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#I'm just very happy about this because I am very picky about shoes and I've never had a psir of heels I liked
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Are y'all ready to see my updated wall of art??
But Doodler, won't you have to take all of that down when you have to move out of your dorm for the summer??
Hush. Let me have this. I worked too hard for this beautiful art wall, and I don't want to think about when I'll have to take it down yet.
I'm going to go from the top left all the way to the bottom right, tag every artist who made all the art you see here, and give a little backstory to the art!!
--Starting at the top left, we have Gene as Cat Stevens, which is an adorable sketch that @koko-raccoon made for me for Halloween when I invaded their inbox for trick-or-treating.
--This is a mini-comic I just Commissioned from @drawthethingdoppelganger of Gene and my Bob's Burgers OC, Alexis. I gave her the roughest and most rushed reference sketch to work with, and she did an incredible job. I'm never getting over the fact that she put a Mickey Mouse on Alexis' shirt and a music note on Gene's overalls. It's so beautiful and perfect and adorable and precious and--
--Here's a sketch I requested from @jae-is-drawing of Bob and Linda in the rain and Linda giving Bob a lil' kiss on his cheek 馃ズ They seriously went above and beyond for this sketch, it's so freaking gorgeous and sweet. I can't believe they laid down colors, and did some shading, and lighting too!! They're so talented.
--Then, below the Cat Stevens drawing, is another piece from @koko-raccoon that they surprised me with. They made an adorable piece of my Gravity Falls, OC, Maggie, and her younger, triplet siblings, Dipper and Mabel!! It's the cutest thing ever, I'm so obsessed.
--Then we've got a sketch request that I got from @devilh0rnsinc, and it's so freaking adorable!! I asked them to draw Gene and Alexis sharing a milkshake, and they delivered. I can't stop thinking about them going on a milkshake date now.
--Then, below the Mystery Triplets piece, we've got a Commission I got from @alyssaerin of my sister's and my Animal Crossing characters, who is an extremely sweet and talented artist. I have to thank her once again for being so patient with me throughout the process of when I Commissioned her because I had to cancel my first request, and then when I actually got a request moving, I was a bit picky about the details, pfffft. But it turned out amazing and wonderful.
--Next to that, we've got another @drawthethingdoppelganger piece, and this piece she completely surprised me with. She drew up this fantastic, gorgeous, and colorful piece of Gene (inspired by AJR) and dedicated it to me!! I'm still not over it. Look at his wonderful, flowy hair and his outfit!!
--Then, we've got a Gravity Falls piece I Commissioned from @itscalliebeanie (she's only on Instagram, she doesn't have a Tumblr), of my OCs Maggie and Sydney being adorable dorks together. It came out so sweet and it makes me so happy looking at it. I adore Sydney's guitar. She also did such a good job drawing the shoes!!
--Then we've got the first piece I Commissioned from DT, which yes, I am still not over. It's Bob and Linda based on my "Linda is deaf" AU, and takes place during the episode Something Old, Something New, Something Bob Caters For You, which explains the super cute outfits. But if you've seen my Tumblr at all, you already know all of this, as I've rambled about this piece way too much. But she just did the greatest job on it. Their expressions?? The way you can see Bob signing "yes" with his hand?? Perfect. No notes.
--Next to that, we've got a Boblin piece that DT sketched up and dedicated to me and it makes me so 馃ズ Look at them being so happy together. I swear, I am so unwell about Boblin.
--And finally, at the very bottom, we've got a piece I Commissioned from @carnivaldemon of Gene and Alexis. It came out so cute I actually squealed, giggled, and kicked my legs when she sent it to me. The way Alexis is holding an ice cream cone and has a heart on their shirt?? The way Gene is wearing overalls and holding his keyboard and leaning over to kiss Alexis on the cheek?? I can't. Yes, all of those things are things I specifically requested, but still--
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weirdo-with-a-nametag 3 years
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My housemate gave me a pair of like suede half boots with heels and they fit me well so I wore them yesterday, and remembered how good it feels to be tall. It feels so good. In those shoes I'm like 5'10" which is delightful, but not like abnormally tall, so I didn't get any unwanted attention. Perfect.
And, and, And, I went out in like these shoes with rainbow laces and earmuffs and a baggy jacket and with zero effort, the craft store person used they/them for me, presumably out of slight confusion or politeness toward a visibly queer person, which was amazing.
First time in public someone has used any pronoun since I started T and it was the right one! While in heels! Wow.
Also I had my cane, which I thought would get me judged like "what are you doing in unstable shoes using a mobility aid, if you really need that then you should wear more practical shoes" but I got absolutely no weird looks (a couple for wearing earmuffs in a best buy, and the usual glances at my cane, but hey) and a compliment on the shoes.
Also, they're quite stable, and the laces go past my ankle so there's some ankle support, it's great. I was out walking around and driving for about 4 hours, and my calves aren't sore! My feet hurt a bit at the end of the day, but they're fine now!
The shoe style is a bit more feminine than I would prefer, but overall I love them.
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sweatblvvdtears 6 years
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Facts about myself : I don't smile most of the days and almost all the times , so expect me to just stare and give no shit like expression on my face even though I have lots of emotions in the inside . Enormous . Every time I looked at my own face , I only can feel my knuckles inside the mirror . It so negatively good . I don't like smiling much because I used to think that smiling will makes me looked weak and it the signs of nothing . Having serious and neutral like face will makes me looks good . It's the signs of just myself . That's all . Unfortunately my eyes irl here are already naturally looks serious and sharp , so no need no make up or side effects . I can be like almost villain or bad one already . Natural "beauty" . Fuck you . Smiling is suits with other people but not me . For them but not for me . I did smiled , but rarely . Rarely . Sometimes just for people I loved or or like to be with or good with . Like slightest warm smiled then be like usual . I have a controlling manner and expressions . Very controlling on myself . All under controlled . Even under pain . Anger expressions and natural calming of sadistic also like calmed but in cold like eyes and face without pretending is suiting with my natural vibes and myself . I like being the serious one . I don't even know what's wrong with my mind set lol . I just been raised like that .
Smiling will makes me looks like ugly or weak or something ? I don't even know , I am not used to smiling and happy also naturally just "bright" in the inside and reflected on the outside . *Shrugs* I don't know . All I know that I've been battling wars inside this life and pain also sadness . I don't know . I've becoming like almost perfectionist streak painfully even on myself , like, if I do this , it probably will suits on me and if I do that , I will look dumb or weak ? If I had to stay serious for the next few decades more , I would lol. Because it looks good on me . I love being all powerful and dark all around me . It's like having theme . It goes with your expressions , must go with your clothes , face , hair , fashion , my room , items , personal belonging etc . Something inside me telling me that it must suits with all of it . Mine . Irl and online and on anywhere I go . I am quiet picky even on myself and my clothes also fashion except inside your own house , I preferred wearing dark t's and almost all black till my pants . Must suited with my style and my comfyness and my own bedroom . Even my shoes and my bag pack too . All fucking go black , dark grey and maroon or just dark . I can't if I see some of my personal items or things have this different colors on there and here like there goes fucking pink , there goes yellow , there goes blue , there goes purple etc etc . All must be perfect and suits with my emotions , personal , favs and themes . It stressed me out too sometimes . I want it to be good and better . Looks good . High . Expensive . Nice and etc .
I will throw all of it out and started on shopping all black and dark and it must go with my theme and my personal emotions and self >8'U 馃敟 It even annoying to me . I usually will buy the high quality one and just plain go with myself . I'm all dark actually . If you happened to opening my wardrobe , you will see all black and other dark colors only in the inside . As so as my notebooks , phone , my video games consoles , etc . If you used to my blogs and my favs or ever read my tags on all of that photos that I've been tagging as : fashion / fav / wants / wish list / theme . You will know what kind of quality am I looking for even for irl here . Just the same 鈾ワ笍 It's all will be inserted as personal and I do buy most of things like that . Don't know if anyone noticed it ono Don't care . 馃檭
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surveystodestressme 7 years
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2.
Are you more positive or a debbie downer?
i try to stay positive
What would you love to drink right now?
not your fathers mountain ale
Is that an alcoholic drink or not?
yes
Oh good. What would you love to eat right now?
some pizza
How many meals do you eat a day?
depends, but i try to get in 3
If you could have any talent in the world what would it be?
i'm not for sure
Do you brush your tongue with your toothbrush?
yeah, you're supposed to
How many times do you brush your teeth a day honestly?
once usually
Do you pop your bones or crack your knuckles?
yeah
Did you just pop your bones or were about to?
yes lol
What鈥檚 a movie you would recommend to a friend?
the saw movies!!!
Are you a righty or a lefty?
righty
Do you eat your nails?
i chew on them but i don't eat them
Do you enjoy making or taking surveys?
taking them
Name something that is blue that you like:
the sky
Name something pink that you like:
my cats nose
What music can you not stand?
rap
What is music you listen to when you just want to chill?
i don't know. anything really
What was your favorite concert that you鈥檝e been to if any?
twenty one pilots
How many pets do you have and what kind?
7, three dogs and 4 cats
If you could have one more pet, what?
a rat!!
If you could sleep next to a tame wild animal what?
a lion or a tiger
Would you rather have an owl or a snake?
snake
Cool! What would you name it?
i'm not for sure
Do you eat the ice in your drink?
only if it's crushed
What do you order at Chik-Fil-A?
nothing because i wouldn't go there
If you had to go to Mcdonald鈥檚 what do you order?
nuggets
Wait鈥o you actually like Mcdonald鈥檚?
don't be rude. i only eat it sometimes
What is your favorite cuss word?
cunt
Do you cuss a lot?
yeah
Have you ever been addicted to cigarettes?
used to be, yeah
What is your favorite font at the moment?
idfk
Which do you use more? Facebook or Instagram?
instagram
What is a hobby of yours?
playing video games
Would you give it up for a million dollars?
yeah
What WOULD you give up for a million dollars?
a lot of things
Do you have a favorite number?
88
Are you a student? If so, what classes will you take next?
yes, i have to take anatomy and phys II next and then microbiology before i can transfer to my next school
How do you like your tea?
w/ just a lil bit of sugar and honey
Favorite drink at Starbucks?
white chocolate mocha or peppermint mocha
___ makes you laugh:
a lot of things
___makes you mad:
assholes
___ makes you happy:
animals
Are you a good kisser?
i've kissed a lot of people so i would guess that i am
How many real bfs/gfs have you had?
maybe 2 or 3
Did you enjoy your past relationships?
they were good while they lasted
Would you ever get back with your ex?
no, i'm very happy with who i'm with now
Your crush has what color hair and eyes?
brown and brown
Do you like 80鈥檚 music?
sure
Name a comedy that you like.
horrible bosses
Do you like homework?
who really enjoys homework though?
Something you want to buy real bad?
halloween decorations
Something you would NEVER buy?
i'm not for sure
Something you would buy a friend as a gift?
something that i think they would like
What is something that would be a good birthday gift for you?
money lol
Something you would gift yourself?
shoes
Favorite candle scent?
i'm not too picky
Favorite Bath and Body Works scent?
i have some sprays that smell really good but i'm not for sure what the scent is
Do you watch beauty videos on YouTube?
i like to watch makeup compliations
Have you ever questioned your sexuality?
i did a while back
Do you like Star Wars?
yeah
What is the best thing about life?
meeting good people and making great memories
What do you think will happen when you die?
no idea
Are you superstitious?
ehhh somewhat
What kind of surveys do you like the most?
any kind, really
Do you like this survey?
sure
Do you go to church?
i used to when i was really young, my grandma made me go
Do you like Christian music?
not really
Have you ever skateboarded and failed at it?
lol yeah i was never good at skateboarding
Have you ever dropped something down the garbage disposal on accident?
i don't even have a garbage disposal
What show/concert have you went to that you didn鈥檛 like much?
i have liked them all pretty much
What CD would you never buy for yourself?
i don't even have any CDs
Is sex a must in your life?
i mean it's not a necessity, i can do without it, but i would like to do it every once in a while
Could you wait until marriage for sex?
if i hadn't already had sex, probably. but i don't even know if i want to get married
Have you watched porn alone before?
i usually do
What do you think about weed?
i enjoyed it when i used to smoke but i don't anymore
What shampoo do you use specifically?
my mother buys all kinds of shampoo, i'm not too picky. i like mane and tail
What conditioner?
i use a leave in conditioner, i don't know the brand
What body wash?
suave, i think
What is your favorite product brand? Name 2 good brands.
windows and hyundai
What is your favorite type of soda?
pepsi
Favorite dessert?
sherbet
I know you love animals, but what is your favorite?
cats
Would you rather be smart and ugly or hot and stupid?
smart and ugly
Would you ever kill someone for fun?
no???? wtf
Are you evil in any way?
i don;t think so
Have you read the entire bible before?
not in its entirety
What is your favorite sport?
bowling
Are you good at it?
yeah, i think so
Which smiley face do you like best? ( :) ) or ( :0] )
idk
Would you rather be a clown or a garbage man?
ew neither
Would you rather be a mime or a janitor?
janitor i guess
What unpopular job would you not mind having?
anything that doesn't suck and isn't stressful
What is your dream job? Why?
veterinarian, i love working with animals
Would you rather be a rockstar or a librarian?
librarian.
Last question: WHAT IS THE MEANING OF LIFE?
who the fuck knows man
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feartheophanim 7 years
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Ldah; I AM PERSON B. SO MUCH. I can only make box meals, especially if it's under 4 steps to make. I'm a big pasta fan because it's hard to get pasta wrong. Lately I've been trying to get more variety in my diet but I'm incredibly picky so it's hard to find new things that I'm willing to try. I usually only try new things if I'm eating with other people. A few weeks ago I got a crab melt sandwich. I've never had crab and I hate mayo, but I ate the whole thing and it was...ok?? Idk. I'm weird.
Ldah; while I'm very masculine in the way I dress, sometimes I like to wear makeup or imagine myself in feminine clothes. I always thought it would be fun to be a drag queen, lol. Makeup has always been something that I dabble in but I don't take it seriously cause I only do it for fun. It's like acting or putting on a mask. Even before I realized I was trans, I was always comfortable with the idea of cross dressing and letting kids wear what makes them happy. It's just clothes, you know??
I know these don鈥檛 really go together, but I put them together so there won鈥檛 be a bajillion ask responses all at once. 聽Heh.聽
Sorry again about the late responses.
I like pasta and I am used to picky-eaters. 聽Lol. 聽Mikki is very picky, so I鈥檝e got years of experience with that. 聽Haha.
I鈥檓 not, but with so many intolerances and allergies, finding food can seem picky-choosy. 聽I eat a lot of homemade curry, rice, potatoes, eggs, and VEGETABLES. 聽And I will smother all of it in sriracha or ketchup. 聽A lot of people find it gross.
About the crab melt, I used to love lobster rolls and lobster mac鈥檔鈥檆heese. 聽It kinda sucks that I can鈥檛 eat them anymore. 聽Lol.
Makeup. 聽I鈥檓 not a big fan of it, but I鈥檓 sure that it makes you look gorgeous. 聽Boys in makeup is an amazing thing. 聽And while I鈥檓 not big on wearing makeup for long durations of time, I鈥檇 gladly give you my face to practice/experiment on (as long as I鈥檓 not allergic to whatever it is).
I love acting and dancing. 聽I think that once I have Top Surgery (and have appropriate income) that I鈥檒l look for a dance studio to attend. 聽I danced for 13 years, much of that time I was at the studio 5 days a week. 聽I miss it, but I鈥檓 too uncomfortable to do it with breasts. 聽They鈥檙e ALL OVER THE PLACE when I dance.
Crossdressing has always been a thing for me. 聽I鈥檝e loved it since I was little and it was what really drew me to anime/manga. 聽Most of my fav animes and mangas feature at least one crossdressing character. 聽I鈥檒l admit that I鈥檝e never thought of being a drag queen. 聽The shoes would kill me. :)
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