#I'll stop messing with it now

[onaperduamedee]

"Moiraine Damodred..." "No, if you have ever loved me, don't do this." "I command you to close the Waygate."

#wot show spoilers #wotedit #the wheel of time #siuan sanche #moiraine damodred #wot season 2 spoilers #wot s2 spoilers #wheel of time s2 spoilers #wheel of time season 2 spoilers #wot book spoilers #new spring #I have much to say about that but hey let's focus on mindless pain #that was ooof #I'll only say this: if Moiraine can mess up like she did during an entire season the fandom can handle Siuan messing up for one episode #I could not stop thinking about that quote from New Spring and how unnatural Moiraine's movements looked in that scene #and oh boy Lan telling Moiraine that if she trusted one person it should be Siuan #to be clear Siuan only did what Moiraine would have done in her place with the information she was given #(now why did she get only that information is another subject) #Siuan only Moirained Moiraine #but yeah bordel I'm still processing #I'm still very confused about certain details that make me wonder if there isn't more to this scene we're not getting yet #but I might just be fooling myself #denial is a river etc #Mygifs #Mine: wot

[probablybadrpgideas]

Ah.

Ok, no need to panic. As long as you don’t look in the tags, we’re golden. You can do that, right?

Hmm, yeah, I see the issue. You want to look at the tags now. Who can blame you? So how about I sweeten the deal? You take this natural 20 and maybe you “forget” to look at the tags, huh? You’re happy, I’m happy, everyone wins.

We got a deal? Glad to hear it.

Have a nice day, pal.

-Pencil

#Oh shit #right #no worries just stop reading now and it will be fine #ok #if you're really sure I can't stop you #but this is your last chance #Here we go... #Ok I don't actually have anything #I'm a fraud #please don't tell anyone #I actually play RPGs as intended and make functional characters #it's all a facade #I'll be ruined if this gets out #What have I done? #Ok no worries we can fix this #how about this #I'll give you inspiration if you reblog this with the implication there's something really messed up in the tage #Some really fucked up shit #please my brand is on the line #Thanks pal #I owe you one

[swinging-stars-from-satellites]

pray for me please

#SHITTY morning guys #I messed a bunch of things up before even leaving home and now I feel devastatingly worthless and awful #like... nothing can fix this my day is ruined kind of feelings. I'm trying to fight them but all the proof is that #they're true. I effed up and then made it worse by reacting poorly repeatedly when I should have gone forward differently #repeatedly #so.... yeah #anyway. I'll probably feel better in a little while but i should never trust my feelings with stuff like this. they're nasty little buggers #idk. I feel like I SHOULDNT feel better. I need to change so much about my attitude and behavior why should I have a good day #how can I???? #idk ANYWAY. I'm gonna stop wallowing. pray for me please?? #prayer request

[aaapplepie]

alright here are the cleaned-up versions!

#fictif #last legacy #I'm going to make myself stop messing with these now or I'll just keep redoing them forever sdfkasjhkajsf #apple.png

[imminent-danger-came]

Macaque: "No that's you! You're the one always running off! Looking for more power or more sources of immortality—you're the one who wouldn't quit while we were ahead!"

In a moment of "I'm getting really sad about Macaque and MK parallels", I just keep thinking about how all MK's wanted to do was quit while they were ahead, but he hasn't been able too. He's been pushed and pushed and pushed at every turn. His journey "is just beginning", and "forever's a long time"—there's been no choice for things to stay the same. I wonder if truly Wukong had a choice either. "You ever wish things will just stay like this, like they are right now?" "Psshhhkkk where's the fun in that?"

#*wailing* MY SWEET MONKEYS #When...when wukong wanted power so that he could ''do whatever he wants forever'' and MK wanted power in s2 for basically the same reason. #They just want to live their lives BUT DESTINY HAS PLANS. THINGS ARE ALWAYS IN MOTION. THE STORY NEVER FINISHES. #I need to finish my Wukong and MK comic it is literally about this exact thing #OUGHGHGHGHGHGHGHGHG #Getting my monkey thoughts out now before tdp s5 on thursday and I am ruined forever #lmk #lego monkie kid #lmk rant #If I think about Wukong going after a way to become strong enough to defeat LBD in s2 #(which is exactly what ruined his relationship with Macaque) #I get. SO ill #He wanted to put the Samadhi fire in himself. ONCE AGAIN Wukong was running off for more sources of power. #Somehow he's still not strong enough #''Mei was right—I need to stop dragging you into my fights'' ''Not the great sage! He has to drag everyone else into his mess!'' #Was mei the only one you were listening too Wukong #FUCK and with the 3x04 and 3x10 ''I did it before—I'll do it again!'' parallel #My lego tragedy. My lego tragedy!

[the-kipsabian]

i bought 30€ worth of yarn when i was asked to make two pairs of socks im

#i'll show you when i get home you'll understand why this was a necessary expense #i also found a really cute mug and bought the bleach so fun hair colors are coming! #i overspent on this trip but lmao who cares #at least i didnt buy the lego even tho i was so tempted in like three different stores-- #now i can get home and have coffee yayyyy #night is an absolute mess on main #i actually only spent like 10€ more than i thought and all that went to yarn LMAO #so im good. and i got so much cute shit. everyone say thank you to secondhand stops lmao

[merakiui]

https://www.tumblr.com/merakiui/718980531245760512/me-existing-my-brain-what-if-you-wrote

I have a suggestion: Mangaka artist!Floyd and hikikomori!Darling. He uses his manga as a away to let off some fantasies he has of his "Internet obsession crush"

(In my humblest opinion, i can't see Floyd all locked up in a room unless he's hiding from the police)

But it's merely a suggestion!

I could attempt to envision it (unless he truly wants to be locked up in a room for whatever reason, but it's very likely he won't stay there for long), but as unlikely as it is it's interesting to imagine hikikomori!Floyd. Although that would most likely twist his personality and character into something ooc. >_< but the idea of Floyd, who becomes so bored while hiding from the police, that he takes up art and eventually finds himself drawing manga panels of some faceless eel mer (it's definitely him) railing you (someone he's found online and has fallen in love with) is so <3 !!!!!!!

Or maybe you model for him so he can get the poses just right. Whether that's by visiting his place in person or (if it's hikikomori!darling) by sending him photos of you replicating the poses... the duality of Floyd is so fun because on one hand he can be scary crime boss hiding from the police all the time, but maybe he also has a side hobby/job of writing and illustrating r18 doujinshi. And he absolutely enjoys both lines of work because they're fun and exciting.

#twisted chit chat #cockwarming him while he's cleaning up a few pages........ #'shrimpy i love ya but ya gotta stop squirmin' otherwise i'll mess up inkin' the sketches' he tells you while you're clamping down on him #and then he— #starting now i will hush because this thought cannot consume me while i finish editing a yan rook fic orz orz orz

[downtherabbitholewithlucy]

These nu-metal androids are syncing up

They communicate on stage telepathically

#[beep bop boop] Fred messed the lyrics up in that last part #[bop boop beep beep] I know. I don't think too much of the crowd noticed. Just keep playing. #[boop beep bop] Okay. Yeah. Play it cool. Hey you wanna get tacos later? #[beep beep beep boop] hell yeah. I fuck with some tacos. #[boop beep beep boop] you also wanna fuck later? #[BEEEP BEEEEEP BEEEEEP BEEEEEEP] AFFIRMATIVE. HELL YEAH. #[this message will self destruct in 5 seconds...] #Sam Rivers #Wes Borland #Fred Durst #Limp Bizkit #nu-metal #WeSam #My WeSam senses are tingling #and so are theirs lmao #okay i'll stop with these shitty ass jokes now. i'm so sorry. #just been on a WeSam high with my latest fic I dropped so the smutty jokes just felt right haha #down the rabbit hole

[probablyaseamonster]

Shubble started out so weak in the beginning (weaker than Lauren even), and it’s been heartwarming to see her level up.

She can call lightning down on you, she can call lightning on HERSELF for dramatic effect, she can blow monsters away with a gust of wind, she can levitate and rise up into the sky, she can TELEPORT essentially?

*wipes tear* She’s growing up. My little storm witch is growing up!

#witchcraft smp #witchcraft smp shubble #wcsmp shubble #storm witch shubble #she's going to be so powerful just you wait! #love to see an air elemental winning #can't wait to see her fight Joey at some point #i wish the people who told shubble that she makes them miserable just by being around them could see her now! #wonder if she'll end up fighting Scott or Cleo too? #that could be so cool #also where did Shubble get the Stormyx? #oh probably on stream #also anytime I read the name stormyx I start thinking about Winx Club transformation songs and also the witch named Stormy I guess #stormyx stormyx! Charming and invincible the power of stormyx! there's a magical dimension #not sorry about the mess of tags #the tags are as messy as a storm #okay i'll stop

[silenthillbunni]

🐰🩹🧸🏨

#i hate being in pain like this #bc it completely takes over my life. like im incapable of thinking of anything else #im incapable of relaxing or enjoying anything. i cant do important things. cant do anything else but sit still nd be in pain #it just renders me completely useless and makes me stop functioning properly #im just a hopeless mess made of anxiety nd sadness. idk why but i just hyperfixate on it and i cant 'let go' or relax or not think abt it #idk how other ppl do it.... i wish i wasnt like this bc it's awful. it's like the only thing that exist nd ever will exist is this pain 4evr #im dramatic i know but ​it genuinely feels like my entire life is over and i'll ever know is pain nd nothing will ever get better again #im so caught up in it i cant see anything else but my pain. i cant think of the future bc do i have one?? i dont know #im just not feeling good at all. and everything feels bleak and depressing and i dont want it :(( #i cant have any fun or nice moments at all and im just tired of life #i feel so fkn stressed abt all the things i need to do nd all my responsibilities and idk how i'll do them when im in this pain #i just hope it can calm down soon i just want it to be a little bit easier just a little bit #getting thru each day now is so fkn hard i barely sleep but when i do i wish i never wake up #i hate everything and it feels like my future is fucked #which makes me wanna die!! but it also makes me sad bc there is actually sm i want to live for #i dont want it all to be ruined bc i want to try to live!!!! :( #and yess im know im being dramatic but i cant help it. im weak nd im terrible at dealing w pain nd issues #im not a strong person who can withstand everything nd finds ways to live either way. maybe it's bc my will to live isnt that strong #idk. i just hate this i want it to be over. it's taking over my life nd idk how to still function like this

[clowngremlin]

basically made dinner all by myself today (older brother only seasoned our chicken breasts and i did the rest of everything)......i cooked raw meat which is something i don't do very often and was worried about, but everything turned out great!!! i also did my laundry today, took the dog for a walk and fed him and have been on top of making sure his water dish is always full, loaded the dishwasher with dirty dishes (idk how to turn it on, i'm gonna ask my dad how to do it when he gets home so i can begin to do it by myself!), did some drawing, wrote in my journal, and pulled myself out of a depressive spiral i was having earlier in the day!!!! really beating the "spencer can't take care of himself or do anything ever" allegations......

#the wretched gremlin strikes again #sometimes i'm like i don't think i was THAT unwell #and then i realize that like i was in fact that unwell #now that i'm like actually doing better #i know this probably all sounds kind of silly #because i'm almost 27 and have only just begun to do these things #but keep in mind i was dealing with unmanaged mental illness since i was like 14 #and also my dad is kind of a control freak so he never taught me how to do anything because he thought i'd do it wrong or not on par #with what he could do #like i've known how to do laundry since i was 13 BUT i also had no motivation to do anything like that due to my mental illness #sometimes i'm like i'm not doing better because i still sometimes hear faint voices or have paranoid thoughts #but like it's only been under extreme stress or like when i was really tired from not getting enough sleep #and also like i used to be like that all day every day #and i had a lot of problems with like negative symptoms and depression #like my room was a mess and i had piles of dirty laundry and garbage and even like rotting food in my room #and i was constantly being tormented by voices and seeing scary things and my delusions and paranoia and having panic attacks #and like the voices are a lot quieter and more faint now #and i don't see anything or feel bugs crawling on me anymore #and i only hear voices and have paranoid thoughts under extreme stress or tiredness like i said #ANYWAYS I'M RAMBLING SO I'LL STOP #tldr i am doing A LOT better and i am soooo proud of myself <3

[excali8ur]

What's your shading/rendering process?

Gonna be real my shading process literally changes every single time I draw something so I have no idea lmao

#asks #anon #personal #Just slap some darker colours on a clipping layer above the colouring layers and mess with them until they stop looking awful #Use multiply or shade if I'm feeling lazy #Yeah. #I do a lot of block/cell shading without much adjustment though because I'm a really lazy artist orz #I prefer to just get things done than spend hours worrying about shading adjustments and lighting #If I do that I'll never finish anything so #Most of the time I Could do things better but I choose not to #I'll take finished and imperfect over Sitting unfinished in my drafts forever any day #This was not what the ask was about I'm just rambling now lmfao

[dawnthefluffyduck]

#messing around in ms paint #i was working on something to post on halloween but i got frustrated with it and set it aside for now #maybe i'll redo this later 'cause the actual picture grew on me #there's more i could do to this but really i just don't wanna sleep #i think they call it reclaiming time and i should stop so i'm going to do that #anyway kris and noelle #i don't really have anything cool or profound to say #just that their relationship is so bittersweet #they have a bond that was quite possibly very strong a long time ago #despite whatever happened #i think kris still cares a lot for her #but an already strained relationship crumbled once more by something completely out of your control #is extra painful when that person was like family to you #i mean she's the first to notice something is off with kris in *that* route #granted she spent more time with them alone #but to catch it before their own mother?? #i know we have pretty good guesses as to what happened but i wanna know for sure #what could possibly drive you away from someone that close to you for so long #okay its 3:19 AM i'll stop blabbing now #kris #noelle #deltarune

[morgayz]

do you have any kind of context for this sample? no <3 still posting anyway! truly though, this is from one of my ( hesitantly titled ) wips called twist of fate, about the tumultuous relationship between a folk musician named james rivers and a music journalist, oliver noble, in the 60s. it's been a while since i wrote for this wip, but uhhhh here's me dumping this in your hands now! enjoy enjoy

#my writing #wip: twist of fate #i figured i'd post a little sample of my writing... #let people know what they're getting into and all that #this is from mid-2023 but not much has changed! so #i am so sorry for a lack of context... best i can give is uhhh #james is messed up after a concert! oliver takes him back home and is like 'when is someone coming to watch over you bro' #and this is james not admitting he literally has no one <3 #love being a famous musician with no friends! woop woop #anyway i'll stop blabbing now enjoy! #oc: james #oc: oliver #tw child abuse

[analyzingadventure]

so that picture of gatomons egg falling gave me two thoughts. first: wow her shell is sturdy

and second: what would happen if a digiegg was cracked or smashed. i know some were broken in the corrupted village of beginnings but would they be re-reborn? do you think the eggs could heal from a crack or if it would just not matter

I mean for all we know, the DigiEggs could be literally indestructable (until they hatch), the shell is meant to protect the data of the forming Digimon until it is ready to be born after all, so maybe it could be Sturdy As Hell. The destroyed eggs in the Village could've been just a side-effect of the Village's destruction. Like the rebirth mechanic isn't tied as much to the eggs as it is to the Village itself, it is where Digimon data goes to be reborn. So if you destroy the Village and its ability to spawn DigiEggs, that alone could result in not just the end of egg spawning, but also a spontaneous destruction of the remaining eggs. Or maybe Piemon went stomping on the remaining eggs for funsies, who knows

OR maybe the eggs aren't indestructable, and Tailmon's egg just conveniently landed on something soft that broke the fall, or maybe she was a viable baby and just hatched on impact. I don't think she would've survived otherwise, it would make sense if DigiEggs kinda worked like normal eggs; the baby takes it time until it's ready to be born, if it's completely broken before the baby is viable (/the data is ready to form as a Digimon), the baby dies

That said, the data would probably just restart forming in another egg. Or maybe the egg would just start healing, why bother with making a whole new egg shell when you could just reform the pieces of the egg that still remain (if there are any)

#Asks #Text post #I do kinda like the idea of DigiEggs being indestructable #One because the idea of a DigiEgg getting thrown into a volcano and surviving is funny #Or getting used as ammunition for a bazooka or something (the most powerful bullet; an egg) #But also the idea that the environment the egg spent time in (if not in a Village) could influence the Digimon is neat #But there's many headcanons one could make about DigiEggs #And how they function #“But why did Takeru go out of his way to protect the egg if it couldn't break” #I mean it's not like the kids knew the eggs wouldn't break #“But why was Gennai worried about what would happen to the eggs then” #The babies could be born into the wrong crowd and get raised into naughty little boys or get killed as infants #But also the Digivices were hooked up to the eggs so like #Maybe there was some kind of a process happening where the Digimon were getting matched to the Digivices #And Gennai didn't want that process to get disrupted/messed up #There's so much wild speculation one could do #Think I'll stop now before I go completely off the rails lmao

[ineed-to-sleep]

I just think they deserve to live out their full goth fantasy

#this is a wip I've been nibbling at for a while now #I'm posting it so I'll stop messing with it jfjfjggjgk #vtm #vampire the masquerade #oc.pepper #oc.vince #ship: viper #sleepyscribble