#I'm sad what the heck was that

[le-velo-pour-dru]

IDKHOW REMOVED A COUPLE MUSIC VIDEOS FROM THEIR CHANNEL :( I'M ACTUALLY SO SAD ABOUT THIS RIGHT NOW 💔

#dru speaks #leave me alone and razzmatazz are gone... #maybe more it's hard for me to remember #i'm just sad because razz was one of my favorites :( 💔 #i'm actually so sad about this what the heck... #why'd they even do it?

[kilfeur]

Je me sens un peu seule à aimer Roseille. Je veux dire ouais elle a ses propres torts mais c'est ce qui la rend justement intéressante ! Au début je la trouvais particulièrement rude envers nous donc elle était pas appréciable. Mais à force d'apprendre à la connaître, je me rendais compte qu'elle se soucie des gens et pas seulement de sa propre personne. Par exemple avant de se rendre au festival, elle a quand même chercher partout pour nous trouver un masque en plus. Ce qui montre qu'elle peut avoir un côté doux quand elle découvre le pot aux roses en ce qui concerne la légende du monstre. Elle est furieuse du comportement des Adoramis, ce qui m'avait étonné car j'aurai pensé qu'elle serait dans le déni. Mais au final non, ce qui prouve qu'elle a un certain sens de la justice ! Surtout que le fait qu'elle nous aide concernant Ogerpon montrant une fois de plus qu'elle se soucie des autres.

A la fin de la première partie du dlc, elle se rend compte que ses a priori étaient infondés. Comprenant qu'elle devait pas juger les gens avant de les connaître. Elle a apprit de ses erreurs et évolue de manière positive contrairement à son petit frère qui évolue de manière négative. Dans le disque Indigo, elle a toujours un sacré caractère mais je la trouvais plus adoucie malgré tout ! On voit qu'elle est inquiète concernant son frère mais n'arrive pas à lui parler car ce dernier l'envoie balader. Et elle n'arrive même pas à comprendre son changement radicale ! C'est d'ailleurs pour ça que j'avais bien aimé l'expédition dans la zone zéro car ils commencent de nouveau à se parler. Ce qui fait plaisir à cette dernière ! Lors de la confrontation avec Terapagos. Elle insiste à ce que Kassis nous vienne nous aider jusqu'à ce qu'on lui convaincs de nous aider à son tour. Et puis le fait qu'elle dise les quatre vérités à Bria était très plaisant à voir !

I feel a bit lonely loving Carmine. I mean, yeah, she's got her faults, but that's what makes her so interesting! At first I thought she was particularly rude to us, so I didn't like her. But as I got to know her, I realized that she cares about people and not just herself. For example, before going to the festival, she searched everywhere to find an extra mask for us. Which shows that she can have a soft side when she finds out the truth about the oger legend. She's furious about the loyal three behavior, which surprised me because I thought she'd be in denial. But in the end she wasn't, which proves that she has some sense of justice! And the fact that she helps us with Ogerpon shows once again that she cares about others.

At the end of the first part of the dlc, she realizes that her preconceptions were unfounded. She realizes that she shouldn't judge people before she gets to know them. She has learned from her mistakes and is evolving in a positive way, unlike her little brother, who is evolving in a negative way. In the Indigo disc, she's still got quite a temper, but I thought she'd softened a bit! You can see that she's worried about her brother, but she can't talk to him because he just dismisses her. And she can't even understand his radical change! That's why I liked the Zero Area expedition, because they're starting to talk to each other again, which pleases her. During the confrontation with Terapagos. She insisted that Kassis come and help us, until we convinced him to help us too. And it was a pleasure to see her tell Briar the truth about her actions!

#pokemon #pokemon sv #the teal mask #the teal mask spoilers #indigo disk #indigo disk spoilers #carmine #carmine is a good character but it's sad to see she's been reduced to “asshole” or “a bad sister” or heck “she's been abusive toward Kieran #when she has tough love for him #I'm not saying what she did about Kieran was right but she realize her mistakes and learned for them #She's a realistic big sister and I can understand her on a certain level

[sysig]

I wasn’t using that heart anyway it’s fine (Patreon)

#Doodles #SCII #Helix #ZEX #Catch me crying in the Institute I'm Fine I Feel Fine #So far in reading I have cried twice - once for sads and once for happies #This one being the sads of course haha #The happies...doesn't really make sense in Or out of context but mmh maybe I'll get to it at some point lol #For now the devastation! Weh!! #I actually prefer the original phrasing better - ''If I become lost you will find me'' like gods hang on hold on gimme me a moment ❤️💕💖 #I just forgot to look at it properly before writing it down lol #I transcribed it correctly in my notes! Heck #I would've been moved by this regardless but with Defeated hanging out in the back of my head for what's to come #He /does/ become lost! And it's from losing the Captain! His anchor his bright spot in this and any other galaxy 💔 #All he has left is Dexter! Who won't ''indulge'' him or try to understand him and never /can/ in the way the Captain does #The foreshadowing!! The pain!! Ah ♥ #Not to mention Zelnick's hesitance but still willingness to help I jfdkslafdf #Extremely good <3 <3

[licorishh]

Replayed Modern Warfare 3 2011 on Veteran tonight and goooooooood night. Blood Brothers never gets any easier to watch no matter how many times you've done it and the ending really never misses huh

I apologize for the amount of yapping in the tags I reread it all on mobile and started giggling because it went on for so long but eh. Blessed are those who won't shut the freak up and all that

#call of duty #modern warfare 3 2011 #i just. wow. wow wow wow wow wow #i've played these three games so many times over the last several years and i just. #they literally. never get old. #loose ends and blood brothers will never not make me cry and endgame and dust to dust will never not make me smile so hard #ending it with price smoking the cigar like he did in the first mission in the first game wHEN HE FIRST MET SOAP JUST UGHHHHHH. #i know y'all don't care but i don't care that y'all don't care i could literally yap about this until i shrivel up and die #i have never ever ever in my LIFE seen poetic justice played out so beautifully like it is at the very end #JUST. WOW. WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW. WOW WOW. WOW #they do not frickin make games like that anymore DADGUM #i also forgot how frickin sad down the rabbit hole is?? like jeez louise they didn't have much screen time but gosh #i also have never in my life heard such gut-wrenching anguish from a grown man in my life like price in that one scene #I KNOW Y'ALL KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT THAT MAN MAKES ME FULL ON S O B IN THAT PART HE HAD NO BUSINESS #anyway i'll keep cutely living in denial and pretending literally any of the main characters besides price and nikolai are fine <3 #foley and dunn and their team seemed just fine at the end of modern warfare 2 so i will accept that small mercy #at this point these games have taken everything else i love away from me so #y'all probably think i'm wild for how insane i get over these games but the nostalgia bit is a big part of it as well #like they're honestly in my opinion genuinely the greatest video games of all time #but the fact that i have that connection with my dad makes it so special #crazy cause he said he also cried in blood brothers and my dad is 54 and i have seen him cry one (1) other time in my entire life #heck infinity ward but also bless them i hope the devs live long beautiful wonderful prosperous delightful exciting fulfilling lives #Lord bless them and their entire bloodline for the contributions they have made to humanity not even joking #AND DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THE FREAKING SOUNDTRACKS DO NOT GO THERE OAUSYDJAKAKDN #MW2 AND MW3 CREDITS. EXTRACTION POINT. COUP DE GRACE. RETREAT AND REVEILLE. CONTINGENCY. PARIS SIEGE. PRAGUE HOSTILITIES. RUSSIAN WARFARE. #UGHHHHHHHGHHHH everything about these games is so unbelievably perfect and immaculate #i have got to get over my art block NOWWWWWWWWWW #makarov is also the best villain i've ever seen idc bro he's frickin awesome #i mean obviously he's horrible and a disgustingly evil human being but as a character he's stupidly well-written

[swinging-stars-from-satellites]

I really want Christmas season to feel like Christmas season again this year. it hasn't for a couple years, I've kinda breezed right through it, but I want to try and focus on it this year.

#and if that person who's like 'holidays don't feel special when you're an adult #because you're supposed to have kids to watch experience the wonder of it all but instead you just have a dog and a sad void'' #shows up on this post I swear to God I'm blocking them #that post made me so angry? like what the heck man I #I am single and happy. I don't have a dog and a sad void I have a dog and am full of joy #and I can be intentional about enjoying a season whether or not I have kids (which I never want to btw)??? #I know that post is kinda old and some of you probably know the person who made that comment #nothing against them tbh it was just phrased really confrontationally and kinda frustrated me #there's not only one right way to live a life.... if I don't ever have kids I can still enjoy holidays as an adult??? hello?? #ok sorry hater moment over I'm gonna be joyful now #Lu rambles

[swan2swan]

Good gosh.

Rolling back through the Annies and comprehending just how insane the battle this year is.

The Big Three this year are Nimona, Spider-Verse, and The Boy and the Heron.

The cleaners from the last years, going backwards?

Pinocchio, Mitchells vs the Machines, Soul, Klaus, Spider-Verse

The only ones in the weight class are Pinocchio, Klaus, and the first Spider-Versei. And I think any one of the three movies from this year would be able to take the award from them. Maybe the first Miles movie would take it, but...yeah.

#you want to tell me Soul would beat Nimona? #heck you want to tell me it would beat Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles???? #it was a MONSTER year for ankmation #I'm just sad that Spider-Verse had all the working issues while still sweeping #but #nimona took two and that's what matters #swan watches the annies

[problemswithbooks]

So, the Todoroki side plot got thrown in the garbage this chapter...

The less problematic stuff, aka, Geten being a Himura--pointless and just an excuse to explain the ass pull Hori pulls with the actually relevant characters. I think it's a neat that it turns out the Himuras were just as, if not more into Eugenics type shit than Enji. But besides getting a bit more background on Rei's family Geten being a Himura isn't important at all and really didn't need to be included.

As for the rest--it's trash and ultimately could end up with the Todoroki subplot's theme endorsing abuse.

I've seen people defend Touya getting ice as a power up as it proving Enji wrong--proving that Touya was always good enough. Maybe that could have worked if his ice came out only once he was accepted by Enji and at peace, but instead it's the opposite. We are told a Quirk break through happen when people are put in life or death situations. Touya is getting his ice after burning himself into a black skeleton.

Touya getting ice does the following:

Makes Enji right about the Quirk marriage. He and Rei produced a perfect combo first try and later got a second.

Enji was wrong to stop training Touya when he started to burn himself, and instead he should have just dialed up the training and tortured him worse than Shoto because that's what would unlock his ability.

The narrative is essentially saying child abuse is good actually. Again, because Quirks only awaken like this if the person is under extreme duress, if Enji had kept training Touya, but in a way where he didn't burn himself that wouldn't have unlocked his ice. Touya would still be stuck with his handicap and unable to reach his full potential. He wouldn't have become the perfect combo. Enji being non-abusive wouldn't have solved this problem.

The only thing that would have made Touya what Enji wanted is if he'd abused him more physically. If he'd kept training Touya and forced him to burn himself to the bone. Essentially his abuse would be rewarded.

The story is saying that if Enji had just stuck with it, and ignored Touya's physical pain than he would have gotten exactly what he wanted. Yet, instead he stopped the training Touya because it was dangerous for him. He should have spent time in other ways, developed a relationship outside fighting, but that's not the message Hori sends with turn of events.

It also just ruins any growth Touya could have had. He no longer has to see beyond his Quirk. It robs him of realizing that his father should have loved him regardless of his Quirk and more about Enji not seeing him for the perfect boy he always could have been if his father had just set him on fire at four years old. Touya's no longer wrong about anything--his dad should have kept training him, he should have been beat the way Shoto was. If his dad really loved him he would have let Touya burn his skin off.

To me the way Hori has included this power up for Touya ruins the subplot. Whether Hori intended it of not, it's now possible to read it as supporting abuse and self harm. Your kid can't do a thing because they're disabled--keep making them, eventually, once you beat the shit out of them enough they'll be the perfect kid you always wanted. Can't do a thing because you're disabled and it hurts you--keep doing it, even to the point of full body break down because in the end you'll achieve your goal.

It's become "See dad, you should have loved me because I was perfect the entire time!" instead of "it doesn't matter what your kids can do, you should love them anyway".

#bnha 387 #bnha critical #bnha spoilers #bnha #mha #idk this really rubs me the wrong way #and I feel bad because it feels like an over reaction #but it really does seem like it sends a bad message at this point #because Touya's power wouldn't have been unlocked by Enji being a good father #it only would have come out f he'd been abused the same way shoto was #and it makes Touya 100% right about keeping up his self harm #heck it's been pointed out by his fans that his aim is to kill himself right now #and he is going to be rewarded with the thing he always wanted by trying to commit suicide #that's not sending a good message #idk I'm just so disappointed #I wanted Hori to show Enji and Touya for weeks #but now I really hope we focus anywhere else because even if the rest of the fights are boring #they aren't saying child abuse and self harm are good solutions actually #and it's just sad because I know that's not what he wants the take away to be #but he accidentally did it anyway

[honestlyautomaticchaos]

Guys guys guys guys guys

I got Malleus in a Single Summon! Look!

#I didn't get him in my initial 10 summon #Was sad about it but okay #Then spent a single summon key as a 'well what the heck' #and actually got him?!?!? #literally almost screamed I'm so happy right now #malleus draconia #twisted wonderland #twst

[dutybcrne]

Kaeya's made peace with the fact that Diluc resents him and anticipates him to act accordingly, having set off his wrath before. He is mildly afraid of actually angering Jean, and would do what he can to ensure he never sees it.

But the one that would devastate him the most would be genuine anger from the Traveler.

#☆ ┆ ( .ooc. ); #//Bc they; like Diluc; know his heritage #//They KNOW he's Khaenri'ahn; and even that he has ties to the Order #//And yet they NEVER thought to think of him as an enemy nor changed their view of him #//They are PRECIOUS to him for that #//A friend he can finally start trusting more and more of himself #//If he were to do anything that changes that; to make them so Upset with him for whatever reason? #//He would actually be so gutted #//The Traveler wasn't as close to him as Diluc once was; yet they accepted him so easily #//Granted; the circumstances of revelation were Very Different #//But it's still something enough to make them Safe in his mind #//Safer and more trustworthy than even Diluc #//No matter how much Kaeya wishes he could go back to that #//No matter how much Kaeya is tempted to try and bridge the gap and share what he knows with him again #//Heck I'm veering off course kjdrbg #//Tldr; Traveler very dear to Kae. If he ever make them Big Mad; he would be Hella Sad #//Makes his Abyss!verse hit all the harder juuust a bit #//He's so afraid of messing things up between them; but then can't help self-sabotaging sometimes #//Bc if something's already damaged; it'll hurt less once/if it breaks...right? #hc; kaeya

[musicrunsthroughmysoul]

I remember being mildly jealous that one of my roommates in college and two of my best friends would be able to accurately predict what was going to happen in a movie or TV show that we were watching and wondering, inadequately, if I was just really that slow or dumb not to notice foreshadowing, and that thought would lead me to why the hell I wanted to be a writer when I'd have to be able to create foreshadowing, myself, and how was I supposed to do that if I couldn't notice foreshadowing in others' work? But as I'm reading The Sweetness of Water, I had a very tiny thought (one so small that I tried to ignore it - like, I thought it, and then immediately thought, 'Oh noooo, I don't want that to happen...') about who in the story might die, and then...turns out I was right. I do not know if my intuition about predicting that circumstance in this book I'm reading right now was any 'faster' than I apparently was unsatisfied with before (while watching stuff in the presence of my friends who'd always know what was going to happen well before I did), but I can say now that, dammit, my prediction sucked and I'm sad. I was right, and I'm sad about it! Maybe sometimes I just choose to ignore foreshadowing, because I'm aware of the consequences, though I don't want to be. I'm not sure what this says about me. Except probably that I'm stubborn to a literally stupid degree.

#crystal visions of lilies in the valley #stream of consciousness #I love this book despite that I was right about the story and it made me sad. I will be buying this book ASAP. #also however I will say that after that and still I have pretty much no idea what else is going to happen in it. (I'm not done with it.) #I'm 200 pages in and I'm like 'how is this book so long? what the heck ELSE is going to happen?!' so. I'm back to being dumb. #the way this book is written though just blows my fucking mind. it is incredible. I'm obsessed.

[iiguess]

HEADCANON. Thinking about Sam getting ( or heck, even making ) people stuffed animals, especially of animals that remind her of them. But before she gives it away, she holds each one in her hands and speaks of all the hopes and dreams she has for the person—-things that she can't ever bring herself to say to their face. Especially so if the person she's gifting it to doesn't quite have a 'happy end'.

She knows it's pointless. She knows filling a plushie with wishes won't actually do anything to stop fate, much less make all those wishes come true.

But knowing how powerless she is to do anything, how little she can actually do?

Let her pretend her actions mean something, won't you?

#;; 🇹🇭🇮🇸 🇮🇸 🇼🇭🇴 🇮 🇦🇲 ( headcanon. ) #;; ᴀᴍᴏɴɢ ᴜs ( ooc. ) #;; world hopper ( main verse. ) #o|< #once again #I am filled with Sorrow(tm) over my girl #knowledge isn't always power!! #sometimes knowledge is a curse!!! #she knows so much and yet can do so /little/ #and it haunts her that she can't do more for the people she loves #I like to think she keeps a miniature version of each stuffed animal with her #(or vice versa since gifting a whole hecking plushie might be a bit much) #and whenever she gets sad about what she knows she'd fill her own version of the plushie with those same dreams and wishes #as if... refueling the one she gave them?? I guess???? #anyways it is early and I hope I'm making some sort of sense akhdlsahkahd

[hollowaluminumvessel]

help guys I'm so upset for literally no reason. like I'm holding back tears because I'm sitting four seats to the right of where I usually am for theater what the freak

#theater #like what the heck why do i feel like this :( #I want to sit where I usually do but there's somebody there and I'm too nervous to ask them to move #GELP :( #sprite irl #sprambles #:( #:( sad

[radicallicious]

.

#i feel so so stupid #the person in question is a man and i'll name him dan #like a month ago i accepted dan's friend request on facebook because we're both members of an ace attorney group #he's an admin in the group and posts very often. he draws nice and his memes are funny #he sent me a text in messenger out of the blue after liking a post of me where i was sad about my situation as an uni student and blah blah #i thanked him and i thought that'd be all but he texted me again and i'm not someone who ignores people just like that so i kept replying #but because i'm an idiot i gave him my whatsapp number so now he texts me every day #dan doesn't look like a bad man but... i've started to feel uncomfortable when talking to him #he says things like 'you're pretty' 'i like drawing your hair' and i just nod and smile because UGH. #I'M TOO NICE AND I DON'T HAVE IT IN MY TO TELL HIM I DON'T LIKE IT #he's like 30 y/o and from another country and he is going bald... 💀 #i checked his old pictures on his profile and i want to know what the heck happened for him to age poorly #if i'm honest... i don't really want to talk to him again but how should i tell him? i know the solution is: #'it's been nice getting to know you but you make me uncomfortable and you're old and bald. you shouldn't be texting a 22 y/o woman. bye' #but the stupid part of my brain that is doing all the thinking is afraid of confronting dan and coming off as a brat #yet i know i owe him nothing and should speak up... #*deep sigh* #personal

[fly-sky-high-09]

Vet time tomorrow a

#yaaay *falls over* #he's doing ok considering the gums around his fang do not look great #like he is doing literally everything normally i swear this cat is so odd #watching him doing the zoomies and me telling him to slow the heck down so he doesn't bump his face into something #idk what the faith of this bad fang will be but I'm predicting he's gonna be on antibiotics for few days #which daily trips to the vet #hopefully nothing else but we'll see #i'm just glad he's fine regarding anything else #makes this gum issue a bigger bummer then but what do #also sad because i have been keeping his gums and teeth clean with the gel #it feels like i did a bad job but i know logically it's probably paradental issue he suffers from in general #so I did what I can regarding that #hope he'll cooperate since it's been few months since the last vet trip #also i might have to reopen commissions depending on what we will have to pay :'3

[ageless-aislynn]

Okay, so this just feels not very fair. I was finishing up my N7 Day Andromeda vid and just needed to capture a couple more scenes. But even though the recording seemed to start as usual, there was just nothing there when it was done. Then I realized that the Game Bar itself wouldn't actually even load. None of the fixes for that have, you know, fixed it. (The Game Bar was working as of Nov 2 because that's the last day I have any captures recorded.)

Digging around, I discovered that my computer is throwing errors left and right but just managing to correct from them and not crashing. Rather, not crashing yet. Clearly something is STILL wrong, despite having acted normal in the month since it was Blue Screening like mad before I reinstalled Windows.

But. Here's the kicker. My dad's computer started Blue Screening right after I got mine working again. The difference, though, is that it's very difficult to get his to restart. If I can get it to come on once more, I'm going to try to completely reinstall its Windows but I don't honestly know if it's going to be able to or not. This thing is pretty fried and, of course, is *just* past its warranty. 😣

I was already assuming we're going to have to replace his computer but now mine, which is much older, is starting to circle the ol' drain. He told me tonight to focus on replacing mine and not to worry about his. He's been able to pretty much do the stuff he likes to do on the computer via our tv's Fire Stick so he said he's not missing out on anything. But still. I'll feel awful if he gets bumped back because of me since he's already not had a reliable computer for the past 3 weeks.

That said, in my 20 some years of having computers, I've never before had BOTH of them in danger of being bricked at the same time. This just sucks so much! I just want to be able to make my silly little videos and to try to get my WIPs done with NaNo. I was actually doing pretty good juggling both up until now.

Ah well. I'm just venting, sorry. I may be gone again, depending on how things go. However, I did schedule my Andromeda video to post on Youtube on November 7 whether I'm able to get here or not. Will post it here and on my AO3 when I can. Even though it's not completely the vision I had for it, I still like how it turned out. Surprisingly, it's not a shipper vid this time. And probably nobody thought I could MAKE a character study that didn't have even a hint of shippiness, right? 🤷‍♀️😉

*sigh* I'm trying not to let this get me down but dang if I'm not just tired of pretending I have any idea how to fix all of these issues. I can't find any place decent to take them for repairs that doesn't want a ton of money just to reinstall Windows and since I can do that, I don't want to pay somebody else for something I can do for free, you know? But I'm getting to the point where I think they've either got some sort of hardware issues that just reinstalling can't fix or I'm just borking up the reinstall somehow. I don't know. I'm so, so, so tired of it.

Love you, friends. Hope you're doing well and that I'll see you again soon. 💖

#about me #mass effect: andromeda #i just wanted to take part in n7 day is that so wrong? #ais has a sad #ais has a heckin' frustrate #ais has two borked up computers and can't figure out why #they're not infected with malware or viruses #they're not networked together #one is windows 10 one is win 11 #one is wifi one is ethernet #and despite both blue screening they have different error messages pointing to different causes #just what the heck man #i'm so tired of this #i just want my computer back #i've loved this one #it's set up just the way i want it and i don't know if i can get another one like it #love you frens #ageless aislynn

[ingo-ingoing-ingone]

I know I haven't posted too much original content in a while aside from a few fics and pictures but! I am working on a LOT behind the scenes I promise!! :D

Drawing a bit hard rn as well, but. That big old chapter fic is almost ready for me to begin posting it. I set a milestone I needed to hit to have a backlog of chapters first lol and I am one chapter away!!

#working working working! #also I'll have some funny con pics this weekend #furry emmet! I will be tagging fursuit pics #bc I know they scare some people #(which admittedly makes me kinda sad but of course I will tag for people all the same) #... I need to write my disclaimer for my fic too waughahagag nervous #it's nothing ACTUALLY BAD I just wanna make sure just in case #heck!!! #this is what posting at 12:45 when I'm anxious leads to