesbian if ive ever seen one #what??? #have you SEEN her in interviews? #i hope this isnt insensitive #My lesbian brain just really needs her to be at least a little bit queer #movies #greta gerwig #barbie #barbie movie #little women #lady bird #ladybird #20th century women #saiorse ronan #writing #poetry #literature #sapphic #art #spilled ink #books & libraries #poets on tumblr #prose #wlw #lesbian

[todayisafridaynight]

ive been terrorizing twitter with these caps so please die with me at the fact they changed mine saying ‘i dont deserve to be with you’ to ‘i dont deserve to live’ in the remastered

PS3:

PS4 Remaster:

#snap chats #shaking crying screaming etc etc #the ps4 remaster giveth and taketh tho cause it does make mine more upset about daigo #and although im sure we've seen this difference already im only now just remembering its real and not just an edit #like jesus christ #'i'm sorry chairman i dont deserve to be with you' im gonna vomit oh my god homophobia real #i mean ok weve known mine does kill himself but STILL #i wouldve been a wreck if they really had it be that mine still says he's 'devastated to lose the only man he ever loved' and this #ok im gonna do th rest of my screaming on twitter bye

[folklore-girl]

just finished la la land..

#im. shook. #devastated. i cant find words???? #that last half hour broke me??? and that’s putting it mildly.. #(the second movie i cried watching?) bye #. ༉‧₊˚ — hana’s random !

[kittychicha]

LONELINESS SOCIETY (2023) Episode 2

#loneliness society #joss wayar #nune woranuch #asiandramasource #lakornedit #catagifs #im sooo curious how does he know her!! she doesnt seem to know him at all #love me a devastated man #also dying at how tall joss is like i already KNEW but its still so fun to see him be a head and a half taller than #everyone else in the room #also seeing a man that beautiful be absolutely LAME is perfect i love it like the whole elevator scene pleaseee #lonelinesssocietyedit #i put this all out of order just bc i LIKE it like this lmao bye

[cashweasel]

It was hard to pick,,,,, so, fjskdjsksjs it’s so many (only sort of sorry,,ngl) 😂

5,17 for kiyazan

9,25 for daemon nd karima

8,15 for Gideon and valen loll

29 for all of em 💀

Once again I FORGOT ABOUT A BLORBO ASK but I literally had this in the drafts and everything and today I bring you answers FHRHDJKSSJ

Kiyazan:

5. How do they comfort each other when they are sad?

Yazan is a big actions guy so if something is bothering her he’d want to take care of it and fix it immediately also kiki loves cuddles and cuddles she shall receive fjskakdjdk will literally do anything to make it better,, holding her, talking about it, dancing it out, ordering her favorite takeout (yazan talking about it is a mix him being sincere and dissing the shit out of the person/situation and I kinda love it djdjskdjdk) leaving kiki’s part for you because I wanna know 😌💗

17. Their ways of expressing their love.

We talked about yazan putting up the shelves that kiara got that have been sitting around since forever and that pretty much what it’s about 😂 he just does things for her, or does things so she doesn’t have to. Pre relationship or pre living together yazan would just go around her house and fix anything that needed fixing fjdksidjdk,, also a big part of why he doesn’t mind doing the chores. To put it shortly acts of service and quality time!

Daemon and karima:

9. How open are they with their feelings?

I know why you’re asking this 😂💀 karima is…. Unfortunately still not the best at it at least in a serious vulnerable context and she bottles up a lot BUT she would sit down with him and be like “can I tell you something homie to homie 😔” and even then she tries to to keep it from getting too deep even when it comes to expressing love she’s not one to get Too sentimental but will let him know she cares about him. But this is mostly when they’re still in the beginning of their relationship (honestly it might take her 2+ years of being like that 💀) but I will say the first time she lets herself cry in front of him…………..

25. Share any headcanons about their relationship.

FHDKSJSKDJ ok so you know karima will just KO whenever wherever and her sleep is heavyyyyyy lol and I just think daemon doesn’t let her sleep in her makeup that’s all 😌 she’s knocked tf out snoring and all and he’s just 🥰 wiping her makeup off and doing her skincare for her

Valen and Gideon:

8. What are their most prominent memories of each other?

PLEASE 😭 valen’s is that he used to keep a pet rat as a kid, everybody refused to acknowledge it because it wasn’t actually a pet it was some rat he found lurking in their gardens and deemed it his bestie and would check up on it every day fssksjdjdj and when the rat died gideon was the one that buried and held a funeral for it 😔

Gideon’s most prominent memory has to be valen punching his dad in a room full of people loll bc not only was it incredibly humiliating and an act of love towards his bestie but it was also the first time anyone really stood up to this bully of a man and he just got wrecked by a teenager fjskaksjdj it was great seeing him hunched over w a bleeding nose until he made a comment about the company his son keeps and then it was both boys vs the guards trying to tear them off him fjdksksjskdn

15. Does their view of themselves differ from their partner’s view?

Sort of lol,, gideon struggles so much with his self image and thinks he’s broken and has nothing to offer or that letting ppl get to know him is essentially a burden on him and them so he just doesn’t make friends or meaningful relationships easily and valen over here just Fails to fathom it because to him gideon’s the most solid friend he’s ever had and literally nothing like all those things he says about himself and so he always makes it a point to let him know all the things he appreciates about him

Valen on the other hand thinks he’s the most interesting and amazing person anyone has the pleasure of knowing and that he’s worth it and because he’s set that expectation for himself any criticism from others or negative emotions from himself is shoved aside in favor of the facade and while gideon agrees he’s amazing and lowkey idolizes him lol he’s the only one actually capable of giving him a reality check that he’ll listen to and seeing him as just valen

All:

29. What are your favorite moments that happen between them?

WAAHHHH LMAO ok to be completely fair my fave kiyazan moment is them throwing up into the same toilet together and kiki tolerating the bugs yazan collects despite hating them bc if this isn’t love idk what is 😂

My favorite daemon karima moment is him kicking the ball in her face when they first met DJDKSKDJDJFN and also ceramics class

And my fave valengideon moment is them going into the city and buying some lame lizard which turned out to be a large dragon they tried hiding in a barn where hay and fire don’t mix very well SGDHFKSKDJDJ rip

[oc romance asks]

#hope this helps 😂👍 #I think I spent 3 hours writing this 💀 #im obliterated bye #how could you ask me these questions #I’m politely requesting your blorbos pov for this btw I need to know how kiki comforts Yazan and how open daemon is about his feels #karima still acting nonchalant with him for a while and then letting the floor gates open one day is just so emotional to me fjrjskdjdk #that hit me harder than it should’ve negl #Valen was devastated when the rat died #bawled his eyes out the entire funeral rip #you and your bestie beating tf out of his asshole dad can be so romantic actually FJSKAJDKDKDJ #they got into trouble with valen’s dad that night but he thought that going for the nose was a great move for what it’s worth so it wasn’t #a complete loss loll #(typing that made me realize that even tho they were grounded #they all agreed that it was safer to have gideon stay with them a few days than sending him back to his dad) and I hated it #ask #oc asks #thank u for these I had fun answering them 💗💗💗💗💗 #my ocs #kiyazan #daemon x karima #valen x gideon

[starphobe]

a couple weeks back i had a very funny thought that made no sense under further scrutiny and so i decided not to post it but i think i'll just put it here for the sake of saving it somewhere

brennan has already established that the lines between gods and other massively magical/influential beings (archfey, archdevils, big beasts, yadda yadda) are kind of blurred? like... creatures can shift between these states if they fulfill the conditions to do so

we know ayda went SUPER FAR back in time. we're talking "leaving fossils" and "creating secret orders of knights" amounts of far back. she didnt WANT to go there either, she's actually mad as hell (malding) at her dad for making her go

we also know aguefort can grow in size big time (see: him tossing the sun literally being shown in the opening) and since ayda's also a very accomplished wizard i wouldn't put learning how to do that past her

and what is ankarna a god of again? Giants. Fire. Rage. (Conviction. Justice. Conquest. i did not definitively know these two when i formulated my thoughts several episodes ago but. i mean...)

basically: briefly considered ankarna being the remnants of ayda that somehow got stuck in the past and grew resentful of her dad for fucking her over a billion times/the unfairness of her existence -> her status as a legendary beast (half phoenix) would probably allow her to transition into something godhood-esque as she gathers a following -> this would tie into fig creating a powerful agreement with an entity/deity for warlock or paladin purposes, she and ayda stabilizing each other -> immediately remembered that ankarna has a sister (ravina) so unless there was some roundabout "ayda went through a phoenix revival and was reborn/adopted into ravinas family as a new god bc she started being worshipped by giants" i think this (very short lived) theory is off the table

however. tracker did have a moment of. bringing winter to falinel -> strengthening faith in galakaia... i wonder if ayda might at some point have brought summer to the mountains of chaos if nothing else. i feel like brennan isnt going to be able to resist making Parallels and References. idk

#this is such a funny post for me to make bc we know so much more about ankarna now than we did a month ago when i was considering this #and im an ayda liker but im not an ayda.. fan??? like. i was bummed that we wouldnt get to see her sure #but im not one of the people who were devastated when she left #so this isnt me trying to shoehorn my favorite npc into main character status or whatever. truly just my deranged brain at work. sorry #d20 #fhjy #not gonna tag this with anything else . im embarrassed. its so dumb #anyway. single funniest part of this? #past reincarnation of kristens situationship and future reincarnation of figs girlfriend got married #thats all. bye everyone

[leverage-ot3]

hardison, eliot and parker after watching the last of us episode 3 (hardison is making them watch it with him):

#the last of us #no i am not okay #fucking BRUTAL #SO OUT OF THE LEFT FIELD IT WAS UNREAL #WHAT THE FUCK #literally I just wanted to post about tlou on this blog so I haphazardly made this meme #eliot is hit really hard by the episode #parker is uncomfy with death to begin with so this was A Lot for her #hardison is just sitting between them fucking BAWLING #they all cuddle really close that night #eliot: DAMMIT HARDISON!!! WHAT THE FUCK YOU SAID THIS WAS A ZOMBIE SHOW #hardison: IT I S !!! IT WASNT LIKE THIS IN THE GAMES IM SORRY #parker: how dare #hardison (crying): I DIDNT KNOW THIS WAS GOING TO BE SO EMOTIONALLY DEVASTATING AAAAAAAA #anyways fucking BYE i have to do work now but i will be emotionally wrecked for the rest of the week #leverage ot3 #leverage ot3 headcanons #parker #alec hardison #eliot spencer #parker x hardison x eliot #mine

[juniemoe]

anyways.......... finally read wayhaven book 3 and i'm going kms now

#im very tired rn but i'm screaming inside #holy shit #obviously did ava's route first (bc who do you think i am???) and i'm so messed up inside now #i truly didn't think we'd get to have a kiss with A in this book #and the way it ended with her saying like bye this is all i can give you!!!!!!!!! god i'm fucked up #it was devastating #!!!!! #im doing nate next!!!! #i just need to play through book 2 first again #the book was INSANELY long too it literally took me the whole day to read with minimal breaks #im so excited to N's route i feel like it's going to be juicy #with all the shit that happens to detective in this book considering their overprotective nature #anyway bye gotta read through book 2 now brb #💬 chatter #🎮 vilna plays games #do i need to tag spoilers #it's been like six months #twc spoilers

[snixx]

why can't my ex best friend just be a repressed homosexual who is in love with me or something and not the most evil uncaring person on earth with no excuse for treating me like shit and ruining the way I view myself and my relationships forever

#i will take anything at this point im not even kidding #she was like a little sister to me thinking about her romantically makes me want to puke btw #im just. sigh. reading devastating byler fanfiction that hits way too close to home at 2am on a school night again #they always start out so relatable but then they always get their happy ending #it's hard to explain. its comforting but it also makes me feel so much worse #god i hate being aro sometimes. i wish i just got it you know #i wish the solution to my friends constantly breaking my heart was just a pretty bow of romantic undertones i will never understand #it's such a neat little explanation. it's so perfect #but no i just love the worst people #and everyone will eventually ditch me for an so and I'm gonna die alone reading byler fanfiction #anyway. i hate everything. bye #2am rambles

[asherasgayagenda]

so they’re not breaking up double face right or are they rebranding to triple face and letting someone else join

no im genuinely afraid they're actually going to disband double face. i read this good analysis post a bit ago about how being in double face takes a huge toll on madara whether he shows it or not (having to protect others while he himself stays in the shadows; his only true happiness is being in MaM) and they concluded that honestly the best thing in the end for the unit was for them to either disband or they have to (? forgot. stop dealing in shady stuff. ??). I think this might be it.

also look at the title of the event. last mission. the song. bye bye buddy. just for the latter i don’t believe they’ll be getting back again. and look at the letter slip thing one of them leaves the other. i’m in tears.

#(IM DEVASTATED TOO OKAY. I JUST FELT LIKE MAKING A COHERENT POST THIS TIME INSTEAD OF YELLING AND SOBBING LIKE I HAVE THE ENTIRE NIGHT OK #double face #bye bye buddy #analysis #ITS NOT REALLY MINE PSA. i read it somewhere idk if i rbed or saved it anywhere #please don’t think i have such Smart thoughts all the time #is ashe rambling again #enstars #come back from the dive asks

[note-boom]

Okay, I just read Volume 20 of the manga and I have a lot of thoughts...but one that I really want to spit out is about Akutagawa's death.

During the fight, he CONTINUOUSLY brings up Dazai. How he wants Dazai's approval. How he's going to LIVE and make it back to Dazai. How he doesn't have much time left so he really needs that approval before he expires. Basically, him (ironically) associating living and Dazai together. To get Dazai's acknowledgement is to live.

And yet.

And YET.

His death wasn't an accident, at least not entirely.

Even Fukuchi acknowledged that from the beginning, taking into account the space-time sword, Akutagawa's plan was to let ONLY Atsushi escape.

Did Akutagawa know he would be instakilled? I think he strongly suspected it considering how Fukuchi was doing his best to kill them.

Essentially, what I'm saying is that provided all that context, Akutagawa basically CHOSE to die when throughout the whole fight his only thought was to live, live, live (for Dazai). The arc isn't over yet (and I honestly have little faith this will happen) but I'm gonna hope anyway that this is symbolic of Akutagawa finally letting go of his deep desire to live for Dazai's approval and maybe starting to build something new...a new reason to live?

As in, him choosing death - choosing ATSUSHI - was his way of saying, "Okay. I see only one of us can make it out...I can't fight this man and beat him (which he did say). I won't live for Dazai's approval now. I can't. So I'll instead choose to die so that there is a chance Atsushi can save the world and clear the Agency's name."

Basically, I'm playing on the age old death and rebirth motif to say Akutagawa dying for Atsushi rather than living for Dazai's approval is his way of growing from his past obsessions and perhaps beginning to build a new reason to live (by dying for it heh...).

#look...i know im reaching #but all i can say is that this death didnt feel like the whole redemption by death trope... #and i think akutagawa will come back or something #and yeah i suppose we could also interpret this as aku realising the only way TO get dazai's approval was to die #but i much prefer the more dramatic death to an old view...new life to another? maybe that's just me being influenced by fantasy tropes #and i also want good things for aku #and you got to admit the way he kept on associating him living with dazai and then choosing death at the end was something #his whole reason revolves around dazai so let him pull a yosano @ mori and say 'nope. taking back control of my life bye' #idk what im saying i just know i really want the progression of this fight from aku wanting to live to choosing to die to mean something #that isn't specifically dazai related ya know? except for letting dazai go (this isnt me hating dazai btw. its loving aku) #also yes i only bought volume 20 cause that and vol 1 was the only ones they had. of course i bought the emotionally devastating one #maybe I'll post some of my reacts and show y'all how much i overthink things xD #anyway akutagawa and atsushi in vol 20 broke me bye.... #bsd #bungo stray dogs #bungou stray dogs #bsd musings #character analysis #bsd akutagawa #bsd atsushi #bsd fukuchi #spitting nonsense #bsd dazai #bsd spoilers #bsd manga spoilers #manga spoilers

[justabunchofdragons]

guys i promise im still on hiatus i know i have come back online like seven separate times but THINGS KEEP HAPPENING!!! you must understand this

#chaos.txt #tbh i have kept to this hiatus more than any other attempt EVER so.... #BUT ETHOS IN MCC!!!! IM SO HAPPY!!!! #that was the Event that pulled me back here btw. i am leaving again now #if all goes well and there is no more Events then i will see you in FIFTEEN DAYS #i am so scared of this exam ☹☹ i really really really want to do well but i have HOMEWORK also.. which is TERRIBLE #but i got some new books yesterday 🎉 and rearranged my cupboard which doubles as my bookshelf #so now i have more SPACE IN MY ROOM!! lovely :) #two books for nine quid! i couldve got four for eighteen quid which is a CRAZY GOOD DEAL but none of the other books were very interesting #i am going to pirate barbie with my mother soon :) yippee!! #continuing my tradition of pirating every barbie movie ever <3 i also want to watch more movies in general but i just don't have TIME #:( but i have been painting & listening to worlds beyond number in the evenings! its very good!!! i am emotionally devastated ^_^ #ok that was everything. bye forever (i will probably come back within four days as per usual)

[tomtonktonic]

I JSUT GOGOLED YIFF AND ITS NOT A FUNNY SILLY WORD

IM FUCKING SCEEAMING AND CRYING NOOOOOOOO ajshahajsjja

#AAAAAAA GOD STRIKE ME DOWN DAMNIT #I CANT FUCKINGREMENER EHO I SENT IT TO EITHER 😫😭 #tw caps #AAGGHJDKDJDNEHEJKS #edit: #Devastated #I am absolutely devastated #hhhhhhhhh #bye guys #guess im deleting tumblr now #This is the last time im allowing myself to joke #please bury me with a closed casket

[sadboyhrs]

i think im tumblr shadowbanned 💀💀💀 none of my comments r showing up and none of the posts i worked very hard on are coming up in the tag eiterh 💀💀

also

@theyaregayyourhonor i SAW ur comments under the mummy el post and it wouldnt let me reply !! but just kno i said that u were the only byler who wasnt emotionally supporting me

#im devastated #i spent 10 minutes on my road to 200k posr #good bye byler tag #i'll be back in like 2 weeks when tumblr decides im worth it again #im so upset abt no one seeing the road to 200k post #OTHER THAN THEYAREGAYYOURHONOUR #AND ACTUAL WEEB TRASH #cant believe im posting a goodbye like anyones gonna see it