ace separated from the crew again
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Y'know, now that I think about it, I should really stop buying new books every single time I enter a bookshop. There are so many books that I have that I haven't read just because I forget or because I already started reading another one.
I also have to stop because books aren't cheap enough to be wasting money on them when I already have others that are as new, and that might be really good too.
I swear, I have at least 10 books waiting to be read.
Anyway, I'm getting sleepy, and when I get sleepy I get stupid and dumb and slow, and nothing I say makes sense, so I better get to bed.
Good night
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why the fuck would you ask for "whimpering audios" to someone in the tiktok comments?? HELLO??!!
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Still not feeling good about myself but having my makeup turn out helps.
Late night pics cause my little monster won't go to sleep but didn't want me to play blocks with them
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Man, why do I always feel so... Unwell? Mentally I mean.
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I don't understand. i am aware of how neurotic i am, of my limitations and flaws when it comes to human interaction, of how i try to make reality look greater than it is by showing little to my immediate surroundings as i cannot lose face more, of how i am still trapped in that merry-go-round shithole. But hopefully it's nothing compared to how benevolent and kind i try to be despite the many moments of frustration and utter lethargy i experience through the funny little song that i care to call my life. I try to be the best version of me. But from the corner of my brain, from the bottom of my heart i cannot understand why men would toy with my feelings so hard. Is it a game to mock the simple-minded, is deceiving and snobbing a new format to interact with people? I've been talking to some handsome and clever men, we shared addies, musings, smiles, Dante or Virgil. Obviously we fooled around a bit. Whether it's on a date or on cam, i've been blushing quite a few times, something that doesn't happen a lot. Call me naive but i was hoping, you know. Such a stupid word once you stumble against indifference in cruel manners. To me, how i see it, dating is very difficult. Internet is currently my only window of opportunities to connect with people. That's how it is, i am not ashamed to say it. It is my reality. They disappear at some point and i'm left numb, one then reappears with a simple 'i miss you' making me feel uplifted, i dare to ask what's going on but he's gone already, stranded me there clueless with this unresolved, unpleasant outcome as to why do that, what's the point. I just don't get it.
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am i ever gonna see choso in jjk!manga again or is gege the bodysnatcher going to gatekeep him from me too
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Also, we're all rightfully giving Percy shit
But also he's extremely valid
And gets points for trying to be a voice of logic and reason
Because. Yes. Fuck Delilah Briarwood
He was just... a bitch about it
But also fair
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Also increasingly aware that a LOT of people "manage" getting through the 40+ hour work week by sleeping less than is healthy and relying on stimulants like coffee and energy drinks to keep them going.
For people who are unwilling or unable to do this...work really does just dominate your life. Like we really should not have to rely on unhealthy practices just to have a social life or keep on top of housework or whatever.
I know I post about this a lot but I'm so TIRED all the time and it's just so depressing that this is how we're expected to spend the one life we have.
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I used to ask spam bots to stop following me, now I'm asking spam bots to STOP MESSAGING ME OR USING THE ASKS
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