#I'm so sick of long hair

[pbnmj]

assorted sketches (personally very obsessed w petermj rn and the fact that the 2020 run of noir colored his hair/eyes as black/grey. peter parker the man that you are....)

#ive been away from the loml for far too long. i drew peter's hair parting the wrong way around OTL WTFFFFFF #its fine. ITS FINE (<- dying) #spider-man #spiderman #peter parker #mj watson #mary jane watson #petermj #spider-man noir #noir #pete #mj #my art #also the fact that u can tell what my mental state is like from the amt of drawings in my spiderman folder #noir 📈 i'm coping #also the reason peter is colored like that is cause the lead artist on the 2020 run did that all with like. #gouache and pencil on toned paper (had to google to find out it was haunting me) #WHICH IS LIKE. HELLO??? its so cool but also. WHAT. the commitment to the style is actually so. WOW #so its mostly i believe a limited pallette and a result of that. but. black hair/grey eyes peter is like. making me very. very. sick

[dinodogs]

wghat the fuck dude we were robbed

[SOURCE]

#rwby #ruby rose #weiss schnee #blake belladonna #yang xiao long #like??? Rubys hair is so fucking cute what the hell #Weiss with that shawl #THE BLACK NECKLACE AND GOLD ARM CUFFS #I'm gonna be SICK #They took this from us #personal

[lightningzbolt]

Awsten Knight Hair (Two different files)

I started with showing Red & Black first as it's the latest but I made 17 swatches. I think I covered every significant color, skipping most Greatest Hits hairs as those are a pain okay, I am but a single person with GIMP. I did do the scene hair but I would like to some day do it on another mesh. I sorted and organized all my pictures of Awsten, over 400 btw, by hair color, to help me figure out the best examples of each, and to figure out which ones were just faded versions of the others, a few swatches are 'faded' colors, and which looked distinct enough to make swatches for. Green seems most consistent, I have the most pics of blue. Greatest Hits tricolor and red & black are my favorites. The blue is the first color that shows up on the swatches so the thumbnail shows blue hair to make finding it easy. I tried to mimic that the two distinct reds were not exactly the same. I've gotten way too fucking good at telling when a picture came from even if the color is gone from it. None of these are what hair my Awsten Sim normally has tho.

This is. I made this a couple years ago and never changed it from most outfits as it just makes him stand out and it took hours to make, I wanted to get the most out of it. Just one swatch here. Both of these are base game mesh recolors, so nothing else is needed. Standalone files. Also I went out of my way to grab werewolfy poses and emotions because I think it's adorable, okay. He's the least intimidating werewolf, but still my favorite. Forgive Jack's face and body and everything being in frame a lot I am playing as him.

Hair 1

Hair 2

#sims 4 #sims 4 cc #the sims 4 #ts4 cc #the sims cc #ts4 #sims 4 cas #ts4 cas #cas #awsten knight #waterparks #hair #sims 4 hair #I got sick of Alex so I swapped to play as Jack so I could use him for jewellery stuff as I felt that pack fits Spellcaster aesthetics #But his apartment has no room for that shit so I set it up at his parents' house and they are a pain but they are spellcasters too #Anyway finding rocks is harder than I thought but I made a lot of jewellery for Awsten because LUNAR hahaha werewolf #But when visiting Awsten the first time also hoping he'd bite Jack from a new mod I got #Jack is dumb and he kept playing with Awsten's pet rat instead and LONG STORY SHORT he got himself bit by the dumb rat #Got sick and had like no fucking money and no quick way to earn it so I kept pickpocketing random sims to get some #Just enough that he could get the antidote and NOT DIE he almost fucking died #I tried messing with his bitchy neighbor when he was contagious but yeah other stuff happened with her instead #Anyway he is now barred from playing with rats as he is too dumb to live #Yeah I made hair for Awsten but I have nothing to say about him as a Sim #He's a dog that's all there is to it #Okay that is his house tho i built it when the Werewolves pack was new and I got him moved away from an apartment into Moonwood Mill #And got him turned into a werewolf #He has 7 cats btw #I made green hair for him first way back when before all that but this is a new version of it #I'm not a big fan of the purple

[mattodore]

kisses him goodnight

#river dipping #ts4 #theodore doe #echthroi #i took this when i was playing the oc save and taking pics for nene earlier today <3 #loved the way the light of dawn was playing across his sim so i took a little pic and then loved it so much i made it my icon #anyway <3333333 #finished two of the poses !! #actually feeling a little uhhhhh . physically ill so i'm pretty sure my body is telling me i need to force myself to sleep so i'm gonna try #otherwise i would've started on another one that i thought of while in blender #just like this idea in my head of theo pulling matthias closer by the muzzle............ ugh . #like his fingers looped through the cage and his other hand in matthias's hair while matthias is looking up at him. flushed. dazed. #ughhhhh. . . #UGH. #i definitely will make that tomorrow #i was also thinking tho...... that i rlly need to learn how to edit meshes #specifically so i can drag the muzzle down it's so annoying how it clips with matthias's chin kgjfhnfk #maybe next time don't have such a long face . loser #beats him up #anyway........... you can tell i feel sick dfknhjknjh i'm just saying whatever here now #also...... sorry again to the ppl who've left messages in my inbox </3 my avpd is just being so crazy atm i promise when i'm like. #normal again i really will get to them

[datastate]

sometimes my internal clock is shit (i think it's 6am, it is in reality 8pm), but other times it's like "i think brushing my hair took about eight minutes :]" & then i check the timer for my food and lo and behold it's taken 7 minutes 43 seconds. what the fuck.

#jestersvaguely #if you're wondering why it took so long to brush my hair. the tangles (my sleep schedule's been a mess since i'm sick)

[bluebellhairpin]

priming myself to be winter dwarven eye candy by not removing any body hair. unrelated but I also I baked a pie and cake for dinner last night, hobbits eat your heart out.

#nem (me) the cross-fantasy-race icon. everyone wants me. #i'm not the hairiest person (WHAT I WOULDN'T GIVE FOR A HAPPY TRAIL OMG) but like. my showers have become so easy #legs. pubes. pits. eyebrows. i'm ignoring them all #i was actually doing it bc i was sick but now i wanna see how long i can get my armpit hair to grow #plus its cold again so #no bald elven summer body #time to hunker down in erebor with my hairy fat men #nemos thoughts #lotr #the hobbit

[non-un-topo]

Tested out what an undercut might look like on me by tying my hair out of the way and... I look so gay... yeeessssssss

#y'all i'm this close to the clippers #this is what happens when my partner is gone for... *checks calendar* about two days at this point #i would still keep it long on top. my only worry is that i'll look all stringy and thin like gollum when it's down #but then again that kind of matches my personality #and when i'm sick of it i'll just cut the rest of my hair so it's all short i guess #Much To Think About

[flower-biter]

29 January - 4 February

Got cross-trained on a different system at work (yay knowledge) but the processes in place are not the most efficient (reader, they suck). We have related programs that work so smoothly and are basically the same thing a little to the left. Why, oh why, can’t we implement those tweaks here?

Made myself go to the doctor for the first time in like. Five years. Finally got this season’s COVID booster (have had such a hard time with the pharmacies around here and finally this clinic had it). I even scheduled my follow up appointments. I haaaate the meatsuit-maintenance aspect of ~self care~ (do not perceive me!) even though I know it’s necessary.

I’ve gotten really bad about starting books very enthusiastically and then just…not finishing them. I started three books this week and finished none of them (I did read several short stories for that ghost stories class, though!)

My coworker’s 14-year-old daughter recently came out as a lesbian and my coworker is frequently asking me for advice on how to relate to her, and is always excited to share with me all the cute stuff her daughter and her girlfriend are up to - this weekend it was a painting-each-other date and picnic, which, aw. The kids are all right and my heart is full.

I started my next crochet project, a simple baby blanket for my sister (we all have our suspicions, but if not, well, the blanket can wait). I did the first dozen rows and ow, my hands. But the yarn is so so soft and such a pretty shade of green, and I love the rhythm of it while I let my brain just zone out.

It’s been cooler this week but we got lots of sunshine. The local coffee shop a few blocks down from my office released their February specials, and while I’m not normally into their funky flavor combos (they’re usually way too sweet) they do have a rose-vanilla latte that might be my new favorite. The coziness of winter with the floral promise of spring.

I went for dinner with a close friend that I hadn’t seen in a few months, and while we were catching up he told me he had been diagnosed with and started radiation treatment for bone cancer. I didn’t know what to say. All I know how to do is help with cooking and household stuff and just hang out, and trust that if he needs more he’ll tell me. He’s estranged from his family and has just a few close friends, and while I respect his reservations, I worry that he’ll suffer more than he needs to, that he won’t let the people who do care about him do more for him. But so far his prognosis is good, so we’re hoping to have a really enthusiastic celebration for his 30th birthday (and hopefully remission? Please?) in June.

Hello, February. Please be kinder.

last week

#catalog of little joys #and little heartbreaks but I'm trying not to dwell on those #my city is ugly but i do love golden hour light & shadows #butterball may look exceptionally grumpy but it's just because I was taking too long to admire him waiting to greet me #and he wanted me to be petting and feeding him #not looking at him #i do have to keep him away from the yarn because he will eat it and then be sick #adorable idiot #i told my friend if he has to do chemo too and loses his hair i'll shave my head with him #he's more vain about his hair than I am about mine so idk what comfort that'd be but he laughed so I count it as a little win #ah well. chugging along.

[silverselfshippingchaos]

could cozy up to me- ahem

#ash rambles 💚 #i love him soooo much! i know i get stubborn about it sometimes but he really does have my heart #him and ash get together post-game so i love writing him and his development and him learning to be a better person #theyre not together during the game. theyre enemies during the game. theyre also both kinda immature late teenagers/young adults #(i just wanna make it clear that there's nothing weird there going on!! he and ash have had mutual attraction to each other since they were #kids but they dont get together until theyre adults and he is an adult in canon!!!) #but back to what i was saying #his development with ash is sooo goooddd! they spend a little while doing mercenary work together! ash has quite long hair and man ajsjajsh #the way he learns how to take care of her hair always makes me soo warm and fuzzy inside! he may be a bit of a meanie but he is a #surprisingly affectionate bf! f.f8 s/i probably also straightens her curly hair like i do and he just likes helping and stroking her hair #there's a lot of playful bickering though! lots of matches of triple triad too! whoever loses does the dishes LMAAOO #man.. he's so handsome and strong... i love how he's always so dedicated to being a knight and a protector... i know he uses that as an #excuse to like. do horrific things in the game but!!! in the mobile game you can see him develop and i really do like his redemption arc #from mean ass bully to kinda mean ally that'll protect you no matter what. his character is so good especially when you consider that he's #literally been forced into training since he was five. lots of things to analyze and think about there #but back to the knight thing!! he always says he's ash's knight! makes my heart flutter hehe! though he is very well-aware that ash could #kick his ass... and he loves it! he's not big on using her beloved guns (shes very picky about who touches her sweethearts too) but he does #like watching her epic gunslinger gf in action hehehe! okay yeah i think thats enough rambling for now #i got sick 😔 i'm okay and it'll pass but expect a lot of half-asleep f/o rambles LMAAOOO #okay yeah. tldr: i <3 s.eifer a.lmasy #your knight until the end 🤍

[phantominzie]

Burnout is hard

#take care of yourself #i've overworked myself so hard that I'm physically sick. #please value yourself and ask for a day off #I cannot take a break for the next 3 weeks or so due to end of the semester exams #I sit at my desk and cant bring myself to do work because it makes my head swim and makes me have dramatic angered mood swings #I cannot even bring myself to create art or do other things that I love doing I feel nothing but listlesness #and I fear that I bore or frighten my friends by my angry swings where I am more rude or cynical that normal #where I can only have a 'good day' once a week at best #where I cant bring myself to wash my face or brush my hair or teeth for days #I feel like someone splashed water on a candle wick and has been trying to light it but just cant get it to start #this is long and I feel cringey #I think I'll be fine eventually #it will just take a while #so please forgive me if I do not post anything original for a while #bye for now #burnout

[stoertebeker]

Hairdresser appointment tomorrow! So now it's an evening of trying to find the right pinterest pic to make my old lady hairdresser understand which gnc version of short hair I want

#man i'm so jealous of people (men) who have long hair and still look masculine #like it's gotten to the point where as soon as my hair looks even a bit too long it looks soo feminine to me I feel sick #and I know I didn't have this problem like 5 years ago. what happened what's going onnnn #probably should just let it get cut more often but it's so expensive. trying to keep it at every second month max #⚓

[disposal-blueeee]

ever since i saw that mini comic about jake talking about bubblegum i'm convinced that he's super gullible 😭😭

obviously scriabin doesn't believe this, maybe he was just trying to prank him or something lol

also, here's the whole thing because it looks nice like that

vargas by zarla-s

#the quality sucks #but i made this directly from tiktok #it's in private though #it's not like there's any vargas fans on tiktok anyways #it's not like there's any vargas fans ANYWHERE #jake #scriabin vargas #vargas zarla #vargas #i've been wanting to do this for a long time #i love that hair length on scriabin he looks so #help this is like the 4th jake related post i've made in a row #i'm just really obsessed with that guy honestly #i really really like him #i was just reading a post i found about him and i think i'm more in love with him than i was before #haha vargas brainrot go brrrrr #i can't complain #funny i was having a normal life and a functional brain and the next day i got into a dead fandom of a fanfiction written in 2003 #i messed up the opacity of the glasses on some frames i just noticed #i'm still sick ugh #my eyes sting #i think i'll go to sleep now

[braywashed]

for the record my plan was to just leave my ends the faded blue/light blue and then do the roots mint and i spent like two hours last night trying to formulate the mint bc they stopped making the straight up color mint and then today i

was like

NAH MAN I'LL JUST USE THE NEON GREEN I BOUGHT THE OTHER DAY AND MIX IT WITH THE NEON BLUE AND DILUTE IT I DONT NEED TO EXCHANGE THEM IT'LL BE GREAT

CERTAINLY MY GUT SAYING THE NEON GREEN WILL OVERPOWER EVERYTHING IS

A LIE

#it was not a lie i'm neon green/teal/dark blue now #and i wasted so much color its not funny trying to get the right shades #and they were still wrong #but you know what its gonna look sick regardless so its cool #and ive been wanting to gradually get to an emerald anyway so #works out in the long run #i feel like this is gonna look like the hair i had for my old coworkers wedding a few years back lmao #which.... i do often say i didnt keep long enough....

[under--pluto]

I think I'm just not meant to be a long haired girlie 😔

#its been like 30+ every day and im so sick of having hair #rly I wanna shave my head again but I don't think work would like it #and going to work with long hair sucks like #I have to tie it up and then it's jus wet allll day #bad!!! #cutting my hair in the bathroom cuz I'm sleep deprived lfgggg #words.png

[chronal-anomaly]

Once again I am depressed at the idea of all of her friends and family coming home to Overwatch during the Recall and everyone has aged, showing their years but still happy to be together.

And Lena looks exactly the same as she did when she boarded that plane, all those years ago. Growing old is a luxury she lost a long, long time ago.

#it's hard to see it day to day #but imagine everyone coming back 15 years later or however long between the end and Recall #and the world is etched in lines onto the faces of her friends #Gray hairs #and she's just... her #still #now and forever #There's something so peaceful in aging especially when you're been a fighter for so long #a kind of prestige #but Lena will never have that #she has new scars and walks a bit different but as far as her overall age? frozen #anyway I'm still sick so likely no writing today #But I'm watching the umbre.lla academ.y and that always inspires headcanons #( headcanon. )

[littlegildedswallow]

y'all must lead really sad and lonely lives if the tiniest amount of physical contact with other people is enough to stir romantic feelings in you.

#thinking of how people from the west think bts are pandering to gay audiences by being all over each other #like bestie no y'all are just weird about physical touch #holding hands kissing your friends' cheeks an arm around the waist or the shoulders long hugs THESE THINGS ARE NOT INHERENTLY ROMANTIC #we're pack animals we need human touch #when im home i still hold my dad's / mom's hand everytime we go out because i'm used to it and my hands get cold #i go and sleep between my parents sometimes when i feel sad in the middle of the night #my friend holds me real tight around my waist and buries her face in my neck or hair when we sleep #i give her back hugs and rest my chin on her shoulder out of habit #the human body FITS with others bodies so beautifully #touch is love #but romantic love is not the only kind of love #and it makes me SICK how many people think that's true