#I'll never forgive myself

[splatoon-confession-box]

I forgot splatoon existed around a year after chaos vs order, until around a day after splatoon 3 was announced and everyone was freaking out about it

#splatoon confessions #splatoon 3 #splatoon 2 #i had stopped playing splatoon 1 at the worst time #and ended up missing the final splatfest #i'll never forgive myself #i did pick team marie tho >> i just didn't get to play

[denimchicken]

i wish i never transitioned

#always gets me when i browse my pics #going on T was the dumbest thing I've ever done #and shit #I've done heroin #6 years ruining my perfect body #I'll never forgive myself #im a woman #always will be #always have been #doesn't mean I judge anyone who does transition and takes hormones #you do you #but my goddddd #i would give anything to go back in time and never ever done that #bs

[h3artbrok3nn]

venting in tags again :)

#I wish I was better guys #like cmon #clearly I did SOMETHING wrong #I don't want to be a doll #or a science experiment #I just want to be human #I don't want to be tied to a bed #And I don't want to be injected with needles #I hate needles #I don't want to be known for my mistake #I'll never forgive myself #I hate my life #I'd cut myself up rn if I could #I wish I was never born to begin with #And I wish I wasn't alone either #I don't want more abuse #Let's stop this tonight #Kms

[loguetowns]

*screams* CEEE!! Hehe..

Get booped!

i missed the april fools fun but sending a virtual boop right back at you ♡

#i miss out on all the fun during my impromptu tumbler breaks #like when i missed out on the strawhats badge #i'll never forgive myself #¡! ❞ [ qna ]

[thegizardofmars]

I can't believe i missed both nights of Wrestlemania😑

#I'll never forgive myself #i was ill and depressed and missed both nights #personal #tw negative

[softshuji]

Hurts already

-Shion

Already?........ What do you mean? I hurt you?

#hals character anons #don't say that 😨 #I'll never forgive myself #I'll think about it forever ☹️

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Lan Wangji Goes To Lotus Pier AU: Part 3: Enveloping Feelings.

(Part 1, Part 2, Part 4 (soon))

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #lan wangji #Yungmeng Jiang training arc AU #I wanted to try out a different paneling style for this one - sorry I'm a day late! (there will still be a post tomorrow to keep on track) #The original 3 panel comic idea was fine but the point of this new schedule was to take time to push myself a bit more. #I was taking a look back through some comic artists I felt inspired by #and I really loved how Lynda Barry fills her gutters with patterns and doodles! #Obviously I'm not going as absolutely wild with it as she does but it was a great exercise! #I truly think the gutters are the most important and most overlooked part of any comic. There's lots going on in that space. #It's the same with timeskips. The implied movement between moments that we don't see changes depending on how wide that gap is #You're here for the funny tags so here's some that ties this time talk together: #I think LWJ was thinking about that second note from day 2 but it took him 7 days of hazing to commit it to paper. #I think he sends it a day later and immediately regrets it. Chasing down the messenger and everything. #You know if something actually happened to his brother he would never ever forgive himself for putting the bad vibes out there. #Third time skip was the hardest because there was so many possible flavours of jokes here. Day 8/9 was a personal favourite. #day 14 was also funny (week by week). I think the debate on 'how long does lwj take to catch feelings' is more or less: #'how long does it take for him to arrive at a particular stage of grief and yearning (and awareness of it all) #This is a symphony. There is an act by act structure. Every day he is fighting to keep his old sensibilities. He is losing so badly. #(I'll be returning to the main comic soon but there is more of this AU to come!)

[wayfaringauthorofficial]

The lock clicks into place.

Another hideaway turns into a prison.

If you leave, they will ruin you.

Mama’s words hit you like ice.

They don’t love you,

not like I do.

They could never replace me,

could never mean as much to you

as I do.

But what if they love you more

than she ever could?

-When home didn't feel like home anymore.

#just finished #so much pain #generational trauma #complex ptsd #parents #parent and child #i didn't need to build character #i needed to be safe #why couldn't you love me the way you loved her #i'll never forgive myself #for being the mess this world created #i'm so sorry #but maybe you're the one who should be saying that to me #right? #spilled ink #new poem #just wrote this #fresh #brand new #new words #my own poem #in my own words #my story #now i write to tame the demons that live inside my head #did you know that half of them look like you #i'm so scared and tired all the time #and it's all your fault #but maybe it's mine #but she would want me to say something different #you never believed in me

[babacontainsmultitudes]

save me, hot Glenn holidays. hot Glenn holidays. hot Glenn holidays, save me.

#I ACTUALLY GASPED AT MERCEDES' LINE #I AM SHIELDING SPARROW WITH MY ENTIRE LIFE BUT ALSO WHERE IS HE LARK LET'S LOOK TOGETHER OKAY? #dndads #dndads spoilers #dungeons and daddies #dndads s2 ep 48 #sparrow oak #sparrow oak garcia #henry oak #henry oak garcia #mercedes oak garcia #god not to mention ''you'll probably never forgive me for this'' and Normal *tugs collar* definitely having some not great feelings rn #(truthfully I have some bones to pick with how Will is going about things to be completely honest with you but I'll keep that to myself) #(for now at least)

[clowndensation]

there’s a question to be asked i think about to what extent “getting out” can be conflated with “being saved” in this show, and what freedom actually means to any of these characters.

like you can argue that shiv saved ken by voting against him on gojo, but what if your intent behind saving someone is to inflict a worse punishment than if you’d just left them trapped? can a child weaned on poison survive on milk, or are you just sentencing them to a death by inches, starved of the only thing they know? and if you save someone specifically because you know that being saved is the worst thing that can happen to them, is that kindness or cruelty? at what point does a good thing become a malicious act?

and you can say that roman is finally free, but what exactly is he free from? the company? his father? does unlocking a cage mean saving a dog, or are you allowing him out on the street knowing there’s a kill shelter nearby? if the driving anxiety behind roman is that he’s an idiot and a failure—that he’ll never amount to anything, and trying will only lead to pain—and he’s finally cut loose once all of those anxieties have crystallized into cold hard fact in his mind, what has he actually escaped from? if the cage is in your mind, is it even possible for somebody else to unlock it?

the fundamental truth of a tragedy is that even being saved can be a death sentence, if the characters are incapable of escaping the thing doing them the most harm (themselves and their childhoods)

#'what about shiv' if i think about shiv i'm going to kill myself. she needs her own post. there's too much there to get into. #anyways seeing a tremendous amount of At Least Roman Is Free <3 tags that have me going. right. for sure. free from what? #because it's certainly not the intense amount of self disgust that has driven him in circles this entire time. #i fear he may feel the weight of alienation on his soul for the rest of his life. and he won't even try to alleviate it anymore. #and ALSO the idea that shiv went out of her way to save kendall as an act of like. altruism. like it was a sacrifice on her part #which i feel is a very toothless perspective on shiv and the psychological torment that's been weighing on her essentially since birth #like her choice in regards to gojo is one of the meatiest most harrowing bits of character work i've ever seen #and while of course there was love inside that action (because nothing these characters do is entirely divorced from love) #i don't think it was necessarily a kind or forgiving or sacrificial love #like this was an intense vitriolic snapping from a dog that has been kicked by her dad all her life. #and who absolutely refuses to accept that from her brother (because that would mean acknowledging that kendall takes the mantle of Dad- #and that she's subservient to him. which is the one thing she absolutely will never do #because it's a level of degradation that's finally a step too far) #anyways. um. insane season that i still can't look at directly or i'll perish on the spot. #succession

[dreamywakes]

More Animal crossing inspired sims? Yes, I don't think I'll ever stop making them tbh.

Today we have Carrot, Sherb, Shep, and Raymond.

I really need to make a banner for these posts at this point.

#ts4 #the sims 4 #ts4 cas #animal crossing #berry sweet sims #So it was pointed out that I forgot Raymond's glasses and now i'll never forgive myself #He has them now I swear #I was just making him really quickly so I forgot to put them on

[local-meme-lord]

Scuttle Appreciation Post because he's such a guy.

#scuttle #topolino #appreciation post #I'll never forgive myself over for dismissing him at first

[optimizim]

#invader zim #iz fandom #zim #invader zim fandom #iz #i spelled squeakquel wrong and i'll LITERALLY never forgive myself

[adventure-showdown]

What is your favourite Doctor Who story?

ROUND 2 MASTERPOST

synopses and propaganda under the cut

Spearhead from Space

Synopsis

Forbidden to continue travelling the universe by his own people, the Time Lords, and exiled to Earth in the late 20th century, the newly regenerated Doctor arrives in Oxley Woods accompanied by a shower of mysterious meteorites. Investigating the occurrence is the United Nations Intelligence Taskforce (UNIT for short), an organisation which had previously been associated with the Doctor during the Cybermen's invasion.

Propaganda no propaganda submitted

The Ark in Space

Synopsis

The TARDIS lands on a space station orbiting Earth in the distant future. It's seemingly deserted, but the Doctor, Sarah and Harry soon discover that they are not alone. Thousands of humans are in cryogenic sleep, and while they've slept their Ark has been invaded. A parasitic insect race, the Wirrn, have taken control and threaten the very future of mankind.

Propaganda

you’ve got to do it for the most iconic use of bubblewrap in the show, nay all of television, nay human history. (no but seriously it’s a very good story, even without the bubblewarp) (anonymous)

#round 2 #this is a personal attack against myself #as much as it pains me #if i don't support the bubblewrap and it loses #i would never be able to forgive myself #i can forgive myself for voting against spearhead #it will take time but i'll manage it

[toss-a-coin-to-your-stan-account]

the fact that the top post in the witcher tag is still the fucking clickbait article screenshot posted by a racist xenophobic homo/transphobe that says "ummmm lauren was actually ANNOYED about henry's enthusiasm on set" makes me want to bash my goddamn head into a wall

#no bc you guys took an actual far right fuckface & and a clickbait screenshot and got it to the top of the tag and i'll never forgive that #the witcher #witcher #mine #literally three scrolls down his blog is a post saying 'my right to own fully automated machine guns > your feelings' #and a post getting mad about stardew valley adding fucking gender-neutral pronouns #like. as someone who is critical myself of some of the choices TWN made y'all HAVE to think about who you're reblogging from #and whether it's someone with legitimate criticism or some bigoted asshole who's mad that a woman wrote it/they made the sorceresses WOC #tw racism #tw homophobia #tw transphobes #tw xenophobia

[gentlethorns]

lol i got decisions back from all four of my grad school apps and none of them were acceptances. i got waitlisted by one and outright denied by the other three. fuck man

#she bork #idk i have mixed feelings bc on one hand after moving once already this year i'm not super keen on moving again like four months from now #and across state lines to boot. i've never REALLY moved like w furniture and i have exponentially more shit to move now than i did as a #freshly graduated teenager and it turned out to be so much more stressful and work intensive than i anticipated. trying to move in one #weekend fucking sucked. on the other hand i do still want to go to grad school and i would never forgive myself if i let one (very small) #failed round of apps derail my plan to get my masters. idk it just sucks bc now it's like on hold bc i clearly need to beef up and #strengthen my portfolio but i hardly ever write anymore bc like who the fuck has the time. so i actually have to get disciplined w writing #more as well as sending out submissions so i can get more publications under my belt. so it's not like i'll automatically just reapply to #more schools next year bc i'm not wasting hundreds of dollars on apps when clearly i need to do some work on my #portfolio. idk it just sucks bc now idk what to do not only if i don't get in but even if i do bc again moving sucks and unless i majorly #downsize before moving again it's gonna be terrible. idk i feel like shit man