#I'm glad shigaraki seemed like himself

[tomurasmoleunderhislip]

~ Visit in the hospital ~

Theme: Shigaraki visits you in the

hospital after you got injured on

one of your recent missions

on your own birthday.

= Genre: fluff, angst, suggestive =

Tw: cussing, some grammar

mistakes, slightly suggestive

in the end

and it's self inserted

But anyone who wants to can read it

~This is a short fic/wholeass scenario~

Reader is gender neutral,

I'm using you/yours as always

•=> Tomura, •=>you

=....That's all....=

~ ℰ 𝓃 𝒿 ℴ 𝓎 ~

You were laying on the hospital bed, all alone in the white room, the only thing that was heard was your breathing and heart's pulse. While you tried to fall asleep again, right when you were about to close your eyes, the door of the hospital room opened.

It was Tomura...

"Hey, better now?" He whispered to you. "You got fucked up pretty bad, if I wasn't there, you would be dead right now" Shigaraki spoke calmly, closing door after himself slowly, while walking over to your hospital bed as he set down one bag on the floor.

"I came to visit" He said with a little smirk on his face, while staring at you with his crimson bright red eyes. He looked annoyed and worried at same time, actually you couldn't even understand what that emotion and expression of his was. He's just a complicated person, not very good with expressing emotions.

"Yeah, they really did. At least I still kept my identity hidden from them. They still didn't find out who I am."

You replied to him finally, opening your eyes completely and looked at him tiredly, returning him smirk slowly. Your voice was a bit raspy and dry since you just woke up earlier.

Shigaraki gave a small chuckle as he got down to the bed side and shook his head a bit while sighing.

"So...how are you feeling?" He asked in plain and blank tone, it sounded a bit cold and harsh, but that's just how he is usually. He crossed his arms over his chest and sounded a bit curious too even though his tone was harsh and cold.

"Like shit"

You replied without hesitation while staring at ceiling blankly.

"Ah, don't be so down." Shigaraki spoke in sarcastic tone, but at the same time he ment it, he tried to comfort you, even though it didn't work, at least he tried, right? He looked down at you, than took a step closer to the bed, he was still staring down at you while those crimson eyes seemed to pierce your soul. "We made it, you know?" He said calmly, as if that was supposed to just erase the fact that you got really hurt.

"Yeah at least something I guess-..."

You started to speak, then you tried to move a bit in hospital bed and change position you were laying in, but you got cut off by quiet pained noise you made, after moving or at least trying to move. You froze for a while than slowly leaned back.

Shigaraki raised his 'eyebrows' as he looked down at you, his eyes still piercing you, he was looking at you as if he was trying to analyze you or something.

When you made that pained noise it seemed like it snapped him out of the daze of him staring at you, that cold smirk forming at you slightly. "Hey now, don't move." He said as if he was scolding you.

"Yeah...I forgot how much it hurts actually" you said and coughed once then laughed a bit shortly from slight embarrassment while you avoided eye contact with Tomura.

Shigaraki seemed a little too amused at your pain, that harsh gaze still fixated on you as he continued to watch you silently. He raised his 'eyebrows' again when you laughed a bit. "You alright?" He asked curiously, but he sounded a little intrigued by the fact that you laughed while being injured, it was just funny to him somehow. He was glad that you were laughing at least, better than crying and screaming from pain that's for sure.

"Somewhat" You shrugged and sighed while staring at wall for a while, than looked up at him finally. Your replies were a bit dry and short since you were injured, so no wonder.

"Only somewhat?" Shigaraki sounded a bit mocking as he asked that, his voice still had that little amused tone as well as that cold smirk on his chapped lips.

His gaze kept shifting from your face to that bag he brought, it was on the floor by the door. His hands were shoved in his jacket's pockets, that same harsh gaze was still on you.

He looked like he wanted to do something, but he still looked like he was restraining himself.

"That bastard threw my ass into the building and burnt me literally."

You said slowly in plain and slightly irritated tone while looking into his eyes with your heavy eyelids.

Shigaraki scoffed, that amused look shifting to an annoyed one for a second. "You're still alive, are you not?" He asked in the same mocking tone as before.

His gaze shifted back to looking at the bag by the door, his hands still tucked in his pockets, he seemed to be waiting for something as he stood still, looking at you.

"Yeah, alive and barely moving"

"Still moving." Shigaraki's voice was almost mocking, but there was a serious tone in it as well. "Better thank your lucky stars you even woke back up."

You just rolled your eyes to the sky in response while sighing. You still laughed a bit and nodded while smirking at him lazily , he had a point.

Something changed about him as he continued to talk, Shigaraki was no longer looking down at you, but instead at the bag on the floor beside the door. His hands slowly pulled out of his pockets, his eyes seemed even more focused on you now.

"Anyway, I got you a little something." Shigaraki sounded a little too amused again as he started to rummage around inside the bag on the floor.

"Ah yeah, forgot to ask you. What's that bag you brought with yourself?"

You asked curiously, but you were still too exhausted to be excited at all or react, all you could do is lay down and stay still, just stare. You were kinda surprised, you didn't expect him to bring anything with himself for you.

Shigaraki paused while looking inside the bag, he finally found the thing he was searching for in there, he pulled out a small and thin wrapped black box, placing it on the hospital bed on top of you. "Here."

Shigaraki's cold smirk grew in size while he looked at it, his eyes still on you. "Go on, open it."

"Um alright...?" You looked at him for a while than looked down at box as you slowly took it in your both hands... feeling a bit suspicious of it and nervous since Tomura doesn't give gifts or shows much affection or whatever, so this is weird and new.

He looked almost annoyed. "I gotta go do something now, when I come back I want to see the box opened" he said in more calming tone, but it still sounded cold and harsh a bit.

"I'll be back, don't move a lot while I'm gone now, alright?" Tomura said quietly and opened the door of the hospital room you were recovering in, leaving you alone, before you could ask him anything he shut the door closed behind himself immediately.

You were still nervous and kinda scared shitless secretly of what will be inside, you trust him of course, but you were still worried a bit and kinda curious and excited, since he never gifted you something before.

You were a bit confused by the sudden change of his behaviour as well, but too exhausted to think much about it so you brushed it off. He's a leader after all, always having to do something or go somewhere, so no wonder.

When you had looked inside the box, you saw two small framed photographs. Two pictures of Shigaraki and you when you worked together back in the league as allies, before all that paranormal liberation front thing.

...

Your expression relaxed and softened when you saw the pictures and carefully took both of them in your hands, looking at the picture of you two and inside of the box at the same time to check if there's anything else in there.

There was something else in the box along with the picture, something like a piece of paper folded...a note?

You took the piece of paper from the box, it seemed like something was written on it, a longish note... You started reading paper to see what was written on it.

The writing on the piece of paper was slightly messy, but clean at same time somehow, you could understand what's written there it looked a bit like he wrote it with haste.

The message written on the paper was as follows:

It was a small and simple little gift, but it warmed your heart still. You find it adorable how such... dangerous and powerful person is too shy to say all this in your face.

You are definitely keeping this, it's rare to see this side of him, specially him showing affection in his own way.

Staring at the note for a while and two pictures of you two in your hands...you slowly put the stuff back in box carefully and closed it, than put the box near the hospital bed on one of the nightstands.

Your eyelids were getting heavier and heavier while you waited for his return and continued staring at ceiling and wall in boredom, not being able to move at all. As the time passed and passed by you closed your eyes and sighed quietly, beginning to doze off finally...

Thoughts about him and his gift continued running through your mind while you were falling into deep peaceful sleep slowly.

....

After between 30-45 minutes he returned finally, seems like he got what he needed but anxiety kept him from entering your hospital room immediately. He was walking through hallways of the hospital in slight panic and awkwardness.

You were still asleep, so you didn't hear it when he opened the door and entered the room. He calmed down instantly when he saw you asleep, but that didn't stop him from feeling bad for leaving you for so long randomly at the same time.

Tomura slowly walked up to you and kneeled down while watching your sleeping face, you had some of your hair covering it which made him smile.

He brought some of your favourite snacks and a drink, and slowly put it in the nightstand near your head.

When he was done with that he got closer to you and carefully wrapped his right hand around your left hand, sliding his long and slim scarred fingers between your own as ge gave your hand gentle squeeze.

"you must have been a lot exhausted to fall asleep this quickly, hm?" He whispered and laughed quietly a bit as he started to caress your face while you were being asleep. Tomura was talking to you as if you were awake.

"I can't blame you.."

He continued whispering while caressing your face with his left hand and holding your hand with his other still.

After a while of standing like that, he leaned a bit closer, careful to not wake you up accidentally as he leaned his head gently on the side of your neck and put his arms around your waist.

...There was a long pause....

"I gotta be honest, you scared me to death, I thought you wouldn't make it.

I don't know what would I do without you if you didn't make it out alive"

Tomura's voice became slightly shaky while he was thinking about this, but he was still relieved knowing that you are alright now.

He started to caress your waist slowly and gently while whispering ramblings into your ear and neck, his breath and his rough voice tickling your ear each time he spoke and exhaled.

"You are one of the most important people in my life after all...even though I don't deserve you. I don't deserve your loyalty, care, kindness, your help and everything you are doing for me." Shigaraki remained silent now, that cold and harsh side of him completely gone at this point as his eyes were getting a bit watery, but he still didn't let himself cry, he felt weak when crying, he didn't want that, he couldn't let that happen.

"I don't know how to show you how grateful and glad I am for everything you've done for me..." He continued whispering with more emotion in his voice, those words sounded genuine.

"I don't want to lose you, ever..." Shigaraki then squeezed your hand a bit more tightly, but not so tightly to hurt you now of course, you could feel how emotional he was right now you could see that he was struggling a bit to contain these emotions. You were slowly waking up, but you didn't opened your eyes or moved or said anything...you pretended to be asleep.

Shigaraki was trembling slightly at that moment as he was being completely honest with you even though it was hard for him to be.

The coldness of his gaze seemed to be gone and he actually seemed very emotionally vulnerable right now.

"I don't want to be alone again..." His voice sounded like it was gonna crack a bit when he spoke, like he was trying not to break down in front of you, but he still kept his whispers as quiet as possible. "I just want you by my side, till death do us apart. I know that sounds selfish, but it's true...I just want you and you. I never met someone like you."

"You have to promise me that you'll stay with me until the end, okay? Promise me that...even if it's a lie" Shigaraki asked quietly while still having his arms wrapped around you tightly, thinking you are still asleep.

"I already lost so many people that were important to me, but no more, I can't lose you... loosing you would be the end for me"

He sounded desperate and in pain at that moment, he really didn't want to lose you like he did others. This is where he finally broke down, after holding it all back whole time, his cries were silent, but you could still hear his quiet gasps for air and sobbing, you could feel his hands shaking while he kept his arms wrapped around you. The more he tried to hold back tears, the more tears were rolling down his face, falling on your neck.

"I know I should be the cold and harsh person that everyone is scared of, but you make me think otherwise..." Shigaraki said quietly while crying into your neck. "I'm sorry if I'm being too emotional..."

He was speechless for a few seconds again, you could feel him trembling still, and you could hear him try to speak and stay as quiet as possible, but struggling a bit.

It was too hard for him to express his feelings for you right now as he never experienced what this felt like.

"I feel like you'll get tired of me eventually...sooner or later" He whispered softly, his voice breaking a bit while whispering "just like everyone else."

Shigaraki was probably thinking that you would eventually abandon him, just like everyone else in his life did.

"But I don't want to think about that, I want to believe that you'll stay, even though it sounds too good to be true" He continued.

The cold man you used to know didn't seem to exist at this point as he was completely breaking down in front of you, crying into your neck. "I don't want to lose you...I know I said that already...but I really don't want to loose you, I want to have at least you" He whispered quietly to himself, like he wasn't sure if he really wanted you to hear these words, but he continued to whisper you his ramblings and his thoughts anyway

"... you're the only person who has ever treated me like a human instead of a monster." He whispering quietly, letting out a small exhale as he spoke, still trying to keep his harshness away from his voice.

Shigaraki sounded extremely thankful to you at this moment, as if no one else has ever treated him the way you were.

"You have every reason to hate me and leave me, but you fucking stayed, you treat me like a human being anyway after everything I've done."

He spoke in shaky voice as he laughed a bit while breaking down silently, he found you insane for being this way, but he wasn't complaining. It was very unusual seeing him in this state, you never saw him so...emotional before.

"You are insane...but I love you anyway" He whispered into your ear as he was burying his face in your hair and neck while crying still, his grip on your hand tightening desperately.

You were shocked seeing him like this, even more shocked when he said these three simple words that you never in your life expected him to say, but you still pretended to be asleep, since this is the only way he'll open up to you.

It was hard, because you were holding back tears as well and felt like you were choking and drowning in your own tears that you were holding back.

You felt bad for him, you wanted to comfort him and give him hug that he needs. All you could do is stay still for a while and make him think that you are asleep, you were waiting for him to let it all out first, then you'll finally do something. For now, you just continued listening to him.

"I really do love you" he continued whispering to you while burying his face in your neck while sobbing quietly. "Look what you did to me..."

Tomura started caressing and rubbing your hand with his own, continuing to speak quietly in shaky voice with sad small grin on his face that was wet from all the tears.

"You make me feel stuff I never felt before. I'm not sure do I like that or hate that." He laughed a bit and brushed away tears from his face with his hand as he got up slowly from the floor which he was kneeling on next to you.

He looked down at you for a while than carefully sat down next to you on hospital bed you were laying on and he took your one hand in his both hands.

Tomura gently moved your hand up towards his face, and placed one small kiss on your hand while holding it. He than moved your hand down and placed it on his lap as he started to caress it slowly. After minutes of silence he spoke up again quietly.

"instead of leaving you alone and letting you rest, I'm here bothering you with my thoughts and worries. Damn how pathetic I am, hm?" He said with wide disappointed grin as one more tear rolled down his face slowly while he started to laugh silently at himself. He really felt pathetic and disappointed in himself.

"hope you don't mind.." He whispered again softly and leaned closer carefully while holding your hand in his own.

Tomura started to caress your wrist and your shoulder as he moved his other hand towards your face, cupping your one cheek gently with it while looking down at you.

"But...thank you, for existing" he sighed quietly and started placing few soft kisses on your forehead while cupping your cheek and holding your arm.

After a while of standing like that he leaned back and moved away a bit as he started to shake his head a little while laughing quietly at you.

"My idiot, I can't believe you got injured on your own birthday. I bet you didn't even realize what day it was"

He sighed and shook his head a bit while grinning, than continued speaking

"Alright then, I'll leave you alone now, better get that rest." He spoke softly while looking down at your hand as he rubbed your shoulder slowly. There was another moment of silence, but after not so long he spoke up again.

"Take care, do it for me at least if you don't want to do it for yourself, okay?"

Tomura looked around hospital room in a bit paranoid manner, afraid of someone getting inside and seeing him like this, he leaned closer once again when he made sure it's alright and gave you small quick kiss on the lips, pulling away immediately.

Your heart was going crazy from whole situation but you had to pretend being asleep still, waiting for right timing to do something. You almost opened your eyes wide when you felt his lips on your own.

"I know you probably don't hear me, since you are asleep but... I'll continue anyway" he let out tired sigh and continued whispering to you. Tomura looked in other direction for a while as he sat still next to you, than after not so long he looked back down at you again and smiled sadly. He wanted and at the same time didn't wanted you to know or hear everything he just said now.

"...happy birthday" he said in warm and gentle tone as he kissed you once again on the lips carefully while squeezing your hand. He started off with sweet tone but than he switched up to more harsh and serious one. "And be more careful on your next missions, you fucking idiot" he continued to look down at you with small smug smirk growing on his face slowly as he let out a quiet laugh and shook you gently in playful manner with his one hand.

Tomura than slowly got off bed and stood up, turning around to look at you once again before he says goodbye and leaves, at least that's what he thought will happen....

"I guess I'll go now, I'll visit you again probably"

He whispered and was about to start walking away from you and hospital bed you were laying on but he felt something grab his wrist suddenly. Your action made the man jump, clearly he thought you were still asleep. You were face to face and he couldn't hide the fact that he has been crying. His pale face was covered with dried up tears and his white strands of hair.

His eyes widened and he quickly turned around to see you pulling him towards yourself..

"Don't go, yet.." you whispered while you sat him back down on the bed next to you carefully, moving your both legs on the other side of bed to give him a bit more space. He was flabbergasted and shocked, but sat down next to you again anyway while looking down and avoiding eye contact for a while, than looked up to you in the eyes finally.

"wait...you are awake?.." he asked you in loud whisper.

"Yes... I heard everything. Well...not exactly everything but most of the stuff, I think"

"What did you hear exactly?..."

"it doesn't matter, I've heard what I've heard Tomura.." You pulled him even more closer and your foreheads met. His crimson eyes pierced your soul, but now they were less aggressive. He looked fragile, vulnerable. He was still slightly shocked and a bit mad, but his expression slowly softens. Your heart was beating way faster than usual. As your words came out of your mouth, his eyes locked with yours, the way he looked at you was terrifying yet comforting all at the same time. He seemed shocked, as if he couldn't believe that you heard most of stuff he said. He slowly starts lowering his guard the more you two look into each other's eyes. The man then notices your forehead is touching his, the closeness between him and you make his body heat up.

"It doesn't matter..."

"You don't want to be alone ever again, right?"

"Right..."

"I won't leave you."

"You won't?"

"I won't."

"Why?"

Silence filled the room. You had just promised him that you will stay by his side no matter what, while he seemed to be in shock. "Why?" He asks you again, a little confused as to why anyone would ever want to stay close to a person like him. After a while, you look into his eyes and gave him a weak smile.

"Why not?"

"But I'm..."

"You're what?"

"I'm..."

"Just say it damn it."

"I'm a monster."

Silence once again filled the room. This time you were the one to be quiet, not knowing what to say to that. It was a fact, after all. He was responsible for the deaths of thousands and yet, he was afraid of being alone. You could tell he wanted more than anything in the world to have someone besides him, even though his own actions caused most people to stay away from him.

"Look, I understand why would people view you as monster and why would you call yourself one"

You started talking again slowly and quietly, looking for right words to say.

"I understand why would they be afraid of you, why would they avoid you, scream when seeing you and run away, but...have they seen your good side? Your...caring and loving sides? The sides you only show around the ones you love and care about? Have they...?"

"No..they didn't" Tomura replied after short moment of silence.

"Even if they did, is that enough to outweigh the horrible things I've done?No... I guess it's not. The lives I've taken, people won't forget or forgive me for those. So, why would you want to be by my side?"

His words hurt. He was right, it wasn't fair for you to forgive him when all he brought was death. But you can't help but feel a bit touched, just to see him care enough to show his vulnerable side.

"you are right about that... I'll give you it"

"Exactly."

"But I'm not talking about outweighing horrible things you've done now. I'm talking about the fact that, you aren't a complete monster, you are still human, you still have emotions and feelings."

There was a long pause between you two after you said this, he seemed to be thinking about your words for a while as he was looking down at your hands that he was holding. After not so long, he replied finally in his usual cold and harsh tone.

"I have a lot of blood on my hands."

He lets go of your hand, slowly sitting up next to your legs looking around as if he's about to leave me once again.

"Look, don't get me wrong, I'm glad that you can see some good in me, but you shouldn't be associating yourself with me."

He pauses for a moment, looking back at you.

"Maybe you are right... I'm not a complete monster."

"But I'm still a monster."

...

"you are my monster."

You whispered softly and took his hand back in your own, pulling him gently and slowly back to yourself so that he can lean on you.

His head turned towards you, his red eyes filled with surprise.

"...I'm your monster?"

He looked down, staring at your hand that now held his once again. He seemed surprised, maybe even taken aback by your words. He looked at me once more, and to my surprise he turned bright pink.

"I'm yours?"

"My monster..."

You repeated and squeezed his hand gently as you brought it slowly closer to your face, placing soft and small kiss on his scarred hand. "Mine..."

His reaction to this was almost funny. If it weren't for the fact that a dangerous villain like him was so easily flustered, you would have laughed at him. He was now a bright, bright pink, clearly embarrassed that someone would willingly want to be with him of all people.

Your heart skipped a beat as you felt his hand squeezing yours back. His warm touch made your heart go insane, and yet, you wanted more. You want to stay close to him, you want you two to be eachothers forever. After all the things he's done, he deserves to be loved too after all. He still stayed frozen for a moment, his face showing every possible type of emotion. After the initial shock, his gaze turned to you, his eyes sparkling like never before. He was completely red in his face.

"I'm yours...?"

He was at a loss of words, he couldn't really process everything that just happened. It seems that for the first time in his life, someone claimed him as their 'monster'. He just didn't know what to do, I guess your love just caught him off guard.

His voice was soft, it sounded like he couldn't find his normal tone ever since you kissed his hand. His eyes were still shining, he just couldn't bring himself to look away from you. After a while he moved his hand to brush some hair from your face, his face slowly changing back to normal. You slowly pulled him more closer, making him lay closely to you. You two lay there for a moment. Your bodies were touching but your hearts were completely in sync. His breath was heavy like he had been running around but his skin felt warm to the touch. You caressed his hair, feeling his soft hair on your fingertips.

Silence started to fill up the room as the two of you stared into one anothers eyes. After this short moment of awkward silence, Tomura speaks

"...If I may ask, can you promise me something?"

Your eyes remain locked to one another. You can't believe that the time has finally come when Tomura actually opens up to you. His voice is soft and his expression is filled with uncertainty. You slowly nod your head and whisper:

"Yes, of course anything..."

He looks away from you for a few seconds before he looks back at you with a faint smirk on his face.

He says, his voice filled with determination and a desire for reassurance.

"I want you to stay with me forever"

Your heart fluttered when you hear his words. Tomura is asking you not as the leader of the liberation-army or as the head of the league of villains, but as a friend and as a lover. You have never been so sure about anything in your life. Your mind is filled with all the memories you two had together.

You took a deep breath, trying your best to hide your overwhelming emotions.

"Don't be afraid, I won't leave you. I'll stay by your side till the end of time. Even if every day ends with us fighting, I'll still be by your side, always."

Your voice was soft and low, making it hard to hear your words. But both of you heard the message loud and clear.

You felt his body relax as he buried himself onto you for a hug. Your shirt got a bit wet from the tears on his cheeks while he was still in that state of shock. You could feel his heart beating fast, it was fast like the first time you met him. His hands were shaking, like he was about to cry again. You hugged him tightly, holding him close and let him rest his head on your chest, wrapping your arms around him to give him comfort, you let him vent the way you did to him, it was only fair he was allowed to.

He held onto you, not letting go for what felt like an eternity. It felt like both of you two were drowning with each other and no one could pull both of you out of it. A moment later, his lips met yours. Your eyes were closed tightly, it felt as if time stopped for us there and now. You were in your own bubble, your own small universe where nothing else mattered.

Nothing else mattered. No other person, place or thing mattered as long as you and him are there, as long as you and him are together. "Don't worry." You whispered into his ear, hugging him even stronger and caressing his hair. "I won't leave you." You whispered again after you two pulled away slightly from eachothers faces.

His eyes lit up with a warm glow, he slowly leans towards your face again as his head is just a few inches away from yours. He looks at you with his eyes filled completely with love, as he presses his forehead against your forehead and takes a few deep breaths.

You could feel his hands grabbing yours as he tightly holds your arms so he can get closer to you, your heart is pounding like crazy now, and then all of a sudden..he kisses you again.

Your eyes widened in shock as your cheeks turned completely red. You feel his lips, and his hot breath, and his touch. His hands are grasping your body as he slowly pushes you against the bed, so that you are flat on your back as he climbs on top of you. Just the thought of Tomura being on top of you is enough for you to turn completely red in seconds.

As soon as the kiss finishes you whisper in blank and soft voice "I love you...more than you can imagine"

Tomura pulls away for a second after hearing your words. When he looks in your eyes his heart skips a beat. For a moment it seems as if he can't believe what I just said. The silence filled with nothing but you and him staring at each other is the greatest feeling you have ever experienced.

He slowly leans towards you again, holding your face with both of his hands. He kisses you again, for a longer and more passionate time, it seems that his emotions have been building up inside of him for a while now, maybe even longer.

Your kiss ends as he separates from you again, this time leaving a small trail of saliva between your faces. Your face is completely red, you feel hot and sweaty. He leans his head on your shoulder than, and pulls you closer to himself.

Tomura wraps his arms around you and says in a soft quiet tone, as he is still breathing heavily after the kiss.

"I love you, too." as he's saying those words a few tears fall on your shoulder. He kisses your forehead a few times, and then gives you a few light kisses on the edges of your mouth too.

"also ..happy birthday" he whispered as a little smirk grew on his face, he stayed like this on top of you for few more seconds, than got up slowly and grabbed bag that's filled with snacks and drinks he brought. "I bought these for you, mind sharing this with me?" he said playfully, than hands you the food and drink he brought with himself, as if nothing had happened between you two.

I should've finished this shit more than two months ago, but my ass took break so...💀 BUT I DID NOW SO IT'S NOT IMPORTANT 😹😹😹

I apologize to mutuals that I worried or scared to death with my sudden disappearance, I'm alive y'all 👍

I was writing this on vacation with @wholelottawidows by my side, she was calling me poochie at least 100 times and tried hitting me with blanket, or even bury me with it.... justice for @tomurasmoleunderhislip ✊😞 I went through five wars at least

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↱ fun at the arcade ↰

➘ summary : Tomura Shigaraki goes to the arcade and ends up having fun for once in his life

➘ Tomura Shigaraki x reader, league of villains x reader

The neon lights of the arcade glowed brilliantly in the evening, casting a vibrant hue over the bustling crowd. Amidst the sounds of laughter and the flashing screens, Tomura Shigaraki, usually immersed in the dark world of villainy, found himself inexplicably drawn to the allure of the arcade.

He stood near a row of claw machines, his hands tucked into his pockets, his eyes scanning the array of games. Tomura was known for his brooding and serious demeanor, but in this moment, he felt a strange sense of nostalgia, memories of a simpler time tugging at his thoughts.

As he observed the crowd, his attention was captured by a young woman, (Y/N), who seemed to be engrossed in a dance game. Her movements were fluid, her expression a mix of determination and concentration. Tomura found himself inexplicably drawn to her energy, a stark contrast to his own inner turmoil.

(Y/N) noticed his gaze and flashed him a friendly smile, her eyes sparkling with warmth. "Hey there! Are you here to play too?"

Tomura's usual response would have been a cold dismissal, but he found himself nodding, almost involuntarily. "Yeah, I guess I am."

With an inviting gesture, (Y/N) motioned to the machine next to her. "Wanna play together? It's more fun with a partner!"

Tomura hesitated, his mind racing with conflicting thoughts. Yet, something about (Y/N)'s openness and genuine enthusiasm compelled him to step closer and take a seat beside her.

They played a few rounds, laughter and camaraderie filling the air. Tomura's tense demeanor began to relax, a rare smile gracing his lips as he lost himself in the games. It was as if he had momentarily forgotten the weight of his villainous responsibilities.

"(Y/N), you're really good at this," he admitted, his surprise evident.

(Y/N) shrugged modestly. "I've been coming here for a while. It's a great way to unwind and have fun."

As the evening wore on, Tomura and (Y/N) continued to enjoy each other's company, moving from game to game with a sense of shared excitement. Their conversation flowed effortlessly, the connection between them growing stronger with every passing moment.

"(Y/N), this has been unexpectedly enjoyable," Tomura confessed, his tone more sincere than he had intended.

She grinned, her eyes crinkling at the corners. "I'm glad you decided to join in on the fun. It's always nice to make new friends."

The word "friend" resonated with Tomura in a way he hadn't expected. He had become so isolated in his world of darkness that the concept of friendship felt foreign, yet strangely comforting.

As the night drew to a close, (Y/N) stood beside Tomura, her expression one of genuine warmth. "I had a great time hanging out with you, (Y/N). Maybe we can do this again sometime?"

Tomura felt a flicker of hesitation, a reminder of the secrets he carried. But he found himself nodding, a sense of yearning for connection overriding his reservations. "Yeah, I'd like that."

As they parted ways, Tomura watched (Y/N) disappear into the crowd, a sense of unexpected hope and lightness in his heart. For a brief moment, he had experienced a taste of normalcy, a reminder that even in the darkness, there was the potential for something more.

In the days that followed, Tomura found his thoughts often drifting to the memory of his time at the arcade with (Y/N). The connection they had formed had ignited a spark of something he hadn't felt in a long time – a sense of camaraderie and a fleeting glimpse of the ordinary world.

One afternoon, as the sun began to dip below the horizon, Tomura found himself standing outside the arcade once again. He hesitated for a moment, his inner turmoil warring with his desire for connection. Eventually, he pushed open the door and stepped inside, the familiar sounds and lights enveloping him.

His gaze searched the crowd, and he finally spotted (Y/N) at a racing game, her eyes fixed on the screen as she maneuvered her virtual car. With a mixture of determination and nostalgia, Tomura approached her.

"(Y/N)," he called out, his voice carrying a hint of uncertainty.

She turned to him with a smile, her eyes lighting up at the sight of him. "Hey! I didn't expect to see you here."

Tomura shrugged, a hint of awkwardness in his movements. "I thought... maybe we could hang out again."

(Y/N)'s smile widened, and she motioned to the open seat beside her. "Sure, come join me! This game is a bit challenging, but I'm determined to win."

Tomura took a seat beside her, his heart surprisingly at ease in her presence. They played the game together, cheering each other on and sharing laughter as they navigated the virtual track.

As they moved on to other games, their conversations flowed effortlessly. Tomura found himself opening up in ways he hadn't thought possible. He spoke about his past, the challenges he faced, and the complexities of his world. And in turn, (Y/N) shared stories about her own life, her dreams, and her aspirations.

"You know, (Y/N), I haven't felt this... normal in a long time," Tomura admitted, his gaze a mixture of vulnerability and earnestness.

She nodded, her understanding evident. "Sometimes, it's the simple moments that remind us of the beauty in life. Even in a world of chaos, there are pockets of joy and connection."

Tomura's chest tightened at her words, a mixture of gratitude and longing flooding his emotions. In (Y/N)'s presence, he felt a rare sense of acceptance, as if his flaws and darkness were momentarily eclipsed by the light of their friendship.

As the evening came to an end, (Y/N) turned to Tomura with a smile. "I'm really glad we met, (Y/N). You've brought a touch of brightness into my day."

He met her gaze, his own eyes holding a mixture of gratitude and something deeper. "Me too, (Y/N). You've shown me a different side of life."

As they parted ways once again, Tomura carried with him a renewed sense of purpose. The connection he had found with (Y/N) reminded him that even in the midst of his villainous journey, there was the potential for change and redemption.

The path ahead was uncertain, but one thing was clear – the unexpected bond he shared with (Y/N) had opened a door to a world he hadn't dared to dream of. And he was determined to see where it led.

In the days that followed, Tomura's interactions with (Y/N) became a bright spot in his otherwise chaotic existence. They met at the arcade regularly, sharing laughter, stories, and an ever-growing sense of camaraderie. For Tomura, these moments offered a temporary reprieve from the darkness that consumed him.

One evening, as they walked out of the arcade together, Tomura hesitated, a question tugging at his thoughts. "(Y/N), there's something I should tell you."

(Y/N) looked at him curiously, her expression open and attentive. "What is it, (Y/N)?"

He took a deep breath, his eyes meeting hers. "I... I'm not who you think I am. I'm involved in things that... you wouldn't understand."

(Y/N)'s brow furrowed in confusion, concern flickering in her eyes. "What do you mean?"

Tomura's gaze held a mixture of hesitation and urgency. "I'm part of something darker, something you'd probably consider villainous."

(Y/N)'s eyes widened in surprise, a mixture of emotions crossing her features. "Wait, you're saying... you're a villain?"

He nodded, his voice somber. "Yes, and my actions... they've hurt people."

For a moment, there was silence as (Y/N) processed his confession. Tomura braced himself for a reaction, expecting her to pull away in fear or disgust.

But to his surprise, (Y/N) placed a gentle hand on his arm, her eyes filled with empathy. "Tomura, I believe that people are complex. We're shaped by our experiences and the choices we make. You're more than just a label. You're a person with your own story."

Tomura was taken aback by her understanding, a mixture of gratitude and disbelief flooding his emotions. "You don't... hate me?"

(Y/N) shook her head, a small smile on her lips. "I don't hate anyone without knowing their full story. And if you're willing to share your story with me, I'm willing to listen."

His heart swelled with a mixture of emotions – gratitude, relief, and a growing sense of attachment. In (Y/N)'s presence, he felt seen in a way he hadn't before. He felt like more than just a villain; he felt like a person with the potential for change.

Over the next few weeks, Tomura gradually opened up to (Y/N) about his past, his motivations, and the tangled web of villainy he was a part of. Her acceptance and willingness to understand him created a bond that transcended their differences.

As they spent time together, (Y/N) reminded Tomura of the humanity he had lost touch with. She showed him that even in the darkest of circumstances, there was room for redemption and growth.

And as the days turned into nights, Tomura found himself unraveling layers of his own heart. He realized that the connection he shared with (Y/N) was a testament to the power of compassion and understanding, a beacon of light that had the potential to guide him towards a different path.

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[marieisaghost]

Cute as a boopable nose

Summary: You offered him a warm bath to help him relax. Although, you weren't expecting that Shigaraki would ask you to join him. 

Aspects: Soft!Shiggy - self-consciousness - not established relationship, but there's implicitly a deep bond

Genre: fluff (?) 

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Shiagraki knows you shouldn't find him anything but revolting. Yet you look him in the eyes and say impressive shit like he's pretty. That his eyes are beautiful or that his hands are sexy. For someone who has never felt any other kind of love than the one who takes away his peace of mind, it's puzzling. 

There's a quiet sense of comfort to your words, followed by the growing anxiety of ignoring how to react, despite desperately wishing to. At times, the worst parts of him yell that you're lying. It itches everywhere, making him uneasy. 

Even after explaining the reason behind treating him with mind-wrecking kindness is that you love him and not that he is your leader, Tomura finds such a thing more than hard to believe.

"I'm taking it off now, okay?" you say lovingly. 

Shigaraki slowly nods. Then you remove his shirt, after which he helps you peel off his pants. You help him get into the hot tub you prepared earlier. The components of this new dermatological foam you bought for him soothe the itching of his skin almost instantly. 

Allowing you to see the most intimate parts in the most vulnerable moments feels all kinds of raw. Wrong and good all at once. You're always doing soft things Tomura explicitly tells you he doesn't need, and little by little you managed to tumble down his walls. At first, it irked him. But now Shigaraki can't picture his life if you weren't there. It's as shocking as it is terrifying, and even so, Tomura is right here, letting you do this. 

"Feels good?" you ask. A warm smile draws on your face.

That question suddenly seems abstract. "I guess so," Tomura says. "It helped."

"I'm glad,” you comment lightly. “I like when you look relaxed. It brings out how cute you are."

A tickling-like sensation swirls inside his stomach. Vibrant, candid, and exciting in ways Shigaraki doesn't quite know how to process. His cheeks instantly burn bright. 

"I am not- You shouldn't lie so nonchalantly." 

You hum in response, removing a couple of wet locks from his face to take a better look. His wrinkles and damaged skin look much healthier after a couple of days of using the cream you gave him. 

"I'm not lying to you," you tell him, gently grasping his hair to wash it. "I do think you are cute.” You scanned him with your eyes, pretending to think. “Maybe it’s your nose."

“Maybe you need glasses,” Tomura thinks out loud, stunned. 

You give out a small laugh. It’s light, soft, and soothing. You lean, gazing into Tomura’s eyes with such a loving look he almost feels out of place. “Hmm, yep, it’s definitely your nose. It’s quite boopable.” 

“How about you finish what you started instead of saying nonsense?” Tomura says, barely holding himself together due to embarrassment. He passes you a soft hypoallergenic sponge.

“Fine, fine. You don’t need to be grumpy,” you tease.

“I am not grumpy,” he tells you, narrowing his eyes. 

"Is the water temperature okay?"

"It's fine." 

You begin washing his chest, massaging his shoulder with your free hand. Shigaraki sighs, leaning back against the tub as he lets his head fall back. There's a moment of silence after that. 

You decide to massage both shoulders, squeezing his points of tension. Tomura’s muscles were rock hard, as it couldn't be otherwise after all the sleepless nights fighting machia, not to mention all the re-Destro drama.

You sigh. While you admire what he does, it's painful seeing him hurting. So you do your best to sweeten up Tomura’s spare time the best you can. And it pays off fairly well, as Shigaraki often thinks it’s only during these moments between you that he can forget everything. 

When you caress his cheek, Shigaraki glances at you before poking under your eye with a single shaky finger.  "Seems like you could keep something inside those bags."

You gape, covering the place he touched with your hand, utterly offended. Your expression seems to be funny to him.

"Rude."

"No. I'm just saying you're tired too, aren't you?" Tomura reasons, “I’m fine. You can go rest.”

“I don’t need resting,” you retort as you keep washing him off. “I’m okay.”

“Don’t contradict your leader,” he says in a bantering tone. “Go. Get some rest.”

“You’re more than the leader to me,” you voice, giving Tomura a sweet smile. “You know that, right?”

You hold his face sweetly. “ I want to take care of you and I want you to be okay because I love you. So you better get used to this.”

There it is again. The type of affection Shigaraki doesn't understand, yet he feels it bubbling in his guts. And it's so fucking good he can't help being eager for more. Suddenly, he gives two fucks if you're lying. Shigaraki clings to your words, and it's now clear on his mind that he's never letting you go.

"Fine, but I won't be selfish this time." 

You quirk a brow.

 Shigaraki holds your wrist with only three fingers. "Get in the tub with me."

All you can do is blink at him, perplexed. "I- I don’t think that’s good for your skin." 

"It's fine. It's not itchy anymore." Or at least not as much.

He's dead serious. You can tell by the look in his eyes.

“Are you sure?” 

“Yes.” 

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The second you start stripping, Shigaraki glues his gaze to the wall as if his life depends on it. He wants to make sure you know he didn't do this because he's some kind of creep. It's about reciprocity. 

He notices then that this is the first time he's allowed you so close to him. The prospect of sharing something so intimate tickles his tummy.

You press your back on the opposite side of the tub, letting out a sigh of relief as the warm water soothes you. "Ah, soo nice!" 

You gaze at Tomura, who's looking at you with a glow you’ve never seen in his eyes. Would it be okay to stretch the limit a bit? You bet on it.

"Come here," you tell him while opening your arms to him. 

Shigaraki grimaces. "How?" 

"Press your back to me, and relax. I'll keep massaging your shoulders."

Tomura tilts his head. "The point of this was even things up."

"There's nothing to even up." you retort, "But if you want to do something for me, just come here." You stop in your tracks at the sound of that sentence and hastily add, "Only if you're okay with it!"

Tomura mulls it over for a second before he motions up. "Don't look."

You grin, "No, sir." You cover your eyes with both hands and only open them when you feel his back trying to settle against your chest. Shigaraki winds up resting his head over your shoulder as you embrace him from behind. 

You kiss the top of his head.

“I don’t hate this,” he grants. It sounds as if he just realized it. 

#shigaraki tomura #tenko shimura #tomura shiragaki #shigaraki x reader #shigaraki #shiggy #lov x reader #lov bnha

[class1akids]

It really is weird seeing shouto Stan’s complain about him not being in the fight with Shigaraki, while bakugou Stans out here hoping he gets a storyline that’s not about Deku or revolves around Deku or has to have Deku mentioned or named. (I’m not talking about bakudeku shippers), and he finally gets to have his moment that belongs to him and him alone.

Like, I would love to have bakugou be in Shoutos position where he had his own story even if he’s not in the final fight. But it seems you would have rather Shouto revolve around Deku as long as he’s in the final fight.

It really is weird.

I think for me, it's a bit like how some Bakugou fans do not like that Bakugou's character revolves around Deku ONLY (lately at least), some Shouto-fans don't like that his character revolves around his family ONLY.

I think, for many of us, Shouto being an "Origin" character created an expectation that there will be a story-line where all Origin-characters are brought together for some kind of final conclusion and all their actions will matter to bring an end to the ultimate evil. But as things stand, Shouto's storyline thematically is not different from Uraraka's, who doesn't have Origin/Rising chapters, even if HK had opportunities to give them to her. Shouto is also tied to All Might, just like Bakugou and Deku in a lot of the framing where the three of them are shown together (while this is not the case for Ochako).

Also, in terms of character arc, while it is certainly noble of Shouto to step up for his family and choosing them every time because Endeavor fails to do so, it's also kind of ironic. If you remember, Shouto's Origin started with a declaration of emancipation: "You decide who you want to be", and the person who represents this freedom for him is All Might. Yet when Shouto is faced with the choice of helping his best friend / be a factor in the main fight or go after his brother, it's All Might himself who tells him he has to choose his family to be his best self:

The message "you are not bound by his blood" is a bit hollow - because the reality is that Shouto is bound by Endeavor's legacy still. He can't choose where he wants to be.

Yes, he can choose to act differently than his father, but he - the youngest child, who himself has been abused - is told by the narrative that his path to be a hero is to carry the burden for his father's sins. Shouto doesn't get feel-good fights to show off his skills - he has to try to stop his suicidal brother and (maybe) save him. He only can try to put out the fire while being a punching bag for everyone in the family. (So that Endeavor can go and play No 1 hero and have a flashy fight with AFO). Shouto took the most severe physical harm originating from Endeavor's sins (his scar, the cruel training, getting burnt by Touya) - much more than Endeavor ever did.

And his separation from the class that started after Dabi's Dance continues - we are told again and again that Shouto can't be part of his class, of his friends. He can't be with them at UA, he can't get an umbrella of reconciliation from the civilians, he can't join his friends because of Endeavor.

And I think it's a bit depressing for an arc that started about personal freedom and choices to end with a narrative where the abused kid has no choice but to save his abuser, to take all the punches in place of his abuser, where his talent and passion can't shine and where he can't be there for his friends or do anything meaningful for the final resolution because he's trapped running around trying to put out the fire his father created and ran away from.

And even with all the effort, it may end up that everything he's done is in vain, because Touya still hates him, and might still die anyway. Even if Shouto was saying how it was his choice to face Touya, but the question is, did he ever have a real choice or was left to pick up the pieces by Endeavor

And I am not complaining about Bakugou getting his moment. I'm glad he got his moment of saving All Might and I'm glad that he gets to fight AFO with his own power and get given a gauntlet by All Might and get given shining lights of legacy of the Symbol of Peace as the world watches on. All the feel-good moments after a lot of set-backs and suffering.

I simply want something like that for Shouto too, who has also suffered enough. So he too can have a big smile on his face and be in a fight that doesn't tear his heart to shreds and help the people who helped him, instead of helping ONLY the person who broke his family, took his mom and childhood and made his life a living hell.

Bakugou's narrative is one of redemption where he overcame his own past, righted his wrongs, went down to hell but came back stronger and better and he gets to be lifted up and honored in the story in a personal triumph.

Shouto's narrative is one of collective punishment, where he has to pay for his abuser's sins over and over, right his wrongs, getting stuck in the past, getting nerf after nerf linked to Endeavor and never getting any personal reward or triumph. (While the same time Endeavor gets to do badass things and be lifted in fandom like some ultimate poster boy of redemption - when he doesn't have to do anything for his victims and in fact the ones doing the atoning are his victims).

If the narrative is a hopeful "good deeds get their reward", then I'm still waiting for Shouto's reward. And I feel like the missing story-beat for me is for Endeavor to let him go when there is a call for back-up, and him staying with Touya, so Shouto can go and help Deku. It would also be a kind of "reward / validation" for Deku and All Might for setting Shouto on the path of saving his family if the culmination of the Todoroki family's power would come back to help them in turn.

#c1a asks #todoroki shouto #bnha meta #all might #endeavor #the abused child having to carry the sins of his abusers is not an uplifting narrative

[rachi-roo]

Is there any way we can have an LoV tickling Hawks fic? Pretty bird needs to laugh, and he didn't get normal childhood experiences like tickles...especially on his canonically vibration sensitive wings. Thank you!!

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My Hero Academia: Little corner to call Home

Thank you sooooo much anon!!! Lee!Hawks will always be a special favourite of mine 🥰❤️ I'm so glad you've given me a reason to write him again. And I'm SO sorry this took so long 😭.

Summary: Hawks is caught napping in the LoV lair one day, small-winged and vulnerable to attack. And of course, the villains won't let him rest easy. Especially after Dabi joins in, maxing out on his attack~

Lee!Hawks, Ler!Toga, Ler!Twice, Ler!Compress, Ler!Dabi

Tw: Some footer tiggles

02/03/23

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Hawks had been staying with the LoV for some time now, and had grown happy and comfortable resting around them. And this was one of those times. The sun was shining outside, there was a warm breeze flowing in through the open window along with the sound of cicadas chirping in the trees.

The number two pro hero had dozed off on the sofa in one of the lounge rooms of their little hideout, stretched out on his front, one arm underneath the pillow he was resting his head on, enjoying the feel of the warm breeze shifting through his tiny, diminished wings. His coat draped over the back of the sofa and his boots were by the door where he had kicked them off, his little feet warm in the rays of sunshine that breathed through the window.

A soft voice called as a finger poked the sleeping bird's cheek. "Oiii... Heeeeroooo?" It was Toga, having just come back from a meeting with Shigaraki. "Hah... Taking up the whole couch like some slob. I'd be mad if you didn't look so cute." She giggled, leaning over to get a closer look at his sleeping face.

"Well, what do we have here?" Compress's voice cooed from the doorway, smiling at the sight. Twice leaned over his shoulder, wondering what was going on.

"What is it? What is it? Oh!" He gasped, rushing past and crouching by the sofa, aweing over how sweet Hawks looked, keeping his voice to a whisper. "Oh he's just precious, ain't he? Hah, ugly duckling!"

"Seems he's made himself comfortable. I suppose we'll take our seats on the floor." Compress shrugged, too polite to find it in his heart to wake the bird.

Toga reached a hand, softly running a finger down the length of Hawks's little feathers. "Oooh, so soft." She paused upon hearing a small mewl from the bird as he shuddered, a small smile gracing his lips before fading into sleep again. Togas eyes sparkled as she realised what she had just discovered.

"Oh my..." She repeated the gesture, just testing out her theory. Once again, Hawks reacted, this time with a slight giggle, pressing his face further into the cushion he was resting upon as his wings fluttered slightly. "No way."

"What are you up to?" Compress asked, raising a brow. Toga grinned up at him, carefully moving to sit on Hawks's lower back. He must be really tired for him not to notice.

"I'm teaching this bird a lesson about sharing couch space." With that, Toga started dragging her fingertips up the length of all the feathers, each stroke making Hawks shudder and giggle sleepily until the feeling was too much for him to ignore.

"Uh, wh-ah! Whahat?" He looked over his shoulder, seeing Toga sitting upon him, grinning sweetly as she continued to play with his micro feathers. "Tohoga, aha! T-That tihickles!" The sensation wasn't unbearable, just enough to be annoying and make the hero giggly. He sleepily reached an arm behind him, trying to twist his torso to stop the tickly attack. "Togaha! Cuhut it out! Ehehe!"

"No way, birdbrain. This is what you get for taking up the whole couch!" She giggled with him, one hand sneaking down his side, skittering over the clothed skin.

"Ahaha! O-Ohokahay! I'll move, I'll mohove! C'mohon!" He grabbed her wrist as his side was tickled, trying to sit himself up from the sofa but Toga pressed down with her knees, keeping him trapped on his front.

"You're not going anywhere until you've learned your lesson~" The fanged female chuckled, admiring how his wings fluttered and puffed up as she ran her fingers lightly through them. Only subtle touches tickled this way, and Toga was a very nimble assassin.

"Plehease! Ehehe! N-Nohot my wihings!" Hawks legs kicked against the couch cushion, his toes tucking down the side as he tried tensing up to stop the tickly feelings, to no avail.

"Oho God, Toga you- Ah?!" He gasped, panicking as he felt his legs being restrained by another body, just able to see the black and white costume behind Toga. "Twihice! Hold on a minute! C'mon w-we're pahals right?? Not my feheheee-!" His beseeching dissolved into loud laughter as Twice started scribbling over the bird's trapped soles.

"Ha! If only we'd known about this secret sooner! We could have crushed him with ease. I mean, had tickle fights!"

Twice smiled, bouncing slightly as Hawks tried to wriggle his legs free. The pro had been tickled before, by various daring fans and a certain bunny-like companion, but never on his feet before. This was a whole new ballgame, although not unenjoyable.

"Ahaha! Guahays! Get ohohoffa mehehehe!" He wriggled and squirmed all he could but it was no use. If only he hadn't spent up all his feathers, his big wings could get him out of this situation with one flap.

"Well, now I feel left out." Compress chuckled, leaning over the arm of the sofa by Hawks's head and slipping his hands under the bird's arms, earning a loud chorus of tweeting as he tucked his arms to his sides.

"NOHOHO! C-Comprehehess! Ahaha! L-Lets tahalk about thihis! Plehehease!"

Toga giggled, pulling the birds shirt up and over his wings, exposing his back. "You're so goofy, pigeon man." She chuckled, blowing a raspberry on his spine, right between where his wings joined.

"Kyaaaaah! Togaaa! What the hehehell!?" The sensation took him by surprise, even more so when the attack on his sides started up again.

"Well, well, well. Looks like the little birdys gotten himself into a bit of a pickel~" Dabis teasing tone entered the chat as he stood in the doorway, watching the birds suffering. "Fell asleep on the couch again and took up all the room, did ya?" He chuckled, standing by the couch casually.

"I-It was an ahaccident!"

"Sure... Flip him." The burned man grinned. The rest of the group happily obliged, tussling with the bird as they flipped him onto his back, pinning him once more. This time, Dabi took a seat on Hawks's waist, smirking scarily down at him.

"Dabi. Look. We're friends right? Me and you? And all of you? Yeah?" The smile on Hawks cheeks was making it hard for the league to take him seriously. "I'll buy you dinner! Hah? How's that sound?" He bartered, tugging on his arms as Compress held them tight over his head. "A nice fancy, expensive dinner. All for you."

"Hmmm. I don't knooow." Dabi teased, starting to trace circles on Hawks exposed ribs, Twice following his lead as he drew shapes on the birds feet.

"I don't think that's enough compensation for the trouble he's caused." Toga chimed in, sitting back to back with Dabi, gently raking her nails up Hawks thighs, making them shudder under her touch. The poor bird could hardly contain his giggling. Why were the light touches so cruel and effective?

"Plehease! Y-Yohou guys are the wohorst! AHAHA! DAHAHABI! NAAAAA!" The bird's laughter suddenly exploded again as Dabi dug into his ribs, grinning at the reaction it got him. The way Hawks arched his back, mouth agape as he screamed with laughter.

"Poor little chicken. Maybe next time you won't get in my dear Togas way." Dabi chuckled, pressing into the lowest ribs in the set, laughing with his winged friend as the team continued their tickly attack on him.

"GYAHAHAHAHAAAAA!"

This went on for about twenty minutes. Twenty minutes of tickly bliss, where all Hawks could do was laugh without a care in the world. He was happy. Although they were essentially punishing him, there was definitely playfully and caring intent behind it. The way his friend's would tease him, patting his hair and switching positions whenever he got too out of breath. They cared about him, just had a funny way of showing it.

By now, his face was warm red, hot to the touch with a slightly sweaty shine to his brow along with streaks of tears that rolled down his cheeks glinting in the light as he shook his head. His struggling had died down to tired twitching and tugging occasionally. The bird was cooked.

"O-Okahay! OKAHAY- Stahap! Pwehehease! Ahaha! Is aha! I-Its too muhuch!" He pleaded, trying to flick his hair from his face as it flopped over his eye. The squad stopped their punishment as Dabi took hold of Hawks face, squeezing his cheeks as he held him steady.

"Now, you learned your lesson, chicken shit?" He chuckled, amused by how squishy Hawks face was. The tuckered out bird nodded as he panted, his lips smushed slightly.

"Mhm... M'not gonna go' it again." He mumbled, smiling the best he could. Dabi smirked, letting go and climbing off him, patting his cheek a few times. "Damn right. Now, you lot can do what you want with him. I'm off.' The fire user waved them off as he left the room.

"Movie time!" Toga cheered, tossing a pillow at Hawks as he sat up, rubbing his feet on top of one another to get rid of the ghost tickles like a little cricket.

Compress sat by his side, Twice on the other. "Next time, I won't go easy on ya." The two toned villain chuckled.

Hawks gulped. "That was easy mode?" His comment roused laughter from the others. The room felt warm, and friendly, like a home should feel. He was happy here with these villains. His found family.

#bnha #mha #keigo tamaki #jin bubaigawara #mr. compress #toga himiko #dabi #toya todoroki #bnha twice #lee!hawks #ler!twice #ler!dabi #ler!toga #ler!Compress #rachi roo #sfw tickles #sfw tickling community

[chocolate-biscuit]

Hello, nex-reblog-fest coming in, here to ask about the Tomura & Hawks parallels through your eyes 🫶🏻

Please serenade me !

Hello! I'm glad you saw the tags ^^

I really like the topic but I think I should say I'm not a meta writer like some other amazing blogs around there. I'll try my best, especially to remember all the details I can think of.

We know and we saw in the manga AFO took advantage of a scared, abandoned child who was on the streets after accidentally murdering his family and society didn't stop to help him. AFO groomed said child into following a path of hatred towards the heroes - when the same kid wanted to be a hero himself - and convinced Tomura he was born to destroy (I'll come back to this).

Hawks, too, was found on the streets, with his mother: both were in a extremely vulnerable position, and the Hero Commission used their state of poverty for their purposes. We don't have much details on how the Commission raised him (hopefully we'll get them before the manga ends), but we know from Nagant's backstory they surely indocrinated him and exploited his will to be a hero (the narration once mentioned "interpersonal skills drilled into him from a young age by the Safety Commission" - ch. 258). No child can give consent to "rough training".

Essentially, both characters were groomed/indocrinated by another entity/institution, who took advantage of vulnerable children in order to satisfy their goals. If Tomura was groomed by the "villain side", Hawks was indocrinated by the "hero side". Story repeats itself.

I've seen many considered (and still consider) Tomura in MVA as liberated and the other characters - namely Re-Destro in his narration - thought he was free of everything; however (and I don't want to go into details when Shigaraki focused meta blogs already analized the chapters), he fell into a path that took him straight into being literally possessed.

Even now, in recent chapters, he appears to be free from AFO's control, but the AFO vestige is not completely defeated and the real AFO will approach Tomura and Izuku soon; not to mention Shigaraki is still believing he wants to destroy everything and that will be his only salvation. Again, just how AFO groomed him to think.

Something similar happened with Hawks after the PLW arc: we see Keigo, at his mother's house, saying he actually abandoned Tomie and that's for the better; no one and nothing is holding him back, especially since the Commission can't give him orders anymore ("I'm free... of my shackles" - ch. 299) . It would sound great, if only it hasn't been said during a conversation ambiguous at best in the manga and downright insane in the anime.

Hawks is still working as a hero, has shown to be willing to sacrifice his life for Endeavor and the kids, is written as more and more insane with each chapter that comes out. If at first he was ready to tain himself for Japan, now he's ready to tain himself and die "for the kids' sake".

Back to after the Pro-Hero arc, we see Hawks recalling the conversation he had with Madame President and her associate stating "there's no better man for the job" (ch. 191) to infiltrate the LoV. And Hawks accepted - knowing he couldn't refuse, and said as such.

It seems both Tomura and Hawks are, to some degree, aware of how AFO/the Commission raised them, but the grooming runs in so deep they still live in a state of denial - for a lack of a better word to describe it.

Another similarity between the two is how they perceive themselves. I mentioned twice how Shigaraki views himself as "born to destroy" and Hawks, similary, thinks he was "born with dirty wings". If I remember correctly, Caleb Cook in the official English translation implied Hawks dirtied his wings with his actions, but the Japanese text implies his quirk was already that way. So, when Hawks claims he will tain himself for others' sakes, he knows he's already tained for his quirk. He was born like that.

These characters nurture hatred towards themselves, with Shigaraki accepting there's no saving him - despite desperately wanting to be saved - because he was born this way, that's what he wants; and Hawks committing immoral actions and putting himself on the line, while showing since he was introduced he has extremely low self-esteem, and considering himself tained - what is another stain anyway, if it's for someone else's happiness.

I'm sorry if I didn't show manga panels, but I've already spent a while writing this and I don't want to give it another hour. English is not my first language, so it's slightly more challenging to write fluently enough (I'm used to shitposts and very few smart takes anyway).

Hawks is, ironically, much more similar to the LoV than the pro-heroes, even if he's a pro-hero as well; it's pretty interesting to go into deeper details.

Thank you so much for giving me the opportunity to talk about Tomura and Hawks. I truly appreciate it.

#asks #bnha #a bit nervous to post something like this ahah #not that it is anything special. meta writers can do better #shigaraki tomura #hawks

[epickiya722]

REACTIONS TO EPISODE 6 - ENCOUNTER, PART 2

You all know the usual! Jokes are made, me being shamelessly being a fangirl, some thoughts are made. All that jazz!

LAST EPISODE'S REACTIONS

And now... ON TO THE EPISODE!!

Being a manga reader... I am prepared... but that doesn't mean I will handle anything any better! 😆

I'm just realizing Encounter, Part 1 was when Shigaraki met Midoriya at the mall.

They really showed Mt. Lady's butt again... still Fatgum's reaction to her will forever be hilarious to me.

Geten, Geten, Geten. Why in the hell are you so pretty? He is really Ice Prince pretty. ❄️💙

OKAY, MT. LADY!!! YES!! SMASH THAT ICE WITH THAT CEMENT BAT!!! WRECK SHIT, QUEEN!

I know I don't see someone with a gun for a head!!!

"This plating at military thing isn't really working anymore." OH, REALLY?! WHO THOUGHT IT WAS A GOOD IDEA IN THE FIRST PLACE?

Now, that I'm thinking about it, it's funny that the villains give the heroes slack for having kids being pulled into fights like this... as if Toga isn't a whole 16 year old girl. Oh, I guess with villains, it's okay? Isn't she a lieutenant?!

Like almost everyone is a hypocrite in this series. But it amuses me.

"I can't believe Toga would lose her cool like that." I can. I can believe it. At most, she just gave them paper cuts.

Ugh, that is a nightmare fuel face. 😬

"One for All... One for All..." Me: You shut up... You shut up...

Shigaraki, you okay there, buddy? (No, no, he's not.)

"FOOSH!!! 🔥🔥🔥 I like the sound effects!

"But why I'm not satisfied??" Ask yourself this, my guy... was it really something you wanted in the first place?

"One For All..." I thought I told you to shut up.

I NEVER want to see that face on my green boy again. Okay, but it's a meme-able face.

I need to stop. I already made memes from Hawks' scary face. I can't do this to Izuki Midoriya, my green boy, my sunshine.

RAGDOLL!! HEY, QUEEN!!!

Aaand... he's using Ragdoll's quirk... oh that's just great! 😐

Shigaraki, jumping like that is not your thing. It's Miruko's and Deku's.

Midoriya prioritizing the safety of others... 😭😭😭

Bakugou tagging along with him, love to see it!

OMG, Shigaraki has his card!!!

THANK YOU FOR THE BAKUGOU CARD! I WAS HOPING FOR THAT!! BECAUSE IF THEY HAD PUT SOMEONE ELSE... I'm joking, I'd be fine. BUT I'M GLAD TO SEE BAKUGOU THIS TIME. Nice detail to put his given name since his hero name is unknown. Unless you're a manga reader!!!

"Kacchan, why you're following me?!" 🤣🤣🤣 YOU'RE JUST ASKING THIS?! I GET IT, BUT... 🤣🤣🤣

"I'll send you flying!!" Katsuki, my gremlin, no! 🤣🤣🤣

This whole exchange is hilarious, their faces!! It's moments like this I do love between these two because now they're at this level of understanding. Since their fight at Beta, there has been comedic moments like this.

Even though we know what Katsuki will tell Izuku... we know he's following you because he is worried about you.

"What, you think you're the main character or something now?" I love lines like this. Also, HE IS. It's funnier coming from Katsuki because he's been #1 on Popularity Polls since forever. 🤣🤣🤣

"I'm gonna get him back for that day!" As you should, go for it.

Honestly, I feel like Katsuki doesn't just want payback for himself, but for All Might, too. He does... used to (?) blame himself for All Might retiring. It's one of the moments that while it seems like Katsuki is only doing what he does for his ego and he just might be, I feel like it's because he does care about others and what they think. It's like... how can I explain it? He doesn't want others to see him as a failure, but as someone people can rely on. Someone (more importantly Izuku) can see as a hero. Not because of his ego, but because deep down he really does care.

It's odd to me that people in this story view Katsuki (a teenager who's behavior was enabled by ADULTS yet owns up to his own mistakes without even blaming adults, this fandom can't seem to see that) as a villain sometimes like he's incapable of being a hero because of his personality... yet Endeavor, people who are aware of his personality, is currently the #1. Yes, he got there due to his work as a Pro, but popularity also plays a part. So when anyone is like "Katsuki is such a villain", I'm like "yet, there's Endeavor???"

Now back to our regular scheduled program!!

*purple tubes light up* Me knowing what's coming: 😬😬😬

Gran Torino, coming in clutch! Someone had to save those kids!

Oh, the Pros are here! LIKE ROCK LOCK!! 💚💚💚

They... they didn't have to show Crust dying again, come on. I actually liked Crust.

Showing Oboro... showing that scene in Vigilantes... yep, I didn't need to be happy today... THANKS FOR THE PAIN!! 🥲

"Don't lay a finger on my students!" We love to see a protective Eraser Head! 👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾

"You really are cool, Eraser Head." I know, right? Careful though, Shigaraki. Your fanboy is showing.

Oh, hey, Kido! You know, I'd love to see like a mini series of just sidekicks. Like the Midnight Boys, the Flaming Sidekicks...

MANUAL!!! 💙💙💙

This shot of Shigaraki smiling and going "Oh, no" is my favorite Shigaraki shot now.

*The Doctor talking again* OMG, lock this guy up already!

MIC! 💛💛💛

"I'm awake now." You were sleep-causing havoc this whole time then?

That is a joke. Some people can't seem to catch humor. Someone was bound to go "He meant it metaphorically..." I am aware and you should shut it.

Okay, wait. So can Manual control water (like he carries around small water capsules or something) or can he conjure up his own and control water?

Not the Nomus!!!

THEIR FACES, THEIR FACES!!!

Hm, do I have something to say for this episode? Um... no, not much once more.

I am scared for what's coming though...

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[bbq-hawks-wings]

HAWKS HAWKS HAWKS HAWKS: Chapter 353-354

Hey, folks, we're finally at the end ready to review the latest couple of chapters after only... *counts* SIX full-sized posts in so many days.

By the way, kids, go look up what "scope creep" is some time. The knowledge might save your sanity some day, assuming you properly plan for it unlike me.

Now back to our regularly scheduled programming.

Shouto's victory over Dabi is an inspirational force among the heroes when the news rings out. All of the other heroes are facing enormous, existential fear on an individual level despite being more than willing to fight and that's understandable - they're only human. Nevertheless, a young, teenage hero who had barely received his provisional license faced his own brother - one of AFO's top fighters, nonetheless - and all but single-handedly took him down. It's a major morale boost which also understandably serves to rattle the opposition.

Btw, knowing that Spinner accepted AFO's offer to make him stronger before the strike, I really want to know how his story's going to play out. He isn't near Shigaraki, AFO, Dabi, or Toga, so this could be interesting to see him spotlighted alone once again.

I'm also excited to finally get some quality screen time with Tentacole whom I believe to be criminally neglected in the series as a whole. Rooting for you, Cephalopod Son!

The news of Dabi's fall reaches Endeavor and the other heroes facing AFO.

And now I'm so glad to have gotten these chapters all at once. Hawks knew going into it that AFO would taunt Endeavor specifically where he was sensitive exactly like he did, but I don't think he anticipated AFO being able to find any fodder that would actually get under HIS skin, and that will likely really come into play later, even if we don't see the results of the battle for a few more chapters, and that's where I predict anything new or unsure about Hawks and his feelings are going to come out.

Now, I love this interaction and series of events. We all know it was Hawks that rose me from my dormant state on this blog. Up to this point there's only so much we had to talk about, especially since what was being speculated in the discussions of leaks that I saw were really far off from what the official translation wound up to be.

The panel about him calling himself "crippled" when AFO tries to make him feel weak and Hawks just deflects it, AFO not getting anything out of him by calling him "Nagant's replacement", and the comment Hawks made about him making "a clean break" from his family history were very sensationalized and taken out of context when I saw them. So far, everything seems to be well within character for Hawks, and literally none of that stuff bothers him. He knows AFO is just the villain trying to get his way, and Hawks has already put on his armor for whatever he anticipated AFO to throw at him.

The only thing that AFO did that actually got to Hawks was wound Endeavor. Hawks' weakness far more than his need for prosthetic wings are those he cares about and his mission. And now, Endeavor has been impaled like the shish kabob.

Damn it, Endeavor. It's okay, though, this is actually the spot I wanted to catch up to, because this is where i think we get the best Hawks characterization crumbs of the chapter.

Up to this point, the main motivation for Hawks as a whole has been the same since he woke up in the hospital- "Finish the job I started as soon as possible because we're running out of time!" It's been weeks. Things have only gotten worse. The goal has never changed - only the logistics and limitations it took to reach that goal. He needs to end it yesterday. Hawks has long accepted that his death may be a necessary price in that equation, and he's at peace with that if it really will bring about the change he wants to see. Sacrificing himself so Endeavor can live and defeat AFO is more than reasonable to him.

These two, though. They weren't in the plan. They weren't in the calculations, ever, because unlike him these were never acceptable potential loses to Hawks. In the moment, he doesn't consider their abilities or the fact that they just saved his life. He can't risk losing them, so they were never a consideration in this fight before.

On the subject of mind games, I think it's safe to say that AFO is going to try to leverage Hawks' protectiveness of the kids to get him to slip up later on, but Tsukoyomi is the one who'll help him psychologically stay on task, while Earphone Jack plays more traditional power support. Tsukoyomi has experience keeping up with Hawks in real time, plus he has a good idea of how his teacher thinks. He also has known and worked closely with Earphone Jack as her classmate for more than two years now, and as she doesn't have to be the one maneuvering she can just focus on communicating with Tsukoyomi to set her up for success.

It's a clutch impromptu support team and one that only gets better if Endeavor is able to rejoin them. There's likely going to be bumps and hiccups, I predict predominantly on Hawks' end and difficulties keeping Jirou airborne, just because of the desperateness of the situation; but the actual important things here is we're going to hopefully get some real quality Bird Bros material in a moment and get to see the goths kids kill it out there. I'm here for it!!!

#bnha 353 #bnha 354 #she speaks #bnha chapter review #let's talk hawks

[dekusleftsock]

https://www.tumblr.com/dekusleftsock/695061689400426496/izuku-the-human-hero?source=share Damn, that was a monster sized meta. Well done, I loved reading it! Sorry if I seem like I'm messaging a lot. There aren't a lot of people who analyze Deku, and I've been desperate to geek out about him for a while XD. Just tell me if you want to not message as much. Your analysis on Izuku's anger reminded me of the parallels between Shigaraki and Deku. They both share serious anger issues.

I know media often undervalues the seriousness of murderous rage, but I feel it has narrative importance. Tenko's willingness to kill his father indicated some serious rage issues, even early on. In the same way, Izuku's attack on Shigaraki after Bakugou gets hurt indicates some serious rage issues. You get the sense that somebody was going to wind up dead or severely maimed if Deku got his way. I felt that was a pretty important parallel since Izuku does have empathy for Shigaraki, and Tomura harbors confused feelings about his dad. How similar do you think Shigaraki and Deku's tempers are? I got the sense that they aren't nearly as different as they'd like to think. Deku often seems ashamed of himself when he has selfish/ugly thoughts, repressing them quickly. To me, this indicated that Deku's knee jerk reactions to events aren't as sweet as he'd like them to be. This feeling only grew stronger when Deku remarked that he empathizes with the villains, and their reasons. I'm not trying to make Deku seem more edgy btw, I just noticed that someone as pure hearted as Deku is the last person you'd expect to understand the villains so much. While he went through bad things, he seems to act nobly to a fault. This, combined with his rare moment of shame, made me think that he represses resentment and anger a lot.

NO PLEASE KEEP THEM COMING I LOVE GEEKING OUT ABOUT HIM!!!! I’m glad you brought up shigaraki, there’s a lot of things I didn’t cover in that meta that I really wanted to but it was already super long and information packed so I had to just put it out lol.

I think shigarakis rage and his urge to destroy is actually apart of his quirk! Toga established that quirks affect personality and decision making, and I noticed in the most recent chapter shigaraki says this

I knew his itch was going to be important and no one has said yet that it’s due to his lack of actual destruction. He NEEDS to destroy things or he’s left with this both mental and physical itch that he can’t stop.

To be honest? I think this mental/physical itch is a physical representation of him having to hide and bury himself when around his father. He killed his father with no hesitation because of what he had done and how he abused him. Does that make it right? No, is he also barely 8 years old? Yes. I also fear that if the dad for one theory becomes canon, then that may mean another parallel between shigaraki and deku. Where deku kills his father with no hesitation because of what he did to his “brother” and also what he did to Katsuki. Boy’s got major anger issues that no one has called out because the hero world sees it as “potential” or “recklessness” and only wants to fix the surface level problem as if it doesn’t deeply affect the ins and outs of his mental and physical health. It will ultimately be his downfall and that’s why shigafo is taking advantage of that.

Because it’s not JUST his love of Katsuki that’s making him have these massive rage fits that almost destroy cities people. It’s simply unsafe to have someone working in the field with no true way of dealing with their emotional outbursts. And I’m saying this from the perspective of someone who has manic episodes and wants to work around kids! Sometimes it’s just unsafe for me to do so BECAUSE of the rage fits I get and the blatant carelessness. He has to find a way to deal with it by confronting the issue directly. It’s not just love, it’s trauma.

So, yeah, I think they’re both extremely similar. They are an amazing foil in every single way. ALSO, when you said that Izuku was embarrassed by these emotions and outbursts it reminded me a lot of uraraka!

Uraraka and deku are parallels a lot of ways, but I feel like their main parallel comes down to the villains they choose to save. They are both saving villains who have the same problems they do that they’re ASHAMED of having. Uraraka character development wise has progressed farther than deku due to who she’s saving (someone who has always been seen as an outcast over someone who could’ve and wanted to be a hero) but I still think it’s very similar. I also believe that deku is gonna start having the same realizations that she did when she was talking to him in 342. He was literally used as a plot device to bounce ideas off of which is why the entire chapter just seems like a slap in the face to izu//ochas.

Also don’t be afraid to be a lil edgy lol. They’re teenagers, they’re a bit dramatic and edgy overall eidbidndudj

ALSO ALSO AHHHHHH THANK YOU FOR THE COMPLIMENTS SVSINDODHUS ITS LITERALLY MY BABY IVE PUT SO MUCH TIME AND CARE INTO THAT DAMN META LMAO

#midoriya izuku #mha deku #bkdk #bkdk brainrot #shigaraki tenko #bakudeku #togachako

[violetlunette]

I finally found someone who actually gives the leauge of villains actual criticism and how upset these stans got at you just for wanting the lov to he held accountable for there crimes and I myself agrued with lov stans they actually hated on shirakumo for existing and got mad at him for "betraying shigaraki " and because I called the league of villans bonds toxic and because i said that dabi doesn't care about leauge he doesn't he said so himself certain stans are inable to separate headcanon from actual canon

Notes: *Anti-League of Villains

Yeah, people seem to get upset when others state that villains should be accountable for villainous acts. There are even some who even justify their actions, which really annoys me. (Among other things.)

But there's no point repeating myself. I'll be doing that enough in the future. I'm glad that others don't like the Lov and call them out for shit.

#anti league of villains #anti lov #bnha #mha

[haleigh-sloth]

Tbh even as Endeavor enjoyer I don't really understand rn what is hori cooking. Like yeah I liked that part about endeavor not being able to he like Allmight or Deku more in terms of what they represent and not their status. But what was that "ayo my life mission is to defeat af" part?? I can only assume what he means but really hope next chapter clears some things. Like his character never was about defeating afo but now he just decided that it is and it's really ??? moment. Like- I assume that he ment it in terms of defeating afo not as someone who allmight was and not to mimic him in some way like enji did after high end fight by copying allmight's victory pose but with other hand? But I made it up based on what was going on with endeavor through the whole manga and still it doesn't match with his main arc of not being an ass to his family and letting them live happy lives

Usually my go-to would be to tell myself "wait for the official translation", but honestly I don't think it's gonna change much of anything for this chapter.

It's just weird. Idk how else to describe it. There isn't really anything wrong with any of it right up until the very last moment when the last sentence of the chapter seems to kinda backpedal everything that was said......literally seconds before. That's what confuses me.

Endeavor even said that his weaknesses were ones he brought upon himself. He didn't equate his weaknesses to lack of strength, he related them to his ugly heart. He said his heart was always wrong, because of his own obsession. All of that is really spot on. All of that needed to be said, and I'm glad it finally happened.

But then it goes into him telling himself "continue fighting the enemy" and "ending this battle is my mission". Which completely opposes everything that was realized and said moments before. So I'm just left with....what? What was all of that if that is the point you landed on?

And again I'm in agreement that the Endeavor vs. AFO match is just, meaningless. There was potential, and we saw some of it when AFO was bringing up Touya and calling him a failure, but (so far) we have little to no follow up on that. So therefore all the actual interesting aspects of this fight are not present at this time. That could change, we'll see. And then AFO and this damn mask. God, I'm over it. Over. It. Either power him up and make him an actual worthwhile villain here, or move to a different battle. For fucks sake.

There might be some stuff missing, maybe. We'll see. But it just looks like a mess of a chapter if I'm being honest. Or actually only a mess right at the very end. Everything before that very last sequence was good. There is some little stuff about AFO that was good because now it looks like it might move to some Shigaraki content kinda soon, but that last page with Endeavor crushing AFO's mask for a second time 🙄 just, why.

#bnha #bnha asks #anonymous #bnha spoilers #bnha 356

[gh0stchoir]

"Do you always praise him like this?", Hawks asked, once he was alone with Dabi. Y/N had excused himself, claiming he wanted to shower. Neither man was fooled, the younger just wanted to get away from his brother. Dabi chuckles, lighting a cigarette. "When he does a good job, of course I do" his eyes turned sharp, fixed on Hawks "Not like anyone else ever praised him. We gotta make up for that." Hawks shrunk in on himself. Dabi would have almost pitied him. Almost. If he had any sympathy for others besides Shigaraki and Y/N. And if that bastard didn't act like his own siblings had. Really, his heart may be cold, but even he felt an ache when Y/N beamed after the slightest of praise. How utterly dependent he seemed to be on it. And while the child-like glee when he murdered someone was entertaining, it was also fucked up. Well, at least it proofed where Y/N belonged.

"And what if he doesn't do good?", Hawks wanted to know. He hoped no one had laid hands on Y/N for doing 'not good' on a mission. Dabi chuckled, taking a drag from his cigarette. "Never happened. Never will. He's a perfect villain, shares our goal." Dabi smirked, he knew what his next sentence would cause in the Wing hero, and he wanted to see it. Wanted to see him go pale, wanted to see the horror in his eyes. "He wants to destroy the Hero Society who took away his beloved older brother. Who made his brother, the one he adored and loved so much, abandon him without a second thought."

"He looked up to you, you know. A lot, actually." Dabi said after a bit of silence. "Wanted to be just like you. To be as fast, as smart, as strong. He threw that all away once you chose your career over your own fucking blood." He flicked ashes from his cigarette, glaring at Hawks. He would never forgive the man for doing what he did to y/n. He knew the pain, and couldn't ever forgive it. "I know. I-I fucked up, I know." Keigo started, hand nervously running through his disheveled hair. "At the time I didn't realize what would happen- that it would end up like this. I didn't mean for it to happen-" "Whether you meant it or not, you still abandoned him. You were all he had left. He had no one. Until we took him in, let him express himself and love him because no one else would." Dabi interrupted. "You'll never be considered a brother to him anymore. He lucky if he even sees you as human. You had your chance to prove your worth in his life and ruined it. And now you'll see him become better than you. Destroy everything you love, just like you did to him. I can't wait to watch the show~"

--

"Is that so? Well I'm very proud of you." Shigaraki praised y/n, after he explained all that had happened. He smiled happy and bounced in his seat at the praise. "The mission actually turned out to be fun!~ He should give us more missions like that more often! Instead of boring break in this building, and take this and blah blah blah.." Y/n rambled on, Shigaraki listening to every word with a smile. He was glad he hadn't done something stupid on the mission, and made it back in one piece and happy as ever. "Also very proud that you didn't let those bottled up emotions you feel towards him take over you. You handled yourself very well out there." Tomura praised again, hugging y/n close.

#ace—♡

[wanderingpen]

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#5

Do y'all think Dabi gets heatstroke easily?

Like, yeah, he burns himself when he uses his quirk and everything, but it never seems to slow him down or bother him too much post-dead nerves.

I'm imagining a scenario post-battle where the League is checking on each other, except for Dabi who won't let them near him because 'I'm Dabi and I'm a lone wolf etc etc", but after they start walking away from the scene, he's dragging behind the group a little.

Mister notices first, of course, because he seems to have taken up the role of group mother, but it only becomes a concern when Dabi trips and takes a moment to get up. At that point, everyone's around him and freaking out because Dabi you idiot why didn't you tell us you got hurt and he's trying to explain that this is normal and none of it means anything, and the rest of the League are not having it.

I feel like Tomura would know the most first-aid because he grew up with Kurogiri and also was trained for villainy since he was five, so he recognizes the symptoms first and insists that he takes off his black coat and that they figure out how to cool him down.

Dabi, who's been going through this since he was a kid is super confused and isn't sure what everyone is worried about because it's fine, he's fine, they don't need to be freaking out like this.

75 notes - Posted September 7, 2022

#4

Season 3 details from that short little clip

Okay, so we got a small season 3 clip from Disney on one of their commercials, and I, of course, overanalyzed it. We only got 2 short scenes, but it was enough for me to go insane.

It looks like the episode is going to start a little bit before the end of the last one, with the squad outside of the broken portal house/door. The clothing and the injuries are the same, so I'm fairly certain it's the same scene and not them revisiting the house. Maybe we'll get a more detailed version of the scene right after with Gus crying and everyone else shell-shocked, or more details about going to Camila's.

Then we get this scene and I have a little more to go off of.

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119 notes - Posted September 25, 2022

#3

Okay, first of all, I love what the crew did with their extremely limited time. I love that they gave us so much and more with what little time they were allowed but imagining what could have been had they had the time they wanted hurts me.

I'm imagining a full-blown haircutting scene, where we get to see Hunter have a breakdown and Willow ask what's wrong, gently letting him set his own pace when he doesn't want to tell her.

I'm imagining Gus running all over town, torn between his excitement in seeing all the human treasures and wanting to go home.

Vee and Hunter maybe getting some interactions along the line of "hey dude you were a part of the regime that made and tortured me"

Amity and Luz getting to go on a small human date, both of them excited and guilty about enjoying themselves when Amity's world is in trouble, but still having fun.

Everyone looking at the statues of Philip and Caleb and noticing just how much Hunter looks like the latter, and Hunter being able to really find himself without the pressures of being the Golden Guard.

Camila interacting with the other kids more, telling Amity how much she's glad to be her potential mother-in-law, comforting Gus because he's so, so, young and her parental instincts are just clawing at her, realizing that there is something off about Hunter, but unable to put her finger on it, braiding Willow's hair and helping her through missing her dads. Also, I would have loved to see her interact with the palismen, because I just think it would have been cute.

Again, the crew did so well and gave us so much with their limited time, but imagining the episode stretched into a half-season? I'm devastated.

298 notes - Posted October 20, 2022

#2

The most devastating, heart-wrenching scenes in campaign three happen, I'm sobbing, everyone's a mess, Laudna's dead and then-

"Hey critters! Laura Baily here to show you what's new-"

639 notes - Posted September 15, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

The way that Cybertronians move is very important to me.

Doorwings and antennae and little bits of kibble moving around to express their emotions make me so happy. Humans don't really have anything like that, so it's almost animalistic, but in the best way. It's almost like they don't realize they're doing it sometimes.

Of course, some shows don't do it very much, but when they do!!! It makes me very happy.

Look at his doorwings!! They're going down! They're expressing his emotions!

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1,242 notes - Posted November 27, 2022

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[thelazyhermits]

i'm rereading tabf, and the way the league acts around fortune when she gets kidnapped seriously hurts my heart. like dabi and mumei are assholes and shigaraki is... himself. mumei makes me feel this awful feeling in my chest and i hate it and i want him gone. but i do want to say the way kurogiri acts is a very welcome reprieve and i appreciate how much of a gentleman he is.

I’m not gonna lie I was super nervous about writing that chapter cause I wasn’t confident about writing the villains at all except for Mumei of course since he’s my OC. That’s also why I didn’t write a lot with the LoV since I didn’t wanna push my luck lol

I’m glad that I got that feeling you described across with the way I portrayed all the villains since that’s exactly what I was going for. In regards to Kurogiri, I wanted a nice balance between him acting his part as a villain and his polite demeanor since he’s obviously not as violent/confrontational as the other villains. 

I ended up making him the one looking after Fortune cause someone needed to do that, and he seemed like the best fit. Plus, I figured AFO would trust him the most to get the job done correctly. He knew someone like Kurogiri would be less intimidating for Fortune as compared to the other villains, and that more gentlemanly behavior would seem more realistic coming from Kurogiri. So, AFO put Kurogiri at the center of his plans to manipulate/win over Fortune.

#tabf asks #I did my best to make kurogiri realistic #but without making him seem too nice #since he is as much of a villain as the others #he's just more mild mannered lol #I'm glad shigaraki seemed like himself #since he was one of the villains I was the most worried about writing #strangely enough the one I had the easiest time writing as AFO lol

[angstsoftie]

Dabi would be the type of boyfriend: (6) (slightly NSFW?)

That if he had a Snapchat, his username would be just numbers and you'd be most likely his only contact.

I don't see him taking selfies on a daily basis BUT for you he'd do it.

You had to convince him but at the end, it worked out! The best excuse was "how do I know you're okay while you're gone?"

"huh, wait till I'm back?"

At first he didn't undertood how to take photos and the first photos you got were mostly blurry photos of his confused/frowned face with a text in it.

"I'm okay", "we finished the mission", "Toga says hi".

After a couple weeks he started taking better photos and oh man you were glad; specially when he was getting back home and he'd send you videos of his feet walking while he talks in the background saying how his night went.

But you're not safe, he'd ask you constantly to send him photos of what you're doing because he just wants to know.

He misses you every time he's out and even get anxious that you might be in trouble if anyone goes after you while being alone, but he won't said that to you, he'd just say any excuse to convince you even if he knows well that you're going to tease him a bit before agreeing.

"why do I have to send you photos? What about till you get home?"

"what If, I want to jerk off and you're not around?"

"TOUYA!"

Surprisingly it worked.

He loves so much seeing that he got a message from you and once he opens it, there you are, a cute photo of you and he can't help himself but take a capture.

And you knew he took a capture but didn't said anything to him, but thanks Snapchat for letting you know!

He has you on the wallpaper, a photo of you going to bed early one night that he took longer to get back; your puffy eyes, your pouty lips almost covered by the blankets and your sleepy eyes about to shut down.

Block screen wallpaper is a photo of you doing a silly face that you regret sending him but he seems to love when you do goofy faces.

Wallpaper in the chatroom, a photo of you throwing a little kiss close up to the camera, your lips almost occupied the whole frame.

Everywhere he could put a photo, he'll put one.

Shigaraki gets annoyed sometimes when Dabi spends so much time trying to take a selfie for you.

Toga even offered a hand with that!

But no, Dabi won't let anyone help, those Snapchat things are just between you and him.

Not gonna lie, I see him teasing you a lot through photos when you less expected.

Shirtless, sticking his tongue out with a caption pretty suggestive.

Or when you send a specially smoking photo (or just wearing his clothes and nothing under), boom, bulge photo and one possessive Dabi back home.

He probably has a folder with his favorite selfies of you.

In his "my eyes only", he doesn't save photos of himself, he saves photos that he takes with you. Or just photos of you that he took while you weren't looking.

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[thehandsresisthim]

Sweet Boy

Shigaraki Tomura I Shimura Tenko x Reader

Your boyfriend, the hero Shimura, has managed to break both his hands whilst saving people from a collapsing building. You visit him in the facility he's being treated in and you both notice how pent up he is, so you help him out.

Contains: hand job, au (shigs is a hero), dom reader, sub tenko, established relationship, this is one of the fluffiest fics I've written in a long time I think, mommy kink, kinda slice of life??

A/N: I know this trope has been used a lot already, but it just is such a sweet idea that I couldn't resist trying it myself!!

You quickly leave the train and try to focus on your breathing. Just a few minutes ago, you had received a notification: your boyfriend, the upcoming rescue hero Shimura Tenko, had gotten himself injured earlier in the day. You still had no idea just what had happened to the blue-haired male; you just hoped that it wasn't anything serious.

Now, where was the hospital again? You were, in accordance with the given situation, quite stressed. You knew the price of dating a hero - you had accepted the constant threat of loss and hurt looming over Tenkos and by extend, also your, head(s). Someone as reckless and strong-willed as your Tenko would surely get himself injured during his career - in fact, it had happened before, but it still worried you each time. In the beginning of your relationship, when he was not yet a hero, you had briefly tried to talk him out of such a dangerous profession, but had quickly realized that that was if no use - after all, like so many other children, it had been Tenkos wish to be a hero since he had been a very young boy. And he had worked so, so hard to reach this goal, and so you had decided to let him be - and you also knew how clever he was, nothing could get your boyfriend down! But still, situations like these would get your nerves racing each time.

After a short walk, you had reached the entrance of the impressively big hospital, and had walked over to the older male standing at the reception.

"Good afternoon!" the worker greeted you in a booming yet calm voice. "Hello," you replied, "excuse me, but could you please help me? I'm looking for my boyfriend, he got injured earlier in the day, his name is Shimura Tenko-"

The man nodded, quickly typed something on his PC, seemed to have found what he was looking for, and asked you for your name - and your ID.

You provided both - as a hero, Tenko was given extra protection, especially in case of injury - and only a certain number of people besides the doctors and nurses would be allowed to see him in such a scenario. You, next to his sister, were at the top of the list - but you still needed to prove that you were, well, you, to avoid anyone unauthorized from getting to him in a state of vulnerability.

After he had verified that you were in fact who you said you were, he explained Tenkos situation to you by looking at the monitor and, presumably, reading what had happened to your boyfriend. "So, first of all, I can assure you: he is not in any life-threatening state." You took a long breath in relief - you didn't want to think about what it would've been like if this wasn't the case. After giving you the small break to process the information, the male continued: "Earlier today, during a rescue operation, he broke multiple bones in his hands. But otherwise, he's completely fine, expect for a few bruises. Given his hero status, someone with a fitting quirk will get to healing him soon; for now, his hands are secured in a way that will not cause additional hurt or discomfort, but due to obvious reasons, he is still unable to use them at the current time."

Multiple broken bones? Poor Tenko, you had never broken any, but you could imagine that it wasn't very comfortable. But still, a part of you couldn't help but be glad that it wasn't anything worse... You hoped the receptionist was right in his assumption regarding Tenko being healed in a timely manner.

The man continued speaking, now giving you the information to find Tenkos room. You thanked him, told him goodbye, he returned the gesture and you were off.

Soon you were riding up a big elevator to get to the floor you were informed he was on. Stepping out of it, you looked down the very long corridor as the typical smell of the hospital entered your nostrils. You really didn't like hospitals - but honestly, who did?

Shortly after, you discovered Tenkos room. The young hero had it all to himself, it was sparsely decorated with a TV, a closet (which reminded you that you would need to bring him a change of clothes, amongst a few other things), a small set of table and two chairs, the bed he was currently laying in and a bedside table. The walls were almost blinding you with how white they were, and dark blue curtains decorated the windows, which gave view onto the very tops of the buildings in the city and the bright noon sun.

You immediately, but still as quietly as possible, walked over to him and discovered that he was most likely asleep. His beautiful blue hair was covering his face, and he was breathing very softly.

He looked peaceful, and you were very relieved to see that he was mostly fine. After a short pondering, you decided to grab a chair from the table set and put it next to his bed, afterwards sitting down on it.

Tenko started to stir. 'Oh no', you thought, fearing that you had awoken him accidentally. Shortly after, he started to blink and slowly opened his eyes.

"Hi", he greeted you and smiled. You smiled back and replied "Hi."

"I missed you." he told you, voice still strained, obviously struggling with his words.

"I missed you too. Don't worry, I won't go about interrogating you about your injury, I already-"

"know what happened?" he asked.

You nodded.

He grinned and asked "so, now that you know about me, how was your day?"

You couldn't help but laugh a little. "It was alright until I found out about you being hurt... Then it dived into terrible quicker than I can think."

He didn't seem to know how to respond to that. "I-I'll try to, - make sure it doesn't happen again," he began, with the small amount of awkwardness you had gotten used to seeing in your boyfriend, "I-I'm sorry. Would it be rude of me to ask for a hug? I know that I wouldn't be able properly recipate it, given, you know..."

If his hands weren't injured, you would have assumed he'd be off making small gestures with them.

Before he could finish his cute request, you had already engulfed him in the best hug you could manage given the situation.

He rested his head on your shoulder, burying his face in your neck. "Love you." he whispered, but you could make out each word very clearly.

After releasing himself from the hug, he asked "Can you come into the bed with me? It should be big enough for us both. Please."

You obliged his request, pulling off your shoes and jacket (you quickly put it down onto one of the chairs) and snuggling down besides your boyfriend.

Tenko immediately put his head on your shoulder. Blue, thick strands of hair rubbed against your neck, tickling you slightly as he moved his head, presumably trying to find the most comfortable position.

You put one of your arms around him. He was warm as always, radiating comfort and calmness with his presence alone.

"Know what?" you said.

"Huh?"

"Words couldn't describe how much I love you."

"I know. I feel the same way as you do." he grinned, words slightly muffled by his hair, your shirt and your shoulder.

You slowly reached up and began to play with his hair, wrapping it around your fingers and then letting go.

Softly speaking, the both of you continued to spend the next half hour cuddled up in bed.

+++

'-clothes: eraserhead shirt, pikachu shirt and loz shirt, don't care about the rest' read part of the note on things Tenko had asked you to get him from his apartment.

You smiled at the memory of Tenko shyly asking you for things to bring him to the hospital. Right now, you were standing in front of his gigantic closet, the setting sun shining down on you through his curtain-clad window.

Quickly gathering the shirts, you went on to grab a few comfy sweatpants, a few shirts and so on, throwing everything into the big bag he usually used when you two went traveling together.

Damn, you really had to go on another trip once he was all healed up. Although you loved sharing your daily life with him, and he loved doing so with yours - a week spend together in a small cabin on the countryside and things such as were irresistible to you. Perhaps you should surprise him with a trip? No, what if he had big work related appointments and so on coming up! You decided to ask him, still, but only once he was healed fully.

After grabbing everything you'd need, you left his apartment, locked the door and went back to the hospital.

+++

You sat down on his bed, and Tenko shifted a little, but still didn't wake. He did, however, open his mouth and make a very peculiar noise: something between a whimper and a moan. You didn't really know how to react. Was he in pain? Hopefully not.

Then, he said something which informed you as to what he was feeling: "m-mommy!".

You couldn't help but grin. Was Tenko really having wet dreams - in a hospital of all places? Softly, he started to move his arms and hands, which were both hidden beneath the blanket.

You decided it was best to wake him up - from experience, you knew how loud he could get, even in his sleep. The young males libido seemed to be almost as great as his belief in being just. A soft tug on his shoulder did the trick, and his eyelids, hidden behind dark and long eyelashes, fluttered open. Dark red eyes stared up at you, and then moved around, exploring the room.

"Hi." you greeted him, not really sure what to say.

He nodded and answered back with the same word, adding "I missed you."

"I missed you too, Tenko."

He smiled and blinked a few times, most likely fighting of the reminents of sleep and getting used to the bright light in the room.

"Could you please close the curtains?" he asked. 

"Of course, sweetie." you replied and stood up to follow his request.

"Mommy?" he called for you once you had did as he asked. You grinned and turned away from the window you had been facing, looking directly into at his face, fascinated at how red he had gotten.

"For long have I- you know-" he looked away sheepishly, seemingly being very interested in the wall across his bed all of a sudden.

"Just a few minutes. I decided to wake you once you got louder. I presume you didn't want to alarm any nurses walking the halls by calling out to a mother." you responded.

"Oh, uhm, okay-thanks." he mumbled. You had been together for quite a while now, but he still seemed ashamed and nervous when it came to acts of the sexual kind.

"Are you still hard?" you asked him promptly.

He looked utterly shocked. "Ehm- yeah. Should I get rid of it myself or-"

"Babyboy, do you really think you can? Mommy knows you best, and I think you need help." you said and walked over to him, quickly sitting down next to him. Softly, you pulled down the sheets and immediately saw how turned on he was.

"Damn, Tenten. That must be aching" you commented and gently started to stroke him through the fabric. Sensitive as he was, he immediately trembled and moaned out a "F-fuck!".

"Ssh", you hushed him, "you must be quiet if you want Mommy to continue, I'll stop if you get to loud. Remember what I said earlier about alarming nurses?"

Your boyfriend throws his head back in frustration. He knows how hard this'll be (hahaha, unintentional pun, he thinks) and also knows how delightful it'll be. He deeply loves you and the delicious torment you so kindly gift him.

With a pronounced grip, you work on removing his underwear, aiming to expose the entirety of his most private parts.

He whimpers and immediately raises his hips to make it easier for you. "What a good boy!", you coo, making sure your voice stays reasonably quiet, "you really are desperate for it, aren't you?"

"Y-yeah... M' all yours, only yours" he replies, starting out a little bit louder but quieting down once he sees your reprimanding facial expression.

'Oh, this is going to be difficult on him' you can't help but think, 'makes it all the more fun for me, though.'

You softly put your hands around his hips and start tugging down the stubborn piece of fabric, making sure to draw a few teasing lines with your fingers on his muscular stomach. Tenko sighs, and you see him twitch in his boxers, a visual which also does nothing but heighten your own arousal.

Swiftly, it is done, and the cloth which once constricted your vision now clings to his knees instead of his hips.

Immediately, you raise your hands to your mouth and decisively spit into your open palm in order to use the fluid as make shift lube. Tenko stares at you and seems enthralled by your actions, as if he is unable to conceive that you are actually about to touch him in such a manner. He always seems to act like this when the both of you are about to partake in sexual activities.

You decide to waste no time and start to stroke his cock, rubbing teasing lines and tracing circles around him.

Tenkos reactions to your gentle touches are nothing short of seductive and it doesn't take long for him to become noisy. A few soft "wahh"s and little "hngg"s are usually only the beginning, and a good handjob (or more) is guaranteed to make him insanely loud. But today, the afformentioned "starting noises" are almost all the ones he is allowed to vocalize, for anything louder might easily draw in the suspision of a few well-meaning nurses.

You smile and go harder, and it's then when Tenko starts to quietly complain "Mommy, you-I ngh, wanna- be loud but, this is mean".

You chuckle quietly and reply "don't worry, hun, you'll get through it. Mommy believes in you."

He shakes his head and seems almost electrified when you move your hand just the way he likes, strokes hitting all the sensitive spots - his cock seems overly excited and he feels his pre mix with the spit you use as lube.

But you don't relent - your movements speed up and it gets harder and harder for your boyfriend to stay quiet. He now desperately muffles his moans and prays he will be able to conceal himself once you get him to orgasm, because then, he knows he will become even louder.

Eventually, you've gotten him to a point where he knows he'll cum soon - and you also notice, both in the way he twitched and by how loud he keeps on getting.

At a certain point, he gets caught of guard, and promptly, loudly, and needy says "Mommy!" in a desperate attempt at getting you to go just a little bit faster.

Immediately, you withdraw your hand, but this seems to make him even louder: his body starts to twitch, he stares at you intensely, surprise and disbelief evident in his expression and whines.

You waste no time and slap your hand across his mouth in hopes of quieting him, accompanied with a quick command of "shut up!"

He nods, eyes watering a little. He hates it when mommy gets mean, but he also knows how important it is that he stays quiet. Once you remove your hand, he states, voice laced with shame "sorry, mommy, I'm sorry- but your touch is, amazing, so it was difficult for me to c-control myself with your touch n' all, I'll be better next time and-".

Whilst he rambles, you wipe your dominant hand on his pre-cum dirtied boxers, and, once you deem it sufficiently clean, softly pet his blue locks with it.

"It's all good, little boy", you assure him, "just try to stay quiet now." He leans into your touch and nods, presumably wanting to prove to you his ability to stay quiet.

You take to stroking him again, and after a few, soft strokes, just how he likes them but with him showing a heavier control over his vocal range, he is nearing orgasm once more. This time, he lets you know of it by whimpering "C-close!" in an appropriate volume.

You smile at him and continue, putting pressure just where he likes it.

Tenko has to put in serious effort to make sure that he keeps quiet, but the fear of you stopping if he gets to loud ensures his compliance.

"Mommy, gonna- I- nggh!" Tenko whimpers and cums into your soft hands.

"Good boy" you comment, "let me quickly get some tissues to clean up your cummies."

"Y-yeah", he replies, post orgasm haze keeping him compliant and unable to think complex thoughts for long.

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