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esaari · 11 months
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hrokkall · 1 year
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Saw a post the other day asking how P03 is able to see; my best guess is something like this.
I actually inspected P03′s 3D model for this which I don’t usually do (and then I proceeded to draw it off-model anyway. Whoops) but even outside of its hypothetical camera-vision, there’s a few other things of note:
P03 seems to have a lot of large vents (or at least things that look like some sort of ventilation/cooling). Two major ones on the chest, three on the top of the head (with potentially another on the side of its head), and one on the underside of its base (though that one might be for the hologram projection it uses to float). My best guess is that it’s because his factory is built right by the water where there would be a TON of moisture in the air. For that reason, some of them have got to be exhausts to make sure all of the air circulating in his torso is dry. That or he just overheats extremely easily I guess, but I’m leaning towards the humidity explanation (or it could be a combination of the two).
Its “eyes” are somewhere on the front of its face; whether it sees through a camera or just through the eyes on the screen via video game magic is up for debate, but it turns to face the player when they stand up so its vision probably isn’t on the sides of its head or something.
Similarly, P03 has some sort of sensitivity to touch (he reacts to Leshy’s hands gripping his monitor before Leshy says anything). I don’t think any “touch sensors” would be externally visible though.
Presumably (based on the ending to Act 3) P03′s head isn’t just a monitor, there’s vital systems in there as well (otherwise tearing its head off wouldn’t do anything to disrupt its upload/its ability to function). My best guess is that his power supply is in his chest so it would be the equivalent of just... unplugging your computer while it’s trying to preform updates.
The wire it uses to connect to the modules to update cards in Act 3 seems to come from either its neck or its torso, but in act 2 it’s very visibly on the side of the head. Granted the act 2 sprites are all pretty different from the Scrybes’ 3D models so that’s not an outlier.
The range of motion in P03′s arm seems pretty similar to a human arm; he has a ball-and-socket joint on the shoulder and a hinge joint on his elbow plus separate segments for the “wrist” and “hand”. The only thing it probably can’t do is twist its forearm.
I don’t have any idea what either of the cranks do. The head crank moves when it changes its expression so it might have something to do with its display, but the arm crank is only shown doing anything on the G0lly Uberbot hologram. My best guess is that P03 used to have a lot more built-in functions but ended up removing them in order to operate faster so a lot of the buttons and switches on it are just vestigial leftovers. (The idea of the arm crank being able to function as a hand-crank motor in a pinch is really funny though. Spin it a few times when P03 is out of power and you can generate just enough battery for it to tell you to fuck off then go back into sleep mode again).
I have no idea how the levitation works either. It’s cool and that’s why it works. No need to get more complicated than that.
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tvrningout · 3 months
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if i'm honest, i'm having a bout of " am i being annoying? " so i might just see myself out till tomorrow. i hate to do that bc i really wanna get my drafts queued, but i also don't think it's good for me to force myself to do something if i'm feeling off. maybe i'll surprise myself and come back and write? but i'm not gonna stress about it too much -- or at least try not to :' )
please take care of yourselves and remember it's alright to take a break when you need one <3 in general ofc, but especially on this silly lil website bc this is a hobby -- not a job!!
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arsonist-chicken · 9 months
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Can I get a neurotypical brain? Can I PLEASE get a neurotypical brain?
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cordeliawhohung · 6 months
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From My Corner of the Universe: Lunar Lullabies
Chapter Four: Blue
my master list
warnings: another chill chapter. miguel is an ass. more world building because i'm an idiot.
wc: 4.8k
Miguel struggles to find a way to send you home, and the longer you stay there, the more conflicted you become about being there in the first place. At least the food is nice.
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Really, you shouldn’t have been as surprised as you were when they tossed you in that same containment field Alan Stryker had captured you in before. Yet, you had expected better from people who claimed to be so hellbent on getting you home. The red hue surrounded you completely, obscuring your vision with the color and completely trapping you. All you really had the space for was sitting with your legs crossed, elbows against your knees as you held your head up with the palms of your hands. 
Despite what Lyla said, who you learned was an A.I., Miguel didn’t fully believe your DNA was unrecognizable. He ended up rebooting the entire system and sending some other anomaly home. It was a terrifying sight, but you found some sort of solace in realizing that they didn’t seem to be in any pain as they were seemingly disintegrated before your eyes.  Yet every time you stepped foot on that platform, the screen would light up with that same, annoying red color.
Error. Error. Error. 
So to the containment field you went, stuck in some room off to the side, shoved with other anomalies who were taken out of the room one by one to be sent home. Couldn’t have killed them to give you a chair or something, or even something to do. The longer you sat there, the more angry you became, and so you tried to focus on something else, yet your mind kept wandering back to how you even ended up there in the first place. 
How Cronus tried to kill you, how Alan Stryker beat him to death. Despite how chivalrous he seemed then, he ended up being the one to drag you to that place. That… different earth. You were still trying to wrap your mind around it. Avi was a science nerd, and it was the subject that she taught to her students down in The Blue; interdimensional travel was something she would spew about every now and then. 
You could only imagine the look on her face if she ever found out it was real. 
The heavy stomping of boots took you out of your mind, and you found your gaze lifting from the ground of the containment field and up to the area around you. You weren’t surprised to see another spider person wandering about, though you were taken aback by their appearance.
This version of Spider-Man sported the classic red and blue colors that a majority of the others did, and his suit was pretty plain. But there were tons of different things he added on, like a sleeveless leather vest, and a spiky mohawk protruding from the top of his mask, down along the back of his head. Studs adorned his vest and suit alike, as well as buttons and patches that you couldn’t quite make out. 
Your eyes watched him carefully as he meandered between containment fields. At first you thought he was going to grab another anomaly to send home, but he seemed rather content on just looking at them before moving onto the next field. Honestly, you couldn’t blame him for his curiosity in the types of people and creatures trapped there. Before he arrived, they had taken away a three headed dog, a man with robotic wings attached to his back, and a guy who seemed to be made of sand. Total freaks of nature lined up one by one to be gawked at. 
Apparently you were no exception. 
With how interesting everything else was in that room compared to you, you were expecting the man to walk right by you. So when he stopped walking and crouched down to your height, you were completely caught off guard. Head still in your hands, you tilted your gaze up to meet his, attempting to look at his face as best as you could through his mask. Those pure white eye coverings were a little off putting to look at. His silence was only infuriating. 
“You know, usually when people stare at me this much they at least give me a good tip,” you barked. 
He didn’t seem at all threatened by your annoyed tone, and in fact he took it as an invitation to mirror your crossed leg sitting position. His head tilted to the side, almost as if he were a child. 
“You don’t belong here, do you?” he asked. His accent caught you off guard. It was the type that you had only really heard in movies or on shows. He hardly even pronounced the H in the word ‘here.’
“So I’ve been told,” you muttered, yet still refusing to take your eyes off of him. “Several times, in fact. People seem to consider me something of a nuisance.” 
“No, I mean here,” he corrected, reaching a hand out and poking against the red barrier that trapped you. “You’re the one with the unrecognizable DNA, right?”
Well, it was better than being called an anomaly. There was something different about this Spider-Man. Unlike the others, he didn’t treat you as if you were some sort of burden, and he wasn’t talking down to you as if you were too stupid to understand what was going on. Though it was all extremely confusing, it wasn’t like anyone was being helpful in telling you what was going on. 
“Word travels fast here,” you said, pulling your chin away from your hands and straightening your posture. 
The man hummed in response as he placed his hands on his knees. He rocked backwards a little bit, but his eyes didn’t seem to leave you. 
“It does whenever Miguel’s mad, anyway.”
Miguel. From what you were able to gather, he seemed to be the mastermind behind whatever organization you found yourself in the midst of. He came off rather grumpy, and sick of everyone’s shit, and he certainly was less than thrilled to figure out sending you home was going to be more of a challenge than it was for everyone else. 
“Yeah, it seems as if I really threw a wrench in his day,” you said, a slight grin creeping across your face. 
“Good,” he said, his grin evident in the tone of his voice. 
The man reached up and quickly pulled off his mask in one movement, revealing to you that he was hardly a grown man at all. He looked to be in his late teens, early twenties at most. His face matched the style of the rest of his clothes with piercings that could rival the amount of Avi’s. Eyebrows, nose, lip, ears, everything was glinting with silver. Dark locks of hair sat on his head in thick dreads that bounced slightly as shoved his mask into the pocket of his vest. 
“Hobie Brown. Earth-138,” he introduced himself.
You suddenly found yourself regretting the rude way you greeted him earlier, and you quickly tried to remedy that by offering him your name in return. He really was just a kid, or at least younger than you, and he was the first person in that damned building that at least pretended to take an actual interest in you. 
“You were found on 1717, right? Means Stryker probably brought you here, yeah?” Hobie asked. 
A sour scoff left your throat at the mention of his name. He had gone from the hero of Digi York, to Lucia’s secret crush, to the man who saved your life, to the idiot who brought you unwillingly to a different dimension all within the span of a single day. You were less than happy with him. 
“Unfortunately,” you confirmed. 
“Yeah, that one really gets on my wick,” Hobie said. The slang was lost on you, but something told you he was certainly in agreement that Spider-Man 1717 was a pain in the ass. “How long have you been in there?” 
His question stumped you, and you quickly realized you really didn’t know how to answer him. Since you woke up strapped to that bed, time seemed to move all too fast and too slow at the same time. It wasn’t like there was a clock in the room for you to count the passing seconds. 
“Right,” Hobie continued, taking your silence as an answer, “and I assume that means you haven’t eaten yet, either?”
Those spider people had to have had some sort of sixth sense or something. Really, food and water was the furthest thing from your mind at that point. Anxiety had been the only thing fueling you throughout the day, and the pain of hunger had been just a simple after thought. 
“I imagine they’ll be shoveling the scraps to me any moment now with how long they’ve kept me caged up like an animal,” you joked with a dry laugh. 
A small hum of a chuckle came from Hobie and you could see the beginnings of a mischievous smirk begin to pull at his lips. It had that devious, child-like charm that you’d expect to see on Lucia just before she pulled one of her infamous pranks on Dom. His eyes then focused on a watch on his wrist. You realized that it was the same watch your Spider-Man, Alan Stryker, wore. A screen on the face of the watch flashed, lighting up Hobie’s face, and suddenly the field around you vanished. 
Without the red color to filter the light around you, everything looked painfully blue. You blinked your eyes rapidly as you attempted to get your vision to adjust, and though it had gotten better, it still wasn’t quite there fully. 
“Whoops,” Hobie exclaimed in a completely guilty tone. He stood off of the ground and gently put his hands in the air. “Looks like the containment field malfunctioned… what a pity.” 
For the first time in hours you were able to fully stretch your body. You first started with your arms, reaching them high above your head before pushing yourself to your feet. Your knees were painfully stiff, and every muscle in your body ached similar to how it did earlier when you had first woken up. Once you were fully standing up, Hobie turned around and began to walk towards the exit. 
“Well, since you’re free, I suppose it wouldn’t hurt to grab some grub,” he said, tossing a look at you from over his shoulder. 
It was obvious he was trying to get you to follow him, and you were going to, but there was something stirring in your gut telling you to think twice. This was a strange place to you, quite literally a whole new world, and you found your mind flashing to Miguel. You weren’t exactly in a rush to try and have him sink his teeth into you again, as your shoulder was still throbbing slightly from the first time. But if you “escaping” from your containment field added onto the burdens he had to deal with for the day, then that was good enough for you. 
With an extra pep in your step, you quickly followed behind Hobie as he led you away from the room, leaving behind the other remaining anomalies. The darkness of the room you were in slowly faded as you traveled back to fluorescent lights and wide hallways. The large windows that lined one side of the hallway no longer showed the bright blue sky but instead something else entirely. 
Clouds had rolled in, attempting to smother the sky as the earth turned away from the sun, but its light only blessed them with brilliant oranges and purples. It was nothing like the sunsets back on 1717, and you found yourself pausing for a moment to look at the scenery in front of you. The way the clouds held the color so well was astounding. You wished you hadn’t killed your phone with the EMP. 
Hobie caught sight of your stare, and he backtracked so that he was standing next to you. For a moment his eyes were focused on you, the curiosity in them evident before he turned to look at the view with you. 
“First time seeing an actual sunset?” he asked, shoving his hands in the pockets of his vest. 
“Was it that obvious?” you chuckled. 
“Stryker had the same reaction as you.” 
It took everything in you to hold back a sour laugh. With how much of an ass he was being, you had to remember that he was once as clueless as you. Still, it would have been nice if the guy empathized with you more because of it. 
“If you think this is great, wait until you see the cafeteria,” Hobie said, taking off once more and waving you along with him. 
The thing that caught your attention first as you neared the large cafeteria was the smell. It was strong, and almost overwhelming, but there was no doubting the fact that it smelt good. Hundreds of scents blended together seamlessly in a way that made it difficult to tell what exactly you were smelling. Even if you were able to smell them all separately, you knew that it probably wouldn’t have been anything close to what you would recognize back home. 
Though the scent of it was mouth watering, the sight of it was something completely different. Kiosks where workers would make sandwiches with the most fresh looking bread you had ever seen in your life. Ripe produce that still glistened with water, and tangy smelling dressings to put over salads. Everything you looked at seemed fresh, and most importantly, real. 
“Is this where you eat?” you asked in awe, looking at the area around you. 
“Well, not all the time,” Hobie said, leading you further into the room. “But go on, grab what you want.” 
Whatever you wanted? With that kind of permission you were certain you were going to eat half of the food in that place. 
“Are you sure? I mean, fuck, this stuff’s gotta cost a fortune,” you side, eyeing the bar of fresh vegetables.
Hobie threw you a confused look, and you had to stop yourself from bashing your head against the wall. Of course it didn’t cost a fortune. And of course he was sure. Clear blue skies, and the lack of Infinity Fires probably meant that this world had a better sustainable food source than the heavily modified and processed cardboard you had to choke down normally. 
And you weren’t about to look a gift horse in the mouth. 
Soon you sat across a table from Hobie with about two plates full of food. Really, you couldn’t just try one thing, and Hobie certainly didn’t help in minimizing the amount of food you grabbed. Fresh fruits, vegetables, samples of sandwiches, desserts and so much more piled up high upon your two plates. You looked at them with wide eyes as you scanned through the food, trying to figure out what to eat first. 
“This one,” Hobie said. He had taken notice of your indecisiveness and pointed his finger to one of the dessert items. Two, small but fluffy chocolate chip cookies shoved together with what you assumed was a type of frosting in the middle. “Always gotta start with dessert first.” 
Following his recommendation, you picked the dessert up and quickly took a bite out of it. The moistness of the cookies mixed with the creamy texture of the frosting coated your tongue in a wave of sweetness that had you instantly diving in for another bite. After that, your hunger was insatiable. Apple slices that snapped as you bit into them, some fruit called watermelon that was so juicy you nearly choked in surprise, roasted chicken that had seasonings you never tasted in your life. Even the produce or food items you recognized from home tasted remarkably better than you remembered. 
Hobie didn’t even need to ask how you liked it, as the content was evident on your face. A small smile appeared on his face as he bit into his sub sandwich while watching you enjoy the various food items you had only ever dreamed of tasting before. 
“So,” he spoke up with a mouthful of food, “they say you’re not from 1717, right? But you seem to know the place pretty well. How’s that?” 
You were about to shove a strawberry into your mouth when he asked that question, but you stopped right as it was about to hit your lips. You had almost forgotten the whole reason why you were in that place to begin with. An anomaly. Not belonging to the earth you grew up on and unfortunately called home. 
“Stryker kept calling me an anomaly. That doctor, Elizabeth or whatever, kept trying to tell me I didn’t belong on 1717, but I grew up there. Spent my entire life there. Honestly, I’m not quite sure what mistakes have been made, between that and your machines not being able to recognize my DNA, but I swear I’ve never seen another earth in my entire life.” You paused for a moment as you tried to stab a grape with your fork. “Well, until now, anyway.” 
Hobie nodded his head as he finished up the last few bites of his sandwich. With his hands now free, he leaned his elbows on the table, his posture curving as he leaned closer to you. 
“Things were never weird for you on 1717? Nothing glitched? Nothing felt like you were about to phase out of reality?” he asked. 
“Maybe when I get really drunk,” you snorted. However, when you paid closer attention to the look on his face, you realized he was serious. “What… exactly is glitching, anyway? That doctor told me this wristband was the only thing keeping me from glitching but she didn’t really explain it… no one’s explained jack shit to me, actually.” 
You looked back down at your plate and saw that you had eaten just about half of everything that you had grabbed. At that point you were completely stuffed, but throwing away food that good felt like a waste, so you forced yourself to eat more. 
“To explain it in layman's terms,” Hobie started,  “traveling between dimensions isn’t exactly easy on the body. It always wants to return to the original reality for you, and so your body does this thing called glitching. Think of it like when you’re trying to change between channels on the telly, but you’ve got bad signal so it’s all fuzzy. Your body physically glitches out. It’s normally not painful or anything, but it feels weird.”
Every word that just came out of his mouth sounded made up, but the look on his face was too serious to be joking. Never in your entire life had you experienced anything like what he had just explained to you. 
“Nothing like that ever happened to me back home,” you tell him truthfully. 
For a moment the two of you were quiet. Most of the cafeteria had cleared out by that point, and you were sure the sun had set fully by that point. Your stomach was stuffed with about as much food as you could handle, and your brain was much too tired and foggy to try and process any other new information for that day. 
But just like on Earth-1717, you would receive no breaks. 
“Hobie!” 
Both you and the named boy turned your heads towards the cafeteria entrance to find Miguel marching towards the two of you. Any other soul still left in that room also jumped at the mere shout, and anyone who was smart slowly began to pack up their items before leaving. His height and brooding stare alone was enough to set off the fight or flight feeling in your stomach, but it was a whole different feeling watching his towering stature race towards you and Hobie. 
“What do you think you’re doing?” Miguel asked, his brows furrowed at the boy across from you. 
Hobie used both of his hands to gesture to the plates in front of you before saying, “eating. Care to join us?” 
“You know that’s not what I meant,” Miguel snapped, shaking a finger at the boy like he was a mother scolding a child. “I wasn’t aware that we were letting anomalies out without authorization, now. Do you know how dangerous that is?” 
“She’s got a name, you know,” Hobie retorted as he glanced at you. Though his voice was still relaxed, there was a bit more of a bite to his tone. His eyes then wandered down to the plates of food in front of you. You had done a good job eating a majority of it, but you had gotten so much it was physically impossible for you to eat any more. He pulled the plate towards him and started picking at the rest of the fruit you couldn’t stomach. 
For a moment, Miguel actually seemed to take Hobie’s words into consideration, and he glanced over at you before turning a glare back at the boy. 
“Taking her out of the containment field was risky, and you shouldn’t have done it,” Miguel continued. 
“I didn’t take her out of there, it malfunctioned,” Hobie said with a shrug. 
Miguel opened his mouth to say something but sighed instead. His hand came up to pinch the bridge of his nose as he muttered under his breath. 
“The point is, I was coming to take her elsewhere, and you moved her. At least notify someone before you do something like that,” Miguel huffed as his arms crossed over his chest. 
“Where are you taking me?” you spoke up. 
It was almost as if you weren’t even there, or Miguel wasn’t aware you could speak. He looked at you, confused before he glanced down at something in his hands. It was another wristband of sorts, but this one seemed different than the one you were already wearing. It was more rigid, similar to a cuff. 
“Someplace more comfortable than a containment field,” Miguel spoke. His tone was… off. It was the first time that he spoke in a way that didn’t seem frustrated, despite how much of a reputation he seemed to have for being angry. The man looked back at you and clicked a button on the cuff. The device opened and he held it out towards you. “Here, put this on.” 
Wary of what it was, you found your gaze drifting to Hobie. His expression was hard to read, but if you had to put a name on it, you would have guessed he was somewhat annoyed. Still, he caught your gaze, and understood your apprehension. He gave you a small nod, as if telling you to follow along. 
“It’s a tracker, of sorts,” Miguel explained as you took it from him. “Makes sure Hobie doesn’t get you in any more trouble. It’ll notify me if you leave the building, so try not to wander.” 
It took everything in you to hold back a snarky comment, but you put the device around your wrist anyway. When you snapped it shut, it locked with a gentle beep. It was tight enough that you wouldn’t be able to get it off your wrist, but not so much that it hurt. Still, it was bulky enough to be frustrating. 
“Have you figured out the issue about my DNA, or whatever?” you asked, messing with the cuff. You had hardly got it on and you were already wanting to take it off. 
“Not yet, but we’ll work more on that later. Lyla’s working on it for now,” Miguel answered before turning his attention back to Hobie. “Since you enjoy leading… people around, why don’t you show her to the temp living spaces?” 
Hobie hummed in agreement as he quickly stood from the table, the almost empty plate in his hands. He turned to you and offered a small smile before nodding his head towards the exit. 
“Tomorrow then,” you said as you followed Hobie’s lead. “Hopefully that damn machine will be fixed and you guys can send me back to 1717.” 
If Miguel gave you a look, you weren’t able to see it as your back was quickly turned to him. Hobie continued to snack on the extra food left on your plate as he led you out of the cafeteria and back into the hallways. 
You should have been glad to finally be able to sleep, especially with the day you had, but you were more frustrated than anything else. Or maybe you were just confused. Avi and Nova were waiting for you back home, not knowing what had happened to you, and you were certain they were worried sick, especially after everything that happened with Cronus. Yet you found yourself in a different world, a better world. 
One that you knew they couldn’t follow you to. 
Eventually you found yourself standing in a small room that was akin to a studio apartment. A simple plain bed, a kitchenette, a small bathroom, all painted a plain white. There was no glow of any neon lights that Avi had strung up around the living room, or fake plants Nova had stolen from some corner store; it was empty. 
“Should be some more of those temp clothes in the dresser there,” Hobie said as he set the remainder of your dinner on the nightstand next to the bed. “Should be a variety of sizes, but I’m sure there’s more somewhere if you need it. Also, I’ll just leave this here. Midnight snack, yeah?” 
A polite smile crossed your lips as Hobie shoved his hands into his pockets and began to wander towards the exit. There was a relaxing aura about him, and despite everything that had happened to you that day, no not just that day but that week, he managed to calm your nerves about everything going down. 
“Thanks, Hobie. For everything,” you said, standing by the bed. 
Hobie stood in the doorway of the room and glanced at you from over his shoulder. “Sure. I’ll come find you sometime tomorrow.” 
With that, you were alone again. 
Apparently spider people didn’t have a need for any comfortable pajamas, or at least it looked that way as you tore the dresser apart, unable to find anything except for the same baggy sweatpants and plain shirts. Sighing, you decided to strip down to just your undergarments before turning the lights off and casting your small temporary living space in darkness. 
The bed smelt stale but it felt clean nonetheless as you sunk down onto the mattress. Thin blankets covered it, but you weren’t complaining as it wasn’t really all that cold anyway. 
As you began to settle into bed, you became aware of a slight glow coming from the other side of the room. White curtains covered a window, and despite the cloth being in the way, light from outside continued to fight to seep into the building. Curious, you tore a blanket off of the bed and wrapped it around your body as you stood up, your bare feet gently trotting on the hardwood floor beneath you. 
When you moved the curtains to the side you were greeted with a city view much different from what you were used to in The Blue. Which you weren’t really sure why you were so surprised at the lack of lights. Sure, there were still some, but since the city of Nueva York wasn’t nearly as dense as Digi York, the lights were more of a soft yellow glow than an assaulting, blue hue. 
Your gaze shifted upwards, expecting to find the stars sprawled out in front of you, but you were instead greeted by a dark, black sky. A part of you was a little upset about that, but whatever disappointment you felt was quickly washed away when your eyes caught sight of the moon. 
The moon on 1717 was a blood red on nights when the smog didn’t completely snuff it out. Smoke from the never ending fires turned both the moon and sun that terrible color. But as you learned earlier that day, the sun really was yellow, and you thought that the moon would have been the same color, but it was a beautiful, dazzling white instead. 
Suddenly, it made sense why jewelry of the moon was made of silver instead of gold. 
You stood there for a long while, staring at it. The crescent shape of it was burning into your retinas; you had no idea it was so bright. You loved and adored everything about it, from the dimples of its creators, and its silvery sheen. 
Damn. You really wished you had your phone. 
“Io, huh?” you wondered out loud.  You pulled the blanket tighter around your body as you turned around to lay back down, not bothering to close the curtains behind you. “I think my pick would be the moon.”
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kellystar321 · 7 months
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#periodical life updates#(<- NUMBER 3!!!) I FINISHED THE ANIMATION AND EVERYTHING FOR THAT PROJECT AND SENT IT OFF! super excited!!#it looks really cute! i tried my best and im mostly satisfied of where i landed <33#it's my little sibling's birthday today!! it's also the first official meeting of lgbt club!! (the other event was a fun lgbt mixer)#my backpack smells bad. like mildew or mold maybe? urgh its awful and gives me a headache. i might need a new one. i dont know. urghhh.#my programming homework is due today!! yike!! but other than that my personal projects with deadlines are all done!#INIQUITY NOW THAT YOU HAVE TIME ARE YOU FINALLY GONNA WORK ON YOUR SELF SHIP BLOG?? YES!! HOPEFULLY!!#truthfully i /have/ been working on it on the side. it looks decent but the colors;;; i have always been pretty sht at color picking?#i can adjust with filters but without that im like. a little not good yet lmao. gotta do some studies sometime perhaps#BUT YAY EXCITED!! ive got some rambles and doodles and a tag system and f/o info which is extremely cumbersome (affectionate)!!#also i have new fandom ocs for the latest dimension 20 campaign and im so delighted heho <33 this campaign is literally so fun.#im watching it with my sibling when its done!! OOH ALSO I FIGURED OUT HOW TO PNGTUBE AND i will likely never use it BUT COOL!!#i dont like. talk. lmao. my art streams are 1) silent 2) rare 3) only shared with my siblings. pngtuber is a little useless. but CUTE!!#i got boba tea yesterday!! sandy bought it :3 <3 and we're having pho and cheesecake later and i might plan out a little excursion today?#like i might get a treatsie. OR i'll just sit on campus as usual and get a mango smoothie and draw for a while (or work on homework.)#(lets be honest its likely the former. i might get a little back into traditional? ooh or maybe i'll practice my asl?) HEY THOUGH.#ive been thinking about making a henrey stickmn (ask)blog to practice asl? like. no plot. just henry teaching ellie and charles asl#really funny considering my Real concept of an askblog for THSC. not ace or eca; but a secret third thing (⛎) ;)#then again since when have i EVER followed through on an askblog lmao?? damb im all over the place today. we're already hitting tag limit#okay!! 3 AM!! if im going early tomorrow i gotta eep! goodnight everyone i love you!! see you tomorrow if i have the energy and time!!
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yo9urt · 5 months
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mutuals i may be on the verge of becoming a gamer...
#not really LOL not like a serious one at least but umm this could be huge#mine#ok i realize i havent made a personal post in a while so let me explain...#for a while now ive been wanting to get a proper pc so i can play games and also do other stuff (<- macbook air owner)#but i was like ill just wait til i move out cause money and moving etc etc and then i was like well maybe ill get one for black friday#and then i was like no i don't have space and i need to be frugal and it'll be easier to move out if i don't have a pc to worry about#but i still want to play games...COUGH bg3. i really wanna play bg3...and minecraft and stardew valley and the yakuza games also#possibly other games too but anyway i was beginning to lose hope and then i saw someone on some thread somewhere mention the steam deck#and i was like oh yeah waht is that thing (i had never considered it before bc i thought it was more of a serious gamer thing but i also#didnt really know what it was at all anyway back on topic) so i goog'd it and it's like exactly what i need?#it's in my budget + small and portable + can run all the games on my list#(it doesn't run bg3 WELL...you have to be a bit careful with the settings and the framerate is a little messy#but i'm willing to accept that honestly it doesn't bother me i just want to play the game i'll lower my standards)#and with winter break coming up i'm like umm. i need something to do....#plus they just came out with the oled version and after doing research#even though i want to be frugal i honestly think the 512gb oled seems like the right choice#so. i might order it tomorrow LMAO
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good morning!! <3
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starzzify · 1 month
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[Government Top Secret File]
Viewing this file in any way may result in federal punishment.
Date: May 19th, 2058
Desc of file:
What seems to be a middle school to high school age girls journal, it depicts the possible events of an “undead apocalypse”. The book seems to be worn and dirtied, the pages are yellowed and dirty. There are three total books that were found inside of a bag in the woods, along with a knife, clothes, and an old Iphone, possibly an 11-13.
Journal one:
09/12/2027
“Flu Season” 
The “flu” has been going around my school recently. But I don’t think it’s the flu. So many people are leaving, for so long too. And they don’t seem to be coming back. People are worried about their sick friends staying home and not contacting them the entire time. So far, I'm guessing about 200 people have left. Which is a huge number, this leads me to keep thinking that something is going to happen. I just have this feeling that something big, something tragic, is coming. But I don’t know what it is. But I do know that the sirens in my head are going off. It scares me. I haven’t been able to sleep due to thinking so hard about this big thing. The sickness seems to be highly contagious, anyone who comes into direct contact with someone who’s sick (aka touching them) appears to get sick too. It also doesn’t seem like there’s a way to prevent it. This is why I think it’s not the flu. The flu is preventable, and you don’t get the flu immediately after touching someone with the flu. It isn’t that contagious, but what is that contagious. I’m not sure, but I’m scared. 
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neverendingford · 1 month
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Therapists have two genders:
Professional Asshole and
Well-meaning Incompetent
#color says shit#text post#replying to my therapist is the most frustrating thing in the world. ma'am you think you're building rapport with me?#I hate to tell you but you've been wildly unsuccessful if that's what you think you've been doing here.#stop trying to educate me about my bullshit diagnoses that I already know about from my years on the internet.#like. babygirl I'm over here trying to build up to feeling comfortable enough to talk about the six-layer trauma cake I've got going on#and you're over here showing me a diagram consisting of two concentric circles meant to convey the idea of self versus other#you're very nice and trying to be helpful but I don't want to fucking talk about the girlfriend I want to talk about the issues that matter#girlfriend is an experiment. the other shit is stuff that lives in our fucking soul. shit that made me into the weird person fragment I am#and I had to fight for an hour. therapist kept on scheduling us for half an hour. HALF A FUCKING HOUR HALF AN HOUR ISN'T ENOUGH TIME TO TALK#I had to fight for it and even when she finally scheduled us for an hour she still tried to cut it short#I had to pull up the appointment confirmation to prove I had an hour allotted. like seriously what the fuck.#one of those people who had their own mental struggles and then is like “I want to become a therapist and help other people uwu”#and then is fucking useless and projects their own issues onto someone else and shoves their personal solutions onto you#like someone in r/aita projecting their own shitty relationship onto someone else. some of us are different Daryl#ugh I'm so fucking pissed and I'm not giving up the controller until I get this shit sorted out for now.#r wanted to hop back on this morning in the shower and we had a shouting match but our deal was she takes a week break so I'm keeping it#because too much shit has built up and she's been not doing so hot so I'm gonna get this mess cleaned up before I let her back on.#I bought groceries. I did laundry. I got the car repairs done. I got our bike fixed up. I showered. I did dishes. I'm going to#and I'm going to get even more done tomorrow. maybe then I'll go back to watching over her shoulder and backseat gaming but not for a while.#it feels nice though. like I get to finally stretch my arms and yawn real good.#and btw to answer the question she's always fucking asking. she's not ace in the slightest lmao. I am and the bleed over confuses her.#there. question answered so maybe she can stop asking about it.#I feel like in her push to find herself she kinda pushed me back into the corner. which... ngl that hurts a little.#oh well. you don't need to hear about our lovers' quarrel. I'm going to bed in these cozy fresh bed sheets I just put on the bed.
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navramanan · 3 months
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still coping so horribly with the fact that i'm done in the lab
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keeps-ache · 3 months
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look into my eyes
look !!
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doyeons · 4 months
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going back to my apartment tmrw. everything just feels kind of incorrect rn i cant describe it
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nilti-luck · 4 months
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Okay so tiny change of plans on the resolution thing,,,, well kinda change of plans. I'm saying cooking counts. I don't cook all that often, so making a (like actually cooked) meal for myself is actually monumental! So today I made dinner in a french loaf with my mom's recipe it was really good and it tasted like home :)
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self consciousness cancelled we are so fucking back
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dandyshucks · 4 months
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going to cry because i am worried i won't finish all the crochet gifts in time :''")
#okay wait time to decide on a vent tag sjdkskl UHHHHH#can i just... tag it with ... ''vent //'' or is that annoying to add to a the tumblr filtering system fhdkdl#thats how old school tumblr cw/tw tagging worked fjdkl they'd just put slashes in so thats what im used to#vent //#we'll go with that ig? lmk if that doesnt work for anybody for any reason and u want smth else and I'll accomodate!!!#okay. um. anyways yeah idk fjdkdl i have been crocheting pretty much all day? i havent done anything else other than eat meals fjdksl#just... crocheting. my wrist hurts sm fjfkdl#i would still be crocheting but after messing up three times on this wing and frogging it all the way back i gave uo#up*#decided to just call it a night bc damn thats frustrating! idk what i was doing wrong but i kept ending up w the wrong amount of stitches!!#i think theres a possibility i can finish everything but im rly not sure fhdkdl tomorrow is already the 17th#im just. afraid fhdkdl i rly want this to work out !!! agh!!#I cant tell if my current chest pain is from anxiety or from medication (which i take for heart pounding from anxiety) wearing off djdkdl#ough. uncomfortable. I'll go draw and hopefully i can calm down bc im just sbdhdkl so afraid rn#IT ALSO DOESNT HELP that im the only one besides Kam in the system who knows how to crochet well fsbdhdkl#so the others cannot take over bc they cannot crochet either at all or as fast as i can :') i am stuck! in front!! AGGHH#i want a break man djsksl this season is so bad for me mentally fbjfdkl but by god i am getting thru it#okay off to go draw now fhdksl i have several ideas for drawing yay
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