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#I'm sleeping in hell tonight
yohankang · 2 months
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i officially resigned today :')
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haledamage · 5 months
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I have been fighting a migraine for almost three weeks now, one that has been resistant to all of my meds
but this morning I decided to put on my red sunglasses instead of the normal black ones, and my headache??? went away?? IMMEDIATELY
the better part of a month in pain and it was fixed because I wanted to wear my spooky aesthetic sunglasses. what the fuck
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makahitaki · 5 months
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in a Mood™
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Gonna try bleaching my hair for the first time, wish me luck!!
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meiyanaalexia · 1 year
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Me re-reading my thesis after a month, completely forgetting what was my point and so none of what I wrote make sense even though it's coherent feels exactly like this meme:
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#i'm supposed to be working on this thesis but i just had to make this post#I remember being so on a roll writing this in January but now i'm rereading and i'm just like '??? what is this?? what did i mean by this?'#am i gonna make alterations? hell no i don't have time for this and as i said it's coherent it's just my brain is lagging big time now#and i read what i was supposed to do for my internship report and i also need to use the image above to explain my reaction#it's such bullshit they expect us to write 30 pages of pure bs and i wanna hit my head against the wall or put my fist through a drywall#why do i put myself in these situations??? i'm mostly talking about the thesis here that i (still) didn't finish#last time my mom told me 'you're not gonna finish it by june' i was like 'shut up shut up shut upp what are you the voice that tells me#this 24/7 inside my head?? ' deep down i had this reaction cause i'm deeply scared she's telling the truth#it's not looking good lads we're reaching the end of march and I still didn't reach the conclusion even though I made significant progress#in January it all went down the drain when I moved out and forgot about it and got sucked into the routine of going to my internship and#going home at 7pm exhausted and having to cook and do groceries and like at what time am i gonna find the strength to write?? it's been 3#week-ends now that i'm telling myself i'm gonna progress and still nothing#even now i'm trying my best to move forward but it's already 8pm and i'm gonna have to cook for tonight and tomorrow and i know by the time#I'll be done with that it'll be 9:30 or so i'll pick my clothes from the dryer and then it'll be 10pm and i'll have to sleep cause i need#to wake up early tomorrow and rince and repeat and aaahhjdsfnjsdnfjdsf#it's a bit depressing to have this thought now but low-key hoping something bad happens to me to get me out of this at this point it's the#only solution#well no i'm exaggerating i still have plenty of time but it's telling myself that repeatedly that put me in this situation i mean we're#already on the end of march wtf next week will officially mark a year since i started to work on this thesis :'(#does any one of you have any nice tips or perhaps tell me they've been through worse situations to cheer me up a bit? i feel at the bottom#of the well and I still make bad decisions despite that#it's like 'i'm screwed might as well enjoy the downfall' but i'm not screwed at least not yet#mei rambles
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chrisbangs · 9 months
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i'm sleeping in the basement these days and i was walking to put my water bottle on the desk by the futon and i just saw something crawling at mach speeds and it went right under the desk and bc i wasn't wearing my glasses oh i don't know what it was but it was definitely a bug and it was definitely BIG and i'm like . on my bed and like ............ just kinda staring into the void
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seriously though WHAT is in the water at Matt and Marisha’s house because they are both out to terrify me this campaign 
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pomellon · 5 months
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I really need to sop working so late aaahhh
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loregoddess · 4 months
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*lies on ground* I have written the first drafts of my essay responses, so now I just need to reread them and make edits so I can quickly and easily submit them w/ the residency application
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pieofdeath · 4 months
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I cant fucking sleeeeeep there's too many miceeeee I hate this fucking houseeeeeee
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lastborne · 5 months
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Sometimes I hate this website for not letting me to things I want ;n;
Starting to feel overwhelming and overwhelmed. In the spirit of halloween I'm going to take a small break and become a little hidden ghost for a day or two to try to get my mental health back together. I'll see y'all around in a bit.
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omarfor-orchestra · 1 year
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"Non farlo piangere" girl he literally cries in his mother's arms when he's trying to fall asleep because he gets frustrated when he can't and now I'm making him cry???????????????
#i don't understand how they see this child thing#he's a child. he cries. sometimes he cries for things you have to say no about#like you must say no. why is it so hard for you to understand it and most importantly why the HELL am I the one who's somehow behaving#like the mother when she's not around#I'm so pissed off about this situation Imma scream one day#again. i love my nephew more than my honestly unworthy life for what I'm doing with it#but I'm 23 and i never asked to be a mother and i just want to do my things and have like a little corner for myself#and to be left alone for 5 minutes#which can't happen apparently bc I can't even go to the bathroom without my mother going 'let's see what auntie is doing!'#gurl what do you think I'm doing???????#I'm so fucking tired#and once again why the hell does he have to sleep here tonight when his father is perfectly able to take care of him#i swear if i were to see him once a week I'd be more than happy but every day gets exhausting#and in the middle of it all i also have to listen to my mother scold me for no reason. no one ever says 'oh thank you'#jesus christ#I'll never EVER have children btw#and i hope I don't fall in love with a cis man because if this is how they are I'm very tempted to commit a murder rn#I'm tired out of my mind bc me and my mother had to cook and clean the whole house for tomorrow. do you think#my father raised a single finger despite knowing we needed a hand?#fuck them when i get financially stable enough to leave they'll see me once a year#if they're lucky#again. I can't have my therapist tell me all this things which i start to think about daily and leave me on my own for a whole week#bc then i go insane#sorry I'll prob delate this later#rant#i realize now the post doesn't make sense without context but i was trying to make him sleep and he cried a little#like he. always does btw but somehow today it was my fault
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capitano-ale · 2 years
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curly-eyebrows · 10 months
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I have to prepare dinner
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meiyanaalexia · 1 year
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Can someone tell me why i feel so bad for not going to a party that was happening tonight? I literally have 5 solid good reasons to not go, the main ones being it's freaking -1° outside and i work tomorrow so i gotta get up early, but i still feel like shit like i missed t h e best party ever. I know in reality that if i got there: a) i'm not even sure if i could have entered cause there were limited places and it's privileged to students of the town and b) my roomate who talked to me about the party was going to be busy with planification and i'm not even sure if her friends i met last time would be there so i basically would have been stumbling into a party not knowing anyone and having paid to feel like a fool in a club.
With all of this being said, i think i mostly feel guilty cause a relative told me i acted too old for my age and "students don't even hesitate when there's a party, they just go" but i really don't feel like it and i don't wanna go to prove someone something, and besides, who organizes a party in the middle of the week when the buses stop passing by at midnight?? that's such a bad idea
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